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Happy Hallowen @zoeloveconvers99 !!!
#@zoeloveconvers99#just posting my dead blog#re post#spiderman#man spider#hallowen#peter parker#mj watson#mary jane#michelle jones#marvel#marvel fanart#spiderman fanart#man spider fanart#man spider art#petermj fanart#petermj#spiderchelle#spiderman monster#the beauty and the best#Ecnefia art
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10. in the meanwhile as you chop down our roots measure out D E V O T I O N add lantern oil stir the concoction counter-clockwise. leave it to simmer on the lowest heat. [charles' book of secrets] poem by me art quote by @wordsinhaled
#my art#dead boy detectives#dbda fanart#payneland#edwin x charles#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbda#dead boy detective agency#save dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives fanart#chedwin#charwin#paynland#please don't shadowban me tumblr /ant carrying a bundle/#i can't believe i'm posting nip touch art on main. a new era begins#if this keeps on i'll share with some of you the secret second blog#like listen i drew charles with multiple piercings and eyeliner once and now i'm compelled to amp it every time#hence the gold barbells#what's next in the store?#you'll just have to see#<3#btw the poem is not posted anywhere yet i'm working on it
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would you guys still like me if i posted inscryption fanart tbe honest
#i got into the game over the summer but the hyperfixation is hitting me HARD now that i’m done with finals#it would be p03 if you even care.#this is a joke btw it’s mostly just me saying i’m not dead and i might post some inscryption fanart#this is my blog i don’t need to ask for permission
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hiii i come bearing more art ^_^
mostly shadowpeach and mk, then mk with an oc in the last one
#ghost's doodles#lmk posting#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk mk#shadowpeach#lmk oc#i keep saying this but i keep forgetting this blog exists. it happens every couple of months to a year lol#i have more drawings but im saving them for bigger projects or to share between friends#the oc in the last one i've developed so much. i have the backstory and how they would tie into current seasons laid out 😭😭😭#i pray to anything we see more mystic monkey mk in season 5. also how does everyone feel that it's going to be dropping like. Soon#folding my hands. my art style is inconsistent but idgaf (is also losing the idgaf war)#im not dead im just kind of floating rn..... if that makes sense lol
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you think i’m crazy about this show now? HAH you should see my AO3 account! …but on second thought, maybe you shouldn’t…
#i introduced like 5 new people to dead boy detectives this weekend and it was great#but see my autism was autism-ing a little too hard lmao#and the entire time they were talking about how crazy i was about this show i was just like “you don’t even know the half of it…”#you think i am crazy about this show?#i have read over a dozen books worth of fanfiction about this show#i have a whole tumblr blog dedicated to this show#i watched smile 2 and rise of red and the lodge and fate the winx saga and senior year just because of this show#but i didn’t say that cause i still need to maintain a semi rational and sane persona#dead boy detectives#my posts#dbda#ao3#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland
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*rises from the dead* thank you pearl for this behind the scenes/exclusive preview!!
[ID: a minecraft screenshot, taken within a trial chamber. Pearl and Etho are closest to the viewer, standing back to back. The minimal armour texture pack is on. Pearl is drawing a bow in full netherite and Etho is wielding an enchanted diamond sword in a mix of netherite and diamond armour. Between them and further away, Tango is walking somewhat toward us. He’s wielding a bow but not drawing it, and wearing full diamond. There’s a whole bunch of blue flame and skull particles in the air between the three of them. End ID]
#tango tek#tango but everywhere#tangotek#hermitcraft#<- presumably#hc10#etho#ethoslab#etho’s lab#pearlescentmoon#i am not dead. i have not abandoned you. i just got really into malevolent changed my name touched some grass and then got really into#wolf359 during which i started my biannual 2 week minecraft grind session which i am very much still in the midst of and then as a whole#kinda almost started dropping hermitcraft but only like excess povs ive been watching mumbo for seven years i’m not gonna give him up any#time soon but like. ive gone from having one hyperfixation to having like. 4. so. this has been on the backburner for a bit#anyway. i will not be stopping posting and i am not going to give this blog to someone else. probably. ive got this
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The Heart of a Jedi
It is a common belief in the galaxy that the Jedi are not permitted to love. Silently, some people mourn the children given to the Jedi, believing they will be brainwashed to hide their emotions and be unable to love. Disdainfully, some parents who don't wish to give their children to the Order claim that their children will never know love if they are taken in by the Order.
