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i don’t really get the world. there’s a whole group of people getting murdered and I see more people mad about Beyoncé’s country album. make it make sense. is this really where we’re at? y’all mad at Beyoncé’s country music but not mad about a fucking genocide. right. go off ig
#idec about Beyoncé fr#im sorry#not hate fr#just not a fan#but what I’m saying is#people are mad over her ‘ruining country music’#but don’t even bat an eye at Israel or the genocide they are making#it’s fucking the stupidest. I can’t even describe the way it makes me feel#I don’t get it#the world is full of brainwashed fucking bozos#that’s how I feel#this is officially’normal’#but im not gonna stfu or give up#just a disappointing observation#it’s not even just this. it’s everything in the media that’s all people care about#I care about things I like too but it’s so easy to do both#PAY FUCKING ATTENTION#FUCKING OML#IT MAKES ME NOT WANT TO BE ON THIS OLANET#ITS SICK#it’s shameful
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brain is still so scrambled from watching The Legend of Ruby Sunday and Empire of Death in cinemas yesterday but...all i can say is. that felt too easy. far too easy. are we willing to bet that Ruby's story is not entirely over, and when she returns in the next season we will be unearthing that? or am i coping?
#i think the fascinating thing is. in cinemas we got a special message from Millie Gibson thanking us for being there#and how the episode would answer all of our questions...but not really#i'm still holding true to my theory that Mrs Flood is a Legion who is the embodiment of Story and she is influencing the narrative#but because it's television i can't tell if it was intentionally wrapped up so neatly#because if so...i'd be really really disappointed#we still don't know why it snowed. we don't really know why Ruby's mother couldn't be observed by a GOD#Mrs Flood's cheesy wrap-up speech and her wearing both one of Clara's prev. outfits AND one of Romana's has me side-eyeing#but. ahhhh i had fun either way. Fifteen was glorious as was Ruby#Mel is such an angel and i was weeping seeing her hold onto Sixie's coat and Seven's jumper#i WISH we'd gotten more of Sutekh but i think that had to be sacrificed for it being such a short season#just. rattling the bars of my cage right now#doctor who spoilers#doctor who#empire of death#the legend of ruby sunday#fifteenth doctor#15th doctor#the doctor#ruby sunday#mel bush#sutekh#mrs flood#ncuti gatwa#millie gibson#bonnie langford#gabriel woolf#anita dobson#starleskatalks
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@keferon OKAY BUT LISTEN YEAH I would loved if it was just fun ehehehe and sassy flirting with the demon no one sees pfffht, literally summoned a demon just to flirt with, and I guess it could have been going for a long time, just little strips with their funny adventures and then plot can go to the fact that he wants to give him a body and Shockwave would agree or that they just stay the way they are and just hang out like this together (Alo I remember that you wanted to put Ratchet (I keep writing Ratched instead of Ratchet buuuh) and Drift in it as another demon and their summoner thing whghweghgwe but I like how you made two separate stories for them that happen at the same time, okay I am actually PRETTY MUCH invested in this story, I like a lot how it goes and gets tangled and how mixes up with idw ideas and other stuff a lot)
BUT NOW that you changed it that way, you made a few more things that reader might be interested a lot in, like that promise he made and you mentioning that he will regret it, how their relationship progressively develops, plus the fact that Blurr was a frivolous slob gifted with dark magic AND how the tables turn upside dow and he get consequences for what he did in the most unpredictable way for him and how he surely changes in his behaviour, getting more and more concerned about his promise and maybe truly loving someone for the first time in his life and wanting to change something. And then figuring out that that same demon actually was a person before, someone he knew, someone respectable, kind, shiny, absolut sun of a person, who died (I am still on my knees waiting to know how exactly he died...) miserably to the point that he absolutely can't stand his life as a demon and NOT EVEN being able to kill himself!!! And Blurr was a pupil in his school, he saw him, he gifted him an ability to make his magic work for him, gave the freedom to live among everyone to all who was poisoned with this dark magic. OH WAITA HGSDHAG the thing that beastformers can't walk among transformers and the fact that dark spellers also could not, and how these events happen at a close times, OKAY so dark spellers got their kind of freedom thanks to Senator Shockwave (OH MY GOD what if Orion can see Shockwave and will recognise him right away COUGH) BUT I am wondering if beastformers will get some kind of an official declaration or some kind of school to be educated in and I wonder if Deadlock/Drift (I think after leaving he will change his name from the last episode...) will volunteer to be a teacher t be something more, or he will just end up with Ratchet wandering around the world, or maybe there will be a whole damn revolution where all monoformers and beastformers leaded by Drift go against the system, and maybe these events happen at the same time as a Senator Shockwave fighting for the rights of gifted... Okay I'm getting carried a little bit ahsghag excuse me... OH I GOT carried away A LOT I wanted to get back to the point that Blurr, now figuring out the past of Shocwave, dealing with all the events, dealing with what he has done and find a way to free them, at the same time STILL having adventures and fun since I'm sure he can be a good mood lifter to moody Shockwave and even see him in a really good mood since he is... well, not just a demon made of hatred but the wonderful kind of person in his previous life... (okay being carried away but what if Orion might declare the freedom to beastformers (AJHGAJHSDJAH OH MY GOD I IMAGINED JAZZ AS A PANDA HAVING A ROMAN WITH PROWL AND PROWL NOT KNOWING ABOUT IT OKAY SORRY) after seeing what it lead to after Senator Shockwave. And maybe Ratchet will be able to get his sign back freely after revolution will be successful or he will be forever blind just to be free and safe with his husband OKAY LISTEN I think it is obvious that I really like the thing you do....
