#just look into their beuatiful smile

[victarin]

WHY DO I FIND YOUR VERSION OF SUN ODDLY ATTRACTIVE WHAT IS GOING ON!?!!??!??!??

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IM CACKLINGGG YOURE SO REAL FOR THIS !!!!!!!

[maschotch]

Need you to know that every single time I watch 5x18 I think of “gay sex is less gay than whatever these guys got going on” “usually pairings don’t matter but these guys fucked and that’s the hill I’ll die on” “they’ll be like ‘can I talk to you’ and go 30 minutes to a scenic location w ambience”

I physically cannot watch the ep without these tags running through my brain on a straight loop. Like wow yeah they do know their assholes are gonna get obliterated when they get back, so true

GOOD bc those men r fuckin fr

[hellcatsrtt]

“A break”

With a relationship, comes hardships to overcome.

¡!s.gojo x gn!reader

¡notes! wrote this whilst on the plane, pls no judge ;-;

“WELL I DIDN’T THINK SPENDING TIME WITH MY FRIEND WOULD MAKE YOU SO MAD BABY, FOR FUCKS SAKE!” Satoru ran his fingers through his hair as he yelled at you. His anger, clearly rising the more he spoke.

“THAT’S NOT THE POINT SATORU, I LITERALLY ASKED YOU TO MAKE DINNER AND YOU COMPLETELY IGNORED ME TO GO TO SUGURU’S HOUSE!” You stood up from the couch yelling back, just as loud, eyes gradually filling with water, threatening to fall at any given moment.

“Oh my god give me a break.” He stuffed his hands in his face, instantly regretting the words that just came out of his mouth. Sighing loudly, he manspreaded his long legs across his side of the XL L-shaped couch. Before standing up to approach you.

“Baby, I didn’t mean that.” He gently grabbed your chin, tilting it so he could look into your eyes. His regret hitting even harder as he noticed your tears. Falling from your eyes, making you look beuatiful, but that did not matter because you were crying from his wrong doings.

You looked at him, unsure of how to respond. You felt hurt. Hurt not just because of what he had just said. But because you were letting all his actions from the past two weeks,sink in and hit you hard. With all its strength.

You turned your head to the side, unleashing yourself from Satoru’s hold. Sniffling softly as more tears began cascading down your cheeks.

“No, gojo. Maybe you’re right. I’ll give you a break.” You turned to look at him, weakly smiling as he looked at you. Immense guilt and horror leaking from him.

“Baby, baby no what do you mean? I- I was just heated. I didn’t mean anything i said.” He ran to hold you by both your wrists, crouching down so he was fully, face to face with you.

“It’s not what you’ve said, you know, it’s what you’ve done too.” You whispered, trying to release yourself from his grip.

“Is it because I was with Suguru? I- you want me to stop talking to him? I don’t care,I’ll do it. It’s you, it’s only you that I want.” He was now fully kneeling down on the floor, sobbing harshly as his arms travelled all around your body, his body falling limp onto your legs.

“I’m going to Shoko’s tonight.” You finally managed to get off his tight grip, walking towards the door to the apartment.

“No- Baby, please.” He sobbed chasing after you at the door. Ready to put his shoes on and follow you, wherever you went.

“Satoru Gojo.” You turned to face him again, eyes meeting his. Seeing them bloodshot and filled with tears made you feel bad. But right now, he should be the one feeling bad not you. “Leave me alone, just for tonight. I said I’m going to Shoko’s, so I’m going there. You won’t change my mind about that. I’ll come back when- when I think is best. Please Satoru, leave me alone, for me.”

He looked into your eyes, desperate for the words I’m joking, lets go to bed to come out of your mouth. But they didn’t, he watched your body slip out of the black door. His vision turning blurry, breathe quickening and soon enough, he couldn’t take it.

“FUCK!” He shouted, punching the wall beside him, causing a large dent to be imprented on it. Turning to the glass vase beside him, he smashed it right on the floor. Then proceeded to walk straight through it. He didn’t care. He did not care, because you were not with him.

-

Eventually, Satoru fell asleep at around 6 am in your shared bed. On your side of the bed, stuffing his face in your pillow to smell the scent of your shampoo and conditioner which rubbed off onto it. He regretted it. So bad. For ever being mean to you. For shouting at you.

After the small incident that had occurred after you left. He called housekeeping to clean his mess, before grabbing his coat to follow you.

And follow you, did he do.

He watched you as you quietly cried, walking down the secluded streets which had been lit up by the dim yellow streetlights and the few shops that were still open at this time.

He watched you as you stopped walking. Turning to face a store. A korean fried chicken store. The korean fried chicken store you guys always ate from on every anniversary.

He watched as more tears fell from your face, and you turned, walking- no probably running at this point, to get to Shoko’s.

He watched you take your phone out, and fortunately from his six eyes, he could see what you were doing.

He watched as you scroll through your camera roll, admiring the pictures you had with him.

He watches as you enter the apartment complex and walk to Shoko’s door. Yet again, thankfully for his six eyes, he knows you safely went into Shoko’s house. But then again, he alao watched you crumble in her arms as you cried. Because of him.

The next morning, he waited for you. Dark circles slowly forming under his eyes. He leaned against the cold marble counter. His body lacking the usual strong and confident aura, rather radiating a mournful energy.

He didn’t move from that spot for 7 hours.

Morning became evening and he still didn’t see you enter the apartment which you two called ‘home’ . He was growing worried and debated wether or not to go to Shoko’s house where he knew you were, but he knew that doing so would probably anger you, since if you were gone for this long already. You most likely needed the time.

So he confided into calling Suguru to ask if he’d heard from either the two of you.

“Nah sorry I haven’t, want me to call them?” He asked, wanting to help his best friend who sounded very much stressed.

“Please.” Satoru responded barely above a whisper.

“I’m going to come over. Be there in 15’.”

He laid his head down on his arms, staring blankly at the large windows. Remembering how you would always gasp at the views every night even though you saw them, everyday.

Soon enough, a knock ringed around the apartment entry hallway.

Satoru walked up to open the door, assuming it was Suguru. But infact, it was not Suguru.

It was you.

Back hunched, hair messy, clothes smelly, teeth unbrushed. He stared at you, unmoving for a few seconds before capturing you in his arms.

Holding you so strongly, to the point you thought you would burst. He showered you with numbers of compliments and apologies. His cerulean eyes gleeming as they met yours.

He didn’t care if you wouldn’t accept his apology yet, all he cared was that you were with him.

After a couple minutes of taking in his affirmation, you both walked to the living room, sitting on the couch. Satoru getting as close as possible to you.

“I’m sorry.” You whispered, looking at your hands which were unterlocked with Satoru’s larger ones.

“No- no you shouldn’t be sorry, i’m the one at fault, im the one to blame-“

Before he could say anymore, you captyred hus lips, giving him a kiss which was not the usual sensualones you would give each other, but rather gave the message across of it’s okay, I forgive you.

After the kiss ended. You both ended up laying on the couch, your head laying on hus broad chest as you heard his hesrt beat softly accompanying his comforting breathing. Letting you know that he’s here, with you.

The same goes for Satoru, he has his arm tracing you from your upper thigh, to your lower back, all the way to your neck.

It stayed silent like that as you enjoyed eachothers reassuring presence. Eventually, both of you slowly drifted off to sleep, dreaming of eachother…

[iloveavatar]

A mothers instinct (pt. 2!)

neteyam x fem!reader

if you were to ask neytiri how she felt about the na’vi named y/n. she would gladly go on and on about her.

she saw y/n as one of her own.

she also saw how neteyam looked at y/n. even how y/n looked at neteyam.

watching the two of them grow up into beautifully grown adults was bittersweet for neytiri.

bitter, due to the fact they’re no longer little na’vi that like to look for animals in the forest. however sweet, because she got to witness the two fall for each other obliviously.

the two were around the age where they would be finding mates. they both completed their rituals to become adults…all except finding their other half.

noticing this, neytiri decided to play…oh what was it called… a…a matchmaker! she decided she would send the two to go find something at the Tree of Voices.

when she asked the pair to find this special “root” of a plant that only so happens to grow near the tree, they gladly accepted.

