#just say so and i'll try to remember lol
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Still in London (and stuck in the heat rip me) and there is a bookstore called Gay's The Word that is filled to the brim with all kinds of queer books and queer books ONLY.
As one does, I had to put myself on a leash on only buy 5 new books I am incredibily excited about. So in case anyone is looking for new reading material, here's the list:
The Story of Silence by Alex Myers about a nonbinary knight "finding the courage to be who they are"
The Butch Monologues by Laura Bridgeman which is a collection of contemporary real-life stories exploring, well, butch and gender experiences
No Modernism without Lesbians by Diana Souhami, a collective biography about Sylvia Beach, Natalie Barney, Bryher, and Gertrude Stein and the Modernist movement
This Is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone, which I think many people already know–time travelling, science fiction, queer love, and existential crises
It Came From the Closet is a collection of twenty-six essays under the theme of queer reflections on horror, and I think that really tells you everything you need to know about it; critical, humorous, historical, and defined by personal experiences
They also have a website where you can browse and buy said books, pins, and more! It's a great way of buying queer books from queer people.
#alex yells at the void#queer literature#queer lit#queer books#gay's the word#queer bookstore#idk how to tag this#queer stuff#if anyone is interested in some kind of review as i work my way through them#just say so and i'll try to remember lol
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Alnst doodles that i did instead of passing my classes
#alien stage#alnst#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst sua#alnst luka#ivantill#fanart#round 6 released while i was toiling away miserably at uni and i spent so much time wanting to draw them#but i had to class work which sucks#so i kept saying “well as long as it's just a small drawing” i'll do some more detailed stuff after this semester#and then i finished the semester and remembered that i can't draw full body poses so the stuff i was gonna draw ended up not being drawn#ya know what? imma complain about uni here lol#when ya give students an assignment it's ideal to have the task accurately outlined on the sheet. idk.#maybe the actual task shouldn't be something different that you'll casually mention in a lecture instead of the actual task sheet.#anyway the first 3 pics are me trying a different shading style after a class made me sick of my usual style#i miss ivan alnst RIP bro
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#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#I know I know he was pretending to be the fifth advisor and he was giving us general academic answers only#so it could've been a case of 'you know nothing little child lemme solasplain the world you live in'#as a guide to a player that doesn't remember stuff / is playing the game for the first time#but like#why call it chantry superstition then?#that's clearly a formed opinion he's giving to quisi#and he doesn't contradict his words when she says 'it's just a mean to an end'#(is this a critical? lol)#(I'm genuinely trying to understand this man but the real informations he gave us in the previous game sometimes don't match with-#-what he's saying in this game. I actually like solas SO FAR lol)#I'll tag the#solas critical#anyway. because I'm being nitpicky and that's on me
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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brain is overrated let me be a sea sponge 👎👎👎
#feeling horrible bc the only person i could talk to about how i feel is terrible at comforting me lol#she'll be like 'youre not gonna cry in my office right lol'#or I'll say i haven't felt able to wash my hair and she'll just go EwWww#girl please im trying so hard to stay afloat rn#i want to vent to someone but im just picturing her reaction if i said how i really feel ...#and it seems whenever im depressed and less talkative and don't contact her as much#she's never the one to reach out. but then i get 'why did u not message me??'#like idk maybe because my brain is killing me ????#ik im not the best friend either but just hate feeling like i have to hear all of her problems and she doesn't really do the same for me :(#and it's like that for school things too. could literally recite her thesis for u rn but i don't think she has ever read any of my work ugh#anyway fuck. remember how it feels to be in a relationship & someone cares about ur thoughts and work???
