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Sometimes I wonder how I'm ever gonna be able to work on the other Spinch stories I have, I have so many ideas for things but only so much fixation power
#text#every once in a while ill doodle a character from one of my other stories but thats like It. so many of them are so underdeveloped#sparklecare and the cometverse (cometcare and DM) are like the only things ive managed to actualize to a solid continuous form#nightstars was Almost there but Things Happened and its not around anymore#i actually have a few series that havent even been publicly shared yet because i have so little for them#KG and SE and HNU are all sort of in a Void right now. i dont know how to revisit them#and stay connected#i guess the cometverse is easier because it has a foundation with the main comic which is where the most development exists#i just wish i had more time. the AUs are easier to actualize because theyre just For Fun#KG and SE and HNU are all Serious Stories that i would want to treat with the same level of chronological storytelling as main SC#those aren't just For Fun. the AUs are for fun so i can just do fuck all and do whatever i want and it doesnt matter how i do it#its so frustrating! so many things in the kittycorn mind so little time#sorry for long tags
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What if one day, Alan came home early, insisted that Chosen would stay to dinner, and they have big family dinner together? And everything so surreal for Chosen, so when they come back home, Dark can't stop asking Cho why they look so stunned.
god yeah-- i don't think he'd insist on chosen staying personally but there's no way SC doesn't beg them to stay--
#tommy's foolery#he's just like. 'only if you want to hahh please don't force yourself to be around me'#but meanwhile sc is in the corner. with those Big Ol Eyes#they're too cute how is chosen supposed to refuse their little baby sibling like that!!!!!!!#<- oh man actually imagine if that's where they finally start processing that yeah actually sc is their little sibling huh.#and alan is treating them nice enough that it just causes some cognitive dissonance there........#idk man!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#tommy's stick!alan#selkie sticks au#i don't think alan would be comfortable with forcing anything on chosen but SC doesn't exactly get the Implications here#they're just a littol baby!!!! they want their friend here for dinner!!!#esp if sc ever hears chosen complain about there not being food back home. bc there's no way that dark and chosen eat on a healthy schedule#chosen tries to refuse but sc genuinely looks like they're about to start Fucking Bawling. they don't have a choice#just. aurrghhhhhhhhhhhh!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
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The Roombabot Diaries
"Even without full scan function, I still had my dark vision filters and my own mapping data, so with the fixed point of the corridor hatch, I could retrace my steps to the ramp. It just looked awkward and stupid because for the first part I had to navigate like a floor-cleaning bot." - Martha Wells, System Collapse (Video and audio description below the cut)
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An animated video of Murderbot, in a full environmental suit (featuring a little 'Perihelion' logo on its chest and an opaque helmet).
Murderbot is wandering around a dark space, the sound of its footsteps on the stone floor are audible. It walks in a straight line to the right until it hits a pillar with an audible 'thunk' noise and stops. A grumpy smiley face appears next to it.
It recalibrates, making little chirping calibrating sounds, then turns and moves towards the viewer until it seems to hit the camera (again with a 'thunk' noise and a little frowny smiley face next to it) and recalibrates again.
It turns its back to the viewer and starts walking again, this time seemingly hitting the wall in the back. It recalibrates again, then turns to the right and starts walking again. After a few seconds it stops briefly, two exclamation marks appear next to it along with a beeping noise, then it quickly walks out of frame.
#listen i know this is not really what happened in this scene but like.#all i could think about when i was reading this was murderbot moving around like a roomba#figuring out the layout of the space by bumping into things and changing its direction with every collision#and the mental image was so funny to me#i don't actually know how to animate i literally downloaded the software a few weeks ago for another silly mb video (which is unfinished)#this is my second attempt with the software and like. it's FUN!! but i also don't know what i'm doing help#also PLEASE i can't draw please don't @ me about the anatomy#i'm trying to tell myself that the environmental suit is just. very weird hjsdfkdjkhdfjh#anyWAYS#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#system collapse#system collapse spoilers#sc spoilers#video#𓄿#also. i really wanted to add the humans following mb in a row like little ducklings and almost crashing into it when it crashes into things#but then i would have had to animate 3 additional sets of walk cycles and it would have gotten to complicated and crowded sdfhjdksf#but. yeah. feel free to imagine they are there
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i fear i miss him....
