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You're not allowed to be against providing free menstrual products in public schools if you've never bled through your pants during class and/or have never been the victim of tampon pee string
#ive had both happen to me#and they both sucked and couldve been avoided had i been able to access pads or tampons#but no i was stuck at school with no access to either and too embarrassed to ask someone for one#not tf#my ramblings
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do u see the vision. are you picking up what im putting down here
#simon petrikov#stanford pines#ford pines#adventure time#gravity falls#jess scribbles#scopophobia//#both of them are just. Old Nerd who was obsessed with peculiar things and is now living in a world different from what they once knew.#and also had a very codependent relationship with someone who so happens to be a chaos god in some form or another#also be nice 2 me this is like the 2nd time ive ever drawn ford i think
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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lmaoooo the kuroken is strong with the crunchyroll subs
#im too tired to find the manga panel rn to double check what the og translation is#but i dont think this was the exact wording lmao#kuroken#overall the crunchyroll subs are the best ive seen between the formats ive watched#i only have a few complaints so far#(why wont they give me 'devour every scrap of their bones'??? and sighhh 'man who walks ahead of me/hes always one step ahead of me' doesnt#hit the same in any of the subs ive seen but meh)#both my american and japanese theater experiences had subtitles that i literally couldnt understand what was supposed to be#happening at parts lmao#just like there was no context given or it was too literal or just actually wrong at times#so this version has been MILES better#everything is understandable and the jokes are actually funny lol#(i still dont get why they dont just copy the manga translations for the most part. iirc the actual japanese is the same across both so why#not make the translation the same too)#garbage dump#x
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ummmmmmm guys this dungeons looking a little dark here..........................ummmm..... hello??? guys??
#quirinahdraws#darkest dungeon#darkest dungeon 2#IVE BEEN IN THE TRENCHES SO I NEED 2 POST MY EARLY APRIL DRAWINGS FROM WHEN I WAS (am) PLAYING THIS GAME TERMINALLY....#try to guess my favorite character (very difficult impossible /j)#notable moments include reynauld and dismas kicking the bucket in my first year to which i thought after the latter. ok at least theyre#together in death or watever. anyways i got a beyond the grave a week later with both of them and i could only revive one of them and my#first thought was wow! this would make great angst fodder! i should make a comic (and then i didnt)#but dismas is dead so i can never get the achievement but he basically carried me thru vvulf bc i didnt have any legend lvl frontliners and#i didnt know u could just sacrifice a hero to retreat. or that you had to destroy the bomb barrel HAHAHAHAH but we defeated vvulf SOMEHOW#sketchdump#digital#dd plague doctor#dd jester#dd shieldbreaker#dd arbalest#dd abomination#SORRY FOR YAOIFYING BIGBY THAT BADLY IDK WHAT HAPPENED...ETTO.......#my favorite builds are damage over time <3 number one blight buddy supporter#but marked for death r also my pookies....i just find marked builds a little awkward to use imo. but bh is like my blorbo#i find it funny drawing any of the charas bc i feel like i always draw characters a little too cutesy/colorful but its shrimpresting
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That scene where Alucard and the queen interact made me so giddy the first time I watched Hellsing. It's one of the reasons why Alucard and her is like my top ship for him.
Imo there is something so special about how despite not ending up with someone due to your role in politics/influence, your love for them never ceases. An immortal being that is caught up in the beauty of seeing you matured and full of life experiences when they met a version of you that didn't have all of that. I don't think he'd let anyone hold him that gently. I know that Alucard is a whore but I'd like to believe that the look in his eye to her was pure love and tenderness.