“of course we can help! i’ve been wanting to see the Tree of Voices for a while now!” y/n happily said with a giant grin on her face.

neteyam studied y/n’s smile for a second, almost as if it caused him to go into a daze. “sure yeah yeah we can go to the tree” he mumbled, still staring at y/n.

neytiri smirked. “alright then go! take your time trying to find it. it’s rare” she stated with a smile as she strutted away.

“come on neteyam! first one there gets bragging rights!” shouted y/n as she started to sprint.

“wha-hey! that’s not fair you cheated!” screamed neteyam while snapping out of his daze and trying to catch up to her.

the entire way to the Tree of Voices you could hear the laughter coming from the duo.

y/n eventually won.

only because neteyam wanted to see her smile longer… and because he happened to think she looked cute whenever she was proud of something she did.

“i won! who’s the mighty warrior now!” y/n laughed.

neteyam watched her strut around the tree as if she was accepting a prize with a fond smile on his face.

“alright you won! now come on, we need to find this root for my mother” stated neteyam as he was admiring the tree.

“oh come onnn, why can’t we admire the beauty eywa presents to us neteyam? i mean, just look how beautiful it is here!” she said while spinning around.

neteyam however wasn’t focused on the beuaty of the tree. “yeah…beautiful” he mumbled in a daze as he watched the glow from the tree reflect onto y/n’s skin, giving her this ethereal glow.

the two walked around the tree “looking” for the root of the tree that neytiri needed.

“hey neteyam? do you ever think we’ll find our mates?” y/n questioned with a slight frown.

“hm? what makes you ask that?” neteyam wonders.

“well…it’s just that i know your mom and dad mated here… before eywa. do you think she could tell us who we’re destined to be with?” y/n asked while reaching for her queue behind her.

“i think you’re right. we should check…but i have a pretty good idea of who i want to end up with” he mumbled with his freckles glowing slightly.

they both took their queues and let the pink tendrils connect with the glowing stem of the tree. the two then closed their eyes to accept the vision.

y/n noticed she was still in the forest. the first thing she heard was laughter, but not any laughter. a child laughing. y/n walked toward the sound and saw the back of a male na’vi.

she noticed the na’vi was tickling the child that was sitting in his arms. she slowly stepped around and got a proper look at his face.

it was neteyam.

neteyam noticed her standing there and looked up, away from the child.

“hello my love. you’re back early? did something go wrong with your hunt?” he questioned nervously.

“uh- no! no everything is ok!” y/n stuttered out while looking at him in shock.

she couldn’t believe that eywa was showing her the future. her future with neteyam.

she slowly squatted down next to neteyam and the small little girl that was previously laughing in his arms.

the little girl seemed to notice her there when her ears perked up and a small glint appeared in her eyes. “mommy! you back!!” she lightly screamed as she stumbled into y/n’s arms.

she was no older than 3 years old. she had the looks of y/n, but one could easily tell she was just like neteyam.

you could also easily see that she was a daddy’s girl.

“hi baby.” whispered y/n, still in shock that she and neteyam have a future together. plus a whole child.

neteyam looked at them with a find smile on his face.

the vision slowly faded away as y/n was brought back into the present where she was still at the Tree if Voices with neteyam next to her.

she turned her head to see if neteyam was still in his vision.

however once she turned around she saw that he disconnecting his queue with a giant smile on his face.

he turned his head to make eye-contact with her.

the two of them made eye contact for a while. then they both rushed towards each other to embrace the other in a passionate hug.

the hug spoke the words they were scared to speak.

“…did you see it too?” neteyam hesitantly asked her whike tightening his grip on her.

“yes. i saw us. with a beautiful baby girl.” y/n spoke breathlessly. she had slight tears in her eyes knowing she had a future with her long time friend, soon to be husband.

“wait you only saw one daughter? i saw our two daughters and a son!” neteyam spoke with wide eyes.

the two of them pulled away from the hug with their jaws dropped.

“we need to speak to your mother.”

“we need to speak to my mother.”

the two spoke at the same time.

neteyam then grabbed y/n’s hand and started the trip back to their home.

the two spent the rest of the walk smiling and laughing, knowing that they would end up to together.

they then started to try and guess what they would name their children.

neytiri saw the two walk into her tent with giant smiles on their faces, their hands linked together, and their tails swishing in glee.

“i take it you didn’t find the root?” she smugly asked.

the two made eyecontact with her and saw her smirk. they dropped their jaws in disbelief.

“there was no root to find was there!” y/n stated in awe.

neytiri just laughed.

the two teens then started to laugh along with her.

neteyam was speechless. his mother knew they would end up together.

curse those damn mother instincts.

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there’s part two!! hopefully everyone likes this🤞

please send in more requests or comments abt what i should write next!

love you guys

~S!

[itwdoris]

tw; alcohol, slightly angst, gn reader. not revised.

★

drunk!yuuji who ended up drinking a little too much to loosen up and be able to talk to you, and now he was sitting a little crooked in his chair, looking at you with those eyes.

"you are so beuatiful." he smiled at you, bringing the glass to his mouth to drink, biting the rim and sobbing.

oh lord, hes drunk. you widened your eyes, feeling your cheeks burning red, running your hand over your face to try to disguise your shy smile.

"you've had too much to drink, don't you think?" you said, carefully taking the glass from his hand and watching him grab your hand, intertwining your fingers. sighing; "...you're beautiful too."

"i want you as my parter.. partner." and he wasn't talking about a criminal partnership, no, he was talking about married people, those who kiss a lot and spend all their time together. "i want to kiss you."

oh lord. you were about to faint, then decided to take him a little further away from those people, maybe breathe some air outside.

yuuji followed you happily, his hands entwined in yours and his feet a little clumsy, you helped him sit on the little stool there, then sat down next to him, feeling him squeeze your hands, not letting them separate.

"i oove you." he said and you looked into his eyes, heart bubbling with happiness and sadness at remembering that he was a little drunk.

you wanted to kiss him, but you couldn't, you wanted to say that you'd love to be his partner, but you were so afraid.

you wasn't perfect as him.

"i love you too..." you whispered because, hum, he was drunk. "i oove you."

seeing you laugh made his face light up, he moved a little closer, his eyes glued to your lips, ah he wanted to kiss you so bad... but you just stopped his face, lightly caressing his cheek, making him lean his head on your hand.

"why?" he whined, even if he was really enjoying your caresses too.

you denied it slightly with a blue face; the same one that made yuuji's heart squeeze, just leaving a kiss on his cheek.

yes, yuuji was a little drunk, but he knew you, and he knew when you were feeling insecure or when you were sad. so he pulled you closer to him, almost suffocating you in a hug.

you waited a few seconds, just enjoying the silence and your presences.

leaving his embrace but keeping your hands together; "...i'm afraid you won't like me when you see me." you said low, now looking at him and and smiling lightly sad. "...i'm not as perfect as you.. i don't look so good, in fact i'm so weird... and i, there's so many things-"

"i like it when you talk." he looked at you sincerely. "and like you weird. and how beuatiful you look to me. and your ass." he was trying to remember everything in a nutshell, or you'd be there forever. "and like the other so many things, and everything... i like you."

he held your face in his hands, preparing to beg for your love as much as necessary, because he wanted you so much.

"yuuji.." you would have spoken if his hand hadn't covered your mouth, you wanted to cry, but he was so drunk and looking so silly.

"i want to be your boyfirend, pleas." he said confidently. "you will never be sad or insecure again, will fuck it out of you." he stopped to think a bit, wasn't that the word he shouldn't use? "i meant kiss."

you looked at him lovingly, with curved eyebrows, a red face and watery eyes.

"...but fuck too." he said low after thinking a bit, taking his hand from your mouth to give you a kiss. "i oove you."

"i oove you too." you said, so sadly happy, feeling him hugging you as tightly as he could. you stoke his pretty pink hair, sinking into his neck. safe.

