#all i want is chinese food
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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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matt turner was too good to be a second keeper so it makes sense for him to go to forest if he's getting a no.1 spot secured n playtime but replacing him with david raya ... 💭
#i dont know much about raya besides i wanted him if de gea left. but now i have onana. so all feelings i had r gone amen#also he didnt want us sjdjdjhhdhd#if someone with more raya knowledge can explain to me why hes picked ill listen. is he similar to ramsdale. is arteta doing gk competition#gen.txt#also good morning im craving mall chinese food so bad. that greasy but delicious mall food...
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not a romcom but a qpr-com in which an indian american (of the asian variety) and an american indian (of the indigenous variety) open a restaurant called Indian^2 where they have both cuisines
it would be fluffy little story about this genius idea of a business venture but also an exploration of culture and the not-white US experience and also the epicness of qprs
in the end the two of them end all neocolonialism by the power of Restaurant
#ITD BE THE ULTIMATE INDIAN RESTAURANT#also at least one of them is wlw i dont make the rules#tbh i would make these ocs but i know embarrassingly little about indigenous culture (unless someone wants to make an oc with me ..... :3?)#which always struck me as stupid since i Live Here#i mean all i learned in school was the name of the people that are indigenous to my area#and that they had acorn porridge#and also it was in elementary school#i recently came about the language spoken in my area specifically and one of these days ill learn it but colonisation frustration aside#imagine just having a restaurant with both indian and indigenous food and just going SUCK IT COLUMBUS#theres also an interesting difference with like#modern immigrants/children of immigrants and indigenous ppl and how the US treats us both respectively#also how as communities we dont have any overarching solidarity or anything#like you see videos about “that one black and asian duo” or that one “chinese and filipino duo” but never that one “indian and indigenous d#i mean wasted potential much#yappery aside this was just a thought#desi tag#indigenous#indigenous american#desiblr#ocs#coolio#qpr
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brief pause to eat chickenless patty and then ep 24
#it took me like 4 hours to watch one singular episode that I had already started 😭#lbs would be so much easier if I just understood chinese and didn't have to see the screen to be able to know what ppl are saying#instead I have to pause every time I want to make a post or get food or eat or do anything at all#ghost posts#text#cqltober lb
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my parents know I struggle with eating sometimes, they KNOW, and they won’t let me just eat what I fucking want for dinner. The only thing that isn’t going to make me sick, because I’ve had my mind set on it for the past several hours. And they’ve decided that if I don’t eat whatever nasty shit they’ve got going on (it’s some sort of meat that has NO seasonings or sauce at all, and potatoes with too much cheese on them) then I’m not allowed to eat anything at all. I just want to fucking eat the food I had fucking ready for myself and they won’t let me because they think I don’t follow their rules enough, so their solution is to make me, who struggles with eating pretty frequently, eat their way or not eat anything and I’m so fucking done
#Vent#sorry#food#I’m gonna fucking cry wtf#All I wanted was to eat my Chinese food in peace but NOOO we have to eat the “American” food or whatever because that’s what everybody else#Is having or some shit#I’m going to get sick either way because if I eat the food I’ll get sick but if I don’t I’ll also get sick so#Fuck this#i hate living here#i hate being alive#And I hate fucking food and all the fucking rules that go with it.
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gifted kid discourse is so weird. some people complain about the trauma of being socially isolated and made to feel worthless once they were dropped and then some other people who are still traumatized about being made to feel worthless by both peers and the school system complain about the first group and belittle them and then the first group fires back and gets angry without really listening to what the second group is saying and its like. what are we doing. why are we doing this. are you not tired of fighting meaningless battles. why did the school system make us all feel worthless
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The more research I do for worldbuilding in MDZS the more research I want to do for worldbuilding in MDZS like. Ugh! Obviously any time you start looking into another culture’s folk magic and spiritual practices you’re going to end up absolutely nose-deep in an ocean of incredibly fascinating and complex ideas and concepts and if you’re a nerd like me that’s always going to feel like discovering a brand new playground for the first time but it’s so much worse when I have specific ideas for ways I want to utilize that knowlege.
