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wasyago · 3 months ago

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tango doodles

first you make up a guy and then you struggle to draw him correctly

#i need to stop drawing all the faces in 3/4 this is just silly.#gahh #anyways yes! im still on my quest to make tango look at least a little older #because every time i hear his voice the image in my head doesn't fit the sound at all.#dude has a raspy voice that doesn't exactly fit a little guy. if i could id draw him with more realistic proportions but i cant.#because um. reasons.#i can't just give up on my creachur cmon now...#ive noticed recently i tweaked a lot of my designs to be less cartoony. not sure if i like that actually. hm.#man i keep saying stuff like 'oh i gotta make weirder designs' but then i do the exact opposite??? huh?#i should stop trying to be normal. it's really hurting my image #GOD anyways. tags under the post yes.#tangotek #my art #sketch

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starscream-is-my-wife · 3 months ago

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This is part 1 of a continuation for my other post where LL Megatron gets trapped in the G1 universe, I was thinking about how someone would go insane in this cartoon world and thought "what if Megatron had someone else to accompany him" so, I gave Starscream an existential crisis

Edit: pt 2 here

#guys i cant continue this comic I'll get too attached to the “oh its g1 animation errors excuse”#“this has great potential to be hilarious” makes angst instead #starscream i love you but your shoulder spike thingies are annoying to draw #theres only two parts but i wanted to keep my streak of posting art daily #DO NOT BE FOOLED BY HIS CUTE FACE HES STILL EVIL hes just having alot of thoughts right now #sorry if my handwriting is hard to read at the end #i print when i can but i... unironicly write in cursive #transformers #megastar #megascream #megatron #starscream #megatron x starscream #transformers fanart #transformers g1 #tf idw #transformers au #ok looking at this a day later i realize how bad the flow is #note to self draw just make comics on the same canvas in the future #i will say though Ive never made comics before its pretty good for character angle practice! I need to do more of these #also use a character ref sheet!!! I gotta look at refs if im gonna do this cause its kinda obvious most of my drawings are from memory #G1 x LL AU

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larabar · 1 year ago

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all silliness gone

#combining my aus to create a supernova of. dread #(also the whole 'sonic is the only one to remember 06' thing)#it comes back to him in bits and pieces #just messes with him a bit #MAN ive gotta practice comics. if i could just put this all together in a cohesive way #but enough of that. ghost!sonic is soo fun to color i have a new favorite way #its kinda hard for him to keep himself together in this form so there are bits around him #also because its my favorite thing he falls apart a lot more when he gets frustrated or angry #sth #doodles #actually dead au #memories of the wind au #saying woof is something i picked up from amphibia i think. i cant stop saying it its so fun. like youre tired. woof.....#back to silliness after this one. probably

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spagheddiesquash · 15 days ago

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jawfizz doodles… actually maybe ill work on that ship name idk if i like the name i said.. anyway i mentioned before that my plan was to ship fizz with jawbone and so thats what i did!! never drawn anything like this before but im really liking how it turned out :^DDD

liked this? maybe u want to see more?? i dunno. but anyway if you liked it feel free to reblog!!

tracked time + kinda crappy bonus doodle under the cut

tracked time:

(do keep in mind this is elapsed. it really took me the past 3 days, on and off)

bonus doodle:

(i used up all my good art juices coloring the doodle sheet so unfortunately this one is noticeably not as good of quality. i at least got the idea down tho!!)

#monkey wrench #monkey wrench oc #monkey wrench jawbone #oc x canon #(HOWEVER i think i also mentioned fizz is kind of a self insert?? so i guess also selfshipping. so ill tag that too)#selfshipping #i do a lot of worrying about misinterpretations so for the record. in that bottom left drawing all theyre doing is kissing #also speaking of that drawing. when i say ONLY i mean the only way which i could DRAW and make it WORK #without it getting repetitive. yknow?#i could easily think of maybe 3 other ways they could kiss off the top of my head #but did i have the energy to draw them well? not really #also im saving one of them for the fic im writing…..#yknow if theres one nuance ive been adding on jawbone’s design its that i keep giving him less shirt cleavage #thats not intentional btw i just always draw him from memory so i forget how much bone hes really showing #gotta actually use a reference more often gfdi #my art.#my ocs #got an influx of new followers recently so in case youre new: i put my directors commentary in the tags of my art #sprinkled amongst the categorization tags… for anyone willing to read my yapping..#dunno if anyone reads these actually. wont change the fact that im gonna keep doing it regardless tho.