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→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe
→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them
→ no longer feels cringe
#jic ur wondering why all of them are drawn w that same arms out legs semi open pose#do i obsessively worry about this to an unhealthy degree? yeah#do people not verbally tell me that seeing me draw the same pose over and over again is Boring or Lame or stupid or smth? yes but i get#like. stupidly anxious and start thinking about things like that which i obviously know probably isn't the case and that in actuality#no one cares about how i draw more than i do#but it's still difficult not to ruminate on thoughts of people subconsciously rolling their eyes at my art because its so plain and boring#and static and stiff and it doesnt feel lively and dynamic like the artists i aspire to be like#but then i also remember im only just starting my art journey. by this year I'll only have been drawing for 4 years. 4 YEARS.#which seems like alot honestly? especially w the progress I've made#but most; if not everyone who isn't me have spent 7+ YEARS of drawing and i remind myself that. oh#yeah! im on the same path they were#maybe they had the same issues i did#but ill get through it :) i want to experiment more this year w my art#i say that but i need to COMMIT#i need to commit. to actually put in effort to learn posing and perspective instead of trying to lazily scrawl color on a digital canvas#but it all seems so daunting#but; you know; in time it'll come. seeing the difference only a few months has done to my art is also truly refreshing#it lets me know that im still learning and improving my technique and that really helps iron out any anxieties i have.#sorry this got super rambly super quickly lol
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today i met tiny chris
poor wean's da got et by a 'bon. now he wants 'em all dead. wiv' crossy eyes like them as drawed in the picture shows. dinnae get et and ye might be his new da.
he actually made me think about two things - the npcs/people we've helped along the way, and the writing of accents.
it's no secret i gave biff this accent - it tells you he ain't a city slicker but rather a rural boy, it tells you his folks ain't got a lotta money (at least, one would think), and it associates him with a specific cultural/ethnic profile (gaelic, i know/studied a little more about irish than scots so i lean irish)
i think we should, as a society, be wary of continuing to associate class with specific ethnic communities, but i'm not learned enough to make a post dedicated to my specific thoughts on that (yet? tbd)
mostly, i think it's important to look at the way characters speak as a vehicle of writing. when you write a character's accent, is it useful for what you're trying to establish in the scene? is the noble supposed to fail to understand the vernacular of his server? is it useful if the character is always going to say "dinnae" instead of "do not"? when dealing with non-western characters with accents, how far is it okay to go until the dialogue goes from representation to racist charicature?
writers have the power of flexibility. writing is about persuasion more than anything else, and we should remember to persuade our audiences that these are people. they aren't real, so don't bother with "realistic" - but they represent real ideas, concepts and associations in our world. it's important to be careful what you do with these, intended or not! and if you make an oopsie? acknowledge, accept and continue on your journey to being your best.
my preferences for writing accents based on my experiences, observations and education lean thus:
pick and choose what words require emphasis. if the whole sentence requires it, then so be it! but make conscious choices. words weigh differently, and they carry double the weight when they're written out to represent an accent. just really think about whether or not this is the point you want to say to, t', ta, or tae. the whole sentence doesn't need to be written out phonetically b/c avoiding doing that helps us steer clear of reiterating caricatures.
include culturally specific verbiage. "what's the craic" or "how's it hangin'" depending on who your character is. in india, lots of people greet each other with religious phrases (in english, it'd sound like saying "god is good"/"good is god" call and response) - so a thavnairian character could say anything between "sisters be with you" to "mindhurva guide your path today" (and also yours, brother/sister). but also: wain, wean, child, sweetling,
be careful which non-english words your character uses. i don't call it chai tea latte, i call it chai latte. my wife doesn't call it green tea latte, but matcha latte. i actually don't drink chai latte, i drink chai. but i call it both chai and tea interchangeably; so, when i want someone to know how to prepare my tea, i might ask for chai instead of tea. because with chai, you get half or whole base milk instead of water. you get dried ginger or an array of spices depending on the auntie. with tea, you get dried up leaves and some hot water. big difference for me.
above all, make sure it's legible most of the time. you can do this by avoiding writing a character's accent out completely phonetically. this isn't to say "conform your character to what people think they should talk like". this is about being aware that writing implies an audience. if you want your writing to connect with people, the important parts should be clearly communicated in the text. especially if you're writing in english. if i wanted my characters to speak hindi, why would i bother writing the story in english at all? you want people to see your character a specific way. write them the way you hope they'll be seen--if you've done a good enough job, it will lead to so much joy and satisfaction. if you haven't--it's back to the drawing board! but you get the chance to learn even more.
