#jesusfuckingchrist

[yeahiwasintheshit]

Jesusfuckingchrist

[ex0rin]

Hughie & Butcher injecting TempV | The Boys S03E06: Herogasm

[gold-dustwomxn]

yeeahhhh i’m losing it 🫠

[lord-aldhelm]

HAPPY MERCIAN MONDAY!

unhinged feralness in the tags....

[zaiinab]

[pinazee]

Say what you want about a million little things, but it was so authentic, i feel like i just lost my own friend.

[museumgiftshoperaser]

had the absolute worst flu of my life, but i did rewatch all of stranger things in a fever induced haze so you know you win some you lose some!!!!

[desertthorn]

Some days it doesn't take much. Today it's a cloudy day, too much information, and no way to move forward.

[ex0rin]

hey uh, your tags @crushcandles ?

#this post has HUGE humiliation-soaked D/s energy to me #aw baby are you trying to make me suffer? #you're trying soo hard. don't hurt yourself #you don't even know what suffering is #open your mouth so i can spit in it #how does suffering taste? good? bet you love it

holy fuck, just [chef's kiss]

oh you’re insufferable? *suffers you easily and gladly*

[yeahiwasintheshit]

quote from the politico article:

“Many Black Republicans find themselves in a quandary: on the one hand having to push back on perceptions that slavery has positive attributes, but also fighting the perception that if they voice criticism, it leads to questions of whether they are sufficiently conservative.”

if being a conservative means thinking there are positive attributes to slavery, maybe its time to rethink who you’re allied with.

[ex0rin]

Wyatt Russell (2021)

[novarex]

I second that.... guys, you need to see this.

IM HORNY LMAO

full pic HERE

guys, you need to see this...

[arthur-lesters-right-arm]

I love the implication that these two are on the same level of abilities.

Like yeah he can paranormally see the last brutal moments of someone's death, but this boy can really rattle em on the keys!

[blackmagickwolf]

Sasha Waybright singing The Craving (single version) by Twenty One Pilots in highschool.

More specifically, Sasha Waybright singing and playing The Craving (single version) by Twenty One Pilots in a talent show in highschool, when she and Anne aren't really on speaking terms. When her and Marcy's last text is from 6 moths ago, and even longer the last videocall.

Seems I get in my own way The more I think, the less I say I hope I communicate the craving Now I see intentions don't mean much

I like to think that even though Sasha apologized, and Anne forgives her, sometimes among the many many troubling feelings about... well, everything, Anne just gets angry. She gets angry but feels she has no right to be because everything right now for her is almost near perfect. But she's still angry and needs to lash out at something. At someone. And what better target that the one person that has a record of hurting her (always on accident, never on purpose. But she doesn't want to think about that or she will feel even worse by lashing out), so she gets angry at Sasha, and that means a cycle of the cold shoulder and avoiding her, followed by guilt of seeing Sasha just taking it silently, to a tentative aproaching by either both of them, rinse and repetat.

Say enough, say enough Did I let her know, let her know? If I found my body in chains I'd lay down and wait And hope she looks for me

Meanwhile I think that Marcy struggles with now being actually seen. Anne and Sasha actively try to listen and be involved in Marcy's interest and the like, and while she thinks it is sweet, she also slightly resentfull for that. Why should it had to take getting zapped to another universe and the perils it comes with, for their friendship to get sort-of-healthy?. But there's also the guit. What right did she have to resent them? when she cause them so much pain by precisely sending them to Amphibia. After all, they were just kids (she was also a kid, but she was the smart one, she knew better), it's not fair to hold it against them.

She just wants to catch a wave Ride it out to the end of her days I hope that I can satiate the craving Now I see a gesture don't mean much

All through this, Sasha willingly acts as the human punching bag for Anne and Marcy. Not for any noble feelings, not entirely. This is just her unhealthy copping mechanism acting up about her feeling guilty about all of her past actions, and the frustration that she want's to help her friends, but can't/doesn't know how. So her best idea is to just endure the (metaphorical) punches. She is strengh, after all. She can take the emotional beating, right?

