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Since the election I have deactivated some of my social media. Blocked some people I never should have ever engaged with to begin with, and unfollowed several accounts on IG that just donât bring me joy.
And 911onabc was one.
Is it because Buck & Tommy didnât end together? No. Iâm a grown ass adult. I can be irritated by the something and not be dramatic or hateful about it.
It was because several storylines lately have been complete bullshit.
They start strong with solid good storytelling. But then..eh weâre bored. Only whatever we do absolutely can not make sense!
The lazy fucking way they wrote Christopherâs character out, and that weird ass doppelgĂ€nger storyline.
New season? Letâs start by putting Bobby and Athena through to some major disaster! Hey it worked last season! Letâs do it again! (Do not even get me started on that fucking drug cartel shit..what the hell even was that??)
We are only allowed to have one character or couple drama free at a time. And if we canât come up with a plausible way to create discord or havoc, weâll just do some stupid shit instead!
Spend several seasons showing the deep strong bond between Eddie and Christopher. Gavinâs family moves? Just make it something dumb..but fast! I know letâs have him get mad at his dad and ask to move in with his grandparents!! Never mind heâd never do that!
The amount of psychological trauma they have inflicted on Maddie. The near death experiences of Chimney. Jesus. Just what tf?
Hmmm. Karen and Hen..the fans would revolt if we broke them up. So letâs go after their kids!! And we canât make it about them being gay! Letâs create this over the top villain Councilwoman Ortiz. Whoâs the mother of that drunk coked up dude from the accident. Only we absolutely cannot have Hen or anyone defend what happened or shut that shit down by saying âYour son was a fucking menace and maybe if you hadnât kept covering for him he would have gotten some fucking help and not caused an accident.â Also do not mention Hen was cleared of all wrong doing. Nope. Logic has no place here!
Ok so the fans have been clamoring for Buddie. But Eddie Diaz is straight. Period.
So hey! Letâs make Buck bisexual. And tell everyone we are getting him off the hamster wheel (because really, weâve given him the emotional depth of a teaspoon for a while now)..And his love interest/boyfriend should be Tommy Kinard, who used to work at the 118, and we will invest time to give him a compelling backstory, and lay a ton of Easter eggs showing how richly we can mine this pairing and these characters.
And make them HAPPY for several episodes. Blissfully in love. And then totally out of the blue, letâs break them up. But the reason has to be complete bullshit, totally against character out of left field BULLSHIT. Like they should start out the episode great and about 80 percent in..wait! Letâs also make him the SAME Tommy Abbie from season one was engaged to before she started banging Buck! And then letâs make Tommy who is so into Buck itâs palpable, dump him because heâs afraid of getting his heart broken! Even though itâs one of the most tired, overdone, stupid tropes ever!!
Yeah. I donât know WTF is going on in the writers room I would swear itâs like thereâs this talented group of writers who start stories, and then they go out in Wilshire Blvd and ask some random person on the street to write the ending, but they have to do it, right there in the next 20 minutes.
No I am not going to stop watching 911 forever. I just donât really want to see them on my IG. This last stunt, sparked only incredulity and scorn.
#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#buck x tommy#evan x tommy#bucktommy#911 spoilers#tommy x buck#hen x karen#bobby x athena#eddie and christopher#maddie and chim#maddie x chimney#maddie buckley#maddie han#councilwoman ortiz#epic bullshittery#lazy writing#taking a break#henrietta wilson#didnât mean to forget her#I woke up too early for a swim meet and itâs too late to try to sleep so Iâll shit post instead
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Sometimes when I'm scrolling the main danmei tags I see posts that are like "Man sometimes I find someone who looks nice and then I see them reblog (something completely innocuous and harmless*) and then I'm like 'oh they're toxic' and I block them" and I'm like. OP there is only one toxic person here and I know exactly who I'm blocking.
(And like, to be clear...it's not OP blocking someone who posts something they don't like that's weird here. It's that OP felt the need to post about it, AND tag it into the main tags, AND clearly think that they've Said Something here and it's like. Wow. You're, uh. You're a delight.)
*"something completely innocuous and harmless" is, 90% of the time, something about Jiang Cheng.
#unforth rambles#why are jiang cheng antis like that challenge#see like i'm not hypocrite because i'm NOT TAGGING THE MAIN FANDOM TAG OR THE CHARACTER TAG#the part of this that's toxic isn't blocking people#please block people who annoy you#my block list is ginormous lmao#but why like gloat about in the main tags like you've done something commendable#wtf#there were two of these in the mdzs tags today#one judging people's taste in jiang cheng art and the other judging the existence of the jiang cheng/lan jingyi ship#just shut up and let people engage with media in ways that make them happy#and block them and move on with your life instead of being weird about it
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short king
Lando's girlfriend is taller than him and the world seems to care a little too much. short blurb
Your and Lando's love language? Oh definitely physical touch. All the way in. Constantly either holding hands, small kisses, knees touching under a table, and later in the evening, tongues engaging in the tango of pleasure.
They say that the ideal combination is a black cat / golden retriever energy, which absolutely did not apply to the two of you. Lando was probably the cheekiest guy ever since Oscar Wilde roamed this planet, and your resting bitch face and "could not give a single fuck" attitude, made you the black cat couple of the paddock. No golden retrievers to be found. Unless you were completely alone. Shamelessly simping for each other like there was no tomorrow.
Lots of comments followed your relationship, as was expected. Most of them got dialed down, once people got used to seeing the two of you together and accepted your mutual happiness. The only one comment that stayed, was the one about his height. Or maybe your height.
You were not "supermodel level" kind of tall. But social media made the fact that you were slightly taller than him into a number one topic. To be honest, it really was not that hard to be taller than him. You personally never cared for that, but it would be a lie to say you hadn't wished for you to loose few centimeters somewhere along the way so that people would just finally shut up.
To be honest, you hadn't even taken into account that he was shorter than you when you met him. The connection you two had was overpowering from the start, his charisma luring you in and there was no way back. All of your previous boyfriends had been taller than you - and yet they suddenly counted for nothing. He was just so much it. Charming, laughing at your jokes, the two of you somehow speaking in a language no one else was able to catch up with. The way his incredibly unique eyes stared at you and the way how you understood immediately everything he was trying to hint at when speaking was too much to ignore. He did not need cheap tricks in form of his height to tower over you. He was so caught up in your word from the moment you'd said hello it was almost inevitable that you'd end up together. Whatever it takes.
And the best part? The one moment when height really stops being even a topic? When you're both lying down and he is full speed pounding into you. You'd always thought it would make a difference - it really didn't.
Him taking you into heights not discovered before was the one thing that always popped into your mind when someone made a comment about the height gap. Oh, if they only knew how good it feels to have him over you, gripping his muscular body while holding yourself from being a little too liberated and letting your voice getting louder than the neighbors would appreciate. You were never able to stop the imprudent smile escaping when a reporter mentioned the difference, because your mind went directly into your bedroom memories. Society would never allow it, but you wished you could scream out how good the physical balance of the two of you was, to make everyone understand and maybe even get a little jealous.
Lando could not care less if you wore heels or not. Ultimately proud boyfriend even encouraged you to show off your long legs, to walk next to him while being even more taller than you usually were. How could he not, since he knew well enough that he would be the one taking your shoes off once you're alone. He let you shine, because there was not an inch of insecurity in his mind, when he knew that you were his to leave speechless.
#lando norris#lando norris x reader#lando norris x you#lando norris fanfic#ln4 imagine#formula 1#formula one x reader#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#fluff#lando norris fluff#formula 1 fluff#formula 1 fanfic#ln4 x reader#ln4 x y/n#lando norris x y/n#formula 1 one shot#f1 one shot
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Can I have a interaction separately with Crewel daughter who graduated and accepted to be the bride of the guys ( Maulles, Leona, Vil, Idia, Silver, and Jamil ) saying liked
" Even if the world will or might hate you, I will not as you are my love, so please let me carry your burdens as well as you carry mine we are equal in this marriage "
Giving a soft smile at them and holding their hand softly in her much smaller ones, as here eyes she truly loved them, even more she even carrying their child in her large belly
Okay one milestone at a timeÂ
Crewelâs daughter isnât doing anything with anyone without preventative measures
âBecause dogs who arenât neutered donât deserve to play in the pen!â
^^^Crewels words not mine
But let's say after graduation
Everyoneâs going their separate ways and for whatever reason youâve decided you canât stand to let them leave
And those words kind of sound like the declaration of someone proposing after a heap load of an eventÂ
More specifically a reputation shattering one:
Malleus Draconia
Imagine his overblot just being that bad or just someone outwardly announcing how much of a monster they think he is for simply existing RolloÂ
Heâs feeling disheartened and wondering if he even deserves you since heâs such a monster
And when you finally climb up on his perch on top of the school you keep your balance
âHey, how are you feeling?â
â...I cannot help but worry I truly am as they sayâŠa monsterâŠperhaps that is all I am.â
You sigh tapping on his shoulder and beckoning him to stand
And like your good dragon he doesÂ
âI wanted to do this when we planned to go to the Briar Valley Ball but here goes.âÂ
You try to kneel down but he stops you simply because heâs just worried youâre falling
But you shake him off to continue your kneel
 popping the question with a large obsidian and emerald encrusted ring
Heâs blushing, his eyes are glowing, his tails out and waving in excitement, and his wings are fluttering about as well
Heâs happily accepting youâre official engagement
He might have not really understood why you started kneeling but he knew what rings meant and the words âMarry meâ meant
Heâs scooping you up and your not going to be able to go home without a claiming mark or two
Your father was probably well-aware this was something you had been preparing for
And really really reluctantly encouraging you as you detailed your custom ring for Malleus
âAt least if Iâm giving my sweet pup away itâll be to the most powerful magic caster in Twisted Wonderland.â
Leona Kingscholar
Either the media has gotten a hold of his overblot situation or a really public squabble with Falena
Heâs retreated from the castle or hiding away in a nearby abandoned building
He really just wanted to be alone
He was so angry because it was always like thisÂ
And at this rate some other obstacle was going to come in between you and himÂ
How was he supposed to mow that down when everyoneâs so busy whispering about every little thing about him
So youâre cautious making plenty of identifying noise that its you coming by so that he isnât startled
He doesnât bother holding back his frustration maybe even telling you about his worries that even he is unworthy of you
âLeona.â
âAnd I bet you just want to leave now, right?â
âLeona.â
âDonât even try to lie, you might as well think Iâm the level of dirt arenât I!?â
âLeona.â
âAnd even worse heâs just going to pretendââ
âLeona shut up and let me propose!â
â...What?!âÂ
It takes him a while to register when you shove the box into his toned chest
But he wouldnât have it any other way
Declaring your love for him heâs so pleased
He might even cry
But he was happy that for certain youâd be hisÂ
Now it probably be pretty counter productive if he tried to stage an assassination plot, right?
Crewelâs probably chugging away at some pixie rum as he wonders where he went wrong
âOf all the motley curs it had to be himâŠmaybe its the musclesâŠwhat in the Great Sevenâs does she see in him of all people?!â
Vil Schoenheit
Any major smear campaign really that might have turned a good chunk of fans away or really rooted out the people he decided to keep close
Either hits hard and it hurts
In an established relationship he has no doubt you wonât leave him
Right?
Youâll most definitely stay by his side while he gets through this rough patch
Right?
He isnât too much right?
Too much to deal with right?
Right?!Â
Right?!
He needs you to tell him how much you love him more than anytime ever
Heâll need you to keep repeating it to him as he falls asleep when he wakes up
Heck, send him a recording not that he doesnât already have a library full
Heâll smile and confidently defend his name to the end but he needs you more than ever
Heâs not above locking you up if your unwilling
Its that bad
âVil come to the gazebo, I have something to tell you.â
He fears the worstÂ
Are you really trying to leave him now of all times
He has the potion in his pocket as he steels himself not to start begging you right now
But heâs even more caught off guard when your grabbing his hand and holding it to your lips as you look into his eyes
âMarry me Vil Schoenheit.â
Heâs going to cry as he says yes and you put that giant diamond and amethyst ring on his finger
âYou know weâll have to wait until this scandal dies down?â
âWhy should we? This doesnât concern them, your married to me arenât you?â
Heâs probably fallen ten times harder now
Crewel is resigned, he kind of thought this would happenÂ
âWhat can I say? She has her fatherâs eye for talent and theatrics.âÂ
Idia Shroud
Heâs revealed to have overblotted or outed as the major gamer behind some of the top rankingsÂ
He feels betrayed most of all
Gaming was his out and thanks to some vengeful fans of another gamer they almost ruined to for him
Or bringing more shame to the STYX corporation then he meant
First Ortho, then his overblot, now this
Let him be the little spoonÂ
And kiss him all over
And donât leave the bed without him
This is a hard one, his hair makes it hard for him to go anywhere without someone recognizing him
âIâll just never go outside again! Yup that's it!â
âDonât be so dramatic! How am I supposed to marry you if you do that!?â
âHuh!â
Youâll do something officially for him of course but the âmâ word in general has him spiraling alone
so maybe prefacing your declaration with this will ease the blow
Go through a life altering crisis just to get the equivalent of a goddess to marry him?!
It was totally worth it
Now Orthoâs happy he just donât know what you did to give his brother this sudden motivation to clean up his act
Crewelâs also getting the Pixie Rum for this one
âMaybe sheâs fond of the lacking breeds of the bunch? I donât understand it in the slightest.â
Silver Vanrouge
Fae community looking down on him probably
âWhy is a human even trying to protect our king? Thatâs quite the insult in and of itselfâ
He hates this
He hates it most of allÂ
Despite what many might think he knows they think heâs weakÂ
Same goes for other humans except that they know heâsâŠjust out of touch
âWhyâŠis it like thisâŠ?â
Lilia is there for him and Malleus comforts him but it doesnât help
Where can he truly be someone that fitsÂ
Someone worthy of you in the first placeÂ
Heâs not one to bottle his feelings but he doesnât want everyone to hear
Heâs also debating if he should finally take his father up on his advice to lock up who you love dearly
Anyway in blades of grass as your cushion he rests his head in your lap
âAm I truly worthy of you? Can I even prove that I am with all that Iâm lacking? I went through Night Raven and have still found Iâm so much lesser than you should haveâŠâ
He turns lying face flat into your thighs as he bows down to you
âDo you even still want me?!â
You lift his head declaring your love
âIâm going to marry you, Silver. âWantâ is an understatement.â
Crewel is holding the bridge of his nose as tightly as possible as he listens to your future father-in-law go on and on
âAinât that nice? Weâre going to legally be a family!â
âWhatever. Donât talk to me until the day of.â
âDonât be like that Papa-in-law!â
âAGH Of all the picks of the litter it had to be him!?â
Jamil Viper
Al Asim family and his family finding out about his overblot and casting him out
Heâs prepared for thisÂ
Yup
He knew it would happen and it isnât surprising
Not to mention heâs free now
âŠ
What was he going to do now
He couldnât demand to keep you and not know what he was doing with his life
He really dropped the ball on this one
He didnât expect them to find out so soon
Or for his entire family to cut him off without a second word
He couldnât believe he was saying it but he was almost happy Kalim was retaliating at them on his behalf
Relying on Kalim in his own debt felt even worse now
This would most certainly dent his plans to use snake charmer to travel with himÂ
Youâre going to have to pull him out of his work
Which he most certainly has buried himself intoÂ
Cook him some curry and take him on a date on the magic carpet under the moonlight
âI understand you might be trying to send me off with a nice date and my favorite food butââ
He has no intentions of letting you leave himÂ
âYou think Iâm trying to break this off? And I thought we established that you were smarter than Kalim?â
Heâs stunned as you declare your love for him giving him a deep kiss right after for good measure
Crewel is actually pleased with this matchup on the surface but even the most loyal pups have their flaws
âWhy must you pick the pups from Night Raven, darling daughter? They arenât the worst of the litterâŠbut they have their ownâŠkinks.â
#yandere twisted wonderland#yandere twisted wonderland x reader#yandere twst x reader#yandere twst malleus#yandere malleus#yandere malleus draconia#yandere malleus x reader#yandere diasomnia#yandere twst#yandere silver x reader#yandere silver#yandere silver twisted wonderland#yandere jamil x reader#yandere jamil viper#yandere jamil#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere vil x reader#yandere vil schoenheit#yandere vil twst#yandere x you#yanderexrea#lovelyyandereaddictionpoint#yandere#yanderes#yandere idia shroud#yandere leona x reader#yandere leona kingscholar x reader#yandere leona kingscholar#twisted wonderland malleus
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kat doesn't share things about her private life most of the time. don't expect her to, you know, do photoshoots and interviews and whatever else with anyone she's with at the time or even talking about it very openly. if there's a serious relationship, she'd acknowledge it exists, but not talk about it in detail (it's harder to keep it low when the other person is also famous, and i don't think she'd necessarily avoid being seen with them sometimes, but yeah in general she tries to keep things as private as possible, especially when it comes to romantic relationships - friends and such only if they prefer to keep a low profile). so i feel fans would get invested in finding out whatever is going on through pictures of her with people, rumors, lyrics and such, but she doesn't really engage with it in any way at all.
the fact she doesn't share anything if she can help it makes it pretty clear she's not interested in what people have to say. the reaction can range from indifferent to really pissed off, depends on the opinions (she does avoid them, if she can, from media and the public alike). managers trying to have any say in her personal life and how it's presented would immediately be fired though (she had a controlling mother for a manager when she was younger and she's not about to let another person have a say on her private life like that ever again).
when it's fans talking about how they connect to songs or feel seen and understood in some way or like they belong or whatever she'd be really soft about it (she loves her fans! she does appreciate their love!) but when it comes to her personal life no matter how supportive the messages she doesn't wanna know (the only type she'd appreciate, and even then she tries to keep a never reading comments policy so the chance she'd see them is slim, is when people are like oh she looks happy i hope she's happy and whatnot). when it comes to the media and how it portrays things i sincerely think she's not polite at all when people try to get her to talk about things or create/suggest any sort of drama (her life has drama enough without that).
but commentaries about who she's dating or who she's friends with she's never interested in and if they're critical of people she loves she will be outright pissed off. like, idk, she's besties with draven, if she sees 'fans' talking shit about him for whatever reason she'll tell them to get fucked. if there's something about her being with darius and she comes across sb saying garen was better she would just answer like get a life and shut the fuck up that might delve into worse if it's not deleted in 5 seconds by her media team while the pr tries to avoid bigger incidents
#» out of character â âmain sup irl.â#» verse â âriot records.â#i don't think kat is out to purposefully make manager's life hell but like#i think she does it sometimes either way when impulse gets the best of her lmao#either way. i really don't think she bothers to always seem nice#and she gets soooo angry at comments about people she cares about#she doesn't usually look into things but like if sb sends them her way#or she happens to see them#she'll be livid#an interviewer tries to push her to talk about personal stuff or band problems and she'll just be like#'if it's not the music we're talking about i'm leaving'#if they insist she will in fact walk out âïž yes even in live stuff#it's progress bc as a teen when things were really bad i think she'd#just be feral enough to attack reporters lmao#paparazzi for sure#and with stuff she's particularly irritable about#like when garen broke up with her#at some point if she got tired of seeing people defend him#or going after her bc cass drove him off of social media#pretty sure she'd pick fights w randos (and insult garen â„ïž) by replying w stuff like#'babe you won't get to suck his dick by defending his honor online (and it's not worth the effort i assure you)'#ksjfnakjsfnksjdfn
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top 5 general danvers fics (your recommendations list is too big)
... i split this into categories to make it easier it wasn't easier i just want to sob and i think i just need to have their own page at this point because... yeah there's a lot of gd fics in there compared to everything else.
fave of all time: anatomy of a stoic by nashur
look - if you're not going to read anything here except for one thing - please read this. it's legit one of my top 3 fics of all time - regardless of ship or fandom or anything along those lines. i have only been able to convince one other person to read it, and they agreed it was fantastic. it's under 12k words, is a one-shot, and i really don't think you even need to know anything prior to going into this to enjoy it [it's au so knowledge of general fandom things is unneeded]. seriously - i do not shut up about this fic if stuff ever gets brought up to me. i reread it a lot because i like it that much. TL;DR please read this fic
ask me my top 5/10 anything
The other 4 are below the cut because i babbled and put small descriptions [from ao3] to assist~ [let's see if the read more behaves...]
fave canon divergence: sword of damocles by uisceB
Canon divergent from 1x13: When Hank shows up on the rooftop to stop Astra from activating Myriad, Astra manages to outmaneuver him, taking Alex hostage as a means of escape. Now, Alex finds herself a prisoner at the hostile Fort Rozz base, but as time goes by, she and Astra begin to form an unexpected bond, challenging each of their beliefs, and loyalties.
fave under 5k words: but gravity, love strangely may defy by mzhlf
In which Astra tries her absolute hardest not to care about people. It doesn't go well.
fave fic that's trope based: (soulmates au) a remedy for old injuries
Astra gets a second chance at life, when it is discovered that sheâs being held captive by Cadmus, instead of dead at Alexâs hands as thought, and Alex brings her out. When a chance event reveals that the two of them are soulmates, Alex isnât so sure that it will work out, for the two of them have many demons to get past. But, with Astra committed to a change of path, and Alex committed to keeping an open mind about her, both of them realize that they have more to offer each other than they had ever dreamed. A story about how Alex and Astra find their way to each other, and to happiness.
fave by a friend: engagements by theonlyspl
"Do you ever think we should just stop this?" her voice is almost alien in its huskiness, and considering the warm body next to her, somehow it seems appropriate. An Anon responded to a meme on tumblr asking for âDo you ever think we should just stop this?â + Alex/Astra and here's the result.
