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spoonbf · 11 months ago

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im never shutting up about this holy shit BI BUCK BI BUCK OH MY GOD HES ME HES LITERALLY ME

#im chainsmoking #j cant deal with this #IM GONNA CRY #MY HEART #I FEEL ILL #IM GONNA FAINT #911onabc spoilers #911onabc #buddie

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shroommush · 2 months ago

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PARADOXCICLE DOODLES!!! EVERYONE SAY HELL YEAH!!!!

Paradoxcicle by @blipple-is-confused on ao3!!! GO READ IT!!!!

Guess what i like about paradoxcicle? Well, i like the ANGST

I like the COMFORT

I like the PLAIN FUN

And then theres whatever this is

I dont like wjatever this is

#/j everyome #i love everything about paradoxcicle #even if it is ending and i cant handle there not being another life threatening issue they all have to deal with #well technically the fic ending IS a life threatening event cause if they dont go home eveeything WILL explode #but still #anyways have a great day/night paradoxers #slimecicle #charlie slimecicle #paradoxcicle #paradoxcicle charlie #paradoxcicle gillion #paradoxcicle fanart

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lemongogo · 8 months ago

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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO

#what the hell did she ever do to them #i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival #but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why #no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP #LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER #ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG #elendira #sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun #but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no #i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events #wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early #just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt #with 16% the published og materialHELP #all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..

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shortnmean · 3 months ago

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it hurt too much had to make a playlist about it.

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a-wynterwonderland · 2 years ago

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"Cybertronians don't have lungs" okay but imagine how many of them would be weed smokers if they did. Half of the Lost Light would get thrown into the brig, Whirl would pass out blunts like they were candy (Don't take them), Brainstorm would figure out how to make their version of edibles, nobody knows where they're getting it from but Megatron had to physically restrain Magnus from interrogating the entire crew about it. Rodimus is like "lol. lmao" about it

#wynter's rambles #tw weed mention #transformers #transformers idw #transformers mtmte #transformers more than meets the eye #mtmte #more than meets the eye #transformers lost light #lost light #idw lost light #maccadam #they literally cant and im over here like #as the residential stoner rodimus simp my brain works in mysterious ways #megatron specifically starts smoking weed to deal with rodimus /j #ultra magnus walks in to rodimus' hab and sees him squatted down with a bong in his servos like a goblin #just stands there in the doorway like 🧍‍♂️#ratchet: drift are you high #drift: high off my love for you baby girl

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sarai-the-furry · 7 days ago

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live sarai reaction to rewatching rescue bots for like the 129048793568t13874y9137t8323247325832753265th time

ok ok im rewatching rescue bots AGAIN and im being so autistic about it rn and i need to fucking RAMBLE shit is obviously gonna be messy bc live reaction

i noticed that in the beginning, Heatwave doesnt sound really gruff like he does later on in the show, like to me it sounds like he recently graduated the rescue bots academy and is juuuuuust starting his career as a firefighter and im like OUSIGHJKGKDG

NOW I GOTTA BITCH BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THE ADULT BURNS' WERENT NOTIFIED THAT THEIR VEHICLES ARE LITERALLY ALIENS like i get that the less people know about them, the less likely theyre gonna get outed as aliens but Kade, Dani, and Graham gotta work with these robots practically 24/7 yeah yeah dont reveal yourselves to the humans but there is literally an exception at the beginning of the show chief originally was the ONLY person to know, then cody fucking sniffed them out because theyre HORRIBLE at acting like a mindless robot

but how kade, graham, and dani failed to notice the little things that cody noticed is beyond me

like out of ALL people they should've noticed first

heatwave: sasses kade bc kade was saying shit like cody isnt a first responder kade: gets jumpscared dani and graham: SURELY its the robot malfunctioning YALL ARE FUCKING DENSE

how is the robot literally sassing at you a malfunction edit: i forgot to mention that when chase transforms, the decepticon transformation sound from TFP plays