#I mean I will repeat one hundred more time that fanfics are really hard for me to read... I just can't concentrate on that for a long time#if they are not VERY good.. usually it is much easier for me to read real books#So I know little about characters slowly reading idw and I can't just jump on plenty of fics and just look at them from afar#But such little comic... yeah#the characters in them are understandable for me you put emotion in them and growth that I can easily read on and just observing things#also it is much easier for me to see a ready pictures to jump on something to animate and it goes so smoothly that I still wonder how you d#it and I am absolutely not okay about this fact pfffht#Aaaaah why am I saying all that... where from I started and where I was leading to...#I THINK I JUST WILL SAY AGAIN THAT I LIKE THIS AU WHEEEEEEEZE#Also rewatched your tags under First Aid and... I forgot the name *cough* you can see how good I am with names VORTEZ! Fixed ehfghasghagfe#And yeah ahsghdgahg... I can't read such fics. I like when I see that characters can stand for themselves and it isn't an abuse....#I mean it is okay to show the hell they go through BUT only if from both sides#I didn't read ShockBlurr fics but from what I've been hearing from you both... I wouldn't like it#So I'm happy I come across your version of them and I LIKE IT#And I LIKE the First Aid pair with Vortex if I see a good version of them#I mean in idw he is *muah* put him in a blender but I don't see a good way of using his perks and First Aid's perks good together#They both are maniacs PFFFFHT so yeah... fics disappoint me and I barely read them even if to get better at understanding characters#So I'm happy about what you do since I am very slow at getting into stories like transformers even if I like it
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Just posting this for the ppl who LOVE to push the FANON narrative that Jason and Percy aren't close friends as CANON. Grover is listed as Percy's main best friend (along with Annabeth ofc but she remains in the girlfriend category) and Jason comes literally SECOND in the Official Riordan wiki fanpage, and he's even labelled as "one of percy's best friends" not just "friend" or "close friend" like the others.
I don't get why people deny this SO bad like- pls let the almost nonexistent rivalry they both had (which is mostly between Jason and Percy fans) stay fanon.
"Jason and Percy are just co workers, barely even friends" Yup. Sure. I was so mislead by this narrative before I picked up HOO and was pleasantly surprised by how genuine percy and jason's friendship was in the books.. I half expected them both to ignore eachother or something throughout the scenes with how much the fandom exaggerated their rivalry/coldness with eachother.
Fanon is awesome. But it's not when you push it as canon. Let them be two seperate things please.
#Also with the whole “Leo and Percy are much closer than Jason and Percy” narrative is pretty popular aswell simply bc they're both goofy.#Leo and Percy are GOOD friends but claiming that they were closer than Jason/Percy is just wishful thinking at best imo.#Leo had resented percy up until boo (which is neither of their faults. Mind you)#They made up. But it wasn't enough for them to become like best buddy buddies. Leo went missing before that.#So they didn't have the opportunity to bond as well.#And that's OKAY. We always have fanon to enjoy.#I just wish people stop mixing fanon and canon together and claim it as fully canon.#It could be a tad misleading. And ppl would be disappointed that the same fanon isnt incorporated into the books.#I was subjected to so much fanon influence before I picked up hoo. The leo/percy 'best friend' agenda was one of them.#the best friend agenda in the books was not matching the same energy as it did when pjo fans described it. So It was heavily underwhelming.#I honestly hope these tags don't offend anyone (esp Leo/Percy best friend enthusiasts)#Im merely pointing out what I observed from the books vs the fandom's exaggeration#but they were not as cln#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo hoo#jason grace#pjo series#annabeth chase#pjo hoo toa#leo valdez#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#nico di angelo
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extremely questionable methodology but i compiled all the dialogue spoken between Shigaraki and Deku starting from when Shigaraki breaks out of AFO’s control in Chapter 379 up to Chapter 412.