★

the night was great while it lasted, even though you had to help yuuji after he accidentally fell asleep in your embrace. he was a little heavier than he looked.

and taking him to bed? oh he looked like a big, clumsy, needy dogo. you may have fallen even more in love.

even so, your happiness didn't last long in the morning, because you remembered that he'd just had too much to drink and that he probably didn't remember much about it.

you went downstairs, finding everyone with sleepy faces and mugs of coffee in their hands. well, everyone, except yuuji.

"good morning." you sat down for coffee too, sighing softly.

brr brr

you pulled out your cell phone, reading the message on the display.

"i don't think kugisaki told you, i said i'd only wake up when my partner came to pick me up, but i'm hungry, so please come soon."

[mythicalgeek]

Ever heard of Red shoes and the seven dwarfs?

Its a animated retelling of snow white with a twist. In this, Snow white is a plus size princess who while searching for her missing father, stumbles on a pair of magical red shoes that make her look more traditionally beuatiful and the seven dwarfs are a group of hero's who after making a mistake are cursed to be drawfs unless they get a kiss from the most beautiful women in the world

The movie got a bad reputation a few years ago as a fat shaming movie because of a poor marketing decision, but the movie itself is actually the exact opposite.

Snow white is not ashamed of her body, infact she love's who she is but its other's treatment of her that makes her keep the shoes so that she can find her father and stop her wicked stepmother.

The story is really about Merlin (the main male lead) learning to see past his shallow views of beauty and loving snow white for she really is, and the love story is really sweet, well developed and is everything you want from a fairytale romance.💕

The film has a great body positive message and it's a dame shame that the marketing did the film so dirty because there's a lovely story here about how beauty is only skin deep and that true beauty is about what lies within one's heart, and as someone who has always struggled with body imagery, this movie was more than cathartic.

If your a fairytale nerd like me then you'll injoy the film because even though its mainly a Snow White retelling it also mixes some Beauty and the Beast elements and it very losely takes inspection from Hans Christian Anderson's red shoes tale. The way the magic works is very unique and even a little creepy, sort of like how magic in the grimm brothers fairytales works but not as horrifying.

And Merlin has this cool card lightning trick that he does and it's just so fun to watch.⚡

The movie is a little cheesy at time's but it's also very cute, has good animation and if your a fan of Tangeld or Shrek than this should be right up your ally.

Red shoes and the seven dwarfs is a great movie to teach us about not judging a book by it's cover, so don't let the marketing fool you because this is very sincere fairytale with one of the best body positive message I've seen in film and left me with a smile on my face. 🍎👠

But also Merlin is yummy 😏

[nanaloveswo-men]

piece of cake - erling haaland

pairing: erling haaland x brazilian fem!reader

summary: it’s your birthday party when your friends decided to tease you by asking to who you’re going to give the first piece of your birthday cake, bringing up the brazilian tradition where the birthday girl gives the first piece of the cake to the person she loves the most

warnings: fluffy, swearing, just a bit of mature language

author notes: just an ideia i had because of a dream. I’m not a native english speaker, so i’m sorry if there is any kind of error.

word count: 1,1k

“so, i’m the one you love the most.”

Everything was good, you were with your best friends and with your sweet boyfriend, nothing could go wrong, right? Wrong.

 After the birthday song, you were ready to finally cut the cake you’ve been dying the whole night to taste.

Your bestie baked the cake herself, and since the morning, she’s been telling you about how excited she was for your birthday, and how she put all of her energy into baking the most perfect and delicious cake this world could see.

You totally agreed with her, because now, when you were seeing the final piece, you could confirm that the cake was beuatiful. The light pink glacé was perfectly spread along the round surface, and the strawberries on the top were the final touch.

“I love it! Thank you so much!”

You said excited, and your bestie could only smile with your happiness. Haaland was by your side, his eyes shining just from seeing your happy face, for him, moments like this were precious.

“Can i cut it now?” you asked, already bored with all the photos your friends had already taken of the cake. “No!” your bestie screamed “We need to take pictures of you and Haaland, so don’t you dare to make any move!” 

You rolled your eyes, being honest, the only thing you wanted was to eat the fucking cake, but when you saw Erling’s puppy eyes, excited for taking pictures with you, your mind changed completely.

“Ok, i will do it, but not because you asked” you felt your cheeks heating up “Yeah, yeah, everyone know why you are being obedient” your male friend teased, and you just gave him the middle finger.

On the other side, Haaland was red like a tomato, his cheeks were burning from shame. Your friends were always teasing you and him like that, but Haaland could never get used to it. “Just ignore them, babe” you said, trying to get your boyfriend back to his normal skin color.

Erling and you posed for like, fifteen minutes, making all the poses your friends asked you to, some of them were actually good and cute, but others were just stupid.

“Ok, that’s enough!” you screamed after your bestie suggested one pose that was a lit bit pornographic. “Let’s eat the cake”.

“Do you need help love?” Erling asked when he saw you getting the knife “Nop, thank you” you denied his offer. 

The smile on your face was one of the biggest Haaland had ever seen, and he could only imagine how special this day was for you.

One of your friends was recording everything, from the moment you grabbed the knife, to the moment where you finally cut the cake with the most childish smile possible, and after.

You put the fresh piece into the plate near to you, and just like a proud mom, you lift the plate, showing to everyone what you just did.

“That’s amazing darling” Erling said, also looking like a proud dad “I know, i’m incredible” you teased.

You were going to cut another piece of the cake, when your bestie appeared from nowhere, looking at you with a smirk. “Well, you know, we’re not in Brazil, but i think we should keep our traditions” she started to talk, and just from the beggining of her sentence, you already knew that you wouldn’t like when she was finished.

“I don’t know what you’re planning devil, but I don’t want to hear” you tried to end this situation, but she just ignored you.

“Who’s going to receive the first piece of the cake?” she was looking between you and Haaland. “It should be the birthday girl, right?” Erling said kind of confused, not understanding why you looked so shy suddenly.

“Fuck off, i’m not doing this” you tried to look rough, but everyone at the party knew that you were ashamed.

All the attention was on you, including Erling’s attention. 

You didn’t want to do this because you knew that all of your friends would tease you about this for at least forever, but because of the pressure, and because of Erling pretty shine eyes, you shyly handed the plate with the piece of cake to him.

“Take it, it’s for you” you said making Haaland more confused “What is all of this?” he asked, not sure if he should take the cake or not “Just take, i can explain it to you later”.

When Erling was finally with the cake in hands, everyone started celebrating, some of your friends even faking a cry.

“I hate all of you” was your speech.

After some hours, the party was finally over, and now you and Erling were just laying in bed, you on top of him, with your head in the crock of his neck while his hand was carissing your naked back.

“Do you mind to explain what was the whole thing with the cake?” he said looking down to you.

You sighed.

“It’s kind of a stupid thing, but in Brazil we have a tradition” Haaland stoped his actions to show that he was paying attention. “And what, love?” he encouraged “It’s a tradition where you give the first piece of the birthday cake to the person you love the most, it’s more like a child thing, but some people take it really serious” you explained.

Erling was laughing, and you looked at him with a shock face, but with the sound of his laug, your expression quickly changed, a smile surging.

“Well, this is actually really cute” he said changing your positions, now he was on top of you, his arms on the side of your head “Honestly, i tought it was something much worse, coming from your friends”

Now was your time to laugh.

“I can’t blame you, they are really terrible” you agreed with Haaland. 

In the position you two were, you could perfectly view Erling’s face, so you did.

“So, i’m the one you love the most.” he said teasing, and you couldn’t help but roll your eyes “Please, don’t start with this shit too” you begged “Nah, c’mon, just admit that you love me more than anything else” 

You wanted to smack the smirk out of his face, but you liked his face too much for this.

“And boost your ego? No, thank you” you weren’t giving what he wanted this easy “Well, then I think I need to make you admit it”.

One second later Erling was all over you, his hands, his lips, his body. No need to say that in the morning you had admited it at least a thousand times.

In Erling’s next birthday, he gave to you the first piece of his cake.

