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maybe I should write a metal album lol
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me in big fandoms: oh cool, it's so active and there's so many people to vibe with, this is amaz-
*finds my niche angle that appeals to approximately six people*
me: okay, folks, it's you and me now
#doctor who#shaun temple#doctor x donna#donna noble#fourteen x donna#doctordonna#fourteendonna#donna x shaun#this used to be how romantic doctordonna felt back in the day#but now it's wanting to know why shaun is how shaun is#like why are you THAT chill with all this#what life experiences have led you to this place#and where the lines where he would actually get frustrated with the doctordonna shenanigans are#coming up with a reason is more interesting than just blaming it on a flaw in the writing#though that absolutely may be what it is#why he can seem a bit flat#because rtd does not have a great history with black characters#for the record#i respect the different takes#mostly#but i always seem to do this with something#and overall i think donna might have a more complicated time adapting to the new situation than either shaun or the doctor#but let's not reduce shaun to a cardboard cutout
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Milestones
#emerald duo#philza#technoblade#technoblade25#philza minecraft#my art#When I first took a stab at both Techno's Bday Piece and Phil's record piece#Something felt off about each of the pieces regardless of layout color ect.#It took a while to figure out. but I think it was the fact that in each they were celebrating alone#and maybe I'm just a sappy Emduo enjoyer. but I think I like them celebrating with eachother more#There to celebrate every moment no matter big or small for the other. 'Bound by the the stars' or whatever that quote was#It just felt right#RA Art
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*sigh* The voices won
Never thought I'd get to the point of no return and make HP fanart but HERE WE ARE!!
Ahem, anyway, here's the quad, debated on whether or not I wanted to draw Marcus as well but decided not to soooo...yeah...enjoy?
#percy weasley#oliver wood#penelope clearwater#audrey weasley#fanart#pretty basic percy design not gonna lie#penny was fun tho#I mean I've always seen her as a brunette but was like “would it not be fun?” and so here she is blonde-ish#I think her hair got darker as she got older ya know#simple oliver design too#tho Idk something just feels wrong about it so I might revisit this at some point to fix it#and then theres audrey#in my head she's an Ilvermorny transfer from florida who kinda just insists that miami is just cuba#think sirius but american and a gators fan#(just don't question WHY she got transferredit's not a good record)#also audrey is brunette she just has parts died blonde#donno felt fun and correct for her#percy -neatfreak- weasley and his three dirt-ridden friends
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#alolan graveler#i always felt that out of all the alternate forms‚ this one was the closest to its “source material‚” per se#it's Basically just a color swap with some big eyebrows. all of the alolan geodude line is kinda like this#just with some big facial hair for some reason#i guess alolan vulpix is kinda like that too. it's basically just a palette swap. but it's Going for something#i wouldn't be able to look at alolan geodude and tell you that it's fucking. ice/electric type or whatever the hell this thing is#ok rock/electric fine. yeah i wouldn't be able to tell you that. but alolan vulpix Looks like an ice-type. also it's cute and this is not#alolan vulpix is a valid palette swap. i don't think this thing is#also for the record i am not being MEAN to the alolan geodude line#i just didn't know what else to comment on besides the eyebrows. i don't HATE them i just think they're palette-swaps#if you disagree with me on that then. well. i guess i am going to get the reputation of being a jackass to every pokémon
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I really wanted to figure out why G3 Clawd / Draculaura just feels so off compared to the other ships and I think I got it.
For most of the ships (Abbey/Heath) (Gill/Lagoona) they follow a pretty consistent pattern. When the two characters first meet, it's clear at least one of them is intrigued with the other. The more they appear, the more it becomes romantic.
Cleo/Frankie obviously gets more time to slowly be introduced as it builds and builds. There's a clear progression between Clankie.
Clawd / Draculaura though? Clawd gets introduced in Episode 6. We don't see anything that implies Clawd / Draculaura till Episode 22. That's sixteen whole episodes where the two are pretty much friends with little to imply they see each as anything but friends.