(There are chapters where they appear but do not speak. Those are the chapter numbers.)
The takeaway is that Shigaraki is extremely chatty! A lot of it is taunts, but Shigaraki’s also revealing a lot of stuff about his plans and his opinions.
Deku does not seem as interested in returning the conversation, however. Whenever he does speak, it’s less in response to any of the content of Shigaraki’s chatter, and more heroic statements of intent. (The ‘you’re still human’ is the only direct refutation, I think.)
To be fair, his focus is all on surviving Shigaraki’s attacks. Nearly all his internal thoughts are strategy - combining a quirk with this quirk, how exactly he can physically stop Shigaraki. Additionally, before Chapter 410, he was probably too worried about All Might; while for most of Chapter 412, he was asphyxiating. Hard to chat when so much shit is happening.
And you can argue Shigaraki is just Villain monologuing. Deku doesn’t have to pay attention to anything he says - a lot which are, after all, taunts - he doesn’t have to engage with Shigaraki’s dumb rants.
His goal is to save Shigaraki/The Crying Child, and only that - not like talking or asking questions about anything or responding is required for that.
#nalslastworkingbraincell#not a real analysis#just shoddy observation#structure is another element#just because Deku doesn’t respond and just because his thoughts hold no reflection on Shigaraki’s word#doesn’t mean he’s not listening and saving it to memory for later#but it is disappointing to view on paper#the thing is i am not opposed to deku saving shigaraki#i am opposed to lackluster writing#’shredding the rug’ touched my shriveled heart#then it turned out to not be the actual meaning/translation#now team OFA is hoping to pry open a mental wound to strike directly at Shigaraki’s consciousness and presumably find Inner Tenko#because Deku isn’t getting through to Shigaraki#but ‘getting through’ so far is the dialogue we have up there#which i think was barely an attempt#so like#none of this is satisfactory#at this point why bother saving the guy#just knock him out and use Eri to revert him to the crying five year old#that’s essentially the same regard Deku has towards Shigaraki#not the actual person#but the inner child he saw inside
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being an oc is annoying sometimes bc u can reblog the really fun memes and get absolutely nothing out of it just cause people don't really know your character and don't know what to ask. which,,, fine, i get it, but if you ever have any questions about my muse, i am literally here to answer any and all questions, no matter how silly they may be. trust me, oc rpers wanna talk about their oc lol you just gotta give them the chance to do that
#* this is my unfinished symphony // ooc.#aka im disappointed by the lack of questions in my inbox but not surprised by it either#this isn't me saying woe is me either it's just an observation ive made as an oc rper#just kinda stinks sometimes
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Admire people all that you want, but don’t put them on a pedestal.
#this is a general comment not directed at anyone or a particular thing#just an observation#you will only be disappointed#people can’t live up to unrealistic expectations
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I swear. I comprehend I’m not the best teaching intern in the world. I also was not the best camp counselor, cashier, and so on. But if my observer gives me so much criticism that I cry again I’m going to be so motherfucking pissed.
Especially since she’s asking me to stay late just to review me. While I have family visiting. And I’m gone for most of the day. And my commute is over half an hour. Which isn’t bad around here but still.
#vent#I’m working on it but I cry after like 5+ concentrated minutes of disappointment from bosses and such#we’re staying late because she observed yesterday but#but just like last week she thought my planning period was *at the wrong spot*#it turns out that I did tell her wrong twice FUCK#BUT THERE WAS ALSO ONE TIME I DID TELL HER RIGHT I SWEAR. PLUS I TOLD HER LAST WEEK IN PERSON. I COMBED THROIGH MY EMAILS#I just sent an email with all the correct information so hopefully that resolves the issue#I cried for like two days last week. her criticism is fairly valid but alsoooooo I’m trying to work with my partner Teachers values& methods#WHICH THE OBSERVOR ESPOUSED. last week she was like ‘omg your partner teacher is the best omg you better treat her as the great resource#that she is’ and meanwhile I like my partner teacher but her methods are boring and teacher centered#she swears it’s how she gets through to these kids and I can see that#like by tenth grade a huge change in educational structure would probably be more distracting than helpful for the better part of a year to#these kids#especially since I’m here for maybe a month.#not worth fucking these kids over#and considering the students get to use their notes on tests im just. kind of blanking on better ideas???#even the kids in the ‘smart’ periods are so hesitant with so many math skills#I just want to fix it but I’m basically at the end of the process. idk#my cashier job made me come in on my day off (I did clock in) to get criticized#idk how to stand up about this with a woman who can decide whether I pass or not but god I hope this isn’t going to be a pattern#she didn’t have ONE fucking good thing to say about me last week#my mom suggested that I ask for a compliment when I’m near tears because that might stave off any tears#I’m hoping her method works
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Hello! This is not really a request, but a comment to your post about Baxter's life, if that's alright?
