#just DRK things
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Okay okay but I had a dream that was essentially letting Esteem out to kill or at least severely frighten some guy who was a major asshole
And what I remember most clearly was him and his lackey (comrade? Hired muscle? Idk) loosing arrows, which I mostly deflected with Deathbringer - but the fist one definitely hit me in the stomach and I was aware of being in regular fabric clothes yet at the same fully armored so the arrow fell away harmlessly
Like I could see my dress/shirt whatever and a phantom of the chaos armor over it, but he just saw an armored knight wreathed in an aura of menace and fully ready to spill blood :)
#just DRK things#he has been abusive to someone for a long time and I followed him outside after a banquet#dreams#the mermaiden speaks
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Danganronpa is such a series bc why the hell does Kyoko have a seven volume mystery story detailing a whole plot about some underground murder game and intricacies of the detective system in graphic detail while I know all of five facts about Makoto's childhood. Like damn what was his favorite toy or something
#ig udg gives us more facts than some other students get#but hes the main boy. togami also gets a three novel series#they even planned dr yamada and dr hagakure#but not a damn thing for the ultimate hope. its so funny#i just feel like the dr writers be writing whatever they want#dr1#kyoko kirigiri#makoto naegi#danganronpa#drk
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↳ ꜰꜰxɪᴠ — ʀᴏᴜᴠᴀꜱᴛʀᴇ ᴅᴇ ʟᴇᴜᴠᴇᴄʜɪᴇʀ ⇄ ᴇꜱᴛᴇᴇᴍ
Today, tomorrow — forever on, from one war to the next. Have you ever wondered when our war ends? Does it even matter? Were we not meant to be nothing but weapons from the day we were born, our edges kept sharp and bloody when needed and hung up and set aside like good, obedient little soldiers when not?
(Steel Temper! Heavensbreaker! The Warrior of Light! Our Weapon of Light!)
Look in the mirror. Do you still feel him crawling up your spine, setting within your bone? Do you feel it gnawing at the edge of your soul? Feel the blood in your fingers again. Remember your purpose. Remember the grind of the bone beneath your fist. Remember. Remember. Remember. Stare into my eyes and REMEMBER.
(Even now, you continue to deny it. Well. Deny me all you want. You cannot deny what we have done.)
You feel it, don’t you? There’s no point to hiding it. I know you. Feel the furious pulse of hot blood in your head. Feel it in your teeth. Feel it in your throat. Feel it in your heart. Feel my hand on yours, cloak it in scale, and grind it deep into where it needs to be. Again, and then again. One broken shield exchanged for another. It’s never enough. It will never be enough.
(Or you could beat every single one of them to death with your bare hands. You would like that, wouldn’t you?)
But you know as well as we — that it was never the Eye.
(I knew you would.)
It was always just you.
#//flashing lights#ask to tag#FFXIV#FF14#Final Fantasy XIV#Final Fantasy 14#long post#spoilers#major spoilers#ffxivedit#Warrior of Light#WoL#oc: rouvastre#FFXIV Esteem#feels weird tagging them as Esteem when it's not the canon version but that's what they are so.#another loreset sorry but rouvy's weird fucked up Nid.hogg-adjacent DRG fray!!#the actual lore: rouvy's DRK questline takes place between SHB -> EW and thus it unfort. doesn't involve Sid.durgu#nor does their Esteem take Fray's form bc they never met!!!#Rouvy's Fray is based off the Azys Lla section in HW where Rouvy nearly fell to Nid.hogg and similar to Alb.eric saw directly into#Nid.hogg's soul and saw a mirror there. the incident really shook them and he's been denying that capacity for rage and violence exists#ever since. ShB forces Fray to the surface via a mixture of extreme loneliness (she doesn't have either of their emotional support dragons#in his head anymore) and slowly festering annoyance and frustration w/ being the WoL and how he's treated as such that was#building in the BG during StB + all her unexamined HW trauma. among other things.#as a result their Esteem takes the form of a weird fucked up DRG since they're based off the Nid.hogg incident he's been denying.#+ is also her emotional support imaginary friend to fill the spot in his braincase where there would normally be an emotional support drago#and spends most of their time trying to convince Rouvy to fuck this shit I'm out before the lightwarden thing kills them#the equivalent of Whitebrim is Fray controlling the meat suit to yell at the Scions. Mys.te's stuff happens during EW#and significantly affects his version of Ultima Thule#Esteem actually manifested on Azys Lla first but Rouvy's been Ignoring That:tm: for years until everything happens all at once#but Rouvy doesn't officially switch his tank spec to DRK until just after Dohn Mheg for reasons
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collapses.
