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buildoblivion · 10 months ago

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oh shit magnus protocol on thursday!!!??!!?

#quietly hyped #like I LOVE the ending of tma #and almost don’t want anything to touch it????#but also I want morrrree #I hope they let it be its own thing #but I’m almost 100% convinced we might see jmart … maybe?????#I’m pretty sure they teased Alex and Jonny being in it as unnamed characters so 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞#I just want them as little background characters #just two dudes living normal lives #(and being super married about it)#I’d love it if our main cast keep referencing like a dickhead librarian or some over tired stressed out teacher friend #just casual in passing you know?#and BOOM voiced by Jonny #all left up to interp but still probably our fave archivist #but we’ll get more spooky stories and cosmic horror and queer vibes and cool plots and new voice actors to love!!!!!#in making this post I’ve realised I’m much more excited that I thought I was 😂#tmagp #the magnus protocol

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musashi · 5 days ago

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#gamers dont you love it when a friend breaks your heart #smashes every olive branch you extend toward them #accuses you of being the asshole when you fall apart about it #acts like they are sorry #and then just fully ghosts you 100%?#i am so fucking tempted to just give up man.#every time i meet someone and im like #''oh wait they seem normal? not hyperindividualistic? like someone who will like me always not just when im happy?''#''someone who wants to be my FRIEND not just a person in a discord call with me??''#and then i spread myself so fucking thin investing energy into the friendship #(which this person admitted wasn't even ENOUGH like i am SO EXHAUSTED from traumatic abandonment #and losing friends suddenly #that even me working at my MAXIMUM CAPACITY makes people feel like i don't like them)#every fucking time.#nothing turns out different. no matter how much work i put into it #the SECOND a person has the chance to abandon me. they will.#i am just sitting here with two forces inside of me #one who never wants to give up on love and friendship #and another who is so tired #i wish i could just be exhausted and burnt out #and someone or several someones. would love me anyways. love me enough that EVENTUALLY #i will grow my heart back #and i can love them threefold for all the love they showed me #but no one wants me even when i do have the energy to be a good friend so why the fuck would anyone want me like this #dude i am so sad i wasn't meant to live like this i was meant to make friends. close friends.#i just keep re-reading our last conversation before he ghosted me. maybe if i read it enough i can change the ending

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carcarrot · 28 days ago

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its important to go see a low stakes concert sometimes

#as in seeing someone in concert youre not an absolute nutbag about (as i have done this year and last year)#but last night me n my dad went and saw renaissance on their farewell tour #running on like 4 hours of sleep and seething to be at work right now #or rather i would be seething if i weren't so tired #new anger management hack: just get less sleep so your senses are dulled! anyway #funniest part of the night was the multiples times when my dad who is old was like 'everyone here is so old :/'#he was literally like 'if i ever get like these people just shoot me' LMAO #the concert was good i wouldn't call it like great or fantastic but such is the beauty of a low stakes concert #youre not living and dying on every song youre not singing along to everything youre just. enjoyin the show normally which is crazy #again as someone who has seen two bands (both bands two separate times and is seeing one of those bands a THIRD TIME soon) im crazy over #that experience is fun its bonkers and you definitely gotta do it for the bands youre crazy over. you gotta #but it was nice to just. have a regular time at a show #as far as the show itself there were a few little moments where things didnt go as smooth but that may have been bc it was the first show #and save for a few moments in some songs annie haslam knocked it out of the park she can still sing as insanely good as she used to #again some parts of songs were in a lower key? but most seemed to be the same and she was still hitting those bonkers high notes #so good for her. the band was pretty good but i felt they really only like all worked together well on a few songs #if that makes sense. but overall pretty good #and my anxieties about getting there and back were unfounded bc somehow it all worked. yay #our car service trip home was in a tesla i felt like i was gonna die the entire ride home lol #i am NEVER getting in one of those stupid cars again. big ass ipad as your dashboard this is insane???? im so scared???#anywho. old musicians are forever as ive been saying lately. and they really are #oh also we were at the town hall which is a nice small theater i was worried abt bein too far away but it's laid out really well #in that you're sure to get a pretty good view of the stage #it seems like half the size roughly of the beacon for whatever thats worth #OH i did see one dude somewhere in the audience with a sparks shirt so. hashtag represent #yet another concert report. yayyyyy #(im so tired)