#ooc;;#screenshots;;#i've been wanting to say something forever#in reality though i want to include an ep about tiny chris in my ongoing fic#so i was looking at him and his FATES and i was then compelled to go back to other lower level areas and be like#where are the other little guys we helped? i love them#i don't really care if the time bubble keeps them in our halcyon days as a sprout#i want to learn who they are again and again and love on them#and imagine what happens to them as our stories grow side by side#i think i'll be stuck in ARR for a long time so sorry about that#but i think it will be worth it for the kind of story i want to tell anyway#ps this is probably going to be outdated advice someday so pls remember that even im doing my best LOL#i'm just tired of being quiet... i'm going to do me and not worry about fitting in...#it took me awhile to remember that my position culturally means i'll always be a disruptive presence to the status quo#so it's better for my health to stop hoping i'll fit in somewhere and just try to relax
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oh shit i forgot to send a new one! brain mush.
uh. let's say 75 please?
No worries, thanks for sending these, they're really nice!!! More Holograms (and the introduction of I think the last major character...)
Julie laughed and followed her brother in, Reggie and Alex on her heels. Fuego was standing beside the receptionist’s desk. He looked up and smiled when he heard them approach. “Ah good, I’ll let Mr. Covington know you’re here.” He turned away from them, pink nails clicking against his tablet. Julie was about to ask about the agenda for the day when she heard a crash behind her. She whirled around to see Alex lying on the floor, someone else practically on top of him, clearly having just bowled him over. “Oh my gosh, I am so sorry,” the new person exclaimed, scrambling to their feet and holding out a hand to Alex. “I wasn’t even looking.”
(Send me a number and I'll write that many words in my WIP and show you!)
#legolas tag#julie and the phantoms#legolas ask#jatp jem and the holograms au#HAH I have been trying to get Willie actually in here for like... 3 chapters now?#but the characters haven't been cooperating#I honestly didn't mean for him to show up here but like...#it works.#and it's kinda cute if I do say so myself :D#And I think that's probably the end of chapter 6!#The urge to post chapter 1 just for curiosity's sake is growing :(((#but that would require editing which I don't really have time to do#Idk#maybe we shall see#I think technically speaking I'm like a little under halfway through the movie in terms of plot points#but there's a lot of character stuff that the movie just kinda glosses over cause of run time#that I wanna lean into more#so realistically I'm like... maybe a third of the way through?#or less?#and I don't wanna disappoint people if it takes me a long time to get the rest out if they start it now#I MEAN IT HAS TAKEN ME OVER A YEAR JUST TO GET THIS MUCH DONE!#The document is like....60 pages including notes?#ack okay just remembered this is an ask game and literally no one cares about my time log crisis lol so I'll shush XD
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i think beastars would've worked way better if the desire to eat the meat of herbivores by hunting them down and killing them wasn't inherent to all carnivores and wasn't this like... weird uncontrollable urge. as a story that muses on what would happen if an animal society with parallels to ours existed, its an interesting concept but it falls apart -really- fast when people attempt to compare it to the racial dynamics of our reality (the author heavily advises against this, but I think it's a significant issue if people continue to think of it this way regardless of her intent). and it also falls apart when considering something like harm reduction and rehabilitation. with the latter point i would chalk that up to an issue of execution and lack of understanding on the author's part
god this post is so much longer than I thought it'd be uhhh
carnivores viewing herbivores as a potential food source is something that's considered inherent to being a carnivore. Not the craving for meat or adequate sustenance, but viewing another sentient living being as food which i think is a significant difference. It's treated as a matter of fact within the text and isn't disputed in any real way. In fact, a lot of the really ... "questionable" (understatement) societal dynamics are presented as like. just being the way things are with characters accepting it without any real heavy objection to it in some instances (there is a specific story in beast complex I'm thinking about right now). Haven't even touched upon the gender bioessentialism but maybe I'll get to that in another post
There's a strange sort of Both Ways dynamic between carnivores and herbivores where herbivores have the significant disadvantage in physical strength but outnumber carnivores by a large margin. Herbivores are also significantly more represented in some career prospects while carnivores have to follow social rules to be as non-threatening as possible. (As a note female carnivores are presented as straight up not being as dangerous or aggressive as the male ones. and while there are ones that predated on herbivores they're portrayed as mentally unwell or manipulative, or in some cases their predation has a twinge of sexuality to it... male carnivores generally are portrayed with a bout maliciousness in their predator instincts until they receive treatment and "go back to normal")
Let me summarize what I think wouldve been far more interesting to consider: how punitive justice doesn't work to prevent crime and doesn't stop people from repeating crimes, how people who lack resources are driven to desperation and how that can enable them to commit violent acts, how oppression isn't born out of fear of the oppressed group but rather a means of seeking domination over the oppressed group.