I have to wonder what went down behind the scenes because it very much looks like Clankie was what the team wanted to focus on the most since that got the most time devoted to it. I have to wonder if Clawd / Drac was a mandate from a higher-up after everything was already set into motion because that could explain this bizarre gap.
#monster high#monster high g3#for the record i still like the ship#there was just always something that felt a little off compared to the others if that makes sense?
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Physically I'm here but mentally I'm clawing the eyes out of everyone who talks crap about their children on the internet and posts them in their most vulnerable moments for clout
#i just saw a video of a like eleven or twelve year old girl approach her mom's car when she got home from work and without even saying hello#to her kid she yelled at her to go inside so she could talk to her husband first and then shouted at the kid when she said her dad put her#through hell that day. is she probably overreacting bc shes a kid and she doesnt have get emotional regulation yet? absolutely. but also?#as the kid who knew that if i didnt get to my mom with my side of things first that my dad would twist things to make himself look like the#victim in a situation i promise you that baby girl isnt feeling heard and that would be sucky but normal on its own. the type of thing#families work through together yknow? but to post that on the internet??? to be recording when you come home knoeing there are problems in#your house and wanting to put online forever a moment in time where there are really strained relationships among members of your family??#especially when it's the relationship btwn your husband and your child??? nope. im sorry. uh uh.#that kid deserves better than that. your husband deserves better than that. everyone deserves better than to have their really vulnerable#moments shared on the internet with strangers#like. i think about how i felt as a kid when i found out my parents had told a relative something i considered private. how embarrassed and#betrayed i felt. the thought that EVERYONE would see that instead of just my dad's relatives or w/e?#bby girl im incandescent with rage#anyway#lilac rambles
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Hey did I ever tell y'all about the time I dreamed that I had a baby daughter called Ellie that began with my finding out I was pregnant and ended on like her third birthday?
I legitimately woke up thinking "I should go check on Ellie" and then realised she was never real and when I tell you I SOBBED. I've been haunted by an implacable sense of loss ever since. Did I travel to another dimension? Wtf happened because that was insane.
#I'm not even joking when I say it felt REAL#I have this baby doll (it was my mum's when she was a kid and I have it now) that sometimes I just hold and it makes me feel better???#Did I astral project into another life?????#Was it just a really fucking intense fever dream??????#For the record I was like fifteen I have never even done the do let alone had a pregnancy scare#But yeah my little Ellie#And she never fuckin existed#I woke up halfway through planning her birthday party like baking a cake or sm and I was thinking#“I'll give her the little green cardigan I knitted”#Woke up to a silent house and was like “she's never usually quiet this time in the morning”#Then realised what had happened and started CRYING#idk man it's insane#From a psychological point of view it's fascinating but I've tried and tried to analyse the dream and?????#I always come up with something different???? I can't pinpoint the actual cause and effect of the whole thing?????#Madness honestly#And it was just a normal day too nothing weird had happened it wasn't a coma and I wasn't knocked out it was just a Dream#A very very real one#For the record I don't think Ellie had a father#I think it was just an immaculate conception that nobody ever questioned#Might have been IVF now I think about it#That would make more sense#dream#weird dreams#Ig I should add a grief trigger warning???#tw grief#one time i dreamt#Very confused and it's been like two years so wtf yeah that was... Intense#The most dream of all time#Maybe I'm just fucking insane lol but yeah
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i may be obsessed.