#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#alucard x the queen#alucard hellsing#cough cough i should continue my one story#classic “hey sorry guys i had alot of life things happen” a03 fic writer deal#don't get me started on this vision i have of her talking to him the night before her coronation when she was still a princess#they have a talk about responsibility and their separate roles#idk if ive like rly decided if she still gets married or not tbh#i think both are interesting#if she does just the ache of#“i will wait for you” to be met with “no I want you to experience everything I cannot give to you”#🥺
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[ trips and falls down the stairs ]
hello i come bearing phos doodles o(-(
#ray art#houseki no kuni#land of the lustrous#hnk#hnk phos#phosphophyllite#howdy again doing my once in a blue moon tumblr art post#“hopefully more art soon” so that was a lie!#anyways in my time gone ive had other things come in with a steel chair and take over my braincells#them being orv#especially orv and hnk#like my GOD my artblock is still kicking my ass even now but once i get past it i swear im going to make so much art for both of them#gonna draw an au where nothing bad ever happened to phos bc i still havent Recovered from the most recent chapters#PHOS MY BABYYYY AUGHHUEUEUEUE#alright thats it from me see you either soon or ina million years again
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Here's my extremely curated Jayvik playlist btw, it ain't got a lot rn but I have a few heavy hitters in here that I'm placing gently in your palm
#playlist#jayvik#kettering is SOOOOOOOOO good i found it on someone else's jayvik playlist in like 2022#i didnt care at all about jayvik at the time...could not tell you what i was doing rooting around in a playlist for them#BUT i love that song and it suits them so well#i perhaps even cracked open premiere pro to try and see if i could make an edit with kettering....jury is still out#epilogue is great too but it like legitimately makes me nauseous to listen to it LMAO#just absolutely gutting imo#and recently ive been manchester orchestra'ing it up so both those songs are fresh additions#but equally fitting if i do say so myself#forever a fall out boy girlie so when i was listening to from now on we are enemies the other day#i was like wait......'im just a man on the balcony singing nobody will ever remember me' you say.......#'heralded as a king before i had a birthday with double digits' you say....almost as if this was always destined to happen...#not art#text poasted#en ee way. bappy new year#i have been so busy recently but don't worry! i stay insane <3#Spotify
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Aunty lee know and happy lil vegemite chan handmade resin keychains :]
#they arent perfect bc ive never used resin before so idk what im doing but theyre cute enoygh for me#i did a paw print seungmo too but the feelings are mixed currently lol#also yes i am in some kinda crafting obsession moment 😩#theyre both a lil metallic but its had to pick up#now to see if the ink from my pictures bleeds.... thats what happened to seungmin a bit even tho i mod podged em#lol
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that reminds me i need to watch any and all adaptations of tcomc with eugenie in them. badly. even the ones where they straightwash her like gankutsuou. i miss her i miss her badly i need to reread tcomc i miss ittttttttt the adaptations are so overwhelmingly focused on the romance which impacts the revenge plot to the degree that morcerf is elevated to the primary antagonist above danglars and villefort and caderousse because where the others also wronged edmond, morcerf did it for the purpose of stealing his wife, which is the ultimate wrong in the eyes of a romantic story. there's not a great number of ways to condense a 1200 page story to a movie of a reasonable length, but i wish so many didn't make the genre shift to romance. it's been done before! there are other angles to explore it from! make a movie focused on the younger generation like albert and franz and beauchamp and have the main plot going on in the background! refrain from showing any backstory at all and only show how we get to the downfalls of the villains! i love mercédes, but cut the romance, i am begging you.
#my first impression of tcomc was the frank wildhorn musical which (surprise surprise) is a romance#wherein the revenge on danglars and villefort is set up and enacted in the space of one song#but it's been utterly supplanted by the book because it's so much BETTER. it's so much more unique!#it's an incredibly slow-paced and winding story with a hundred moving pieces and so many elements to play with#ive always been a particular fan of the ways the younger half of the cast are contrasted against the older#benedetto's arrest being announced during his marriage to eugenie#to parallel how both edmond and villefort had their weddings halted by the arrest of edmond#the duel between albert and beauchampppp man i dont even remember specifics but i remember it was awesome#hell i'm not asking for much. please god show me something where villefort's character isn't utterly mangled#hes a blatant foil to edmond he brings the most connection to the political landscape the novel was written in#hes so! GAH! his DOWNFALL was enacted by his WIFE the one he married after his FIRST FIANCÉ DIED#BECAUSE ALL MARRIAGES END IN FUCKING TRAGEDY#except like. monsieur et madame danglars. i cant remember if anything happened to them#i know the count drives a wedge between them but i dont recall how instrumental it is to the revenge. i was more focused on eugenie#godddd i need to reread this book . i only read it once and made it some of the way thru an audiobook#however. 1200 pages. audiobook was 52 hours long.#ok i read a chapter a week how about that.#if im trying to read a chapter a day then that leaves me 6 days to focus on reading new stuff and one day to count my monte cristos#at that pace itll only take me. checks watch. over 2 years to reread it
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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going through the wiki transcripts and finding out clem and vi support each other even more than i already thought......... god.....