Like! Did you know! That Daoist talismans (Fulu 符箓) are not just written incantations based off of Hanzi the way that I guess I always kind of assumed they were -- they’re ideographs that combine written language with pictures and symbols, and even the language parts do not strictly need to match the way the character is supposed to be written. It’s like a code, a cypher language made in a combination of pictographs and altered characters that are then stacked and stitched together, and the specific method for creating these incantations differed from sect to sect! It was a secret, the exact structure and rules to your sect’s specific code was different than other sects might use!
Which means I could theoretically come up with the cypher systems that each of the MDZS sects use for their talismans and even come up with strengths and weaknesses and stuff for each of them! Which is so cool
But first I need to know more about real-world Fulu and their structure and that requires so much reading. Do I have time? Can I make time?
I need five more of me.
#mdzs#the untamed#Worldbuilding#it would be one thing if I was just looking into chinese spirituality#for funsies#like. If this was just an idle oh maybe I'll use this in a story someday#but no I want to use it NOW#I want to know ALL THE THINGS#The same goes for martial arts and regional food variations#and folk music from different parts of china during the same time periods#and and and and#I want to download a Bachelors degree worth of information directly into my brain#oh but its fantasy you can just pull things out of your ass LISTEN#IN ORDER TO PULL SOMETHING OUT OF MY ASS#IT NEEDS TO GET UP THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE
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Always freaking terrified of going places with people and not being able to eat anything on the menu and them thinking I think it's all disgusting or that I don't like food from other cultures or think it's disgusting or something
#went to a japanese restaurant with my friend before hamilton which i was keen for#hoping theyd maybe have some chicken katsu... mm.. but. it was all seafood#the only fish i really like are perch and hoki#made the mistake of thinking i could eat pesto at this italian restaurant#nope#the sauce was so. so creamy#i dont... really like sauce.... when i have spaghetti bolognese i only get enoigh so that it soreads the flavour...#friends thought me having just chicken and rice was odd but i enjoyed it#forever lamenting that satay chicken from a chinese place near my friend's.... it tasted good and it had PINEAPPLE in it????#i love pineapple#but holy crap it was so spicy#anyway#i promise my reluctance to eat things i dont know isnt from looking down on them#its just fear of trying something new because i can have INTENSE reactions to textures#i remember my parents giving me a bowl of a mysterious substance. i thought it was mashed potato and they said yes#took a bite and wanted to throw up#it was scrambled eggs#idk if this is a stupid worry or not. i just. hate coming off as rude. im so sorry im like this with food
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My new apartment is across the street from a Chinese restaurant, which is very dangerous because I had lo mein 4 times last week
#it’s too good and too convenient#I just want to order it all the time#imagine every time you look out your window you see a little Chinese kitchen and you know in 10-15 minutes you could have fresh noodles#I don’t have the self control to weather this storm#I will die penniless and full#which I guess is not a bad way to go all things considered#ok this post is nowhere near as interesting as I’d hoped it’d be#but I really did eat a a few pounds worth of house lo mein last week…#oh wow… that doesn’t sound exciting at all#dang… I’m sorry…#I’m just excited about Chinese food always forever 100x forever ever#you can ignore this#text
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just finished watching the series finale of “the marvelous mrs. maisel” and it didn’t really feel like it ended it just sort of stopped but i guess since it’s an amy sherman-palladino production i have an ill-advised mini-series to look forward to in about a decade
#they set up a lot of really interesting stuff they just didn't deliver on it#and i was really enjoying the fifth season!#genuinely!#i'm just saying maybe rounding out the season to a tight ten would've been the move#like we didn't get to see susie and midge's reunion?#but we got midge and lenny at the chinese food place? for... reasons?#and how they handled midge and lenny was weird#like i was fine with them not ending up together (because he is in fact a real person who died in 1966)#but her knowing he was in trouble and having her go all the way to california just to not see him and walk away (literally and figuratively)#it felt... idk#cowardly#and was bad writing#like they knew they had to address it but didn't know how so they did that and it was bad#it was giving 'oh shit it's due tomorrow just put anything'#there's more but honestly dwelling on it is just going to make me hate the entire show and i don't want that#i just wish more things felt resolved#the marvelous mrs. maisel#tmmm
