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I rewrote the first chapter of My Immortal if it were a super pretentious literary fiction novel
I came up with this idea at like 3am and I'm not great at litfic, so I just dialed up the purple prose to 10 and hoped for the best lmao
here it is:
My Immortal
Chapter 1
Slush battered my dorm room window, half-rain, half-snow, existing somewhere between two states of matter. Siblings of a sort, meshed in disharmony, coating the campus outside in its misery. I watched as the pretty-in-pink girls with their fluffy faux-leather boots and paper thin leggings slipped and struggled their way across the courtyard. Suffering. I loved it.
One of them, a girl in garish Aeropostale garb, caught my eyes, and her face twisted with bitterness. Her minions gathered around her, âare you okay, Brittney? Whatâs the matter, Brittney?â but she didnât answer them. A petty impulse gripped me, and I raised a single night-painted nail, baring my teeth in a wicked grin and making sure all of her friends saw the crude gesture. Brittney and her entourage stormed off, and I waved them away with self-satisfaction.
I returned to my vanity, picking out bottles and jars and palettes of Hot Topic-brand makeup. My tastes were simple, but refined. Unlike the baby blue and bubblegum that all the other girls wore, I understood the need for contrast. Where there is heat, you need cold; where there is light, there will be dark. White foundation, black lipstick. And, perhaps, a bit of eyeliner and some red eyeshadow for flare.
Black is an essential part of my wardrobe. Itâs how I stand out from the mindless masses, how I tell the world that Iâm not like other girls. I find variety through textureâlace for my corset, leather for my miniskirt, stitched canvas for my combat boots. Any colors I use are bright, but theyâre carefully placed. Pink for my fishnets, red and purple highlights for my long ebony hair, neon bright like patterns on a poisonous frog.
The year 2006. My seventh and final year at Hogwarts. It was hard to believe I had made it this farâfocusing on your studies isnât easy when youâre always the center of attention. I had men tripping over their heels for me left and right, an intensely annoying phenomenon. I could spell it out for them a million times, that they could never handle me, that I donât want to talk to preps and normies, and still they simper, my words like olive oil sliding off their brains. The fact that I was a vampire apparently wasnât enough of a deterrent, nor was the hatred behind my icy blue eyes.
I walked outside, the cold air like a cooling balm against my pale skin. There was rarely any sun in Hogwarts during the winter months, the ideal environment for me. I was almost sad this was my last year. I took a deep breath, then walked out into the courtyard, with little more than a lacy parasolâblack, like alwaysâto shield me from the slush.
Once I reached the middle of the courtyard, I saw him. Draco Malfoy, standing in an adjacent walkway speaking to a few of his friends. Blond hair whipping in the wind, almost blending in with the frost. One of the few men at this school that I could tolerate. I recalled the day I met him, our first day in Potions class. The teacher spoke my full name when calling attendance, âEbony Darkâness Dementia Raven Way.â A mouthful, but one I owned with pride. He called the name of the boy sitting next to me, âDraco Malfoy.â
He turned to me once we broke off to work in groups. âYour last name is Way?â he said, a glint of curiosity in his captivating hazel eyes. A mischievous grin split his face, and he said, âYou wouldnât happen to be related to Gerard Way, would you?â
That wasnât the first time I heard the comparison, but it was also how I knew Draco wasnât like other guys. He was actually cool. âI wish,â I said, smiling for the first time that day. "because he's a major fucking hottie."
âYou look more like Amy Lee,â he replied.
I was charmed. I couldnât help it. âYou can call me Ebony,â I replied. âLike my hair.â
He spotted me in the courtyard, and his hazel eyes lit up. âHey, Ebony!â he said, waving eagerly.
I felt myself blush as he approached me. âWhatâs up Draco?â
A small breath escaped his lips, as the sound of my voice seemed to bring something out of him. A short burst of exhilaration, perhaps at hearing his name spoken on my lips. A shade of longing passed over his face, and he was suddenly shy. âNothing,â he finally said, still staring at me.
I opened my mouth to speak, but I paused, noticing my friend Willow behind him waving at me and calling my name. The bell for class rang, an infuriating interruption that made my stomach drop. Reluctantly, Draco and I parted ways.