I really hesitate to put carnivores in the role of an oppressed group and with what i can gather from beastars I'm starting to think that was avoided on purpose, but I'd have to reread it in order to give a better analysis
I think it'd be interesting overall if the issue was that carnivores aren't getting enough sustenance and in turn are quite malnourished. Maybe they didn't eat meat of herbivores but instead the meat of non-sentient fish, but that was viewed as a slippery slope that leads to eating herbivores. Stuff like synthetic meat or anything resembling meat (and like the manga, stuff like bugs not counting) was banned. So even though fish meat would be a worthwhile option to consider, it is still illegal due to moral views despite the illegality causing far more damage to society as a whole. This could Still be like, not ideal in a story sense I feel like but as beastars exist right now it's much more concerning
I've read the entire manga and yes I know fish meat was considered a solution at the end but the whole thing was so fuckin flimsy that it felt like a bandaid solution to the problems that were portrayed in the beginning
#this post is severely incomplete in terms of my thought process behind it but i really really need to do homework so I can't just sit here-#-and write a beastars essay lol#also the whole herbivore blood being sold as drugs was fucking weird now that i remember that#beastars is fucking weird as hell and not in a 'oh its so out there' but more like 'what are you trying to say here'#in hindsight i do not blame people who avoided it like the plague#i have no idea how i tolerated the heavy bioessentialism (not just gender) within the text cause it's so GLARING#i did read it with a critical eye and there was a lot irt societal dynamics and bioessentialism i disliked but it just hit me how bad it is#i will give it one thing and that the characterization for about 60% of the whole thing was really engaging (with some .. flaws yeah.)#i'll be fair to myself and recognize i read it from maybe like age 19 to 21 or smth. hated the ending#if this turns into a video essay dont be surprised ok? heart emoji <3
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See I would try to socially transition for a few years first, except no one refers to me as he/they
#ignore me i'm journaling in another tab lol#when you look like me and say you go by all pronouns it's always “she” lol. sometimes the rare “they”#and the one that always makes me laugh: 'her pronouns are they/them'. like thanks mate very helpful#and i do go by all pronouns so it's all good! i just wonder if i should try these two out exclusively for a while#i say this as if i didn't do this a few years ago. ......shut up.#i'll say that the last time i went out with pals and my partner i asked them to refer to me as he/him for the night and it didn't feel weir#but idk. i think it only sometimes feels weird because 1) it's so binary and 2) i clearly do not look like a cis guy so it's hard to pictur#i.................... think i HAVE been socially transitioning for three years. damn it.#i wish pronouns just didn't exist lol. it's too hard to decide#and every time i get excited about transition and ALMOST decide to do it i suddenly remember aaaaaall my partner's family members exist.#mostly their SIL's family. very very big and traditional. that wedding this summer was dysphoria HELL. absolute hell.#i understand why people start hrt without telling anyone. my god it's so much easier and no one can try to convince you not to do it.