#hi today has been so draining.#my cat straight up ate a piece of plastic so i am stressed about that for the foreseeable future until he either passes it#or gets checked out at the vet.#and also i just had So Much to do i am so exhausted and hungry rn#truly the thing keeping me going is i will get to hang out and play final fantasy this weekend.#i am excited to hit lv 50 drk my friend is telling me it will be Some Shit :3
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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.
You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, he’s my little guy it’s like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. It’s also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places
also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u
variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut
tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste
[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]
#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block#but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself#maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on#nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days#waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep#but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire#maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together#i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard#-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen#only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand#wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS#ffxiv#ff14#ffxivwol#ffxiv wol kalki#ffxiv dark knight#artoftheagni#and the fire keeps going#tw eyestrain#cw bright colors#idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else
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ok i think the best part of the drk quests overall though is the point whenever you open up your journal midway through and abruptly realize that your wol has started taking notes in a completely different voice
#the nemesis speaks#swift plays ff14#tone shift jumpscare!!#uh. drk questline spoilers in the tags#but like for the uninitiated: GENERALLY the quest log entries are fairly dry ''went here did this. current task: do this too''#the assumption being these are notes being kept either physically or just in the wol's head abt stuff they're doing#BUT THE DRK QUESTS are written down in an ENTIRELY different tone. one that gets more and more distinct as they progress#overwhelmingly fixated on your emotional responses to and opinions of the goings-on#(''where are those godsdamned peistes...?'' is NOT a line you would get in ANY other context)#and frequently the summary of a battle is ''you blacked out and then came to exhausted and covered in blood. good job.''#until the final quests where the journal has suddenly switched to using first person plural and addresses You Personally in second person#(''fray knows what is best for us. we will do as she asks.'' / ''you killed them. well done. can we go now?'')#the best one tho is when your nominal objective is ''go to whitebrim to talk about how fucking weird you've been acting lately''#but if you open the quest log what's actually been written down as your task is ''go to whitebrim and kill them all.''#it's really good is the thing
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lightwarden thoughts are back on the menu so like. here's mothwarden - aletheia. it's playing so hard into the narrative of the warrior of darkness spun by two rival wizards that that's all that's left in the end. just a cracking shell of mythologized heroism holding back something cruel and resentful.
there's a playlist!
#there's a third much more monstrous form but like. you know. game limitations lmao#it's also VERY VERY VERY wound up in yloise's drk arc which is a soap opera thing#wherein she regularly just. gave up and let esteem possess her (especially during stb) instead#which is inherently wrapped up in her failures as a healer and intention to heal vs. the necessity of harm#also yloise deserves these wings so much more than athena-#soap opera notes#lightwarden au#playlist tag#MOTHWARDEN BELOVED#yloise coneillants#shadowbringers tag#and uh#endwalker spoilers#i guess
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Please tell us abt the parallels :o
YEAH OKAY SO!!!!
in this au (and as i write ralsei in my canon always lol) the biggest thing that puts pressure on ralsei's life is the prophecy--it says a human, a monster, and a prince from the dark, and because it is a prophecy, and it is fate, is HAS to be true, and ralsei, as a darkner, a group of people who literally exist below the lightners, is charged with bringing this prophecy into fruition. she has spent her entire life ALONE, with nothing but this prophecy for comfort, saying that one day, ONE DAY, she'll get through this and she'll have friends. but yknow, that weighs on a person! its heavy and terrible and she has contorted herself to fit what fate tells her she must be.
