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ashleyloob · 1 year ago

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I see this thing that bi femmes do a lot when they date men, they constantly harp about how much they want a gf but that they settled for a mediocre man like... trust me I get it girls are hot but why would you put down your partner like that 😭

#maybe its time to break up with ur man and just go find a gf???#im mega homo i draw girls being gay constantly but i could never imagine calling my bf mediocre or 2nd choice to a hypothetical gf #best part about being bisexual for me is that gender is basically irrelevant when it comes to attraction

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idontmindifuforgetme · 3 months ago

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I want to read books I want to write more I want to play the piano I want to sing in key I want to delve into fashion history I want to travel I want to publish research papers and I want to become a surgeon and I’m supposed to do all that in this one wild and beautiful life

#Ummm #This is why taking time off before I go to med school is the right call for me there’s sm I want to do constantly but the time!!#This lowkey sucks tho bc ever since I was little I’ve had dreams of writing something profound and being published #Both in a scientific context and also just like in a writing anything profound concept #But ik writing is very high bar and Id have to dedicate time to it and be super serious if I wanna self teach and honestly #Every day Im more and more tempted to just get a lit masters but where is the time if I want to become a doctor!!#Maybe it’ll just be a far fetched dream that I work on on the side bc physicians who’re also authors exist #I j want to contribute something meaningful to this world but to do that ik I have to consume great art first and dissect it and learn from #It #And just like not listen to ppl’s opinions and do what I want but it’s hard when I’m on a timeline #It’s bc I understand none of these vocations are anything to sneeze at and I wanna take them seriously instead of being mediocre at them #Like I truly wanna LEARN but the time management skills are gonna have to go way up #Does anyone understand me or am I having an unnecessary meltdown

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fishwithlegsandaheart · 2 months ago

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ok so.does tumblr still ahte me

#i didnt do jack tumblr just dgaf abt me or my stupid doodles #curse you talented artists for setting a high bar #just one more night being mediocre #mcr #my chemical romance #gerard way #mcr fanart

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karmathehalflander · 2 months ago

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Concept, Korvo does Terry and Jessie’s makeup because they both suck at it and Korvo has very steady hands. He gets really good at it.

(I accidentally made Korvo use both his left and right hand here so idk assume he’s ambidextrous or something)

#I just want them to be a happy domestic family is that too much to ask?!#don’t mind me just hyper fixating on a dead fandom that was never that big to begin with #I need a season 6 #mainly just so the fandom has a chance of being revived #I can’t draw arms or clothing just ignore that thank you #just look at them being a family and ignore my mediocre art skills #solar opposites #korvo opposites #terry opposites #jessie opposites #tervo #passes out #dies #my art

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wardensantoineandevka · 9 days ago

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the real problem with the Veilguard score is not that it's bad (because it isn't) it's that they didn't put all of the stuff on the soundtrack

#I know some people legit just have a taste difference / preference and that's totally fine.#But I think a LOT of the criticism is unwillingness to engage with the score as PART of the game and trying to take it as a standalone item #and also being super married to the idea of what a Fantasy Game Score is supposed to sound like and then further what a DA Score does #and becoming unwilling to tolerate anything that doesn't sound like that especially if it sounds too “modern” or “anachronistic”#and I'm talking beyond matters of taste and more just the overall kneejerk backlash about it and recalcitrant unwillingness to engage #and again like you absolutely cannot tell me the Inquisition soundtrack is good. it's mediocre EXCEPT for the DLC addition #the rest of that score is so forgettable. unlike Veilguard's imo.#anyway the synths in the unreleased Blight-related themes are so unsettling #and the more electronic undercurrent in the unreleased Neve office tones have such a great Blade Runner vibe #imo Minrathous should've gone HARDER on the Vangelis vibe if anything. FULL synthesizers.#DATV things

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galaxyseclipse · 4 months ago

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is a total of three days of screaminktober missed worth it for this?

eh, idk, but I got this done, and it's not like anyone's holding me super accountable for that anyway

plus the funnier ending that I got to work/really wanted to post too

he put a lot of effort into those puns, dude, the least you can do is not call them bad

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amanedachi · 3 months ago

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iron / heart

Part of LoL Esports Elemental Series.

