#ive wondered that for years
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ohhh my god (uh. trauma talk in tags)
#oh so now ex best friends dad might be on the list??????? REALLY???#ive wondered that for years#imnot. doing good :)#he was already really creepy w me (put his hands on my shoulders and wld like... massage? we were NOT close. it made me uncomfy)#but now i might remember an incident w him too??????#that ex friend doesnt even talk to their dad as hes also incredibly trans/homophobic & theyre nonbinary so. theres that#& after their parents divorced their dad was scarily violent (threw a chair once...) so hes already not a good guy#but as far as we knew he didnt do anything... yk. like that. but i always had a sneaking suspicion#just like how im not sure he had a 'crush' on my mom (he was very persistent w her) anymore. what if it was just to get to me?#i know that sounds so paranoid but its why other men have been able to abuse me. they recognized that i had been thru it b4.#im so so tired#connor.vtxt#<- quick reminder that i may talk more abt my c//sa trauma under that tag so please block it if you would rather not see that (if you can)#implied csa tw#im sooo fuckibg tired dude
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#text#polls#asking for Me... ive been wondering what the average for this is for YEARS#my textbook says 8-10 years old#my experience i think is abnormal bc i identified as ace spec til i was like 16 And i think i actually Was#i think my sexuality changed due to factors probably but i dont think those factors were 'growing up'. yknow. especially bc i hit puberty#when i was like 8 i think
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manny discovers something mildly disappointing about jenny
#nicktoons unite#el tigre#my life as a teenage robot#jenny wakeman#manny rivera#jimmy neutron#but like a tiny cameo#comic#dewdles#sorry again for not opening tumblr for the past 600 years#gonna slowly upload all the shit ive done in the past few months ermm uhh#also forgot to mention but yes thats vega in her wallpaper if you were wondering
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Michael has a hard time retelling FNAF sister location
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#michael afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#ennard#fnaf#fnaf movie#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#You guys ever think about how popular Michael was#like in the mini game cut scene his whole street was outside waving at him#the dude was popular and well liked#I wonder if he misses that at all#that whole scene is still one of my faves fr fr#Ennard Michael is so cool and freaky I’m glad Ive designed a look for em#he got his life together since his bully teen years#Michael actually doing some mini therapy with Vanessa good on him
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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in the end, Shockwave took him out in a dating type of way
#i love these stupid lil critters#they're like bugs to me#like#if i lift a rock they would be the bugs under it#and the i would put them in a jar and take them home#ignore the fact i dissappeared for several days straight#just act like it has been two days since i posted something#transformers#tf#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#shockwave x soundwave#soundwave x shockwave#maccadam#half shitpost#thats right its a half shitpost baby#i mean i have no ideas for drawing#ive been drawing pressure characters for several days straight#i promise ill post more soon in this new ans wonderous year (and hope it doesn't end up shit)
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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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Dying might seem scary, but being alive is scary already
[ID: art of Eugene from Drawtectives. He's staring forward, surrounded by billowing green smoke and floating golden stars. His expression seems wary or maybe uncertain. End ID.]
#drawfee#drawtectives#drawtectives fanart#eugene finch#drawfee fanart#uh#i have to admit i was drawing this to calm down a panic attack#i was thinking about a lot of things so i just needed familiarity#its essentially vent art HAHAH#the year is coming to a close and hes been there for me for almost 3 years now#hes my favourite character ever#its redundant to say i know his design like it was my own name#its truly wonderful how well hes written and how much comfort he brings me#julia lepetit#ive been misspelling her name for like years now in tags#i KNOW what its spelled like i was jhust skjafgksgf too distracted to notice#edit: ty to anistarrose for ID omg
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let it also be said that I love the Mahariel + Lavellan worldstate. It's so haunted. You are Dalish, you are not a part of human culture, but by happenstance you're dragged into it and to the forefront of hell to save a world that hates and fears your people. You have no choice. You can never return to your home, to the familiar, to anything you've ever known. You will be an echo; Mahariel echoing Garahel, Lavellan echoing Mahariel. You're so proud of your Dalish heritage, but your identity doesn't matter at all. Doomed to be a martyr for a people that do not respect you and cannot understand you, while your clan mourns, lamenting that they cannot bury you, no life-tree to stand as your memory. You're a hero. You're already dead. You died the moment you left your clan.
#dragon age#mahariel#lavellan#dalish origin#its so fucking. UGH#its SPICY its TANTALIZING its GIVING MY CHARACTERS MARTYR COMPLEXES#And you. child of the dales. who will remember YOU? not your symbol; YOU#who will remember the meaning of your vallaslin? who will remember the elvish prayers you mutter to yourself?#Who will remember? Not the humans. It's a wonder they remember Garahel was elven. nevermind the wild elves that are so feared#okay editing the tags#GUYS I FORGOT ABOUT AMERIDAN#but also ive never finished the jaws of hakkon dlc so#limited relevance#and tbh given how little is known about ameridan before You Find Him i dont think it's as applicable#like in the greater thedosian memory it's not 'lavellan is just like ameridan!' its going to be 'Whoa! two Dalish heroes in 10 years!'
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I’ve been a fan of your art ever since you’ve been drawing the game with the guitar playing mutated fish guy (nuclear throne) and now I get to watch you draw the other game with the guitar playing mutated fish man (pressure) lol
Peace and love from one Nuclear Throne fan to another 🤝
#nuclear throne#ppl who remember me from my NT fan art are the real ones i hope you have a wonderful day#even more embarrassing now that i drew seb holding the guitar wrong cuz ive been drawing Fish playing it for years OTL#mak's art#fan art
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I think one underrated tragedy of Ice King's scars is that he probably took away Simon's sense of levity.
