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remember when i said my motivation to draw was dying yeah apparently i lied
this episode has me running to draw bcs my god the angst is beautiful
#tsams spoilers#my art#tsams#animatic#im posting this like. everywhere bcs im pretty proud of it#first time ive churned out an animatic this fast#the devil may be fast but us artists are faster#solar sams#moon sams#i miss my wife (solar) chat. i miss him a lot.#angst#solar's death#spoilers#idk what else to tag#sorry solar fans
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so, my non spoiler review for dawntrail:
I fucking loved it.
really and truly I think it built upon the exact themes I have loved so much from previous msq in ways that aligned perfectly for some very good symbolism and parallels. even to my own ocs! many new characters to this story reminded me of my own that I have written within this setting and I couldnt be happier about that. <3
#also if you didnt enjoy it i just ask you not come onto my post to argue with me about it#i enjoy a good back and forth about story structure i just ask that this is not the place for it#frankly i wasnt even going to say anything about my thoughts until it started feeling a little bit choking with the negativity on my feed#and in discord and twitter and everywhere else#if you didnt enjoy it im sorry! ive seen some good points about what people didnt like and theyre honestly fair#but some people seem to just be complaining to complain and i wonder why they play the game in the first place#i think its also important to keep in mind that this isnt like the end#we have a lot of story coming after this#also if youre bringing up AGAIN how much you hated stormblood i curse you to stub your toe in 15 minutes
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the madohomu thing i drew that I’ve crossposted on several platforms so many times im sure people are sick of it already but I want to consolidate my madohomu stuff in one place so here it is again lol :’)) This time with a never posted before bonus- a non-cropped unedited version of the og for fun
#madohomu#pmmm#gorscourse#ive posted this like everywhere sorry#i just think that if i have a madohomu blog theme i should have more madohomu art#and this is all i had on hand#anyway random backstory time#the final thing is only cropped because i thought my assignment required all our pieces to be a4#hence half of the second mado painting was lost for a long time#also i think i rushed this in like 3 ish days lol you can tell#this is kinda chunky of a post so i wont clog the indiv chara tags with it... i hope the people who see this enjoy;;
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the moment people stop being comically against courtney is the day i stop making fun of them for being weird and wrong. stop being weird about a fictional character in ways that are hilariously stupid and ill stop calling you hilariously stupid
#people see my posts and vauge post about it saying UM WELL I DONT HATE COURTNEY SO WHY DID YOU SAY THAT#im not fucking talking about you oh my gOD IM SO TIRED OF SEEING IT. sorry i try to be normal but why have discussions around her regressed#like its gotten so much worse WHYYY OH MY GODDD. “omfg courtney fans always jump to courtney haters being misogynists”#no i jump to you being a fucking weirdo for caring so much which makes me raise my eyebrows#i literally enjoy other people having different opinions about characters i like and dislike bc everyone echoing me would be so boring#but people never like her for the valid reasons there are to dislike her and jump on her in crazy fucking ways. BEEE NORMALLL BE FUCKING N#ps talks#jesus fuck i try not to say shit like this over and over and over again because; again; i dont like seeing my own opinions everywhere#i dont want people to see my opinions and repeat it every 5 seconds even though i dont think i have that much influence#its just when i see people posting about my posts saying that im weird for defending a character so hard it drives me nuts bc#it feels like people lost the damn plot so hard. you have to reach so far to think i fucking care if people dislike courtney BECAUSE I DONT#IVE SAOID THIS 5 BILLION TIMES I ENJOY SEEING CHARACTERS IN DIFFERENT LIGHT. AS LONG AS YOUR OPINION ISNT FUCKING WEIRD#sorry im getting so annoyed i need to go to sleep i havent eaten anything in like 20 hours