Honestly, when it came to the ending of Step 3 where Baxter says his goodbyes, it feels a lot more painful to me playing on the fond route, mostly having a crush on Baxter but not date him, because while dating him, Baxter makes it clear that it was only for the summer, which while hurts my MC in the long run, accepted the break up since it was made clear from the start.
However, wanting to be simply friends just stings more because I felt like there had been no clear warning from Baxter, making the ending more tear jerking.
Hope this makes sense!
Thank you for reading my rambles!
I mean, you don't have to really play "Fond route" for that: you can play a Crush route and simply not meet the right flags for whatever reason (+ the potential for the non-dating kiss in Planning). Alternatively, choosing to have your MC say, "I don't treat things that lightly," and then accepting avoids the warning of the time limit because it's a different dialog path.
#((Like I technically agree that there's a ''warning'' for most paths to dating him))#((especially since that's such a crucial part of my MC Cho's observations in how the Step 3 ending goes down))#((but I think there are multiple ways to interpret it.))#type: ask#step: 3#moment: step 3 ending#((Being clear I don't think you're suggesting that this is just The One Way of looking at it. Just throwing in my two cents.))#((Because it can still be bad on Crush/dating since the MC can view the dating part as temporary))#((but still expected to remain friends afterwards))#((so waiting for that disappointment and then getting the second blow on top of that could be see as either better/worse.))
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When people argue over things like best food/music/colors whatever it's like... genuine question, are you 5 years old and havent learned the concept of subjective taste? Yours isnt better than that guy's over there, and to spend time arguing about it... i have to laugh
#is it because i dont care about other people much or because the alien observer alter ego for my project is taking over#well i dont know i dont think hes much of an alter ego i think hes just an outlet for thoughts beliefs and disappointments ive had#for a long time#but anywayy
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Headcanon time. Five Pebbles would hate being held in any way unless he specifically started or consented to it because otherwise it would make him feel small and or powerless
(look at my tags boy)
#rain world#rainworld#which he is. small little man#he strikes me as the type who immediatly goes defensive when someone implies even remotely that he is not their equal#ergo his insistence that he is better than most other lifeforms. something something was made to be better than moon#and yet disappointed so many ancients. probably some iterators too somewhere#ERGO HIS COMPLETE DEAD SILENCE WHEN HE GOT THE ROT. BECAUSE IT WAS SEEN AS A BAD THING BY EVERYONE AND THEY MESSAGED HIM ABOUT IT PROBS <3#oh you think lowly of five pebbles? shut the fuck up he'll show you. he doesnt need any help to fix anything.#actually he doesnt need anyone at all. also its suns fault that he got the rot its not him that made the mistake hes not inferior to anyone#trust him he promises hes just as good as everyone else. actually hes better which is why he doesnt need any of you#-five pebbles' subconscious probably#five pebbles#rw five pebbles#superiority and inferiority and god complex all at the same time having little guy. he is so normal i am so normal about him#damn this post started off as an observation. lol. lmao even#i cannot shut up about my blorbos sometimes#esp in the tags lmao
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speaking on your anon post, i used to be anon 🙏🏽 it's anxiety inducing because i feel like i'm bothering you 😭
Nah don't worry about that. I just think it's kinda funny actually. (Also I have anon asks on for a reason, everyone should feel comfortable sending stuff)
#my problem is when people try yo take advantage of the fact that I'll draw anything#like if I said I don't care about a fandom just. stop asking me to draw for that fandom I don't know the characters#this isn't about you don't worry. it's in general#professional yapper#that's me. but mainly in the tags#not art#text#ask#not anon#it's a double edged knife with the anon/non anon asks. one ine hand I might putbmore effort on a non anon ask. on the other hand#I feel pressured to draw 'better' if that makes sense. I try to satisfy everyone and in the end I feal I satisfy no one#I hate text speech I can barely get the tone I want across#I'm not mad or disappointed or anything. it was just an observation don't feel pressured#random but I like your pfp. reminds me of my siblings old pfp
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the minecraft guy i sometimes watch is making another minecraft series and some of my mutuals are also minecraft posting about the minecraft guy which is nice
#as someone who used to be very involved in That One Minecraft Fandom when i was like 18 just to be severely disappointed by everyone involve#i like that i can just observe these other minecraft guys from afar while enjoying a good tumblr post every now and then#haha look the minecraft man is very small. haha look funny fanart of it on tumblr. anyways i will go on with my life#dios wisdom
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thinking about the statue scene in puppeteer 2.