#live sarai reaction #rescue bots season 1 episode 1 #deadass shit coulda went WAY SMOOTHER at the start if the adult Burns' fucking knew their vehicles are sentient robot aliens #not to mention it would be safer for the Burns' to be aware of the bots actually being aliens because in the event of a life or death #situation. they can work together easier and efficiently do their jobs #imo if they tried to do this with them trying to act like mindless robots to their “handlers�� it would hinder their ability to do their job #to the fullest extent #rescue bots #heatwave rescue bots #kade rescue bots #kade burns #STILL CANT GET OVER HOW HEATWAVE SPOKE TO KADE WHILE DEALING WITH TREX AND THE NEXT DAY KADE FORGOT HIS ROBOT FUCKING SPOKE TO HIM AS IF HE #WAS SENTIENT (spoiler alert: HE FUCKING IS)#the autism is strong today #also forgot to mention that i noticed when chase transforms the decepticon transformation sound from TFP plays #like HELLO ARE YOU SECRETLY A DECEPTICON OR SOMETHING CHASE??? YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SHARE WITH THE CLASS????? /j

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just-sp-in-inginthevoid · 7 months ago

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Imagine reading a new manga and joking about it being homoerotic and then it gets explicitly stated that one of the protags is gay

If I don't see any weird romance blossom between those two istg-

#AINT NO WAY I WENT 'OH TOXIC HORROR YAOI /J' AND THEN THE NARRATIVE SAID 'bet.'#oh if they dont eventually end up together ill lose it #i thought- i thought i was just too influenced by tumblr when i saw the vivisection scene and went 'haha gay sex /j' and then- and then???#i dont even care if they actually get together tbh #i just want them to keep being that weird #the entire situation is fun if you ignore the atrocities lack of morality and cannibalism #one day youre a 30 y/o high school teacher - the other youre a lab experiment on immortality and a househusband. and a murder accomplice #also congrats you just gain a pet monkey who hates the mad scientist that kidnapped your corpse and brought it back to life #EDIT: OH THEYRE SO IN LOVE THERES NO WAY-#problematic couple for the win #nobody deserve to deal with them so they should stick together #i cant stop laughing #toya wtf #edit 2: officially gay yay #edit 3: ITS AN UNHAPPY ENDING NUOOOOOHHH #sleeping dead #pretty sure i stumbled on the first chapter some years ago #anyway - my conclusion to this is: sometimes its good to read smth without having any clue on what its about - sometimes all you need is to #look at the volume cover and go 'eh. lets try it'#conclusion n2: indulge in dark stories from time to time. its good. not that id say sleeping dead is the darkest out there but that may be #just me-#theres def worse than that #ive made this post in my draft before posting - thats why there are already 'edit's

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fat-fem-and-asian · 2 years ago

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P-Valley Is More Than Meets the Eye

"We're not just the stripper show," says P-Valley creator Katori Hall. Now entering its third season, the Starz series continues to explore issues of race, sexuality and equity in a singular, provocative concoction. "We are a show about humanity."

#p valley #pvalley #hey emmy magazine? why cant i download ur photos?????#now we all have to deal with low res versions #katori hall #brandee evans #shannon thornton #nicco annan #j alphonse nicholson #<3333

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mossterunderthebed · 19 days ago

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bro u know when someone tells you they dont like a ship or a character or whatever but theyll read it if its YOU writing it?

better than drugs man

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selfspinninglies · 5 months ago

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If a robots concious were to be [consentually or non consentually] transferred to an organic body do you think they would be horrified at a vessel that is uncontrollably ever growing and changing even in the smallest ways. Because i do

#noodle talks #not art #conversely. imagine the horror of being transferred to a body that is forever stagnant and instead of growing only degrades. im insane #the idea of a robot's brain who has lived in a mechanical body being put in an organic one with a focus on the body horror element-#-scratches an itch in my brain that i did not know i had #especially if its done with no concern for the robot itself and is done as a “lets see what happens” type thing #<- that adds another layer of ethical discussion that could happen in this hypothetical thing #also what would happen to the intial owner of the body #would they switch places.. or would the body be dead already and get reanimated somehow for use #ouhh im insane.#by the way i got this idea while the movie Robots was playing in the background [i was playing proseka]#do not let me watch kids movies <- /j #i dont think im going to do much with this but its an interesting idea #oh also. robot dealing with human injury.#you cant just get repairs. you have to watch your body seal itself back up. and it might not even go away fully [scars]#sickness and infections would probably be an even worse concept to deal with #also this idea is based off of if the robot was not educated of an organic body before this

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zymstarz · 9 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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milkbreadtoast · 1 year ago

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thinking abt how the original QPB trio wouldve been just 3 mentally unwell adults w lifetimes of trauma and KdjfksjdKFJJS...

#no wonder they were beefing /j #they need yeseo... AHAH #idk like #i still dont know ga-in's full deal but from what ive seen...#def parental (and workplace) abuse going on...#cedric... self explanatory #and jesse like... being an illegitimate child ooh and his stepfather dedicating every min to trying to ruin his life umm #yeah...#not that i dont think yeseos also had a perfect life... im keeping my eyes open at the bits of foreshadowing for him i wanna know his deal #cant stop thinking abt how he almost never mentions his parents? whats up w that #twsb #twsb spoilers #(just for the ga-in bit)m #i wanna know more abt jesse tho...#sigh will never stop losing my mind that cedric went from beefing w jesse as a love rival #to falling in love with him (but its actually a diff guy. our yeseo...🤧#im crazy for this but cant stop thinking abt QPB cedjess.....#esp since apparently they couldve gotten along if it werent for the circumstances... ough #idc abt romantic cedchris at all tho like thank u for resetting the timeline <3 #i wanna know what... that last moment was like...#when jesse sacrificed himself to save cedric....#jesse telling him to be happy with christelle/take care of her...#what was cedric's reaction... what was the look on both of their faces in that moment...#ghhHHH i would want to see og cedjesschris but not as a love triangle w chris at the center like it was before...#i'd just wanna see platonic shenanigans #but the og novel wasnt like that... 😔#actually it makes me wild considering that the original QPB trio didnt have/use powers #like thats wild to me. they were so different.....#the genre switch was so good for them <3 #went from shoujo to shounen /j

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rucow · 2 years ago

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this dude again (wip)

#i need to give him his silly dangly star earring #all he gets from me is a coloured sketch #its all he deserves /j #plz im joking i love nerevar hes just a pain to draw bc hes so Blonde #someone please give this mer some black mascara i cant deal with his white lashes anymore /lh #indoril nerevar #myart #PLEASE.IGNORE THAT ONE FILE NAME FJSHD

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handsomegentlebutch · 11 months ago

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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.

#butch speaks #it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head #when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god #the words came naturally to me #but they meant nothing #i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away #i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred #i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake #i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex #fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic #i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun #the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO #the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like #he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer #then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic #i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group #i was an altar servant and in the choir #i even used to speak/understand a little latin #imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao #grateful to have grown up poor in that regard #hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.

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nightmare8-420 · 3 months ago

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morning chat im currently fighting the urge to describe in detail of how i want to stab myself and pull out my organs one by one.

srsly im trying so hard to not sound edgy as shit on instagram bc i actually am mildly self conscious there but. damn.

#j’s a bloody mess #i cant very welly say in good faith 'recently' but ive been having every increasingly violent urges for myself and tbh idk what to do abt i #like abt a year ago i had a mild urge to stab myself in the eye. and now its morphed into this.#like im pretty sure its just the pain aspect of it but also????#and it doesnt really go away. it just sorta sits in the back of my mind like 'hiiiii :)'#chat is this normal. please. why do i deal with it so poorly #ahfakggkgsk stg everyday is bouncing back and fourth between 'its all gonna be okay' and 'i have no reason to live i might aswell go ahead #and kill myself'#i might be repeating myself sorry.#yujfgh idk what to do anyore tbh! why cant i just be normal and happy and shit. like. idk more than i am now? sjkdfshrugs

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queenerdloser · 1 year ago

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i have such a visceral reaction to using "female" when referring to women in fiction that it actually draws me way out of the narrative when it's done. like. stop that.

#this is about sarah j maas' books btw why does she constantly use male/female to refer to gender #like i get that she cant necessarily use woman/man since she deals primarily with fantasy races or w/e #but like. you can if you want to lol #idk something about 'the fae male' just sounds wayyyy too clinical to me #esp when youre trying to make jokes or sound casual in banter??? total tonal dissonance #but she also does this in crescent city????#me every time i read a guy refer to someone as a female: oh. immediate cringe factor lol #idk it's just both very clinical language and i have IMMEDIATE associations with like. incel guys who talk that way about women #less bad associations with using 'male' i guess but the use of female to refer to women drives me bonkers #this has nothing to do with my original complaint but also where are all her queer characters lmao #youre telling me these fucks live for 500+ years and theyre still straight??? seems fake but okay #liveblogging life

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