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the-casbah-way · 5 months ago

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i've read quite a few fics about jamie and malcolm that focus on jamie growing up in motherwell or glasgow and the way it's depicted bothers me so much as someone who grew up in the working class council estates in lanarkshire and edinburgh. some of the fics i've read genuinely treat jamie's home like it's a slum. they make it seem grimy and ugly and unsafe and horrible. as if that's why jamie wants to leave his home, and not because of more realistic issues like his home life or family or a desire to go somewhere bigger / different. 'deprived' areas aren't horrible scary shiteholes where everyone is just waiting for the chance to escape. i'm tired of middle class people looking at places that look like my childhood home and thinking up images of crime and destitution and hopelessness. places that look like jamie's home are the same as the places that hold some of the best memories i have of my entire life. i see a scottish council estate and see some of the most precious people and experiences i've ever known because guess what. it's just a place. it's someone's home. not because they're trapped there and they don't have a choice so they're forced to 'make the most of it'. it's just home. you don't have to understand it or like it or want to live there yourself, but at least try and be normal about areas that don't look like your middle class view of the world

#it reminds me of high school when this posh kid asked if i was scared to walk home because of where i lived #scared of fucking what ??? my neighbours ??? the dudes who sat in the skate park playing gangnam style on a bluetooth speaker ???#be normal for two seconds please.#it's sometimes not even about the fact that those places are Home to some people. it's also just that they're normal places ???#maybe not to you because your parents work jobs that you can't explain in a single sentence and you can afford walkers crisps #but to normal people. that's just A Place #and listen i get it. poverty is real and it sucks. it's obviously a problem in most of these places #but in my case it was just how life was. it wasn't all doom and gloom and suffering and wishing it was different #that's just how life was. i still had good memories and nice people around me #as a kid i didn't think about what i lacked because i'd been born without it. i LIKED my house and my neighbourhood #sorry for enjoying living somewhere you clearly think is some orwellian nightmare for some reason

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itsinkwell · 1 year ago

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OUGHHH i hate when people misinterpret my favorite characters LIKE!! Junkrat is so. Punk. He is so. Grunge. He’s dirty and grimy and paints his fingernails and toenails black and he made his own prosthetics and he wears eyeliner that probably isnt even actually eyeliner!! He kills millionaires and wears spikes and actively hates authority!! He is soooo like. Ancom!! He steals and kills and fights dirty and makes his own bombs!! Im not saying that people write/draw him too goody or whatever, but i am saying that he isnt being drawn/written/made like this enough!! Embrace his filth!! Give into the demons!! Same thing with Roadhog like. Hes so ancom and hes punk and hes metal and he’s grungy and he’s soo!! Give into the voices and make them emo!!

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kindahoping4forever · 1 year ago

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bloodheartz · 2 years ago

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Every time I see a post that’s like “hey don’t do this behavior! It’s rude, and even quite toxic” there’s like 12 replies or tags that are like “um only NARICSSISTS do this, to MANIPULATE us 😡” and it’s like… first of all no?? Anyone’s capable of shitty behavior, stop arm-chair diagnosing anyone you don’t like with a real personality disorder people deal with. Second of all I promise you that not every single narcissist is some evil villain out to get you, and most are literally just?? Normal people?! Leading normal lives.

#npd safe #npd #actually narcissistic #Gwah like I saw this post with an important message about not making everything about yourself and caring about others needs #and within two seconds of notes I saw someone being like ‘only narcissists behave like this’ and I’m just like #believe it or not! people who aren’t narcissistic are still in fact capable of being shitty #and plenty of narcissists are just normal people leading their own lives #I’m just tired of my personality disorder being portrayed as this thing that immediately makes you an evil monster like dude #I’m not here to manipulate you and ruin your life #I just want to hang out with my friends and like get a job and draw and shit

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omgafhsfanin2024 · 11 months ago

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Oh god is my fnafhs phase coming back. I have an AU Idea and it's very magical girl-y help (a Lil summary in the tags)

