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My beautiful @agaywithcoffee tagged me on this one 💚
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realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille
#possramble#ignore this im just babbling but#the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel#and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession#platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together#like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married#convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist#but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain#like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just#the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends#the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me#like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed#the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk#people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!!#but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out#don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck.#i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing.#she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it#and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not.#she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over#like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics#and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with#they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic#it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out#like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched#love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it#anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me#it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3#it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.
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i will be so real i'm so thankful to have a job but the amount i want to grill myself on a bbq has increased like 20% lol
#i genuinely feel like a trapped animal and i'm so anxious thinking about it#esp bc it's like a High Importance job with some Confidential elements#i just don't wanna fuck anything up and get anyone in trouble like i really really don't#and it's really exhausting. and i've only worked here like 2 weeks lol!!!!!!!!!#aaaaa!!!!#i'm trying to be good about it and normal about it because i will literally only have to work#2 shifts a week for most of the summer and then 1 shift a week for the school year like#worrying about it is making me such a huge baby. but also. i'm so fucking scared lol#i wish my brain would let me have a mental breakdown but i care so little abt myself#that i can't even do that anymore#my body is fully like no one will care or sympathize with you if you show any emotion at all whatsoever#so why bother#and it's like well true!#that's a good point!#anyway hope i die actually i can't do this lol#maia.txt
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Crocoman has been on my mind lately and I had a realisation (what I have to admit is that my memory is shit, so the whole conundrum might be pointless, but) wet + Croco = bad times for our Sandman. So... If he slices up a man and in turn gets splashed by blood, does he just... nullifies his own power? You can smush or suffocate with sand, but Crocodile makes stabby weaponry from it too, stabby weaponry that I am reasonably sure is attached to his arm at times. Does he developed a combo of sucking the moisture off his victim right before it soaks him and makes him a sad soggy man?
He loves living right on the edge. Desk right in front of a huge glass window that is the only thing separating him from tons of water rushing in and ending his career? check (additional flex is that it'd take as little as one very motivated bonk from his bananawani to said window for that end to come). Close ranged, bloody fights that pose the very reasonable danger of getting soaked by blood? check. Our man fears nothing.
I mean from what we've seen, usually Crocodile uses his stabby-slicy attacks from a distance, while in close range it's usually either Sables to blast people off or Barján to dehydrate people, as seen here
Like Barján doesn't cut people, surely Crocodile could've used it to cut people instead if he wanted to, but no, it mummified the guards instead
So considdering our beloved Crocodile is a smart little boy, this all could be intentional, because yeah, if he did get splooshed with blood he would lose his Logia Invunerability at least until the blood would dry, and that would just be inconvenient
And that would make for a good combat tactic in general- mummify those in range, if you can't mummify them then nuke them with Sables, and if Sables only blasts them out of your range, well now you can use Desert Spada to slice 'em without getting moisturized. Like if this was a video game that'd make for a good gameplay loop
Also while it's only stated in canon he can absorb moisture with his hand, I wouldn't be surprised if Crocodile could also passively absorb moisture from his whole body (if just less efficiently). Like during Round 2 with Luffy he did get completely soaked but was able to turn back to sand soon again, so unless the Alabastan Heat was on Croc's side, surely he couldn't have dried that fast. Same for when he was covered partially in his own blood in Marineford, surely when Doflamingo decapitated him he would've actually died if his face was still wet with blood (though Oda forgot to draw the blood on that page so take that with a grain of salt lmao)
