#just fml i guess
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feeling so stressed about university like i just started considering grad school bc im on course to graduate this spring, but i found out from a classmate that the grad school she applied to ended applications a few days ago and i had no idea grad schools had their applications so early. now im freaking out bc i dont even know what i'd want to study since i only officially switched into my program last year and was just aiming to graduate at first before even learning that concentrations were an option and i really like linguistics but it seems like if you want to pursue ling further you need to get a masters and i don't know what i'm supposed to do now. i wish someone would have told me all this stuff before hand so i could start preparing but now im so lost
#this university is so stupid like i even had to figure out how graduation works on my own by navigating through stupid webpages#my own uni doesnt even have grad school application deadlines posted anywhere lol#and im sure i wont be able to go next year bc i probably missed the deadlines so idk what im even going to do in the meantime#just fml i guess
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middle school au ASL
#msopms#one piece#portgas d ace#ace one piece#one piece ace#op ace#ace op#monkey d luffy#luffy op#op luffy#revolutionary sabo#sabo op#op sabo#sabo one piece#one piece sabo#I JUST REALIZED THIS IS MY FIRST COLORED SABO DRAWING FML#one piece fanart#middle school au#laws here too but im not tagging him he doesnt need to be tagged#msopms law homophobia is unfortunately real#him and kid are the epitome of middle school boy i fear#f slur#i guess#my art#asl brothers
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hey chat do you ever think about evbo and parrot in pvp civilization. the. the things they could've been. it wrecks me.
pvp civilization spoilers below!!
When Parrot and Evbo first met, he was the first person to tell him how the iron sword level works. He acted like a guide of some sorts, answering his questions, telling him the story of the chosen one, and just being gentle. Evbo admired him, even if that admiration only extended to parrots mansion and how he was the only iron sword that has a mansion.
Evbo trusted Parrot, he trusted him because he was one of the few people that didn't lie to him. Because parrot treated him with respect, treated him seriously, and parrot cared for him.
When Evbo accidentally shared the contents of his journal to parrot, he didn't tell ANYONE that Evbo was the chosen one. He did the opposite, he tried to HIDE the fact that Evbo was the chosen one. He warned Evbo to be careful, to not be obvious, to hide himself, because. because because he cared. for him. He cares for Evbo, if he didn't then he wouldn't have told him about The World. The world of parkour civilization, that he wasn't a natural born sword, that he was a bow. He wanted Evbo to know because he genuinely cares for him. And if that means breaking Evbo's trust for him to know the secrets of the world? He'd gladly do it. He can't lie to Evbo, he wouldn't. He can't. Not after Evbo shared his journal to him, even though it was an accident, it was the reason why Parrot even told him anything in the first place.
Parrot will accept the disdain Evbo would give him in the future if it means Evbo won't be clueless about the civilization he is in right now. He would prioritize Evbo's safety over anyone else's, proven by the fact that Parrot tried to stir him away from the iron swords gazes.
It does NOT excuse the fact that he did nothing when Evbo was being farmed though, not like he could do anything but yea... we didn't see him in that whole section, not even once. Which augh the angst </3
He changes in the end though. Parrot fought because of Evbo. He picked up his bow again and fought for his principles, that no sword should be farmed for a longer life. Evbo reignited his will, his almost forgotten belief of peace. That arrow- that singular arrow that we see. Is proof. Proof that he's ready to fight once more, to risk his life for a better life for others. And in extension, for Evbo.
#pvp civ spoilers#pvp civilization#pvp civ#swordbow#parrotbo#evbo x parrot#parrot x evbo#evbo#parrotx2#pvp evbo#pvp civ parrot#pvp civ evbo#I LOVE SWORDBOW SO MUCH I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM#guessed who just learnt about the “keep reading” feature haha#I did. fml#chiefcrossaintdeanbanana'syappery
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Just learned the band MCR is just a shortened form of My Chemical Romance and not its own fucking band. I learned it from a Leon Kennedy edit of an ai voice saying he’s scared of emos. I’m considering violence.
