#IT MAKES ME NOT WANT TO BE ON THIS OLANET

[allofuswantgwinam]

i don’t really get the world. there’s a whole group of people getting murdered and I see more people mad about Beyoncé’s country album. make it make sense. is this really where we’re at? y’all mad at Beyoncé’s country music but not mad about a fucking genocide. right. go off ig

[jinkicake]

So I was this REALLY hot gorou comic before my Twitter refreshed to for the next few days

puppy boy is front and center in my brain😔 hear me out!! It started off as having a tender intimate moment w him after he wakes up from a nightmare and then he rails you after making fun of his tail. Like he doesn’t give overtly aggressive vibes to me not even in secret like kazuha or Thoma but by law all my favs have to be switches so the last few panels of him mercilessly rutting into this persons sona while he’s drooling with half lidded eyes,,,tattooed to my brain!!! Trying to tease him while he’s flustered sitting in his lap playing with his ears calling him a good puppy while he’s trying so hard but shaky being from about eating to fuck you,,,, “please give me more. I can’t get enough of you I need it” Looking up at you w pleading eyes while he’s gripping your hips like his life depends on it. like he’s the other side of the itto coin gorou is the type to power bottom and not even realize it. (Looking back @ catboy kazuha brainrot) you tease him in a “awww does my cute puppy want to make me feel good?” Way and he’s SO eager and rambling mess while apologizing that he can’t hold back anymore and he’s your good boy, BUT ONCE HE SLIDES IT IN ITS OVER! Like no pls walk w me on this😭 He’s in your ear biting your neck about breeding you and how good his beloved feels. I’m obsessed w the switching power dynamic bc he would say the filthiest things and not even remember later?? “Fuck yes just like this, fucking you this deep makes me want to fill you up for hours; you’ll let me fuck you like this all the time right? Please” his head thrown back eyes squeezed shut bc if he looks down at the mess he’s made of you he really will get addicted. He’s saying please but wtf is he asking for?? at this point😭 Like the overwhelming sensation of the way it feels inside, the sounds, the sight beneath him he’s 100% the mf who fucks you until he overstimulates himself and then will ASK YOU TO CALL HIM A GOOD BOY AS IF YOUR EVEN STILL ON OLANET EARTH DGDHDBSK! After you come back to life he’s recovered like not a damn thing happened w the most golden retriever smile asking you how you are like,,,, wdym?? I CSNT WALK the same brand of kazuha filth where you can grind on them as a joke but they will actually pin you down and use you by accident bc they’re talking as if your still in control lmao. At this point hearing them say sorry a certain would pavlov trigger me on bc they ALWAYS say sorry before hand😭like imagine: your grinding on him and teasing him kissing his neck and he’s probably like “we could get caught love pls behave🥺” but when you start riding him too slow to tease him even more he grabs your hips and looks at you w teary eyes saying “I’m sorry I can’t hold back anymore” and thrusts up into you with the most eye rolling breathless wall shaking moan ever like it’s drawn out and shaky!! Especially the momentary look of bliss on his face right before he’s balls deep and locks eyes with you and the look of pure lust and need is like threatening to swallow you whole>>>> like he’s switching between begging and praising you, saying sorry for the fact that he can’t stop himself it feels so fucking good and how he’s gunna be a good boy and fill you up and make sure your taken care of. We love a man who can multitask fr bc his hands are everywhere and he’s touching everything,begging you to moan louder for him (even tho he’s way louder than you) and he’s on his like 5th “fuck I’m cumming” so like rip actually😭😭 temped to say you gotta hide w kokomi when he gets like this but tbh she already knows and will let you lay your head in her lap as he’s fucking you into oblivion and your covered in sweat and cum staring up at her w pleading eyes to get to to at LEAST slow down but she’s nothing if not a caring soul and will pat your head to keep you grounded😇 actually gunna fe fully delusional and say he would offer to share you as a sorry for causing so much trouble😔 so she’s riding your face muffling your moans as he’s thrusting into you like a madman and she’s petting his head trying to make sure he doesn’t break you😵‍💫

i HATE when im looking at something good on twitter then it refreshes.... it's so sick

no cause why is that kinda,,, kinda..... oh wow. you know i thoroughly enjoy any switch agenda!!!