#basically y'know lily abby maggie toddy and mai? all the best girls? (ok except Abby maybe but I'll save her dw)#ok now imagine them as teen magical girls #a normal 2000's/2010's bff group who also kick ass in pretty dresses #now imagine mai and puppet being magical beings from another planet #kinda like the winx club characters that look completely human but they're fairies n stuff? there's a reason why the twins can look like-#Normal humans tho: their true form is a being like Maipett. they're two maipetts #BUT they can shapeshift to look just like any living beings they see #so they can very easily blend in with humans #now what are these beings? basically they're magical dudes that control the “Shadows”. evil spirits that can destroy life in pretty much-#any abitated planet in irreversible ways #one day some shadows breached from the maipetts control and directed themselves to earth as it was the closest living planet #so mai and Charlie as the strongest most able shadowseekers (group of specialized Maipetts with the mission to bring back Shadows to-#security in case of breaching) got a mission to go to earth find the shadows and bring them back. even destroy them if necessary #now what's the group mentioned earlier have to do with all this?#after saving lily from a shadow attack her and mai become “friends” (keep in mind Mai doesn't really know what friends even are)#but with time they do become very close #and since the shadows are never way too far from each other meaning that other shadows might be hiding in the same town Mai wanted to keep-#Lily safe. so she gave her a tiny rock that contains Maipett powers (Mai likes to keep them on her belt for decoration) and showed her-#basic attacks to at least keep Lily safe in case she gets attacked by a shadow and Mai happens to not be there #after a while tho Abby (Lily's roommate and childhood friend) finds out about her friends' powers and she thinks it's soo cool and things #but Lily and Mai especially aren't so cool about it cus pretty much all the situation is supposed to be a secret #so they and abby make a promise: Abby gets a magical gem and of course some lessons how to use it's powers and she keeps the secret #Abby agrees and she joins the group (that remains unnamed until the others join)#Toddy and Maggi were found by Charlie in the meantime. Charlie saved them both from a shadow attack and so Mai decided to give them-#magical rocks aswell with the deal that Charlie was the one to teach them about their powers this time #Toddy decides to name the group “The Shadowseekers” to reference mai and Charlie's literal job #and yeah they go on adventures around the city™ and sorroundings beating shadow's ass and learning to use their powers and work together #while also keeping the secret #idk it came up to me like some minutes ago #fnafhs

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bmpmp3 · 4 months ago

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the really beautiful landscape/skyscape animation in makoto shinkai's works tends to be the big thing i see focused on and that is understandable and deserved like the weather and lighting effects are unREAL but i do think we should also appreciate how absolute insane the plotlines of his original movies get. at least two movies with in universe catastrophes with major ecological implications. the guns and explosions. theres that one movie i havent seen yet with the guy who turns into a chair (?)

#just watched weathering with you. it was really good. REALLY good #i remember when it came out people were saying it was better than your name. but now it seems the general opinion switched?#your name changed my brain chemistry and outlook on life. i think weathering with you may do the same #so to me i think they're like on pare with eachother. i dont know if i can choose which is my fav now LOL #they are sisters to me..... sisters to me...... quick review below watch out for spoilers #i dont think i'll be too detailed but i do also just recommend watching it its a great movie #I DID like the soundtrack in your name a BIT better like the score had a few more hooks for me and i loved all the insert songs #while in wwy i liked the last three inserts but the first couple didnt really grab me. but its all radwimps so its all good LOL #the side characters in wwy were so good tho like i loved all the cast so much #of course i adored the main characters of your name and wwy both. but the side cast in wwy ruled i think i'll remember them for a long time #the taki jumpscare was also great. my boy was here. my boy was here. just for a minute #i also adored how unhinged the main character of wwy was. hodaka was like. a bit unwell? HJKDJHKFD i thought it was great #weird and quiet but desperately a bit violent in a way that i think was very relatable #i also loved the like. message? sorry that sounds sappy but i liked that like the story was kind of like #coming to hina who is working so hard and forced by herself and circumstance to grow up so early and sacrifice so much #and grabbing her by the shoulders and telling her YOU CAN LIVE!!! YOU CAN HAVE FUN!!! ITS OKAY!!!!!!#i think it was so sweet and such a strong sentiment. wonderful movie. also there was guns and i was so scared #i think that might actually by why i love how high stakes the plots get in these movies like the character design and personalities are so #real and down to earth so when you go to the beautiful planetary skyscapes and also the exploding vehicals you get like so in awe or scared #it does also make me laugh tho now thinking about the your name nendos. you can just barely make nendos of them. you cannot make a nendo of #hodaka. hina maybe. but not hodaka. he is. some guy. the most some guy. visually at least. mentally hes got. something happening <3 #loved him so much. hes normal. hes normal. oh they did make some popup parades thats cute #altho it is a bit funny looking. that is just like two normal teenagers JHKLDSHKFDLSafdjksd #anyway next up i'll probably watch the chair movie. ive heard a couple songs from it and they were pretty good so im excited #it also makes me realize i need to watch more of his back catalogue other than 5cm.... he has way more movies than i remembered #i hope someday he gets to make the yuri movie he wanted to. it would be unreal. huge beautiful skys. ecological disasters. girls kissing #oh i hope he gets to do it one day..... one day.....#EDIT: WAIT THEY DID MAKE A NENDO OF HODAKA AND HINA.... LIKE FULL NENDOS NOT EVEN PETITE.....#HODAKA REALLY DOES JUST LOOK LIKE SOME DUDE.... AWESOME