#it hasn't even been TWO WEEKS ajskdhsajkdasjkdhjkadsjkhdas#i will get over it i just need a new obsession#i just keep thinking about his crazy successful family tho and i KNOW i would never match up and always feel inadeqaute ajsdkhassd#his dad is a SC his mum is a partner at a big 6 and his brother is on his way too. god.#when we met like the first thing he said to me was 'are you doing plt' and i was like yeah but i dont rly want to practice or be a lawyer no#and he was like yeah same lol but i felt like i didnt have a choice#GOD HE'S SO ME
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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I think I understand now why I'm honest to Stars nervous every time I interact with online communities like the animation meme one, the furry one, etc.
It's for the exact reason why I'm terrified of talking to former classmates who entered nursing school.
A huge majority of the vocal minority never left behind their grade school bully mentality. I'm not kidding, throwing insults, or even calling anyone childish. This is as big of a problem as it is in nursing, and it takes lives in the exact same way. I'll explain.
Having had family who were in the medical field, I have heard utter horror stories about one side of nursing. Not even in a medical malpractice sense. But how some of them can have the sweetest, "empath" mask on when they are around you, but will smear your name behind your back at the very least, try to get you disciplined/fired (especially if you're a "rival" nurse/student) at unfortunately common worst.
Now, because I am a firm believer in nuance, I have to state that for as many malpracticing nurses there are, there are just as many nurses who put their patients before their ego always. I myself have had several nurse family members who didn't have even the slightest infraction to their records, and retired late despite how their patients AND fellow MPs yearned for them to stay.
But, it has to be said: It only takes one to kill. One word, one intentional slip-up, one accidental pill too many. The side of the accuser only need speak, while the side of the victim has to frantically fight for their right to the role- to the life- they worked so hard for.
Why? Well, because it's easier to destroy the perceived enemy than it is to build your own self up. Destroying the competition has been a tale as old as time, and it can ALWAYS be for the pettiest of reasons.
If you want more of your supervisor's attention for better odds at better pay, intimidate and belittle nurses of your standing or lower so they're demotivated, demoralized, and struggling in comparison.
Hell, if you just don't like another nurse, watch their every move, and rat on the few, harmless, honest mistakes they made!
Who cares how many patients die, either because of a growing lack of nurses, or because of straight up nurse-on-nurse sabotage!
Do you see where I'm going with this?
Do you see how people can put the grandstanding of their own ego above entire LIVES?
The near-homeless artist whose callout you are mindlessly reblogging, what of their life?
The kinky trans woman?
The genderqueer person with neopronouns and "conflicting" labels?
The literal teenager who doesn't- and CANNOT- know better because of their horrifically bigoted family? Not without external guidance, of which they can only have through the online, and are immediately shunned from?
You all want an easy answer.
There are none here.
There never will be.
The only answer is to practice media literacy, to wait until both sides have come out with their sides of the story, and to understand a very rarely spoken of Golden Rule:
If it isn't hurting anyone nor contributing to harm period, mind your own business.
Otherwise, if still hard pressed:
What do YOU get out of ending the life of someone as they know it?
If it's the same sense of satisfaction a cop would get, I don't know what to tell you.
All I know is that you cannot, AND SHOULD NOT, be doing their "job" for them.
And if you do, wipe that ACAB off of your bio.
We do not use the weapons of the oppressor on our own. ESPECIALLY on our youth.
