#its the repression
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yknow. i think matt murdock and eddie diaz would have a lot to talk about
#911 abc#9-1-1#daredevil#its the repression#its the only processing things by beating things up#etc etc
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I don't expect anyone to understand this. But Arnold Rimmer is so Sondheim-character-coded to me.
#its the repression#its the inner torment#its the slowly going insane because your entire existence revolves around someone who hates you#loving you from passion#losing my mind from follies#being alive from company#all great rimmer tracks#arnold j rimmer#red dwarf#arnold rimmer
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to be fully honest this new trend of remaking and sanitizing not only gothic fiction and its genres (hill house, dorian grey, turn of the screw) and horror movies more generally (carrie, the exorcist) point to much more serious cultural movement than the death of art or the death of horror as a genre in the mainstream. specifically it is gesturing to a sanitizing effect in which cultural authority has now deemed the subversive as worthy of living but only if it is a) commodified and b) divested of all its subversive elements. we can play-act at feminism, trans inclusion, and anti-racism as long as it serves a corporate interest and does not actually challenge cultural authorities. we can adopt its aesthetics as something to be sold without actually inhabiting it ideologically. it is the newest manifestation of cultural authorities anesthetizing effect on anything that threatens it and it is becoming more and more prevalent. anyway i want to beat mike flanagan with hammers
#horror and the gothic by and large has always been the space for the repressed and subversive to exist and now its like. not that lol#not universally (there are many who still understand the medium) but oh my god
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sidelong
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji#and like. for good reason i mean look at him#but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept#or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man#fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh#anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red#i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened#it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources#and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!
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choose your protag..... YOU COULD WRITE A SUPER LONG META ESSAY COMPARING/CONTRASTING THESE 2 BUT I WANTED TO MAKE A SHITPOST FORGIVE ME🤧✌️
#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#yu junghyeok#twsb#jung yeseo#cedric riester#jesse venetiaan#omniscient reader's viewpoint#when the third wheel strikes back#섭남파업#my art#this is just. a shitpost so its a huge simplification OFC but i rly love how diff they feel as protags... they are.... sooooo diff🤧#i rly need to read the orv novel so i can pick dokja's brain fully#but he's definitely. wayyyy more emotionally repressed than yeseo orz#he's a rly interesting chara...#everyone should read both of these methinks#IM IN NO POSITION TO TALK THO I PROMISE ILL READ ORV THIS YR#AND GET CAUGHT UP W TWSB#ok can i say im p proud of these doodles#i didnt have pose or clothing folds ref but they turned out ok??#i did take a pic of my hand for dokja's ✌️#but yeseo's hands i winged it.... it looks passable tho😳#ok i stayed up way later than planned its 6:30am oops#YESEOS CROISSANT TURNED OUT CUTE TOO#i rly wanted to draw him eating a croissant... finally happened to do it lol#O BTW FORGOT TO MENTION THIS IS MY V FIRST TIME DRAWING KDJ!!!!#IVE NEVER DRAWN HIM BEFORE DKFBDMFBD#IT TURNED OUT P CUTE THO????#shitpost
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🏳️🌈 day 1 ~ figuring out
young dean scribbling notes and little hearts around cutout pictures of shirtless cowboys in his secret notebook. he doesn't know what it is, or how to name it, but one thing for sure is that he knows it's always been there
#pushing my dean was not repressed agenda any chance i get heh#its not destiel but im feeling Very Strongly about queer dean lately. so yes <3#i just noticed i made him left handed jdhdhdhdhdhd#destielpride#dean winchester#dean fanart#supernatural fanart#spn fanart#supernatural art#spn art#my art
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house md so wonderful and brilliant because it is simultaneously the heaviest, darkest, most serious show about love and loss and how trauma shapes people and the most unhinged thing you'll ever experience.