But love is a word with many connotations. How can a Jedi affirm or deny such accusations when they may be working with widely different definitions of the same word? When beings can mean any number of disparate emotions, many compatible with their way or life and many others contradictions of their code, values and vows?
The Jedi do not claim love is forbidden to them. How could they, with what love means to them? Saying love is allowed is misleading, and saying it's encouraged severely understates how important love is to them.
Love is essential, central to a Jedi's life. One cannot be a Jedi if they are devoid of love.
The Jedi do not claim that love is forbidden to them, as they share an ideal of kindness and compassion for all forms of life.
How could they strive towards this without love, as they understand it? Not affection, necessarily, for a Jedi must be compassionate even towards those they dislike. Rather, a deep respect for life, an attempt to understand it and its connections, and an endless drive to reduce suffering where they can.
That, to a Jedi, is love.
A Jedi must love everybody. They love the starving, the abused and the slaves of the galaxy, because they need their help. They love pirates, slavers, and corrupt politicians, when they dislike and want to stop them.
They even love the Sith.
But for many beings in the galaxy, that is not enough. For many beings in the galaxy, that is not love. And as long as the Jedi reject the cruel thing the galaxy calls love, that grasps and steals and demands to own, long as the Jedi accept the inevitability of death, the futility of holding on to what is not meant to be held, there will be those that call the Jedi loveless.
How sad, a Jedi would say, to be unable to conceive love without cruelty.
#jedi appreciation#jedi code#love vs attachment#love without attachment#attachment isn't love#pro jedi#pro jedi order#jedi and clone troopers#jedi can and in fact SHOULD love#people just don't get love without possessiveness#and the Jedi aren't wrong in practicing non-attachment#If we define attachment like Star Wars does then I'd argue we all should let our attachments go#If my blog's name and the nature of the post and the previous tags didn't give you a clue…#i am completely and shamelessly pro jedi#and I will tolerate exactly zero anti jedi sentiments in my corner of the internet#the pictures were chosen deliberately btw#the Jedi are being kind and compassionate towards clones and droids (aka the least valued members of GFFA society)#I have more pictures where those came from but unfortunately this is supposed to be a short post and I've reached the picture limit#jedi positivity#in defense of the jedi#if the Jedi have no fans then I'm dead#star wars
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ONE THING THAT FUCKING KILLS ME ABOUT IVAN AND TILL SINGING MY CLEMANTIS THAT I'M NOT SEEING ANYONE POINT OUT??
IN THE ORIGINAL MY CLEMANTIS MIZI AND SUA SING THE FINAL “MY CLEMANTIS” TOGETHER BUT IN TILL AND IVAN’S VERSION IVAN SINGS IT ALONE???
You know. Because. Unrequited Feelings and All.