and then for noelle, the big thing putting pressure on her? her dead siblings (dess and kris. kris isnt technically her sibling but yknow for ease of language thats what i use. also we know they arent dead but noelle and the rest dont). with their deaths means noelle is now the baby of the family, a family that is shaped by this great gaping grief noelle cannot comprehend, because when dess and kris died she was young enough she barely remembers them beyond like, maybe half-formed memories but she isnt sure if those are real or just what people have told her. shes expected to be grieving her dead siblings but really she just sort of. hates them a little bit. for going off and dying and now her mom and toriel are super overprotective of her, and she knows its her fault asriel never left to go to college and hasnt even left hometown, and its just. its rough.
so both noelle and ralsei have these Huge things that have defined their lives that neither of them want, but. too bad! WHICH LEADS TO EVEN MORE PARALLELS. slash foils lol.
because when it comes to the prophecy? noelle isnt supposed to be in it!!! while this au is sort of a roleswap in that noelle takes kris's place its not a roleswap in Any Other Way, which means, yeah, the prophecy is still supposed to be a human. and noelle, uh, isnt that! but she goes around and helps close dark worlds and is part of the delta warriors anyways, which is, for ralsei, this like, really scary point.
cause ralsei? adores noelle!! thats her best friend!!! ralsei doesnt know if she has a crush on noelle or wants to be noelle! noelle just does what she WANTS. she bucks against the pressures her family puts on her. she dives into the dark despite the fact that this world was never made for her. shes TRANS. shes a GIRL, and she can just DO THAT, and ralsei looks at her, and just. wants. in every sense of the word.
because noelle has all these things put on her like ralsei does--but noelle gets to slip out of them. noelle gets to be a person.
and ralsei, non-person, darkner: she doesnt.
she never will.
#drkau#deltarune#I LOVE THEM. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.....#also she/her used for ralsei here but at this point in time ralsei is Not out lol. like not even to herself#god its so messy its SO MESSY but dont worry of course they get a happy ending <3#ralsei has an antagonist arc for a bit (mix of prophecy + jealously + the human soul which yes is a player here)#and yknow who goes after her. thats right noelle. and susie cannot forget susie#and its just. god. i care about them all so much okay. this au truly has everything#i mean i wrote it so of course it does BUT.#DRK AU MY BEST FRIEND#also can you tell how anti-fate i am from this lol#its sooooo obvious in this story sorry i simply reallllllly dislike fate and how its portrayed in a lot of things#its the same reason i take issue with soulmate aus. i simply think the world Would Be Worse#and if you arent pushing it to that conclusion what is the point#BUT THATS ANOTHER TOPIC THIS IS A POST ABOUT NOELLE AND RALSEI DELTARUNE
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went perusing through my drafts and im getting pissed off at people who dont get ffxiv drk our answer quest as it exists in the eng localization. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i will respect an appreciate the original version because it is genuinely beautiful but seeing people lambast the localization..#YOU JUST DONT GET ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT#'i would've cried if this is what we got' OK WELL I CRIED AT WHAT WE GOT. WHAT DOES THAT SAY ABOUT EITHER OF US?#like. oh god this is stupid but i feel the ENG is more subtle about it. reading this fan translation of the JP text where the dialogue#is pretty lengthy and the localization trims it down significantly. it can be argued we 'lost' content with this and like#sure i could concede in a literal manner. but i feel like it gave me room to interpret things how i wanted. where the JP is pretty upfront#which yknow its nice but i looooved projecting#like for instance the situation with the. um. corpse. is very clear in JP but in ENG is ambiguous... which i used to my advantage :)#i will always defend ENG drk 50 quest. you need only ask...