THIS IS CHEATING BUT I PUT A 6TH & 7th BECAUSE - idk
fave with an additional featured pairing: (has supercorp) a proper kryptonian proposal
Astra comes up with a brilliant plan to get Kara to propose to Lena, and ropes Alex in to help her. Along the way, though, she just might find herself ambushed by her own feelings for Alex.
fave crack / humor fic: some tough alien you are... by anonymississippi
Astra blows out her powers during a freak desert thunderstorm and wakes up the next morning feeling feverish and achy. Thankfully, her not-so-useless human roommate is there to look after her.
a couple honorable mentions because i just can't not put them you feel
(holiday cuteness) i saw mommy kissing astra by nashur
(domestic fluff) rainy mornings and black coffee by anonymississippi
(social media au - something i never knew i wanted) swipe right by anonymississippi
#anon replies#anon asked for 5 and i gave 10 i am so sorry#but not really??? i've gotten this question before but idk what happened to it so i meannnnnn#fic rec#replies#âïžtp: i like you
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and the winner is... ~ eminem
word count: 1784
request?: yes!
âhey, love your writing sm â€ïž I really like the concept where the reader is a young actress with Eminem, so can I request one where they go to Marshallâs award show for the first time publicly, they try to keep it low key but the reader presents an award and when Em wins they share a warm moment on stage and the media loses it? thanks in advanceâ
description: in which they say theyâre going to be lowkey for their first public appearance as a couple, and then he wins the award sheâs presenting
pairing: eminem x female!reader
warnings: swearing
masterlist (one, two)
It was hard to keep my hands off of Marshall as we walked down the red carpet. It was our first public outing as a couple, but Marshall wasnât very into PDA so we had decided to keep it somewhat lowkey. It seemed like a good idea in theory, until Marshall did the unthinkable and showed up dressed in a suit. How am I supposed to not jump his bones when he looks damn fine in a suit?
Every time I so much as glanced at him the paparazzi would go crazy. So many flashing lights that eventually I was seeing spots. It was hard to keep smiling when I couldnât even see ahead of me.
Marshall put an arm around my waist - which of course led to more flashing lights - and walked me off the red carpet into the venue. The minute I walked through the doors into the dimly lit room, it really was like I couldnât see. I had to take a minute to let my eyes adjust to the sudden light change.
âWeird how quickly I go from basically a nobody on a red carpet to a hot commodity just because I have attractive arm candy,â I joked.
A half smile tugged at Marshallâs lips. âYou were never a nobody. Not to me anyways.â
âAwe, thatâs so sweet itâs kind of gross,â I teased.
This earned me an actual laugh as Marshall pulled me in for a kiss. Without any prying eyes around, we felt free to actually be a couple.
We engaged with some others in the industry, including those Marshall considered to be close friends of his. I felt out of place at this music award show as an actress who was still trying to become more than just a side character in the movies she starred in. I was grateful to have Marshall there to help me through it.
When we took our seats as the show was starting, Marshall reached over to take my hand. âAre you okay?â
I shrugged. âNervous I think. Which I shouldnât be because itâs just me announcing an award, but itâs my first time on an award show stage for any reason, and itâs a pretty big award.â
âAnd itâs one Iâm nominated for.â
I looked over at Marshall with wide eyes. âWhat?!â
âYou didnât know?â
I shook my head. Now I felt so much more nervous. What if I pulled a Steve Harvey and said the wrong name because I wanted Marshall to win? Or what if he actually did win but everyone thought I said he did because we were dating? I tried to focus on the stage ahead of me but my heart was beating so fast that my vision was starting to get blurry. I felt warm, like I was sweating, which made me worry that my makeup was starting to run. I was going to look disgusting with my makeup running on live television.
Sensing my new found nervousness, Marshall gave my hand a reassuring squeeze.
âHey, look at me.â I glanced over to meet his gaze. âItâs going to be okay. Youâve rehearsed this speech so much that you can say it without the teleprompter. Itâs not going to be any different just because Iâm nominated. If I win, you give me the award and I do a speech. If I donât win, you give the award to whoever does and they make a speech. Itâs not a big deal, (Y/N), donât worry too much about it.â
I wished I couldâve just let my fear rush from my body, but it was still there. Before I could say anything else, the lights went down and the show officially started.
I tried to just sit and enjoy the show but it was hard when I had my upcoming presenter role looming over me. Of course, it was one of the last awards of the show, so I had to sit there and let my nerves build as the suspense for the winner of the award grew as well.
Every now and then Marshall would give my hand another squeeze and I would calm down for that split second. Having him by my side helped a lot, but every time I remembered that he might be the recipient of the award I became nervous again.
Finally, it was my time to take the stage. They passed me the envelope with the name of the winner and motioned for me to take the stage. I plastered a smile on my face as my name was called and I walked onto the stage. I hoped the cameras couldnât pick up my shaking, and I really hoped my shaking wouldnât make my voice sound as bad as I feared it would.
âThis award can only go to the best of the best,â I started, glancing at the prompter in front of me to make sure I was saying the words correctly. âThe person who worked the hardest and had the best payoff with their release. The competition this year is fierce, and it was hard to narrow it down to just these five artists, as there have been so many amazing works of art released this past year. It has been an even harder choice to pick who of them all is the best, although I might be bias in saying Iâve already chosen my favorite.â
The audience chuckled at my improved addition to the speech.
âLadies and gentlemen, here are your nominees.â
I watched the video that played of the nominated artists. My heart skipped a beat when Marshall came up, a few clips from the music videos he had filmed playing in a short montage. He had worked so hard on his latest album, every part of me hoped that he would be the winner I was announcing.
As the video came to an end, I turned back to face the audience (and the cameras) to announce the winner.
âAnd the award goes to...â
I tried not to let my slight fear show as I fumbled with the envelope for a moment. I started to worry that I wouldnât even be able to open it and completely embarrass myself on live TV. I tried not to sigh with relief when the seal perfectly popped open and I was able to pull the card out. The smile on my face had to have given away the winner before the words were even out of my mouth.
âEminem!â
The crowd cheered and stood from their seats. A camera found Marshall, who was standing from his seat and hugging Paul and Denaun before making his way to the stage. I couldnât help but smile proudly at him as I extended the award I was holding - his award - to him.
I was taken by surprise when he wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me in for a kiss. It was brief since he had an award to accept, but it was enough to make my head spin, the way his kisses usually did.
When he pulled away I was still so stunned that I almost forgot to give him his award. I could see him trying to hold back a laugh as he took it from my hands and turned to the microphone.
âThank you,â he said to the still cheering audience. For a minute I forgot there was anyone else in the room, and realizing so many people had watched that kiss made my cheeks heat up. âIïżœïżœd like to thank my manager, Paul, who for some reason still backs me with everything I do and produce even when it pushes the boundaries a little too much. I also want to thank the good Doctor, who has been supporting me since day one and who has always believed in me and gave me this platform to make music and to push the boundaries that Paul has to deal with. My daughters, my biggest inspirations. And of course, Iâd like to thank the beautiful lady who presented this award to me tonight. I may not show it publicly but I am my happiest when Iâm with you and I cannot thank you enough for that.â
I blinked away the tears forming in my eyes as I clapped along with the audience. The music started playing as Marshall offered me his arm to walk me off the stage. I felt like I was floating on cloud nine as we walked down the stairs and backstage, away from the cameras and the thousands of people watching us, both in person and on TV.
We were greeted backstage by other presenters and winners who were still mingling and celebrating their wins. Marshall was congratulated and a few of the other presenters told me how well I did with my presentation. I was proud of myself for getting through it, but I was more proud that I didnât go completely airheaded after Marshall kissed me.
When we finally got away from the large amount of people, Marshall pulled me in for another kiss.
âSo much for keeping it lowkey, huh?â I teased when I pulled away.
âI was caught up in the moment,â he said with a shrug, but I wasnât completely convinced.
âThat speech was uncharacteristically sweet,â I said. âFor your public persona anyways. I figured youâd keep it short and sweet and maybe get the show into a little bit of trouble with an unplanned curse word.â
He chuckled. âWell normally that would be how things go. But I meant what I said during my speech: you make me the happiest Iâve ever been. When you said my name I just couldnât help but feel this unfamiliar surge of happiness and excitement at winning. You know I donât care about these types of award shows, but the fact that you presented this award to me made me care for just a second. I know Iâll be the talking point for the next few days because of this, but right now I donât care all that much.â
Tears were welling in my eyes again as I pulled him back to me. âShut up, youâre gonna ruin my makeup.â
His laugh filled my ears as he pulled me for another kiss. The happiness he said he felt coursed through my veins too. I couldnât imagine being with anyone else in a moment like this.
When he pulled away he put his arm around me again and started to walk towards the door. âLetâs get out of here. I think I wanna celebrate my win with the most beautiful girl Iâve ever met.â
I smiled brightly at him. âI like the sound of that.â
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Amber Lounge
Lewis Hamilton x Reader
WARNING: 18+, NSFW, explicit, alcohol, drugs, unprotected sex.
Word count: 3,600+
What's a beautiful girl like you doing in a club all by herself?
Another party, this time in Monaco. Your glass, filled with what seemed like a very expensive gin, vibrated to the the loud music playing in the club.
Let loose. You thought to yourself slightly lowering your body-con black dress and searching for familiar faces.
You looked around the VIP party you had been invited to. Ever since your dad's business put him on the "Forbes Richest" list your reputation had skyrocketed along with it. You were an A-lister yourself at this point, everyone longed for your appearance at their events, and as if your life depended on it, you attended. Your social media and events presence had helped you befriend the hottest models and richest rappers in the game and you quite enjoyed the lavish lifestyle.
You and your dad had flown down for the Monaco GP weekend, courtesy of the team principal of the most popular F1 team, Toto Wolff. Surprisingly, it was your first Grand Prix, and probably your last. The hospitality was, as usual, amazing but you found watching cars go around in circles slightly boring.
You took a rather large sip of your gin and started to tune into the beat, your body processing the large quantities of alcohol you had decided to ingest.
Because you hadn't been invited to the Grand Prix by a driver in particular and had failed to engage with any during the "boring" weekend, you found yourself attending the party and having to fit in all by yourself. Making your way through the club you encountered a few drivers, whom you recognised and recognised you, and their respective guests. You knew you weren't an easy face to forget, so it didn't take long before a few people started commenting about your presence.
Making yourself comfortable around the younger squad of drivers, your body swayed to the loud music that hit your ears. Your eyes shut as you engaged with the environment, allowing the melodies and strong base to sway you in.
"You're a Mercedes guest, aren't you?" A familiar voice rang through. Russell. Your eyes opened to look at the briton who stood very close to your ear, making sure his words were getting to you just fine. You nodded quickly, downing your drink before replying to him "Well, my dad is. I just tagged along"
His lips turned into a small smile as he took a good glance at you, leaning closer again he chatted a bit more; "and what did you think of it?"
"Not my vibe" You shrugged jokingly. "This though, is!" You put your empty glass down in a nearby table and pulled George into what seemed like a circle of people dancing, as In Da Club by 50 Cent started playing.
You both started dancing to the song, George's friends joined, and in no time you set yourself in the party ambient, drenching yourself in alcohol as more bottles were brought in at the request of Russell, Latifi, and a few other younger drivers you hadn't gotten your way around.
0 To 100 / The Catch up - by Drake came through the speaker.
This DJ knew his set you thought, before excusing yourself from the crowd that had embraced you. Feeling the need for a switch of environment you made your way to the bar. On your way, you drunkly greeted a few familiar faces, Bella Hadid and what looked like some actors who had come down for the Grand Prix.
Sitting on an empty stool at one of the bars in the Amber Lounge you asked the bartender for a glass of your favourite, gin. Your head nodded to the beat, it pounded hard. You knew you were more than tipsy at that point, but there was no sign of slowing down.
"Ayo! Bring us a bottle of your most expensive Prosecco!" You heard a voice yell through a line of people standing at the bar. A familiar voice.
His voice sang along to the lyrics, you were tempted to turn around to check who was yelling right behind your ear but your motion to turn was interrupted by the glass of gin you had requested being brought to you.
As you fiddled with the purse that hung around your shoulder, looking for your card, the familiar voice spoke again: "I've got that for you. On my tab, Mikey!" This time much closer to you.
You turned to your left, wanting to finally put a face to the voice your alcohol-filled brain didn't seem to recognise. Looking at the 5'9 figure standing next to you, it hit you that: you had failed to engage with any driver during the Grand Prix except for one.
It was more than obvious that you weren't going to be at the Mercedes garage and not meet their prominent stars. Lewis Hamilton and Valtteri Bottas. It was Qualifying day and after an amazing performance from both drivers, Toto, at the request of your dad had introduced you to his prodigies. You had gotten the chance to meet the drivers and congratulate them both for their front-row quali positions.
Bottas was the quiet one, after meeting you and your dad he excused himself to his driver room. Lewis was more of a personality, he knew your dad from reading about him and their conversation seemed to flow from F1 to business to possible future lunch meetings. He glanced at you from time to time, the conversation didn't interest you but he somewhat did.
You knew Lewis was quite the party boy and a ladies man, it suited his champion attitude, so seeing him at the club did not surprise you at all. He had won the Grand Prix you remembered, your mind doing a little backflip to being at the back of the garage and giving him a quick hug after your dad had burst into "here's the man of the evening" compliments.
Your altered system forced you to bite your lip at the thought of Lewis Hamilton standing in front of you.
"Hey, it's you!" His eyes widened at the realisation, his breath smelled like nothing but expensive alcohol. He was drunk as a skunk, and to your liking, he looked extremely hot.
You widened your eyes jokingly, following his cue. "It is I!" you laughed slightly, trying to mock his accent.
"I met you on Saturday, no? Your dad is Toto's friend. What's your name again?" He grabbed the Prosecco bottle that had been handed to him and moved an inch closer to you.
"Yep, that's my dad! Y/N!" you yelled through the gap left between the two of you.
"And what's a beautiful girl like you doing in the club all by herself?" He asked before singing to a few lyrics of the song that currently burst through the speakers that were placed at the bar.
"Enjoying herself." You grabbed your glass and, nodding at him as a thank you for the drink, you stepped down the stool and made your way to the dance-floor. Nervously nibbling on your bottom lip at your choice of words you wondered if a little mystery was enough to keep Lewis interested.
Your hips moved at the sound of Ginza by J Balvin and almost immediately, you felt a body swaying along with yours. Him.
Lewis took a sip of the Prosecco bottle he was meant to take back to his group of friends as his own hips fell in somewhat of a sync with yours, his free hand grabbing your left thigh pulling you closer to his body. His motion felt like a cue for you to bend slightly and begin to grind on the "man of the evening", he deserved a little fun after the hard-work he put out on the track.
Eyes started turning to you two, as your bodies got carried away by the effects of the alcohol you had been consuming. You shrugged out the thought of being watched. If Lewis was comfortable, you were too.
"Y yo hoy estoy aquĂ imaginando. Sexy baila y me deja con las ganas" Lewis sang along to J Balvin but he sang it so close to your ear, he knew it was meant just for you to listen. His raspy voice sent chills down your spine, you didn't know what the words meant but he made them sound sexy and it empowered you. You chewed on your bottom lip as the DJ switched songs and moving away from him you sipped on your gin, cheering at the former drivers that had put you in the mood to party, who shot you back just as happy glances.
"Come to my table! Let's have some fun!" Lewis' drunk voice echoed through the pounds of your head. He was quick to grab your arm and pull you through the crowd to a more secluded area.
"Y/N everyone!!" He yelled once you approached a group of what looked like more mature and older people. Everyone turned their heads at the two of you and cheered loudly at Lewis' introduction of you, almost as if they were celebrating you tonight.
Daniel Ricciardo. Winnie Harlow. Neymar Jr were some of the faces you were able to recognise at first glance, everyone seemed as slapped as you, some of the girls were high as kites twerking on anything they could put their asses to. Now this was more your vibe.
As the night went on; more drinks came, you danced and enjoyed yourself. Sexual tension between you and Lewis had become hard to ignore and the amount of alcohol in your body had you craving him... all over you.