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mintaikk · 11 months ago

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Me reading a fic where the person had an identidy realization that they were in he aroace spectrum and now they were figuring themselves out(I finally found something that understood me and a romance I could relate to after all these years)

#love loses! you're on the aroace spectrum and you dont fucking know what you are but you're definitely on the spectrum #but it's so hard to explain bcuz how do youve never had a real crush on someone but also have had platonic feelings for someone #and dont want to do the romance thing but also still want to have a queer platonic relationship and do romance things?#YOU DONT #IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME BUT I JUST KNOW #ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I CANT JUST GET CRUSHES ON PEOPLE IT TAKES YEARS I'VE ONLY HAD 1 CRUSH THROUGHOUT MY LIFE #AND I JUST WANTWD TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM #I thought that was just me but the author was projecting and explained perfectly what i was going through #and ik i say “I cried” a lot when talking about something but i did actually cry #had to put my phone down bcuz it felt so nice to be understood #idk just venting and rambling lol #aroace #ace spectrum #gotta keep a journal on this bcuz i want to explain to people but it's so hard for even me to grasp #and i feel like they won't believe me anyways bcuz ive tried to himt st it but i just get weird looks #its annoying but it is what it is #aromantic #asexual #lgbt #queer #talking #rambling

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spitblaze · 2 months ago

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Coming atcha in this incredible sweater I inherited from my late grandfather

#spitblaze says things #im so sad i never got a chance to ask him to take me clothes shopping before his health went down the tubes and i figured myself out #i kinda feel that way with grief anyway. a lot of oughta coulda woulda shoulda. feeling like i squandered my time with them #that it wasnt meaningful enough. that we didnt form enough of a connection #but whatever its too late now. just gotta keep it in mind moving forwards. making connections and reaching out to ppl is So Fucking Hard #but its worth it and i KNOW its worth it and im tired of feeling like i never truly got to know someone before it was too late #im very bad at initiating conversations. im trying to work on it but starting shit is the hardest thing in the world for me #if we're friends and havent talked in a while feel free to reach our #like. maybe nor right this minute its like 11 and ive spent all day either driving or with family. im wiped #but yknow #see. him face #ftm #transmasc #nonbinary #transmasculine

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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Allowing myself to work on this comic. A LITTLE. Please....... I'm making comics all day every day please let me chase my bliss a little........... With a different comic...........

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insert-witty-saying-here · 1 year ago

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Just got my lovely commission of my Genshin oc Viktor and Kaeya from @orbitalmoonrat!! I love their art so much and I'm so glad that their commissions were open!!

#my ocs #genshin oc #viktor (oc)#others art #genshin impact oc #kaeya alberich #genshin kaeya #nini again thank you so much idk how many times ive said that but #i just gotta keep saying it bcs i love it sm #guh look at how kaeya is looking at viktor #so so so queer i love them #ive been staring at them for 5 hours

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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago

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ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame

#just like me fr perhaps #dear brother #oniisama e #idk what it is but shes so intriguing. mysterious shit-untogether lady #also i love everyone's beef so far like im completely hooked on the drama as camp as it usually is #like went OHH SHIT the second i found out the big three were on bad terms like ouhhh theyre fightinggg #and minako is profoundly real. the video essay that convinced me to watch this mentioned her encapsulation of quote #'every bpd feeling ive ever had' and as an outsider that seems right #school full of girls to study under a magnifying glass like bugs. girlbugs #this is an era of shojo im not very familiar with (ok ig all eras are like that but my knowledge of 70s shojo is like.#ok rose of vsailles over here and that tennis thing's over there and uh. yeah thats it)#and yeah ik the anime's from the 90s but it appears. to me. pretty married to more 70s aesthetics at least #ANYWAY kaoru ily we need a butch failgirl to shout these girls into line and shes balling too btw no way #and minako ily you're extremely real and a scene stealer and i need you to beat more girls up #nanoko im leering over your shoulder like a little shoulder devil bc i want you to be worse and im suspecting you're getting there #oh i forgot to say this part but i keep comparing it to utena #no one ive seen brings up db in their utena analyses as an influence so i have to wonder if 1) this is just more obscure #(if only for the western video essayists im watching) or 2) they share other common ancestry im not familiar with #once again i gotta watch rose of vrsailles for brserk reasons but also now bc of this #she's important she's influential etc etc #anyway yeah excited to get back to the mentally ill girl variety hour ✌️✌️#asuka rei #<- I FORGOT TO TAG IT WITH HER 😫😫😫

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just-gay-thoughts · 9 months ago

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Good news! Mri says my hip is normal! If this is somehow has not stopped the pain or discomfort you can schedule a meeting to talk about follow up! Gotta wait a month though! We know you're only in town for 3 months but dont worry, I'm sure we'll get a lot done before you need to leave again!