THE FACT THAT HE SINGS THAT LINE AFTER SINGING "Oh my Clemantis, please stay by my side"
TILL DOESN'T EVEN SEEM TO HUM THE LAST PART WITH IVAN, NOR DOES HE SING THE LAST LINE WITH HIM LIKE MIZI AND SUA DO TOGETHER. HE FUCKING DOESN'T STAY BY IVAN'S SIDE
ALSO. IVAN'S VOICE TREMORING AT THE VERY END OF HIM SAYING THE FINAL "CLEMANTIS"
I FUCKING HATE IT HERE
#alien stage#till alien stage#ivan alien stage#ivantill#alnst#I HATE IT#I HATE IT HERE#I HATE UNREQUITED LOVE#YES MY BLOG HAS BEEN DEAD FOR SO LONG AND I'M ALIVE AGAIN TO ALNST POST SHUT UP#I'M JUST IN PAIN OKAY#IVAN WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME MAN#I HOPE HE DIES IN ROUND 6 /J
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Gog au niigo for tonights doodle
#I am still deeply stuck in the huh? hwah? stage but I think I at least found a presentation I'm happy with#so ig that's the last gog au post from this blog (I still will reblog upcomming art and tagg them adequately so there is no real loss lmao)#now here comes the usual “man idk” speech#species are still more or less randomly picked. I did settle on only using the owls mentioned in the books (lest I study all 268 owls)#I really like making Mafuyu a sooty owl (cuz the design slaps(objective truth)) Ena as a burrowing owl would be fun#and Mizuki is a short eared owl. Mainly becausen those are the “the eyliner owls” for me...also I like short eared owls#Kanade is a borreal owl because they are noted to have a beautiful song (unless the ger edition made that up (idk this is the idk speech))#for Kanade I thought it would be nice to make her a normal colored owl that turned white due to stress. That'll stay no matter what#Mafuyu will prolly be moon blinking but the drawing doesn't show that and now I'm going to explode (bwagh I'm dead)#whatever sleep for the sleepless (me)#my art#niigo#mafuyu asahina#asahina mafuyu#kanade yoisaki#yoisaki kanade#mizuki akiyama#akiyama mizuki#ena shinonome#shinonome ena#prsk gog au#edit: oh yeah Enas wings are colored because I'm playing with the idea that she paints her feathers to be more interesting?#idk like to visualize her bodyimage issue or to just make her artistic side obvious#project sekai#(I always forget that tagg)
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do you think they noticed a change, the first few loops. i think they did. because how could they not, cheng xiaoshi and qiao ling, the two closest friends lu guang has, seeing him walk out of the room through a camera shutter and re-enter changed. diminished, faded, sad, the worn and cracking face of an old photograph. more and more tired each time he dives, further and further back with each attempt. every time a failure. and even as he lets the tides of time weather him more - render him a ghost, it feels like sometimes - even as lu guang changes more and more from the person he used to be, so too does that moment of disconnect in his friends’ eyes shorten and fade. because they don’t know him anymore. the golden stretch of time he spends by their sides before it all goes wrong is sliced thinner and thinner with every photo he uses, his touch blurring the memory with blood. each time he fails they know him less - the first him, the one unburdened by the terrible knowledge he now holds and the weight of too many failures.
soon they will never have known him at all.
Because you would notice if your best friend time travelled from a horrible future, but not if he travelled back so far he erased the person he once was (the person you knew) (the person you loved, first. before you loved this newer-older transparent version, never knowing a difference.)
(and this too is a loss to be grieved, he thinks sometimes in the dead of night to the sound of soft breathing in the bunk below, selfishly. but it is worth it if cheng xiaoshi lives.)
(the death of everything lu guang ever was is worth it if it means cheng xiaoshi lives.)
#My theory that photos cant be reused so lu guang started out diving to just before Whatever Bad Thing Happened. like a reasonable person#but hes running out of photos so every time he has to go further back in time and erase more of the original timeline. yeah#seagull.mp3#link click#link click spoilers#i know cheng xiaoshi is the dead one who exists only in memory but thats from lu guangs pov. to everyone else *lu guang* is the ghost#i think about this a lot#lu guang coded#<- for blog organization#kind of a nothing post but something about this sunk-cost-fallacy-plagued freak of a catboy makes me want to try writing bad meta. deal
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the dead boy detective agency main four are a polycule on various points of the aromantic/asexual spectrum (in addition to their various sexualities), with the various side characters playing the roles of parental figures or talking stages. thank you for coming to my ted talk
#it’s like scooby doo but they don’t have a dog#this is of course just my opinion#but: gay ace demiaro edwin / bi demiaro charles / pan greyaroace crystal / lesbian aroace niko are v real to me#the older characters work as parental figures ofc#then there’s characters like Monty and Thomas who are chatting up edwin but aren’t officially in the polycule#that being said: achillean greyace monty / pan aroflexible thomas are also real to me#this isn’t even getting into the gender fuckery I am putting these characters in#but I felt like sharing#esp since I keep seeing ppl fight over catwin and palaland or whatever that ship name is#I don’t think catwin works not bc of some perceived age thing but bc the cat king is v sex forward and edwin is Not Into That#doesn’t mean tck is ruled out from a place on the chart it’s just not how he wanted#same for monty who came on v romantically and edwin was not having it#all valid and fair !!!#plus the main four needed to get their shit together but this is my fantasy world so shhh#oh and for crystal x charles I think they’re the most allo of th main four so it tracks they had the closest to a traditional relationship#but then everyone gets their shit together and that doesn’t happen as frequently lol#esp as time goes on#like the polycule is more of a series of qprs with some sugar/spice on occasion#there isn’t really a point to this post but this blog is me talking to myself most of the time anyway#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#monty the crow#the cat king
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returning to my roots
#uty#ut yellow#undertale yellow#just a meme post lol#but actually uty helped me get thru a rlly rough period in my life that just so happened to intersect with the creation of this blog#thanks everyone for being here!#you guys are a great community#starlos hat#been hyperfixating on star rail and mad rat dead recently#dm me about them Pls
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I’ve been thinking a lot today about the Neil Gaiman article - I haven’t read it yet, but I feel like I need to soon. Today I just felt fucking angry, because I liked his writing and enjoyed his presence on tumblr and he hurt people unimaginably badly. I know that presenting a benevolent face to the world is exactly how people get away with that kind of shit, but I still feel bad for falling for the act and worse for spending time thinking about how to move my interests away from his work.