It's now or never you thought to yourself.
Downing your, God knows what number, cup you looked at Lewis who found himself having fun with his mates, his smile widely spread across is face, revealing his perfectly sharpened canine teeth.
If anything, we blame it on the alcohol.
You mentally thanked the Dj as Wild Thoughts by DJ Khaled started playing. Lewis' eyes darkened as he noticed you approaching him. Your dress hugged your body perfectly, making your figure hard to look away from. In a blink of an eye you had found your groins against one another's grinding on each other to the beat.
As the song went on, Lewis spun you around, having you against him drove him crazy. His hips thrusted your back, his fingers digging the skin on your thigh. He licked his lips at the thought of you, and almost as if he had been waiting for this moment the whole night, his lips met your bare shoulder.
Without ungluing his figure to yours, his tongue slowly traced your neck, sending chills down your spine. "Have I told you how beautiful you look?" He mumbled in between kisses on your bare skin. He didn't have to win you over with compliments, he already had you.
You could feel death glares from Lewis' female guests because of the moment you and the world champion were sharing. You used the uncomfortable stares as your cue to leave, turning to Lewis for the first time in what seemed like a long night, you stared into his - slightly droopy from the alcohol - brown eyes. Your arms automatically swung to his neck, he had yet another bottle in his hand but did not hesitate to wrap his arms around your waist.
"I don't think your friends are enjoying this little show we're putting on" You mumbled, signalling to the ladies who stood in the corner. Your eyes went from staring into his to looking at his lips, your breathing had become intense as you felt Lewis's body awfully close to yours, his member slowly caressing your upper thigh. He licked his lips, noticing how badly you stared. At that point of the night neither of you could contain how much you craved one another.
"They don't have to watch" Lewis whispered, shooting a quick glance at the models who seemed rather upset with his lack of attention on them; back to you, before grabbing your arm and pulling you through a back door that was close to the VIP area you were in, he mumbled: "I know a place".
You found yourself stumbling through the front entrance of a rather fancy building. Lewis lived conveniently close to the Amber Lounge, and in no time, his body guards had escorted the two of you to the penthouse.
Thanking his driver, you made your way into the elevator, and as soon as the doors shut close, Lewis had you pinned against the back wall. His eyes darkened again, his breathing hard over your lips.
Even drunk as a skunk, he looked and smelled amazing.
You watched him bite his lip as he leaned closer, making you crave his lips on yours even more.
It felt like heaven. When Lewis finally crashed his lips on to yours, his body weight causing you to lean further against the wall... it felt like heaven.
You groaned as the kiss didn't last as much as you wished to, the ding from the elevator interrupting it.
You were given no time to take in the surroundings of Lewis' perky home. He placed his arms on your hips and you automatically straddled him, the heat was back like it had never left, your lips were on his yet again. He kissed you so passionately you thought he was compensating from not doing it earlier. He knew his way through his home, and as your tongues met, he quickly found his way through his living room to his astounding suite.
Lewis dropped you on his bed, his eyes filled with lust and hunger. Behind him, the view of Monacoâs nightlife and beach shone through his large windows, the moonlight setting the perfect ambiance for what seemed like an exciting night for the both of you.
Your thoughts were distracted by Lewisâs touch. He had quickly removed his shirt and tossed it aside, his fingers now rested on top of your wet panties, his thumb caressing your clit. His body hoovered over yours, you closed your eyes and tilted your head back, allowing your body to feel Lewisâ movements on your area.
âLook at meâ He demanded, his voice as deep as youâd ever hear it. âYouâre so wetâ He mumbled once your eyes obediently met his. Starving for him inside of you, you pulled your dress up your waist not once breaking eye contact, which caused Lewis to smirk. He attacked your neck, sucking and nibbling on your bare skin, his fingers slid your panties to the side, and with a small bite to your neck he inserted two fingers into you. You gasped at his sudden movement and your walls clenched in pleasure.
âFuck!â Lewis muttered as he felt your juices coating his fingers. As instinct your knees bent, allowing Lewis to get a better grip of your inside walls. He picked up the pace, thrusting his fingers in and out of you. As your moans started getting louder, you feared Lewis had neighbours so you instantly bit your lip trying to contain your pleasure-filled screams.
âL-Lewisâ you stumbled on your words, he knew just how deep to thrust and how much to curl his fingers. You longed for him inside you, your fingernails digging his tattooed back and your head titled back.
âYes, baby?â He was enjoying watching you squirm in pleasure, his member hardening at the sound of your voice in his room.
"Don't make me wait" you pleaded, not being able to contain your hormones any longer. You wanted him inside you: âI want you. I want you to cum with meâ
As if your wish was his command, Lewisâ drunk figure moved his hand away, he stood in front of the bed, and you took the moment to remove your dress, revealing your perfectly shaped and tanned body. Lewis, on his turn dropped his jeans. Both of you stood in awe of one another for awhile, hunger rising. He observed your breasts, and you engulfed the length of his now erect shaft.
You slowly removed your panties and dangled it in front of him, teasing the man that was going to eat you alive, the room smelled like expensive cologne and Prosecco. Lewis jaw hardened, his tattoos made his muscles more prominent... You just wanted to dig your fingernails on his biceps at that stance. He grabbed the panties off your hand and threw them to the side along with your dress and swiftly made his way on top of you. Cupping your breast with one hand, his thumb played with your nipple whilst the other filled his mouth. You lowered your hand and began to stroke Lewisâ cock; as soft and deep moans leaving his throat, your spine shivered.
âI want you so badâ You whispered, placing Lewis right at your entrance, the tip of him rubbing against your wet and now throbbing clit.
âHow bad, baby?â He asked, pecking your lips. With his voice in a demanding whisper, you were quick to realise how much of a tease Lewis was, he enjoyed making his victims beg for him. He knew how good he was.
âSo⊠so badâ You moaned into his lips. Just as much as Lewis, you knew what you wanted and you too knew how good you were. Not wanting to waste another second you took charge, placing his shaft at your entrance you helped him penetrate you. Lewis broke the kiss he had engaged in with you, a loud moan leaving his mouth once he felt how tight you were.
It took you a second to adjust to Lewisâ length as he made his way in and out of you, although intoxicated, he noticed your slight discomfort: âAre you alright?â he questioned, his furry brows tightening.
âShh⊠donât stopâ You reassured him. With your hand around his neck you brought his head down to yours, you had grown to love his soft lips around the flesh of your neck. At your call, Lewis lowered his weight on to you and steadily picked up the pace. Every thrust brought you closer to an orgasm, his cock rubbing on your perfect spot.
You clenched your walls, digging your nails through his tattooed back. âFuuuck!â You heard Lewis scream in absolute pleasure at the tightness around him. Lewisâ thrusts became deeper and faster, his forehead had grown sweaty, the room steamy. As he picked up his pace, all you could hear was small grunts from his perfectly sound voice and the clapping of his thighs against yours.
âIâm gonna cumâ He moaned through shortened breaths. His warning brought you to your dominance senses. The thought of having Sir Lewis Hamilton begging you to cum extolled your ego. Without thinking twice you shifted your weight to the side, motioning what was well understood by Lewis. It was your turn to be on top.
Lewis, at the realisation that he was sleeping with a woman who knew what she wanted, eagerly obeyed and placed himself closer to the headboard of his king sized bed, not minding that you had interrupted his almost-orgasm.
Feeling good about impressing the seven-time world champion you slowly crawled up to the man that looked at you so hungrily, lust in his eyes only becoming more and more visible. His jaw clenched again as you straddled his waist, his now, thanks to you, cream-full cock entering your threshold again. Another loud moan, this time from the both of you. You bent over slightly, placing your hands on Lewisâ shoulders for support as you started bouncing on him.
âJust like that babyâ He sang to you, one hand was tightly wrapped around your neck, and the other slapped your ass as hard as he could bring himself to. It drove you crazy, it made you want more of him in you.
Your breathing had gotten harder and your forehead had met his. âI want you to cum for meâ You demanded. Lewis knew he was close to his finish line, but wanted you to finish with him. As you seemed to enjoy, he kept his veiny and robust hand around your neck, giving it light squeezes every time he felt you really deep.
His free hand moved to your clit and you shot your head back in utter pleasure.
âRight there⊠Keep it right thereâ You begged, knowing exactly what was going to happen in the next thirty seconds. Lewis, in satisfaction, rubbed on your throbbing bud whilst his own hardened at every movement of yours. His teeth met his bottom lip and his eyes fell shut. You knew he was ready to release, but you werenât going to let him off easy.
âLook at meâ You called. Your ego growing with every sign of obedience from Lewis. His eyes watered a little, you knew you had him, and every thrust brought you both closer to your orgasm.
âBabyâŠâ he whispered, his hand still in circular motions around your clit, his grip becoming weaker âPleaseâ he begged, at no point breaking the eye contact you called for. Pleased with his submission, you mumbled: "Don't stop", and he understood the assignment. You both picked up the pace, his finger on your wet clit in circular motions and you on top of his cock, bouncing up and down.
Before you could say knife you felt your legs shaking, your whole body trembled as you released all your juices on Lewis' hand and cock, a loud moan leaving your throat, your voice echoing in the penthouse.
Sorry neighbours.
And with no time to digest the wonders that Lewis had done to your body, he quickly pushed you off him and you obeyed, his pulsating cock releasing right then and there, on his six-pack filled torso.
You were both breathing heavily, laying on your backs. The comfort of Lewis' bed took you in, your head pounding again from the intoxication, the large amount of alcohol still in your system. He chuckled slightly at the turn of events of that Monaco GP Sunday, his gaze never leaving his ceiling.
Eager and starving for more of you, Lewis found in his deep breaths strength to ask: "When do you leave?"
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Ask Answers: June 6th, 2021
Iâm back with more ask responses! You can also check our Frequently Asked Question sheet if thereâs something youâre wondering thatâs not answered here.
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Hey in very beginning of step 3 in the scene where Mr.Holden had a thought dancing on the tip of his tongue but he kept it to himself after MC and Cove were being cute (idk if it makes a difference but this is when they're dating)... Can we know what he was thinking/ wanted to say? It's been bugging me lolÂ
He wouldâve gone into a âlook how much youâve grownâ, âyour dad is so proud of youâ, âIâm so glad things worked out with the MCâ, and etc spiel, haha. But he resisted the urge to fawn on his baby boy, at least for that scene.
If we planned to move away for college/future plans in step 3, is it implied that MC and Cove would have a long distance relationship for sure? Could MC have convinced Cove to come with them? How is the dynamic of their relationship going to be addressed in Step 4, if that makes sense?Â
Cove is willing to follow the MC where they went after everything is settled for them there, and if theyâre sure they want him to come! Youâll get to decide how things shook out during those transitional years just by making choices about it during the opening prologue of Step 4.
Hi! First off, how does it feel to have created one of the best games when it comes to inclusion for lbtq+ peeps? I've never felt as validated with my identity and sexuality when playing a game and I'm seemingly not alone â„ Second, and this might be a little too specific, but what kinds of drinks does Cove like as well as dislike? Thank you, you're the best â„
Thank you for very much! Itâs really nice to hear the game felt inclusive. Cove likes regular water and fruit juices/smoothies most! He dislikes coffee and cola, and heâs not super into most teas either.
Hi, may i ask what gb patch stands for? Specifically the gb part lol
It stands for my old, silly username I used in places like Neopets as a kid, aha. The company name wasnât super thought out since it was originally just me making VNs as a hobby. Luckily, âGB Patchâ kind of seems like it could mean something reasonable, so I didnât have to rebrand when it did become a more serious, commercial group.
If we chose to not propose to cove in the step 3 dlc would he propose or would the mc propose in step 4 or the wedding dlc?Â
Yeah, you or Cove can propose in Step 4 if youâre not already engaged! The Wedding DLC takes place after the engagement so the proposal scenes arenât there.
will you guys announce if the early access for the new game is out on patreon ?Â
When beta builds of Step 4 or whatever start coming out on the Patreon we will mention it here on social media too.
Heyy I just had a quick question about Baxter if thatâs okay :)?
I saw in an ask+answer that itâs possible to casually date Baxter In step 3, but what leads up to that? I have the step 3 dlc and Iâve tried playing them In a different orders and ways but it doesnât seem to get anywhere ^^;
The Step 3 DLC is Cove-based because heâs the default guy. Thereâs a separate Baxter romance DLC thatâs not out yet. Thatâs where you can get him to date you. Iâm sorry for the confusion!
Will we ever get any LI's or side characters with physical disabilities or deformities? I think your games would be a great place to have them in since they're always so accepting and safe!Â
Yeah, we do hope to have representation for that in future projects ^^. Thank you for the confidence in us.
Is it possible to get Cove to take the bed and MC to sleep on the floor?Â
Not in Step 3, Iâm afraid.
So, I have played the prologue of Our Life countless times and I haven't gotten the [Your Life] achievement, why is that?Â
Steam sometimes isnât connected properly when an achievement unlocks and so it remains locked on your account. If that happens, unfortunately getting the scene again wonât unlock it. The achievement becomes inaccessible because the game thinks you already have it. Playing with the same Steam account on a different device or fully deleting your game data (more than the only the save files) are the only work arounds weâve found.
Since when you talk with Jeremy in step 3 it's mentioned he goes on dates with someone (which assume is JB because who else would take this boy on dates) that makes him happy, does that sort of make JB and Jeremy the canon relationship in the first game?
The default for XOXO Droplets is that JB casually goes on dates with each of the jerks! Shiloh wouldâve been harsher if Jeremy was the only guy getting her attention, haha. But the player can change that default by dating just one person the whole game for their own story and who she ends up with for real has no default.
Hi, hello! Huge OL fan, thank you so much for the wholesome content, it was very much needed during these times. Managed to get several people to join team Cove, so that's very exciting, I always have people to fawn over him with. I have a little question and I'm sorry if it was asked before, but does it ever come up in the game what Cove has told his mom about us? (who knows, with so many options, one can miss it) Or, alternatively, will it come up in the Step 4 DLC?Â
Thank you very much for sharing the game with people <3. Itâs really great to hear people are liking it. Right now that doesnât come up in game. Kyra is willing to keep her mouth shut and Cove isnât gonna have that conversation either. At least not when heâs younger, but yes, perhaps when heâs a fully grown big boy in Step 4 you can ask him about it.
Iâve been thinking about this ever since it has been confirmed that there would be two love interests for OL2, would there be the possibility of forming a polyamorous relationship with both love interests? Iâm sorry if you answered this previously, Iâm just curious.Â
We are considering it, but itâs not a guarantee yet. Itâd be really great to have but itâd add so many extra alterations thatâd need to made, aha.
Hello! You mentioned how Cove would be uncomfortable with kids at 23, but how old would he be when heâs comfortable with having/adopting kids? (Same goes for the other LIâs.) btw, love your game!!Â
Heâd want to be at least 25, but even older would be good. Derek would want to have kids when he and his partner could reasonably support them, the age itself wouldnât matter. If they were doing good at 22 and wanted kids, heâd be up for it. Or they could wait until their 30s or whatever. Baxter is also more of a âwhen it feels rightâ guy rather than having a specific age requirement. Cove is just especially wary of being a young parent because of his own parents. Iâm happy you like the game!
does step 4 immediately play after you press "end summer" in step 3? or is there another button/transition (like the story text thingy) before the epilogue begins? what happens after the epilogue? roll credits? đÂ
Step 4 will have transition section always and there will be an extra button, if you own the Derek or Baxter DLC. By default the Cove-based version of Step 4 just plays once Step 3 is over. However, having the other guysâ storylines will mean you get to pick which version of Step 4 plays; Cove Step 4 (the basic one), Derek Step 4, or Baxter Step 4.
Happy pride, thank you for all you do for usđ„°
I have a quick question though, I recently got a MacBook after my old windows computer broke, and now steam says I cannot download it, but it has no issues with other games, what can I do to download it?? Iâm sorry if my English is bad
Happy pride month! Unfortunately, Our Life isnât available for Mac on Steam right now. To be an approval application Apple requires having special notarization and we as a small group havenât gotten that. Itch doesnât care and lets us release the game for Mac there anyway, Steam does care so weâre locked out of putting the Mac build up on their storefront. Feel free to email us and we can try to help the situation out further!
Hello! I was jus wondering if the Baxter and Derek DLCs are still happening? I havenât heard anything about them on here or patreon in a while so I just wanted to make sure ^^
Theyâre still coming and we just released a new sprite sketch on the Patreon for the Derek DLC c:. But right now Step 4 is still much more of a priority. Once thatâs closer to being done weâll focus way more on sharing previews for the other guys.
is it possible to tell cove you love him (platonically) at step 3 fondness/selecting him as basically family? i just love the mc and liz sibling interactions and it got me wondering about it (especially if you've selected that option)
You and Cove can be as close as family, but thereâs not a specific scene in Step 3 where you say âI love youâ in a family context. But thereâs always Step 4~
do you intend on ever adding a collectors mode to Our Life? Like a way to collect achievements and CGs for the gallery without it effecting any save files?Â
We werenât considering it before. But if a lot of players would find that helpful, we could start thinking on that!
Sorry if it's a silly question haha, but (in crush/love) is Cove really aware of how cute and cuddly he seems to MC? If so, what does he think or do about it? Or does he just ignore it?Â
He isnât particular aware. Cove never truly stops being surprised that the MC is interested in/attracted to him, haha.
Would you say that the alone ending of xoxo droplets is worth playing again to get?Â
Nope, haha. The goal is to make friends/get a boyfriend and so the alone ending is kind of the bad ending for the game. Though there is a consolation prize if you get it by accident.
Is there any possible situation which would ever prompt Pran to bake for his girlfriend? Like I know it's unlikely I mean even if JB broke her leg somehow I'm pretty sure he'd still be like "I considered baking you a cake and doing the frosting the way I think looks interesting but you don't deserve a cake, no one does." right but also ahhh it would be super nice if some day he just surprised her with baked goods one day out of nowhere. JB would be so shocked it would be cute. So is there any possible situation where that could/would be a thing that he would do?Â
He might bake out of spite, like if he felt he had to prove her wrong on something. Or if JB used some good reverse psychology on him. Or he might do it in a relatively nice way if he could make his GF so shocked by the kind gesture that his amusement with that overrode his insistence on not being sweet. Pran is very difficult in high school, aha.
Is the "one route (where) it can be seen that Everett will drop his seemingly eternal waging with Jeremy pretty easily and can start getting along without thinking much on it" the Lucas route? I'm curious!Â
Yep! Everett will side with Jeremy if itâs between him and Lucas.
Hi I hope you guys are having a great day :) I just had to ask how Cliff would feel about Cove's partner/fiancĂ© Mc calling them dad whether it be accidental or otherwise and secondly I also wanted to ask how he would feel about being asked to be the one to give the mc away at their wedding.Â
He would be very touched and excited! I hope you have a good day too :D
Hello! I saw an ask relating to whether Cliff "moves on" after Cove's grown up and stuff (and he stays single), but what about Kyra? Will she be with anyone else or will she stay single?Â
She does start dating again, but she takes it slow.