#lolelements #lol esports #t1 faker #t1 oner #t1 zeus #t1 gumayusi #t1 keria #skt bang #skt wolf #skt bengi #skt kkoma #warning: MAJOR yapping incoming below #thinking about still here.mp3 and 'gripping with my cold hands the shapes i used to take'#'it could all end here with the strange daylight caught in our eyes'#'my shadow stretching out through all the things i left behind'#opening ceremony+t1 has everything they need to put me on a stretcher to ER #images from lol esports flickr (2016 worlds either finals or semis i goofed and forgot)#(and msi 2024 brackets features and worlds 2024 semis features)#there is a universe where i collected more pics and put a bit more thought into which word should go to who #but that universe also involves me doing this at a time that is not 5am #this is my last one probably twas lots of fun but new things on the horizon for me #this post is scheduled to post on finals day but just know that i am awake and shitting my pants over worlds finals #then recovery period and then im shifting into arcane mode #being completely deranged is a full time commitment never let anyone tell you otherwise #lil pat on the back for myself for successfully posting one per day til finals EVEN if they were sorta mediocre or dupes hahaha #special thanks to t1 for making it to semis because if they didn't there's a chance i would have lost steam LMAO #work school and the physical need for sleep work hard #but the esports demons in my brain work harder

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asketchydomesticatedgremlin · 8 months ago

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standard sketch turned colored with effort story up here uhh

I'm also a bit let down by the immmortalis trailer, but I'm still hopeful for it being at least a little fun. I think it's gonna be an AU or a post queen ending where the protagonist gets off the island somehow. either way I do like to think it's taking place in a completely different kingdom.

anyhoo silly headcanons and doodles below

soooo i think they'd all have slightly different fighting styles

- The Beheaded (in game) has the most varied style, jack of all trades type of guy, though they're the most cautious of the bunch with encounters, knowing when to run unlike the rest. - Bobby (trailers) uses the meme builds and pets, though they're ok with most weapons, they've got a deadly proficiency with pans. Bobby also rerolls for biters on all their weapons. - Official art, for them its kill or be killed, relentless and constant bloodshed. they never use shields and bows are only used if they can't reach their next victim. - Flame (immortalis) from what the trailer showed, he strangely keeps mainly to fist to fist, he used some light weapons but most of the trailer had his hands empty. He seems the kind to beat an enemy to a pulp with his fists and feet than any weapon.

also flame being the only one that can speak is funny to me

one laaaaaast little thing

little little silly guy silly scrunkle tiny

tiny man (derogatory to the highest degree)

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spookythesillyfella · 2 months ago

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WHAATT ??? SPOOKY MAKING ACTUAL ART AGAIN ??? thiz iz insane

★ version without text + image based on under cut :

★ song : "Goodbye to This Meaningless Everyday" – Dobu no Awa

#wowza thiz one waz kinda really super mega hard #the background waz a huge pain to make but im actually so proud of how it came out #i felt like i needed to unwind after today . especially cuz tomorrow will be a million timez more stressful . but instead i made thiz ://#ive had thiz song stuck in my head for a few dayz and wowza i needed to make smth based on it – just had to get it out of my system #also i finally drew colin again !!!! featuring some kind of important lore related stuff !!!!#young colin !!!! wow !!!! feast your eyez upon him !!!!#.....#oh who am i even kidding #nobody will care about thiz #nobody botherz with what i make anymore #why should i #itz clear that i have to give up on making mediocre art and instead focuz on getting a good job – i have no worth az a living being anyway #so might az well make myself useful ...#i have no redeeming qualities – everyone i know doezn't care for me and thatz ok #itz fine #i don't mind #some of us need to be the primary pick for natural selection anywayz #dhmis #dhmis art #dhmis au #high voltage au #dhmis colin #colin the computer #dhmis hv colin #bro itz literally midnight i should be sleeping #what am i doing with my life bro – a time such az thiz should be dedicated to studying . not for mucking around #im such a failure child #sigh

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swan2swan · 3 months ago

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Incredibly mad at myself because I just had a vision of one, singular path to Dinostar.