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hope you enjoyed this mania-fueled atrocity I've committed lmao
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thinking about the way ghost doesn't hesitate to start killing shadows when graves betrays them but soap only takes one hostage
you can almost hear the voice in his head telling him it doesn't have to be this way; they can still talk it out
"i'm calling shepherd"
his first instinct when confronted with betrayal is to play it by the books: to go up the chain. that goes against everything we've seen him do. he bucks authority at every chance except for the one time he's confronted with the barrels of his allies' guns
he wants a peaceful resolution; for the first time we've ever seen, he doesn't want violence to be the answer. there has to be another fix, a solution that doesn't end with him killing the same men he's been working with; his friends
nothing's happened yet
it doesn't have to go this way
but ghost has been betrayed before. he knows the way this ends; either with him six feet under or his enemy
he doesn't hesitate
it's only when they knock alejandro out that soap shoots; when they spill the first blood and cross a line they can never come back from
only when ghost orders him to run and he has to cover his retreat
and somewhere along the line, between civiliansâ screams and taunting voices, between his shaking breath and ghost steady in his ear, that naivety is stripped away; his trust turned to teeth that he uses to sink into throats of men he'd have given his life for
"be careful who you trust, sergeant; people you know can hurt you the most"
he's learned the price of trust
just like ghost did
but unlike ghost, he has someone to guide him through the aftermath
"good advice, It"
#im gonna add these to my notfics on ao3 i think i have a Lot of these floating around#a bit shorter than my other metas but i think its something that gets missed when people talk about alone#soap is a violent man#his career literally trains him to shoot first ask questions later#and yet he still tries his best to avoid blood when faced with betrayal#and you realise it actually does fit him#soap cares about the men he serves with#he wants to save the men at the crash site he checks on a downed soldier he asks about civilians about alejandros family#hes very tuned into the people around him#and he cant turn that off until hes forced to#until graves gives him a reason to hate him#and all of that previous care and consideration goes out the window#âmakes me want to commit a few war crimes of my ownâ#dont cross soap#you want like what happens if you do#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#weâre a team. ghost team#talk meta to me#soap cod#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#meta#phillip graves#graves cod#save post
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If youâre gonna care about prison abolition and justice you are necessarily going to have to care about the people who DID do those crimes and just want to reintegrate and live a normal life without hurting anyone. You're gonna have to be cool with the fact that the guy scanning your groceries mightâve raped someone. You're gonna have to relax about the possibility that your bank teller used to be a career criminal. The person sitting next to you on the bus mightâve committed three different murders, and as long as he's not about to commit a fourth right now, that's not your fuckin' problem. People don't disappear from society after they commit crimes, and most of them really just want to live a normal, stable life instead of going back to that. And the best way to make sure they don't relapse is to ensure they're able to live that peaceful life instead of freaking out because the guy next door used to run a dogfighting ring. You donât have to be friends with them, you don't even have to like them, but you're gonna need to be okay with them existing in society. Sorry.
#spitblaze says things#SPITBLAZE SMASH#ive been playing y8 and lemme tell you. NOBODY else with this kind of reach and budget is tackling this topic#'aaaah that guy used to be a yakuza and hes helping OTHER yakuza find gray area jobs aaaaaaaah'#as opposed to what exactly. unless you want every single person whos ever committed a crime to die they cant just disappear#and anyone who has EVER been a yakuza has a mandatory 5 year period where they have ZERO social safety net. no apartment. no phone plan.#nothing. nada. zip. zilch#this person couldve been expelled because they gave away every last dollar the clan had to charity.#you still gotta go five years at rock bottom and good fucking luck if you survive that#society has undesirables and just shoving them to the side where you dont have to think about them#only makes it more likely they'll relapse#so either be normal about thr fact that someone might have been a felon or a bad person at some point#or shut the fuck up lmao
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Whenever I'm sad I think of that time Wes Johnson read the Imperial Guard dialogue in Sheogorath's voice
#my art#sheogorath#shivering isles#oblivion#tes 4#tes#the elder scrolls#daggerfall#tes 2#tes iv#daedra#wes johnson#using him as faceclaim turned out not too shabby ngl#it wouldn't be a day ending in -das without sheo committing a crime against fashion#dw there's more where that came from just give me a couple days
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SONIC PRIME TOMORROW>>>>>>
#casart#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#sonic and tails#tails the fox#sonic prime#i hope miles gets to commit war crimesâ#all ive seen so far is the 3min clip confirming his name is nine;;w;;#edit: i cant believe the bitch actually pulled out a gun skjjshcksbdks
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I have been having a strong urge to make another puppet oc, so alas, take this pain iv made-
When I mean pain, I literally mean it- JDHHFHDH I got so stressed out trying to color him that my adrenaline spiked and now Iâm trying to relax LMAOOOO
but anyway, hereâs Robbie (not to be confused with Robert), a Howdy family member oc, cause who am I as a howdy supremacy supporter if I didnât have SOMEBODY related to him smhh. Heâs kinda an smartass/asshole (being a 3 horned rhinoceros beetle) but when ya get to know the bastard heâs a nerdy lil goof whoâll never shut up about literally anything heâs done. How many crimes has he committed? He lost count smh.