Hi! I absolutely love the art for characters in OL and I wonder is this fine to draw my MC in same drawing style and upload online later? Is this something artists would be okay with? Thank you!Â
Yeah, you can certainly do that C:
Hey there!
I wonder if I'm just being stupid here.. Is Step 4 a DLC? And if so, where can I find it? I can't seem to find it on Steam :< Thank you!
Step 4 is a free epilogue! Itâs not done yet, but once it is finished youâll just update your game file and Step 4 will be there after Step 3 ends.
hi! are step 4 and the wedding dlc two different things?
They are. Step 4 is a free epilogue thatâll be a default part of the game once itâs done, the wedding DLC is an optional paid expansion that takes place after Step 4.
Why did Baxter not receive a step 2 sprite seeing how he shows up later
Sprites are time consuming to draw and take money out of the budget that couldâve gone to other things. His tiny appearance in Step 2 wasnât worth all the effort to make a sprite, aha.
I just realized, what happens if if you get the patreon exclusive moment but at a later date, when you don't have the membership anymore, it's updated (like a bugs fix update for example)? Would you have to get the membership again?Â
You would have to get the membership again to redownload the build. But thereâs very little chance thereâs going to be an update once itâs been out for over a month. If a build gets released with errors, players catch/report them within the first few days. So by the time the first subscription period ends, any problems that were noticeable would already have been fixed. And weâre certainly not gonna be adding new content to it once itâs been released for a long time. Thereâs no need to worry about missing out on something worthwhile in the future if you cancel your membership. Itâs being made with the idea in mind that many players are gonna be getting it and then going.
Hello! Wanted to ask about gaming choice in step 3? Once upon a playthorugh I got the option to buy Cove a bracelet for his graduation present. I played the same basic character again and that option wasn't there anymore. I'm not sure where I went wrong. My Cove wears a bracelet on each hand and my MC is into fashion and jewelry. Do I need to put an earring on him or? Sorry, love your game so much.Â
He also needs to have liked bracelets in Step 2 for that to be considered a good gift option for him. Sorry for the confusion! Iâm happy you love the game :)
Is Step 4 being released at the same time as the Wedding DLC or will the first come before the latter? Thank you!Â
Iâm not sure. Ideally theyâll come out at the same time, but the wedding DLC has a lot of art to get done and we may have to release it after Step 4.
Can mc still get confession from Cove at the end of step 3 even if mc casually dates Baxter in step 3? Such as in crush mode?Â
I donât think so. Maybe thatâll change, but generally thereâs differences to the Step 3 ending if you were dating Baxter and those differences likely will conflict with getting the Cove confession.
For the patreon moments/dlcs, will it be available for all tiers?Â
Itâll be available for tier 2 (Fans) and up!
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Blue Christmas- Eight
Pairing: Chris Evans/OC Kelly
Summary: After almost three years of marriage, everyone would tell you that Chris and his wife Kelly are the most stable, solid couple they know. But behind closed doors, things are tense as they keep trying for a baby, to no avail. When a secret threatens to shake their solid marriage to itâs core, will they be able to pick up the pieces?
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Warnings: mentions of cheating, smut, language, angst, mentions of miscarriage. If any of this is triggering to you, do not read.Â
A/N: This is going to be very dialogue heavy, and will have flashbacks of the night that Chris cheated and everything that happened. Flashbacks will be in italics. Just a warning, this chapter is a BEAST. Thereâs a lot to unpack, and itâs going to be super emotional.Â
December 29
Chris watches from his seat in the comfortable leather recliner in our living room as I twist my wedding and engagement rings around on my finger. Itâs a nervous little habit that I do without even really realizing it or thinking about it. A million thoughts cross his mind as he sits silently, waiting for me to say something.Â
After taking a few deep breaths to try and steel myself for the conversation that I KNOW that Chris and I need to have, I finally look up from the floor and at him.Â
âDo you want a divorce?â Okay, the thousand different times I pictured this conversation happening in my head, that was definitely NOT one of the ways. Apparently my mouth and brain arenât communicating very well today.Â
Chris looks up at me, his expression aghast.Â
âWha-.......â he tries to speak, but is too stunned to even form the words.Â
âIs that why you cheated? You donât want to be with me anymore, so you went somewhere else for whatever is it that you werenât getting from me?â
âNo! Jesus Christ, no! I love you. I love you so much that it hurts. I canât imagine my life without you. No, I donât want a divorce.â he tells me.Â
âOkay, if thatâs not it, then you have to help me out here. Because I donât understand what possible reason you could have for cheating. It had to be something that I did. Or something I didnât do. I need you to tell me what happened. Because until I have all the facts and I understand what the hell happened, we canât move forward.âÂ
He sits forward in the chair and sighs.Â
âWhat do you want me to tell you?âÂ
âI want you to tell me what happened that night after we FaceTimed. I want to know what happened between then and the next morning.â I tell him.Â
âYou KNOW what happened.â he says miserably.Â
I shake my head. âNo, I know the end result. I want you to walk me through every single thing that happened that night. Everything you were thinking, everything you did.â
âWhy? What good is that going to do? Whatâs the goddamn point? How is me telling you everything that happened going to help ANYTHING? All itâs going to do is hurt you more, and I canât do that. I wonât.â
âThe point is, if we have even the smallest hope of getting through this intact, with our MARRIAGE intact, I need to understand this. I need to know. I need to know, because when I go to sleep at night, all I can see in my head is all the things that I imagine happened that night. And I need to know if what actually happened is better or worse than what I can imagine happened. I have a right, as your wife, to know what you did.âÂ
Chris looks up, silently pleading with you to not make him do this, but he knows that youâre right. You do deserve to know, even if itâs going to devastate you.Â
âAfter we got off the phone, I had to go right back into interviews and there was two more photo calls we had to do, so by the time we got done it was about 7:30 that night. I was distracted the whole time. I hated that we fought, and I felt like an asshole, and I just wanted to call you back and apologize, but I didnât have time. Plus, I figured that we both probably needed a little bit of time to cool down. I told myself that I was going to call you that night before I went to bed so we could talk more and I could apologize to you. We all got out of there, and Cate and Robert and the rest of them wanted to go to dinner, so we came back to the hotel, changed, and then went out to eat.â Chris tells me.Â
âWhat time did you get back from dinner?âÂ
âAround 10, I think. It couldnât have been much later than that. Everyone else was talking about going out and finding a bar or a club to go to, but I just wanted to come back to the hotel and relax. I wasnât in the mood to be around a lot of people.âÂ
I pull my feet up on the couch and tuck them under me.Â
âOkay, so you got back to the hotel, and then what did you do?âÂ
For as tired as he was, Chris couldnât relax. He tried taking a hot shower, laying in bed watching TV, browsing social media, and flipping through pictures on his phone. Finally, after about 45 minutes and getting more and more keyed up and anxious, he decides to go down to the hotel bar.Â
When he walks in, the place is empty except for an older couple seated down at the end and the bartender. Chris slides himself onto one of the stools and the bartender makes her way over to him.Â
âThank God. A friendly face.â she says with a smile.Â
Chris glances down the bar at the couple. âThey seem pretty friendly.â he remarks.Â
âYeah, but theyâve been here for an hour and theyâre literally babying their drinks, and arenât much for conversation that doesnât involve each other. Iâm bored out of my mind.âÂ
She stick her hand out. âIâm Jo.â
Chris reaches across the bar and shakes her hand with his own. âChris. Nice to meet you.â
âSo, Chris, whatâs your poison?â
âWhat was her name?â I ask him. He just referred to her as âthe bartenderâ and âsheâ.Â
He runs his hand down his face and over his beard.Â
âI donât......I honestly canât remember. It was one of those boys names for a girl. You know.....Alex or Max or James.......I donât......I canât remember.âÂ
I cover my face with my hands and take a deep breath. I want to scream already, and heâs not even deep into the story. I shake my head slightly.Â
âYou slept with this girl, and you donât even remember her NAME.â I say softly.Â
Chris hangs his head.Â
âKeep going.âÂ
She pours him another measure of whiskey, along with a shot for herself. They clink glasses and swallow the amber liquid, letting it burn itâs way down.Â
âSo what did you and your wife fight about?â she asks him.Â
Chris sighs.Â
âItâs......itâs complicated.â
âHey, Iâm a bartender, which means that Iâm a really great listener. Itâs practically a job requirement. You might feel better if you talk about it.âÂ
âWeâre trying to have a baby.â
âSoo....whatâs the problem. Trying is the fun part!âÂ
âWeâve been trying for a year and a half almost, and nothingâs happening. Sheâs perfect; thereâs absolutely nothing wrong with her that would keep her from getting pregnant, but itâs just not happening. And we both want a baby so bad, and the look on her face when......it fucking kills me.âÂ
He knows that he shouldnât be telling a complete stranger all of this, especially considering who he is, but the alcohol has loosened his tongue, and if he doesnât spill his guts to someone, heâs going to explode.Â
Jo puts a soft, warm hand over his.Â
âIâm sorry, That has to be tough. For both of you.â she says softly.Â
âI mean, I guess I never thought that it would take actual work, you know? I assumed that âhey, if we just keep having sex, eventually sheâs going to get pregnantâ and it would be easy. Sheâs getting scared and fed up and talking about adoption and fertility doctors, and I hate seeing her so stressed out and upset, and I kind of just.....I said some things and made it worse and I feel like a complete fucking jackass.âÂ
âWhat if you guys canât have kids?âÂ
âAs much as I want to have kids with her, I donât need them to be happy. As long as I have Kelly in my life, Iâll be perfectly happy. Do I want to be a dad? Yeah, absolutely. But there are so many kids out there that need good homes, so there are other options, but I donât think that weâre there yet, you know?â
I get up and storm out of the room with Chris right on my heels.Â
âKelly, wait, please.....â
He touches my arm and I spin around to face him, and the look in my eyes makes him fall back a step.Â
Iâm so pissed off and hurt right now I could spit nails.Â
âYou......you told her.....EVERYTHING. You told her.....EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING, Chris! Do you even......do you even fucking understand what you did? Like.....âÂ
I squat down close to the floor and put my head between my knees. My heart is pounding and Iâm so worked up that Iâm afraid Iâm going to pass out if I donât calm down. And Iâm not going anywhere or doing anything until I get the whole damn story.Â
âLook, I know-âÂ
I look up at him incredulously.Â
âNo! No, you donât know! You donât know shit! You fucking betrayed me, in every single sense of the word. You didnât just fuck her, you told her, a complete stranger, about me. About us trying to have a baby. You told her about things that you never even fucking bothered to tell me! Do you realize that she could go to the press? She could go and spill all of these juicy little secrets that you spilled to her over shots of Jack and have herself a nice little pay day.â
âKelly, you wanted to know what happened that night, so Iâm telling you what happened, despite everything inside of me screaming at me not to. Iâm not going to lie to you or keep things from you. You wanted to know everything.â Chris says.Â
I squeeze my eyes shut and grit my teeth so hard that my jaw hurts.Â
âI canât look at you right now. I need a break.â I tell him, grabbing my jacket. I grab Dodgerâs leash off the peg in the hallway and call for him.Â
Dodger trots over, tongue lolling out of his mouth, happy to be going on a walk.Â
âIâll be back in a while.âÂ
Forty five minutes later, Iâm in the utility room stripping off my wet clothes after getting Dodger dry and wiping off his paws.Â
Chris stops pacing the kitchen when he sees me walking through the house in my bra and underwear.Â
âWhat happened to your clothes?â he asks.Â
âDodger saw a squirrel and got excited and kind of dragged me through a snow bank.â I sigh. I throw my clothes in the dryer and make my way into our room to get changed.Â
âDodge, come on.....â Chris admonishes. Dodger just jumps up on the bed and curls up.Â
I throw on a pair of gray sweatpants and a blue Patriots hoodie thatâs hung over the back of the chair in our room and sit down on the side of the bed.Â
âI want to know the rest.â I tell Chris.Â
He sits down heavily on the end of the bed.Â
âNo, you donât.âÂ
I swallow thickly. âYouâre right. I donât. But it doesnât matter, because youâre going to tell me anyway.âÂ
Hours pass with Jo and Chris laughing and talking and flirting back and forth, until itâs 1am and the bar closes for the night.Â
âThanks for sticking around and hanging out tonight. I think I would have died of sheer boredom if you hadnât.â Jo laughs softly. She offered to walk him back to his room as he was pretty well drunk and a little unsteady on his feet.Â
âIt was no problem. I didnât really want to be alone tonight to be honest. I used to do really well on my own. I was used to it, and then......I wasnât alone.â Chris tells her.Â
Once they reach his room, they linger outside for a few minutes, both of them not really wanting the night to end. Jo steps closer to him, knowing exactly what she wants and completely unashamed about it.Â
âYou should kiss me.â she says softly, looking up at him with big doe eyes. She places her hands on his chest and instead of immediately backing away like he should have, he leans into her touch.Â
Chris closes his eyes as he feels his mouth go dry and a strange fluttery feeling in his stomach. He hasnât really felt this way since....
He opens his eyes and breathes out deeply. âI canât. Iâm married. Iâm married and Iâm insanely in love with my wife.âÂ
âSo? You should kiss me anyway. I can tell you want to. Youâve been flirting with me all night.â she says, taking a step closer. âI wonât tell anyone. I promise. You need a way to release all this tension youâve got, and Iâm more than willing to help you out anyway I can.âÂ
Before his brain can scream at him to stop, heâs wrapping his arms around her and covering her mouth with his, kissing her soundly. Itâs a battle of teeth and tongues, both of them trying to take control from the other. Without breaking apart, Chris manages to get his key card out of his pocket and gets the door open, pushing both of them through it and slamming it behind them.Â
âThis never goes beyond this room. We never talk about this ever again.â Chris gasps, pulling away from her just long enough to get the words out.Â
âAbsolutely.â she agrees.Â
Clothes are torn off and tossed to the floor in a frenzy, and as soon as Chris drops his pants and boxers, Jo sinks to her knees and takes him in her mouth, swallowing him almost all the way down.Â
âOh, fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Christ, yes, just like that.â he moans out.Â
He brings his right hand to her hair, holding it in a makeshift ponytail while his left hand goes to her shoulder.Â
She almost makes him lose his mind with the things she can do with her tongue, and within minutes, heâs fucking her face roughly as spit runs down her chin and tears are springing to her eyes from the assault on her throat, but she loves it. She has the man sheâs fantasized about for years shoving his cock down her throat, and sheâs never been more turned on in her life. She smirks to herself as she wonders if his wife ever sucks him off like THIS.Â
When he canât stand it anymore, Chris pulls her off his dick and takes a few deep breaths.Â
âI need a condom.âÂ
âRight. I have one in my purse.â she tells him as she reaches for her bag and finds it and hands it to him.Â
âGet on the bed. On your hands and knees.â he says roughly. While her mouth was wrapped around him, he was mesmerized and couldnât look away, but now he finds that he doesnât even want to look at her face. He rolls the condom over his cock, giving it a few strokes before sinking into her from behind.
Tears stream down my face as I process all of what Chris just told me, and I canât even BREATHE with how devastated I feel. Itâs like a hole just got punched through my chest. I try and take a breath in, but it turns into a strangled sob and I drop my head into my hands and just let it out.Â
Chris swallows thickly, wiping away his own tears as he watches me fall apart across from him, wishing that he could do something.....ANYTHING to take all the pain away. To go back and undo everything that he did so you wouldnât hurt. All he feels is deep, unrelenting shame and he knows in his gut that if you asked for a divorce after hearing all of his sins laid bare, he wouldnât be surprised or even have the right to be devastated. He made his bed.Â
I feel bile rising in my throat, and I stumble to my feet and race to the downstairs bathroom, falling to my knees and vomiting painfully as the image of my husband kissing this woman and fucking her run through my head. I barely notice Chris come into the bathroom until I feel him pulling my hair back and securing it with a hair tie, and rubbing my back softly. I canât even find the breath or the energy to tell him to get away from me and drop dead.Â
Iâm so damn tired. Like, I donât think Iâve ever felt this level of physical and mental exhaustion before. I sink back into the pillows a little more, and look over at Chris. Neither one of us have said a word since he picked me up off the bathroom floor and stood there with his arm around my waist as I brushed my teeth. That was 45 minutes ago.Â
âIt was just sex?â I ask.Â
He exhales. âIt was just sex. It was just once.â
I look back up at the ceiling and try and make sense of everything.Â
âI donât understand. I donât understand any of it. I donât understand why you would sleep with another woman.â
âI-I donât know. I was lonely because we were fighting, and I missed you so goddamn much, and I was afraid of what was happening to us with all of the stress and I just......I got drunk, and I did a horrible thing. I did a horrible thing, and I wish that I could take it back. I wish I could take it back so bad it hurts. But I canât. And I have to live with that for the rest of my life.â Chris says.Â
I lift my eyes to meet his. âYou were lonely? Thatâs your excuse? You were lonely, and you were upset. So you stuck your dick in another woman.âÂ
I stand at the kitchen sink and drain a glass of water in record time, and refill it. Turns out crying all day and then puking can kind of dehydrate you. I can sense Chris behind me, even though he doesnât say anything.Â
âTwo years ago, a couple of weeks after you left for Africa to start shooting the movie, I found out I was pregnant. We hadnât even officially started trying yet, so it came as a pretty big surprise. But I was so happy, and I couldnât wait to tell you. I didnât want to tell you over the phone, especially when you were so far away, so I was going to surprise you when you came home. I had it all planned out. I practiced telling you standing in front of the bathroom mirror, just so I could see the stupid happy look on my face.â
I feel tears prick my eyes, and I swallow down the sob that I feel threatening to come out. I turn towards Chris, and the look on his face is heartbreaking.Â
âWhat?â he breathes out.Â
âI was at a job.....I was shooting a birthday party for a little girl who was turning one. All I could think about was that that was going to be us eventually, and it made me so happy. Everything was fine, but then I started having horrible pain in my stomach. It got so bad that I collapsed, and the parents called 911 when they realized that I was bleeding. They did an ultrasound at the hospital, but they couldnât find the babyâs heartbeat. I had already miscarried. You donât know anything about feeling lonely until youâre by yourself laying on a table with your feet in stirrups while a doctor cleans out your uterus.â
Chris is sunk down in one of the kitchen chairs with his hand over his mouth and tears running down his face. This is the first time heâs hearing any of this.Â
âWhy didnât-â his voice cracks, and he takes a minute and clears his throat before he tries again. âWhy the hell didnât you call me? Why didnât you tell me? I would have come home!â
âChris, you were 8,000 miles away from home. There wasnât anything you could do. It was too late. They had to do the procedure as soon as possible. I didnât.....I hadnât told anyone else that I was pregnant. And I didnât want to call your mom or sisters because I didnât want them to find out. I knew if they found out they would call you, and you would be devastated. And I couldnât do that to you when you were so far away. Iâm sorry that I didnât tell you. I was trying to protect you.â
The sound of his fist slamming against the heavy oak table makes me jump.Â
âAnd what about over the last two years? Huh? Donât you think that I had a right to know? Donât you think I had the right as your husband, to be there with you? To comfort you? To mourn with you? To even have a fucking clue about what happened?âÂ
I take a deep breath.Â
âYou did. You should have been there. You should have been there with me to hold my hand and cry with me and tell me that it was going to be okay, even though it was a lie. But you werenât. You were doing your job. I donât know if you realize it, but when you leave for work or press or whatever it is that you have to leave me for, youâre not the only one whoâs lonely. Youâre not the only one who has to deal with the silence. But you donât see me going out and fucking someone else.â
Tears start to swim in my eyes again, and I suddenly feel like if I donât get out of the house right now, Iâm going to suffocate. Iâve been in here with Chris literally all day while we picked apart his affair, and Iâm exhausted. Iâm hurt and emotional and talking about the baby that we lost just made everything worse.