#and very gay#like seriously.#it’s actually beautiful and profound in so many ways#but that part is often drowned out by the insanity#just like how all the characters in the show are incredibly repressed and use slur-jokes to deflect#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#hugh laurie#rsl#robert sean leonard#gregory house#james wilson#and yes this post is an almost verbatim quote from something i posted earlier today#but i thought it deserved its own post#starlightseraph’s brainrot
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sophie is so relatable instead of admitting that she finds Wicked howl's (certainly just an ordinary)smile cute, she just goes ugh thats definitely The Smile that charms women, i see right through his move, everything is calculated. good thing that im OLD and it wont work on ME :/
shes immediately like oh OTHER women 100% find this smile attractive not me though no im just annoyed
#howl's moving castle#hmc#sophie hatter#its funny that its sophie's first reaction to feeling attraction to him she just denies is without even realizing#i love repression it has to be said#text#am i rereading again??? maybe so.#sheb rereads hmc
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#dcmk#detective conan#dunno what chap it was but its from when uh#conan gets shot and he's talking w heiji at the hospital#n heiji's just like yeah idk man if my ass got shrinked i'd tell kazuha so maybe u should tell ran about your whole thing#and conan's like hmm. perhamps i shall.....#but then haibara pulls up and gently pushes him back into his little repression cave n_n
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eleven is fascinating to me because he came right off the back of tens horrible traumatic breakdown after he lost everything and he immediately tried to establish himself as the opposite of that. he is funny and goofy and almost childlike, and he bulldozes on in his adventures with amy like nothing happened at all. but then something happens and his masks slips and it's like oh! the core of this man is still anger. he is so so angry all of the time and this façade is the only thing stopping him from being consumed by it. he isn't over any of it and he hasn't moved on. he is wearing a fez and laughing but under that all that exists is age old anger and grief and it is going to consume him
#i do think that this pit of anger was eventually covered and soothed by the ponds#but he didn't adress it and he couldn't even look at it until he was twelve#when he stopped pushing back and repressing everything and finally allowed himself to exist as he was#but ok listen#its all layed out in the first 3 episodes of season 5 and in the way amy sees him#episode 1. here is the new doctor he is energetic and reeling and fun#episode 2. the space whale comparison. here is the new doctor. he is unthinkably ancient and almost godlike but he is so so kind#and patient and good. he is ancient and lonely but he can't stand to see children cry. so the doctor helps people#episode 3. daleks. the doctor is a soldier. these are his age old enemies. he wants them dead and he will stop at nothing#all logic and reason vanish. he is hitting the dalek with a pipe and yelling his head off while amy watches in horror#like obviously we know why but amy didnt#this is not a sane or rational man he is unstable and angry#and in that episode he was stripped back to what he largely is: hate#you would make a good dalek ect ect ect#anyway 3 episodes with 3 very distinct and equally definitely traits layed out like: here you go#i don't like elevens era much but those first 3 episodes were great#doctor who#eleven#amy#eleventh doctor#matt smith#dr who#dw#i mean idk this is what river literally had to spell out for him#eleven was careening completely out of control#how long til doctor means warrior indeed?#mine
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getting the attention of the humanoid typhoon
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#wolfwood menace arc#he also wouldnt know HOW obvious to make it so he's just ramping it up throughout the day#but vash is sooooo used to repressing but also experiencing this kind of want so strongly for the first time#makes him wear the most obvious expressions.... while wolfwood is ALSO not used to being wanted in this way so he would be none the wiser#to vash's obvious expressions -- does that make sense. theyre silly. theyre so silly its like an endless loop#and then wolfwood is like ok i guess im doing something wrong or maybe he just doesnt want me like that. whatever! we move on#vash: dying crumbling - wondering if ww is doing it on purpose but also too nervous to ask until he starts literally taking off layers#ruporas art
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GRAYSON! I MEANT GRAYSON! RICHARD GRAYSON! I FORGOT ABOUT PENISES
Anon- this is the funniest fucking thing ever, because I hadn't SEEN the first ask yet, just the notification for this one
And of course I (high off pain meds) was confused as hell- like wtf did Richard have to do with you forgetting penisis exist??
Then I saw it. In all its glory.
#richard grayson#ya mean#dick grayson??#I swear#if my jaw wasnt in severe pain#id be cackling my ass off#for now i repress my laughter#also to awnser#no its not#I adore his complex characterization#but my favorite?#nope!#batman#batfamily#sunny asks#ty for the ask#memes#batman meme
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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come get yer juice (aka some 'stocks i never posted </3)
#throws this at you all and runs#IM WORKING ON NEW SCRIBBLES POST-UPDATE ITS JUST. SLOW GOING#spoons are gone you see!#wait actually. the repressed one i doodled last night#BUT OTHER THAN THAT ITS SLOW GOING#but ohhhhh im so ill. theyre so real.#before i was skeptical but the Evidence Is Stacking Up All Too Well.#might make a post about it bc there's. so much#scribble salad#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#ive been in the trenches for so long... so so long....#AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BE HERE.#im still so insane about them yall dont even KNOW#by the time this posts i will be At and In My New Job#may these sillies keep me going through the day...
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my favourite headcanon for soukoku is dazai always flirting with chuuya and confessing his undying love like ALL the time and EVERYONE can tell he's being sincere even though he's doing it in a joking manner except chuuya.
like chuuya REFUSES to accept that he's flirting and he's like "oh dazai told u he's in love with me? lmao yeah he's annoying like that, its his favourite way to annoy me" or smthng and everyone is like how can u be this stupid
idk idk its just very smthng
#unrealistic asf but its a headcanon its allowed#dazai king of repression cud NEVER#nakahara chuuya#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk
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One of the things that really bothers me in some solangelo fanfics is the way Will is written because authors will literally remove all his flaws and make him perfect. Like give me Will who goes to poke a pimple in tartarus just to check if it potentially has healing properties , give me Will who can unintentionally rude at times by being blunt and not having a filter, give me Will who does not hesitate to share his opinions. Like yes, Will is kind , forgiving, and has a strong sense of justice, is supportive , accepting, will put others needs ( emotional and physical) over his own but he's an audhd teenager with anxiety , self-worth issues and a hero complex. He is also very sassy ( at times ) and can be pretty scary when he needs to be. He is far from perfect, and ppl need to understand that !! His flaws make his character so much more interesting.
#he represses his turama and dark thoughts so much that he forgets its there#like bro forces himself to be a cheery golden retriever#but he isnt#the sun and the star#will solace#percy jackson and the olympians#heros of olympus#trails of apollo#solangelo#the other extreme I've seen is that ppl make him out to be a complete asshole which he isn't#he's one of the only ppl who's never judged nico#he judged the underworld#yes#but it wasnt meant to be in a way that would insult nico#he also learns from his mistakes as we've seen multiple times in tsats#we love a king who takes accountability for his actions and isn't afraid of apologizing
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