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@eebie DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the dance is from this video ♪(^∇^*)
#HI EEBIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL#i made this beccause i was listening to that penis song i sent you and i thought it sounded like a song gobou would use#also i wanted a dancing eeber gif ^___^#keep in mind i ummm. have only animated once before and that was years ago and very very very short#and also it was totally sketchy and stuff. as in it was just a sketch there was no lineart or colors or anything#and also csp apparently dosent let you export transparent animations!?!?!?!? and also it doesnt let you use more than 25 frames!?!?!?!?#its stupid. so i just made a gif on EZGIF.COM instead<333#which is why the edges look kinda. um. wack. sorry about that but maybe itll go away when this posts? i dunno but i doubt it#btw i think i have eeber poisoning or something. because i draw her all the time everywhere........#ive drawn her so many times in some stupid little sketchbook we have in our kitchen when i wait for stuff in tha microwave#her design is just sooooo. Yeah!!!!!!!!#anyway this took Ummm significantly longer than id hoped and my back hurts sooooobad#so im going to bed!!!!!!!! but anyways here u go babygirkl <333333#my art#oh and btw i only listened to the penis (eek!) song while drawing this and nothing else#just. the same penis song for hours on end#and i said i was gonna take abreak when i was done with the lines before i started coloring but 😀👍 i forfot#OH WAIY ONE LAST YBING. i got cery noticably lazy like halfway through so dontt look too close at the frames or youu might get scared 😨
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At which point did you realise that the plot of IW is ass? I've seen people complain only about the ending or the halfway point where the teams separate, while I was already actively rolling my eyes like four-five chapters in
i think the moment i fully accepted that IW's story was. Definitely A Story was the moment ebina announced 'bleach japan'. like i think leading up to that point i was thinking to myself 'oh i hope i see X happen' or being like 'i wonder where this is going' and that sort but the proverbial bucket of ice was definitely that moment
#infinite wealth spoilers#snap chats#what reaaaaally hammered it in too if it wasnt obvious already was the execution of the jimas/daigo like that still irks me LMAO#i cant even remember what chapter that happened in i just know when it did i was utterly pissed#i think i started to take things less seriously once bryce entered the picture but thats only because of how distracting his VA was#like much love the JP voice actors who try to speak english and japanese but i just cant act like it's not incredibly distracting#esp when the character is supposed to be white yk what i mean- or at the very least their first language is supposed to be english#typically i can look over that thing if its a one or two time kind of deal but he had to speak in english much longer than others#im just rambling about bryce tho this aint bout him. i mean he could be a part of it the cult was executed really sloppily#it might have been the introduction of bryce actually ... i remember thinking to myself 'oh brother' with the whole messiah thing LMAO#maybe it was when kiryu told us his cancer cam from radiation instead of. smoking 💀 ESPECIALLY not even five chapters in#like straight out the gate you just wanna drop that on us mr I Can Do Everything Myself I Cant Worry Others ok#thats a post for another day tho im EVERYWHERE#POINT IS this is not about Retrospect this is about First Impressions and memory warps over time#but i know for a fact i found the bleach japan thing utterly ridiculous and was squinting at the plot the entire time thereafter#like ive said this a million times at this point but although i love IW for it's gameplay (pardon some nitpicks like lack of shortcuts)#its story really feels so messy and had much to be desired. which is so sad after the wonderful stories rgg has been making since 0..#BUT OH WELL im still excited to replay it in english. god willing i ever get the time#i still wanna finish lost judgment <- isnt even halfway through the game#and i wanna do a fun stream Maybe with YK2 but ill get into that when i get into that#if youve read this far. thanks LOL id say sorry for the novel but thats what we expect of me at this point
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Happy pride month. Have some kinda blog spoilers as a treat.