âIâm gonna go. I just.....I canât handle anything else today. I know youâre probably really pissed off at me right now, and honestly, the feeling is mutual. Things are already about as bad as they can be, so Iâm gonna leave before we have a chance to make it worse.â
The last thing I see before I walk out the door is Chris sitting at the table with his head in his hands, sobbing while Dodger sits on the floor next to him, whining in distress. Â
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BTS Reaction - Handling making the relationship public with a black woman
a/n: this took me forever to write, I hate having to think about negative things like this :( but the end result is my first real attempt of making angst, let me know what you think!
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kim seokjinÂ
You were walking back and forth in the living room, unsure if you should open Twitter and see all the comments that you knew were raging. Making your relationship public was something Jin wanted to do since he knew he wanted to be with you forever, but you kept convincing him that you werenât ready for the spotlight.
But now was the time. You two were engaged for a little over a year and the wedding was going to happen in a couple of months, the company had advised that now would be appropriate since it was getting harder and harder to hide the wedding planning.
âWhat youâre doing up so late?â Jin entered the living room, missing your body on the warm bed.
âIâm not sureâ you answered, he knew you were anxious all day with conflicted feelings and he wanted to make sure you were the most comfortable with all this, you didnât choose to have a public life, even if the statement didnât mention your name.
âHey, come hereâ he said as he hugged your almost shaking body. âI know I canât shield you from everything, and I know your curiosity must be killing you, but what people are saying is not worth your time and energyâ
âDid you-â
âYeah, I didâ he interrupted you with an apologetic tone âI was pissed and disappointed with both my fans and netizens, but I know no one is going to make me happy as you do, so Iâm not going to engage in that type of bullshit, I just want to love you foreverâ
min yoongi
He noticed how you were quieter than usual, a sad look on your face every time you thought he wasnât looking, and he knew why. He couldnât blame you. BigHit had released a statement a couple of weeks ago to inform the fans and the world that he was in love.Â
All Yoongi wanted was to hold your hand in public and show off the amazing person he chose to lay with him at night. But South Koreaâs media sure knew how to make everything overwhelming and difficult to swallow.
After the announcement, Yoongi posted on Twitter a cute picture of your interlaced fingers, wanting to respect your privacy but still showing you off and being proud of your relationship. That was enough for you two to be trending for a couple of days in the news, everyone asking more and more questions.
This morning he found you sitting alone on the sofa, the TV was on but the sound was muted. âWhat youâre doing, baby?â he asked sweetly, as he watched the pic he posted fade out and be replaced by the newscaster.
âI muted the TV so I can pretend theyâre saying nice things about usâ you answered slowly, your eyes still focused on the screen.Â
He really thought he could be indifferent and power through the situation, he would be good at it since he doesnât really give a shit about what other people say. But the hurt in your eyes was enough for him to call the company and make all of this stop.
jung hoseok
Hoseok had a new bedtime routine, he would shower, eat something, wait for digestion to kick in and lay on the bed and look through what armys were up to on his fake fan account. He recently posted a few pictures of you two, without showing your face, and he was expecting a few edits.
He found what he wanted and was happy with the results that came his way, even watching a few reaction videos and trying really hard not to respond to the congratulating tweets. But the scrolling session would be short-lived when he found a few unsettling edits on your photos, changing your skin color to white and changing your hair to straight.
He would not let these or any of this bullshit pass. He screenshotted the accounts and sent them to his manager, demanding something to be done. He knew that those photos would send you, rightfully, into tears, so he quickly shut his phone when he heard you come out of the bathroom, but his face would give away his mood.
âYou saw the edits too?â You asked, already in the know, since you were hanging out on the internet when they went viral.
âYeahâ his voice gave away his anger âI already sent them to managementâ he continued âAnother day, another lawsuitâ
kim namjoon
Namjoon was aware of the challenges you two would face as a public couple, so he made sure to drop hints for a couple of months before the announcement was formally made.Â
He knew ARMY would get the hints, but the reactions were a little too vague for him, maybe because the fans didnât know what to make of it yet. But some âfansâ knew exactly what to do, and their plan of following Namjoon was âsuccessfulâ.
A couple of hours after your date night ended, your phone got bombarded with notifications. Your first thought was that something happened to someone you knew, but instead of being text messages and calls, the notifications were mainly on Twitter and Instagram.
After a few confusing threats on your timeline, you found out the real reason for all this. A sasaeng had released photos to the press and with that was also released your name and social media handles. You didnât get the chance to fully spiral yet since someone was at the door.
âI know this looks bad, but the company will take care of everythingâ Namjoon had you in his arms before you could even say hello again. âWeâll take it to the police if necessary, donât worryâ
park jimin
After BigHitâs announcement, he thought things would go crazy for a couple of months and then die down as other news took place, but that never happened after three months. Everywhere the group was needed, there were questions about your relationship.Â
He was starting to get pissed with all the questions about you and what was he doing with a non-idol, even more, what was he doing with a black girl. His pettiness was getting the best of him and he wanted to answer all those questions with a big âfuck offâ. Easy to say the company highly suggested him not to.
But all of this nonsense was bothering him too much, he even went into his fake fan account (that he uses to spy on armys) and went into a big rant as to why everybody should leave the couple alone. He didnât like that the world thought less of you because of who you are and his protective instincts were on edge.Â
Into his latest spiral, he even thought of paying anyone to do something just to get the news to cover something else. Seeing how much he was affected by all this, he decided to try to be the bigger person and put this behind him. He was in love and the world can, honestly, choke.
kim taehyung
Heâd accidentally posted a photo on social media, it was just a cutesy picture of you two hugging, taken from the neck down. Later, BigHit had to release a statement to clear out everyoneâs suspicion. Not many minutes later, the story was making every headline of every news outlet imaginable.
To say that you were both overwhelmed was an understatement, but life goes on, I guess. What nobody expected was the sea of paparazzi and reporters outside of BigHitâs building trying to get an exclusive picture of Taehyungâs girlfriend.
After a few minutes of trying to leave the cameras behind, the internet was filled with pictures of what you looked like, the criticism, and a percentage of blatant racism. Too hard to deny the tears and you tried your best to hide it but Taehyung was tuned out to your every move, ready to calm you down and defend you with all his heart.
He held your hand through the entire car ride, and the minute he got home he went live to show his disgust for the whole situation. He wasnât sure if the company would be mad for him doing that, but he had a good argument that one thing BTS stands for is acceptance of all kinds.
jeon jungkook
He wanted to be as honest as he could be to his fans, so the minute you two were serious, he wanted to make the relationship public. Seeing all the comments he understood why you wanted to delay the announcement as much as possible.
BigHit, so far, was doing a good job of tracking all kinds of racist comments and he made sure you knew he was there for you no matter what, but he could still feel you getting more and more distant.
âBaby, we need to talk about thisâ he said at the dinner table. Today you could barely look at him âWhatâs bothering you?â he asked
âI think we should break upâ you answered, almost choking with tears, catching him by surprise âThese comments are making me feel self-conscious and maybe theyâre right because there are times where I feel like youâre too good for meâŠâ
âHoney, Iâm now realizing that Iâve let you down⊠we didnât talk enough about how this would affect you and thatâs my mistake. I love you and I donât want you to leave me, especially because of people and fake fans who are not in our lives, but Iâll protect you and Iâll fight for you with whatever decision you make.â
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âđ°đšđ«đđĄ đŹđđŻđąđ§đ â â đ°đąđ„đ„ đ đ«đđĄđđŠ
after all this time, i start asking why i'm staying
were you ever mine?
are we something that's worth saving?
â„ content ; gn reader, eventual fluff, angst, happy ending
â„ warnings ; cursing, themes of cheating
â„ synopsis ; you're will's s/o. when he comes home from work, you can tell he's off. what you didn't expect was him to kick you out.
â„ a/n ; none!
"Will?"
You call out after hearing the front door to your house open and shut. When you don't get a response, you get up from your laying position on the couch and approach the front door.
There, Will stood. His back was turned to you as he hung up his coat, and although you could not see his face, you could immediately tell he was off. Even the energy around him felt dark and tense.
"Oh, hey, hun.." You said anxiously, trying not to set him off in any way.
Will didn't react to your voice. Instead, he backed away from the clothing rack and walked past you, not even bothering to spare you a look. This wasn't the first time Will acted out like this, especially considering he was exhausted all the time from the work Crawford gave him. But he would at least greet you soon as he walked through the door, not flat out treat you as if you didn't exist.
"Will," you sighed dejectedly, more to yourself than to your boyfriend. You quietly followed him upstairs to the master bedroom, where he began to strip off his work clothes, changing into something more comfortable. Still, he ignored your presence. You had to make another move.
You slowly approached him from behind, placing your hands on his shoulders. You were immediately taken back when he forcefully removed himself from your touch and walked away to another corner of the room.
"Will, I just-"
"What?" he scoffed mockingly, "You just want to help?"
"You're my boyfriend, Will, of course I want to!"
He laughed.
"It certainly doesn't help when you breathe down my neck every fucking minute."
Tears pricked in your eyes, Will's vicious tone scaring you. You searched Will's own eyes, trying to find any trace of remorse or regret. He had none. You didn't even know who you were looking at.
"What are you talking about, Will? When you want space, I give you space. When you want love, I give you love! What more do you want from me?"
"I want you to leave."
And then it was quiet for a moment. You both stood there silently, feet away from each other, eyes burning holes into the others.
"..What?" You stared in disbelief. "Wh- What are you saying right now, Will?"
"I want you to leave. I want you gone, Y/N. I don't need you anymore."
"No," you bit your quivering lips, hot tears spilling down your cheeks. Will averted his stare from your crying form, the floor suddenly becoming more interesting.
"No, you're lying. You're just saying that. You can fool everyone else, but you can't fool me."
"I'm sorry, Y/N." Lies. "It's best if you just leave."
You choked on a sob. "What?! Where is this coming from all of a sudden? We were okay just the other day!"
Will remained silent, still not daring to make eye contact with you.
"Is there someone else?"
"I- No, Y/N. I don't owe you an explanation."
"So this is it, then? You're just gonna kick me out?"
"Please, Y/N. Don't make this harder than it already is."
"This is hard for you?! You're not the one getting kicked out!"
Will sighed, somehow managing to remain calm while you screamed at him.
"I'm sorry." And the conversation ended there.
You began to pack your bags. You also phoned a friend, asking them if you could crash for a bit until you had a stable job and a home. You were not about to sleep on the sofa tonight.
You opened and slammed drawers, taking your anger out on furniture as you took your belongings with you. You also did it to spite Will, who attempted to get some sleep. But he did not complain. He continued to act as if you didn't exist.
It made you wonder. Where did it all go wrong? How long has he thought about leaving you? Was there another person?
Will wouldn't answer your questions. At this point, you didn't wanna know.
You were able to finish packing up within an hour. Will was still wide awake during that time, listening closely to the angry banging of furniture, quiet sniffles and shaky inhales as you tried the best you could to keep your composure.
You loaded all your bags into your car, getting ready to head to your friend's place. You went back inside to get a couple more things and look around the house a final time. You stopped by the front door as you were about to leave, your eyes landing on a picture on the windowsill of you and Will. Your already tired, red eyes welled with tears again. You opened up the frame, sliding the picture out and folding it into your pocket. Not like Will would want it in his house anyway.
And so you left.
You didn't say your goodbyes. You just left.
A week had gone by. Will carried on with his job as usual, attended his therapy sessions, but he never once mentioned you. Not a lot of people knew about you and Will's relationship, or what was once a relationship. Since his coworkers already knew so much, or what Will deemed to be enough information about him, he wanted to keep your relationship secret. Not that you minded.
The only person who knew of your relationship was Alana Bloom and Jack Crawford, but even when it ended, he didn't tell them anything. He didn't tell them how guilty he felt the night he kicked you out. He didn't tell them he still had nightmares about you being harmed. He didn't tell them how he was the one harming you in his nightmares. He didn't tell them how empty he felt when you blocked his number and social medias (ok sorry but like little headcanon here?? will has an instagram and it's just pictures of him fishing / or of his dogs fnsmdnskdjsk).
He never told them how he tried not to stay in his house as often, because it reminded him of you.
He was definitely acting strange at work. It was easy to tell. Even Bev pulled him aside to inquire about his health. But he continued to keep his mouth shut, until he couldn't.
Will rushed to the front door when he heard little taps on the metal screen. Secretly, he hoped it would be you. But when he opened it, there stood Alana Bloom. Will always thought Alana was beautiful. But how could anyone disagree?
Her long, dark waves that framed her perfect, slim face were never unchecked and unkempt. Makeup or none, preppy work uniforms or pajamas, she always seemed to look her best.
You even found yourself feeling small and insecure when Will invited her over for you to meet. But he assured you that she could never even compare to you. You believed it.
Alana's thin lips curled up into a soft smile. "Will. Can I come in?"
"Y-Yeah, sure." He let her in and she walked through the front door for the first time in forever.
"Jeez," she chuckled. "How long as it been?"
"Maybe too long," Will simply replied.
Alana walked around the house, scanning every detail while Will patiently trailed behind her. The dogs were playing outside, so it was just the two of them.
"Why did you decide to come over today?"
"I've been worried about you." She turned around to face Will, who stopped a few feet in front of her. "But now that I'm here in your house, I can see why you've been acting off."
"What's your diagnosis, Doctor?" Will joked, an attempt at lightening the tense air.
"Y/N. They left, haven't they?"
There it is.
Technically, Alana wasn't wrong. You did leave, but Will never clarified in what circumstance.
Will looked at the ground.
"Yeah.. Took all the photos too."
"Hey," Alana began, her finger resting under Will's chin, prompting him to look up at her. "You don't have to hide from me."
A week had gone by. A long, lonely, miserable week. You crashed at your friend's for two nights before your parents invited you to live with them while you worked on getting back on your feet. They didn't live too far, so you thanked your friend for their hospitality and moved in with your parents.
As you finished unpacking your stuff, you realized you were missing some things. You cursed at the realization you would probably have to pick up some stuff from Will's.
You still had the key, so you would have no problem getting in, unless he had the lock changed of course. You were only worried about running into him.
What the hell?
You got dressed. You didn't wear anything fancy, but in case you ran into Will, you felt obligated to look presentable and show him that you could still make it without him. You decided on doing a bit of makeup. Again, nothing fancy. Just enough to conceal the dark circles under your eyes and make your features pop.
And then you headed on the dreadful drive to Will's place.
When you got there, you were too nervous and too focused on making the trip quick to even notice Alana's car in his driveway.
However, what did catch your attention, were the many dogs Will owned. They ran up to you as soon as they recognized you. They panted as they jumped and wagged their tails, expressing their happiness the most they could. You tried your best to pet them all, your mouth lifting up into a smile. You didn't realize it but you really missed the dogs.
You dug around for the key in your pocket and pulled it out, quietly unlocking the front door and letting yourself in.
"You don't have the hide from me.."
Your eyebrows furrowed together at the sound of a female voice.
When you walked into the living room, you were horrified to see Will with another woman. Alana.
Their lips were locked, engaging in a passionate kiss, not even noticing your presence. You felt sick as you put the pieces together.
"Now I know why you kicked me out," you whispered, half to yourself and half to Will, who almost about pushed Alana off him at the sound of your voice.
Both their cheeks heated up in embarrassment when their eyes fell on you.
"Y/N! I'm so sorry, I thought-"
"Look, I only came to pick up some stuff. Then I'll be out of your way." You didn't once look away from Will, deciding to totally disregard Alana's presence and apologetic mutters.
With that, you rushed out of the living room and into your bedroom, searching under the bed and in the closet for your missing items.
You heard faint talking from the living room but tuned out most of it, deciding it wasn't worth your time or even your business in the first place. Then you heard the front door shut and a car start from outside.
Before you could process what might've happened, you heard Will's footsteps stop outside the bedroom.
"Y/N, we should talk."
"No, we shouldn't."
"You blocked my number."
"What good would it do if I kept it?"
"Please, hear me out."
Disgruntled, you turned to face Will, sending a cold glare his way.
"Look, unless you found a way to make a time machine and give me back the time I wasted on you, I don't want to speak with you."
"Why won't you just listen to me?!" he snapped.
You scoffed, "Well surprise, douchebag, I have feelings and you hurt them!"
"Well, I'm sorry, alright?" he calmed down now.
"Are you? Really?" You shook your head. "A sorry won't fix this, Will. Not after what you did. Gods- I can't even look at you right now."
You laughed. "You know what fucking sucks? After all you did, after the cheating and the lies, I'm still in love with you."
Will teared up. "I was never with Alana, Y/N. It's always been you."
"Then, why, Will? Why did you throw me out so coldly like that?"
"I began to have dreams, Y/N. Nightmares," Will admitted, his voice beginning to break. "Nightmares about people hurting you. Criminals. It was too real. As much as I loved- As much as I love you, I never wanted you to choose me. I don't want people using you as a weapon against me. To hurt me."
You slowly walked towards Will, stopping a foot away from him. You looked up into his glossy bambi eyes as he spoke.
"It was when the nightmares got worse, when I was the one hurting you, that I realized you weren't safe with me."
You cried. "Oh, Will. I wish you had told me."
"I couldn't. I didn't want you to remember me that way."
You laughed. "Well, I ended up remembering you as the asshole who kicked me out, instead."
Will managed to give you a smile through his tears.
He brought his hand to your shoulder, and gently lead it up your neck to the side of your face, cupping it lightly and brushing his thumb across your cheek.
"I would never hurt you, Y/N."
"I know. I know, Will. You aren't a monster for having nightmares you can't control." You brought your own hand up and placed it against Will's, leaning into his warm touch. "I'm still here. I'm alive. In your hands. And I feel safe with you."
Almost hesitantly, Will leaned in, connecting his lips to yours. His body felt tense, but when you kissed him back, you felt his worries disappear into the air.