thinking about it's possible connection to the story of Pygmalion and Galatea.
just thinking.......
#miraculous ladybug#greek mythology#a longing for something or someone that is viewed as unattainable or unable to return affections#her talking to both Luka and Chat Noir about how she's not sure if she really loves him or just the idea of him she's built in her head#actually very mature observations and thoughts for someone her age#most teenagers wouldn't contemplate that#they'd jump head first into it and possibly become disappointed when reality doesn't live up to expectations#also thinking about how My Fair Lady is a retelling of the tale of Pygmalion#and how the original author of the play didn't want Professor Higgins and Eliza to end up together#because the imbalance of power between them was too much#Professor Higgins (Pygmalion) is in a way Eliza's (Galatea's) creator#Adrien and Marinette are on an equal power playing field in my opinion#the problem would be that Marinette doesn't believe that they are equal#She views him as above her#as better than her#that's why she believes she's not good enough for him#and its that belief that brings the imbalance#idk........#thoughts?
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God is there anything more annoying than having a moment of emotional maturity where you're like 'No, I am probably reading this person unfairly, I am taking their words in bad faith because I simply do not like their vibe, when really, they do not mean any of the things I am projecting onto them. I am the one being cruel in this situation, I must step back and meditate upon my own impulses, and stop being a bitch.'
And then the next few words out of their stupid fucking mouths prove your first gut read RIGHT
#zip it#there's a guy in the server and he's just deeply truly insufferable#and he likes to talk to me as if his observations are new and insightful when really they are either what I just said#or so banal as to be useless#also loves to inexplicably one-up me on my own life experiences#and wax poetic about how emotionally neutral he is and he doesn't truly care about anything he's just Too Logical#that's rough buddy hope you feel better soon#We're talking about how some memoirs written by creatives we used to admire shatter the illusion and caused us to realize#how shallow their work really was and how little advice they really had to give#and this guy swoops in like 'well I've never been emotionally invested in Anything so I've never been disappointed like that#you simply must remember that authors are also human and that is both disappointing AND hopeful for your own endeavors#buddy this is a conversation about how Quenton Tarantino and Stephen King give bland writing advice not whatever you think it is
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Having a chat about the Barbie movie with @neroushalvaus helped me to put something that bothers me about the movie to words.
At the end of the movie, when Barbie becomes a human, we see her dressed in beige, sensible clothing. Symbolically, she has grown up into a woman – and as a woman, she no longer wears the bright, pink, girly clothing she used to wear earlier.
Meanwhile, in our reality, women come to watch this movie all dolled up in their best pinks and glitters – a movie that ends with Barbie, a world-famous emblem of femininity, leaving neon pink behind her and choosing to wear muted colours instead.
Somehow, in this regard, I feel like the real-life response to the movie is more uplifting than the movie itself. In real life, adult women are celebrating the movie by wearing girly clothing, and they’re feeling happy and confident while doing so. If bright, girlish aesthetic makes you feel good, growing up doesn’t mean you have to leave it behind.
The costume design makes sense for Barbie’s character arc, sure, but on a symbolic level... I don’t really like what it says about the relationship between girlish/hyper-feminine aesthetic and adulthood, and I guess it just makes me a little bit sad how that part of the story and the real-life response to the movie clash.
#actually the whole movie makes sense on a character level but starts to fall apart when you really look at the symbolic level#I really like Barbie the character and Ken the character and enjoyed watching their stories unfold#but the more I think about it the more I feel that on a symbolic level their stories actually take away from each other#also I want to clarify I'm not a girly girl myself and will choose beige over Barbie pink every time#but having lived through all that nonsense ‘‘not like other girls’‘ discourse I really like seeing girliness celebrated and uplifted#anyway! this is not my number one problem with the movie... far from it actually#I'm just trying to get to the bottom of why the ending left me feeling disappointed and I think this is a part of it#just an observation!#Barbie#Barbie spoilers
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