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" These tiny fragments in my hand shows me a mysterious dream. Holding them softly, the nostalgic scenery melts away into my memories. Walk in the time that you cannot return to, until you reach the place to which you must return. "
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshot#male viera#veena viera#warrior of light#reno d'alesio#gif#ive been busy but i live#trying to adjust to how reno looks now in DT#i miss his nice white lashes but otherwise the changes werent too major#lyrics from garnet by malice mizer and highly relevant to his character and story
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Click for better quality, reblogs make me happy and motivated to draw more :D
Finallyyyyyyy done! Art for my NOTRE DAME fic, from my Scales of Fate AU on ao3 and here :D
So, flower symbolism!!!
the Fool's parsley, the bluebell and the crimson anemone. All related to false hope, quiet betrayal (the bells ring to summon fairies to the scene of a betrayal, I thought it was neat considering the lore of the story and Cleo's past and present) and at last for yuri enjoyers, forsaken love.
#epic considering ive been working on it a few days cus i dont have timeee 😭😭😭 was so busy with work cleaning and living lol#scales of fate au#sofau#scales of fate#zombiecleo#hope you like the colorsss#uh theres shipping (?) in the fic. i think#so yeah#i love this one so much Oughhh#empires smp#witchcraft smp#hermitcraft#← the characters are from there :3#rare sketchbook#mcyt fanart#forgot to mention but mucha's art inspired me for this
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#helllloooo alll. I thought it'd be perfect to come back today#today is my bdayyy yaaay. ✨#its one of those melancholic ones#when u ponder your existence#but its okay#watched ai no wakusei since it was made in 2004 like me 😔💔#btw#i hope ill be able to ne more active here again#ive just been really busy w school n life and my mental health went 20000 steps down so yes. i hope itll just get better#this bday is always bittersweet#well since its the 19th#itll always be#honestly ive been avoiding subrosa even until now cuz my mental health is so shit i cant even imagine how subrosa will make me feel. but im#on it. i honestly miss all of u guys so much. ye probably not many of u care but still#i like this place. it feels somewhat like home. even tho i still feel out of place sometimes its still comforting being here. whatever lol#havent yapped in a while so im vomiting words. love you all. im hoping the depressive episode will leave my ass finally.#u know its bad when u havent watched bt lives since around mid november#but its okay ai no wakusei somewhat healed me. so im hoping for the best now (says this every month and ends up worse)#yeah.#🥰#buck tick#atsushi sakurai#ameoto ha Chopin no Shirabe#even if i cant come back yet im thinking abt all of u n love u. take care of yourselves and yes. do stuff you love. smell roses. look at th#moon that's been soooo beautiful lately 🥺 love#Spotify
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#hi again#ive been playing a little this week. i had surgery and i have to stay home. so. sims. my old and trusty companion#this are some of the guys that went to college with joel and becca and still looked like they did then. and that only means makeover#time bc i need to reintroduce them in their lives#they're grown ups now. with kids and busy lives and all that#or some of them at least#the dream of having your life figured out at your 30s#but this is sims. it can happen here#ts4 portrait#the sims 4#simblr#my sims#ts4#ts4 cas
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random bullshit
#its atrd again! yippie!!!!!!#who wouldve fucking guessed#i like torturing myself apparently#sorry for nothing lately ive been very slow with art stuff#too busy stressing about life#oh well!!!!#ill live#the amazing digital circus#tadc ragatha#atrd#atrd ragatha#atrd ruby#the influencer#also some . shitposty aus where rags is sans? i guess#im not going into detail about those.sorry#undertale
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an unhealthy obsession
#tf2 spy#tf2 sniper#tf2#sniperspy#tf2 fanart#tf2 bloody suit#team fortress 2#ive been real busy but made this cuz all my projs are wip#insped by title because the song is literally these 2 to me#the guy literally sounds like sniper + the lyrics for his part r super socially awkward hahah#while i love sniperspy being lovey-dovey i live for the unhealthy stalker dynamic#myart
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Hi. Sorry for being absent LOL
#happyftartreal#pencil bfdi#match bfdi#pen bfdi#pin bfdi#coiny bfdi#leafy bfdi#firey bfdi#needle bfdi#bfdi#battle for dream island#yeahh sorry for not being on. its been busy and uhm. yknow ive been really anxious cuz i live in cali EL OH EL..er.#i havent really drawn heathers. the only reason why people followed me 😭 im still into it trust#ive been brainrotting this weird au and osc#enough yapping ig sigh
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Attack Dog
inspired by this posts tags
#tw blood#call of duty#black ops 6#cod black ops 6#call of duty black ops 6#william case calderon#case cod#guys look i finally posted something ☺️☺️☺️#no but seriously ive been pretty busy#highschool is no joke yall#anyway case‼️‼️#this guy has been living in my head since bo6 dropped#i literally cannot stop thinking abt him#god i hope treyarch uses case again#too much story potential in him to cast aside
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ancient chinese court au. spock is still vulcan (how? idk. you tell me loll)
they are a period drama in my heart 😔🩵💙💛
#sorry for the unhinged gay mishmash of historical legends stories and tropes im insane#good morning to the one person who cares about this au (ME) and will always care about this au (ME)#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#star trek fanart#spirk#spirk fanart#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#mckirk#mckirk fanart#spones#spones fanart#leonard mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#spock#jim kirk#bones mccoy#tos#also these are from MAY. may. it's AUGUST.... just finished coloring them (i have a backlog and also adhd)#ive been sort of insanely busy and i want to bite things honestly i should get to mske a living drawing old man yaoi#dust trek aus
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i think every man who drives a car w the muffler removed on purpose should be forced to have a wet asshole constantly so hes forced to announce his farts just like his car
#I AM SO TIRED OF LIVING BY A BUSY ROAD ALREADY#I GOT MY OWN BATHROOM BUT GOD AT WHAT COST#IVE BEEN HEARING ENGINE BACKFIRE OR WHATEVER FOR THE PAST 20 MIN STRAIGHT