Like in his very limited appearances before Simon is consumed by the crown we see he's kind of a silly dude. In his introduction video, he only put on the crown in order to playfully tease his fiancee. Plus watching him make light of the loneliness and general misery for a young girl in a broken world. He was a dedicated man, who was generous and loved with his whole heart and threw himself one hundred percent into everything he did. He was also a fun lil guy.
But after almost a millennia of being a mad man, the brunt of every joke, someone who only existed as a broken caricature of himself and couldn't be counted on to take anything seriously, I imagine he was done with it. Now he wants to focus back on his academic endeavors, on his role as a father figure in Marcy's life, on being a proper adult. Any attempts to be silly could easily remind everyone - including himself- of Ice King, something he's eager to avoid.
So his jokes and jibes and general lightheartedness turned to sarcasm and self deprecating comments.
#watching him in simon & marcy compared to Fionna and cake#like he is handling the two stressful situations totally differently#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#adventure time#like this was a dedicated historian but hes also a fun guy!#and then he spends a thousand years as the worlds biggest punchline#and suddenly he doesnt WANT to be funny anymore#he wants to be serious and taken seriously#and to separate himself from IK as much as possible#he thinks of a silly joke and immediately quashes it#like its not just his obvious depression in F&C#it really feels like new Simon is trying very hard to not be that guy anymore#no wonder he feels lost hes purposefully divorcing himself from a part of who he'd been even before the crown#ive binged a ton of AT eps the last few days I could be wrong but thats the vibe I get
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all tangled up 🤭
#kcqt pics#i hope everyone seeing this has/is having/had a wonderful day!!#and if not then i hope it at least passes/passed quickly and that you have better days ahead#this is simultaneously the worst and best part of the year for me#worst bc its when all the shitty stuff happened/continues to happen and the nights are long and its cold and dark always#but also best bc i know its aaaaaalmost over#the days are already getting longer!!#and the holidays are finally almost over#and then i dont have to deal with them for a whole YEAR#or almost anyway#so yeah#if today isnt a good day for you i feel you#hopefully these pictures will help w that ☺️ at least a little#kcqueuet#<- is my queue tag ive decided
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IM GUNNA BE PIRATE KING
BY LUFFY
FOR TORAO THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!
@opfoodzine IS SO SO GOOD AND THIS DRAWING WAS FOR THEM YEARS AGO!!!!!
#LUFFYDRAWS#ONE PIECE#MONKEY D LUFFY#LUFFY#TORAO#TRAFALGAR LAW#HEART PIRATES#BEPO#SHACHI#PENGUIN#PENGIN#ONE PIECE FOOD ZINE#ONE PIECE FEAST 2#STRAW HAT PIRATES#BREAD PARTY#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TORAO#HE JUST LOVES BREAD SO MUCH#LOOK AT HIS FACE HES IN HEAVEN#NAKAMA FOREVER BUDDY#IT NEVER ENDS#I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE#I HOPE YOURE OKAY#I NEVER LEFT IVE BEEN LURKING FOR YEARS HAHAHAHA#HAPPY 10 YEARS TO THIS BLOG#IF I GET ORGANISED ILL TRY TO MAKE A POST ABOUT IT#FOR NOW ENJOY THIS FOR TORAOS BIRTHDAY BECAUSE LETS BE HONEST WE'RE ALL MISSING HIM TO SMITHEREENS#THE END
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 1#yakuza series#yakuza 1#akira nishikiyama#snap sketches#i think this is the first time ive willingly drawn nishiki in like. years LMAO ???#i've drawn him a few times for comms and izo once for an ask but this the first time ive sat down and just done what i wanted#in celebration of the trailer of course ... and whatever the hell happened there LMAO PLEASE#NO I DIDNT OVERLOOK THAT I DIDNT MENTION IT CAUSE. ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM#but still .. i wonder how that's gonna pan out in the series .....#i wsa gonna draw that look actually but once i finished the first one i was like. Yeah Im Good Ill Just do This One#i was gonna post this hours ago but i had to leave so i coudlnt finish it#and im glad i waited cause there were some bits that bothered me BUT here we are now#ok bye#this is like. EH but i just wanted to draw nishiki ..
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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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Wherever you go, just always remember That you got a home for now and forever And if you get low, just call me whenever This is my oath to you Wherever you go, just always remember You're never alone, we're birds of a feather And we'll never change, no matter the weather This is my oath to you
#amphibia#marcy wu#anne boonchuy#sasha waybright#sashannarcy#my art#meta⚡️ art#amphibia fanart#redraw#i hardly make any amphibia art in general and that is a crime#ive been a fan of this show ever since the first episode back in 2019#“hey do you know of this new show called amphibia? it's pretty sweet!”#sigh...#i met so many wonderful people along the way when i first joined this fandom#we laughed we cried we lived. and yet despite all our hardships we still stuck around#if youre reading this you know who you are. love you guys <3#i dont know where id be today if i never watched this show and never met any of you.#this show helped me get through the rest of my teen years#and now that im a young adult with a brand new perspective on things i feel i now have a newfound better appreciation for this show#now that my art skills are improving i feel like i can finally do amphibia justice#thank you for everything.
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