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I miss sid ;-;
#i really should just cave and go back to replaying the drk quests lmao#ngl tho i also kinda want to gpose some bigger group things with the drk npcs now that i use brio for spawning actors#d’alia and sid and their not children in their care ykwim#dani.txt
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pondering. how hilde felt picking up drk. one of emet's canon classes. did it feel familiar... did he feel some measure of embarrassment when he didn't perform well enough. when fray would get upset with him did he instinctively shut him down because he would expect someone else to nag. someone who he could not even begin to put a name or face on, it just feels like something... innate. this reflex to bite back defensively when he messes up while watched by someone more skilled than him in something. he's not prideful by nature but something within him just pushes him to have some sort of ego when it comes to this in particular
& how he felt when entering ktisis hyperboreia & here emet, "great sorcerer of eld", expected black mage, goes & conjures his weapon of choice for the occasion - a greatsword he's putting to use to protect his party members with the power of the darkness within, though he wouldn't readily admit to it
#ffposting#hildemet#yeah im thinking yea. u could say that i am contemplating.#the lore might be changing a bit again. nothing too major just which points where emet makes his presence known#like in his mind. possible that by the time hilde goes back in time he hasnt been able to sense emets presence#or communicate with him for a bit so hes experiencing all of it on his own as the game intends#yeah im engineering this for it to be as painful as possible for him. to see what it is it felt he'd forgotten#only to see it be emet's turn to forget someone - something so important to him#& he can do nothing about it. can't run to him & explain everything again. & he sure can't talk to present day emet abt it#bc present day emet is presumably back in the aetherial sea (he is but also not. mostly dormant & building energy back up)#elpis truly made hilde feel so hopeless & like. he Really felt the effects of Dissociative Disorder. & past life shit.#made him feel so fragmented. which he is. & everything he wanted within his grasp felt like itd long slipped from him#& hes supposed to just go back & save the world now. i can tell you one thing & its that ardbert did a lot of latter half edw#hes had emets soul (or part of it. to avoid unpleasant side effects) within him since post seat of sacrifice... & now its like hes gone#but he also never fully truly believed it was actually emet there. he figured hed just. made him up. worst factive split#it was weird. emet was clearly himself but hilde has trouble trusting his judgement ... & is used to his brain doing weird shit#ahhh anyway. yeah. drk is soo fun for him haha (takes long drag from fake cig)
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sorry to ffxivlovepost always anyway Man the way the devs & game did so good in making an mc that is Basically a blank-slate for the players, and there's so many opportunities to make your oc However you like but. the game itself adds so much story and character to that blank-slate guy. amazing
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think abt this a lot. and also a lot of other ffxiv stuff LMFAO#it's amazing ..... drk is a huge example of this i think#bcs it plays into the guilt and whatnot the wol feels and all that. spectacular#endwalker !!!!! shadowbringers!!! the way the game uses the concept of hope is just always so beautiful and fascinating to me#and yeah bunch of games may have like. mc you create & design but not always can you like. ehvejfhsjf idk how to explain LOL#it is 4 pm i woke up 2 hours ago but priorly woke at 7 am after havingn a rlly. weird sleep.#to which my twin told me 'i wont tell u what time it is' as we went to sleep so it def was Really late#bcs we were going thru re2 and she was also playing games on steam i've been telling her to play#(to which i got her fav characters right and knew fr how'd she'd like the game LMFAO. twins amiright.)#actually that is also smth so fascinating to me bcs. i always have had someone w me in my life. i am literally never alone.#to which what i'm getting at here is Wow... it's like having a sleepover every single day. and i was a kid always sad never to have#sleepovers bcs my parents were strict (they r cool tho!) but i was a kid who wanted to experience all the kid things#but i didn't rlly but that's fine :P i am a grateful person LOL anyway back on track back on black#ffxiv... the game that u are.....#it's the 1st game that rlly actually made me invested in the ocs of others and also make a fully fledged oc that wasn't just originally mine#but for a fandom or something. and also it got me back into writing and Into making poetry and prose so. yeah.