#ive been busy but i live

[futureofdespair-xiv]

" These tiny fragments in my hand shows me a mysterious dream. Holding them softly, the nostalgic scenery melts away into my memories. Walk in the time that you cannot return to, until you reach the place to which you must return. "

[moomoorare]

Click for better quality, reblogs make me happy and motivated to draw more :D

Finallyyyyyyy done! Art for my NOTRE DAME fic, from my Scales of Fate AU on ao3 and here :D

So, flower symbolism!!!

the Fool's parsley, the bluebell and the crimson anemone. All related to false hope, quiet betrayal (the bells ring to summon fairies to the scene of a betrayal, I thought it was neat considering the lore of the story and Cleo's past and present) and at last for yuri enjoyers, forsaken love.

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random bullshit

[myonmukyuu]

A comic about Nana Nakagawa's vision. (9p)

[anonomi]

an unhealthy obsession

[dustykneed]

ancient chinese court au. spock is still vulcan (how? idk. you tell me loll)

they are a period drama in my heart 😔🩵💙💛

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i think every man who drives a car w the muffler removed on purpose should be forced to have a wet asshole constantly so hes forced to announce his farts just like his car

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I get why people say Wyll/Karlach is enemies-to-lovers but it's missing too many of its signatures for me to agree

By nature, E-t-L's are slow burn. A good chunk of the story waits for one party to discover they're on the wrong side/both parties to realize they have more in common with each other than their factions, then a whole other chunk is dedicated to them learning how to trust each other. The higher the stakes in the story, the slower the burn

Yet everything between Wyll and Karlach is revealed and resolved in a single conversation. There are no lasting consequences of that initial animosity. Both are too good to hold grudges and all the fault lies firmly in hands not their own. Karlach trusts Wyll instantly and he her. Their friendship is so immediate that it's easy to forget that we met Karlach with the intent to kill her

And then there's the source of their quarrel. Wyll was led to believe Karlach's a devil seeking destruction and Karlach was just trying to go home. The thing that sets them against each other isn't their own beliefs or loyalties or anything deep seated and personal, it's the chain of command, something they're both eager to be rid of by the time we meet them. While it gives them something in common, it leaves them with nothing to unpack or overcome together

Compare that to the king of E-t-L's, Zutara of Avatar the Last Airbender. Zuko spent most of the show's runtime trying to capture the Avatar to guarantee the Fire Nation's total conquest, something Katara wants to prevent at all costs. When the two are stuck together by happenstance, they lash out at each other only to bond over their lost mothers. Then Zuko betrays her, something Katara does not forget and does not forgive until he proves himself much, much later. Afterwards, they support each other, watch over the others together, and make a damn good team against Azula. Perfect, should have been canon, fuck Bryke

Honestly, I think Wyllach is just Faerûn's version of a meet-cute

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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

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Did you hear

no fucking way. dude. hes gonna look so sexy in 20 years holy molayyyy

[genderoutlaws]

i totally forgot abt inbox trick or treating its actually so cute n fun

[purpleghoul87]

Michael gets a job!!

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idk which of you needs to hear this rn but today is a fantastic day to do absolutely nothing at all like today is great for napping and procrastinating and catching up on your interests and laying around and ordering in and slacking off etc etc

[blueesnow]

(10/10) Gothic night ~An Invitation to a Mysterious Mansion~ - LE Event Story Translation (UR Camus)

Synopsis: Masato, Ren, Reiji, Camus, Kira, and Eiji were chosen to collaborate with a theme park's Halloween event. In accordance with the event concept, the six members will play the role as the guides of a mysterious world. Don't miss out on the live performance by these special units!ーAll the guides are awaiting for your visit.