#(is it really a spoiler when everywhere else ive posted cheri she is with maya and they are clearly old gay married)#sorry if u didnt know that tho and u figured that one munday thing was setting up for cheri/that one gallade being endgame#nah ill be honest. she is a stepping stone to my bug yuri. she is becoming more legit than that now but its not endgame sdklfjksdlf#anyways i want to do like legit pride art for these guys soon so. wait for that ig sdklfjdsf#cheri scizor#maya heracross#bugsofpetalroot#ooc#pokemon ask blog#and ofc this is based off the iconic mavis/rapunzel edit yknow the one#anyways uh still taking a sec but might come back this month. mostly bc i dont want to wait til august#bc im doing artfight in july lol#irl ive been doing ok. still trying to get a job. got a kitten :)
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is there like a curse you get put under when you decide that you like cold weather better than hot weather to never ever shut the fuck up when someone expresses a different opinion on the subject, or is that just a choice you are all making
#i really don't get it. i don't do this on posts about liking the cold#but every post about liking hot weather is FULL of people like 'ohhh but op have you considered it's easier to warm up than cool down'#as though a) that is true everywhere or b) we've never heard it before#first of all no it's not i will refer you to the years ive spent insomniac in the winter because no matter how i huddled i could not feel m#toes but second of all we fucking KNOW. we Know. we know you feel that way. It's not a secret we are AWARE. WE KNOW#no one's saying you can't like the cold but for fucks sake if you're not gonna say anything helpful what's the point of saying it#red rambles#i know i'm being a bitch this week but also i don't care. it's like fucking clockwork#every single time i reblog one of those posts i just wait for three or four people to tell me about how they 'can't peel off their skin' if#it's too hot. as though the only way to cool down is to take off layers#unfortunately i am not afflicted with whatever curse this is. sorry about your inability to shut up when you're clearly in disagreement tho#for the record i'm still housetrained and i have no intention of expressing this annoyance by going and bothering people who like the cold#you can like the cold if you want to i dont give a shit#but like. Seriously what the fuck is the deal with this shit#do you actually think that 'weh weh but actually the cold is better' is a unique opinion. approximately 50% of the people in any given place#will agree with you#there is absolutely no new complaint you can offer under the sun that will be fresh to anyone hearing it#as we have exhausted literally all of them by the age of like twelve.
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im genuinely so sick of people acting like, with aew and wwe, one has to be better than the other.
they are two separate fucking companies. aew has been around for 4 years while wwe has been around since i dont know and i don’t care to google it; basically, a lot longer.
and you know what? they can both be good and they can especially be good for different reasons.
im also sick of people acting like one wrestler leaving is going to crash a company, especially fans who say shit like “if xyz leaves i won’t be watching” or “i only tune in for xyz” because then you aren’t a fan of wrestling as a whole you are a fan of that performer. i’ve seen so many people acting oh so high and mighty since the cm punk thing broke, acting like aew is terrible and has always been terrible.
who has the energy to care that much, christ. just watch the show or don’t but either way please shut the fuck up and let people enjoy the show(s) they want to.
#aew#wwe#very sorry if this came up on your feed unwanted#ive seen so much bullshit today and yesterday#tumblr feels like the only decent platform to talk to people on about wrestling#everywhere else is so fucking annoying and toxic and filled with takes with absolutely no nuance or care to hear other people out#pro wrestling#rant post
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look, I know it's not subversive or whatever, but can we stop thinking about men for a second like. I don't care if men are laughing at me or laughing with me. maybe I'm just laughing at myself without it needing to have some grander meaning. I thought the original girl money post was funny, it was relatable. I wasn't thinking about some wider misogynistic lens about how women don't understand economics and shouldn't even bother getting jobs, stay in the kitchen whatever yadda yadda. Like is a girl not allowed to laugh at herself without having to think about all the ways men will twist her words against her. are you not tired
#sorry ive been thinking about this for a while#like that i get that its a slippery slope but i also think that reprimanding a girl for finding humor in her experiences isnt the gotcha#you think it is#i also know that its really just tumblr that cares and everywhere else it was standard to laugh so im not saying anything new#but like sometimes you guys can be so draining#this isnt anything i just saw another post about it and like guys its been a month it never was that big of a deal
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Literally cant care about anything other than majima haruka bonding