Really the only thing that doesn't seem to quite fit into his combat loop nicely is the Big Ol' Stabby Hook as you mentioned, because if anything's gonna make people bleed all over him, it's that, that's the thing (though he could just use the actual base of the hook to pummel people with and the hook is there because. It's a prosthetic.) (You know I did always wonder why Croc wanted to use the hook instead of the hidden blade because surely the blade would be more convenient for inflicting pain but, actually, yeah, the hook makes sense)
This all said, while it would be inconvenient for him I would like to see Crocodile get covered in blood more often, it looks good on him ❤️
#Asks#OP Meta#Sir Crocodile#Did I kind of misread the original ask because I'm eepy#Yes#Can I be bothered to rewrite my response to be an actual response instead of an analysis of Croc's fighting style#No#I wrote all this shit I can not be bothered to redo it man#I even went and got that screencap for it#Also it's funny that you mention Crocodile not fearing anything because I was lowkey thinking about writing A Thing About That#IDK if I have enough Thoughts for a whole post though but the point was that#Like people do go off often about how Croc is willing to fight anyone and anything at the drop of a hat without giving a fuck#But we literally do see him get dunked on by Jozu just once and he immidiately gives up on fighting the guy#Like he tanks one (1) attack from the guy in Marineford and he takes it with relative grace#But he really does go ''awe hell naw I ain't dealing with that'' after getting attacked by Jozu and backs out#(Or would've if Doflamingo didn't wanna chat)#And we don't really even see him FIGHT anyone properly in Marineford#Like he exchanges a few blows here and there but there's no big fight with anyone in particular or anything#Even with Akainu he mostly just distracts the guy long enough for Luffy and Jinbei to escape#And we know he's smart. He doesn't rush into danger like a dumbass (see: Luffy) and always has like Things Planned Out#So really. Does he actually like to live as dangerously as people tend to assume. 'Cause I'm kind of starting to doubt it?#God I just wanna see him fight a bastard or two is that too much for me to ask
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I'm really glad elyss came several years before melliwyk, because mel's alignment shift from chaotic neutral to chaotic good sometimes feels a little embarrassing in an 'I can't keep my own feelings to myself for the sake of committing to the bit' sort of way, but the counterpoint to that is that elyss, steadfastly true neutral, just simply Does Not Care about anyone other than her own loved ones or anything outside her own immediate interest no matter how much I sometimes wish she would
#she has a soft spot for children but that's the only real exception. other people's problems are none of her business!#she's not gonna look for your kidnapped husband or whatever unless the paladin wants to (he wants to. this is my loophole as a player lol)#whereas *I* wanna befriend and adopt every NPC and do quests and help people out of genuine desire to help#melliwyk is still more self-interested than not but at the end of the day she fundamentally really is a good person#she just lost track of it for awhile. being around people again has reminded her that she cares about people actually#she IS bothered by needless suffering. she IS smart enough to recognize when smart people handwave 'necessary sacrifices' to be cruel#she DOES oppose evil on principle rather than just because of how it directly affects her or her friends and family--#not just passively and in general but actively enough to want to do something about it herself#and I dunno it's nice. it's nice that it feels like that's not just me muddying the waters with my desires as a player--#but that it's just something *neither* of us realized when I started playing her but that was nonetheless always true#and honestly I also think it's nice that elyss is Like That but that I don't think there's anything wrong with her for it#she's not evil! she's not hurting anyone who didn't deserve it! she's literally just trying to mind her own business#she's not going to needlessly or carelessly hurt people just for her own gain like early campaign melliwyk would have#she's true neutral like a wild animal is true neutral and That's Fine#the ONE downside I suppose with mel is that 'NICE does not mean GOOD' is compelling to me#especially when your stereotypical chaotic neutral dnd character is an edgelord asshole#but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe if her field of study had more opportunities for human experimentation lmao#melliwyk the experimental necromancer or behaviorist or summoner has a different relationship with ethics I have no doubt#melliwyk has READ studies with Dubious Ethics and gone 'I mean they couldn't have GOTTEN results like this otherwise'#really the biggest difference between Good Melliwyk and Neutral Melliwyk is opportunity for temptation. which is also compelling#my OCs#melliwyk#elyss
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ME: Feels tremendously sad like there's no hope and I'll never be able to have the nice things that other people have.
ME: Eats 3 (thus far) 4 bagels and drinks a lot of coffee. "Huh, this feels better, maybe everything will be okay."
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And isn’t she all of us, pining for that last kiss, a permanent truth, A means to get through. Maybe we’ll cry, whilst hopeful, when we think about the past being cruel.
