#just depression things

[gyudoll555]

Same babe same

[lanaknowsitried0]

my life

[quinnyundertow]

Today is one of those days where I feel overwhelmed and helpless. Like waves keep hitting me and I don’t have a chance to just stand up. I can see the shoreline but I’m being swept further out by the undertow. Today is a tread water and survive kinda day.

[vegasthehedgehog]

The face that Tee is making here, looks like how I feel at 1am when I suddenly can’t ignore that big ole’ hole in my chest. Sad boy hours, ya know?

[magpie-to-the-morning]

One of the weirdest parts of depression, at least for me, is the narrow range of desire it leads to. I have a day off and I keep trying to ask myself what I want to do, and the answer is… nothing, particularly. Maybe go out and get a coffee? Maybe walk around a bookstore? But also, meh.

[f0linasahl0]

next semester is dangerously relatable and that's not a good thing 💔

[ironicfury]

"Has your depression ever been so bad it bitch slapped you awake in the middle of the night, or is that just me?"

Donna Beneviento, probably

[heyyshonaa]

when the urge to get your shit together dies and you are left feeling like a little shit again <<<<<

[vinecovered-mech]

when someone asks me how im doing I just start coughing up blood that on further inspection is just mother mother and will woods entire discography

[themusingsofacurlyhairednerd]

*holds up comfort character under the armpits like it’s a cat and gives it a little shake* You’re supposed to fix me you bastard, fix me!!

[borderline-bullshit]

Having transphobic family is so silly because it’s like “Omg they’re trying!!” when they do the bare minimum like NOT deadname you once and the next day they’re right back to it and then it’s like “I will never fully gain their support or acceptance, I will constantly be following the breadcrumb trail that is their love because they love the idea or the memory of me more than they love the actual me”

[gyudoll555]

My fav movie 🎀

[lanaknowsitried0]

I’m glad I didn’t read this book when I was sleeping all the time and on pills bc…. 🥲Or maybe it would’ve been comforting to me idk lol sorry for the rant <33

[mashupofmylife]

After taking boards, I decided to embark on the adventure of deprescribing all of my psych meds (because hi, it's me, I'm the problem, and I don't actually need any of these meds anyways). My psychiatrist was on board and aware of this grand plan--its not like I was going completely rogue.

Anyways its been less than 2 months and it turns out I actually really did get a lot out of taking some of those meds and I'm not good different when they're not in my system anymore and also my insight and self-awareness are pretty shit and it took me weeks to figure out that maybe this was why I wanted to sleep all the time and my efficiency absolutely dropped into the abyss just in time for the next term of grad school classes to start.

[analikestodream]

Im living my worst nightmare rn cuz due to an injury in my hand I will not be able to draw/paint for some time, my deepest apologies, but I WILL GO INSANE

[sup-i-want-to-die]

I’m sorry I ran away, I’m wondering how I’m going to survive the rest of my life