I agree though like gorou seems as if he would be the desperate type, very eager to please but when it becomes too much he just loses EVERYTHING like he goes feral because of pussy LOLLLWAIT I LIKE THIS SWITCH GOROU, it's the best of both worlds like im saurry i love it

i also love when they cry hehehe and gorou would be a perfect example bc hes so sensitive like he HAS to be.... like tighnari too but i know tighnari can handle himself and act indifferent about it but gorou CANT so the idea of him crying and begging while still trying to please is so hehehe LMAO he simply can'ts stop!

the second you brought up kokomi i thought about her joining in,,,oop- i love them,, they're so cute and their dynamics would be too good together! gorou is messy and eager while kokomi is gentle and powerful.... they'll both have you crying by the end of it so them together means you'll pass out.... but, who wouldn't!

oh... if you find that comic... lemme see it >:-)

(this is genuinely some of the best gorou thirst ive seen LOL, i can never say 'no' to smut!)

[solardick]

Two words.

Well, lets go back to work and be serrounded by people and have no one tto talk to. Its childhiod all over again.

But portents continue to prelude the reality of experience. Simply have to critically observe the happenings of the animal kingdom. When one starts to uncover what animal signifies what. And the behaviour. Less important is the direction they take unless its down to the singulars and the direction from whence one came. To my experience when direction matters it’s simply noted in context. The craw of the crow is always negative. No exceptions thus far. The dove is always positive. Exceptions depending on the nature of the portent. Yet always relates to the pleasant. Bluejays are aquarian. Eagles to broader perception and expansion. Hawks are similar but lack majesty. Rabbits are lost and found, squirrels are active scrounging about, over commotion.

You should have seen these dipshits leaving tortured and mutilated rabbit carcasses around to signify loss in permanence. Course when i did thst to signify the queen and she died.

Didnmt go over any new cards because i didn’t care. The weekends are too depressing to function.

Now its time to go hime take soem pills so

It doesmt feel like i just got dry fucked up rhe ass all day.

….wait Americans are killign thousands of people so they can put a woman on the throne? Ok, im done with the news. Wonder how muchnof that was true. Probably not alot.

Welcome to the new age of sanctions. “If se dont like you we’ll make tour life miserable until you bow and accept us as supreme. And that your a slug. Ugh. But we wont force you. Thats your decision to make. But, your bot going to have any other options than the one we’re giving you. So we’re actually lying about iy being a choice.

Youre not allowed havign luxury item? Lol what? Oh. No pls satan gove me my luxury! I cant live without. It. Take about bribery. Western world

Is run by the devil. This place fucken sucks.

You way of life ruined my life at childhood. Nut thats not good enough. Got to rub it in for 30 fucken years. And i have to soemd an entire life under this shit because my family are fucken retards that never should have bred together. Dont talk to me about fair or “political correctness” which means what ever the fuck you want it to.

Is there a magic i may push to get me out of this fake reality. Theres no way humanity is this fucken dumb and the dominant species of the olanet at the same time.

Guess its safe to assume that kataya or whatever her name is is the new president. Increase the war effort. Kill thousands more. Nice.

And the war becomes the lunar reactionaries versus the solar plexus.

A beard tax. Hahahah. Thats ridiculous. I hate this ideology. More so now aince its being forced. Being a bunch of nazies while pretending not to be.

But shows the extremes of social engineering. To the drastic for immediate results. One day its one way and the other its a complete change around. Forcing people learn how to live all over again. And if they dont like it. Tax them for their discontent. If gid talks to me. Then i guess he agress with me. Its been enough.

[darkpoisonouslove]

I’m here again. Faragonda, Sky, Tecna, and Darcy, please xD

Hi again! XD Thanks for sending more!