like. I wasn’t hurt by his actions the way that the people he abused were. They’re the ones we should care about, listen to, and respect by not supporting him, monetarily or otherwise. An experience like that is so much more world-shattering than “oh shit, a writer I like is actually a horrible person.” I think it’s normal to mourn stories you loved when their authors betray your trust in them to be decent human beings, but I also feel so guilty about it. Yeah, the stories meant a lot to me and I loved them, but real people will always, always matter more.
#this isn’t really meant to prompt a response#I’m just thinking aloud to work through my thoughts#and tagging so my blog has context#I tend not to delete old posts because they reflect where I was at the time#but I want them to be in conversation with my better-educated older self#neil gaiman#good omens#the sandman#dead boy detectives#american gods#anansi boys#coraline
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worked and waited; hoped and loved
Little Women & My Brilliant Friend (JoFritz + LilaEnzo)
largely inspired by this post
#this is lila's book. what's not clicking.#l'amica geniale#elena ferrante#my brilliant friend#little women#otp: diagram of the door opening#otp: your heart understood mine#2 in 1: little dot with the flames round it#ferranteposting#s4 spoilers#l'amica geniale spoilers#my brilliant friend spoilers#younger me would shoot me dead for this post#before anyone says ohhh no but it ended tragically. yeah. everything ends.#with lila you ALWAYS have to start with rino. and what she lost in him. she could've read any other book and became obsessed with it#but it's little women. sooo many feminist texts to choose from but ferrante picked this one for her. because it has family as its central#theme. jo wants to get rich to help her family and she wants to be free to save herself.#it's the link between money and freedom that comes as the greatest evil.#(lila saying her initial mistake was taking money from don achille to buy little women)#this is just one of the many lw + mbf posts i will be making. what else do you expect from me this was a lw blog at first#mine 🧫#post lila cerullo can NEVER see. it would devastate her. yes even the lila from the post's timeline
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#I KEEP SOMEHOW SEVERELY MISREADING POSTS WHENEVER I POST ANYTHING DESTINY RELATED#ANYWAY I GUESS ILL LEAVE THIS UP#DESTINY 2#cayde 6#ANYWAY THE WHOLE THING THAT WAS FUNNY TO ME WAS YOU JOIN THE GAME POST FORSAKEN AND THE EXOTIC LOOT YOU CAN GET IS JUST HIS PANTS#HES DEAD BUT WE SALVAGED HIS PANTS JUST FOR YOU GUARDIAN#LIKE#CANONICALLY KILLS ME???#side art#this tag is just for me to keep track of when i dont post on my main ig since this isnt the art blog
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i swear i'm not dead guys
#my art#dr. reflex#bbieal#baldis basics#truly im not dead i just havent drawn much fandom content#at least not my main fandoms that i post on this blog#rick and morty has had me by the throat for the past few months now#and ive mostly been drawing oc stuff and selfship stuff#if you wanna see more frequent art from me i post shit on toyhouse under the same user as on here
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