[oscpaistry]

Teasing.

(THIS GIF IS MAKING ME FEEL SO USHY GUSHY😭🤌🏼😵‍💫)

Both of you were at a party. Virgil and you were dressed nicely. You wore the perfect outfit to tease him. Tight, short red dress. Just goes over your ass, alot of cleavage showing as well. You came downstairs and asked Virgil to clasp your necklace shut. Your make up was perfect, wearing the dress, beuatiful heels.

"Could you clasp this real quick love?" You asked while sitting on his lap. You grab your hair when you heard Virgil mumble a okay. You stand up and bend down to kiss him. Showing more and more cleavage as u bend down. His eyes looking at your chest.

"My lips are here, pretty boy." You said while cupping his face and you feel him smile at your lips.

"C'mon, were gonna be late if you stare to long handsome" while putting on your jacket you feel his hands snake up your hips.

"Y/n, you look... Wauw" Virgil said while grabbing the keys. You wink and smile at him. How could any man be so sweet and kind to you. You loved him so much. You didnt deserve such a nice man.

-At the party-

You were grinding your ass against Virgil at the dance floor. You felt his hands glued to your hips and swaying them left to right against his groin. You were out of breath and left him there to get a drink.

"Two Vodka and Coke please!" You asked the bartender nicely. He made it in a minute, you thanked him, grabbed the two drinks and went to Virgil who was sitting in a busy booth. You hand him the drink and went to sit on his lap. You adjust a few times just to tease Virgil. He loved and hated it at the same time. His hand firmly grabbing your thigh to signal to stop. You stop and tune in to the conversation he had with a few other people.

After bending over to "re-tie you heel lace" a few times he whispered into your ear. "Are you trying to tease me Y/n? Because it is definitely working." As you felt his boner underneath you. He stood up and he held you close infront of him to not show his boner to the others. You both said your goodbyes. Once again. You bend over to kiss your girlfriends goodbye. You push a little backwards onto his boner and a low groan left his lips. You both left and sat in the car. The ride home was not silent.

"What is the reason?" He said, gripping onto the steering wheel.

"Reason?" You replied with an innocent look on your face.

"The dress, sitting on my lap at home, at the party, grinding against me while dancing, grinding on my lap while have a conversation with the others, bending over on my lap. Did you want me to fuck you infront of everybody Y/n? Because if you wanted that, you couldve said so. I wouldve gladly do so." He said while stopping the car in the driveway.

"Cant i doll myself up and have fun with my handsome husband?" You replied. And with that he opened his car door, went to your door and opened it. He took your hand and basically dragged you inside. He took you up to the bedroom and there he took off your dress and he destroyed you.

I made this in fucking 25min🤭.

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[writingwhimsey]

Married to the Enemy- Shingen Ch. 7

Chapter 7

After getting myself calmed down, Shingen and I headed to the banquet which was being held in the main hall. My cheeks were still a little red…but well I hadn’t been expecting Shingen to kiss the top of my head like that! It had been such a sweet and affectionate gesture. Noy to mention, he kept my hand in his as we walked towards the banquet.

“I hope you are looking forward to this banquet tonight, Ava.” Shingen said.

I smiled at him, hoping the pink on my cheeks was enough to pass as just being a healthy amount of color. “I am. I always had fun at the banquets in Azuchi.”

“I will see to it you have even more fun.” Shingen replied, smiling warmly.

We soon reached the door to the main hall and Shingen was sliding it open. When we walked in, I was a bit surprised. At Azuchi the banquets, while casual still held a bit of a formal air about them. Everyone had their spots, sitting by rank…pretty much how they sat for war councils. Here everyone was in little pockets of loose groups and there appeared to be no rhyme or reason to it. Everyone seemed to sit where they wanted to.

“We don’t have any kind of formality here, whatsoever.” Shingen said, as if reading my thoughts from my face.

I smiled. “I can see that…I like that.”

Shingen led me around the room, introducing me to a few more of his vassals that were scattered about the room. They were all rather friendly and polite. We soon came to a spot where Kenshin, Sasuke, Kanetsugu, Yukimura, Saki, and Sasuke were seated along with another man I had yet to meet. 

The man I had yet to meet, smiled at me as we sat down. He had dark hair which was in a ponytail hanging over his shoulder and a beauty mark under his chin. He had a rather relaxed and yet ethereal air about him.

“Ava, I want you to meet my cousin, Yoshimoto.” Shingen introduced us. “Yoshimoto, this is my wife Ava.”

Yoshimoto smiled at me as he looked me up and down. “What a lovely kimono. Truly a work of art.”

I felt my cheeks flushing. Though I know he was complimenting my clothes…it was still the way he was looking at me…and well I was wearing the kimono. “Thank you.”

“See, aren’t you glad I told you to wear that kimono, Ava?” Saki teased me.

“Did you style her hair as well?” Yoshimoto asked. “It’s simple yet elegant and compliments her face very well.”

It was Saki’s turn to blush now. “I did. I also did her makeup.”

“You did such a lovely job.” Yoshimoto praised. “You did well bringing out her natural beuaty.”

Saki giggled and blushed. “Well, thank you, my lord.”

Yukimura was rolling his eyes. “I don’t know why you two are getting so giggly and blushy over his dumb comments.”

Saki turned to Yukimura with a frown. “Because it’s nice to hear nice things from people.” She answered. “How can you be so dense?”

Kenshin sat looking bored as he downed a cup of sake. “I knew bringing women into this castle would be a bad idea.” He said.

“I think they bring a breath of fresh air into the castle. It has always needed a woman’s touch around here.” Shingen said.

“Surely there are maids and others around the castle.” I replied.

“Yes, but they leave me alone.” Kenshin said. “They do their jobs and stay out of my way.”

“Don’t let Kenshin’s sour disposition bother you.” Shingen assured me. “He’ll be better once he’s had more sake.”

“Don’t forget his pickled plums.” Sasuke added.

Soon trays of food were being set before us. Shingen’s was piled high with sweets. I had a few sweets on my tray, but had several other dishes as well. “This smells and looks delicious.” I said. “I still don’t understand how you can eat so many sweets, Shingen. If I ate that many my stomach would be killing me.”

“I just really enjoy my favorite things.” Shingen replied with a shrug.

“Your wife is right though.” Yukimura spoke up. “It wouldn’t kill you to eat more like she does. You know, like normal people.”

“I guess I could cut back.” Shingen said, lifting a hand and stroking his chin in thought. Then a puckish grin came across his face as he turned those gray eyes to me. “You will help me with that, won’t you Ava?”

“I mean, if you’re wanting me to help you, I guess I can.” I replied. “Though I’m not sure exactly what I can do to help.” 

Shingen grinned at me. He was then taking my hand in one of his, while using his other to push his tray away towards Yukimura. “Here, Yuki take this away from me.”

Yukimura eyed his lord skeptically, but did as Shingen requested. He was then bringing him a tray that had a more balanced plate on it.

I looked at mine and Shingen’s joined hands, wondering just what he was up to. “Shingen…”

Shingen looked at me, his eyes warm and an easy smile on his face. “Yes, Ava?”

“What exactly is your plan?” I asked, looking pointedly at our joined hands.

“You’ll see.” Shingen replied. He was then taking a bite of his food, seemingly enjoying it, but he also made a face. “It’s good, but I really do need something sweet to balance it out.” He was then bringing my hand up to place a kiss on the back.

I felt a spark where his warm lips touched my skin and a pleasant tingling sensation worked its way up my arm. “O-oh…wait…am I…now your something sweet?”

Shingen grinned at me. “Beautiful and brilliant.” He said. “Yes, in order to cut back on how many sweets I eat, I’ll just have to steal a kiss every time a craving hits me.”

“Ugh, I should have known he’d do something like this.” Yukimura grumbled. He was then pushing the tray of sweets back towards Shingen. “Here! I’d rather see you eat too many sweets than flirting with your wife.”

Saki was smacking Yukimura on the shoulder. “Oh let them flirt.” She said.

“Them? I don’t see Ava doing anything other than turning into a tomato.” Yukimura countered.