#gay thoughts #mini rant #and ive made peace with using a cane but my mom keeps commenting negatively whenever i talk about the future in reference to it #yes id love to have a normal hip mect summer but realistically thats unlikely considering the reality of college and the speed we're going #and the cane helps me get out and to my classes and im fine with it the only thing i hate is my top speed barely being that of an old lady #and she says im too young but also shit happens sometimes and i just gotta deal witb it #lord save me from saying the same thing to her if she ever needs a cane #i love her but sometimes im glad to spend most of the year at college

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu

#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self #and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is #recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this #and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth #sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there #how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way #anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again #i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare #u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath #your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he #i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted #bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters #but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk #goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh #bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice #i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will #simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think #having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think #over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to #yaar #i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows #two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion #when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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s4 xmen evo charles stronger than me cause i could not imagine my evil ex husband who i still have feelings for being sent to the color dimension in the wake of an ancient evil being Awakened one week and then The Entire David Situation Happening the next like truly he gets kudos for Not deliberately confronting apocalypse earlier and getting himself sent to the color dimension

#snap chats #i Am calling it the color dimension its what my bro kept calling it dkAONSSN #my last post before i sleep … probably …#anyway yeah i finished evolution tonight //crying cause its over//#ive got thoughts but we focusin on this one and let me start by sayin im surprised david even got an ep #IM GLAD HE DID BUT DOKSK also. super illegal Not giving his wack hair cut but ill permit it this once #only because i keep getting jumpscared by the fact hes scottish sometimes #but no fuxkin …… yeah losing eriks one thing but then imagine if you will #gettinf a random call in the middle of the night and its some bloke saying youre his dad #and then you call your ex wife and shes like ‘yeah i hid him from you and told him you abandoned us. btw.’#and THEN when you try to save him you fuck up Terribly and the son you barely knew for five minutes is gone before your very eyes #like he just gotta be normal bout that ??? Ok. Whatever.#NEVER TO COME BACK HE JUST LEAVES AND THATS THAT girl… i repeat charles stronger than me….#jean shoulda looked at charles when he said he was gonna ‘talk’ to apocalypse and just said her goodbyes there fjWOSJSJ #i mean. he comes back so w/e BUT STILL FOEKSK #ok im sleeping now (lie) byyyyee !!!!

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medilies · 2 months ago

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Do you ever watch s3 and s4 and realise you're not enjoying it that much

#im kinda in two minds #cause there ARE so many insane details and subtext and all that #and i love reading your guys analyses #but at the same time #actually watching through the eps in s3/4?#they're often tedious #no i dont wanna hear another monologue from the most irritating character in the universe murray bauman #why'd you introduce russians in a massive underground bunker for gods sakes #i thought this was a small intimate story about normal ppl faced with the unknown of the supernatural #not the eye of the cold war storm #any dangerous scene? literally any time they put a character in danger?#idc im not invested praying they'll make it through #cause they always always make it through #even when it seems like they literally died #and what is with the quipiness in the later season?#like all those like marvel lines and interactions and witty one liners and moments where they finish each others sentences would make me #roll my eyes in any other show that i already wasnt invested in #even byler #i love byler with all my heart and i dont doubt they're endgame #but for me even that sweet knowledge is soured by the fact it seems they're trying to cater to every demographic in their massive audience #they turned hopper in this super macho muscle gun man who appeals to people who want a tom cruise show #they're trying to keep both jancy and stancy fans satisfied simultaneously #i dont doubt byler will happen but i just think its going to be very small importance-wise screen-time wise in the midst of everything else #i've sort of had cognitive dissonance cause ive been in this space where everybody praises the shit out of it (i mean duh its a fandom)#and they point out impressive details and links and say stuff like 'the duffers had everything planned from the beginning!'#so i was refusing to acknowledge that i wasnt enjoying actually watching the show as it strayed further from what it had been in s1 #sorry guys gotta agree with friendly soace ninja on this one (kinda stupid to put on tags where most ppl do genuinely love the show and pls #ignore these depressing thoughts and continue happily on with your hyperfixation if you do)#stranger things #byler

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lokh · 3 months ago

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i dont know if i can finish this movie