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pankomako · 1 year ago

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i would pay actual money to see these three on stream together. three new englander gamers with very little sanity left

#i say as someone who's only watched one of them live. the others i just watch clips of on yt #failboat #NOT tagging the other two hell no #so funny to me that vinny and jerma look a good deal like them meanwhile boat is so drastically different from his real life appearance #anyway im aware vinny and jerma have collabed in the past + there was the among us vr stream #but i would really like to see this trio in action. throw boat in with these two and he would crank up the chaotic energy to 11 #definitely didnt intentionally make vinny look a little like hot-rod. nope not at all #look it doesnt help that theres an image of vinny wearing a green plaid jacket JUST LIKE HOT-ROD. they just have the exact same vibes dude #actually just shipwreck hot-rod and milkshake fr #<- me being deranged about my oc world #ah yes. my friend; his friend and his friend's friend (pretend the semicolon is a comma ok)#sorry im not normal

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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sorry i still think that Phone Sex But Not But There's A Phone And Mine's Being Unhinged minedai fic's cinema. in text form.

#snap chats #when i say i havent updated the fic rec list in a year i meant it and its cause all the gold i love's on there #i cant explain to you why i love that phone fic so much its just art to my eyeballs #i live for mine being a freak while daigo's just being A Guy #LIKE TRULY NOOOO CAUSE DAIGO JUST CASUALLY TALKING ABOUT HIS DAY WAS SO CUTE TO ME #and then mine's being a fucking. WEIRDO on the other end just encapsulates their vibe #dude talkin bout his dork ass dream an shit. love you king no wonder champ's havin a wank atm ☠️☠️☠️#the FINEST flavor ever is Innocent Phrases That Arent Innocent Due To Context daigo just tryna be silly but then he give mine a heart attac #ITS CINEMA #Most Relative Bland Man You've Ever Met Can't Escape Freaks More At 12 #i love calling daigo a bland man because as Head Honcho yakuza boss he shouldnt be a Bland Man #but he's just so CONSIDERABLY normal. like he's an Actual yakuza taking a gun out and shooting everyone and then he goes home #i love him..#ok i have to go be ill for the two other non-freaks that live in my brain then im sleeping bye #gonna reread that fic after i sketch this comic. who am i kidding after i FINISH this comic ffs #I DONT WANT IT TO BE LONG I DONT HTINK IT WILL BE BUT I KNOW MYSELF LMAO ok bye

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unladielike · 7 months ago

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first night together.

( not a picrew edit this time around, but something i modified from neka.cc featuring vivian and @spiritpyro's hayate! to be honest, though, i couldn't really recreate his stupid, skrunkly hair, so i had to mess around a bit... but surprisingly enough, vivian's chain choker was already an option, so i didn't need to do much for her, besides adjust the glasses and obscure her ear a bit more. EITHER WAY, it still ended up being a huge pain in the butt due to just hayate alone; therefore, i'm glad to finally be done with this! )