#her name is tenka but everyone calls her brandy#(warden nickname she earned in her early days due her unbreakable record of being able to drink ANYONE under the table)#her mother was banished from orzammar when she fell pregnant with her (long story very sad and dramatic and lowkey personal)#and while she was pregnant she was cared for and eventually fell in love with a gentle blacksmith from a small ferelden village#who her mother married (taking his surname) and who raised tenka as his daughter#she was a young child during the fifth blight and their village survived unscathed w the exception of some food shortages and trade issues#nothing life shattering#but she had heard of the darkspawn from her mother's stories about their family's history and they were her boogeymen#her monsters under the bed#but her parents reminded her she's smaller than all the other children and that's her strength. she's brilliant at hide and seek.#the darkspawn didn't come during the apex of the fifth blight but after#some lone grey warden had been staying at the inn that weekend. said something about looking for someone#now when the darkspawn came tenka Hid. her father was outside. her mother had already gone to the market. it was still morning#they said they wouldn't get in the house. it got very loud and then very quiet. and they got in.#she burst from the cupboard and ran to her father's smithy but she was only a child and when a darkspawn axe raked her back she collapsed#into the rack of blades she had been reaching for. these were her monsters and she was bleeding so much and her parents were missing#and she was so scared so so so scared. between fight and flight it was always flight and she had nowhere left to fly to#another graze of the blade across her chest as she scampered back made her scream and that's when she saw rowena#her uncles and cousins from her mother's stories never felt like heroes due to what they did to her mother but when she saw rowena hack#down her monsters piercing through them valiantly like light through the crack in her dark bedroom door#with her mother and father right behind completely safe and sobbing and relieved and Alive#she had never looked up to someone more#see rowena got a lot of things wrong but brandy is exactly what she got right#only two villagers died. farmers. it had been but a small darkspawn raid. but she saved a girl. saved a family. saved a town.#rowena stayed in town while tenka recovered (most likely to ensure she didn't contract the blight) and tenka adored her every move#she knows nothing of rowena's struggles. knows nothing of rowena's missteps. nothing of the constant reminder of mortality in her head#just that she's her hero. just that she wants to be exactly like her.#she joined the wardens young with a kiss to her parents goodbye and never looked back even when it turned out to be harder#in ways she'd never imagined. but she was immovable. a force of will. she was dauntless and daring and it was her idolization of rowena#that inspired her and kept her going. where other wardens cracked no amount of hardship could break her. it was almost Smug
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bw2 gijinka team of amateur film makers..................
#pokemon bw2#bc. bc pokestar studios and...#i just think something like this could be cute..like most of the actual story events do happen in their reality dgmw but#they are recording🎥#btw sorrryyyyyy i deleted that poll bc...well if it makes the people who voted feel better bw2 was in the lead regardless so...#also. i did have different ideas for the other options too for the most part but...#they felt more...serious ig? than this one? which just seems a bit more playful...especially for like. a first time gijinka run or whatever#....idk👉👈
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Ok wow cool ok I. I think Mishima is my actual favorite character in Persona 5 now. I sort of forget he exists when he's not right in front of my eyes but every time he IS or even gets mentioned I go MISHIMAAAAAAAA 🥺🥺💖✨️💖💕❤️❤️💕😩😩🥺💖‼️‼️‼️ he's just a little guy.... whom I want to treat right... he's the first confidant I maxed I kept planning stuff around Mishima Hangout Sessions my heart sings when he texts. He's doing his best and nobody NOBODY appreciates him. I want to be NICE to him I want to be nice SO BAD. I WANT NOTHING MORE. MARUKI CONSTRUCT ME A REALITY WHERE I CAN BE MISHIMA'S FRIEND AND WE HAVE A DEAL-
#venlapost#yuuki mishima#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i was always favorable to mishima but it's gotten. bigger than expected#FUCK#just a little guy..........#he's literally just awkward he did nothing wrong#sure he leaked akiren's criminal record but he was under duress it doesn't count#and sure the tiny amount of power he felt he had with the phansite got to his head but come on think about the circumstances#i think it's understandable.#he finally had a PURPOSE he finally felt like he was doing something worthwhile#he's never really had that before#he's just a teenager Also. come on. i can handle him being a little bit annoying who isn't#hashtag moon arcana defender
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was talking to a friend about how the last piece of genshin merch i ever got was a print of albedo and his clone (from back when the plant albedo event was still,, fresh) and had the extremely abrupt realisation that a. my current obsession with clones and the associated horror tropes started WAY earlier than i thought b. "'imperfect' clone harbouring resentment towards 'perfect' original clone who's also an artificial human, just better made" is literally the backstory to one of my ocs. what the fuck???