heâs a little bit more of a serious character-? But heâs kinda still in the same playing field as Dr.Stone is where they are a âguest characterâ. Also unlike Dr.Stone who has a set occupation, Robbie hops from job to job, one day heâs working at your local seven eleven, the other day heâs a astronaut going to space (donât ask how he the hell he even got in- heâs too crafty for his own good-)
#Itâs been like two hours now b l e h I feel like garbage#Welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home howdy#welcome home wally#Iv been wanting to make a character for a while now with a long ass s n o o t#Even tho technically thatâs not his nose itâs a horn#Also he totally doesnât sleep on random peopleâs couches#One of his major crimes he constantly commits is identity theft#I need to draw gay muppets next to heal my w o u n D s#Howdy pillar#Wally darling#Welcome home oc robbie#robbie robs
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The boysâ parents, Marisol and Horacio! They are both super normal. Just a pair of morally unclear adults who love each other veeeeeery much.
The little comic is mostly uncannon, just for funnies. What IS canon is Marisolâs family judges her profusely on her taste in cryptid boyfriends.
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#my art#los brujos#marisol#horacio#dolores#the ship dynamic meme but its beautiful and powerful femme x fucked up weird thing that will commit crimes for them#ive played around with the sisters/tias designs but theyâre still wip
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you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are gray
(prompt fill for @mcspirkevents' mcspirk bingo prompt "gone with the wind".)
static frames below:
ouch! neck deep in aos bones feels rn... lmk if i should make a fix-it or somethin
#yeah so yesterday i said id try not to get distracted.. Guess how well that went LMAO#SORRY BONES hes going thru it in this one but literally this is all aos canon. aos is so mean to him and for what#not a single drop of closure... tos bones would flip shit if he found out. Thats the real reason why bones prime never shows up in aos#YEAH BTW PLEASE LOOK AT THE STATIC FRAMES PROCREATE HAS A ASTRONOMIC GRUDGE AGAINST THE 3RD SLIDE FOR SOME REASON#it would NOT stop crunching that one single GODDAMN FRAME in the gif. like full on colour blowout. like WHAT DID IT EVER DO TO YOU#YEAH SO I HAD TO SCREENSHOT IT AND PUT THAT IN THE GIF. EXCEPT MY IPAD SCREENSHOTS THINGS WEIRD. so its CONSPICUOUSLY BRIGHT#the 3rd and 4th frames are meant to have the same background color. every time i watch the gif i am filled with unimaginable rage#WHAT DID THAT FRAME EVER DO TO MY IPAD. what unforgivable crimes did it ever commit to be disrespected like this#ok rant over tags now :))#star trek#star trek aos#star trek fanart#mcspirk bingo#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#spones#mckirk#spirk#star trek alternate original series#aos#spones fanart#leonard mccoy#bones mccoy#spock#jim kirk#did not use a single ref so the fact that the uniforms are reasonably legible as aos is a win (not like i use refs for anything else lol)#spirk is holding hands in that last frame!! gay people moment#OH AND I DID THIS IN LIKE. AROUND 3 HOURS? ive been meaning to draw that first frame for ages now so YIPPEEEEE#i did have a different caption in mind tho. Guess ill redraw it in the future LMAO#dust medibang paints
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*Nyarly's voice* But with all that said, it's time to answer the question: can you beat Shin Megami Tensei IV: Apocalypse without commiting a single war crime?
No, no you can't.
#you probably commit other war crimes earlier#let's not question child soldiers tho#since this is anime we're talking about#shin megami tensei#smt iv apocalypse
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"It's lonely without Bernard..."