He pulled away, resting his forehead against yours.
"Stay with me tonight?"
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[ k i n k t o b e r ]  d a y  21   -  masterlist
âȘ character: todoroki shouto [boku no hero]
âȘ tags/warnings: +18, female!reader, alcohol usage, stolen kisses, cheating (reader helps to cheat ig), passionate sex, slight angst
âȘ a/n: the idea came to me while listening to âthe winner takes it allâ by abba ~
Why are you here?
You finished the drink in your hand, feeling the vodka burning down your throat. You watch Todoroki greet the other guests and you want to yell at him to leave. Leave, leave, leave, fucking leave. It wasnât enough that he had ruined your small party, now he had the audacity to appear.
Leave, leave, leave.
Go back to your fiancée.
The day had started out great. You had been promoted at the agency, and were told you would get your own sidekicks. Beaming with happiness, you agreed when Denki offered to organize a small office party, proud of your achievements. While your boss, the main hero of the agency looked for a bottle of champagne for the celebratory brindis, you excused yourself to go to the bathroom for a bit. On your way there, you checked your phone, almost dropping it when the first post that appeared on your timeline was a photo of an engagement ring on Momoâs hand.
You read her post, saying how happy she was that it was exactly a year after they had started dating. Had it already been a year? You swallowed thick and kept looking at the photo, which Todoroki had obviously liked. He probably had posted something similar. You wouldnât know, having blocked him from your social media a while ago, when their couple photos became too much to handle.
You shouldnât have stopped trying. It had been a fight-- a stupid fight if you had to be honest. A miscommunication that shouldnât have happened. You waited for him to apologize and he did the same. Days became weeks, and not too long after you heard whispers about him dating a girl from his school. But it was just a rebound, right? You would find your way back together again. You were sure.
You were.
Denki found you standing in the hallway, eyes lost on your phone. He took it from you, his eyes widening when he saw Momoâs post. Knowing your past history with Todoroki, he tried to comfort you, but you just nodded and followed him back to the office, putting on your best hero smile.
And now he was at the party. Why?
You stopped counting the times you poured more straight vodka to your cup. When you saw Todoroki approaching you, you made a beeline around him and entered the small kitchen in the office. You rested your hands on the sink and took a deep breath, doing your very best to calm the dizziness on your head from walking so fast.Â
A few minutes later, you heard someone coming inside, so you turned around with your hero smile. The moment you saw the half red and white hair, it dropped from your face.
âI wanted to congratulate you for--â
âWhat are you doing here, Todoroki?â you spat. He frowned.
âI came to congratulate you--â
âNo, donât bullshit me,â you said with a dry laugh. Looking at the kitchen door, you closed it, trying to avoid any prying eyes from your coworkers. âDonât bullshit me, why arenât you with your girlfr-- no, my bad! Your fiancĂ©e, why donât you go back to her?â you asked, the liquor on your head making all the hurt that had been accumulating inside your heart turn into harsh words.
Todoroki stayed in silence, eyes fixated on yours. He parted his lips but no words came out. The silence between the both of you seemed to last an eternity, only the music coming from the office filling the gap. You took another look at him, at his black shirt and dark jeans and missed him. Your body craved for his touch, not having been this close since the night he left your apartment. The night you let him go.
You werenât aware of the tears streaming down your face until Todoroki had cupped your face with his hands and was trying to wipe them off with his thumb. Your whole body started trembling at the contact and even more tears ran down your cheeks.
âI was a fool,â you whispered. Todoroki just kept trying to dry off your cheeks. âI thought-- I thought things would fix themselves and they didnât. And now I get I was a fool, Iâm so sorry, Shouto,â you whimpered. âIâm sorry I didnât push harder, Iâm sorry I let you go because I miss you so much. Every day, every night, I miss you so much.â
Todorokiâs eyes widened a bit at your words, but remained silent again. His hands were still on your face, but he was no longer trying to stop your crying. You put your hands over his and smiled softly at how familiar it felt.
âDoes she kiss like I used to kiss you?â you whispered. You laughed softly at your own words and shook your head. âDonât-- donât answer that. I understand how it is. I understand I was the one that let you go. So, just⊠just this once, Shoto, I justâŠâ
You surprised both him and yourself by pressing your lips against his. But it felt like home, even if it wasn't supposed to be like this, even if he was already a lost cause. You pulled away, face flushed in embarrassment, but immediately felt his hand pulling you from the back of your head again. Todoroki kissed you intensely, his hand clasped around your hair. Soon enough, both your arms were around his neck and your body pressed against him, kissing him back.
A loud crash made you pull away, and by the laughs of your coworkers, it seemed someone had broken a liquor bottle. You looked back at your ex, the reality of your situation dawning on you. You wiped the trace of your lipstick from his lower lip and gave him a small smile.
"Sorry," you muttered, before turning back and leaving. This time, he was the one that let you go. Denki looked at you questioningly, his eyes darting from you to Todoroki. 'We just talked', you mouthed to him and he nodded, before taking your hand and pulling you to the dance floor.
-----
Three knocks on your apartment door were enough to wake you up. You looked at your phone and saw it was already 3 am. The party had lasted until midnight and then you had taken a cab to your place. Two glasses of water and an advil were enough to send you to sleep.
Someone knocked again and you groaned, forcing yourself to get up from your bed. Putting on a robe, you walked to your front door. You wished you hadn't the moment you saw the same half red half white hair and mesmerizing eyes looking back at you.
"... Todoroki, it's 3 am," you yawned. He stayed in silence and you rolled your eyes. "Seriously, I need to get some sleep, I am really tired."
"I came because I can't stop thinking about earlier," he confessed in a neutral tone. Your head snapped back to him, your eyes wide open and lips slightly parted.
"What d--" your sentence was cut short by Todoroki entering your apartment and kissing you on the lips. As if it were a drug, you kissed him back without restraint, not caring how loudly he shut the door behind him. In a few seconds he was carrying you, your legs hooked around his waist as the kiss continued, rough, desperately and filled with more passion than you had felt in the last year.
Your back hit the couch, and memories of laying with Todoroki after a long day of work or watching a movie together right in the same spot came to your mind. You pulled him closer, your legs still wrapped around his waist as your fingers worked to open his shirt. Todoroki got rid of it along with your robe quickly and let his hands wander underneath your pajamas. You let out a sigh when he closed his hands around your breasts. Was it delusional for you to have missed his touch this bad? You always joked that your body was made for him, but feeling his hands match exactly the size of your breasts only reinforced the idea. You took off your pajama top and threw it to the floor. Todorokiâs skin felt hot against yours, almost burning as he took a couple of seconds to look at you.
âI missed you,â you whispered. He smiled softly and kissed you softly, his lips grazing yours for the longest time, as if he wanted to make sure you were real.
âI missed you too,â he replied against your mouth. You drank the chuckle that followed and pulled him back for another kiss as you fumbled with his pants, who made their way to the floor along with the rest of your clothes.
Todorokiâs hand travelled between your legs, his fingers sliding between your wet folds. The moans coming from your mouth became louder as he pushed two fingers inside, feelings your walls tightening around him. He used his free hand to cradle your face, his eyes set on yours as you whimpered under his touch. His thumb drew circles around your clit and your moans started sounding like his name, like a soft prayer, like a welcome home.
Moments later, Todoroki was pushing his cock inside of you, and even if he had taken his time preparing you, the stretch burnt, making you remember how long it had been since the last time he made love to you. This time, you held his head between your hands, foreheads pressed together as he moved his hips against yours at a controlled pace, as if he were getting to know you all over again. You tried to match him with your hips, making him groan against your lips.
Todoroki kissed you and increased his rhythm. His lips devoured you passionately, his tongue dancing with yours as he thrusted in and out. His body knew you so well, it felt like it was claiming it back. It felt familiar, it felt safe, as if you didnât need anything else to enjoy intimacy with you. Even if you had experimented different kinks with him the years you had been together, somehow it all went back to him. It never was the heterochromic eyes or the toned arms you tried to find in other people. It was never looking for men who were also dominant in bed or the quiet ones.
It was just Shouto. The one thing missing was always him.
It doesnât take long for him to take you over the edge, and he follows shortly after, breath hitching against yours. Todoroki attempts to pull out, but your legs wouldnât let him.
âStay,â you whispered weakly and he nodded, pressing a soft kiss on your lips before resting his head on your chest.
Once his head is out of the way, youâre able to see your apartment once again. On the window in front of you, you can see the sun is going to rise any moment, yet all you think about is staying a bit longer with him. Maybe going out for breakfast to the old diner Shouto liked, and going for a stroll until--
Your eyes stop at the door, and the memory of him leaving a year ago comes back to your mind. Furrowing your eyebrows, you look back and see him lying with his eyes closed and calmed respiration. He was there. He came back. That had to mean something, right?
⊠It had to.
You caressed Shoutoâs hair strands and he smiled softly, eyes fluttering as he looked back at you.
"ShoutoâŠ" you whispered, a knot forming on your throat. He took the hand you had on his hair and squeezed it gently.
"Hmm?"
"Shouto⊠you should go home."
This is my home, you yearned for him to say. Iâm home, or maybe another way of him showing you how much you meant to him. How much he was willing to give up to be back in your arms for good.
You wanted desperately to know if your apartment was still a home for Shouto, if he still wanted to build something with you. Because if he did, if he really saw you as his home, then maybe you could--
Todoroki pulled out of you, ignoring the small gasp that left your lips. He stood up and quickly started dressing up, his back turned to you. You closed your eyes, but it still wasn't quick enough to not let a tear fall down your face. Even if you were quick at wiping it off, he never once looked back, not even before he disappeared behind your apartment front door.
Your ragged breath and whimpers emerged only once you thought he was far enough, covering your body with the robe that was laying next to you.
It still smelt like him.
You still smelt like him.
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Todoroki looked at himself on the elevator mirror, trying to fix his hair the best he could, even if he didn't think he would run into anyone in the middle of the night.
'You should go home'.
Your words echoed inside his mind, as he kicked himself for not understanding it sooner. You had been clear enough for him to understand that wasn't his home anymore. It didn't matter how much you had just trembled beneath him, or the way you had looked at him with what he thought was love as he buried himself into you. He had fucked up, he had fucked up by leaving his true home more than a year ago, and now there wasn't a place for him anymore. He understood. He had to understand.
Even if it took him his entire life.
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*HURT/COMFORT*
Pairings: Bruce Wayne x male!reader, Clark Kent x male!reader
The reader and Bruce used to date until he messed up. Not being able to handle the idea of being in the same city as the millionaire, the reader goes away. Luckily for him, in his new city, thereâs a nice and a bit nerdy journalist ready to make his heart flutter again.Â
A/N: Hey! Itâs been awhile⊠the only thing I can say to justify me: college is hard, kidsâŠÂ
 If you don't wanna see meÂ
You really thought that the relationship was going to last until you both were old and you could see the children have kids and that the kids would call you grandpa. Of course, reality proved you wrong at the moment you saw him fucking Selina Kyle in the bed that was supposed to be yours and his. Her moans and cries of pleasure were quite irritating, the way he grunted and moved against her body while she made noises that made her sound like a cat in heat was so disgusting for you, it made you feel sick. The worst part wasnât the fact that it was your first anniversary, it wasnât the fact that he was doing this in your bed, in the bed where you laid with him a lot of times and just whispered âI love youâ while he smiled and whispered âI love youâ in response. No, that wasnât the worst part, the worst part of being cheated on, was that you knew that this wasnât the first time and that he was saying âI love youâ towards her.Â
Did a full 180, crazy
Thinking 'bout the way I was
Did the heartbreak change me? Maybe
But look at where I ended up
I'm all good already
So moved on, it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all, so
If you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me
âWell, it seems that Iâm not needed.â You said quite loudly while you entered the room and closed the door behind you. Your face was stone cold while you looked at the bastard that had the nerve to cheat on you and at the bitch that called herself your best friend.Â
Bruce's face was a poem, surprise, embarrassment, maybe a little bit of guilt, but⊠was it guilt for cheating on you with the woman who called herself your friend? Or was it guilt that came for being caught in the act? Selina looked scared, guilty, even sad; at that moment you didnât care enough about her. If she was going to feel guilty, she shouldnât have fuck your fiance in the first place.
You opened the closet and grabbed two suitcases. They were Bruceâ suitcases but, to be honest, he had more than enough money, so he could buy more if he wanted to do it and well, you deserved to take something after being treated like a fool. You put them on the floor and opened them, then you started to grab your clothes and put them inside the suitcases. After you finished you grabbed a backpack and started pulling your jewels, electronics and important things that were inside the bathroom or around the room.Â
â(Y/N)...â Bruce said, he was sitting in the bed, a sheet was carefully hanging around his waist and Selina had another sheet around her naked body.
âDonât worry, I will leave and you will do whatever you want, BrucieâŠâ you said coldly, making fun of the stupid nickname his lovers had used before he started to date you. After all, you knew that he hated that nickname, it made him feel shallow and like an idiot, but if he was going to act like it, he deserved to be called by that nickname.Â
âGoddammit, (Y/N), I didnât mean this to happen, not like thisâŠâ He said while standing up and grabbing your shoulder to turn you around.
That sentence and his touch combined made you snap. You were trying to be cold, trying to end this quickly because this way, you thought, it wouldnât hurt as much as it did. You tried to ignore the crushing pain that you were feeling over your heart being broken in a thousand pieces. You were trying so hard while you picked up the things that only helped you to remember about the times when you thought you two were happy and in love. You tried so hard but he wasnât making this easy, he was going and acting like it was nothing. Like he didnât just destroy your life together because he decided to think with his cock. You tried but you couldnât accept him acting like this was nothing. So you turned around and looked at him with eyes full of pain, hate and tears pouring from them.Â
âAnd how did you expect this to happen? Tell me, Bruce. In which way did you expect me to find out about you fucking the whore that I thought was my friend? Enlighten me, Bruce, because I have no idea.â You said, while your voice was sounding so bitter and crushed.
âDo not call her a whoreâ He said, jaw locked and frown in his face. Of course, Bruce the hero to the rescue, you thought feeling even more hurt (if that was even possible). Of course, he was acting like you calling Selina a whore was the biggest sin in the world like he didnât decide to throw away all your time together just for a nice fuck.Â
âOh, sure, because you love her, I forgot about that detail, right Bruce? Because you fucking love her, and Iâm here, like an idiot thinking that you still loved me!â You yelled, slapping his hand away, making him look so shocked by your reaction. But letâs be honest, what did he expect? Did he think that you would just laugh this off and call it a day? Of course not, you were hurt, and you werenât willing to stay with him anymore, so you turned around again and grabbed the rest of your things.
â(Y/N)... IâŠâ Selina tried to call you, to tell you whatever excuse was in her mind but you stopped her by turning and looking at her with pure hate in your eyes.
âShut up, you fucking bitch... what? You didnât want this to happen, right? You couldnât help yourself, right? Donât fucking look at my face and lie to meâ You finished saying this and turned around closing your suitcases and standing them up so you could easily grab them and leave the place.
â(Y/N)! Stop, I wonât let you talk to her this way.â Bruce said, clearly angry at you, but you didnât care, you were hurt, he hurt you and he didnât care about it, he only cared about his lover.Â
âOh, boo hoo, so sad, Brucie is angry at me for insulting his whore, what am I going to do? Let me think...â you said while moving and putting your hand under your chin, pretending to think for a few seconds while you faced him. Suddenly, the ring on your left hand shined and made you notice it, almost like a divine sight.
âNow I know! Iâll fucking leave.â You said and took off the engagement ring. Then you threw the ring towards Selina and grabbed your suitcases, turning around one last time and walking towards the door of the bedroom.Â
âHave fun with your boyfriend, Selina, well, of course, until he cheats on you with one of your friends⊠wait, you donât have friends so you will be fine, right?â You said and walked until you were outside of that hellish mansion.Â
âMaster (Y/N)!â You heard Alfred yell and walk towards you. He looked quite regretful and sad, and even if you wanted to be able to lash out to him, to ask and yell at him for not telling you or not keeping Bruce under control. Even if you wanted to be able to blame someone else besides the man that you thought loved you. You knew that you couldnât blame him for not being able to control every step Bruce took. Â
âAlfred⊠tell the kids that if they want to, they can call me any time⊠and also, if you need me to play chess, have some tea and talk, call me.â You said with a sad smile on your face and hugged the man. Alfred hugged you back and just let out a deep sigh, then he gave you the keys of one of Bruceâs cars.Â
âAlfred?â you asked confused.
âA car cannot replace a broken heart, but it can be useful to pursue a new life and also, Master Bruce deserves a little punishment for acting like a dumb teenager.â He said and helped you put the suitcases in the trunk of the car.Â
âGoodbye, Alfred.â You said with a soft chuckle.
âGoodbye, Master (Y/N)â
At that moment you hoped on the car and started to drive, you didnât know your destiny but you just knew that you didnât want to be anywhere close to Bruce and Selina.
Don't show up, don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away, you know how
Don't start caring about me now
Aren't you the guy who tried to
Hurt me with the word "goodbye"?
Though it took some time to survive you
I'm better on the other side
I'm all good already
So moved on, it's scary
I'm not where you left me at all, so
You were in Metropolis. After what happened, obviously, the media of Gotham started to talk about the hot news and âthe dazzling coupleâ of the moment. Some people thought that Bruce was an asshole for dating a woman just after your breakup, even talking about how the breakup was probably due Bruce being a playboy unable to keep it in his pants. Other people supported his choices and thought that it was a good thing that Bruce stopped acting so, like they said, âdelicateâ, obviously wanting to say gay. The other group didnât care enough about the topic. But even if some people supported you, every newspaper, magazine, or tv was talking about the new couple, about how good they looked together and just stuff like that, and if you had to be honest, you werenât comfortable with the idea of seeing your ex and his lover in every part of the city,Â
So you left. You left Bruce's car with Dick and then bought a plane ticket and just flew to the nearest city that you could think of, and that was Metropolis. You started to get more modelling work there and decided to concentrate more in your career since you couldnât do that while dating Bruce. Then you just started to get invited to different parties. So, in hopes of forgetting about Wayne and Kyle, you kept going to the parties, drank different things, and even tried some drugs, always being careful so you wouldnât end up being addicted to something. You danced around with other celebrities, and the Metropolisâ newspapers that also talked about Bruce and Selina at first, started to talk about you and how you became a party spirit after being âfreedâ from Bruceâs claws. Â
The media in Metropolis stopped portraying Bruce as a guy who was freed from you, and started to see you as a model who gained his freedom and his humour back after being cheated on (yes, the rumors about Bruceâs affair became so strong that now all the media commented about it like it was a fact, which it was, but nobody had real evidence besides you and the couple). Some girls took you as an example of self-love and improvement after a bad relationship and in general, after a bad period of time. Obviously, this meant that you had more work as a model and that you even got invited to some tv shows. Your agent even told you that this was the perfect opportunity to publish some of the stories and novels that you had written a few years ago, so you did. Of course, this also was something that caught the newspaperâs attention, after all, they didnât have the opportunity to talk about how the ex boyfriend of a millionaire was a model, writer, and one of the most liked persons in the whole city. This helped you to get your head off Selina and Bruce and just helped you to get better in general, so you kept going to different shows, took more work, published more stories and just enjoyed your time in this new city.Â
This didnât mean that you had forgotten everything about your life in Gotham, the kids called you from time to time, to know about you, to see if someday they could travel and visit you or to just hear your voice once more. And, to be honest, you were so glad that they didnât forget about you after your breakup with Bruce, even Alfred called you from time to time, to see if you were planning to go back to Gotham so you and he could have a nice play of chess. But, every time you answered that even if you were feeling better and you were doing just fine in Metropolis, you werenât sure if you wanted to go back to Gotham, not even for a visit. Still, after saying this, you told him that no matter what he could go to Metropolis to see you with the kids and that your houseâs door would always be opened for them.