#Yakuza loveblog#ohhh together ... this is less of a kiryu sickfic and more like harukas little city adventure#kiryu got sick because he was just not taking care of himself and keeled over like a victorian lady and haruka was like okay . im#cooking dinner tonight ojisan if i catch you out of bed i will be very angry with you !!!#sorry for using ojisan and uncle kaz interchangably theyre both just so fucking cute ... uncle kaz lets fuck hookers#haruka where is the methy . in my nose ojisan. uncle kaz get it twisted gamble you will win you understand you will break even#you wont lose. you wont go into debt. you will win. millions. get it twisted gamble and thats it.#majima ends up having to drive her home because he doesnt want her out on her own anymore .. which is funny because haruka yelled at him#because he joked about coming over to visit kiryu while hes sick and she was like NO !!! and he was like sheesh okay okay ...#and then shes like oh turn left here yeah this is where we're staying .. . you can come in if you want :) (she trusts him now)#i think harukas jacket also got ripped up and covered in blood so majima bought her that stylish puffer jacket she has in yk2#little girls WILL wear black singlets by the way just trust me on this kiryu also wore one when he was younger 'source?' just trust me#its like a staple of the wardrobe you need a black singlet and a jacket to wear over it plus its super cute and sensible#i like to make people straight up stab and hurt other people in front of haruka she doesnt care shes already desensitised#because she follows kiryu around every day and hes always caving skulls and making people spit out bloody teeth so seeing majima splatter#blood everywhere was nothing to her shes always getting splashed with blood every single day she doesnt mind#shes very brave to keep wearing white after that but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do#hmm wonder if i should have a proper writing tag so i can consolidate all this shit ...#well it would mostly be for keeping track of what ive already posted because i can never remember and i keep writing the same thing#over and over again ... i only have one brain you see ..#majima comes into kiryus house immediately makes a beeline for his bedroom and sees him all sweaty and feverish in bed too weak to move#and she starts panting like a dog and kiryu looks at her with fear in his eyes#guy whos about to get his shit rocked like crazy and knows it#sorry haruka look away !!! <- thats the header i have for this fic look away from the rest of the document !!!!
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#delete later#mental health ahit is so embarrassing bc how thr fuck are you meant to explain thst you can't sleep bc for the last twenty minutes#youve been imagining being stabbed in the gut over and over agajn with a curved knife. what the fuck is that#aphantasia has nothing against the vivid intrusive thoughts of a knife curved like a raptor claw scything through my abdominal#wall and through my intestines. ah yes the only two times I can visualise. when i am asleep and when i am dealing with intense#intrusive thoughts. this particular one is really old too. its moved about over the years. used to crack through my ribcage mostly#now it tends to be my stomach. always slices upwards. always buried to the hilt#i keep muttering out loud trying to stop it. but that never works for more than a couple minutes.#also I know ive made a bunch of venting posts today. sorry to anyone who has been reading them. i was getting by not having#to externalise things for a bit. but breaking point has hit and everything is mentally everywhere#vivid intrusive thoughts are. bad. and nothing helps except resisting the compulsions and waiting for the episode to pass#but i dont have the energy to resist the compulsions. the internal repetition is getting rough. itll be fine. it just sucks right now#and my brain is stuck between dissociating away and being trapped in the shame. so im also having waves of far away#calmness and then intense panic. overall a bad time. and one i know i just have to ride out.#anyway. sorry#tw intrusive thoughts#tw body horror#yeah this probably counts#tw gore mention
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Today at work (second week) was the first day of this new venture that was arguably a net bad, and I don't want to just run, bail, quit back and see if I can beg for a job that was impacting my mental health back, but there was enough in being yelled at because I backed up wrong when I'm used to USING a back-up camera, the fucking Luddite training me in driving this absurdly large and expensive sprinter van doesn't "believe in technology" and switched off the back-up camera, and now he's gotta problem. Oh yeah and by the way we just drive to Portland tomorrow to make a delivery of A HUNDRED bundles of stakes, which, when they were delivered to us by FedEx for tomorrow's order, Rich left me to sort and palletize mydamnself. And it's fine, this is just warehouse stuff, but like I just at dinner gave a bare-bones answer of like work was busy and I moved, well, a hundred bundles of wood by myself today with no help and my sister started in with You need to get back in school, you need to get your bachelors and move up because you will just get exploited until you do that has me feeling... Hopeless?