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I get why people say Wyll/Karlach is enemies-to-lovers but it's missing too many of its signatures for me to agree
By nature, E-t-L's are slow burn. A good chunk of the story waits for one party to discover they're on the wrong side/both parties to realize they have more in common with each other than their factions, then a whole other chunk is dedicated to them learning how to trust each other. The higher the stakes in the story, the slower the burn
Yet everything between Wyll and Karlach is revealed and resolved in a single conversation. There are no lasting consequences of that initial animosity. Both are too good to hold grudges and all the fault lies firmly in hands not their own. Karlach trusts Wyll instantly and he her. Their friendship is so immediate that it's easy to forget that we met Karlach with the intent to kill her
And then there's the source of their quarrel. Wyll was led to believe Karlach's a devil seeking destruction and Karlach was just trying to go home. The thing that sets them against each other isn't their own beliefs or loyalties or anything deep seated and personal, it's the chain of command, something they're both eager to be rid of by the time we meet them. While it gives them something in common, it leaves them with nothing to unpack or overcome together
Compare that to the king of E-t-L's, Zutara of Avatar the Last Airbender. Zuko spent most of the show's runtime trying to capture the Avatar to guarantee the Fire Nation's total conquest, something Katara wants to prevent at all costs. When the two are stuck together by happenstance, they lash out at each other only to bond over their lost mothers. Then Zuko betrays her, something Katara does not forget and does not forgive until he proves himself much, much later. Afterwards, they support each other, watch over the others together, and make a damn good team against Azula. Perfect, should have been canon, fuck Bryke
Honestly, I think Wyllach is just Faerûn's version of a meet-cute
#baldur's gate 3#yodeling into the void#karlach cliffgate#wyll ravengard#ive always found it difficult to justify killing karlach once you learn abt her backstory#outside of being an apathetic murderhobo what reason is there to kill someone trying to flee a war they never wanted to join?#i think some elements could have been salvaged if karlach had genuinely been a fiend#perhaps another cambion to contrast mizora and raphael#or maybe an alu-fiend for variety?#hells even a straight up succubus to really make the player wonder if she's going to be a threat if allowed to live#adds to the whole monsters in the making bit going on#her backstory and abilities would have to be altered but i dont think her personality would need to change at all#itd be neat to see a devil that isnt a business major#and i really like that one rewrite post where Wyll's relationship w Mizora is less antagonistic bc she's yknow.#actually being manipulative in her affection rather than whatever the fuck she's doing in canon#and the reason wyll is so susceptible to it is bc he believes so strongly in the good in everyone. even devils#and karlach being a devil whilst also a genuinely good person would open his eye to the fact that Mizora is Not Good#especially not good for him#i like wyllach but it doesn't intrigue me quite like wyllstarion or wyllzel#those two ships have that zing of 'by all accounts i should kill you for being a threat to innocents yet i cant help but fall for you'#fiend!karlach would fit right into that particular lovely niche#ngl the more i think abt it the more i want fiend!karlach#toss in werewolf!shadowheart and you'll have an entire party consisting of nightmare fuel and gale#make him be like sole human freddie in the eldritch scooby gang lmaoooo
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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.
#personal#rant below#begining of the month docs said dad had less than a month. Hes still around but declining#been taking care of him and my mom#along with working full time#and my boyfriend doing his damndest to keep me busy when Im not helping with dad#which is great except Im so tired#but also I havent been able to sleep much#and I've lost my appetite which apparently is a grief thing I didn't know about#So I've managed to get all the physical grief symptoms and it is taking a fucking toll#so your girl is sleeping in tomorrow and spending the day doing my own little crafts and avoiding people as much as I can#a girl just wants some sleep and a fulfilling snack but all she is being given are slight naps and unappealing food. send help.#anyways after this experience Ive decided that I no longer give any fucks because you only live once so Im just gonna do what I want foreve#and actually live life instead of being constrained by societal standards#after all this is over of course. gotta take care of dad first#also I got to paint the door because he was sick of staring at the porch. so its a lake view now#woooo#yeah so thats my life update for you all#also I saw a girl for the first time in 9 years today who completely changed the tradgetory of my life and didn't know it. so that was fun.#exhausing but fun#also idgaf about spelling right now I am running on caffeine and pure will power atm
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
#origins smp#i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅#beeduo#otubbo#oranboo#beeduo fanart#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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not to be dramatic. but i don't want to spend this long in my hometown again for a good long while.
#it speaks#its like. god. not to be a bitch and melodramatic on main but this fucking sucks#really need to have a van or bus or smth so we dont have to keep living at each other in-laws' place#but its like. idk#i came down here to spend time w people i care about. and genuinely it felt like no one really gave a shit#and i get it people are busy. with work and life and shit#but i literally have no other reason to be here.#idk. lately ive been regretting coming back here.#maybe it's the depression or the shit job. shrugs
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Did you hear
no fucking way. dude. hes gonna look so sexy in 20 years holy molayyyy
#ermm acshually he rots in the suit for 30 years 🤓#ksjfksjfsdjkf#spacie splains#hi monnie!! i love you!!#and miss you :(#ive been so busy what the hell 😭😭#how do my peers have social lives there's too much stuff goin on bro 😭😭#anywaysus im#havign such insane brainrot over him rn its crazy
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i totally forgot abt inbox trick or treating its actually so cute n fun
#ive never been able 2 pass out candy cuz i used to live in a busy road#n now i live by retirees and college students soo
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