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finally had my psych appointment \o/
#i hate trying to describe my symptoms lmao it sounds so stupid when i say it out loud#i was having trouble grounding myself low-key so i don't remember if i'm trying pristiq or effexor again#i'll find out when i find out lol. i think she said she likes to start with effexor and that it would be up to insurance ?#i asked for pristiq just based on discharge notes from 2016 + it's list of side effects compared to other meds#and also i want to give some select meds another chance before i go back to the ones that make me gain weight like crazy#iirc effexor is up there with zoloft in meds that are hard to come off of but whatever#all ssris/snris are hell to me but they do keep me from drinking soley bc of how hellish of an experience it is to drink on them lol#so i'll run with some fake optimism that maybe something will go differently for once#bc there's nothing else i can do apparently#the cycle of being on + off meds continues
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hmmm. the vibes. they are strange
#just me hi#hhhggghhhh#so many things don't make sense.. ouh....#//i gotta make food in a minute. the choice is between beans and corn !#beans could be nice.. corn is great but i don't know if i want to go through the whole buttering and salting.. butter is not my favorite lo#most milk things aren't ! cheese is on some thin ice i'm telling you hhfsh#//also i've been having these typos where it's like a verbal mistake#like you might say 'graph' instead of 'grab'#that keeps happening!! i think it's cuz everything is stored as sounds and i'm not paying a lot of attention while i'm typing lol#//speaking of sounds i was talking with flame about telepaths and i think it'd be a lot more interesting if they were less soul-readers and#more electric-pulse readers that can translate them like a language. i think it'd be neat :>#like they could read a telegram before it got somewhere yknow?#/not that telegrams are used anymore. but i think that's a real shame! sure we have texting and stuff but telegrams were so cool !!#i also think we should bring back the pony express. it would be fun lol :3#//i still have to make food.. wah....#guess i'll go do that then#refried beans + a couple tablespoons of water + generous amount of cumin + a puff of garlic and it's really nice :D#cuuuuuuuuuuuminnnnnn my belooooooooveeeeed ♩#//OH i think i'm gonna try using bl3nder again too !!#cuz i want to learn how to animate with it so !! :33#apollo said he'd teach me so i guess i'll be attempting that later if i can remember#RIP my computer though she's not gonna like what happens next hghbsfhvh#//okay now i'm goooinggg i'm gonna makes Beans#toodles. ciao. adios. bye :3
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Deciding to start a small 'log of food experiments and written notes on what fruits/veggies I've actually eaten', because I keep doing things like forgetting if I like blueberries or tangerines or which colors of grapes I like and which I just tolerate. And then I tell someone this and they look at me aghast and make me eat fruit in front of them, whereas this way I can at least consult a list every six months and go 'oh yeah, should get that at the grocery store at least one a half-year' and be slightly better about healthy snacking/eating
#the issue is while i'm a picky eater now i was horrifically picky as a kid and i also have a rather irregular memory#so sometimes i'll have last eaten something 6 months ago or 2yrs ago but the last MEMORY i have of trying it is like...elementary school#and no i won't remember like/dislike i'll just go 'yeah i last had that when i was...8 i think?'#and yeah 'i last had that two years back' isn't GOOD but at least i can say i know i've had cherries sooner than a half faded memory#from when i was on the soccer team in elementary school lol#this is me#life of me#talking about rox
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Hermitcraft - Rescuing Rusty
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Adventure Time
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: AT
Thursday:
2:30 PM: AT
Friday:
2:30 PM: AT - Petrigrof
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Just Desserts - Pets
Sunday:
2:30 PM: Sona daily goings-on