I keep trying to kill it because it's been dead for years, but apparently there might be a way.

#it's very angsty and I don't think it'll happen #but we will see #just stay gone and either get back to the mediocre cute ship or let me have my on-and-off toxic yuri #jwct #chaos theory #it mostly hinges on Brooklynn and Darius both being on top of the other's mind #but

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liuisi · 4 days ago

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not feeling great about my writing lately i will not lie

#julia.txt #i havent Actually Written something in forever #and even what little ive written is like. mediocre to me.#i miss being actually motivated to write :( like having an idea and being like oh i need to write this RIGHT NOW and then banging it out #on the spot #yk #head in hands. like i used to write so much i could define myself as a Writer but can i even say that anymore #i need to get as obsessed with something as i was with the dsmp that would fix me #<- will never happen again #like i go back and reread stuff i wrote when i was 17 and im like . how is this BETTER than what im doing now #maybe some awkwardness in the technical aspects but in terms of like. creativity and feeling behind it #everything i write now feels DEAD like im just recycling the same thing over and over but not even in a good way

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rawliverandgoronspice · 5 months ago

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Game designers/visual artists going "yeah we'll minimize the narrative noise" while having literally zero expertise in storytelling/narration <33333

#thoughts #totk critical #it is SO painfully relatable #once I was in a meeting for a narrative game with designers #from a studio known for narrative games and praised for narrative games #going “yeah I legit don't give a fuck about story at all I just skip everything it's pointless to me I only care about mechanics”#to me and to my face btw!!!!!#here's the thing: verbose self-involved games that are too into their own mediocre story are a thing and they annoy me too #I do 100% agree that interactivity and player involvement will matter more always #(but also!! being engrossed in a good story IS inherently interactive and playful!!!!!! hgnnn!!!! anyway)#fun fact: that game ended up praised for its story and panned for its mechanics so oh well #should have maybe gave more of a fuck about narrative intent and the game would have been better and sold more maybe #crazy how these things happen #anyway sorry I'm a hater today

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wishchip106 · 4 days ago

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idk if u had watched wicked but we need an Erik version of defying gravity

i have watched wicked (both the movie and the musical) and we definitely do 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Erik and Elphaba are just a bit too similar 👀

both of their worlds see them as the villain despite being in the right

they both have scenes that involve moving a coin

they both fight for a minority

and they both have ‘kissing up to the man, boot licking’ exs 😔

just paint Erik green and you won’t be able to tell the difference 😁

#who says magneto shouldn’t sing defying gravity 😔💔#anyway gelphie = wlw cherik #dissing my own pookie bear for calling him what he is ❤️#sighh anyway off topic but sometimes i hate being a perfectionist #just let me be happy with mediocre things! ✋😫🤚‼️‼️#cherik #erik lehnsherr #magneto #xmen #xmcu #wicked #wish answers

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halenhusky309 · 2 months ago

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*Me after reading Skybound #13 knowing that Elita-1 would get badly misinterpreted by the fandom with media literacy of a koala (And the misogyny just gonna make the matter worse)

Also, *me blaming Optimus Prime's incompetency in his leadership that forced someone like Elita-1 in desperate and hopeless situations that she had to resolve to sacrifice another planet to save her own planet...