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want to choose a chinese name for my legal name but my family would question me so bad
(they've already tried to erase the chinese culture from mine and my siblings' lives and i want to reclaim that part of me but it's like they view being chinese as a bad thing. i didn't know my dad was literally half chinese until a couple years ago, my grandma doesn't really ever speak in her native tongue anymore and my dad has never taught me anything of our culture. i want to reconnect and i dont see that as bad, but my family will be so weirded out because "i'm more filipino than chinese")
#ryotalks#this goes the same way with me trying to reconnect with japanese culture#it's like my family's ashamed of those parts of our heritage#the amount of times my mum had told me 'but you're not chinese'#the amount of times they didn't want me to go to chinese festivals with my other relatives#the amount of times i felt at home in chinese food stores and restaurants and chinese oriented towns but could never go beyond that because#i knew nothing of the culture#i am an adult i can make my own choices#but my parents would really wonder 'why would he ever choose to do such a thing'#they'll think im erasing all theyve done#maybe i am#i want to have that part of me back#it's not wrong to do so#right?
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Who at Nsr like coffee? Who likes tea? And most importantly who likes hot chocolate?
Usual big list of names and likes. Putting it under a cut
Mayday: She prefers teas, but will sometimes drink hot chocolate made with water and not milk.
Zuke: Tries to stick with either tea or black coffee. He stays away from added sugars so his blood sugar doesn't rise.
DJSS: Hot chocolate, hands down. He hates tea and only coffee he consumes is coffee flavored sweets (you can't stop this guy from eating coffee macarons).
Sayu: Any really work. Sweet teas, very sweet coffee, hot chocolate. It's all nice to mer, as long as it isn't bitter, which is why ze will pass on trying coffee if ze doesn't know how it was made.
Aoi: Probably a black coffee drinker. Maybe some like almond or soy milk in it because he likes the taste better than cow milk.
Haru: Probably cold hot chocolate (which sea says is different from chocolate milk).
Yua: Iced coffee or bubble tea.
Renho: Tea.
Remi: Tea, but will drink cocoa made with water if Mayday makes some for him.
Tila: Tea with honey.
Dodo: Doesn't really like any of those, would rather lemonade. Maybe would like sweet tea if introduced to it.
Sofa: Coffee, any kind of way but will not drink it with a milk substitute. Soy milk is gross to them and almond milk or any other kind of tree nut milk can kill them.
Yinu: Hot cocoa with either hazelnut milk or vanilla almond milk. She's not allowed to drink coffee and even if she was she probably wouldn't like it. Will drink tea occasionally.
Mama: Prefers tea but will drink coffee to help stay up.
Papa: Coffee and hot chocolate. Used to drink a lot of Champurrado until Yinu came into his life and couldn't drink milk. He never realized there were vegan/lactose-free versions of the drink otherwise he'd have made it for Yinu a lot.
Neon: Before being a cyborg, his go to would be coffee. He actually would make a soju infused coffee for him and Martha a lot of the time. Though after the divorce he stopped with the coffee and just drank the soju alone (or whatever kinds of alcohol he'd have on hand). After the cyborgification he doesn't drink any of those. He just drinks/eats nutritious smoothies or shakes. Even if they taste awful, it doesn't matter because he can't taste anymore.
Rin: Probably would like a salted caramel coffee over anything else. Though it probably doesn't care for any of those to have on a regular basis. Water is just fine for it.
Purl-hew: Coffee. Absolutely, hands down, Purl is in it for coffee. Literally one of the easiest ways to start getting close to Purl is to get them coffee. And if you make it an alcoholic coffee? Even better.
Zimelu: She probably doesn't care, as long as it tastes good. So like, a good coffee will be picked over a bad cocoa, and vice versa. I would say out of the three, tea would be the least drank, but if offered or she goes to a place with good teas then she'll definitely drink it.