#vee vibrates#youth liberation#youth rights#I might be kicking the hornet nest here but it really has to be said and I'm so sick of the excuses.#I genuinely thought my generation would be better than this but nah.#I put too much faith in the very same “Humanity” that can't even be fucking bothered to be humane.#I want to be proven wrong by these communities. PLEASE prove me wrong and do better.#Artists like myself who have much bigger life-threatening things to worry about genuinely couldn't care less for this pettiness.#I will care if somebody has VERIFIABLE IMMEDIATE evidence of serious s€x crimes or sc@mming or anything and takes that to the police.#Because if it was that criminal you'd report it. Blasting it on social media fucks ALL your chances of the hand of the law coming down.#( See: Hansen & Onision; all actual predators who weren't reported and milked as “lolcows” instead until the crimes climax )#I've been a victim of police negligence myself. I know that a lot of them just don't take the online seriously at all.#But it's no excuse to not try. If a ch!ld pr€dator is active enough w sufficient evidence it will at least attract SOME legal attention.#But nah I'm probably going to get told off by someone with hella skeletons in their closet over this.#It's always the one who scream the loudest & with most vitriol about the sins of their opponents 24/7 that have the most to hide. Lose even.#I just don't understand why we need to enforce such puritan standards on everybody ESPECIALLY trans women.#I thought us ex-Christians were proud to divorce ourselves from the same methods and beliefs that traumatized us.#People hate cops and priests until they see the advantage in being one I guess.#medical neglect tw#medical tw#medical malpractice tw#death tw
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dreams of strange light; what could it mean...?
#at multiple points throughout the creation process (i.e. before i'd gotten the colors adjusted properly)#it felt like 1 million blades of fire directly to my eyeballs#just like sc would have wanted ...#anyways . this story is approximately 95% hollow knight reference by body weight at this point But im not complaining#cw eyestrain#art#my art#my ocs#not described#godborn universe#smoky clouds#silver splash#< name changed ! to keep the upper-class moltenfire/moltenfire-derivative naming scheme consistent
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so this is from a few days ago and i decided to scrap it but…
here's a moment only one of them remembers oops :x
geo and pyro belong to @8um8le
#2024#stellar city#sc geo#sc pyro#this is geo's memory... it was going to cut to geo snapping back to reality in the present after but... couldn't get it right#unfortunate that pyro is very cute here since i'm giving up... but that's why i am putting it here aha#i wanted to make pyro say ass bc it sounded more natural but they cant swear... but also you need the ass sound for other words so idk#idk how their voice bank censor filter would even work#like you can say ass on the radio during the day bc technically it's an animal- but you can't say assHOLE- would their filter work the same#i keep using this couch in comics and i'll be honest i have no idea if they have a couch anywhere#i just dont wanna put them on the floor or make them stand so couch it must be
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have devolved into begging on social media but this is driving me up the WALL. I relatively distinctly remember a line of dialogue in the original game, paraphrased obviously, but to the extent of "asmo's charm doesn't work on a few rare exceptions but they're usually people with great magical power so it's strange that MC is one of them". does anyone else remember this or have I been trying to headcanon something into existence
#obey me on side#originally i was looking for it because i was almost sure but needed to check it was talking about asmo's charm#but then I could not find ONE implication of it anywhere when usually it takes me like 5 minutes max to source something like that#i thought maybe I was misremembering a line from a fic or something but I don't read that much#and i remember it as a sc!! like I think the background was that classroom one they use a lot and it was either solomon or asmo saying it#i have swiss cheese brain but not here wtf.....#originally i wanted a screenshot but at this point i would settle for someone else remembering it lol#if you're looking at this and thinking 'why is this such a problem':#a.) i'm an encyclopedia about this game i am the one other people ping to ask for a source. i should KNOW!!#b.) on more than one occasion i've gone to find something like this only to find (very late in my efforts) they took it out of the game#and i need to know if it's happening again because that would be kind of funny.#and c.) I was literally just theorizing and needed this specific piece of information to continue what i was talking about#anyway hi if you're still reading. goodbye now though because i ran out of things to say
