#just now getting over the flu....

[droodlebug]

im such a busybody i made a list of all the things im working on and ran out of space on the page 😐

so its going here 💪

-finish that ash+alistair piece ive been sitting on its Almost colored. wanted to do companion pieces with rhys+fen and akin+sera but tbh it probably wont happen. doing lineart takes too much out of me and ill be damned if they dont match well enough

-send out invoices + work on sketches when theyre ready

-finish measuring and cutting out the boards for the ten books im making by hand. i have 9, need 11 more

-scrap and redo birdie for the stardew mod. its singlehandedly made me pause for so long i need a restart

-finish sanding the fur off the body for the ashasiara doll. maybe start on drafting clothing patterns. i want to do both her armor and comfort clothes. unfortunately as much as i love doll making all the parts of it take a lot out of me lmao

-get the assets together so i have a working demo for sterling sim. even if its just pictures from online i need a working build going

-apparently, sew a patch in my pj pants i sat down and it exploded 🙄

-want to do a Thing of sterling and bud to dangerous from the epic musical...

-get to the library and start writing down the scrip for cat thing

-finish the shirt im altering

-work on embroidered bat jeans

-spray paint my wheelchair yellow + finish remaking my handle spike sleeves. i got a pattern made i just need to Make them.

-also want to make a patch to safety pin to my chair that says "look at ME not the chair" too many people are comfortable ignoring i exist / not remembering what i look like when i had full conversations with them just bc i was in a wheelchair then not recognizing me when im using crutches 🙄 i have facial piercings and wear chains and crop tops everywhere i Know im recognizable as a person u just arent looking bc facing disability as something normal makes you uncomfortable. boo hoo.

-kind of want 2 do designs for the epic musical......... its at the bottom we'll see if that desire lasts

[bacchuschucklefuck]

hey just wanna pop in n say thank u so much for drawing with me & fucking with my sketch. that was really really awesome not only did I have fun but I also learned a lot! kinda sick&twisted rn and also may have gotten way too into terra nil to draw but I keep the drawing experience close to my heart. hope we can do that again soon #drawinggang

[shiresome]

COUGHING UP BLOOD. LISTEN TO ME

[glareandgrowl]

I had a bit of an epiphany...

A LOT of my OC sets (boyfs) match quite well with uh... the Ishimondo set. Ive got at least three more pairings that look so similar to Ishimondo its really funny.

The two guys are two of my OCs from story that will probably never come to light. (left- Elijah Vogel, right- Adler Eadon Hawke)

Theres plenty more examples. If ya'll'd care ta see em

[br1ghtestlight]

living alone & sick for the first time and have come across a difficult question: who washes the dishes when you're too sick/tired to do them for days at a time

[paradoxgavel]

the flu really starts hittin different on day seven of it

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

[tariah23]

I didn’t get any sleep (probably 30 of sleep…..) and I’m omw to work rn eek

[try-and-try-and-try-again]

I have Covid. I’m being made to stay in my room. I have to have all my meals in my room. I said I didn’t want to because my room is my safe space. I tried to eat breakfast in the garden and I got told off and banished to my room. I hate this. When it was flu for the last 2 weeks no one cared at all.

And the staff have been coming in ill for several weeks now, coughing over everything and claiming it’s fine because they’re eating raw garlic (the house stinks) which prevents diseases. Now they’re getting cross at me for exposing them (I am at least wearing a mask).

The house has no Covid tests so goodness knows when I’ll be out of Covid jail as I have no way to assess when I’ll be negative unless my parents come and bring me some. The staff have been saying they’ll buy new Covid tests for a month now and haven’t.

[sableeira]

catching covid after my 3 year no-covid streak feels kinda bad ngl

[peppermintbutch]

Experiencing symptoms of "lost summer" due to not having gone to the beach this year AGAIN

[the-oracle-of-the-lost]

i feel like Théoden emerging from Wormtongue's curse in lotr but it's my week long headache finally disappearing because i found the right medication.

[lae-zels]

not me pushing my bday party to march 12th (month later) bc destiny 2 DLC comes out early next week 💀

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

i’m so frustrated with people’s lack of common sense about wildlife. if you’re interacting with wildlife, you’re not having your disney princess moment. you’re not forming a magical bond. that’s a wild animal who is potentially terrified; maybe it’s curious if it’s young enough, but that just means you should minimise interactions as much as possible to make sure that animal lives a normal life. if your kid comes in holding a wild animal, don’t pick up your fucking phone to videotape it. bring the animal back outside and educate your kid to leave animals alone. you know what happens when you take in wildlife as a “pet”? either you keep it and do damage because even though it’s “tame” it’s a wild animal who is in no way meant to live in that setting unless it’s being kept by a trained and licensed rehabber who knows the housing and feeding requirements (and even then i’ve seen some who are keeping animals irresponsibility), or it ends up at a wildlife rehab when you inevitably harm it enough that you don’t know what to do, or when no vets see you, or when the animal becomes too aggressive for you to handle. and then we either figure out how to rehabilitate an animal whose temperament and/or body you have massively damaged or we euthanise it because the damage is too extensive. start treating wildlife like wild animals rather than a dog or cat. they’re not pets, they’re not domesticated, leave them alone and let them live happy lives as they’re supposed to.

[coffeebutterstyle]

I am. So. Done oh my god I’m so done bro what even is this anymore

[cremainsinmorningrays]

they should invent having a job for people who get sick all the time and will never be able to stop getting sick all the time