#just abt 27 min into 1hr45 #and things appear to be peaking for the main character. which means #its only gonna go downhill from here (its a horror movie)#i dont know that technically tagalog is my first language as i (no longer?) speak it #but you know how they say things like media/literature are more embarrassing/vulnerable in ur first language #yeah. i would be significantly further into this movie if i didnt keep pausing it arhgdfbjgv #UNPROFESSIONAL. HER DIRECT SUPERVISOR IS HITTING ON HER AT WORK? (shes clocking out but still)#actually wait. i realise that he was the supervising TRAINER #so given that shes now an employee... maybe he asked her out specifically because hes no longer her direct supervisor?#okkkkk i take it back. still shes gotta be like twice his age???#andddd thats gotta be a ghost. ok #or like. idk is there an aswang equivalent to a vampire needing to be invited #is that why its called sunod???#well actually maybe that doesnt make sense. ive been translating that as 'follow' in my head #but it also means 'next'?#NEVERMIND I TAKE IT BACK AGAIN. HES STILL HER SUPERVISOR #and why is she answering her phone on the work floor!#<- has only ever worked secure settings. maybe this is normal idk #..........................he is now giving her an advance against company policy.#-_-.............................................................................. hes physically coming on to her #OH FUCK she just slapped him.#oh fuck she just kneed him in the balls. oh that job is gone #she wasnt immediately fired and hes acting normal at the weekly meeting.........................................#oh shit . her daughter (or whatever thing is possessing/replacing her) overheard. this guy is gonna die lol

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intertexts · 6 months ago

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ros i hope u know that every time u post nhw virion i want 2 EXPKODE he’s literally my most specialest little guy of all time i love him. having insnae blorbo thoughts over him except i don’t know how 2 articulate any of my thoughts so i am just perpetually rotating him in my mind at mach speeds. wgajghggh i wamt 2 hold him gentle in my hands. like a baby bird. ur imprint art makes me want 2 eat rocks. mentally i am putting ur imprint art in a heart shaped locket and looking at it and sighing wistfully like a widow whose husband died at war or some shit i love hjm SO MUCH ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ me when nhw virion

HFDHKFKFGKGGH HIIII WHISKEY YAYAYAYAYYY WAHOO <3333 imnot gonna lie this is also what im doing with him 24/7. i donjt know what it is but something abt him specifically is so. Augh!!! wiwi is just ambiently guy of all time dakota makes me feel insane shrimp emotions in pd nhw virion is like. literally so. hes so!!!!!! hes everything 2 me. were in the fucking imprint trenches together man im so fuckign glad u get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^him for u specifically <333333333

#YEAG. YEAH. THERES A FUCKING REASON WHY EVERY SINGLE NHW FIC IVE WRITTEN IS WIBBY POV JUST BEING INSANE OVER HIM.#PREDATOR HANDSHAKE.......... im not gonna say u gotta read worm bc i understand u have so much shit going on irl & it can b frustrating whe #someone keeps tellin u that & ur like WELL I WANT TO. BUT EVERYTHING. so i will not say u gotta read worm. but. man im so fucking excited #for when u do...... GOD i love virion so much. mac said his nickname instead of vyn or vynce should just be v or vi (vee) & ive been #thinking abt that for DAYS is how dire it is for me. auauagh. love uuuuuuuuuuu shaking u around SO HARD rn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333 #whiskey tag!#pd lb

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tribbles-the-lesbian · 6 months ago

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For you ✨❤️pookie❤️✨another work in progressssss~

⬇️original sketch below⬇️

#i get to draw my babies again #I GET TO DRAW MY BABIES AGAIN!!!!!:3!!!!#i love drawing my tribbles and i love to think of their interactions with each otherX3 #and i just realized that I haven’t really drawn these silly siblings really interacting with one anotherrrr….gonna have to do thatt #but anyways #i finally decided how i (think) i want to draw their eyes when closed for resting #i was on the fence about either doing them the way i did before(which was a while ago) when i did the closed eye line and then just the top #lid visible or doing the way shown(which i actually first did when i did my frank&eddie piece X3)#and i think i like it this way!!!#took my a few tries but i feel pretty good about doing them where its their eye-shape with a low-line if that makes sense #phew i really hope some of that made sense #but now ive only got the faux-rendering(?) and background to do #the background shoundnt be too hard bc i want to keep it simple since its just supposed to be the ground #(i say this as if i dont say that each time i do a background that always ends up taking a whole day)#welcome home #welcome home clown illustrations #welcome home puppet show #welcome home oc #welcome home mitt #welcome home tibbers #welcome home houi #mitt n tribbles #tibbers t tribbles #houi d tribbles #<i dont care that nobody else will probably ever use these tags gotta make sure my babies have their own #artists on tumblr #wip #wip tag #sketch #digital art

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