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cant tell if its a massive W or a massive L im gonna start using like every social media platform fr the first time literwlly ever ... :|
#ok so basically im gonna be Away fr like 5ish months bc of work#and ppl want me to get different thingys so its easier to contact them#like my bestie that lives in the uk mainly uses sc to talk to ppl which would be easier cause weve been using whatsapp which is kinda shitt#n then my sister likes showing me silly lil vids she finds on ig so she wants me to make an account so she can send stuff to me when im awa#n then my gf wants me to make a discord cause thats her main platform n also she wants to play little games together n stuff#but its just silly like ive been a tumblr only girlie like. forever. n now im gonna be mr social media all at once. its weird#tbf i will not be posting anything. but still#honestly i probably should have made a discord when i first remade my tumblr cause i feel like all yall r discord besties. but its ok#i will have one (1) friemd on discord and it will be my beautiful girlfriend. so thats a win
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What if the way Mango learns is that Dark tells him? And thinks it a normal thing to admit to? Like "oh yeah, I turned my creator into a stick figure so I could kill him, and I also stabbed the kids he adopted in front of him because I wanted to suffer as much as possible. Apparently they all ended up getting brought back though." Or something along those lines where it is clear who he's talking about.
MAN. i feel like King would just break from being told that casually.
#'yeah so i killed everyone! and uh. the other creation he made me laser-beamed me to the edge of death which is why i look like this.'#'...what's that look about. why are you looking at me like that' “...what is WRONG with you?”#tommy's stickmen tag#if king asks why they did it they just kind of shrug and say 'it just happened'#they have a lot of different excuses. 'they just happened to be in the way.' 'they wouldn't have been happy around alan anyway'.#'it doesn't matter when they came back anyway.' 'alan deserved it. it doesn't matter.'#and i feel like it does get to them slowly as they realize how much Chosen and SC hate them for it#as well as the fact that they scared not only king but also CHOSEN#but they're pretty deep into their status as a murderous criminal and would be deeper if Chosen didn't keep stopping them every time#it's easier to pretend they're right#in truth they're really not sure what they want anymore#especially not when they realize they're still scared of alan
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also selle francais horses gone tomorrow?? like forever?? i really dont know if i should just get one or not ... i used to be so obsessed with the dapple flaxen and always planned to get it but now idk!!!!!
#like i dont think i would ride it at all lol but a part of me still wants to get one just incase#its just 590 sc is a bit too much for me like if it was 300 sc id get one immediately#i already have the white one from my very early star stable days lol i remember the day that horse came out omg#so i guess if i already have one i dont need another ..
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#sc has always relied on having a stong center to be the x factor#and when they dont it's a problem for them#the lineup is another thing#i think [and i'm pro uconn] starting tessa is probably a good idea#and i can't blame them for not starting watkins when kitts was doing a good job#and while i appreciate adjusting the rotations based on who is playing well#when bench players are consistently playing more or the same number of minutes as the starters it might be time to consider switching#i will say a lot of this was ucla shooting the hell out of the 3ball#and sc not letting its consistent 3pt shooters shoot#and instead going for a midrange that would not fall#sc went 8-12 which is 66.7% and ucla went 10-21 47.6%#both are very high numbers#but ucla wasn't wasting possessions and getting out rebounded when they missed#it was interesting at the end of the second or start of the 3rd tessa made a 3 and then pao pao made one#and then on like the next possession tessa had the ball at the top of the arc and if she was smart she would have called her own number#but i also wonder if there is some pass the ball mentality going on#or just a lack of wanting to win#if you look at the qtr by qtr ucla out scored them by 10 in the first and 10 in the second but it was pretty even in 3 and 4#or rather sc outscored them by a few#but if they really wanted to make up the deficit they would have shot earlier in the clock and shot more 3s#that's how the mercury close their gaps#but instead it was almost like ucla was the one shooting early and from 3#also at the 6 minute mark in the 4 sc got 3 fouls on one possession#and i was thinking are you really playing the foul game now? but i guess that was just 3 oopsies in a row#the thing is 15 or 20 points in 10 minutes is not insurmountable but it was like they were playing to win the quarter not the game#idk