#I've been feeling really lonely lately#I don't want to move closer to the city I like because it's a huge hassle to move and there's not many stable long term affordable options.#someone in my building has been smoking (I think) meth and where I'm from that's not a drug people do.#I emailed my landlord and he won't tell me what he did but the smell has stopped#for now..#I want to go home so badly but home is just trading safe stable housing for loneliness and lack of opportunity which seems... Not great?#idk. I have a lot of heavy worries on my mind#“This is essentially a diary”#Been pondering the question of- how long do you wait to be happy? How long do you wait to start taking chances to have the things you want?#personal#song not about anyone specific just the desire to not be alone#Youtube#To be clear- I DO NOT “do drugs” other than like endorphins and caffeine#but I have no problem with weed or cigarettes or most other drugs I just dont wanna be bothered by them. if that makes sense
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imagine if all anime fansubs were like this
#context: there's an anime called the adventures of the little koala that used to air on nick jr in the 90s#and nearly all the episodes of the english dub is available to watch besides from 2 and this is one of them#this is the arabic dub and it's the only way to watch the missing episodes (if anyone is wondering about the japanese dub it's sadly lost)#anyway this is the only english subtitles and yes it's like that for the entire video#pretty funny but at the same time frustrating because could had just left it unsubbed if you genuinely can't bother to translate it#they did that with the other missing episode so why do this?#idk as someone who has a small bit of experience of subbing anime episodes and songs before#the process of translating making a transcript and adding subtitles is pretty tedious but it's still worth it#and if there's something that i couldn't translate but still wanna upload it i just leave it be mainly for archival sakes#short conclusion: if can't translate don't bother putting up shit subtitles like this
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Making You the Patron Saint of Something
Patron Saint of Creation
Patron saint of explosions. Patron saint of More. Patron saint of something new entirely. Something unfamiliar, something you can't recognize. Was Frankenstein's monster an abomination or had his like just never been seen before? You're the patron saint of all those new, beautiful things. You're the patron saint of the monsters, too.
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Patron Saint of Bones
Patron saint of frameworks. Of structures. Of solidity. Patron saint of things that break. Patron saint of things that are left behind. The bones survive long after the body, the building: what is there left for them, when the rest is gone? What do bones do, with nothing to hold around them? Who holds the bones?
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Tagged by: @distrxst (thank you!)
Tagging: Back at it again with tagging Everyone <3 And again, if you have multiple rp blogs, absolutely feel free to do it for one other than the one I tagged!! @bladesfromthedark , @legalbrats , @tazmilyxfamily , @pri-rp , @hopeful-hugz , @quillheel , @musescfmusic , @interdimensional-ship
#.dash game#ooc#.🪲#.☣️#((if any mutuals want me to Stop tagging them in dash games then please do let me know! i won't be offended at all!))#((tagging everyone makes me nervous because i worry that i'm bothering some people))#((but i also don't want to Not tag everyone because i don't want to risk anyone feeling sad if they're left out!))#((BUT i also don't wanna just tag nobody because i like tagging the people who participate in the dash games & i think ((hope)) enjoy it!))#((anyway.))#((took me a little to come around to it but. i do vibe with ghost's result quite a bit!))#((it. fits what they are as a creature i think. as a species))#((they're void. something foreign and dangerous to the common person. a creature that can only exist under the most specific circumstances)#((an amalgamation of divine forces whose pale light was ultimately swallowed by the abyssal darkness of nothingness))#are they an abomination? a freak of nature? a mistake the pale beings should have never created? ghost themself doesn't think so‚ at least.#((and then for glados i just cheered immediately upon reading it agsgsdgrhf))#((that's her!!!))#((left behind. all alone in an empty building. the bones of the facility and more. keeping it running))#((and yes. a lot of her loneliness is self-inflicted. for one she uh. is kinda the reason the place went empty in the first place lmao))#((and her personality isn't one that most people would want to be around for too long))#((but even if she were tender and loving and kind and everyone always wanted to be around her))#((she would still be left behind in the end. the price of immortality. still alive while everyone is dying))
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readin ur merle backstory n daquan feels hella 2d
That'll improve a little bit when Merle's 16 for reasons I can't get into without spoilers, but as it stands currently that's fully intentional.
If Daquan were a real person, he'd be one of those super chill guys who you feel you can tell anything, until halfway through your hundredth vent-session to him when you realise you know literally fucking nothing about this guy, while he knows basically everything about you.
He's a bottler, for a multitude of reasons I won't get into here 'cause it'd probably spoil stuff.
#yeah he feels two-dimensional because the story is in Merle's POV#and Daquan doesn't actually open up to Merle very much#or *anyone* for that matter#don't get me wrong he loves Merle very much but he also doesn't wanna pile more stuff onto him#so he just bottles what bothers him for the most part#this is intentional#either the entire second to last chapter of the ''Merle at 16'' chunk of the story will be in Daquan's POV#or it'll be part of the last#I haven't decided yet#mainly 'cause I haven't decided exactly how much detail I wanna go into for that#but there will be a hefty section that's in Daquan's POV where you'll get to know his character much more intimately#right before I rip your heart directly out of your chest :)#The Walking Dead#Merle Dixon#What Makes a Monster fic
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If I survive this, my moots will hate me.