#resident evil#leon kennedy#mcr#my chemical romance#why did no one tell me#was I just supposed to fucking guess 😭#fml
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The online check-in for my flight isn't working 🙃
#it keeps telling me 'wrong passport number'#it's... not?!?!?!#and there's no way to call them without incurring charges#so i guess i'll just have to fucking show up at the airport stupid early and hope for the fucking best?!#fml
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my beautiful babies are all together now 😭😭
#the bone season#scariest experience of my life ngl#i had to order them from german amazon bc apparently all czexh bookstores decided not to carry them????#heartbreaking fr#and the dust jackets are all bent and creased bc there was no padding or anything at all in the gigantic box so they were just knocking#around in there 🙃🙃🙃#but i guess it could've been worse#love my babies sm#*czech fml
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Me: *creates an OC*
Me: *heavily implies OC will meet a bad fate*
OC: *meets bad fate*
Me:
(Alternatively, I may have started it, but @katkastrofa enabled me and now I’m losing my mind)
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#first rule of interacting with Nia: don’t suggest a dark/whumpy/extremely angsty concept to them#they’ll take it and run a marathon with it and next thing you know their own ideas are making them cry#this is just what happens when I start developing an OC during a rough time in my life#happens every time. guess who came up with Summiya’s fall from grace after their college application fell through??#and since Summiya has a more or less completed storyline. it’s now someone else’s turn#namely Jia’s. also Sunat’s but. mostly Jia’s. Sunat is more angst than whump and I’m craving PAIN#I’ve been frothing at the mouth thinking about Jia all day#just.. imagine how terrified she must have been when she was brought before Jusamah. when he said that he’d make her talk one way or another#and if she doesn’t want to obey and confess willingly… something else can be arranged#how her fear got even worse when she was dragged into the palace dungeons. when she saw the whipping post#begging for mercy as she was stripped and tied. swearing on her life that she doesn’t know anything. that she’s innocent#rambling incoherently right up until the first hit lands. after that it’s just screams and sobs and barely audible ‘I don’t know’s#all the while she’s yelled at by a man three times her age who refuses to believe that she truly doesn’t know anything#and she doesn’t. all she did was point Aiza in a direction. she has no proof she even went in it#I don’t want to get to graphic here but let’s just say I read an article on whipping and it’s.. it’s bad#the aftermath is brutal and bloody and passing out from the pain would be a mercy#and afterwards… I do think someone is called to tend to her so she doesn’t bleed to death before they can get a confession out of her#and that person is kind. if a little detached emotionally. and likely her back could have been salvaged if the whipping didn’t repeat#but it did. because they need her to confess. maybe the excruciating pain of reopened wounds will get her to talk…#it doesn’t. she never says anything. and after a while they move on from torture to locking her up and starving her#maybe that’ll finally break her. perhaps she’s still whipped occasionally even afterwards but for the most part she’s just left alone-#in some dark cell and questioned occasionally. it lasts anywhere from weeks to months and yet she never gives out the one detail she knows#because Aiza’s safety depends on it and she knows Aiza’s punishment will be much worse than hers if she’s caught#but anyway. enough of the bloody horror show. instead think about what it must’ve been like for her parents#the town is alight with scandal following the disappearance of Lady Aiza. you know a bit about her since your daughter works for her#you don’t hear from your daughter for a while. eventually someone tells you that she’s been convicted of helping Lady Aiza run away#she’s been under interrogation since. no one’s seen her but rumour has it they’re torturing her. there’s little you can do as a poor family#you request an audience with Lord Jusamah. it takes a long time to to be granted but eventually you’re before him begging for your daughter#apparently she’s proven to be a useless waste of resources so she’s released to you. you barely recognise her. AND I REACHED TAG LIMIT FML
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fuck my stupudass baka life bro
#WhY DO I HAVE TO DISSECT COWORKERS' BRAINS TOO WHEN I ALREADY DO ENOUGH DISSECTION ON THE DAILY#LEAVE ME TF ALONE!!!!!!!!!#no dont actually. i need instruction in gross detail DONT JUST GIVE ME A SENTENCE GIVE ME A THESAURUS#surrounded by chemistry lovers as an anatomy king. fml#ANATOMY 🔛🔝🗣‼️‼️‼️#anyways. logically. it makes sense for me to follow manager's word and go to the new nightshift time#....even tho..#like.#it's not fucking there#on the . schedule#and manager isnt even on the schedule for my training at all LMFAO#so it's like. it makes sense. bcs i applied to be in an overtime position. so i SHOULD have night training#instead of what the official schedule has which is like 4 mornings 1 night training#BUT... EMOTIONALLY..#knowing the communication with the manager ive experienced rn... im guessing my coworkers had no fckin clue#of the sudden change either#but i dont have their numbers or know shit abt them#so like. do i wanna be a dick to the manager who emailed me new 'instructions' (a late btw lol). or to the coworkers#LOGICALLY. I GOTTA SIDE WITH THE MANAGER#BUT FUCK#IDK#IM SCARED