Faragonda:

- How I feel about this character:

I love her! She is amazing! I love that she is very patient and warm but also won't let anyone hurt the people she loves. She's a badass. She can fight her own battles and has a strong will and resolve despite her kind attitude and her desire to solve things peacefully and I think that is a great combination of characteristics. I love that she's always there for her students and is super understanding. I think she's a great headmistress.

- All the people I ship romantically with this character:

Griffin. They know each other so well and understand and respect each other. Let's be real, that would be the perfect relationship.

Hagen. I have only seen the two minutes of interactions they had in "Secret of the Lost Kingdom" so you can pretty much blame @trashcankitty12 for that since it started from her fanfiction. I just realized a few days ago that they are the sunshine and raincloud trope and I kinda like that, though, it could've been done better.

Griselda. Idk, I've seen this and I think it would work as well. Honestly, I would be more sold if we'd seen more of their relationship but I guess we'll just... have to die. 😑

- My non-romantic OTP for this character:

Griffin. Like I said, I live for this friendship. They have so much history and not all of it is pretty but they are still as close as ever. I love the fact that they've had major crises in their friendship but they still managed to get over them and trust each other. And Faragonda is so supportive of Griffin, I can't. Not to mention that they're both super protective of each other.

- My unpopular opinion about this character:

I think Faragonda is more selfish than expected. What I mean with this is that she would totally sacrifice herself for the people she loves, just as well as she would sacrifice everyone else for the people she loves. This would make sense if you look at her past, too. She most certainly went through big rejection when she discovered she was a fairy. Not only from her family, but also from pretty much everyone else in her life. So the few people that stuck with her mean the world to her and she can't afford to lose them no matter what it means for anyone else. And Marion and Oritel's death only exacerbated that thought process.

- One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

I wish we'd learned more about her family and the time she thought she was a witch. I think that would've been really interesting and could have brought up some magical lore. Like, more about the fairies and witches and how  light and dark magic came to be (also, am I the only one who thinks we should have gotten more emphasis on Mirta and maybe seen a conversation between her and Faragonda since Mirta is the only one we know of who's been through the same thing Faragonda has?). I reaaaaaaally want to know how she handled that period. (Spoiler: I might have an idea about that and it might be morphing into a fanfic instead of the set of headcanons it was supposed to be.)

Sky:

- How I feel about this character:

Uh... Can I skip this question? 😅 Honestly, I don't really like him. He has some qualities that I like but just... No? I don't feel it.

- All the people I ship romantically with this character:

Honestly, I don't care about his romantic life. I would say Bloom, but they are the only canon ship that I really don't give a damn about.

- My non-romantic OTP for this character:

Brandon. As much as I hated their idea to switch identities in season 1, that's a sign for some strong friendship. You don't just do that with anyone and I like the fact that he's so close with someone who was supposed to be just a servant to him. We haven't seen anything about his life as a prince but I'm willing to bet he didn't have many real friends so it's good to see him have a genuine friendship.

- My unpopular opinion about this character:

I don't like his relationship with Bloom. I feel like they don't fucking communicate, like, at all! At least half, no, wait, at least 70% of their drama would've been avoided if they talked to each other and he trusted her to tell her shit. Imagine how much cooler it would have been if he'd told her that he was actually prince Sky and he was engaged but he likes her and doesn't want to be with Diaspro. And then Bloom could've sneaked on the Day of the Royals for support and because she wanted to see Diaspro and the two of them could've actually talked which would have provided an opportunity for character depth for Diaspro. Maybe she would get to tell Bloom why she loves Sky and Bloom would feel bad bc apparently Diaspro's feelings are genuine but they aren't reciprocated and we could have some quality drama there with Sky and Bloom both trying to let Diaspro down easily and after a period of adaptation they could have all been friends. Now i want to write this. *exasperated sigh*

- One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

Get some goddamn backstory! I know I say the same about all of the characters, but that's because they have the same flaw in getting no fucking backstory. How are we supposed to get this character when we have no idea why the hell they are like that? I feel like Sky could be a great character if they'd delved more into what makes him like that. Why did he feel the need to swap identities with Brendon? They said that he wanted to see what not being a royalty was like but why? Was he tired of being a prince and just wanted to be normal (in which case some backstory would have fit right in) or did he want to see how ordinary people get treated so that he could get them better for when he became a king? Just give me something about this character's life gdi!