Ch 1:

Ren: A collaboration event with a theme park, huh. It says that we'll be doing a Halloween-related project and live performance during the event… Masato: The concept is described as a "gothic night". It looks like they'll be decorating the whole park with this theme for immersion. Masato: …A mysterious world that lies between reality and the otherworld, huh. The setting seems to test our imagination and our expressive skills. Ren: Hm, don't tell me you don't have any confidence in it? I'm actually quite excited about this job though. Ren: I mean, the fact that we'll be acting as "a guide of the mysterious mansion who controls in-between worlds" is interesting enough as it is. Masato: It's not that I lack confidence. On the contrary, I, too, would like to explore all kinds of expression in order to connect the audience with the worldview. Masato: However, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is up to us to make sure that all visitors will go to see every corner of the event. Ren: True, it looks like they'll be playing a movie from "the guide" to each attraction. Ren: I guees we should be more attentive to the way we act and film the movie so that people can see everything that goes around. Ren: …And besides, I'm also looking forward to a special unit live with Bukki and Gikki. Masato: Yeah. I'm also happy to know that I got the chance to sing with Camus-senpai and Eiji. Ren: Either way, it looks like it's going to be an exciting Halloween night. I think I'll be contacting Bukki and the other for a strategy meeting right away. Masato: Hmm, I'd like to say hello to Camus-senpai and the other in advance too. Since it's related with Halloween, should I bring sweets with me…? Ren: You're so stiff as always, Hijirikawa. Well, if it's sweets then I think both of them would be happy with it. Ren: By the way… Halloween is not only just about sweets, but pranks as well. If it's you then, what kind of prank would you prepare? Masato: Prank, you say? Making your co-stars feel uncomfortable is completely unacceptable. I have no intention of preparing such a thing. Ren: Of course, that's a given. It's just that, I think it's fine if you could just relax and be a little bit more "playful". Masato: …What do you want to say? Ren: Not in particular. However, pranks are an essential spice for Halloween. You don't have to be too negative or dismissive about it. Masato: Are you trying to give me a warning? That's none of your business. Instead of worrying about other people, why don't you just focus on your own work. Masato: (But still…"playful", huh. It seems like it has a different nuance than just a prank…Hmm)

Ch 2:

-HE★VENS Dorm's Living Room- Eiji: (A Halloween collaboration, huh. "Gothic night"… it seems to be an interesting concept) Eiji: (And besides, I'm paired with Hijirikawa-san and Camus-san for this event and we'll be able to sing again together too. In this opportunityー) Kira: Eiji, I made some tea. …Would you like to drink it? Eiji: Thanks, Kira. I guess I'll take you up on that offer. Kira: By the way…a Halloween collaboration event, huh. Looking at the contents, it looks like it'll be quite challenging…I'm really looking forward to it. Eiji: Right. Plus, it's nice to be able to sing together with everyone regardless of agency differences. Eiji: There's still a lot that I can learn from Camus-san and Hijirikawa-san, so I'm looking forward to performing on stage with the three of us. Kira: Stage…huh. Actually…I got contacted by Jinguji-san earlier about that matter. He said that he wanted to have a kick-off meeting…to discuss about the event. Eiji: Is that so. A kick-off meeting, huh…how nice. By having a meeting like that, it makes it much more easier to talk to, right. Kira: Eiji…what's wrong? If you have any concerns…I'd be here to listen. Eiji: Rather than concern…if it's possible, I'd like to get closer to Camus-san through this job. Eiji: Oh, of course I also feel the same way too with everyone else. It's just that, I still get nervous when it comes to Camus-san. Kira: He's a professional person…who is strict with himself and others. It's not surprising to feel tense…with those atmosphere around him. Eiji: Yeah. But as members of the same unit, I definitely think it would be better if we could get to know each other better. Kira: I see…I think that's a good idea. I'm sure if it's Eiji…you'll be able to deepen your friendship with him. Eiji: Fufu, I'm happy to hear that. Thanks. I'll try to do my best! Kira: I think…I'd also like to follow Eiji's example too. I want to use this opportunity…to build even better relationships with everyone. Kira: And that would also lead…for us to have an even more amazing performance. Eiji: Yup, I also had the same thought. Let's deepen our bonds with everyone and put on the best performance ever! Kira: Yeah…let's do our best together. For the sake of Halloween live…that will remains in everyone's memories.