This only made me turn even redder. And while Shingen had accepted his tray, he hadn’t let go of my hand…not that I was complaining. With my free hand, I reached for my sake cup, taking a sip trying to hide my embarrassment.

“I think we should find something else to talk about.” Sasuke said.

“Yes before I get bored and kill all of you.” Kenshin declared. 

“Lord Kenshin…” Sasuke said.

“I don’t blame our lord.” Kanetsugu said, refilling Kenshin’s cup.

We all chatted for a while longer, there was more teasing and joking that went on as the banquet went on. I found myself drinking a bit more of my sake than I normally would have…purely out of embarrassment. Shingen continued to hold my hand throughout the banquet, bringing it to his lips every so often and not touching his tray of sweets.

After a while Shingen leaned in to whisper in my ear. “Would you like to get some fresh air, Ava?” He asked, the fingertips of his free hand brushing against my flushed cheeks…which were from a combination of the alcohol and the intoxicating presence that was Shingen.

A pleasant shiver ran down my spine, but I nodded. “Y-yes…”

Shingen turned to everyone else. “We’re going to step out for a bit and get some air. We’ll see you all later.” He said before standing up and then offering me his hand.

I placed my hand in his and allowed him to help me up. I had more to drink than I thought as I was unsteady on my feet. I could feel myself teetering and that was when I felt a strong arm wrap around my waist.

“Don’t worry I’ve got you.” Shingen said to me as he steadied me. Once he was sure I was secure, we started to walk away, his arm still around me.

We made our way outside and were soon standing in a lovely garden. The cool night air was a blessing on my heated cheeks. Shingen led me to a bench that was beside a reflecting pond and helped me to sit down before taking the seat beside me.

I took in a deep breath of the night air. “It is a beautiful night.” I said as I looked around the garden.

“It is.” Shingen agreed. “Thank you for agreeing to come out here with me.”

“Do you like the garden?” I asked.

“It is a pleasant place to be.” Shingen agreed. “But…also I was just being a bit selfish.”

“How so?” I asked, my brow furrowing in confusion.

Shingen smiled as he lifted a hand to caress my cheek. “Because I enjoy seeing this adorable look on your face, but I am not fond of sharing it with anyone else.”

I felt my breath catch at his words. I could tell by the light in his gray eyes that he was completely sincere right now. “And here I thought you…were just trying to be considerate of me.” I teased after a moment.

Shingen chuckled. “Well, there is that too. I thought you could use some fresh air.”

I smiled at him before turning my gaze back to the sky above us, a beautiful crescent moon and a blanket of millions of brilliant stars illuminating the night sky. We sat there in companionable silence for a few moments, both of us just enjoying the night together. Though of course, now was a perfect time to get to know more about Shingen.

“I hope you don’t mind, but I’ve already spoken with Kenshin and the castle seamstresses. They are all in agreement that you would be a welcome addition. I can introduce you tomorrow.” Shingen said before I had the chance to ask him anything.

“Oh, I would love that!” I said, an excited smile on my face. “Thank you, Shingen!”

“Anything to see that beautiful smile.” Shingen replied. “Perhaps after that we can go out on the town. I’ll show you around and if there are any sewing notions you need, we can get them.”

“Oh, we don’t have to do the shopping…but going out does sound nice.” I replied. “I believe you did mention some bakeries and good tea houses here when we had our first date.”

Shingen grinned. “We could indeed visit some of those.” He agreed. “But if we walk around the shops and you see something you need we can still get it.”

I giggled. “I don’t think I should need anything, but I don’t mind walking around town with you.”

“I am happy that my lovely wife is so willing to spend time with me.” Shingen said, smiling at me.

“Well…you are pleasant company.” I replied. I was starting to feel nice and warm and fuzzy…a bit sleepy from the sake I had consumed and some of my defenses were down more than they normally would be. I ended up leaning my head against Shingen’s shoulder…very firm and broad shoulder.

“Are you getting tired, Ava?” Shingen asked, his velvety voice warm.

“Mmm…maybe a little.” I answered. “But…I’m not ready to go to bed yet.”

“Alright.” Shingen replied, moving so that his arm was around me and my head was on his chest as I rested against his side.

“You know…I was really nervous before our wedding.” I said, the alcohol pulling my honest thoughts from me. “I…I was scared of what you might be like. I mean…a man doesn’t get known as a tiger for being cuddly and all.”

Shingen chuckled lightly, but nodded. “I can see how that would be scary.” He said. “How do you feel now?”

“I feel…like I got lucky with you.” I answered. “You’re kind and warm…very warm.” I was nestling into his side further now, enjoying the warmth of his body. “Letting things go at a pace I’m comfortable with and…making sure I can still work…it’s nice.”

“I am glad that I was able to dispel your fears then.” Shingen said, his voice sincere. 

“What about you?” I asked. “What were you thinking…before we got married? Were…were you curious about me or concerned?”

“I would think you could tell I was curious.” Shingen answered with a chuckle.

“Hmm, you did intentionally run into me the day before.” I replied. “What were you thinking about me…after that run in?”

“That I was a lucky man to get to marry such a beautiful woman.” Shingen answered. “And perhaps I did some more looking into you before that even.”

“What do you mean?” I asked, turning my head to look up at Shingen.

“I asked Yukimura and Sasuke about you, since I knew they were your friends.” Shingen answered. “And I did ask around Azuchi about you. Everyone was quite taken with their kind princess. Not one person had a bad thing to say about you.”

I felt my cheeks heating up. “Oh…”

“And so once again, I was happy to learn I was a lucky man.” Shingen said once again.

“Now you’re just making me blush…” I said, looking away abashed.

We sat there for a while longer, looking up at the moon and enjoying the silence. I could feel myself relaxing further into Shingen. “I think you might be ready for bed, Ava.” Shingen said.

“Mmm…I think you might…be right.” I replied around a yawn.

Shingen helped me to my feet once again and then walked me back to my room. We were soon standing outside my door. “Have pleasant dreams, Ava.” Shingen said, bringing both of my hands up to his lips and placing a kiss on each hand.

I felt a warm tingly sensation flowing from my hands and up my arms at the touch of his lips. As I looked into his eyes, I was overcome by a strong desire. Shingen was constantly showing me affection…I had the urge to show him some as well. He had shown me so much tonight.

“I had fun tonight and I look forward to our day tomorrow.” I said and quickly leaned close, stretching up to place a kiss on his cheek. “Goodnight, Shingen.”

Shingen’s gray eyes went wide, but a slow smile spread across those handsome lips. “Goodnight, Ava.” He replied, leaning in to kiss my forehead.

I felt tingly down to my toes and a giddy smile worked its way across my face as I turned to walk into my room. I had been extra sleepy…but now I felt that I might have a harder time getting to sleep than I thought.

Shingen…

Shingen walked back to his own room after escorting Ava to hers, a smile on his face. His cheek felt tingly where she had kissed him. It had been so cute and so sweet…and his response to kiss her forehead had been a sincere reaction.

“I hadn’t been expecting that.” He murmured, his hand going to rest on his cheek, as if he could hold the warmth of her lips there. “I can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings.”

[raz-writes-the-thing]

Hello, it's me again!

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[muu-apoligest]

Confession

Genre: fluff

Reader is male

Characters: Aayato x male Reader ( Might also do one with Alhaitham)

You and Ayato have known each other for a long time. Over the time though Ayato caught feelings for you his childhood and bestfriend, I mean how couldn't he you were just so perfect. Your smile was the most beuatiful thing he had ever seen and your voice it was like music to his ears.

"Are we there yet" you asked to your bestfriend. "Yes, you can open your eyes now ". Opening your eyes to witness a picnic setup but before you could Ayato a quastion he said something. " Do you recognize this place". He asked. " Of course this is the place were we first met". You answerd and he smiled.

" Y/n I have something to say". Ayato began, he wanted to confess his love. "What is it?" "I'm in love with you". Your eyes widend and your ceeks began to heat up. " I know it's hard to except me as I'm the yashiro comissioner and all but I don't all I ever want to do is to love to cherish with endles love to spoil you to kiss you Y/n you mean too much for me I love you". He looked at you waiting for an answer. " I love you too Ayato".