Tecna:

- How I feel about this character:

Pretty meh tbh. She is so underdeveloped, it's painful. We don't know anything about her except that she's good with technology and smart. That doesn't make up an entire personality and it doesn't make her very relatable for me.

- All the people I ship romantically with this character:

Timmy. We get to see some emotional reactions from both of them when they're together and I like that. I just wish they'd done more with them even if in the context of their passion of technology. Just let them go on a super cute nerdy date where they go look for computer parts at a second-hand technology store or something. If they're only gonna have one characteristic, at least expand it to the point where it's believable that it's taken over their lives because they are so interested in it. There were so many possibilities.

- My non-romantic OTP for this character:

... Error 404: File not found. Honestly, her relationships with the others are so non-existent that I don't really... have anything for this category. Like, who is she closest to? I have no idea. I'm gonna say Musa, though, because: a) I think music and technology together can make some pretty cool things and b) Musa seems prone to hiding her emotions and Tecna is a bit detached from her own feelings so I feel like that could be a bonding point while they can also learn something from each other. (Man... I feel like exploring the possibilities now... Gdi! I have no time for that.)

- My unpopular opinion about this character:

I feel like Tecna's powers were very underestimated. And not just on a magical level. She is super smart and inventive and she should've been given a bigger role in a lot of the missions. Also, if any of the magical realms are anything like Earth, then Tecna could be super useful and vital to missions since everything is so technology-based. None of that was well utilized. None of it.

- One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

I wish she'd gotten her Enchantix differently. Faragonda said that to get Enchantix they had to sacrifice themselves for someone from their planet. Yet, Tecna sacrificed herself for Layla's planet and still got her Enchantix. Now technically, there might have been a Zenithian on Andros at the time, so in saving the planet Tecna saved that Zenithian as well but that is totally not what Faragonda meant there, I'm sorry. Also, if they'd gotten her to save someone from her own planet, we could have learned something more about her and her backstory. I think it would've been better.

Darcy:

-How I feel about this character:

She's my fave Trix! I've loved her since I was little. I love that Darcy is more collected and controlled than Icy and Stormy but she can be just as terrible when she's raging. I like that her composure doesn't make her more stable than they are and she can totally flip from calm to mad in 0.03 seconds. It makes her unpredictable and allows her to fit in with the temper of her besties while she also remains different from them. I love her powers! They're so cool and I wish we'd seen more of them. I'm sure they could've made something amazing if they had messed around with her power of illusions. Come to think of it that fits well with her character, too, since she isn't patient and calm but only gives the illusion of that.

- All the people I ship romantically with this character:

Riven. Look, I know that relationship was as unhealthy as it gets, but they looked cute gdi! In an AU maybe they could've been the perfect couple.

Maybe Flora a little bit. Don't ask me why, I don't know. I just remembered I had some thoughts on this but I can't quite piece it together yet. I think that could have some cool symbolism, though, because in a way Darcy's powers are the opposite of Flora's since plants need light to survive and Darcy's powers are... well, darkness. Also, nature doesn't pretend and Darcy's magic is literally focused on deception so...

- My non-romantic OTP for this character:

Icy and Stormy. They've had less than graceful moments in their friendship but they stuck together through it all and I actually like that. It gives them some depth (which, let's be real, they were very lacking of) and I appreciated it. I feel like I prefer her relationship with Stormy since they are more on equal ground while Icy separates herself as the leader of the trio (and the worst of them tbh).