Haym: He likes MAKING the drinks more than drinking them. He does not like tea at all because a lot of the time it isn't as strong as he would want it to be. Cocoa is something he'll drink, but overall coffee would be his go to choice. Though let me tell you, once he figures out about spicy hot cocoa, he'll be making that all the time for at least a month until he gets sick of it.
Eloni: No preference. As long as it's warm, so no iced coffee or sweet teas for them.
Dew: Probably an iced coffee kind of person. Or cold drinks in general. For some reason, even though he was hurt by the cold, he prefers his food and drinks to be very cold.
Maragold: Fruity teas!
Carna: Fae is stealing sips of coffee from everyone and then complaining because it sucks, only to go and take more sips. Otherwise, faes drinking lemonades.
Eve: Coffee and tea depending on the time of day and what she wants to accomplish. Will try the water cocoa Mayday makes but doesn't really like it. Will go out for coffee art or try to make her own.
Tatiana: She tends to just drink water or maybe an energy drink like gatorade (not an energy drink for the energy, idk what gatorades are classified as), but she is known to indulge in hot cocoa from time to time. Also maybe some tea if it's offered, but she doesn't go out of her way to drink it.
Kliff: I definitely see him as a coffee enjoyer. He gets some cheap ass coffee beans and makes his own shitty coffee that he seems to really enjoy a lot.
DK West: He mainly drinks tea but will also drink coffee. Hasn't had cocoa in years, but would be willing to have it again.
Cyril: Oh this bitch is living off of coffee. The only time he drinks tea is when he is sick or he thinks he has to rest his voice, then it's just some soothing tea with honey that he chokes down unhappily.
Noa: The cook of Ex-Jay, he's the one who is making the good coffee or tea for everyone, otherwise these idiots would be buying the worst beans or shitty leaves and making horrible tasting drinks they would pour down the drain. But, Noa is making himself some coconut-infused hot cocoa and eating it with some potato crisps
Asa: Will steal some hot cocoa from Noa if available, otherwise buys black coffee to drink.
Rei: Tea drinker. Usually sticking to black tea. Him and Bunny kinda do the Chinese tea ceremony where they dump their tea on tea pets.
Bunny: Tea and coffee drinker. Likes doing the tea ceremony where she dumps tea on tea pets (of course she has a bunny pet) and she got Rei to start joining her. She tries all kinds of teas and loves trying new leaves to steep.
Elivy: Drinks mainly tea now, but was a heavy coffee drinker when he was younger.
Quida: Similar to Elivy, she used to drink a lot of coffee when younger. She still drinks coffee regularly, but has actually started drinking more hot cocoa, especially with her grand kid.
Joust: Black coffee. He used to add milk or cream but now he just drinks it straight. Sometimes he adds a bit of alcohol, but mainly it's just him drinking really crappy coffee.
Martha: Coffee. Cream and sugar in hers.
Aria: She doesn't drink any of those drinks. Sometimes she will try to drink tea for the health benefits but just doesn't like it that much. Though she hasn't tried all kinds of teas and I think she would like fruity teas or milk teas.
Esther: Coffee, though she will never turn down some good cocoa.
Braam: Coffee, and he will turn down cocoa. Well okay, he'll take it but just so he can give it to Esther so she had more cocoa. Though once Catherine came around he started giving it to her which made Esther pout and leading him to buy her more cocoa.
Alyona: Coffee mainly, but she used to make this really nice hot cocoa with a kind of toffee sauce that Matvey and Tatiana loved.
Matvey: Coffee with some coffee liqueur is what he goes for. He doesn't drink tea at all and hasn't had hot cocoa since Alyona passed.
Sarabi: She's a tea drinker, but will also have coffee with some neighbors, especially the beans are from one of the local businesses that she loves.
Nuru: Drinks coffee but also drinks soup broth. Like, he will have a thermos around him just holding some of the most delicious and rich soup broth ever and will drink that a lot of the time. Much to Nova's horror whenever he thinks he is about to take a sip of some water or something.