Ch 3:

-TV Station's Dressing Room- Reiji: Hm? I got a message from Ren-Ren. What is it… Oh, it's an invitation to dinner! Of course it's totally OK, and send☆ Reiji: He said that he wanted to talk about the Halloween live, you hear me. Seriously, he's pretty attentive and thoughtful about things like this~ I'm very impressed♪ Reiji: Hey, Myu-chan. How's things going with your unit? Have you been properly communicating with them? Camus: We only just exchanged greeting with each other when this project was decided. Reiji: Just a greeting!? Don't you make a group chat or something just like us? Camus: Meeting is scheduled and arranged to be held face-to-face. I don't have any intention to increase any unnecessary interactions. Camus: And besides, as long as all the necessary details are confirmed, being able to coordinate them perfectly is what a pro is supposed to do. Reiji: Well, I kinda get it but, you see, there should have been moreー Camus: You may come in. …Hm? Camus: Otori? What business do you have? Eiji: Hello, sorry for suddenly bothering you. Um… I actually came here for work but, I heard that Kotobuki-san and Camus-san are here as well so I thought I'd at least say hello…! Reiji: Talk about nice timing☆ We were just about to talk about the Halloween matter♪ Eiji: Really? Actually, I was hoping that if we happened to meet, we could talk a little bit about it…! Camus: …About that, you should just do it during our meeting. Our break time is almost over. Reiji: Eehh~! Is there such a thing!? …I'm sorry about it, and you even took time to come all the way over here. Eiji: It's okay! Likewise, I'm sorry for coming in at such a bad timing. Next time, I'll make sure to visit at a time when I won't be a bother! Reiji: Geez, Myu-chan is so cold… But, it's nice that he's also pretty tought too, isn't he☆ Camus: Hmph, suits yourself. …I'll be heading to the studio first. Reiji: (I'm sure that Myu-chan was just thinking in his own way but…it seems that the other side actually wanted to communicate with him) Reiji: I hope I can do something about it before we start practicing for the Halloween live.

Ch 4:

-Restaurant- Reiji: Thank you for the meal! Seriously, the place that Ren-Ren pick is always the best☆ Ren: Thanks. But…it's such a shame that Gikki couldn't come. Thought it can't be helped since it was an urgent job. Reiji: I mean, we're just having a kick-off meeting after all. We can just reschedule it again later! Ren: That's right. While it's quite productive to talk about it in a group chat. Talking about it face-to-face is different after all. Reiji: Oh, that reminds me! Talking about a group chat, you see. Reiji: I actually recommend Myu-chan to do the same thing when doing this project. But did you know what his response is? Reiji: "I don't have any intention to increase any unnecessary interactions", he said! Rei-chan's heart got crushed like usual…*sigh* Ren: Haha, I see. That response somehow sounds just like the usual Baron. Reiji: But then I had thought, you see. What if the other two who get paired with him actually do wanted to get closer and getting along well with him. Ren: Yeah, I feel the same way too. …That's right. If the purpose of it is to have a proper communication then… Ren: How about throwing a little party for ourselves in preparation for the Halloween event? Ren: This way, we can still communicate with each other and have a work-related discussion too. Ren: It's kind of like the kickoff meeting we were going to have today, but instead, we're turning it into a Halloween party. Reiji: …As expected of Ren-Ren. Actually, I also was thinking the same thing too☆ Reiji: And besides, Kirarin who couldn't come today can also participate in it too. And given the context, I'm sure Myu-chan would also come as well. Ren: Now then, it's settled… I'll be contacting Hijirikawa, Gikki and the other. Ren: Can I rely on Bukki to invite Baron to join us? Reiji: Why, of course! I'll lure Myu-chan out of his house with my skill, so you can just leave it to me☆ Ren: Fufu, looks like it's going to be even more busier now. This year's Halloween is going to be a lively one.