#the reassurances and support................... killing me........#thought the 'this is marlons fault' option was gonna be mean to marlon but its clem reassuring vi that what happened wasnt her fault??#and that vi couldnt have known marlon was lying to her??#vi being kind and understanding about clem holding up tenn and tries to soften the tension between them#RAAAAAAHHH#it speaks#twdg#violentine#had to start a new save to see some of these choices ive never picked In Action and its great so far thank you wiki#having a real [GLASS HIM] moment right now about some of these like wow i did Not think that was what that option meant#new [GLASS HIM] moment: telling vi 'sorry to disappoint' is SARCASTIC??? 'no disappointment here im glad you came back :)'#and clem smiles and 'hah's about it 😭 theyre so cute new fave option there#'what about the others?' 'ohhh well theyre less excited about it'#end of the ep said vi was annoyed by the sarcastic greeting which is very interesting since they were both smiling about it#see what i mean i thought it was gonna be mean sarcastic but it comes off as playful sarcastic but its apparently mean sarcastic
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apologies to all the people that followed me for bsd stuff and are now watching me spiral into gravity falls and my occasional deadpool x wolverine (poolverine? i forgot the ship name) reblogs
#i still love bsd dont get me wrong#i just latched onto gravity falls so strongly that i need to consume media for it and sooth the rabid creature in my mind#it happens every year like clockwork now that i think abt it#started with undertale (which lasted almost two years i think) and had bits of loz and fnf scattered throughout it#then maybe 4 months of tbhk obsession#and then mha and demon slayer (both very strongly)#and then inuyasha and death note (i never collected much stuff for those fandoms bc i just rewatched the series so much. ive watched#death note over 20 times and idek how many times ive rewatched inuyasha)#and then aot and a few various others for a few months#and then bsd very very strongly with bits of things like helluva boss hazbin hotel and small things#and now gravity falls with poolverine#I YAP SM IM SORRY#gravity falls#billford#ford squared#bsd#bungou stray dogs#aot#deadpool and wolverine#tbhk#fnf#no more tags bc im tired
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re: the last post i reblogged bc i am realizing just how much i yapped in the tags and i do not wish to subject the wider tumblr public to that rant LMAO
#copying the tags bc it is very much a tag rant#bros. truly it has been nothing but a wonderful time here#perhaps even the most enjoyable time i have ever had in a fandom despite being here for like 3 months tops#(bc i'm actually posting stuff and interacting with people for once but i digress)#but i cannot deny. being part of a smaller quieter fandom after coming from some of the larger ones on here has me scratching at the walls#guy on the left was me in september where everything was new to me and i had all this wonderful fanwork to go through. autism heaven#guy on the right. me rn. please do not ask me how many times i have refreshed the tags on both here and ao3. it's ungodly#has me doing things like (on top of actually interacting with people) rereading fics. long ones. which i have done before. twice?#out of many years of reading#i've hunted down nice long fics older than me (also never done before) (because none of my other fandoms are older than me but still)#[edit nvm i remembered there was exactly one fandom i've dipped my toes in that is also older than me so ive definitely read some fics#from there that were Aged. didnt hunt those down tho it just happened. edit over]#but i've put off reading them bc like. what if they don't get them like we do yknow. what if they write something and it's Wrong#perhaps a terrible thing to think of them because what i can tell their writing is very high quality but still..#every day i consider rereading welcome to the panopticon on ao3 and one day the demons will take over and i will be reading all 88k words#once more. among other fics#congrats to these guys they truly have consumed me and i fear it is terminal#kit yap session
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shoutout to people working their dream jobs doing something mundane
#i work in IT and can i be honest. i might complain about my work sometimes but ive never#gone to bed and been like ''man i dont want to go to work tomorrow''#or like. i have had thoughts similar to that but it's always because of something non work related#like rn im excited to go to work and see my co workers tomorrow morning#but also i wish i didnt have work so i could wake up to play monhun#or sometimes i wish i could just sleep in. but i never hate my job#i enjoy going there. i can make a living with it. actually as soon as i graduate i'll be earning pretty well#though most of that will be going to student loans for some years but it's still more than what my parents made combined when i was a kid#pre taxes for both of us. not taking inflation into account.#i know i complain about management and complain at work but i genuinely really like my job#its always been my dream to have a job i dont mind doing. and this is it.#im not saying id feel the same in any it job. but here i get to manage like a billion different systems and device types#and i get to do so much different things and theres always something new and fun going on and i get to be a part of making it happen#and its a very seasonal job so im not doing the same thing all around the year. spring is the busiest but i fucking love spring#both in general and at work#days go by fast bc theyre busy but theyre busy in like ah. how do i say it. in a way i dont have high brain power work#sure i need to know my shit but its easy shit#and then winter is always projects and v much using my brain and less my body#spring and summer some work days are workouts gdvxhdns#also during some weeks in the summer. i can go on a walk anytime and get ice cream or something on the clock#and using the excuse of saying im patroling our systems gdvxhsj#theres a lot to do but the work environment is chill#a lot of IT work is. sure paying way more but also complete hell. not for me.#what im doing rn is like. i would not mind retiring here.#im not surprised lots of ppl do like 40 year careers where i work#sure managements been kinda shit but things are changing rn#and i feel like theyre changing for the better#idk im just v happy rn!#spring is coming and i can feel it#i love spring theres so much new things happening
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I'm starting to think it's almost impossible for me to write something for Merlin and Leon to not be a main character if not THE main character
#everything ive managed to even partially write out for my soulmate au has leon in it#for all the people whos introduction to my writing has been this au and was expecting me to focus on... you know... merlin or arthur#you are mistaken#dont get me wrong! theyre both characters that are in it! but leon is my favorite character and he has a death grip on me even now#an idea has wormed into my head and i have no idea what to do after it and how to explore the ramifications#its very angsty#im half convinced it has happened because i made the comment to myself 'i havent had any meaningful merlin leon interactions in this#yet' and uh. i created an abomination per usual#even when hes not immortal i cant resist killing leon a little bit; as a treat for myself#bbc merlin#merlin#sir leon#liv writes#(i will not perma kill any characters that dont die in canon and even then i will fight very hard to not do that even then)
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