#ju has a life

[jubilee-station]

Ju was lying down on bed, staring at the ceiling, big eye bags under her eyes, it was just another night without sleep. He checked the time, it was 8:00 AM, time to get going.

Ju stood up and stretched a little, he's been wearing the same clothes for weeks now, and decided to change them just because they were going somewhere else. She pretty much grabbed the first thing he saw on the closet, a hoodie with red strings and some other red details, and a pair of black jeans.

She went to the bathroom and got changed, not bothering to shower, but bothering enough to put on some deodorant. Ju picked up her guitar and placed it on its case, her eyes glaring at a folder next to the case.

He shook his head and sighed, she would worry about him later, he grabbed her phone and left the apartment.

They went to the direction they were given, it was far from his house, but he decided to go walking. He got there at 9:01 AM. She sighs, accomodates her glasses, takes a deep breath, coughing a little in the process, and walks in.

"Hello. . ?"

Ju says when they walk in, her voice was quiet, as they were still unsure if this would be a good idea. She wondered if her physical aspect was good, she hoped they weren't. . . shadowing a little.

[@arrowsandkisses]

[dykedvonte]

Can you talk about trans!Curly a little bit more? I'm curios if you have any headcanons and the like

-💀

It's just such a thing in my mind because it adds a truthful sadness and differing aspect to mouthwashing.

If Curly was trans it adds the horror of the horribly selfish thought he could have easily been in Anya's situation. It could've been him but it wasn't and he so conflicted on the pit it put in his stomach that brings and the shameful relief it wasn't. In this scenario he is friends with Jimmy for a long time still. Jimmy likely knew him pretransition. Maybe he gave Curly weird looks then, maybe they never stopped after, maybe they seemed meaner. They are guys now, bros, both of them are. He doesn't really have to worry what those looks mean anymore, Jimmy just has that face with him sometimes. It's recontextualizing a lot of things for him that he was in denial about or too ashamed to admit. How naive he was being and how he let that get another person hurt.

Specifically with Anya, it's he knows the dread and fear she's feeling. He can understand it because he had to live with it for a good portion of his life, he knows it cause he still does, just in a slightly different way. It makes him think of all the times he's been alone with Jimmy, all the times he's been way more drunk off his ass and not remember the night, Jimmy was always with him the next day. Makes him think of the comments he would laugh off both because that's what guys do but because that part of being a girl says to laugh so Jimmy doesn't do something. It's the selfish realization that he was never safe and he's uncertain now too. Mad at himself for forgeting that feeling, espcially since for a long time he would've been considered the only woman on a crew (with all that implies) for a long time.

He should've taken those blinders off, step back into that position for just a moment and it's so much more painful that Anya likely came to him because he should've gotten it. Those thoughts don't leave his mind after the crash when he's in an even more vulnerable position than she was...

[felixakranken]

TWF fans have a strange habit of, for lack of a better word, woobifying Mr. Walten.

I think a lot of you seem to take this series a lot less serious than it actually is, and those same people have a very bad habit of making Jack out to be a saint. He's just a normal guy. Just because he loves his family doesn't mean he's some sweet and perfect guy who has no flaws. I never see any of you discuss or portray his anger issues that Martin has mentioned numerous times.

You all blatantly ignore the fact that Sophie's only memories she retained of him were that he was angry and he worked all the time. Just because he loves his family and didn't abuse them doesn't mean he's perfect. To deny him of these flaws take away what a dynamic character he's being written to be.

We know Felix sucks. We all know this because no one shuts up about it. That's his best friend of 20 years, someone he chose to have around his family, and someone he chose to start a business with. Felix's actions don't reflect on Jack, obviously, but you have to think about the fact they are best friends of 2 decades.

The small bit we know about Jack and what things Martin has let on to his personality over time is very different than what everyone makes him out to be, and it's strange. If you choose to ignore that Jack is just a normal middle-aged man in the 70s, that's on your own inability to actually like the character that's there.

[meowsticmarvels]

the concept of delta engineering the decision game so he and phi can be born is kinda funny he's like ok so i have to worsen my parents' existing ptsd so me and my Stupid ass sister I Guess will be born witj magic powers and shes also gonna have worsened ptsd as a result. this is a Necessary evil Life is Simply Unfair :/

[fortunesblade]

thinking about how Zahav was raised and the way he was almost always treated like a young boy on the ship and around the crew he grew up with. he was often just assumed to be a young boy because of how short they kept his hair, always running around with a extra layer of grime on him from working the lower parts of the ship or cleaning the deck, the way he acted. and of course as he grew he hit puberty, was tossed through physical changes, his figure was more feminine and he didn't understand his body anymore and truthfully most of the members on the ship weren't of much help. as the vessel he was raised on was predominantly male.

they started to treat him differently--- unfairly and make passing comments, he felt uncomfortable in his own skin and despised the way he started to be looked at. by just about everyone he came across. leading him to constantly trying to start fights and flaunt just how tough and brutal he could be ( because he learned from the best worst in that regard ) . and for awhile he dressed in clothing that hid his figure, kept his hair nearly shaved to his scalp, purposely left wounds unchecked to ensure they left a scar--- anything to make himself less appealing. that's also around the time Zahav actually got into scarring, rather than having himself tattooed. he began to feel more at ease in his body then. feeling as though the designs carved in his skin was the center of attention rather than himself. but getting to see the story that's told on his skin. he started to fully identify as a man around then as well, because that's what felt right. that's who he was and that man wasn't scared of a thing. but it took a new ship and crew to embrace himself. letting his hair grow back out fully, allowing himself to dress and stylize in manners that appealed to him. just a few years down that line Zahav finally had the procedure removing his breasts around 19 to 20. began taking substances that both stunted the biological functions of his body and started to lean him into another stage of development.

he was nearly the man he wanted to see in the mirror--- but his conflicted morality was standing in the way of that. but that's something to dive into at another time!