#And also fucking dude TOLD ON ME TO OUR SUPERIORS and insinuated I lied because I said I wasnt forklift certified through them#Ive been forklift certified everywhere Ive gone because Ive worked in warehouses since I was 23 dude#Every job provides their own test#I can give you my last job when I fucking passed the test and they printed out a shitty paper cert on Microsoft Word#Just fucking ugh#Why is it wheree ver I go I feel like this#And yeah#Bad day#But its just like#I dunno it really hurts my feelings thinking of it#I try so hard to just be positive and take it a day at a time#But everything always falls to shit#And I just feel like everything falls ya know#Doesnt help#CONSTANTLY BEING TOLD#That oh you are underachieving you need to follow this specific path#Feeling like Im just the letdown#I just...#Shouldnt mention work at dinner at all#I need to learn to say “It went fine!” and shut up#Like I need to be made to feel more like Im sucking at everything#Sigh#Sorry#I have nobody to talk to#Disregard#Pass on by#Long post nobody read
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hi all. im not in the homestuck fandom anymore (for a number of reasons. heard that some of the characters were like. offensive stereotypes or something?? and that there was an alleged 10 page long document explaining everything wrong with it??? idk, i didnt pick up on anything, then again i read it in 2019, but ive stayed away from it since i heard about that info. feel free to support or refute that in my dms if you have the evidence to do so i guess) but yeah so, i used to be like. OBSESSED with it, and recently i found an old official blanket that i bought in 2019. it has the mind(?) aspect on it (at least i think it is, i havent interacted with the comic since 2021, so some stuff is lost on me). anyway, im considering selling it somewhere for some extra cash. the thing is, i dont really know how much it would be worth. i tried looking to see if there were other people selling these blankets so i could figure it out, but all i could find are random redbubble listings with stolen fanart on them. if anyone knows whether its worth it to sell it in the first place and how much it would probably go for, feel free to send me a dm!! i know for sure that it’s in VERY good condition, still super soft and doesnt appear to have any damage whatsoever. i have some pictures. (not the BEST photos i couldve taken but they were all i could take before my little brother started playing with it. dont worry, if i were to sell it of course i would wash it again, and also im making sure he doesnt damage it) ive also been told i own a physical version of one of the books?? dont take my word on that though, ive never seen it.
#homestuck#i honestly just really dont wanna see it around my house anymore if that info is true#ive been in kind of a true/false limbo with it since 2021 when i heard about it in a discord server#everywhere ive looked i havent been able to get a concrete answer outside of like. an old callout blog or two calling it ‘irredeemable’#but like. idk.#something something crtitical thinking skills#also i never found that 10 page doc#one time i spent like an hour trying to search for it#only to find a single reddit post that was just other ppl who couldnt find it#so#🤷#but ive stayed away from the comic since#idk should i check it out again?? since im a bit better at thinking critically than i was in 2019#and even 2021 probably#idk. idk how to feel#i gotta draw my own conclusions and think for myself instead of just listening to what other ppl tell me#god sorry for the ramble lmfao. but yeah if you know the worth of these things feel free to lmk
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i love the way henry iv in david giles' production was dressed. wicked slay cunt.
#i let a little bostonian get into me w that wicked but it felt right#tales from diana#i have the right to use new england slang words i live here#not only his headwraps but his gloves with those glamorous rings on top. im sorry but serve? maam?#i do like how they made his dress resemble henry iv's real portraits. and just the fact that jon finch resembles him very well!#in face. that's very satisfying#i remember when ben whatsisface played octavius caesar in the 2017(?) production of antony and cleopatra#i could've shit he looks JUST like the marble bust of augustus. i think i made a post about it one of the times i watched it#ofc you can cast whoever you want if youre a director but when the actor does look like the real historical figure. it makes my brain go br#david gwillim looks reasonably like henry v too & i like that they gave him the facial scar after the battle of shrewsbury#honestly henry v's never-to-be-seen facial scar from that battle is the only thing i find thoroughly interesting about him. the real henry#not the shakespearean version. prince hal i find plenty compelling#but the fact that his only portraits as an adult are taken from a completely side-facing angle. it begs the question!#diana the historical portrait nerd...#text post#shakespeare#henry iv#david giles#if i had a higher quality of the productions to watch id take screenshots but since the bbc television shakespeare#seems to only be available to stream in doody quality everywhere... eh what's the point
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