Ch 5:

A few days later. With a team in charge of cooking for the Halloween Party. Reiji: And therefore…the strategy meeting has now begin! Feel free to give out your opinions! Eiji: G-Got it! I'll try to do my best so that I'd be of help! Eiji: Um, then… What should we decide on first? Masato: You're right… Let's think about what we should do for the main food first, it'd be easier to prepare for other things too after that. Masato: I heard that it will be a standing buffet party style this time. And therefore, I think it would be good to have finger food as our main. Eiji: That's a good idea! I think that being able to eat casually will makes it easier to interact with everyone as well. Masato: Well then, I'll try to think of a few candidates based on my repertoire. I'd also like to hear Kotobuki-senpai's opinion later on. Eiji: Ah, if that's the case, then…can I be in charge of mainly the sweets? Eiji: I do have experiences in baking sweets and… I actually do have a Halloween-themed menu in mind. Eiji: I was so happy to have been invited to this party… Eiji: So, it's not like I'm trying to return the favor, but I hope that my sweets can help us have a fun Halloween party. Masato: I see. Eiji, I certainly appreciate your enthusiasm. Reiji: Fufu, that's great♪ Well then, I'll be in charge of the drinks andー Reiji: Perhaps I can offer some information about Myu-chan's favorite sweets to that lost little young guy over there! Eiji: Eh? Kotobuki-san, how did you…! Reiji: Fufufu. You came to our dressing room the other day, right? At that time, I'm sure it's because you were trying to get closer with Myu-chan☆ Eiji: I'm really sorry at that time…! It's just that, I'm really looking forward for this job…and of course, this party too. Masato: That feelings of yours was very much conveyed. I'm sure that Camus-senpai also realize it as well. Masato: I may not be able to help much, but I'd like to help you out. If there is anything I can help you with, please don't hesitate to ask. Eiji: Kotobuki-san…Hijirikawa-san. Thank you so much. I'll do my best! Eiji: For this Halloween Party, and for the job this time too, let's make sure to make it extremely enjoyable to everyone!

Ch 6:

At the same time, at a shopping mall. With the team in charge of shopping. Ren: ーIf we're talking about halloween then it means to dress up but… with everyone so busy and all, I don't think we can be too fancy with it. Ren: But on the day of the party, I think a simple accessory to wear would be enough to set the right atmosphere. Kira: That's…a good idea. Since it's also…halloween. It's better…if everyone can have fun. Camus: …Wait. I agreed to participate because it was a "social gathering that also served as a meeting." Camus: But I don't remember saying anything about putting on a cheap costume. Stop trying to bring me into any more of your strange familiarities. Ren: Baron, we'll be having a halloween party this time. In a way, you could say that this is like a dress code. Camus: It's no use trying to talk your way out of it. I refuse to go along with this. Kira: Well then…how about this? A rabbit ears…headband. It's 3800 yen. Ren: Pfft…! Oh well, that's….quite cute on you. Camus: You bastard… Are you telling me to put that on? Kira: Yeah…this one is not cheap either…and it looks expensive too. If this one is not to your liking then…there's also a dog or a panda versionー Camus: That's not what I mean, you fool! Kira: Oh…Well then, forgive me. I thought that if we could try the other things as well…I could understand Camus-san's taste and preference. Ren: I see. So basically, Gikki was actually trying to get to know Baron better. Ren: Certainly, it would make communication and other things smoother during the Halloween live. Camus: …Hmph. If that's the intention, then I guess it's somewhat understandable. But those ears headband is another matter. Kira: Well, if ears headband is a no then…how about this pumpkin head? If you wear them…I think you can be the main star of the party. Camus: I don't need it! I don't have any intention to be the main star of the party! And I also refuse to wear a headgear accesorry, absolutely not! Ren: (…Oh my, looks like they're starting to get along well. This party is going to turn out to be quite a good time)

Ch 7:

In the middle of preparation for the Halloween party. Eiji: Hijirikawa-san, is it okay to put the hors d'oeuvres on the table now? Masato: Oh yeah, please do. As soon as I finish setting out the cutlery, I'll come and help you out. Eiji: Thank you so much! Looking at all of this reminds me that it really is happening, isn't it. Somehow…I feel quite emotional about it. Eiji: Once again, I realized that we could throw such a wonderful party by combining everyone's efforts and ideas. Masato: That's right, I feel the same way too. Let's strengthen our friendship for today so that we can create something even better in preparation for the event later. Ren: Wow, this looks spectacular. I'm getting hungry just by looking at it. Kira: You're right. We also…can't afford to lose either. Let's hurry and prepare…for the decorations and props. Masato: Hm? …Oh, it's a message from Kotobuki-senpai and Camus-senpai. They've just finished their work and are on their way here. Masato: Eiji, I think it's time to get the sweets ready. If it's Camus-senpai, I'm sure that would be the first thing he'd set his eyes on. Eiji: Got it, I'll line them up right now! Sigh… Now I'm getting nervous. I hope he'd like it. - Kira: I'll put all the costume props…on this table. Rabbit ears headband…and devil's tail… Ren: Hm? This Halloween-designed pen…is it yours, Gikki? Kira: Yeah. I bought it…as an extra because…it seemed like a typical Halloween item. Kira: It might look like an ordinary pen…but apparently if you push the button on top here…it seems to generate an electricity. Kira: It's written here that…it can be quite stimulating. I'm thinking of trying it out first…to make sure there's no danger… And if there's no problem…maybe we can use it. Ren: …Wait, can I be the one to try it? I just have to push the button here, right. …! Ren: This is…quite intense. There's a tickling sensation in addition to the pain, I'm not a big fan of it. Kira: I see…let me try it too. …!! True… It's indeed more intense…than I thought. Kira: I guess…some people might not be good with this. Thanks…Jinguji-san. For…your cooperation. Ren: No problem. It was worth the trouble since I got to see Gikki's playful side again, and for that I'm glad I could be of service. Ren: …And therefore, let's put this one aside for now. It's a secret between the two of us.

Ch 8:

Reiji: Attention, please~! Has everyone got their glasses? Now then, without further ado… Everyone: Cheers! Eiji: So yummy…! Using herbs in the canapé filling was such a good idea. As expected of Hijirikawa-san…! Masato: Thanks. But the donuts that Eiji made are also delicious. All that training was worth it. Ren: Gikki, look at this picture. All of the headbands surprisingly look good on everyone. Kira: Yeah. It seems like…they enjoyed it more than I expected. Maybe it would have been better…if there had been more variety. Reiji: That's right. This is what Halloween should feel like, it's the best party ever☆ And what's more, Myu-chan seems satisfied as well! Camus: The sweets weren't that bad, and that's about it. If you have time for small talk, then let's move on to the meeting. Camus: For this event, while the live performance is obviously important, I believe that the acting aspect is also crucial as well. Ren: Acting… You mean about our role as "guides" of Gothic night, right? Ren: If that's so, then I agree. I also discussed this with Hijirikawa too, about how that might be the point in whether or not we might be able to draw in the "guests" to immerse into the worldview. Masato: Yeah. …I think each individual's acting plan is likely to be the key, especially during the solo filming for the movie. Reiji: That's right. The live performance will also be in line with our acting in that worldview too. Eiji: Our acting…and the movie… Camus: …Otori seems to have something on his mind. Tell us of your opinion. Eiji: Eh? Um, rather than an opinion…it's just something that crossed my mind but… Eiji: It's just that, thanks to everyone's efforts, we were all able to hold this amazing Halloween partyー Eiji: And that's why, I was just wondering if we can also create an acting plan and the movie in the same way as well. Camus: …I understand what you're trying to say. But since we have a solo filming as well, we can't exactly plan the same acting now, can we. What will you do about that? Kira: In that case…I have an idea.