[deoccchi]

just a warm up sketch with Martha after my last exam

[andaniellight]

watching blood free right now and it firms the need in me more to study ju jihoon's acting roles throughout his career for years cause like. he's a prince with issues. and a silly god. and a pitiful king. and a traumatized dethroned crown prince. not to forget a (former? usually) general slash soldier who had ptsd with a sense (of something). overall just. traumatized pathetic royal being of sort

[ronanlynchbf]

see too many ppl still defending jdepp or running with the "mutual abuse" angle so here's a video presenting basically all the (publicly available btw! for anyone to be able to look up!) information on this case. Let it be known if you still support jdepp i am assuming you have never done a grain of research into this in your life and just ran with public opinion and misinformation

[same-picture-of-a-rock-every-day]

hi. i wanted to say that your daily rocks give me a sense of a constant in my life. they're the one thing that's always there and doesn't change and seeing the newest post every day has made be feel better multiple times when im just. so tired of the chaos of life. thank you and ily (platonically) <3

feel free to not reply if you dont want to. i just wanted to say how i appreciate this blog and i apologize if this ask makes you uncomfortable.

hello! First of I want to say I am SO SORRY for not answering this (and every other ask in my inbox) sooner, i've been preparing to move to college and life has been crazy, but I want you to know that this ask made my day and continues to do so every time I open up my inbox :)

I started this blog as a joke but honestly all of you being so supportive and kind and funny has kept me going in some really hard times, and you all have been so kind to me when i've forgotten to post things or messed up and its been so fun seeing all your notes and reblog and asks every day. I swear i will do my best to keep posting on this blog for as long as i can because i also need that consistency in my life lol

I hope you are having the greatest day anon, and I love you too (platonically <3)

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[jubilee-station]

[ @i-used-to-hear-a-symphony ]

Sienna sighed as she finally had found Jubilee's location with a lot of struggle, if he was being honest, as he was wondering if she should interact with her or not. -“Maybe, I should just...” They then hesitantly stepped up towards Jubilee's door and knocked, as he got ready for the multiple scenarios that the situation could end up being like.

Ju was playing guitar, slightly untuned, until she heard a knock on the door, strange. No one ever came visit them, and the only people who ever knocked on her door were the owners of the building to remind her to pay for the rent of the appartment.

They got up and went over to a mirror, fixing their hair a little to look more 'presentable', despite not looking presentable at all. They take a deep breath and head to the door, opening it a little to look who was it. A slight look of surprise appears on her face when they see a child, that had a lot of bandages. They sigh.

"May I help you. . ?"

She asks, still looking at the child between the gap of the door and the wall, Ju was not confident enough to open the door completely.

[jrueships]

WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU

[jaehyum]

ban jieum/yoon joowon (ep. 5)

[ikilledamanforthisurl]

i'm not sure if this is bias from someone whose only seen voy+ds9 or if it's maybe more due to the setting of ds9 (a place people visit instead of people who visit places) but it is soooo delightful seeing all the PEOPLE!!! all of these unspeaking extras all dressed up in weird costume and extraordinary makeup. all of these aliens so different from one another and yet blending perfectly and harmoniously into the background, entirely irrelevant but no doubt leading unique and interesting lives. that probably sounds contradictory to love seeing the people when the show is no longer about Exploring To Meet People but idk something about ds9 feels different. feels alive and intriguing. maybe ds9 simply cant throw in human extras and call it a day like on a starfleet vessel because that just Is Not The Setting but also maybe ds9 does it willingly. happily. look at all of these different people. so many good unique character gimmicks get used in ds9 namely related to business owners/local workers and we are only so blessed with getting to know a few of them. a spy from the planet of state servitude who is drawn to the mundane and hedonistic self gratification owns a tailoring shop because hes banished from home. a bar tender who gets blackmailed into staying and his cop-vs-criminal dynamic best frenemy the Unknown Sample butt heads every day. all of the bajorans and their religious sites!!!!!! the school!!!!!! a worker from Capitalism Planet forms a union and then quits his job to be a freelance engineer and his sex worker wife who he loves very much. a guy from some sorta warrior culture who instead works as a chef serving live worms to his patrons who'll also burst into song during downtime. all of the shady visitors dealing in illicit substances and goods. all of the weird shapes and colours on these visitors from races whose names we may not even know. one of the starfleet crew guys gives birth to litters and he does this multiple times and some longterm professor on the station has a transparent skull and all this & more is conveyed to us strictly thru crewmembers gossiping about all the strange new different People around them because this show is all about People

[heoldramaicons]

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[smolpout]

feeling super supr sad today :(( but i just got home from work n got highh n now im gna hav lil time n watch cartoons w a sippie cup n colouring book !!  ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა