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spoonbf · 7 months ago

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im never shutting up about this holy shit BI BUCK BI BUCK OH MY GOD HES ME HES LITERALLY ME

#im chainsmoking #j cant deal with this #IM GONNA CRY #MY HEART #I FEEL ILL #IM GONNA FAINT #911onabc spoilers #911onabc #buddie

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sad-leon · 1 year ago

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@intotheelliwoods

im so normal about the latest update

#sad•leonart #2 arms left #2al #im so not okay #WHAT WAS THAT UPDATE #I CANT DEAL WITH PEEPAW SACRIFICING HIMSELF #goop guy is cool #drawing him(?) was fun #since i saw vienna #wilbur soot #i am also so incredibly normal about your city gave me asthma and totally not listening to most of the songs on loop...#i deserve to be jailed for my crimes /j

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poisonousquinzel · 1 year ago

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thinking about just how likely it is that Batman was the only person Harley told about having suicidal thoughts whilst in Arkham in Detective Comics #831

"I was seriously considering hanging sheets from the light in my cell and doing the maximum checkout when I heard this voice..."

Detective Comics #831

and how he knew when she strapped that bomb to herself in Batman (2016) #100 that he had to go after her because she was going let herself die in an attempt to end Joker's rampage for good but that she refused to physically do it because he didn't want to her Kill him and he told her that so she's found a middle ground

"We don't need to end it this way. He needs to be locked back up."

that she'd rather die than keep living with his presence in the world haunting her, haunting Them.

That if he did choose Joker, she wasn't going to disarm the bomb herself.

"Honey. You're talking to the wrong girl if you think he's not dangerous locked up in Arkham. It's like I said. That's not good enough for me. Not anymore."

the way he yells for her as she leaves.

"You're only going to get to one of us in time, Bats. Who's it going to be?"

"Harley!"

the way the two men stare at each other in the way they have so many times before, in those moments when Joker stayed or prioritized their fight over her. the way he knew Joker loved the thrill of it all and thought it was funny, thought there was No way Batman would leave him and that this game had to end as according to the rules. And that Batman would do so, he would follow the rules and save him. The way he immediately assumed Batman would choose him, choose his life and choose to stay and disarm the bomb.

And how Batman didn't do that. How Batman walked away from him, leaving him to die or escape or whatever, because He was choosing Harley and her safety and prioritizing her life over him.

The way he stared him in the eyes before choosing the woman Joker had always left to die over him. The way that it was always Him, it was never a question if he would choose Batman over her, but when faced with that type of scenario, Joker is the one that gets left behind to die.

The way she literally woke up in the hospital instead of them having a scene just outside after he removed it. because she didn't intend to live in one of the two options. the way the bomb probably did go off to some capacity because you don't just end up in the hospital knocked out for a week.

Him saying that he's glad she's okay, after everything they've been through, this war and Everything else. and the way he didn't brush off her concern

"I'm glad you're okay."

"Are you?"

"I had to bury my father again today. I did it with my family."

i just, i can't,,,,, i cant

#have i told yall how much i love batquinn because i really fuckin do #they make me miserable and emotional in all the best ways #we deserve more well written content with them FUCK #and like she COULD have killed that fuckin man when she shot in through the eye but she didn't because she knows how he feels about Murder #even tho j*ker had exposed his identity and was about to horrifically disfigure him in such a similar way to how he permanently changed her #and led her to believe he was going to do AGAIN #during the rebirth death in the family arc when she thought he was going to carve off her face #like she had such a solid reason to just kill him and she could have defended it to batman but she still didn't break that rule #that she knew meant so much to him because shes trying and she doesn't want to ruin the budding trust they've got #and just #i cant #i cannot do it y'all #AND SHE KNOWS HE'S BRUCE AND SHE DIDN'T MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT BECAUSE IT WASN'T SOMETHING BATMAN WANTED EXPOSED #BUT SHE KNEW SHE KNOWS #she heard J*ker say it right before she shot him #and like that just also something she knows he didn't want her or anyone (let alone fucking j*ker) knowing so her aiming for a non deathblo #just #tw abuse mention #tw clown boy #tw blood #tw suicide mention #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #batman #bruce wayne #dc comics #batquinn #♧ comic thoughts ♧#♢ meta & analysis ♢

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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just thought of stamps treatment of elendira again ..no .. NOO

#what the hell did she ever do to them #i saw a twt abt trigun stargaze (?) stamp s2 (?)#and how its 2 yrs after season one and i first got sad bc i was hoping for her og design revival #but then i remembered they made her a CHILD????#& not even that but the ?? what was it . changed her into a half plant prototype ?#canonical trans woman changed into child laboratory experiment like what compelled you to do that.why #no i cant even think ab it too much or i legitimately get upset HELPP #LIKE SHES ONE OF MY FVAORITE CHARACTERS EVER AND THEY RUINED WUITE LITERALLY EVERYTHING THAT I LOVED ABT HER #ugh.xAIHHGGHJHG #elendira #sometimes i wish . soo hard that i could j be normal and like things and have fun #but im such a stickler abt consistency w characters and stories such that any deviation makes me like .no #i cant deal w it HELPPP we need to adhere by character bibles again . we need to maintain the general chronological order of events #wlfwood characterization is a mess across the board and introducing late stage concepts / characters / plot devices early #just messes w the story in irreparable ways imo😭#yess ‘stamp was never meant to be max’ i get it .. but 98 accomplished what stmp couldnt #with 16% the published og materialHELP #all of this AND u made legato ugly as fuck LIKEE GIVE ME SOMETHINGG.? rem too omg..

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a-wynterwonderland · 1 year ago

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"Cybertronians don't have lungs" okay but imagine how many of them would be weed smokers if they did. Half of the Lost Light would get thrown into the brig, Whirl would pass out blunts like they were candy (Don't take them), Brainstorm would figure out how to make their version of edibles, nobody knows where they're getting it from but Megatron had to physically restrain Magnus from interrogating the entire crew about it. Rodimus is like "lol. lmao" about it

#wynter's rambles #tw weed mention #transformers #transformers idw #transformers mtmte #transformers more than meets the eye #mtmte #more than meets the eye #transformers lost light #lost light #idw lost light #maccadam #they literally cant and im over here like #as the residential stoner rodimus simp my brain works in mysterious ways #megatron specifically starts smoking weed to deal with rodimus /j #ultra magnus walks in to rodimus' hab and sees him squatted down with a bong in his servos like a goblin #just stands there in the doorway like 🧍‍♂️#ratchet: drift are you high #drift: high off my love for you baby girl

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cakesmelons · 1 year ago

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Epic forced them to get along

With an addition of staremare..

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fat-fem-and-asian · 2 years ago

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P-Valley Is More Than Meets the Eye

"We're not just the stripper show," says P-Valley creator Katori Hall. Now entering its third season, the Starz series continues to explore issues of race, sexuality and equity in a singular, provocative concoction. "We are a show about humanity."

#p valley #pvalley #hey emmy magazine? why cant i download ur photos?????#now we all have to deal with low res versions #katori hall #brandee evans #shannon thornton #nicco annan #j alphonse nicholson #<3333

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selfspinninglies · 27 days ago

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If a robots concious were to be [consentually or non consentually] transferred to an organic body do you think they would be horrified at a vessel that is uncontrollably ever growing and changing even in the smallest ways. Because i do

#noodle talks #not art #conversely. imagine the horror of being transferred to a body that is forever stagnant and instead of growing only degrades. im insane #the idea of a robot's brain who has lived in a mechanical body being put in an organic one with a focus on the body horror element-#-scratches an itch in my brain that i did not know i had #especially if its done with no concern for the robot itself and is done as a “lets see what happens” type thing #<- that adds another layer of ethical discussion that could happen in this hypothetical thing #also what would happen to the intial owner of the body #would they switch places.. or would the body be dead already and get reanimated somehow for use #ouhh im insane.#by the way i got this idea while the movie Robots was playing in the background [i was playing proseka]#do not let me watch kids movies <- /j #i dont think im going to do much with this but its an interesting idea #oh also. robot dealing with human injury.#you cant just get repairs. you have to watch your body seal itself back up. and it might not even go away fully [scars]#sickness and infections would probably be an even worse concept to deal with #also this idea is based off of if the robot was not educated of an organic body before this

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just-sp-in-inginthevoid · 4 months ago

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Imagine reading a new manga and joking about it being homoerotic and then it gets explicitly stated that one of the protags is gay

If I don't see any weird romance blossom between those two istg-

#AINT NO WAY I WENT 'OH TOXIC HORROR YAOI /J' AND THEN THE NARRATIVE SAID 'bet.'#oh if they dont eventually end up together ill lose it #i thought- i thought i was just too influenced by tumblr when i saw the vivisection scene and went 'haha gay sex /j' and then- and then???#i dont even care if they actually get together tbh #i just want them to keep being that weird #the entire situation is fun if you ignore the atrocities lack of morality and cannibalism #one day youre a 30 y/o high school teacher - the other youre a lab experiment on immortality and a househusband. and a murder accomplice #also congrats you just gain a pet monkey who hates the mad scientist that kidnapped your corpse and brought it back to life #EDIT: OH THEYRE SO IN LOVE THERES NO WAY-#problematic couple for the win #nobody deserve to deal with them so they should stick together #i cant stop laughing #toya wtf #edit 2: officially gay yay #edit 3: ITS AN UNHAPPY ENDING NUOOOOOHHH #sleeping dead #pretty sure i stumbled on the first chapter some years ago #anyway - my conclusion to this is: sometimes its good to read smth without having any clue on what its about - sometimes all you need is to #look at the volume cover and go 'eh. lets try it'#conclusion n2: indulge in dark stories from time to time. its good. not that id say sleeping dead is the darkest out there but that may be #just me-#theres def worse than that #ive made this post in my draft before posting - thats why there are already 'edit's

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zymstarz · 6 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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milkbreadtoast · 11 months ago

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thinking abt how the original QPB trio wouldve been just 3 mentally unwell adults w lifetimes of trauma and KdjfksjdKFJJS...

#no wonder they were beefing /j #they need yeseo... AHAH #idk like #i still dont know ga-in's full deal but from what ive seen...#def parental (and workplace) abuse going on...#cedric... self explanatory #and jesse like... being an illegitimate child ooh and his stepfather dedicating every min to trying to ruin his life umm #yeah...#not that i dont think yeseos also had a perfect life... im keeping my eyes open at the bits of foreshadowing for him i wanna know his deal #cant stop thinking abt how he almost never mentions his parents? whats up w that #twsb #twsb spoilers #(just for the ga-in bit)m #i wanna know more abt jesse tho...#sigh will never stop losing my mind that cedric went from beefing w jesse as a love rival #to falling in love with him (but its actually a diff guy. our yeseo...🤧#im crazy for this but cant stop thinking abt QPB cedjess.....#esp since apparently they couldve gotten along if it werent for the circumstances... ough #idc abt romantic cedchris at all tho like thank u for resetting the timeline <3 #i wanna know what... that last moment was like...#when jesse sacrificed himself to save cedric....#jesse telling him to be happy with christelle/take care of her...#what was cedric's reaction... what was the look on both of their faces in that moment...#ghhHHH i would want to see og cedjesschris but not as a love triangle w chris at the center like it was before...#i'd just wanna see platonic shenanigans #but the og novel wasnt like that... 😔#actually it makes me wild considering that the original QPB trio didnt have/use powers #like thats wild to me. they were so different.....#the genre switch was so good for them <3 #went from shoujo to shounen /j

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rucow · 1 year ago

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this dude again (wip)

#i need to give him his silly dangly star earring #all he gets from me is a coloured sketch #its all he deserves /j #plz im joking i love nerevar hes just a pain to draw bc hes so Blonde #someone please give this mer some black mascara i cant deal with his white lashes anymore /lh #indoril nerevar #myart #PLEASE.IGNORE THAT ONE FILE NAME FJSHD

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handsomegentlebutch · 7 months ago

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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.

#butch speaks #it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head #when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god #the words came naturally to me #but they meant nothing #i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away #i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred #i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake #i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex #fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic #i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun #the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO #the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like #he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer #then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic #i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group #i was an altar servant and in the choir #i even used to speak/understand a little latin #imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao #grateful to have grown up poor in that regard #hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.

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onlyasimp4nobody · 6 months ago

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Why is it so hard for some ppl to respect privacy lmao

#like. okay first i jokingly mentioned my art sideblog and then they ended up doing like god knows how long internet surfing to find it #and now i briefly mentioned writing fanfic #and they just found that blog too #which was like #SUPER secret like what.the.fuck.#i love her but DAMN girl i j dont want u seeing that #the fanart wasnt too big a deal ig #but i was fr tryna keep that writing blog like. 10 million miles away from my irls #but noPE WE CANT HAVE GOOD THINGS

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deluxe-rabbitsu · 10 months ago

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The pome duo really came through today...I feel blessed 😭🫶🏻

It's 2 AM and I was waiting for my game to update...I FUCKING SCREECHED IN HIGH PITCH STHKBGSG MY FACE GOT SO WARM ITS UNBELIEVABLE I HATE HIM 💖💕💖💕💖 it really made me feel butterflies wtf

What the fuck do you mean your love is on the table, it better be?!? I WANT IT, GIVE IT RIGHT NOW SILLY GOOSE AAAA– 🫵🏻💥💕

Rook Hunt, your heart is mine and I will kiss you 👁️👁️ (threateningly/affectionately)

That's it for my fangirling, I should go to mimir...

#wunny chronicles #[⚰️] Twisted Wonderland #rook hunt #twst rook #vil schoenheit #twst vil #its crazy to think that two blonde men have me in their clutches #like?? stop being so cute because i cant deal with you it triggers my cute aggressiveness #im really the average rook hunt fan /j #I DONT CARE HES SO LOVELY AND CHARMING AND–#i love you too vil 🫶🏻

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queenerdloser · 10 months ago

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i have such a visceral reaction to using "female" when referring to women in fiction that it actually draws me way out of the narrative when it's done. like. stop that.

#this is about sarah j maas' books btw why does she constantly use male/female to refer to gender #like i get that she cant necessarily use woman/man since she deals primarily with fantasy races or w/e #but like. you can if you want to lol #idk something about 'the fae male' just sounds wayyyy too clinical to me #esp when youre trying to make jokes or sound casual in banter??? total tonal dissonance #but she also does this in crescent city????#me every time i read a guy refer to someone as a female: oh. immediate cringe factor lol #idk it's just both very clinical language and i have IMMEDIATE associations with like. incel guys who talk that way about women #less bad associations with using 'male' i guess but the use of female to refer to women drives me bonkers #this has nothing to do with my original complaint but also where are all her queer characters lmao #youre telling me these fucks live for 500+ years and theyre still straight??? seems fake but okay #liveblogging life

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