Say enough, say enough Did I let her know, let her know? If I found my body in chains I'd lay down and wait 'Cause it's the fear of the unknown That cripples every step we take And I just hate to put this on her But I swear that I will give more than I take away

And so the day of the talent show! it's on a friday, and Anne knows about it of course, but she's not feeling so great by that date (she's Angry) so she doesn't see nor hear anything until monday at lunch while she's pointedly ignoring a message in the "Calamity Girls" group chat from that last friday. A friend of hers from tennis tells her about the several talent acts from the show.

"yeah, a male k-pop dance group, a magician that cut someone in half (the ambulance didn't need to be called don't worry), like 4 rappers, Waybright with her ukelele, and-"

"wait wait wait, what. Sasha was on the talent show? how come I didn't know about that?" Anne interrupted her friend.

"you didn't seem interested on the talent show like, at all Anne." the friend rises her eyebrows "also, you've been kind of brooding these past few weeks, so we didn't insist on you coming with us."

At the end of the day she goes home and goes to her school's youtube channel, she knows that the talent show acts always get uploaded to the channel for promotion of the school, she just needs to look a bit from the school news and events announcements and... there!

-

Marcy can't help but keep up with her old school socials. It's a sort of comfort, to know what her old former childhood friends could be up to. An instagram post catches her attention, or more like the blonde in the picture. She taps the youtube link added on the post and it takes her to Sasha Waybright's act on the talent show. She thinks of the ignored notification on her cellphone, the one from the group chat. She presses play.

-

It is friday night and Sasha is tired. She feels many, many things really: tired, ashamed, angry, scared, sad, longing, craving craving craving-. But mostly tired, and ashamed for that fact (she is strenght, she can't be tired, she must endure-), but she also knows her therapist told her it is normal to be tired. "It is human to get tired, Sasha. I think you might forget that a lot of the times. You are human".

And so here she is. Behind stage on her school's auditorium, ukelele in hand and anxious as all hell for two different reasons. 1) She hasn't sung in public in years. She fears she has lost all practice; and the more important 2) The typed text she has yet to send to the "Calamity Girls" chat. She just needs to tap that little send button, she had the text typed since yesterday.

"hey. look I know you both have stuff going on, I truly do. but I'm scared sometimes. that the last time we talk is going to be the last time we talk. and you both mean so much to me, too much for me to just let fade away in time. So, I just wanted to say that I miss you both. whenever you want to talk, I'm here and by frog, I'm not going anywere."

Sasha stares at the text, takes a deep breath, and hits send. She doesn't know if they'll reply, she doesn't even know if they'll even see it, really. But still she puts her phone on silent and on the bottom of her backpack for good messure. The MC calls her name for her to get on the stage. She smiles, anxious and unestedy, but slightly lighter, she walks out to the stage.

"Now I see intentions don't mean much"

[briefle]

i hope someone else is as insane about them as i am.

[butch-chastity]

man. i don't want to be this person but I hate that the moment nex benedict's death stops trending, a lot of other usamericans are going to go back to back to not caring about oklahoma again. cause like. things have been getting real bad for a long time. and it feels like every time ive brought this issue up, even to other americans, ive been dismissed because i live in a red state, or because we're too far south for most people to care.

now people are talking about the christofacist state senator who said that shit about them. and, like, good!!! but fuck, man. that's all of our senators right now. dusty deevers from lawton is a christofascist pastor who's trying to abolish no fault divorce. ryan walters, the state superintendent, is a christofacist who put libs of tiktok on a private school board to keep trans books out of school, even AFTER news broke that libs of tiktok had been connected to three school bomb threats in tulsa. oklahoma is currently hearing 59 active trans bills. that's the largest number in any state by over 20. we've been in an intense decline into hysteria since mid 2023 and no one listened. and now nex benedict's death is going to be a trend for like two weeks and then no one is going to care anymore. and even now: everyone is going to be focused on this one cause that they won't bother to help fix the still very present issues that lead to their death.