Celine: Probably a split between tea and coffee. Like Eve, it depends on what she is trying to do or the time.
Barbara: A mix of all three. Whatever she is in the mood for. If she had to choose one then a sweet or fruity tea is what she's picking.
Joey: Coffee. Black coffee probably. But it would be some high quality coffee that he says doesn't need any kind of milk or sugar.
Yiruk: I feel like it drinks way too much coffee then it should be. It will also drink a lot of hot cocoa, especially at a really good cafe.
Kayane: Tea drinker, all kinds of teas, hot or cold. But will also drink an iced coffee.
#nsr#eritalks#noart#asks#finally had time to write this#it always takes a long time to write something for everyone#though i have fun doing it#and was able to go back and remember old food headcanons!#yay!#also helped me realize#that i think i want bunny to be of japanese and chinese descent#and noa of japanese and polynesian#though all of them align more with their japanese heritage#as they grew up in a mainly japanese neighborhood#and that is what brought them close as friends#but as they grew they started exploring their identities more
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craving almond chicken and sweet and sour pork and beef with broccoli and deep fried prawns and chow mein and shrimp fried rice and fortune cookies and honey garlic pork and cashew chicken and fried spring rolls and
#society if chinese food was literally ever gluten free#please......#yes i could probably track down recipes and substitutions and make this all myself but oh my god#sometimes a girl just wants roughly nine takeout containers worth of the most delicious and greasy food mankind can make
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#i have been on a JOURNEY the past few years of accepting my chinese heritage#and im not there yet and im still gonna make plenty of mistakes and have a lot of doubts#but honestly. those movies and shows i listed.#have shown me a part of myself i didn't know was there#their noses are like mine. their family structure is like mine. their accents are like my family's. their food is like mine. their homes ar#like mine.#and they're badass and funny and flawed and interesting and magical#i spent so long thinking that my brown hair and brown eyes and skin that looks like a healthy white girl tan when i haven't seen the sun in#months and rounded nose and facial structure i'd never seen on anyone else were what made me unspecial. what made me unworthy of being#important and magical and cool and pretty.#but now i look in the mirror and see that all these attributes of mine are part of me#i can feel a silent connection to my dad when he watches those movies multiple times#i wore a qipao to one of the most milestone-y events of my life#there's so much i don't know and don't understand#but i want to know. and i don't have to shame myself for wanting that.#rememberthis
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okay so yesterday was the third consecutive day of being out of my meds. i was fully not a person about it but was able to get them refilled thank goodness. i took em mid afternoon yesterday and within hours started feeling more Real. took my next regular dose this morning and i have gone from ~12 pages at start of day to ~18 right now. im really proud of myself actually
#i wrote all of 3 fragmented sentences over my 6 hour day yesterday and i was able to add a whole page within my first hour today#the other pages are taking a while because im trying to find legitimate sources to back up my claims. yanno. like a good little scholar#i really really really want to hit 20 pages tonight but my boyfriend got me chinese food and i desperately want to go home and eat it#and also do craft things!!!!!!!!!! yeehaw#i did pick up the special foot for my sewing machine though so i can roll the hems of the clothes i sewed the other day and add buttonholes#thesisposting
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I'm starting to learn Ukrainian to bond with my Ukrainian coworker. I literally just downloaded Duolingo and did a couple lessons. I really don't want to quit, I really want to at least be able to speak with her a little bit in her language so that I can make her smile. I want to stick with this
#i kept seeing those videos of that guy who speaks different chinese languages and always shocks people when he travels by just speaking#their language so clearly#and like he hears them talking about him before he speaks their language#the videos are always so wholesome#and some of our other coworkers speak a couple words in ukrainian to her and i want to join the club#i want to be her favorite 😡#anyways this is getting weird#maybe I'm doing this for the wrong reasons#idk i just love her#she brings me food all the time 😭 and she's so funny and sweet#i hope she's doing okay. her husband is still in ukraine while she's here in the us with their son#her dog and cat are in ukraine also
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