Not waiting any longer Ayato hugged you tightly wich you happily returned. "May I kiss you" the blue haired man asked. "Go ahead".

Without a warning Ayato began to kiss you slow and passionately. After the kiss Ayato placed his forhead against your.

"I love you Y/n".

"I love you too Ayato".

The End

[almalvo]

STAR TREK: DISCOVERY | S1E3 "Context Is For Kings"

[I will react to each episode individually and in full, raw reception and then post as is unrevised here onto my tumblr for the full span of every and all NuTrek episodes and series that have been and will be released. If this falls under your field of interest - I welcome your company in joining me. Enjoy the ride.] -------

Rated "mature" huh. [suspicious face] man seeing the starfleet symbol ugh man look outside its so pretty i love the colours i keep saying this but i looooove the colourssss ugh these effects are so are SOOO whoa nice suit on the pilot the filming style is odd in DISCO pacing wise rn still but whats cool is it no longer feels like that almost stagnant "another day in star trek" type feeling. everything feels very specialised episode by episode - very "limited series" - cuz it is. what ship is this it looks kinda like an idic pin from underneath NCC OH SHIT ITS THE SHIPPPPPP OHHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK THIS IS DISCOVERY?!!?!??!?!??! OH MFUCK ITS NAME IS AFTER A SHIP YEAH OK DUH BUT ALSO WHAT THE FUCK ugh this intro listen youll read this probably the next 50 times over how i just gawk at the everything that im eating right now with my eyeballs the Discovery ship has such an odd shape no but its literally IDIC the ship but also its SOOO cool to see the evolution of the ship designs until we land at the PERFECT ratio of NCC-1701 Enterprise.

fuck that just made me think - oh SHIT---

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh who HO\ WHO WHO LEADS THIS SHIP WHO WHOOOOOOOOOO LEEEAAAAAAADS THHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS SHHSHSIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP whoa eyes with pretty reflection/not reflection nvm who is this????????? gabriel lorca? ok sry not to be underwhelmed but i am too eager its my fault alright mr. lorca - lets see what you about. i have never seen someone just eat fortune cookies like an everyday snack in a wooden bowl. discovery has a very interesting feeling, more..

door just shut in her face wow WHO ELSE IS ON THIS MASSIVE SHIP THOUGH NO NO NO ALSO ITS A FUCKING SCIENCE VESSEL. SCIENCE. VESSEL. SCIENCE. Whos this lady? aw she seems cute sylvia tilly? aw poor gal id shake her hand yo i like these beds mickey nah nahhh no thanks sylvia. sylvia. listen. dont be weird now. black alert. intersting what the hell ? its so PRETTY THOUGH whoaaaaa WHAOSSSS WHOAAA yeah no WHAT the hell IS going on on this ship please do tell??? new replicator hi saruuuu he is very fitting as first officer what are you eating? hahahahahhahha wow they nailed that one blueberries huh yeahhhh not me thinkin he eating larvae or somethin nope no sirrr i like the bowl hes eats from from though ugh hes so TALLLLL hes such a nice stick

idk why the title image of this show with burnham giving the vulcan salute only NOW is hitting me with its potential significance

fearing a black woman huh idk bruh come on now star trek not today bro not today

stamets why does this name sound familiar tf is this so fuckin weird though must we be so discriminatory tho lmao this stamets? whats this sparkle wahts happening stamets are you gay sir are you gay damn sir wonder what you gon do also burnham giving the vulcan brow ugh itll be so cool to have holographic text though? man how can we get that to work without a backlight of aerosol straal? straal and stamets. excuse me. ARE YALL LOVERS ??? ARE YALL A'LOVIN??? KISSY KISSY? YALL BOYFREEENNNNS??? lurkers lol ok. lurker such a fuckin nerdy word lmaooo stamets and straal huh. i got my EYES on you ew also give me that starfleet towel WHERE ARE YOU BURNHAM THIS LOOKS SO FUCKING BEUATIFUL OH MY GOD I HAVE ENVISIONED SOMETHING SO MUCH LIKE THIS ONBOARD STARFLEET SHIPS LIKE WE ALL HAVE OH MY GOD that put a chilll through my spine in a wonderful way

lorca has a mouth and rbf eyes like Homelander his face kind of reminds me of homelander lmaoo hi sylvia yall need to smile a bit mroe lol you better apologise the green screening is almost perfect but the border is still there the border of sylvias face against the greenscreen behidn the glass is too hard when its blue outside when irl the face woul have a light that really diffuses about the curfature of her face anwyays astromycologist fascinating. i like what hes talking about though tickles the science degree in me hahaha man what is this research im so curious what project is lorca up to? ugh so juicy im SOOO curious ugh shuttlepod looks fucking sexy. alright whos gonna die in here. whos the redshirt in this away party. whoaaa the mangling is nicee WHAT WAS THAT oml star trek horror though is SUCH a grand idea fuckkkk meeeee bruh this deadspace or what no lie i like the OG bat'leth design more of the blades splayed INWARDS than out

thats big bruh this is liteally deadspace its not gorn in here right lol its not right idk gorn gorn. gorn can do this right thats the first thing i thought when i saw any of this damage. sylvia you brave owowowoww NEVER MIND WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT someone give me a star trek indie horror game RIGHT NOW DO IT ill fucking do it if no one does ill fucking DO IT. oop well guess we know who the redshirt is. broo the way their bodies are twisted like that is wickedddd i dont think ive seen bodies STRETCHED and wrung like a towel before stamets is so calm he dont give no fuck. stamets my man what have you BEEN through?

big space mole looks like a fuckin cow-size tardigrade JEFFERIES TUUUUUBEEE burnham's composure is crazy ugh she recitin what? it better not be another "literary classic" bullshit. this is literally a giant tardigrade. ugh look at the bridgee i love this shot from the outside in why it blurry at the end tho ay ooo who this freeza droid XD GIVE ME THOSE BOOTS YO i want my room to be the bridge oh my god if i had money id remodel my house and make my room the bridge the viewscreen would be my personal theatre fucking bigass monitor projection did I hear that--- TRI TRIBBBLEEEEE EAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAAEAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT IS A FUCKINGGGG TRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ONNNNNNNNNNN HIIIIIIS DESSSSSSSSSSKKKKKKK they really are just having this conversation with a tribble just chillin on his desk son. i knew that sound anywhere oh my god GIVE ME ONE RIGHT NWO GIVE ME A BLACK ONE RIGHT NOW.

FUCK. bye tribbleee oooo in-ship transport what is this box what is the research what the fuck is happening. that is so pretty ohh intersting organic propulsion this is fascinaatingggg oh i really like this lorca has great delivery i BELIEVE in his role god the magic of masterful actors. love it WHOA THIS IS TOO FUCKING BEAUTLFUL NOOOOOO TAKE ME AWAYYYYY oh i love this pacing just now this whole scene was so good im so enamoured right now ugh its so nice to see creative cinematography why the tendrils on saru though what purpose do they serve wtf man wonder if we gon have more that typical star trek alien sexy-time lmaooooo ugh alice in wonderland really when we done with this shit :/ sylvia you wanna be captain? u know what - maybe you might be. if you dont die getting there. (you didnt hear that from me ahurghurghurgunrguhg-)

FOSTER FOSTER MOM AND HER SON??? YOU GREW UP WITH SPOCK????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK WHYYYYYYYYYY HOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU TELLIN ME BURNHAM IS KIRK'S SISTER IN LAW GET THE FUCK OUT

imn losin it whoa dead spcimens who whats in ITS THE GIANT TARDIGRADE sir you did this on purpose what you plannin lorca whats your grand design ughhh the scale of this ship though ugh EAT ME UP no i like that scene a lot though the one with cap lorca talking to burnham in the box - please intellectual star trek lore on mainstream play with modern techonological representation PLEASE oh im so intriguedddddddd.

bring it the fuck on.