#bravely default 2#anihal#hey now that im over most of my im too depressed to play video games what if i go back to a game#that destroys my emotions with every side character its totally fine and normal and not risky at all#hey what if i commit a crime because i love anihal so much and want her to be happy and the second she shows a smile#she follows it up with such a sad line of ITS LONELY WITHOUT BERNARD#what if you just give me a side quest later to help her beloved pets calm down and then GUT ME WITH THE KNIFE#That bernard used to help protect her its fine good lord im so not normal about these side characters#the only bd2 fanart ive even done is for side characters its just a thing i gotta do ok#sure the four you play as are fine and i like them enough but these side quests and side characters destroy me#i might try to play more ! bc i think i was in ch3 about to hit deeper character lore soon but idk man#im a chronic job leveler and side quest truther i gotta do this stuff first hold on plot#also i drew it on the wrong sized canvas for tumblr dot com and had to extend the canvas#to post and not blur it weirdly
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putting Astarion and Istyrr (my dark urge character) in situations. just happens to be a good situation this time
#baldur's gate 3#astarion#astarion bg3#the dark urge#astarion/durge#bg3 durge#astarion x durge#they commit crimes and end up drenched in blood most of the time#but they also should have soft mornings#but also ive drawn istyrr having killed astarion at least 3 different times so far#my love language is killing characters i like in fanart and fanficiton#cosmo creates
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Just watching how Ramon acts with sunny you can see how much he cares for her he doesn't want her to go through all of the things he has (even though she and the other new eggs probably went through some stuff on egg island) like all that kid wants is for his family to be safe and now this with forever threatening all the eggs he must be more scared than ever there's only so much he can do to protect her from that gun
#i dont understand Portuguese so with forevers lore rn I'm just going off of vibes and the lovely live bloggers on here#shout out to yall <33 the only reason ik anything#i did watch his stream but pretty much everything went over my head lmaooo#ive only had ramon and sunnys ralationship for a couple of days but if anything happened to them i would commit so many crimes#qsmp#qsmp eggs
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Batman #186
I love it when Bruce just does rich people things. He decided that kids that Dick was working with needed ice cream so he got a ice cream truck and brang it to them.
#this is the first time ive seen Alfred too. so far ive read just Detective Comics but this is Batman's stand alone comics and i think silver#age? so Alfred is now in it!#comics#dc comics#robin#batman#bruce wayne#dick grayson#nightwing#alfred pennyworth#jonathan crane#scarecrow#im reading Batman Arkham: Scarecrow so that why all my post are about Scarecrow#bRuCe dOesNt dO aNYtHiNg fOr GoThAm hE jUsT bEaTs uP tHe mEnTaLy iLl đđđ#pick up a comic. he does plenty and you act like those mental ill people arnt committing crimes! its not like he just goes into a hospital#and beats up the people in the psych ward. they mentally ill people he fights are robbing people or killing or committing crime#and do you think Batman is mentally stable? look at him! normal people dont do that
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might be time to go back to using my ipod to listen to music because the songs are good but it turns out one of my favorite artists is not the best person (sugarcoating) so I'll just pirate the songs instead!
#WHYYYYYY#I HATE PEOPLE#WHY DO THEY SUCK#IM SO MAD#THE SONGS ARE SO GOOD AND IVE LIKE HYPERFIXATED ON THEM#AND NOW I FIND OUT HES A SHITHEAD#OH MY GOS#IM GOING TO COMMIT CRIMES
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What really made Tharn finally give in to Phaya are not Billy's slutty lips or the past life thing, but seeing that he owns the world's most beautiful cat.
#the sign the series#the sign bl#phaya x tharn#tharnphaya#this is the prettiest cat ive ever seen#i would commit war crimes for her
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*woop woop woop*
GUESS WHO JUST MOVED INTO THE NEIGHBORHOOD MOFOS
Any sus or horny behavior will get you bonked and sent right to horny jail!! Right away!!
(and yes I know there's crime/entire mob syndicate in the neighborhood but I'm here to stop the sus!! The horny!!)
AYYYYY WOOP WOOP MY M A N S S S S
#ALSO HOW TF DOES SOMEONE COMMIT 3 CRIMES IN LESS THAN 16 WORDS#so Glad to see you again woop woop anon your existence has watered my crops and saved a turtle waddling across the road#Oh man gamer- the absolute crimes iv seen in my ask box#O o f
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