As soon as you offered that, they accepted it so from time to time, the kids or Alfred, or even the whole group came around to spend time with you. Of course, you loved to go to parties with the older ones and go to amusement parks with the young boys, but one of the best things was having movie nights together. Just cuddling in the couch of your living room, while enjoying some tasty and healthy (you are fun but also need to take care of your shape to maintain your career) snacks. They didnât talk about their father and the last thing you knew from them about him was that they had fought over his stupidity. Usually you would act like the peacemaker between them but that wasnât your job anymore and if you had to be honest, you werenât interested in working for Bruce again.Â
If you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me
(Don't, don't, don't)
Don't show up, don't come out
Don't start caring about me now
Walk away, you know how
Don't start caring about me now ('Bout me now, 'bout me)
You met him at one of your parties. A few months prior you started to host parties and not only attend them like you were doing before. After all, hosting parties was a good opportunity to meet more people that worked in the same field as you and that could help you get more gigs or other types of opportunities. This was one of the most âopen to the publicâ types of parties, some people from the media, famous models, actors, singers, or just the socialites of Metropolis.
When you saw him, the first thing you thought was that he looked quite charming, handsome and even a bit sexy. Even if, when you saw him, it was just after he was being dumped by a black-haired woman, that you supposed was his (now) ex-girlfriend, in a gorgeous dress; he looked quite charming. In fact, if you had to be honest with yourself, the sight of him being all confused and almost looking like a sad puppy, was quite adorable. So, not wanting to see this handsome and cute man sad anymore, you made your way towards him, grabbing two glasses of wine on your way and just thinking about what you could do to make him smile again, knowing that he probably had the most beautiful smile ever. While you walked towards him, you had to give your greetings to different people that were dancing or drinking around the place. Some of them looked at you with envy and others with desire, it didnât matter, you only had had for the blue eyed beauty.Â
âHey there, misterâŠâ You said with a little smile on your face while you stopped in front of him, offering one glass to the black haired man and hoping that he was kind enough to tell you his name.Â
âKent, Clark KentâŠâ He said, while grabbing the glass and looking a little bit awkward. His reaction made you think that maybe he was quite shy around strangers, or maybe being in a party like this wasnât exactly his scene. Well, you couldnât blame him, parties werenât your scene before you started to go to more of them.
If you had to be honest, he really looked like a lost puppy. This fact was making you want to cuddle him and protect him from the psychos (and probably, ex-girlfriends) that lived in this world (luckily for you, most of the psychos lived in Gotham). In fact, you actually cooed towards him and showed him a delicate and caring smile, making him blush softly, and give you a little but nervous smile. You were right, even this type of smile from him, was so gorgeous.
âIâm (Y/N), nice to meet you, Mr Kent,â You said and raised your glass making a little toast. âFor our meetingâ You finished with a smile on your face and a soft gleam in your eyes, looking quite happy.
âOh, sureâŠâ He said, also raising his glass. âWait⊠(Y/N)? Like the model?â He looked at you directly with a surprised expression on his face.
âThe one and only.â You answered with a smirk, loving the fact that he wasnât polite or kind when you talked to him first because he knew who you were but mostly because that was the way he was. You were done with all the fake people around you that only cared about your new fame and your reputation.
âItâs so good to meet you, thank you so much for the invitation.â He said with a big smile on his face and a soft but amusing gleam on his eyes. Alright, you had to admit that his smile made your heart skip a beat and well, maybe he wasnât only a shy puppy like you thought at first. âTo be honest, in my work weâve been trying to get an interview with you for a while⊠but as you obviously know, you seem to be quite busy.â He said with a soft but deep chuckle, and lord, what a nice and deep voice he had.
âWell, if you are so thankful and want to have an interview⊠I could use some company,â you said with a little and sly smile while putting your hand on his arm and trying to hide the soft gasp that wanted to escape from your lips when you felt his hard muscles under your touch.
âIt would be my pleasure.â He answered you with a smile and offered his arm for you to hang from him, his smile turning into a playful smirk while he noticed your surprise thanks to his body, feeling the sudden need to know you better, to talk to you and maybe, just maybe, to kiss you.
You gave him a little but honest smile. Your eyes shone with the expectations of meeting someone that seemed as interesting as Clark. Inevitably your mind started to wonder about the fact that maybe Clark wasnât a puppy but a nice wolf ready to play with you if you asked for it. That only thought turned your little smile into a playful one, and in that moment you thought that maybe this party was going to be more promising than what you thought at first.
Up, up
Don't come out, out, out
Don't show up, up, up
Don't start now (Oh)
Up, up
Don't come out, out
I'm not where you left me at all, so
âBabe⊠babe⊠baby⊠honey⊠love⊠bunny⊠Baby!â You said with a soft and a bit needy whine.
âYes, hun?â Clark said with a small smile on his face, magnificent deep voice making you smile inevitably and since his dark-framed glasses were resting in the little nightstand, his gorgeous blue eyes were looking directly at you while his fingers caressed your cheek.
âDo you really have to go today? Canât you just⊠stay here and rest with me? Maybe have some grown-up fun.â You said with a smirk that had the intention of being seductive.Â
Of course, calling sex as âgrown-up funâ made your boyfriend laugh softly. After all, with you, talking about just fun could be anything, sex, play a video game, run around your house with nerf guns or even, just lay on your bed while cuddling was fun for you. You were just like that, you didnât need a lot of things or fancy stuff to be happy together and that was so special in your relationship. When you were together, you didnât need to be the perfect model and the shy but smart journalist, you didnât need to keep appearances or try to impress the people around you. Clark didnât need to be the wonderful and perfect hero that he was in front of the citizens when he was showing himself as Superman and you didnât need to act like a crazy party model, and that was just so perfect. Besides, Dick, Jason, Tim and even Damian loved him. You werenât sure why they warmed up to him so quickly but you accepted it when they told you that you would know with time.Â
âI have to go⊠you know this mission is important and that the team needs meâŠâ He said with a soft sigh, caressing your face and hair, getting closer to you so you were almost laying on top of him, since you were already cuddling.Â
âI can cuddle for a couple of minutes but then I have to flyâŠâ He said with a relaxed smile, knowing that this was going to be enough to keep you happy for a couple of minutes before he had to go.Â
Clark hated the idea of leaving you. The idea of going away from home to fight some villain was quite awful for him, since it meant that he was going to leave you alone and unprotected. But he knew that he needed to be there, and he knew that deep down you understood him. After all, he really loved helping people and you were so proud of him because of that.
You knew that Clark was Superman. He had told you about it after you decided to make your relationship official. So, one of your date nights, while you were cuddling in your bed and watching a movie, he had confessed everything. Of course, at first it was hard to believe, almost thinking that he was making some weird type of joke, but after he explained more and showed you that he wasnât joking, you began to understand different things about his behaviour and his weird explanations for the sudden âwork tripsâ.Â
So, you were aware of his different fights and at some point you decided that you werenât going to just stand there while he fought the bad men and got hurt from time to time. This meant that you decided to help him. Of course, when you told him that you were going to aid him he got quite mad. The idea of you putting yourself in danger just so you could help was something that he did not wish for. So, the fight between the two of you kept going until you talked about the things you thought you could do to help and he realised that you werenât talking about fighting by his side, but to help him recover from injuries and to write some of the articles he had to do for his daily job. Eventually he accepted the idea and everything was alright again.
Just as he had promised, Clark stayed with you for a few minutes before flying away. You let out a soft sigh and sat down on the bed, knowing that even if your boyfriend was strong and probably more powerful than whoever villain he was going to fight, you couldnât help but to get worried for his safety. After a few minutes -or half an hour, but who counted, right?- of you worrying for him, you decided to stand up and start to cook for the next day. You were planning to do something simple like a pie or a cake, after all, you wanted to be able to concentrate on the mail meal tomorrow and this was the best way to do so. Clark and you had planned a nice day so he could introduce you to the league and you thought that the best way to do it was to let you host the meeting. You wanted everything to be just perfect, after all, you knew that the league wasnât only Clarkâs colleagues, but also his friends, and you wanted to be accepted with them since the two of you were dating for almost a year.Â
If you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody
If you wanna believe that anything could stop me
Don't show up (Don't show up), don't come out (Don't come out)
Don't start caring about me now ('Bout me now)
Walk away (Walk away), you know how (You know how)
Don't start caring about me now (So)
Clark was by your side, his caring and big hands on your waist while you let your back lean on his chest. The two of you were standing in front of a mirror, and while Clark wasnât wearing the glasses that kept his hero persona hidden, he was in civilian clothes. You were also wearing casual clothing, comforting yourself in his touch while you tried to relax and just avoid the nervousness that was creeping over your throat.
âEverything is going to be fine⊠they are going to love you, reallyâ Clark said with a big and relaxed smile on his face, trying to calm you while he caressed your body over your clothes.
âAre you sure? Maybe what I cooked wonât be tasty enough⊠or maybe they hate the dessert⊠or... â You started to ramble while leaning even closer to Clark. It was almost as if you were trying to hide under his touch.
âStop, they are going to love you just as much as I doâŠâ He stopped you in the middle of your rambling, leaving soft kisses on the side of your face and then pulled away, making you turn around so he could kiss your lips briefly.Â
You were about to stand up on your toes so you could kiss him again but you stopped when you heard the doorbell ringing. You knew that this sound meant that the league was already on your doorstep, you werenât sure who would be the first to arrive but you decided that you couldnât postpone this situation anymore. So you took a deep breath, kissed your boyfriend one more time and then started to walk towards the door of your house, involuntary smiling when you heard Clarkâs footsteps right behind you.
In front of you were a couple of people that had kind smiles on their faces. Diana and Barry, like Clark had introduced them to you, were quite kind and easy to talk to. As soon as they arrived they commented about how wonderful your house looked and they talked about the food smell that promised a wonderful meal. Soon enough the four of you were talking and enjoying each other's company while you waited for the rest of the league to arrive. You were in the middle of a story when you heard the doorbell. Clark, being the sweet heart that he usually is with you, went to open the door while you stood up and started to pour more drinks to your visits and the new guests.Â
âWell, hun, apparently most of them decided to come at the same timeâŠâ Clark said with a chuckle while he entered the house with almost everyone from the league following him.Â
âWell, this means that we can start serving lunch, donât you think, babe?â You turned around with a smile on your face. Smile that disappeared from your face and couldnât help but gasp while showing your surprise when you saw, not only the kids, but Bruce walking behind your boyfriend. Bruce also looked surprised, and if you had not lost your power to be able to interpret his expressions, he looked a bit horrified.Â
â(y/n)?â He asked while looking directly at you, his eyes fixed in your figure standing a few steps away from him.Â
You knew you looked different, you knew that seeing you in this house, with a new boyfriend, looking so relaxed and happy wasnât something he expected. You knew that he didnât wish for you to be unhappy, but he probably thought that you wouldnât be able to love somebody in a long time. Oh, he was quite wrong about that. But being totally honest, he didnât have a right to judge you in any way. After all, the breakup was because he couldnât keep it in his pants while being with that woman.Â
âYou are Clarkâs partner...?â He said after a few seconds.Â
You knew he couldnât judge you in any way. You knew he didnât deserve a thing from you after all what he did. You knew all of this. But still, you couldnât help but shiver while looking at the man that with his affair, pushed you to go away from your city and leave the kids that you considered yours.Â
âLong time no seeâŠâ You finally said like an answer, while looking at the other man and walking closer to Clark. You man, noticing your reaction, walked the steps that were necessary until he was close enough to put his arm around your waist. It was clear. With this action, Clark was saying âback offâ, he knew about your breakup, he wasnât sure about the circumstances because the one time he asked you explained that you didnât want to talk about it and he understood. But he knew that there was something wrong with the way you reacted towards Bruce and he wasnât going to leave you by yourself while you were feeling insecure or bad about something.Â
âWhyâŠ?â You started to ask while looking at the man in front of you. He was wearing a simple shirt and pants, it wasnât totally casual but if you thought about it, Bruce was never casual. Still, his attire didnât explain why he was there like it was fine, like he didnât enter a place full of superheroes.
âWait⊠Are you Batman?â You finally asked while looking at the man with big and a bit surprised eyes.Â
Of course, when you were dating you had some suspicions. After all, the man tended to disappear in the middle of the night and then appeared like there was nothing happening. But at that moment, most of your thoughts were about him going to fix some problems in the office. After all, being the owner of a company as big as his wasnât something easy. So when every time that you asked about him going away, he told you that he was working, you believed him. Certainly like a fool since he was lying to you straight to your face but, still, you believed in him.Â
After that train of thoughts you couldnât help but think about your kids, and then about the young heroes that were with Batman from time to time, and as easy as adding two plus two, you had the whole picture in your mind. At that moment you were ready to yell at him, to explode with rage towards the man who endangered your children without even caring if you knew about it or not. Because yes, your relationship with Bruce was brief and quite rushed (biggest example; being engaged to the man after months of dating) but since the moment you met the kids you knew that they were your children and that you had to protect them. You were ready to scream with anger towards him but you stayed quiet, not really because you wanted to, but because at that exact moment Bruce had no better idea than to talk again..
âI know that you already made all the connections about it but yes, (y/n), Iâm Batman⊠now, care to explain why you are dating Clark?â He asked looking at you like youâve done something bad. Like he had the right to judge you and lecture you about your love life. Â
âWell, BruceâŠâ You started while putting your hand over Clarkâs free hand, caressing the fingers that werenât hugging your waist like he was ready to fly away at any moment.Â
âI donât really have to explain anything to you, you know? In fact, I feel like Iâm the one who needs an explanation, maybe about the fact that you are my ex-fiancĂ© and I didnât know about your little hero persona, or about how you decided to hid from me the fact that my kids are also heroes and that they are in danger every night without me knowing about itâŠâ You said while looking at the man that surprisingly looked a bit nervous under your gaze, then you looked at the children who shifted nervously and looked a bit scared when you told them that the conversation with them was going to be later.Â
â(y/n), you are a civilian, if you knew about all the hero stuff, you would be in danger.â Bruce said in a tone that pretended to show him as calm and collected. But you knew him, at least, you knew this part of him. Bruce was scared, he was nervous because he didnât even think about him being caught by you. Maybe he thought about you being so dumb that you never noticed the signs of him being Batman or maybe he just didnât expect for you to discover him since you have broken up a while ago, in any case, it didnât matter since you did discovered him.Â
âYeah, try another thing buddy⊠also, me being in a relationship with Clark? Because yes, Bruce, we are in a relationship, it isnât your concern, you are my ex fiancĂ©, because you wanted to be my ex fiancĂ©, you ruined our relationship and that made me walk awayâŠâ You made a pause while you looked how he seemed almost hurt by your words. Clarkâs hold on you became a bit more tight, but he didnât say anything, knowing that you needed to do this by yourself so you could be calm again. He was also quiet because he was really surprised by the whole situation. To be honest, the whole group that was around you (except your kids because they knew that their father was an asshole towards you and they knew how the whole relationship ended) was watching the interaction with surprise in their eyes. After all, it was surprising the idea of seeing someone snap at Bruce and even more surprising the fact that he seemed affected because of it.
âSo, Bruce⊠I wonât be against you being here and enjoying a nice evening with the league, children and my boyfriend⊠But I wonât allow you to come to my house and to demand for an explanation that you donât deserve⊠are we clear?â You finished talking while crossing your arms over your chest and looking directly at the man that you could finally say was nothing to you. For a few seconds, Bruce remained in silence, looking at you with a frown on his face. Confusion, anger and maybe a bit of regret were all over his face in an expression that you couldnât fully interpret. He almost seemed conflicted, but when you thought that he was going to argue with you, he just let out a sigh and looked at you with a sad smile.
âYes, (y/n), thank you for inviting us to yours and Clarkâs homeâŠâ He said towards you before nodding and starting to walk inside your living room.Â
Soon enough, the children hugged you and after a few words of apology for keeping their secret identities from you, they walked inside the living room being followed by the rest of the league. All of them greeting you and complimenting the decorations of the house. The rest of the day was spent in the middle of conversations, eating food, you being complimented for your cooking skills, and fun stories that helped to clear the air between you and Bruce. You werenât friends, you werenât going to try to be friends, but at least you werenât hostile towards one another and it was all thanks to the people around you.Â
When the sunlight started to disappear and the food was almost over, the members of the league considered you a new friend and they slowly started to go towards their houses. After talking with the children, you came to the agreement that they were going to stay with Clark and you for the weekend. Then, when almost everybody was gone, you stood while leaning on the door frame of your house, Bruce was in front of you, looking directly towards you with a smile on his face that didnât reach his eyes. He wasnât faking the smile, but you knew that like before, this smile was full of sadness.Â
âI lose you forever, right?â He asked softly, almost in a whisper and like a year ago, you remembered him whispering the same voice a quite adorable and caring âI love youâŠâÂ
âYesâŠâ You answered and put your hand on his cheek, smiling towards him with the same sad and tired smile that you couldnât help but to show him.
âDoes he make you happy? Really happy?â He asked and you just closed your eyes while nodding before opening them again when you felt his hand caressing yours.Â
âIâm sorry for hurting you⊠Itâs good that you are happy and I hope that we see each other again...â He said before pulling away and starting to walk towards his car before going inside and driving away.
You werenât friends, you probably would never be friends again, and you knew that he was sorry, that he missed you. But you were sure that he knew that he lost you at the moment he even thought about cheating on you. He knew that you werenât going to be back with him, and that being back in your life would be hard and painful for you and him. So he did what he thought was for the best and walked away. If some day you wanted to give him an opportunity to be friends, he would be grateful and take it, but he wasnât going to show up again to try to win you back just so he ended up ruining everything. He wasnât going to hurt you again if he could avoid it.Â
Up, up
Don't come out, out, out
Don't show up, up, up
Walk away, walk away (So)
Up, up
Don't come out, out, out
Don't show up, up, up
Walk away, walk away, oh
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permanently ~ corpse husband
word count: 1456
request?: yes!