kirk's sister in law, what even the fuck--

[findursoulmateorfindyourself]

its really still a problem. i am reading mark aurel which is all about focusing on urself and pracising kind hearted not comparing urself too others not envy and so on and then this stunning stunning stunning young woman comes, dark hair teint skin beuatifuk mouth beuatofuk smile suoer young oerfect akin very beautifuk body but akk in a very subtle way. she smiles to me i smile bavk i admire her but and this sistrubs me i still envy her. i wish i had her beauty and her eaziness soorit the effortless sex appeal. next to her i feek old, wasted and kind of trying to be ridicule. i need to wear rhose toght things to he recognized I need to really ahoe my hody but she is not doing anything kf jt and still glowing. but it ahoukd he omay and i ahoukd not feek bad aboht mysekf just because she js suoer stunning. why am i doing it. its all just to put myself down. but i knkw irs a fact a fact i just oainky should accept and mkve on. be grateguk for the bidy i am in as i an prraching everyday and saying hoe much i love myself now. apparently i am not there yet. hiw can i get over it and just recognize and cherish her beuaty fulk stop. i dont hate her fir being behaitfuk i just wish it coukd be me instead. i think my kifr woukd be so much better if i looked like that but what woukd be better? i know she is a beautifuk kind soul the way she smiles gives jt off. its not like i would be taking this beautiful body and losing a beautiful character bc she clearly has it all…so what am i scared for. the man or woman I like, likes her better fir her beauty and her character? so it be, then it simply means they are a better match. if she is oreferred for something like getting into a club I am not, so it be. it is not my oath to be in this club as it is not my path to be with this person. but then how to jot feel sorry for urself as it all just seems unfair. and i think this is the crucial part. everythingabout us is beautiful if we are doing it with a compass liek mark aurek out of honesty purity and kind hearted ness every little thought ( it is okay to be jealous I am not there yet) but I am really trying. I might bit get into the club, i should say c’est la vie, and might go hoke with a fresh mind crrating something amazing. it has the same value. or does it not? therr is no such thing as objectively speaking thats why POV became such a thing i guess but yes. lets try to oretend objectively which means a lot kf opinions gathered she is getting into the club meeting tons of amazing oeiple and sancing to incredibke music. over girl going home and chilking thwre no ine cates aboht her. but it is also with what aurek says caring about what ithers think and do its espeically the problem!! I inky have my now and here out if my eyes and my heart and it is supposed to be like that. and ofc im thinkinf hundert peopke consider it to he better like this or like that basically this is how democracy works, how can I vakidate my own opinion as much as them 100 if it comes to, it is the same good to be rejected and go hike than be in the club? its the same old same okd question about. which opinion values how can i crrate my value without the measurements of others. i am always coming to this. i sint want peiple to think i am a narcisisit egoman if i dont give a fuck aboht theyre opinions amd weigh mine way higher. it is trucky to maneuver in that mindest without becomung ignorant. but at the same time i dont want to live through grow through prosper thorigh affirmation hell no that aounds like hell. i want to affirm mysekf. it is maybe because ut is the sustainabke way. when we think about rivers and flyids which i cam to visualize when we had a saying about einfluss neglej und beeinflussen which also inckudes the river interesntinfky and aurel is talking alout aboht the stream and i think it is pary of live as blood is streaming through our veines and we need ghe water and the fluids, the circulation is life. bht coming back to the asoect of sustainabikty. listen imagine your own body giving ur own body ur own bacteria ur own blood cells when we tal

lol my paragrpah was maxed oht i do too much bla bla. but yes if we i somt want to go into biologism to much i never want to dsocirmante bodies espeicalky when it comes to genetics we always have to he carefuk to not get into any natuonalism discimnating fucked up shit. but I think my own body loves theri own system the most and it csn get a lot of her own system. its a little bit maybe kets talk about skin its better. my dahrer always refused to wash us too much as babies and in general he as this pladoyer: ur own bidy crrates fat that oeitect the skin, washing it away sith oerfumed shampoo gel to then out chemical body lotion sossnt seem to be an enhancement for the skin seems pretty ligicak to me. I mean everyone has their own bekiefs and ways but I kove to appreciate what my vody creates and what my body does. I know i am talking aboht an abled healthy skin ans i know some peiple just love to smeell like thousand rose leafs. byt i find that metaphor pretty good for also souk stuff. what my own body gives to my body is because it is healthy important disclaimer sensefull and good for me. it pribably matches my needs better than any artificial or natural product which fits affirmation from outside. of course fhe cream snells nice i feek fresh but then, my bidy get used to this crram wnats more of this crram and stips crrating its own fat to protect the skin maybe. I always have to buy this cream and its exterior, it will never last. i need it nee alk the time

i need rhat affirmation it feeks good but it wont last, my own afformation whereby comes naturally fits my needs and it is independent on any outer things. and this is why the value for me of my own affirmation wighs heavier than any of other people. i feel free and i feel good avoht jt but ifc still i am here comoaring mayelf to a maybe 19 year old woman that i wikk never be and never was. and its okay like fhaf but i need ti remind myself and i am disappointed inmyself still that it affects me so much and my head us gilled aitb it instead kf kther thints. but at the same time i lay down write this down and reflect on it so i hope i pray but i also

know that the next time i get inti a situation like that ill feel differently. I see feel hear taste the world thourgh my eyes and I love that I appreciate so many good food so much so many nice music ao many beuatofuk animals buidlings chikdrens families situations ( sometimes i dont of course madness, sexism, racism exploitation hatred and injsutice of the workd) but Its all meant for me. and i need tk accept and allrecate this. trhough my mind baby through my mind and love ur mind, it diesnt mean you think her mind sucks, it is beautifuk for sure, but its her mind her life her feelings hers and its good to see ssomeone havinf it like that its just an insoiratuon and a joy if beuaty and smiles which is for free and contagious( but Its all meant for me. and i need tk accept and allrecate this.

[jam1ru]

" HE AND SHE "

Hillis' POV

I'm in love with my bestfriend. Yes. That's right. We have been bestfriends since childhood. We basically grew up together. But, how can I not fall for him? The way he treat me is beyond the charts. For instance, he listens to me whenever I have problems. He's never hesitant to show how much he cares for me. He's a gentleman. He's basically the standard of the standards. He doesn't know that I have feelings for him. Well, I plan to confess to him. We are going to stroll around the city. I can't wait!

I got ready and put on my best dress. I made sure that I would look decently elegant. But not to the point where it'll be obvious that I glammed up a bit for him. I'm excited but still nervous. I mean, I'm going to confess to my bestfriend. I will be risking our friendship for this! Well, if he doesn't look at me the same way that I do, then I'll try to make him like me.

I arrived at our meeting place. There were cars everywhere. Buildings standing tall. Many people roaming around. Ah, this beuatiful scenery. I took a picture of it because, why not?But, it is a bit strange. He usually arrives first whenever we decide to meet-up. Was I too excited? Oh well. I'll just use my time to practice confessing. As I was practicing, I felt something stabbing in my chest. Weird. Probably because I'm nervous. But isn't this a bit too much for nervousness?

"Hill!"

"Ax! What took you so long?"

"Sorry I had to pick up someone. I want you to meet her!"

"Her?'

Taking it as a cue, a girl showed up behind Ax. She gave me a warm, soft smile.

"Hill, meet Everia - I'm currently courting her. Everia, meet Hill - my childhood bestfriend"

"Hi Hill, nice to meet you!"

My world dropped.

"Hi, nice to meet you too! Jeez Ax, how long have you been courting her? I didn't know you had it in you."

"It has been going around now for 6 months. I haven't told you anything because I knew you would tease me"

I felt a tingly sensation around my throat, then suddenly I started to cough.

"Hill, are you ok?"

I need to get out of here. But that would be too rude.

"Ah.. yes, I'm fine. Then, where shall we go?"