Because my blog will be spammed to all hell with not only skz stuff (ate teaser, wait for me), but Avatar stuff as well. I am going to be bouncing between those fandoms like some kind of rubber ball on steroids.
#“wtf are you doing you should be offline you idiot”#correct#but also i am bored and don't wanna bother anyone#and also i just rewatched Nothing is lost by The weekend again#and my brain rudely interrupted by saying that#the genes avatars have for their 5 fingers is non-dominant#because not all of Jake's children have 5#i am going to cry#thank you for coming to my ted talk#bye
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let's see if I can get ready and sneak out of the house without running into my parents on this most cursed of all days...
#fr i just wanna go run my errands mayhaps visit some thrift shops and then go watch the thanksgiving horror movie tonight#NO WELL WISHES OR SOCIAL INTERACTIONS WITH PEOPLE I KNOW#i don't feel like i exist and just want to drift around as a ghostly spectator without leaving a mark in the world today#just like old times when no one cared about me. kinda miss those days. never got bothered by anyone because no one gave a shit#i was like a ghost fr
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tagged by @thiamsxbitch thank you so so much!!!
Rules: post the first lines of your last 10 fics posted to Ao3. (Sort by date posted.) If you have less than 10 fics posted, post what you have.
I'm gonna post the lastest ten because i think it's fun (and I'm kinda bored) but fair warning: only the first two of the list are thiam :')
1. even if it's a sin i've commited, even if this life is only about paying for my sins
It started without Theo noticing—surprisingly enough—and forced by casualties beyond his control. It was the lack of money at first, the lack of a safe place, a home. It was many things all at once that slowly turned into an unconscious decision. It’s an unspoken retribution, something Theo doesn’t talk—or even think—into existence but that is there, nestled at the back of his mind, weighing heavy on his chest. And it feels right, so it solidifies to become the way things are, the way they have to be.
2. i'd no idea on what ground i was founded, all of that goodness is goin' with you now
"I'm not dying for you." The words echo at the back of your mind for a long time, tasting bitter on the tip of your tongue. Everything's frozen, static.
3. Niveo
Jeongguk sits alone at the edge of his oversized bed. An inescapable silence hangs heavy in the air. Only the tight clenching of the jiangshi's fingers betrays the inner torment that riddles his mind.
4. like ebbing waves (come and break and go)
The water’s cold in the North, gelid enough for it to seep through his skin, reach his bones and curdle his blood. Still, this is where Jimin belongs, the sole place in the North where he can feel somewhat at ease.
5. blood stained lips
There’s a river streaming closeby. Jeongguk can’t hear it, but the men he’s traveling with can. One of them signs it to him, how loud it is. Deafening, he says, as if Jeongguk would understand. He doesn’t.
6. votum: found peace in your violence
He slowly lets himself sink into the bath. Scorching-hot water has a bothered flush paint over his skin. The searing warmth seeps deep to his bones—through skin and flesh—and it’s comforting to think it might wash away all the dirt in its wake.
7. put your lips on mine, make me forget my sins
Jimin’s entire body trembles, limbs weak from the bone-deep shudders that unrelentingly course through him. His brain is foggy from the painful, gnawing feeling that wrenches deep in the pit of his stomach and wrecks through his lithe frame.
8. like a secret
He smirks victoriously, hand reaching for the knife’s hilt.
9. cruel binds
Jimin looks around with wary eyes, checking for phantom threats. He allows himself a moment, then forces his body to move, finally leave the dank alleyway he’s been hiding in for some time.
10. tears
The sky’s a gloomy grey above the fortress. Thick clouds—pregnant with unshed tears—are all he can see when his eyes daringly turn to the world beyond the window.
There’s no sun to be found. There hasn’t been in a long time, and it’s now hard to recall the feeling of its warm kiss on his skin.