#asto speaks#have i been subconsciously taking writing inspiration from genshin of all things this entire time???????????????????#i got that print after i stopped playing genshin too. the power that clone media has over me is just That Strong#genuinely felt like i got hit in the face when i was like#'oh yeah this is the last genshin thing i saw that broke through the 'im not playing the game anymore BUT'. and its a guy and his clone- oh#like ive been noticing this for a while. theres something about media with multiple versions of the same character interacting#that immediately makes my brain go awooga#orvs great for this obviously. hsy selfcest era etc etc#one of the main appeals of 1000xResist to me was the clone. horror? and it sure delivered#omori also to some extent#limbus company yi sang selfcest for the most recent iteration of this#i just cant believe it started so early like i genuinely thought orv caused all of this. but no#'youre favourite character from genshin was also an artificial human and your favourite event w him is the one about another clone' blast#for the record i dont remember the plot to like ANY other genshin event. i barely remember the plot of the main story#but no. brain saw clone and went awooga#what the fuck man.
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I HAVE MORE PROOF VIOLET AND MINNIE WERE NEVER ✨A THING✨ I SWEAR
plus how violentine is better bpd relationship. i mean what? hm?
i dont know what spawn within be woke me up from a dead sleep but here we are.
violet gots bpd (…probably). bpd idealization is not at all a good thing and is actually a sign of a rough connection. also, there's a taste of how identity plays into it.
and stuff. but whatever. nobody likes talking about bpd and i'll just sit here and rot or something.
okay, i'm being dramatic. lol. i'll go work on other essays. this is the one that it coms from btw.
#volt's shit#twdg#twdg violet#twdg minnie#twdg clementine#violentine#bpd#borderline personality disorder#the walking dead game#twdg 4#twdg essay#for the record i did give violet the benefit of the doubt for the longest time#but the relationship never sat right with me because something else always felt *off* yet oddly familiar??#clementine is the only one who says girlfriend outright; neither minnie or violet do#you remove all the “girlfriend” context and there's not a lick of a relationship seen between violet and minnie after the few are taken#there's no indication of any relationship between them let alone a broken one; minnie reacts to violet the same way she does louis#there's just a difference in camerawork where we see clementine making a face when they hug lol#and this isn't to say violet gets to the point that she doesn't care for minnie because she does#it's how she doesn't completely split (bpd thing) on her; she's just not as blinded by her emotions#anyway i woke up like nosferatu#and this is a very chonky essay but dONT WORRY#the link is to my blog proper which is formatted to support long-form written stuff#anyways; gots to go write more essays
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it rlly is crazy that we had to wait over 2 months for the recording behind and the first couple minutes is of a staff member telling wayv their lack of success is their fault 😐
#i was gonna rewatch it to see if i wanted to gif something but now im just pissed off#like we all suspected they were being told stuff like that but the fact that sm felt so comfortable recording that on camera and then#uploading it to youtube is crazy#vinnie talks
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how we doing, usurper nation
#emeto cw#for the record i feel much better and have kept food down so#it was prolly something i ate the previous day#but we just spent like an hour messing with the vacuum trying to figure out what was wrong#so today has just not been working out for me lmao#i felt SO BAD having to wake my grandma up and she kept insisting it wasnt any trouble but like man!!!!!
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does anyone want to recommend me.. like.. a Rock song mayhaps. or any song
#i'll describe the situation. so i have been stumbling upon and listening to bands that make music so generic modern rock i didn't even#know god could make them#you know? stuff like. forgive me not all of these are super similar or equally as monotone or uninspired but my brain groups them together#the messenger birds. sick joy. himalayas. fuckinn uh badflower. royal blood. and others. again sorry this is not fully a value judgment#i like that 2021 record from royal blood it's very danceable. i like two highly suspect albums#but. i loathe these energies i loathe them and you know what these bands share? well white men of course#point is i've been trying to move in a different direction but on god i CAN'T tell what i want to listen to. blood red shoes has been fun#& good to me. but there's a monotony to them too i feel. i don't know. i want to feel what i felt when i started listening to cleopatrick..#so just tell me please what has been hitting for you because i'm looking for something. where is music that's good fr#kata.txt
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