Ch 9:

Kira: How about…we focus on producing each unit of this movie…by theme? Kira: Just like how we divided the responsibilities…of cooking and shopping team…for today's party. Eiji: That might be a good idea. Having the same theme for each unit would create a sense of unity, and each person could think of their own acting strategy according to that theme. Camus: Hmm… Come to think of it, there is something that is written here in the additional material that was given when the offer was made. Camus: The in-between world can only be connected to the real world during the Halloween season, which allows guests to wander in and out. Camus: It's said that the guides have a role to entertain the guests and send them back to the real world after the Halloween is over. Ren: That additional setting, it would be an important point if we were to decide on a theme for each unit. Ren: If it were me, I'd be tempted to seduce the lost lady and keep her, rather than send her away. Ren: But I'm sure there are others who would think otherwise. For example, Hijirikawa seems to be the type who would endure the pain and send them back. Masato: Don't just decide things on your own. As long as it's my role, I'll do my best to carry it out without letting my personal feelings get in the way. Masato: But…I see. It seems that there are differences in the common act of ``sending someone off'' depending on one's position and thoughts. Eiji: True! With that in mind, it would be interesting if we could match the style and taste of each unit. Reiji: Sounds like a good idea! I have a feeling that everyone will enjoy it♪ Let's work on this story more! - Masato: Now then, it's decided. Our unit's theme is "compassionate love", which is about sending someone off even while enduring the pain of separation. Eiji: No matter how much I want to be with them, I can't make them abandon the world they lived in…so I will send them off. Camus: It's because we love them that we have to accept the separation… The idea is to focus on the bittersweet of the situation. Ren: On the other hand, we're not going to send them off… our theme will be a "temptation", where we'll make them say that they don't want to go home by their own mouths. Reiji: No matter how sinful it may be, I don't want to let them go. But I can't exactly force them to stay, so I will desperately try to lure them in… Kira: A love that binds you…that is born from the pain of loss. I want to be able to properly express that well. Camus: …It looks like we'll be able to create something that is unique while still maintaining a sense of unity. Starting tomorrow, we're going to start with each of our plans.

Ch 10:

After the Halloween party is over. Eiji: Phew… I guess I'm pretty much done washing all the dishes. Is there anything else that I can help with… Camus: Everything has all been cleaned up. …By the way, Otori. I have something I'd like to ask about the sweets that were served this time. Camus: Are you the one who make those donuts? Eiji: Y…Yes, that's right! I didn't expect you'd notice it… Thank you so much! Eiji: Ah, but Hijirikawa-san also gave me some advice, so to be precise, it wasn't exactly something that I made alone… Eiji: But I'm pleased to know that you've taken notice of it. We've made a lot of test runs, so it was worth all the hard work! Camus: (…To think that he'd be happy just because of something like this, talk about naive. But…it seems like he's also quite ambitious) Camus: Otori, the next thing your donuts lack is balance. Especially on the donut itself and the decorations. Camus: There is nothing wrong with the choice of ingredients or the recipe, but you need to review each step of the process once again. Camus: First of all, it takes skill to make something look and taste good at the same time. …I want you to do it perfectly for next time. Eiji: (Donut's advice for the "next time"… Don't tell me, this is…!) Eiji: I understand! I will definitely try my best to get a passing grade from Camus-san next time! - Ren: They're just like a demon master and his disciple. But those two… I think they hit it off pretty well. Reiji: You're right. Including the party, I'm sure that those wonderful feelings would definitely reach Myu-chan~☆ Masato: I'm sure that Sumeragi-san must has been concerned about Eiji. Aren't you relieved now? Kira: Yeah…very much. I would like to thank everyone…for all of your cooperation. Masato: We should be the ones to thank you. Thanks to this, our unit has become more cohesive, and I think that we'll be able to make the best movie together. Kira: I felt…the same way too. Let's make sure…to make this the best thing ever. Masato: For sure. Let's do our best together for the Halloween collaboration. Kira: That's right…I'll be looking forward to it. To everyone's…"Gothic night".

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i actually forgot to post these i drew them like 2 weeks ago,,, oops