- My unpopular opinion about this character:

I think Darcy is actually a lot like Musa but their approach to feelings is different. Musa will erupt when she reaches her boiling point while Darcy is more calculating in that regard and is more likely to hide her feelings if she's after something that exploding will get in the way of. So basically, you could say Musa is more genuine while Darcy is more for pretense in the name of her goal. Musa's feelings find outlet in the harmony of her music while Darcy's cause chaos and it's an interesting opposition to work with, especially considering that sometimes their reactions can overlap. I can see how Riven can be confused as to which one of them would be better for him.

- One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

I wish we'd gotten some backstory. What was her life like that it made her want universl domination? How did she meet Icy and Stormy and how did they become friends, considering that neither of them are exactly open to bonding? How are they connected to the Ancestral Wicthes (I mean, they can't be direct descendants so what is up with that) and how did  they get their hands on the Whisperian Crystals (also, where the hell did the Crystals go after season 1)? So many questions and no answers.

This was so fun! I got so many new thoughts! So... Ask box is still open! 😁

[hiddenmagnolia]

Idk what to do anymore. I feel pretty undesirable, confused, embarrassed as hell and just frustrated. I can’t communicate it with him right and I’m just lost at how to even go about getting my thoughts across. I initiate all physical touch. I ask for a kiss first, I hold his hand first, I make the first sexual move. I just don’t know what that means and I’m at a total loss for the reason. Am I not attractive enough for him? Am I not what “does it” for him? Is he embarrassed by me? Am I less that what he thinks he should have? Does he feel like he’s settling for me? I’ve gone through this before and I don’t want to do it again. I don’t want to feel unwanted. I don’t want to question myself anymore. I’ve been there and done that and I don’t want to risk going down that path again. I feel like I need to say something but honestly I don’t even know what to say. Idk if this is my worry wart brain kicking into over drive and picking up my insecurities along the way like some long lost hitch hiker or if this is something that is a genuine road block that is going to stop me from going forward. I need help. I need him to want me. I need him to desire me and if he already does then show me. Act on it. Grab me. Kiss me. Hold me. Touch me. Make a move. On this trip and the last I’ve heard about how he used to be with a lot of different women and would fuck any girl that would open her legs...but he won’t make a move with me? How is that supposed to make me feel? I don’t give a shit about his past or what his little magical number is, I honestly would love to live life without knowing his number, but it of course makes me feel like something is wrong if he has had that kind of sexual history but he doesn’t show any initiative with me to make even a fraction of that happen with me. It’s hard to not think it’s something to do with me. It’s hard to think that I’m not doing something enough or right or that I’m not sexy. I’m the thinnest and healthiest I’ve ever been, j should be feeling my absolute best but he’s honestly still bringing me back to feeling like I’m not enough. What. The. Fuck. He buys me this expensive ass hotel room, he introduces me to his friends and family, we spend the evening going to furniture stores and Lowe’s to pick out furniture for the house and paint colors and tile and cabinets and baseboard colors and refrigerators...I know he cares about me, fuck he makes me feel so special and so fucking through off, I’m a lucky ass woman! He’s an amazing man! I don’t question that he sees a future with me. But why doesn’t that equate to showing me he wants me physically too? Am I being knit picky? Do I need to let this go? I’ve tried to google the fucking answer and I swear not a single soul on this god for shaken olanet has asked any thing close to this. What the fuck does all of this mean? Do I need to just accept that I can’t have it all? Do I need to accept that I won’t be desired but I’ll be protected, financially stable and loved? I don’t care about his money. I really truly and honestly don’t. I care about his words and his actions. I care about the way he makes me feel. I care about the way he touches and voices his love for me. Tell me and show me you think I’m sexy, tell me and show me you want me, tell me and show me something...anything. Do I say something? Do I leave it alone? I need a sign. I need someone to tell me what to do. I need him to touch me. I need him to tell me. I need him to kiss me. I need him to make love to me. I need him to love me the way I recognize it. Because honestly, I’m running out of cute and sexy pajamas.

