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idontmindifuforgetme · 3 months ago

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I want to read books I want to write more I want to play the piano I want to sing in key I want to delve into fashion history I want to travel I want to publish research papers and I want to become a surgeon and I’m supposed to do all that in this one wild and beautiful life

#Ummm #This is why taking time off before I go to med school is the right call for me there’s sm I want to do constantly but the time!!#This lowkey sucks tho bc ever since I was little I’ve had dreams of writing something profound and being published #Both in a scientific context and also just like in a writing anything profound concept #But ik writing is very high bar and Id have to dedicate time to it and be super serious if I wanna self teach and honestly #Every day Im more and more tempted to just get a lit masters but where is the time if I want to become a doctor!!#Maybe it’ll just be a far fetched dream that I work on on the side bc physicians who’re also authors exist #I j want to contribute something meaningful to this world but to do that ik I have to consume great art first and dissect it and learn from #It #And just like not listen to ppl’s opinions and do what I want but it’s hard when I’m on a timeline #It’s bc I understand none of these vocations are anything to sneeze at and I wanna take them seriously instead of being mediocre at them #Like I truly wanna LEARN but the time management skills are gonna have to go way up #Does anyone understand me or am I having an unnecessary meltdown

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