#GOD some of these are begging me to end their lives#i didn't remember them to be so bad#good god#like i only feel like saving a handful..might go on an orphaning spree#btw not tagging anyone because I'm definitely too awkward for thae#and because thiamsxbitch tagged most of the people i 'talk' to on here:')#anyway! if you do come across it and feel like doing it!! please (begging) do it and tag me!! i wanna see!!!#also please don't judge me from what you see on this post OR GOD FORBID IF YOU CLICK ON ANY OF THOSE LINKS#oh!! btw! fun fact#just a few days ago someone came at me on twt asking if it was me who wrote the jibaro jikook....#must be about the fourth time it happened#why do i even bother putting Twitter link in the notes-#but that's to say... jibaro fic is among these-#and so are two dd???#eheh
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now i know how those tournament/confession blogs feel when they keep reblogging stuff not on their main
#not a confession#if y'all don't wanna see non-confession posts you can blog that tag:]#LISTEN IT HAS BEEN INFURIATING DELETING POSTS AND CHECKING ALL MY ACCOUNTS FOR THE STUFF I'VE REBLOGGED#and also. reblogging stuff here too#it makes me want to chew on a brick wall or eat the nearest piece of paper#imagine this was in the wrong blog too. ironic. (yes i meant to post it here.)#also i'm so lucky i still get to use the pc with the amount of Homework i've been getting. PLEASE.#so like if anyone's sending me asks early in the morning (it's a few minutes past 8 by the time i'm typing this)#it will take me HOURS before i can even respond#i'm just lucky i edit these confession cards fast#yeahhh so like i'm just doing this for fun on the side because i'm also working on the outline of my book#anyways rant over i'll go bother someone on discord now
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i hate the come-down period after doing literally anything fun at all at any point in time. i went to a movie theater on friday and then to a convention on the following weekend, which was incredibly fun! i loved it! but there's always a come-down period, where everything feels awful because i know im going to be stuck in my house again, rotting away like always, unable to do anything outside of these walls for who knows how long. its hard to keep doing things i enjoy if i know that im just going to feel awful afterwards.
#i wanna be able to do things#but my sister is too picky and my mom is too tired and my friend needs to be involved in everything we do so we just. never do anything.#i do so much stuff alone because nobody wants to go or i dont trust anyone to actually follow through#my bike is out of order though and my mom seems to hate the idea of me using the bus system that i literally get to use for free#now. why can't i just do things inside my own home? it doesn't fuckin work out#the only place im really welcome in my own home is my bedroom. the bottom floor is for my friend and the rest of the family.#i dont have space to do much art up here and there isn't enough space for my other hobbies and i can't make too much noise because it'll -#- bother everyone and i cant call friends because everyone will listen in on my conversations and i don't have enough space to bring my -#- laptop and all its additions up to my desk#i have friends but i feel so isolated from them all. i feel like im going to completely fuck things up by trying to talk to any of them.#i always feel better when i can get out and do stuff but im rarely able to get out and do stuff and even then i feel bad once the stuff ends#so im trapped i guess. its a cycle that will never end. ill do something i love to cheer myself up only to feel even worse afterwards than -#- i did before.
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I wish i was brave abt anything ever
#I am so scared of everything#i wanna show off my cute new glasses but worried both abt seeming conceited and also feeling uggo#then im also scared about talking to anyone ever because I don't want to be that annoying guy#you know like im so scared people are talking ABOUT me to eachother like 'lol look at this try hard coming into my dms to try to talk to me'#like i dont want to think people are malicious but when thats how most friendships have ended up make me so scared#i want to see people as nice and kind and believe what they say but fucking trauma and the grip it has on me#sorry for venting i just wish i were brave#i wish I could talk to moots and ask them oc questions and have them ask me questions but i dont want to bother anyone#im scared im a nuisance you know.... crying#ahhdjdjjidjdjeiie#sorry sorry#spice.txt#spice.vent#delete later#probably
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every time Peitha cracks another joke(?) about eating the Wayfinder, all I can imagine is Pirkko just asking, 100% deadpan, 'do you want to die?' to which Peitha responds, 'oooh, is that a threat?'
'no.' Pirkko promptly pulls out a ready-made instructional pamphlet on the amanita phalloides mushroom, hands it to her, and walks off to leave an extremely dumbfounded Kryptis in her wake. Peitha, meanwhile, is too incredulous to inform her that she does not have even the slightest clue how to read New Tyrian.
oh well. at least the depictions of Tyrian fungi are interesting. hey, those kinda look like the one on Pirkko's head... that's a coincidence, probably. and the skulls drawn all around it are a nice touch.
#my posts#soto spoilers#Commander Portabella Pirkko#Pirkko having people make weirdly specific threats/suggestions at her enough that she has a bunch of pamphlets about it is funny to me ok#she is EXTREMELY toxic! do NOT consume this mushroom!#You Will Die And It Will Not Be Pleasant. don't do it!!#i feel like probably a lot of Kriptis turn up REALLY ill after tangling with her because they nipped her a few too many times#Saoirse meanwhile will not bother warning anyone. if they wanna bite Pirkko that's their business and their consequences#anyway i just needed to share this thought. my work here is done
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