#spiritpyro #⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( VIVIAN x HAYATE / we attract and connect but it’s all in my head... can’t escape the thought of you. ) ⤹ •• 𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕡𝕤.#║▌ ⧼ ⸢ ʚɞ ⸣︳l̲o̲o̲k̲s̲. ⧽ ― GOD SHOULD HAVE MADE ME A WHITE HAIRED ANIME GIRL BUT I WAS ROBBED.#⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( QUEUED ) ⤹ •• 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕣𝕪.#[ me after finishing hayate's hair: god... i hope this ugly man will one day grow bald CAUSE MAN did it take me too long to emulate his ]#[ hairstyle. like DUDE why can't you just have a more normal looking head? ]#[ but yeah this is supposed to reference the moment when hayate had bridal carried her to his bed the first time they had sex ]#[ i however still find it surreal these two even redacted because hayate himself canonically told vivian he wasn't attracted to women ]#[ so the fact they're now sexually active is EXTREMELY funny to me ]#[ in fact i've gotta wonder if hayate ever was all 'the fuck??' when realizing he actually finds himself getting the dokis for vivian ]#[ or being turned on by her ]#[ REGARDLESS these two will forever live in my head rent free due to how absolutely ridiculous they're ]

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flamboyant-king · 1 year ago

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We saw the beginning, now I be thinking about all the possible...uhh the word is like aftermath...epilogues? Seeing as the narrative will be left open ended, we can hypothesize and fantasize just about anything!

This one is Harvey carrying on with what he idealized as a normal life, getting married, having kids, going out with the boys, stuff you see on TV. But Cammy is still there, still a part of his life. And that's pretty neat. And also I cry.

#i went on a spree yesterday with a bunch of aftermathematics that made me cry myself to sleep #because no matter what. every single end. cammy will outlive harvey. every thing in between can be different #cammy leaving. cammy staying. reluctance. romance. etc etc. cammy will live on without harvey. and it will hurt them. a lot.#it hurts me a lot. im still crying over 'thank you for keeping me in your life'#cammy could be living in the garden until the very end. either of harveys life. or the tree they took care ofs life.#maybe cammy leaves but visits from time to time. or maybe they visit right before harvey kicks the bucket #who knows! thinking about anything past the narrative makes me cry #because we dont see that in media. we always get the good ending but that is never the end. what happens afterwards?#cause grow as we go's narrative ends after harvey finally reunites with his family in the philippines and decides #i want to stay at my house and take care of my garden. ill be sure to visit every year from now on.#and the credits would roll as him and cammy travel back. on the plane. the taxi ride. harvey getting the key in the door.#harvey putting cammy in the little makeshift bed he made. and him looking out the window of his room down at the garden. him smiling #and then it says end. thank you for watching. this took fourty two years to make oopsie whoops #god i go on long rants when its late. anywho compare to last time i made a possible ending #cammy reluctantly leaving as they both start to fall in love with each other #cammy willingly running away knowing harvey will heal from this and move on and be normal #this one here theres no leaving. there is no normal. its just living dude #grow as we go #sketches #harvey #camellia

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intimesnewhomo · 1 year ago

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@holochromatic/@lullabiestoparalyze tagged me for 5 songs I'm into rn and boy bestie u have no idea the depths of my Autism Powers™ legitimately it's Emotion Sickness and Carnavoyeur on repeat with an occasional sprinkling of Negative Space :) it's genuinely a Full Queens/Josh Lockdown in this house Specifically the new singles but I'll grab five others that make me apeshit rn:

Someone's in the Wolf

Spiders and Vinegaroons

Dead End Friends

If I Had a Tail

My God is the Sun

I'll tag uhhhh @mywillbedone @sigilmint @losmilyunvelorios and anyone else who wants to share theirs :)

#I would tag Harris but he's already been tagged lol #also no pressure homies 🤙#I've had to be SO NORMAL riding with my bud this week and controlling the jams #bc I would legitimately listen to just the two new official singles On Repeat for hours #if the audio quality was a lil nicer in cars for the vinyl audio of Negative Space it would be in rotation a lot more but alas #dicks out for the dude on the subreddit who posted it after they played it live and good job me for accidentally downloading it #bc it got nuked Very Fast lol #but I got it :)

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kaidabakugou · 2 years ago

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genuinely want to cry rn, like i’m never leaving my house ever again y’all