#transformers skybound #Optimus Prime #Elita-1 #transformers #rant #I don't know why but Skybound!Optimus just gave me that mediocre white man vibe to me #I liked him for being a gentle giant at first #But now... eh I just feel frustrated about his character #But then consider this is pay back for the dunking on Elita-1 from Skybound

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loderlied · 3 months ago

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i need you all to know that the main reason (besides a general hunger for attention) niles even accepts aldori’s call is because he got caught stealing his student’s work and passing it off as his own and his reputation as a teacher was obviously ruined. lmao

#when i say that niles is the most envious creature i mean it #he’s watched a good handful of them become more successful with their music than he ever would be and felt that since he was basically the #reason for the success (not really. not like it’s everything it’s mostly luck but you have no real passion for this lol)#it would be fine if he had a piece of the cake too with future students. not like he immediately came to this conclusion #and felt not torn and no guilt over it.#took a while to rationalise it and all.#the envy and feelings of inadequacy and a desire for approval and fame just won over after a time #it’s not like he believes he’s better than them he just wants people’s eyes and attention on him so unbelievably bad that’s what he believes #he deserves #and at some point(s) he feels so small that he will do shit like this. he would fake having a terminal illness too lol #he’s just a loser. niles’ story is supposed to be a horror comedy style thing and the majority of the comedy comes from that fact lol #oc: niles #honestly? can relate on the parts of being a loser who is only ever mediocre at something creative they do.#for me i don’t think it’s for the same reasons as niles especially don’t care about fame or shit like that lol #and i obviously don’t steal shit even if my ocd tells me the exact opposite so much #that i actually hesitated to post this because i thought people would assume that i steal too because he’s my character #and your ocs always have a part of yourself in them and what if people found out that i was stealing i just didn’t know and. hi.#can you tell that i’m a fear based writer. i write about my fears. hi #anyways. and then kingmaker and fae mpreg happens. yay

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 2 months ago

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hate when i see a youtube video that's like 'analyzing why [thing] is bad!' and you watch the video and they just say nothing for twenty minutes

#random thoughts #watched a video on why a specific character was poor representation for survivors of assault #and it was such a nothing burger of a video #'this character is bad because children might see them and think their behavior is okay' okay?#i learned how to block out memories from finn adventure time but that doesn't mean memory suppression shouldn't be addressed in media #plus hazbin hotel. i'm talking about angel dust btw if that wasn't blaringly obvious. is an adult cartoon. for adults #adult cartoons shouldn't have to restrict their subject matter because kids could see it #and angel dust being a male queer SA victim using hypersexuality as a coping mechanism could be good!#and the fact he hits on other people despite it making them uncomfortable isn't exactly a problem a la his character?#it could be a control thing. i used to do something similar (pushing other people's boundaries and complaining when they pushed back)#because it made me feel some kind of control over my life #it could start off as a really shitty joke and then grow into 'oh god is that why he does that??'#but anyway their second main point was that the songs were bad? and that poison being an upbeat song makes it bad #like despite listing many other songs which are upbeat with heavy lyrics. but somehow poison is the exception because it's a cartoon?#like again that could be a character thing. angel dust using obfuscation as a coping mechanism to distract himself from his shitty life.#｡･ﾟﾟ･the lyrics are upbeat to distract you from how dead i feel inside･ﾟﾟ･｡#and their reading of the second song seemed really mean-spirited?#like as 'everyone has problems so you're not special because you're a whiny baby' rather than 'you're not as alone as you think you are'#and like if op wanted to just complain about a show they watched then yeah go off i do that all the time #but don't parade it as character analysis???#and they say 'oh reading it as a feelgood you're not alone message doesn't work because these characters' struggles are not equal'#but like. sometimes rape needs to feel like it's not some special trauma. it's not unique and you're not uniquely fucked up for it #two characters' traumas don't need to be directly comparable for them to bond!!!#and im not like. defending hazbin hotel btw. never seen it not going to see it no thanks #i'm just complaining about a mediocre youtube video that i'm going to forget about in a week #god i hate that brand of youtube video. where they just complain about things without going into depth about why they're bad #especially if their complaints are shallow and don't have to do with like. the actual structure of a character or story #like it's so easy to say 'this character is bad because theyre a predatory stereotype' but like. go into some depth at least #i think i hate these videos so much because they're fueled purely by hate. no love for the source material or even a desire to learn #or a love for storytelling even

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