[littletoybabyboy]

i was i think i was on my third or fourth day of gasoline adn no sleepa while ago and i was reading about all this stuff, you inow, space doesnt exist nor stars er olanets aliens comefrom the infitine underground and i was getting realy fucking heated bcause i cannot believe how this could happen to ME and i think i bunched the wall because i was so fucking angry and i broke at least two knuckles lol and also someone heard me cus i was not supposed to be in their fuckin shed coppin their wifi and siphoning gas out if their lawnmower but here i was, making a bunch of fuckingn noise and being real pissed off but i had to leave and go to some OTHER Zshed , and i got bannd from like 6 different forums for talking about alk this stuff which is just proof that theyre trying really really hard to cover this all up, and this is why im real grateful for my sexy boyfriend THE GUNSHOW and being able to travel the cuntry with him becos the government certanly doesnt want me to know everything i know, фьаnd its a lot harder ti track my patterns of travel hahah kek fucking losers , anyways im still angry about it

[pumpkin-lith]

Haunt me -- Obi-Wan and Rex, maybe either post-Death Star, or perhaps if Something Went Wrong in an Ashnar Urcir AU.

I hadso many ideaswhen reading that one. Choosing between the two settings was hard,and I’m half-expecting a prompt to bite me for the Death Starone.But I went with Ashnar. Because soulmates is one of myweaknesses.

This… mostly doesn’t need you to have read my fic, I think I managed to not go into specifics. Still, if you feel up to it… :)Totally AU, obviously, and spoiler-free for the upcoming chapters

(Also, what are drabbles, omg, those prompts answers for this writing meme keep getting longer and longer)

WhenMaul’s saber pierced Obi-Wan Kenobi’s heart on Tatooine, he tried tograb for the bonds tethering him to life. But they all snapped in hismetaphorical hands, the one to his Master, the ones to his friends,the ones to the Force and to the world.He latched on the oneborne by his soul, the one linking him to his soulmate, but by then,it was too late.Obi-Wan died.It did not mean he disappeared.

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I’msorry

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Growingup with an ut'reeyahkar'ta, an empty heart, an empty outline on his chest, was a pain Rexonly learned the meaning of when meeting with General Yoda. Untilthen, he had always thought the strange outline of sharp words wasanother one of the strange variations brothers could have, like musicnotes or color spectrums. Instead, it meant that his miit'jorirwas dead. That he had died long before Rex could even meet him, thatthe possibility of those words would never result in an Ashnar Urcir.Rex’s soulmate was dead, had been from a long time now, since thewords had been an empty husk on his chest for as long as he couldremember.

Rexcould not stand the small General looking at him with pity andcompassion and he put his helmet back on, turning his back on thebrothers staring at him.The universe was maybe cruel enough tokill the one he had been made for before they got the chance to meet,without even giving him a chance to try and save them, but he hadbeen made for another thing. War was in his blood and, now, hehad nothing to lose.

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Pleasedon’t

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Bloodwelled up between Rex’s fingers, as he lied on Jaguada’s sandy soil,unable to move, barely able to breathe.The shot had pierced hisskin right through one of the empty words on his chest, a fewcentimeters left of his heart. Not a killing shot, but that would notmatter if a medic did not came to him quickly.

Notthat Rex wanted one to. He was maybe being a coward, but he hadno desire to fight for a galaxy his miit'jorir wasn’t in. His vodecould do without him, he wasn’t indispensable. Some – Cody –would mourn him, but they still had their own soulmates to lookforward to.

Besides,dying from a shot to his meaningless words was strangely ironic.

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Force,no, please*Rexwakes up and everything around him is dark, but there is a glowing,slim figure just in front of him. A teenager, no, a young man,roughly his physical age, with red hair and Jedi robes, watching himwith infinite sadness in his eyes.« Who are you ? »Thestranger does not answer, but he presses a hand to his own chest.Frowning, Rex does the same, and notices that he is not bleedinganymore.

Whatis happening ?The unknown Jedi walks towards him and layshis hands on top of Rex’s, pressing down on a wound that isn’t thereanymore. His lips move but no sound comes out and the world fades toblack again.Rex wakes once with Cody’s yelling obscenities athim, and then to Kix’s scowl. 