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📱😪
#well glad i finally stopped overthinking for three days and sent the damn text#i get if things are super hectic with work and everything immediate i do--but if we've still been feeling each other we'd still find a way#to connect?#i thought dinner with him went well a few weeks back--and would've gone better at mine if not for shitty super (big stressor) halfassing a#roof leak repair job in his closet making him have to go handle that after it rained a little during dinner#but we kissed goodbye saying we'd hang labor day and i told him to text me once home or about how the leak goes and he never did#but okay things were stressy and he forgot no worries#labor day came and i followed up day of not having heard from him and did an afternoon in the park after not hearing back#he apologized the next day saying he was going through a lot and i understood and said i'd still like to help take his mind off things--nada#he works weekends so i sent him a doggo video on IG to help some and checked in the next Monday asking if we did still want to hang again#and that i'd missed him--he apologized last Tuesday saying work was chaos and that he was two-weeksing his part time job#i understood and asked what he planned on doing from there to have us talking--nothing#but he did see the doggo video finally and said 'thanks for the doggo c:'#i did also have a free evening on thurs from a day off with mom so i low-presh said 'hey if you wanna hang?' and nothing#last thing was i asked on Sunday how his week was going and nothing#what confused me is that through all this he would still pop into my IG stories and like things which makes me think 'interest'#but i'd low-pressure like or comment a thing on his and i wouldnt get anything#and also still kinda seeing him on the site we met on with a guy leaving him a bj review a few weeks ago... which#it's fine it's been two dates so sure--but i'm also v much wanting to do things with him too and i'm kinda right there??#so all this to say that i felt like i had to just see if we are doing okay given it's been hard to tell#...but i did so much overthinking on how to phrase it the past 2-3 days before finally sending it#saying that if we are i'd like us to connect a bit more and that maybe Snapchat could help with that#[we probably should've traded SCs already 🥲]#anyway we'll see how that goes but idk as much as i've liked our chemistry i kinda feel like--to quote The Drums' 626 Bedford Ave--#i dont get near what i've been givin'#(space considerations for the hecticness aside ofc#so if we can communicate a bit better that'd be nice but could also gear toward an end so we'll see with the ball in his court#anyway thanks for reading that pre-bed vent#you're now imagining a corgi about to go paddling on a boat as a treat :)#🥱
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eryth sea + alcamoth!
#xbcde#lizz.jpg#ok last one for now :) i do have some other screenies in drafts but !!! there's a lot haha and im kinda eepy#and i like imbuing little stories about my playthrough in the tags...#eryth sea is definitely up there in my favorite areas!! it feels like a cop out answer tbh#but like who am i to deny some really pretty meteor showers...#alcamoth too! imagine living here. LOL. like damn i want that view!!#im also really pleasantly surprised with the sunset scs im like wait i have?? a decent variety of sunset pictures?? wow!!#also something to know about me is that im very biased toward night areas in this game...#why would you run throguh xenoblade areas at day. you don't have night vision (and pretty shit)#(this is a joke) (the daylight areas are beautiful as well) (i'm just very partial to night lighting)
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Some bith hacked my snapchat and sent scam messages to all my contacts and im pulling the trigger on the bastard 🔫
#miranda talking shit#I changed password after like 5-10 min bc people obviously noticed it wasnt me#But makes me mad. Fuxk scammers#Still made me laugh bc 90% of people on my snapchat i only speak English with so... Random swedish shit out of nowhere would probably make#People confused. Now i have to talk to people who i havent in 4 years just to say i got hacked#Embarrassing .... All i want to do on sc is see and send cat snaps man
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