âCorpse husband x female reader. The reader is corpse wife but they keep there really private only a few people know that corpse is married, one day people start asking corpse if he is seeing someone and corpse doesnât know if he wants to reveal heâs married because he worried she will get hate so he talks to the reader about it and his worries and the reader comforts him about his worries. Later corpse reveals in a video that hes married and everyone really happy and supportive of his marriage.â
description: in which he reveals a surprising secret to his fans after months of questions about his love life
pairing: corpse x female!reader
warnings: swearing
masterlist (one, two)
It started when his fans heard her speak during a stream.
Corpse had been careful to keep his love life a secret for so long. He loved his fans, but he knew that if he even gave the slightest indication that he was seeing someone, the more extreme of his fanbase would go looking for her. He didnât want any hate messages sent her way, she didnât deserve any of that.
They had been so careful. (Y/N) would stay away from Corpseâs streaming room while he was streaming, or sheâd sit next to him and make zero noise. Luckily, (Y/N) wasnât famous, so they were able to share pictures and videos on her private social media accounts.
She had slightly pushed open the door to his streaming room one night, trying her best to make as little noise as possible in case his mic was on. Corpse noticed her from the corner of his eyes and turned to look at her.
âMic off?â she whispered. Corpse chuckled and nodded. âI sent you a text but you didnât respond. Iâm gonna go get something to eat, do you want anything picked up?â
âIâm good for now, thank you.â
(Y/N) smiled and crossed the room to give him a kiss before leaving again.
For the half hour she was gone, (Y/N) lived in ignorant bliss, unaware of the chaos happening online.
When she got home, she found her husband pacing the kitchen. Concern was written all over his face, and it deepened when (Y/N) walked through the front door.
âBaby, whatâs wrong?â she asked.
âThe mic wasnât off,â he said.
(Y/N) knew what he meant immediately, but she still couldnât help but ask, âWhat?â
âWhen you came in during my stream, I thought I had shut my mic off, but I didnât. My viewers heard us talking, and they heard us kiss. The chat went wild and itâs trending on Twitter already; #corpsesmysterywoman.â
(Y/N) grabbed her phone and went into Twitter. It was the top trend and it was flooded with tweets that ran from shocked to supportive and happy to, of course, hateful.
âOn the plus side,â she started, âtheyâll never be able to identify me just by my voice.â
âDoesnât mean they wonât try.â
(Y/N) sighed as she watched Corpse start to bite his fingers, something he did whenever his anxiety ran high. She felt bad for him. He shouldnât have to worry about his fans having a negative reaction about their marriage, and he definitely shouldnât feel like he was to blame if his fans found her, which she knew he would.
(Y/N) touched Corpseâs shoulder, causing him to stop and look up at her. She took his hands in hers, wiping away the blood he had drawn.
âItâs okay,â she assured him. âWeâll get through this. Besides, Iâm a big girl. I can handle this if anything happens.â
Corpse nodded. âI know, I just didnât want you to be brought into this.â
âIt was bound to happen eventually. Couldâve been worse.â
Corpse wrapped his arms around her and held her tightly. She hugged him back, dreading the next time heâd have to go online.
~~~~~~
A week passed and the buzz around Corpseâs âmystery womanâ did not die down. The hashtag trended for two days, and his fans were still speculating on Twitter. Corpse took some time off social media in hopes it would all blow over, but it became evident very soon that it would not. Everyone was still tweeting him about it, and it even began to escalate to people would ask Corpseâs friends during their streams.
Enough was enough, and Corpse decided it was time to address the issue.
He announced he would be doing a Q&A stream on his Twitter. Within seconds, the stream was trending.
(Y/N) sat on the floor next to Corpseâs chair as he set his stream up. She could see he was shaking with anxiety over the situation. She put a hand on his leg, bringing his attention to her.
âItâll be okay,â she assured him. âI promise.â
Corpse gave her the best smile he could muster. He laced his fingers through hers, trying to calm himself down. Before he could back out of it, he started the stream.
The chat flooded with questions immediately, most of which were asking about her. Corpse was able to avoid these questions for as long as he could, until someone donated a super chat question specifically asking about Corpseâs relationship status.
âAre you taken?â he read. âWell, I guess I canât get around it now. The answer is yes, I am taken, and I am taken permanently.â
The chat went wild at this. Corpseâs hands began to shake again and (Y/N) squeezed the one she was holding, trying to look up at him sympathetically. His attention was focused on the screen in front of him, trying to get the words out the best he could.
âThe truth is, I was seeing someone for a long time. She isnât a content creator or famous in any way, so I wanted to keep our relationship to ourselves. Weâve made it public with her friends and family, but as far as my YouTube life goes, I wanted to keep it a secret. At first it was because I didnât want to announce the relationship and have it go south and we break up, but the longer we kept it a secret the more I knew I wanted it that way because it was just another aspect of my life I thought would be better to keep to myself. I didnât want to bring her into a spotlight that she didnât want, and honestly, I didnât want any of my fans to know who she was.
âAnd marriage...well, it wasnât something I ever expected to happen to me. We werenât even dating all that long when we both got drunk one night and I just...I asked her. We both laughed it off at the time, but the next morning when we sobered up I realized I still wanted to marry her. So I asked her again, promised her Iâd get her a ring when I could, and she said yes. Flash forward about a year and...Iâm a married man.â
(Y/N) leaned her head against Corpseâs leg and smiled up at him. Through his nervousness and anxiety, she could see him reminiscing on the history of their relationship, the way she liked to do sometimes. Especially on the hilarious story of their engagement.
âI wonât be giving any more details besides that,â he said. âI will not stream with her if she does not feel comfortable, I will not be publicly stating her real name, I certainly wonât be posting her face on any of my social media. Especially without her permission as she has already said she doesnât really want a life in the public eye. I am sorry I kept this from you all for so long, but I hope you can understand my reasoning, and I hope you will all treat my wife with respect. Thatâs all I really want.â
He continued with the Q&A. After enough time had passed for that information to sink in, you decided to check Twitter to see what the reaction had been. The top trend, within a matter of minutes, was #wearehappyforcorpse. The hashtag was flooded with kind messages congratulating Corpse on getting married and on finding the one. A few people were sharing Corpseâs wishes and warning the extreme fans not to go looking for whoever Corpseâs wife was until one of them made her identity public. There was very little negativity and, although (Y/N) had told Corpse this would likely be the case, she was relieved to know that it actually was.
When the stream ended, (Y/N) could almost physically see the weight that had been lifted off Corpseâs shoulders. She stood from the floor to sit on his lap. He took her in his arms and buried his head in her shoulder, letting out a long sigh of relief.
âThat went well,â she said. âAlmost like I said it would.â
âDonât say I told you so,â Corpse said, lifting his head to smile at her. âAlthough, I also knew it would go fine.â
âEven if it went different, we wouldâve dealt with it together. Thatâs what married couples do.â
Corpse leaned forward and kissed her gently. (Y/N) smiled as she broke away and kissed the tip of his nose.
âIâm so lucky to have you,â he said.
âYou are.â
Corpse chuckled and playfully squeezed her as he kissed over her neck and face.
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No Better Outcome
Spencer Reid x Reader (female)
A/N- I had a request for a Spencer imagine where the reader was held at gun point by the unsub and Spencer had to talk them down. I said it would be finished last week and posted, but to be honest, I hated how it was so I re-wrote the whole thing. I caât remember who requested it either.
Word Count- 2336 words
Warnings- Angst, Fluff, mentions of guns and murder.
âWhat do we know about this guy?â
Y/N glanced at Reid as she continued to drive to their destination. The team had been called to Baltimore on a case the morning before. Four couples had been found brutally murdered in their homes; located across the city. The team had quickly learnt that all the couples were newly engaged and had very healthy, happy relationships.
âLandon Reeves, aged 24. Garcia looked into each of the couples lives and found that Landon works at the local auto repair shop. Each of the males have visited the shop in the past three months, all complaining about the same problem with their cars; faulty breaks. Landon was the one that handled all the bookings.â
Y/N nodded her head as Reid spoke, taking in the information.
âSo, weâve got a 24-year-old, Caucasian, male who has fixed all four male victimsâ vehicles in the last 90 days, which they all coincidentally needed the same job doing. Sounds like to me; Landon might have had his eye on them before they entered the shop. Thereâs too much coincidence between the couples for him not to have.â
Pulling up to a red light, Y/N turned her head to look at Spencer.
âThe murders looked disorganised but were actually very meticulous. All the women were mutilated in the bathroom, but their bodies were tucked into the beds. They were covered and their arms crossed; showing signs of remorse. But the male victims were splayed and left out for all to be seen. He hid the womenâs modesty and treated the men like animals.â
Honking drew Y/N from her thought process. Swivelling her body to face the wheel once more, she continued to drive.
Spencer comprehended Y/Nâs words.
âMaybe he lost a fiancĂ©e or girlfriend? Left him for someone else or even cheated.â
Spencer shook his head.
âUsually, if an unsub targets woman that remind him of an unfaithful partner, the attack towards them would be messy, violent, and have shown forms of sexual assault. This hasnât occurred here. The women were shot clean through the heart. No signs of sexual assault or torture. Garcia already looked into any past relationships of Landonâs. No spousal deaths or even any signs of a partner from his social media. Ever.â
Y/N pulled up on the curb outside their desired location. They had already checked to see if Landon was at work before they travelled to his home. Speaking to his co-workers at the garage, they were more than sure he was their unsub.
âWell, letâs go do our job Dr Reid. All we can do is question for now.â
Spencer chuckled as Y/N opened the SUV door, sliding out and adjusting her appearance; making sure her gun was secure in her holster. Shaking his head, Spencer stepped out and walked to her side.
Walking side by side as they walked up the steps of the house, the pair stopped at the door; Y/N stepped forward and knocked on the wood.
They waited for any sign of an answer. Spencer looked through the window to see a figure walking towards the door.
The pair stood straight as Landon opened the door.
âLandon Reeves?â
âSpeaking?â
Y/N glanced at Spencer as he spoke.
âIâm Dr Spencer Reid and this is SSA Y/F/N Y/L/N. Were from the FBI. We just wanted to ask you some questions.
Landon begun to shift uncomfortably in his stance.
âAbout what?â
Y/N stepped slightly as she spoke, noticing the increased edge of his tone of voice.
âWe just want to ask about a few of your customers. Of course, only if it isnât a waste of your time.â
Landon stood silently for a while before he allowed them into the house.
Insisting Y/N to go first Spencer kept his eye on Landon, just in case he tried to run for it as they walked inside. He didnât.
Shutting the door behind Spencer, Landon ushered them into the living room; offering them to take a seat on his sofa.
He gave of waves of discomfort. Fidgeting with his hands, biting his lip, and avoiding eye contact. He was guilty of something. But murder? Y/N wasnât how sure. Something would have had to make him snap.
Y/N allowed Spencer to take the lead in questioning as she discreetly surveyed the room.
âMr Reeves, on a weekly basis, how many customers do you have come into the workshop?â
Landon shrugged his shoulders.
âIt depends. Some weeks are better than others.â
Spencer nodded his head.
âOn average, according to the week, how many cars do you repair which the fault concerns the brakes?â
Landon shuffled in his chair as he uncrossed and re-crossed his arms.
âOnly about one or two. We mostly get broken taillight or problem with the exhaust.â
Y/Nâs eyes caught the pictures on the fireplace as she pretended to write down Landonâs answers. She knew Spencer would remember what he said word for word, so she had no worry but to focus on surveying the area for any information that could help.
Above the mantel piece sat an array of pictures showing Landon with multiple different people. Pulling out her phone, Y/N texted Garcia requesting details on Landonâs family. Not more than two minutes later, she got a reply.
From the information Garcia found, it seemed Landon had a good family. No problems concerning abuse, abandonment, gambling, nothing. But the description of the family didnât coincide with two pictures. Landon and his family were all brunette. But he had two pictures on the mantle of him and a young blonde woman; who looked eerily like the victims.
âWhat does me fixing a few brakes and taillights have to do with the FBI?â
Y/N looked up at Landon at the sound of his agitated question.
Spencer went to answer his question, but before he could, Y/N interrupted the young genius.
âHow long have you and your girlfriend been together? Youâre a very cute couple.â
Landon looked in the direction that Y/N was pointing. His body became tense for a short moment; his hands clenching in fists. Spencer noticed the change in his demeanour.
âSheâs not my girlfriend. Weâre just best friends.â
Y/N nodded her head.
âWhatâs her name?â
Landon licked his lips as his nerves spiked.
âCeleste.â
âWell, I think you and Celeste would make a cute couple. You should ask her out?â
Y/N walked to stand slightly closer to Landon to gage his reaction.
Landon continued to tense up as Y/N carried on talking and walking closer.
âOr is she already taken? Because she looks an awful lot like three women who have been murdered in the following months. All whom were customers of yours.â
Spencer went to step forward.
âY/N-â
âDoes she not call you back anymore Landon? Cancels your plans? Or doesnât even bother to make them herself?â
âShut up.â
Y/N took another step closer.
âIs it because she doesnât love you back?â
Before another step could be taken, Landon suddenly pulled a gun out from the cushion of his sofa, pointing it towards Y/N.
Spencer quickly drew his gun, aiming it at Landon. He could tell by the look on Y/Nâs face that she knew he had a gun the whole time.
âLandon put the gun down.â
Through his earpiece, her heard Hotchâs voice.
âReid, weâre on our way. Y/Nâs mobile is called through to Garcia. We can hear everything, so stay calm.â
Spencer kept his focus on Landon in front of him.
âLandon put the gun down and we can talk, okay? She didnât mean what she said.â
âYes, she did!â
Y/N flinched at the sudden raised voice from the unsub. She knew the risk when she began to ask him questions. But there had been lives lost, and she did not want to walk away from this suspect, and another life be taken. She would risk herself always. Spencer knew this and he hated that she would always risk herself to save everyone else.
Spencer glanced at Y/N as he saw her flinch. Looking back at Landon, he saw the boys hand shaking. Keeping his own arm locked and in position, Spencer tried to defuse the situation.
âI know how it feel. To be love someone for so long and so deeply that it rips you apart to know they donât feel the same way back.â
Landon looked away from Y/N and towards Spencer; tears of frustration falling down his face.
âBut just because they donât love you back the same way doesnât mean they donât care.â
Y/N couldnât tear her eyes away from Spencer as he spoke.
Landon shook his head, the gun shaking in his grasp, as he repositions it in his sweaty grip.
âShe was the best thing about this place. Everyone said we were meant to be together. Everyone! But she left with him. Moved to a whole different fucking state after knowing him for 2 months. Weâve known each other for 14 years. Iâve loved her for 14 years and she left me for someone sheâs known for 2 months!â
Reid licked his lips, preparing himself for what he was about to say. He knew this could change things between him and Y/N, but he couldnât risk the thought of her getting hurt. Or even worse, dying.
âI was 25 when I met her. Iâve been in love with her for over ten years. Watching her with other men, listening to her date stories, being there to help mend her broken heart, and so much more. Weâve been side by side nearly every day. Spending holidays together and birthdays, even when we didnât need to. I thought for a while she liked me back. But I couldnât put her through all the issues and problems that I come with.â
Y/N looked at Spencer in disbelief.
âI knew I loved her approximately four months after I had known her. I accepted she didnât love me back after two years of hoping that she did.â
Spencer to a cautious step towards Landon; watching as the boyâs grip on the gun loosened as he recognised himself in Spencerâs story.
âBut I would rather have her in my life every day, in any other way, than to not have her there at all. Because I would miss having someone to watch Doctor Who with when we both canât sleep. I would miss the lunch trips to the food trucks when work was quiet. I would miss the good morning texts and goodnight messages. I would miss so much that I get in a friendship, that I wouldnât in strangers of unreciprocated feelings.â
Spencer took another step forward.
âYou choose, Landon. But, if you drop your weapon, and let us take you in, Celeste will still see you as her best friend; who she loves dearly.â
Landon looked at Spencer with tears streaming down his cheeks; his lower lip wobbling. Slowly, he lowered his gun, letting Spencer take it from his hands.
Passing the gun behind him, Spencer focused on cuffing Landon as Y/N quietly stepped forward and grabbed the gun.
Just as he clicked the cuffs shut, the rest of the team walked through the door.
Hotch and Luke moved to take Landon from Spencer, as JJ and Tara moved to consult Y/N. Checking her over for any injuries, the women asked if she was okay. Y/N reassured the pair, but she could not waver her stare from Spencer as he watched Landon be escorted out and into the police vehicle.
Sensing the looming conversation, the team all walked outside, leaving Y/N and Spencer in the house alone.
Silence befell upon them.
Y/N walked towards Spencer, placing a hand on his shoulder as she spoke.
âSpencer Iâ
Spencer swivelled around in her grip.
Before Y/N could say anymore, Spencer pulled Y/N into a tight embrace. Quickly interlocking her arms around his neck, the pair basked in each otherâs presence. Spencer was the first to pull apart.
âNever put yourself in a situation like that again. You realised he had a weapon and still antagonised him. What would you have done if he had fired? What do you think I wouldâŠâ
Before Spencer could finish berating Y/N, she grabbed his face between her hands and pulled his lips against her own. Moving her hands to tangle into his hair, Y/N pushed her body flush against Spencer, gasping as his hands instantly moved to grip her hips. Pulling her impossibly closer, Spencerâs mouth moved against Y/Nâs feverishly.
The pair slowly pulled apart as they both filled their lungs back with air. Spencer couldnât help but blush under Y/Nâs gaze.
Y/N giggled at the rising pink in his cheeks. Placing a quick peck on his lips, Y/N looked Spencer in the eyes.
âI love you Spence. I have for a really long time. Thatâs why those other guys never worked out because I was trying to get over you, and I couldnât.â
Spencer couldnât help but lean forward and kiss her again.
Once again pulling apart, Spencer rested his head against her own, and allowed for the smile to take over his face.
âI love you too. But please stop putting your life in danger.â
Y/N leaned back and laughed at Spencerâs words.
Glancing out the window, she could see the team almost ready to leave. Y/N pulled herself from Spencerâs embrace.
âUnfortunately, with the job we have, thatâs one promise I canât make.â
Spencer rolled his eyes with a smirk.
Y/N placed her hand in Spencerâs, interlocking the digits.
âCome on, Dr Reid. We got a case to officially close.â
The pair walked out the house hand in hand, as they walked towards their team. Giving Spencerâs hand a squeeze, she let his hand go and she continued to speak to Hotch and Luke, about the details of what occurred.
Spencer stood by her side, listening to her words and interjected when needed. While it wasnât the exact outcome they expected the case to end with, it sure could not have ended any better.
A/N- I hope you enjoy. I have a few ideas that Iâm going to write. One in particular is going to be a more personal one so stay tuned.
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