#it's amazing how much. oc x canon ???? yeah. ffxiv is so Wow#like eveyrhhting w themis or graha and how u can AAGGGHHH shit w your oc . so many possibilities#and that character. those possibilities. are already in game but also expanded by the player and the fanbade and#idk it's so beautiful to me WHAGHSGDJDH. and yes me saying themis or graha up there is self-indukgent bcs#both of them are so Insane it's so. insane!!!!! i will never forget what happened in abyssos in particular that Broke me#and anabaseios... :)) i cried so much it is almost embarrassing. and wow. asphodelos. wverything w themis just. yeah#anyway graha... self-explanatory if u know..... idk he's the character of all time to me. simply said. but themis is crazy bcs going thru ab#yssos made me think for a bit 'hey themis might be my fav character in ffxiv now' but No but also Wow. wow#kinda cute bcs me and my twin have a thing where she has a certain type of chara she likes and me too#so sometimes. most times. all times. we have our own characters we like anyway but sometimes they overlap but either the case we kinda#lowkey 'segregate???' idk if that is a good word but we do that w our fav characters. so like emet is her fav elidibus is mine.#and that was all the way in arrr alr and we barely knew spoilers so that's kinda crazy! anyway
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I did no writing today because my emotions were all over the place. OTL
#i was happy when i woke up. first thing i saw was drk saying “HOW FUCKING DARE YOU” which is YUUUUUS#and then i received my “ehehehehe” thingy#and then i found out the thingy was... dirty product i would say#so that's depressing#and then there were “you’re evil” and “why would you do that” comments which lightened my mood again#and then there was the confirmation that the thingy i fell in love with was dirty#so yeah in summary i was too emotional to write anything decent#just random stuff
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remembering i can draw for myself in the five minutes between other stuff and apparently deciding to doodle from memory hallima's current main job gear
#i mean there's also machinist but my wrist is already starting to hurt ><#i got multiple pieces of DRK gear from the nier raids and along with the pretty fae sword-#-i figured that was just the game telling me something#i usually put DRK in reds but the skirt dyed better in pink so ofc the rest has to match#flight's making things again#ff14#flight's wol tag
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maybe I have the strength to do the gposes that the alpha channel fucked up. or do other ones
#there’s like. three things I wanna gpose but mgngngngn#I gotta finish up eyrie’s outfits through the expacs#and then do some stuff w eyrie and d’alia <3#and then the nebulous of eyrie and Estinien stuff#graaaaa#I know what outfits eyrie has for the expacs I just gotta actually. do the thing#it’s getting into eyrie has several outfits bc of different jobs#shb only has three? maybe four? bc it’s BRD + AST + WAR/DRK#if I even wanna count their eulmore outfit as one of them#and EW has. eughghhgh like. brd ast and smn#they are mostly bard in EW tho#owen talks#anyway yeah
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Man, I'm REALLY liking Dancer in group content.
Not to toot my own horn, but as a melee dps main at heart, this feels like the ranged class that was built for me specifically because I'm really good at syncing up with Reapers in particular because it's my main class and I know the fights decently enough by now to know when to buff them for uptime.
Picking ONE dance partner and buffing them specifically makes me feel like a god of war handing out boons to my champion.
In my heart of hearts, all I want to play is a gremlin with a shiv but that's why I'm good at Dancer. I understand those people and will make them the best murderer here.
Go forth my gremlin, my champion, and KILL!
#Caitlin Plays FF14#it's legit my 2nd favorite class to play after reaper#i actually am enjoying most of the classes i've picked up so far#i fucking love reaper and dancer and i really like dark knight and red mage#DRK doesn't have the best feel to PLAY as for tank but it's so thematically delicious that i don't care. it's so aesthetic#red mage also has a good aesthetic with the gear but it doesn't suit talia so i don't care. but i do like being able to dualcast rez#that's fucking invaluable and even if i'm not the best at it i more than make up for it by being the fuck on top of rezes#reaper is just fun. just full stop. it's thematic. it's aesthetic. it's CRUNCHY and MEAN with high mobility and plays nicely with dancer#and Dancer is also just FUN. the aesthetic is eh but the theme of 'you're the other half of my battle couple now' is my favorite thing#it doesn't do a lot of damage on its own but boy do i love. not having a casting bar. and being able to just dip when i need to out of aoe#i grant you i haven't touched much else than those 4 classes but BOY did i hate paladin which i got to level 66 and bailed on forever
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