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#Gdit I did it again lol#I remembered like two days ago and then it just *whoosh*#I'd say remind me to just stockpile these but I like making them just before the week ahead#It's a fun tone-setter and surprise even for me lol#Also! I have been Exceptionally productive since the last one of these TV Guides#I've mentioned before how I'll have a week ''ready'' but not actually complete lol - like everything's edited and queued up#But I haven't done any of my usual tag silliness or captions or sometimes even put the pictures in the order I want lol#Not so this time! >:3c I not only finished this week's but literally every day til the end of the year!#Well. Almost lol - real close!#I'm still trying to decide how I want to split up the end-of-year roundup since I ended up with uhhhhhh a lot lol#Probably gonna split it between original and fanart but even that'll be pushing it :0 Might have to do a highlight reel lol#Plus the stuff that's posting like - Now? - is still from October lol so mm. The end of this year's art is gonna be a bit yet#Don't really wanna sit on it as much as possible tho - but how much will only make sense in the context of what hasn't posted yet!#I'll figure it out lol#For now enjoy the last big Adventure Time surge! :D It'll only be smatterings after this :3#I've been excited about several of these for a heck-while tho ♪ Finally finally
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helpp i randomly want to wear a long skirt but i know skirts make me feel uncomfortable and dysphoric ugghhh
#this happened a couple years ago too and when i wore a long skirt then it did in fact make me feel uncomfortable so :/#maybe i'll just try it again why not if i feel uncomfortable i'll just change out of it i dunno#tomorrow tho#if i remember#because all the long skirts are in my mom's room#and it is. too late to be going in there looking for a long skirt lol#agh i'm probably not gonna like it#i'm gonna try it on and my brain's gonna go#GIRL#and then i'm going to implode#ugh dysphoria is annoying#kinda miss when i was comfortable in skirts and dresses pre 2020#but i'm so happy when i look more masculine now so i don't know#gonna post this even though my brain is saying nobody cares because fuck that this is my blog
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logans claws coming out as he orgasms and he has our hands above our head
I usually don't write smut but I did try lol lmk if you enjoy! If you did please comment and reblog! Lmk if you'd like to be added to the taglist and request are open!!
Logan held your hands above your head as his hips rolled against yours. His pace frequently changed between frantically snapping his hips, chasing his high, and then slowly, teasingly thrusts into you as he mocked your whines.
He told you before you guys started to not to his your tits and especially do not touch his your pussy "only I get to touch, ain't that right princess", but you just wouldn't listen so he moved his hands from your hips and the headboard of the bed to your wrists and that's where he was anchoring himself as he got lost in your warmth.
His head is nuzzled into your neck, he can feel his eyes roll back far into his skull as your scent flood his senses " fuck m'gonna cum princess i just fuck-" his voice is muffled but you can hear it clearly, you squirm trying to get out of his grip but the more you squirm the tighter his hold gets.
Moans pour from his lips when he feels you tighten around him, he nearly screams out as you cum around his cock for the third time that night. Before he could warn you that he was going to cum, he already was.
Your eyes widen when you catch a glimpse of silver from the corner of your eye, and you stutter his name "L-Logan?" He hums with his eyes close. He can't bring himself to pull out just yet, let alone move off of you. He can't remember the last time he came that hard, if he ever had before. "Give me a second darlin" he mumbled and as he goes to kiss the bruising skin of your neck he can feel the familiar sensation of discomfort coming from his knuckles and that makes him jump off of you faster than you could blink.
This never happened to him before. He was always hyper aware when it came to his claws when they were close to you or any past partners. He looked over to you, and you can see his eyes scan your body quickly. As he is trying to find any damage that could've come from his mutation, it felt like he couldn't breathe. When he sees that the only marks on your body are made from his mouth, his heart starts to beat once again. You open your arms, fake a pout and motion to him to come back to your shared bed, "come back pretty." his entire being seems to relax, and he allows himself to fall back into your arms.
"Give me ten, and I'll go make us food princess," he says as your hands begin to draw shapes on his back. "I'm okay with staying here for as long as you need pretty boy." You kiss his head, and he nuzzles back into your neck before resuming what he was doing before noticing that the claws ever came out. His heart soars as he hears your giggles and your protest of his kisses because his beard is just tickling you "too much."
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