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Note to self, procrastinating for 2 weeks and then pulling an all nighter is a really, really bad idea
#oops i guess#really hate this book also#it sucks#its triggering af in so many ways and i just wanna throw it out the window#also Toš please dont worry about me#why do i procrastinate so much#im procrastinating by making this post#fml lol#anyway#gotta get back to work#if i wanna be done before the sun comes out that is
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fuck i’m honestly really scared to check my bandages because i dont want my shit to be infected
#its a miracle that i havent gotten an infection i dont practice aftercare at all#sh tw#but i might actually be cooked this time i fear#ive been reusing the same ace bandage for like two years and i washed it recently. still stained really bad#and i never actually clean anything i just wipe blood away. so. like. fml i guess#sorry for always being tmi and venting on main i literally just. dont have anywhere else i feel like i can go to#like with the exception of. carrie. most of my friends dont understand whats going on with me#and nobody really knows anything about me to be honest?#but the main thing is my two best friends openly telling me they used me as a ‘standard’ for sh. so i dont talk to them about it anymore#FUCK i hate myself. i want to die. what the fuck
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the amount of ends to weave in here is fucking lethal
#crochet#crochetblr#this is going to be a fidget infinity cube btw!#i'm glad i'm finally done with all the individual squares because crocheting 48 identical squares does get a bit tedious after a while#but i'm NOT looking forward to weaving in the ends. that's by far my least favourite part of any fibre craft project#and there are 96 of them to weave in here. fml#stitching the cubes together should be fun though! there'll be more ends to weave in after that but i'm trying not to think about that rn#i'm just really happy i discovered that i can still crochet despite my many many chronic illness limitations#i used to be more of a knitter but that's way too exhausting for me now#guess i underestimated the impact of having just one small hook vs two big needles lol#anyway. rainbow colours pretty.
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im never beating the blond liker allegations
#GUESS WHO JUST STARTED PANDORA HEARTS HAHAHAHA FML#FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#why did i let my friends push me into this#I FUCKING IMPRINTED ON VINCENT JBHERFBJEJBRFJBERFJH#dean rambles#rolls around
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Fuck it, they/them until further notice.
#me#Probably the closest this blog ever gets to faceposting#Also probably the last non-writing content I'll post#But whatever it's been messing with me for months time to fuck around and find out#I don't owe androgyny to anybody I just want to know what I am#But 'guy' barely fits anymore and 'girl' is like trying to put gloves on my feet#So yeah I'm trying NB out. Maybe it fits. Maybe I just continue to feel like a misfit in everything.#Having a minor anxiety attack about this even though there's nobody to see it so I guess at least that's still the same#Now how the fuck do I talk to my partner about it fml
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hii everyone i'm alive ^-^ sorry for being a little quiet i got sick LMAO. on top of endless uni work and horrible stress headaches :(( i was going to try n post something this weekend but was unsurprisingly couch ridden majority of the time anyway so i couldn't write djfklsjfds
#I LOVE and missed u all hehe#i was able to catch up on work despite the headaches soo#got rid of a lil stress off my shoulders ;-;#legit i felt like dying o mfg#im still sick . and i got a psych paper to write lets go 😔#but i want to write my fics fml#why do i write. questioning my life choices rn. i dont have enough brain capacity#this month sucks tho lmfao#how was it possible for my mental health to spiral from low to high and back to low in just 3 weeks. like damn 🫠#anyway i was only gone for almost 4 days its not that long but i still felt i went thru tumblr withdrawals bye#guess that does mean i'm rlly confined to this hellsite#rania rambles
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when i was a kid, i said that my dream as an adult was to be able to eat off of zoo pals plates for every meal, for the rest of my life, and i'm still not living up to that.
#404 not found#they're kinda expensive 😢#and i don't use paper plates anymore 😭#i GUESS i'll just have to MAKE them and try CERAMICS again but i'm soooo shit at it fml#any ceramicists in the la area?#inquiring about commissions 😭😭😭
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Just got a brutal reminder not to get attached to people you aren't dating.... Idk thanks writing inspo???
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