#iv drug use

[1kahleah]

Flying to the moon again dreaming about heroin

[weirdstrangeandawful]

TW: addiction, substance abuse, IV drug use

'I don't need help,' Whumpee flinches away from Caretaker as if they're going to steal with syringe of precious relief right from their fingers.

'Can I at least do your dishes?' Caretaker glances at the small but existent collection of used dishes in the sink.

'If you insist,' Whumpee mumbles, already focused on finding a vein.

Quietly, Caretaker steps over and turns on the faucet. As Whumpee leans back quietly on the couch, their withdrawal symptoms fading, Caretaker ventures a comment, 'Hey Whumpee?'

'Mhm?'

'You know if you ask for help, it can just mean dishes, right?'

[danielleelizabethhh]

How fucked up it was that you kept me on drugs because you didn’t want to lose me. That was your control, and I was your puppet.

[shmingleping]

Love the sound of the fans going or most especially music ~ $uicideboy$ ~ when that whole hearing thing is happening from iv cola.

[druggin-nd-thuggin]

what’s up motherfuckers! i haven’t been active in awhile. just wanted to say hi:) i love you all. i switched from blue hair to pink! i’m still sober somehow and still kicking ass at life. just recently got a buncha work done on my teeth and i’m still working on starting a cleaning business. :) if you haven’t gotten your narcan packages be sure to let me know! i am trying to get more organized with my harm reduction advocacy, and i realize i may have missed some of you.😭 don’t be afraid to reach out if you need narcan or fentanyl test strips! i am still here, and my inbox is always open. happy holidays tumblr fam.🥰

[theaddictspoetry]

you're always there for me

even when i wish you weren't

i've given you everything,

every last thing i own ,

every last piece of myself-

just to regret it and drown in self hatred

i despise you

yet i keep coming back for more

it makes no sense does it?

they wish they knew what goes on in my head,

i say i wish i understood it myself....

@theaddictspoetry

[alienspoonss]

Just a reminder that I'm willing to sell personalized videos of me using Fetty and Speedy Tina😜 Just hit my inbox and we'll talk!

[1kahleah]

Hey Like this post if you talk about using hard drugs I want to follow you

[weirdstrangeandawful]

TW: addiction, IV drug use

Sore throat as a healthy person: Oh that sucks. Hope I’m not getting a cold.

Sore throat with a chronic illness: Please don’t let me get sick… I can’t afford for my life to fall apart completely!

Sore throat in active addiction: …probably should have sterilised that. Hope I’m not dying. Not that I could get medical attention if I were.

[danielleelizabethhh]

12.27.23

10:33pm

It’s been a little over 5 years since I’ve done IV drugs, every now and then I’ll notice my track marks randomly and it quickly brings me back to those times where I’d waste hours and hours trying to get my shot. Sometimes it feels so real and unbelievable that I was even that way, I hate to say it but giving up drug use has been so challenging because that’s the only way I knew how to cope with whatever life decided to throw at me, better yet it helped me forget how real feelings are and that being in this 3 dimensional world is so challenging for sensitive people like myself. Grieving drugs is unlike anything else, until you have first hand experienced what that feels like there’s nothing else to relate it too. It’s like a part of myself died when I made the decision to change my life around, and I’m grateful I did. I’m just saying that sometimes I struggle with day to day things, like loving myself or wanting to escape reality because I feel so misunderstood and different from a lot of people. I don’t work a program, meetings were never my thing and to be honest it’s way too depressing for my liking anyways. I guess I just have a lot on my mind tonight and needed to write some shit down, so here ya gooooooo :)

[glitterdisasterx]

Lesen gegen die blöden Gedanken.

[shmingleping]

I fucking hate meth, man. It's never given me a good high and usually makes me literally insane. And it takes like shit. And it burns like a motherfuck to mainline like no matter what... a register feels like a miss and a miss feels 200x worse. I've only had I think two shots that haven't felt horrible..... out of like possibly hundreds at this point now. Who even likes coke mixed with meth anyways ? Totally ruins coke imo. I can't taste of the coke (something I love) & the every other part of injecting it that I like (the hearing thing & all that). What's the point dude? It's cheaper than just getting white, sure. But with all that I'm return? Not worth it to me. I want my coke back 😭

[theaddictspoetry]

Something's in my brain,

It imprisons me,

Can't you see?

It drives me insane

Just keeps me waiting in vain,

Everything's changing,

When I'm still stuck in this dark, cold place.

@theaddictspoetry

[thelegendarytidalwavecatuniverse]

Give me a

Line ❄️✨

Hope u guys r doing safe, have nice day 🦇

[1kahleah]

I love everything about heroin absolutely everywhere this is my life