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Youhave to live*

Thewords on his chest are fading. The pale lines that Rex can’t quitecome to hate, because he had had them his whole life and because ofwhat they could have meant, are slowly disappearing, a little moreevery day, wiped out.It’s freaking him out. Being the bearer ofempty words was bad enough.Being the bearer of nothingis a terrifying prospect. Everyonehas a soulmark. The few that don’t have words on their skins havesomething to make up for it.

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Don’tworry*

Sinceapparently being a freak of nature isn’t enough, Rex keeps ondreaming about the strange, unknown Jedi. They are never cleardreams, never in that strange dark place were the man was fullyvisible. It’s more glimpses and flitting flashes of red hair, paleskin and freckles, the brown and white of Jedi clothes.Still,it’s a constant, and Rex doesn’t know what it means. Except than,when he wakes, unexplicable knowledge is always on the tip of histongue.Where the nearest water point is. What is wrong withFives’ blaster. The certitude that General Skywalker hasn’t beensleeping enough, the firm doubt that the local guiding them throughthose marshes isn’t trustworthy…It only expands from there,until it’s not small things anymore. Until it saves them all from theOlanet’s factory blowing up.

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I wasn’t there before but nowI’ll keep you safe

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Patchesof dark ink are appearing on Rex’s skin, where his ut'reeyah kar'taused to be, and Rex almost claws them off. This isn’t natural.You don’t get a second chance. You don’t get a second soulmate, thisdoesn’t happen, there is no history of that kind of phenomenon, ever.This is Sith sorcery, this is a tumor, this is everything but asoulmark.But a small, greedy, egoist part of him can’t bringitself to scratch the dark marks out.

Andsoon, words are formed. By then, Rex knows he will never be able toignore them.‘I’m so glad you lived’.How can Rex destroysuch heart-wrenching words ? Who is he to make their sayer,whoever they are, wrong by keeping on his suicidal tendencies on thebattlefield ?Rex doesn’t know what he did to deserve this,but…If the universe is also kind enough to allow him this, thenmaybe war isn’t the only thing waiting for him among the stars.

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Could it be ?

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It takes years before Rex hears hiswords and, by then, he has grown both out of his suicidal mood andthe eagerly waiting one.He has survived the war. He has survivedan evil Sith that tried to kill them all, and make them kill theirJedi. He had survived the Senate and their childish squabbles as theytried to deal with billions of soldiers without a war to fight.Rexcan survive waiting.

Besides, he still has a hauntingJedi to keep him company. It’s not only dreams, now, and creepyprophetic advice in the form of uncanny knowledge. He can see himwhen he’s awake, too, although he’s in varying shades of blue. Theghost is mostly staying on the corner of his vision, but willsometimes step up, to deflect blaster shots or dangerous projectilesduring the last year of the war, and nowadays for lighter reasons, orsilly ones, like shielding Rex from mere rain.

He is always silent, though, thewords he says not getting past the barrier between their two planesof existence. Rex has a suspicion, though. So he can wait.

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You’re more patient than Iam

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Learningmeditation with General Jinn isn’t the funniest thing Rex has everdone, but it’s far from the worst.It’s actually quitesoothing.And it’s worth every hours spent on the damn skill whenRex is able to go willingly to that dark, in-between place, and findshis ghost waiting for him, wonder replacing the sadness in hiseyes.This time, it’s Rex’s turn to walk towards him.

« I’mvery glad you were able to stay with me. » Rex says and theghost gapes at him, a hand flying to his chest.No doubt there arenew words there too, erasing empty lines that did not come to pass,replacing them with a new possibility.Rex’s theory is confirmedwhen the Jedi answers.« I’m so glad you lived, » hewhispers, before shooting him a blinding smile.Breaking everylaw of physics and nature, Rex reaches for his hands and takes themin his own.His Ashnar Urcir is a unique one, that’s for sure.Hewould not trade it for anything in the world.