#kai.rambles #i can’t live in peace deadass #y’all remember last week when i sneezed and hit my forehead on the counter #i thought that was hella embarrassing BUT TODAY DUDE? TODAY TAKES THE CAKE #where i live my neighbors are super nice we always share the extra produce we have or receive since we all grow different things in the yard #and today my neighbor who is married has kids and his wife is so sweet i love chatting with her #brought me some extra produce from his restaurant and my dog was barking really loud so i picked him up to put him behind the little-#gate he has in the hallway so he doesn’t escape when i open the door to guests #i had on a crop top - you can already imagine where did is going lol #when i picked him up (he’s usually very calm when i pick him up) BUT TODAYYY the stray mommy kitty that i feed happened to be waiting for -#me with her two baby kittens for me to feed her and when my dog saw them he went crazy in my arms #AND KICKED MY CROP TOP DOWN IN FRONT OF MY DAMN NEIGHBOR #I FLASHED MY FKN NEIGHBOR!!!!#he was super respectful about it BUT STILLLL #he immediately covered his eyes while i was apologizing like crazy and he was like no don’t worry about it things happen etc etc #he gave me the box with produce after i put my dog behind the gate and we just chatted normally like always since he knows my mom and -#grandma so he was asking about them BUT I ON THE OTHER HAND #was talking while holding back tears BECAUSE HOW EMBARRASSINGGGGG #it’s not the first time i’ve flashed ppl but other times has been with friends or strangers NOT MY GROWN ASS NEIGHBOR #AGHHHHHH #my dog and i had a stared down afterwards too like damn bitch that really just happened #sorry for the long post but i needed to scream it into the void #and i called my mom and she was like oh that’s no big deal i’ve even flashed the mailman a couple of time and im like ok thats on you #my mailman has seen me in my robes but i haven’t flashed him BUT THE NEIGHBOR- THAT I ACTIVELY TALK TOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOJDNEJSJDSJSJSJ #and bf just laughed about it and hasn’t stopped since bc he finds it hilarious :(

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the-bluestreak-cat · 1 month ago

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My extremely personal red flag is if you’ve never lived independently.

Do not open tags it’s just a personal vent and I hit the tag limit (30) and that’s never happened to me before ajskdlf

#like not even having to live alone I think living with roommates gets a similar enough experience #and this is a vague blog but not for someone on this site (of course)#plus it is entirely founded on deep jealousy but like #but like man. I don’t wanna live with you if you’ve never had to maintain your own life before! bc it’s not a magic thing that happens #I’ve been ‘on my own’ for years at this point and I still struggle to keep my shit intact. maybe ur just That Good but tbh #I don’t wanna live with That attitude either!#idk man. like. it’s food. it’s dishes. keeping the floors clean. the bathroom clean. making sure you don’t run out of groceries or toiletry #it’s having a schedule of events around you. it’s being able to get places around you. it’s doing shit on ur own without friends #and again. I’m being unduly harsh. lord knows they’re better with their finances than me and that I had a spoiled ass childhood #the kind that spills into adulthood the way I refused to change my own car battery #I get that most of these things are there bc there’s limited space and they wanna care for their family and have a nest egg before moving #and it’s impossible to be mad at them for that bc it makes too much sense to do it. I’d do it if I got along better with my parents #idk. I feel like a shithead for not prioritizing them over other things in my life and it makes me defensive #bc I have to keep my life on track myself and at times it feels like they don’t #and I got frustrated bc I was late to a meetup bc I had to cook dinner and their mom brings them dinner every other day #and again. I get it. god knows I get it. but I also feel frustrated #I’d been considering a trip where we could see a national landmark but we’d have to drive two hours one way. and they’re anxious driving #and like. one time their friends car was shitting itself but that friend still ended up driving. come on dude #it is spoiled kid syndrome and my personal hamartia and I could be infinitely more understanding but #I cannot fathom not going somewhere bc I’m scared. if I want it that bad I figure it out. and sometimes it’s miserable but it’s done #and I cannot see a world where I live with someone too nervous to do things themself #urgh. I think they got into a bad wreck once when they were driving. idk. they mentioned it once in passing but I remembered them mentioning #I feel like a boomer haha.#what’s the plan for the rest of ur life? it has to be finding someone who will take on these for you #maybe not. maybe they’ll actually grow and find ways to be a person by themself but uh. depending on a person changing is bad business #I’m probably just a tightass. I couldn’t handle a roommate on account of being a huge control freak anyway lol #it’s unrelated but I’m sure I feel bad bc their other close friend (car shitting friend) is really good about this kind of stuff #driving them around covered food payments plus gifts vacations etc #hard not to feel like if I were more magnanimous this wouldn’t be a problem. but I’m not #and I shouldn’t feel bad about it but I do? bc friend b is a total star and I’m like. normal lol

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