The day passed by so quickly. The three of us went around the city, chattering all about the most random stuff. Everia is a fun girl to be with. I could see why and how Ax fell for her. But still, it hurts. It hurts me physcially and emotionally. Ever since then, I kept coughing flower petals covered in blood. I went to the doctor as this condition is mine is pretty unusual. I was told that I have hanahaki disease wherein you cough flower petals covered in blood whenever you experience unrequited love. If this prolongs, it could lead to death. There is a solution, you can undergo through surgery however your feelings for that person will also be removed. I don't know how that works but if I have to choose, I would not let anyone take my feelings away from him. This feeling I have for him is something I hold special. This is something I hold dearly. Because of him, my dull life became colorful. He was there for me, always. I never and will never regret loving a wonderful person like him.

Years have passed and we are now in our mid-20s. I still have the disease - yes I did not give up my feelings for him. However, that would also mean that my coughs became even more serious, and the petals I cough out are covered with even more blood.

I have an agenda for today, and I don't want to miss it. I dress up into a cute, white dress with my back exposed. I mean, I'm still allowed to look cute right? I curled my hair and did my make-up. I wore my favorite heels and put on my diamond necklace. The uber I booked arrived and now I am good to go.

I arrived at a church near our district. Gosh, thankfully it hasn't started yet. I went to my seat in front and then it started.

The music played. The ceremony started with a little girl throwing petals. A few guests were entering one by one but that's not the point. And there she is, the most beautiful person in this venue. She is dressed up in a white, luxurious gown. Her face covered with a white veil, holding a white boquet of flowers. Yes, I am at a wedding. If you want me to be more specific, I am at Everia and Axion's wedding. As I looked at Ax's expression. I felt glad. I'm happy that he is happy. I'm glad that he found his one and only.

I ignore the painful tingling of my throat. I ignore the heavy feeling of my chest.

As I hear them exchange their vows, the painful sensation lingering in my chest intensifies. And there it is...

"I now pronounce you husband and wife"

He and She, are now wed.

The couple shared a loving kiss.

It is official.

Ah. I think this is a bit too much for me.

I excused myself to the restroom, as I couldn't handle the pain. Luckily, no one else was in there. I locked the door and released it all of my pain. My tears. My blood. I released it all. After coughing, I was surprised to see a bud of flower, covered in blood laying on my hand.

Ah, I guess it is time now huh?

I washed myself up and made sure that no traces were left. I left the restroom and hurriedly went back to the church to congratulate my dear friends personally. It would be rude of me to just disappear out of nowhere.

As I rush back inside, I felt a throbbing pain of my chest. No. This is not the time yet. I need to go back. But I can't. I couldn't breathe. I'm suffocating. I tried to bring myself back to where Jax and Everia are but I couldn't. I bumped into someone and my body collapsed.

"Hill! Hill! Hillis! Are you ok!? What happened!? I'm looking everywhere for you!"

Ah. Out of all people, why him.

"Hillis, hang in there alright?!"

I couldn't breathe. I couldn't see. I couldn't answer.

"Hill... there is a thorned rose...covered in... blood... are you perhaps-"

I touched the man's face. Without thinking, I...

"....Thank....you.., Ax,,,, I'm ,.... sorry..."

He went for me.

She went for him.

He and She were the last people I don't want and want to see in this moment.

My hand dropped. And everything went black.

"HILLIS!!!"

-- THE END --

[jaxparagas]

I arrived home today. And nakita ko sa side ng bed ko yung pinadala mo. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung mag eenglish ako or taglish or tagalog na lang. Nahihiya ako baka makita mo mga wrong grammar ko hahahaha. Nag eexam ako kanina, it was bioethics. And then while taking the exam, nasa number 56 ata ako non, ramdam ko vibration ng phone ko. I cant really focus na non. Sinilip ko and unregistered number. Hindi naman ako sumasagot ng call from unknown callers kaya hinayaan ko lang but after 3 or 4 missed calls, tumayo na ako and nagpaalam kay ma’am if pwede ko sagutin yung tumatawag sa phone ko. Fortunately, pinayagan niya naman ako. Siya yunh kinaiinisan ko na teacher actually. Si ma’am Pharma. ALAM MO BA WALA SA EXAM YUNG MGA DINISCUSS NIYA, AS IN WALA. But anyway, lumalayo na naman ako sa sinasabi ko, so yon, sinagot ko outside and sabi may pinapagrab and I dont remember na may ganon ako. And then naalala kita.

Hindi ko alam bakit but nakafeel ako ng shiver na nagrun sa spine ko. And then ramdam ko na nanginginig na voice ko. Sabi ko iwan na lang doon or sa landlady namin kasi hindi nagpipick up kapatid ko.

Pagbalik ko sa room, hindi na ako makafocus sa exam. Ikaw kasi! Hay nako hahaha.

Nung nakita ko binigay mo pagkauwi ko, I stood there, for like 5 minutes. Feel ko ang tagal tagal ko nang nakatayo and tinititigan lang yon. Sabi ko ayoko na umiyak but nafeel ko na lang na uminit yung eyes ko. And then I found myself wiping my tears na. You always make me cry nakakainis. Nakauwi ako like 5:30PM and until now, hindi ko pa rin magawang lapitan or hawakan yung nakapaper bag dito, yung mga binigay mo. I even try to avoid looking at it kasi pinapaiyak mo na naman ako. Kung tatanungin mo ko bakit ako umiiyak, hindi ko rin alam. Maybe because you’re so kind and perfect to me yet hindi ko pa rin magawang magstay, maging strong. Im sorry. I dont know. Im so tired. Even I dont understand my self.

Oh so pano ko bubuksan tong mga to? Nakita ko may nakasulat na Jane and naiiyak na ako? Hahahahha Even on viber, the thought na ioopen ko conversation natin, naiiyak na ako agad. Ish. Nakakainis. Dapat kasi bago ako umalis don mo na lang binigay, ayan exam week na exam week pinapaiyak mo ko.

Ang dami ko gusto ikwento. Sobra. Mga nangyari last week, tapos this week, mga sagot ko sa exam na alam kong mali, mga ginawa namin nila Raj. You were my greatest listener. You always listened. You always cared. You always saw me beautiful. You were always there for me kahit ako nq yung mali. Nakakainis talaga sabi ko hindi na ako iiyak ihhh! Thats what made you different from all the guys I met. You didnt let my past define me. I felt so beuatiful and so loved every time that Im with you.

Gusto pa kitang makita, makausap, mayakap, pero maiiyak na naman ako. And ang hirap umuwi ng bahay baon ko yung realization na Im really letting you go. Ang sakit. I love you. Alam ko napamahal na ako sayo and ang sarap mong mahalin kasi mas mahal mo ako. I love you. So much na ang sakit na pinipili kong makipaghiwalay. Im sorry.

Ang sarap sa feeling na sinuportahan mo ko sa lahat. Lagi mo kong pinupush to give my best. When I felt na tama na, na hindi ko na kaya, you proved me wrong. I miss your hugs. So much. I miss your scent, your warmth, your laugh, your smile. Ayoko na kasi buksan pa yung messages, ayoko mapahaba usapan natin kasi I really dont want to cry anymore. Ayoko na umiyak.

Thank you for everything. While taking my exams, feel ko hawak mo kamay ko because of the watch you gave me. Continue holding my hand lang everytime na mag vavital signs taking ako, kasi ikaw partner ko, sayo lang ako tumitingin ng time eh. Thank you for always understanding me. Kahit wala na akong time sa atin, kahit hindi mo na ako makausap ng maayos, palagi kang positive. Always waiting for me. I love you. Thank you. And Im sorry if I cant stay. Nakakawala ng purpose, I dont even know if tama pa ba tong course na to hahahahaha. I just feel so tired. Gusto ko na magrest. But I dont want to disappoint you. Kahit nakakawalang gana na mga exams, ayan ka na naman still pushing me to give my best. Thank you, my love, for everything. I love you, please take care of yourself. Get enough sleep and dont overwork yourself.

Im contemplating pa whether on inviting you or no to meet before I leave Baguio, kasi naman feel ko iiyak na naman ako and I really dont want to cry na but gusto ko kasi hug. Gusto ko hug mo

[gfvenus]

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