#its not that frequent but like ugh
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I fucking hate that these past few days most blogs who followed me where fucking sex bots God forbid you share nfsw content but these bots somehow can get away with it with boobs, ass and one time a whole cooch on full display as a mf pfp
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nightwing year one 🤝 gotham knights 43 reading goes like idonotseeit idonotseeit hehe yaaaay jason being cute with dick and/or barbara ^_^ ^_^ idonotseeit idonotseeit idonotseeit
#having Barbara of all people tell the grieving father that he wasnt actually a father was FOUL#tbh theres so much to get mad about re barbara in that issue im going to bite someone#it wasnt a good issue for anyone but this moment was. particularly egregious#and like. ugh. its double stupid bc its kiiiinda like shes trying to comfort him by saying itd be worse if jason actually was his son?#(that exchange i mean. the rest of the issue is like frequently Wrong but not incoherent.)#but its like. she is herself an adoptee with strong feelints about it & she would not fucking say that#(or like if you want me to believe she did she wouldnt have said it LIKE THAT)#dc
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There's only so many pimms fics out there and while I'm happy I'm no longer seeing five million "Kent was an abusive narcissist and jack did nothing wrong" fics i kinda hate that most of the stuff I see now have swung in the almost complete opposite direction to "Kent did nothing wrong and Jack is a self centered piece of shit but it's okay guys bc Kent forgives him". Like that's not really better! What happened to nuance what happened to "we both owe each other apologies"!!
#fandom wank#and before anyone comes at me NO im not saying kent was at fault for what happened to jack or abusive#but i do think its indicative of their issues that he frequently ignores jack's boundaries by constantly going to his college#and how he goes straight for the throat when its clear jack isnt going to give him the answer he wanted#and thats fun! thats messy! i love it!#just like jack was an asshole for cutting him off the way he did and always expecting the worst of him!#once they actually get to talking#i think its interesting that jack is trying to move on from his past where he was in a bad place by forgetting even the good stuff#while kent is trying to hold on so tight to a time he felt he was happiest even when that place probably wasnt any better for him#than the place hes in now#(esp since ngozi cannot decide how much homophobia exists and so it only exists to affect bitty & to make kent feel unsafe on his team lol)#i just have a lot of feelings about this and i know this is probably gonna step on the toes of authors i like but eoehejrfj#ugh i have so much more to say but dont want to make these tags longer#do i even tag this lol#i want to for my own blog but hmm#omgcp#at least
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Who likes getting sleep this time of year anyway
#some shit#ugh.#i dont recall if this is actually a seasonal affair but its CERTAIN frequent enough its like. oh jesus this again#nothing to like more than a heart thundering out of the edge of sleep.#ill be on the floor if anyone needs anything.... o7
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i think that being trapped in a room for 12 hours while various sitcoms play in the background without being allowed to question the premise of the shows should be classified as a hate crime actually
#my coworkers remembered that we have a TV and so the majority of the shifts ive had in the last few weeks#have had fucking sitcoms in the background#mostly friends#and im just so fucking sick of it. im tired of having to sit quietly for 12 hours and listen to fucking laugh tracks#and people be mean to each other#and im losing my ability to be curious about it which frustrates me#usually if media doesn't connect with me (which happens frequently; hello autism)#i can treat it as a learning exercise: what is the goal of this media? why might others find it appealing?#and more and more im like. i dont get it and i cant figure it out and its frustrating and i dont like it#and im tired of it!! i dont think its funny when people are just shitty perpetually!#do allistic people need the laugh track to cue them that something is funny??? what is the purpose of a laugh track!#i hate it i hate it i hate it#ugh!!!!#and i dont trust my coworkers to be able to answer me honestly/helpfully/non judgementally#if i ask why these shows are considered funny#so i just stew in my own misery and confusion and annoyance for 12hrs#i am a well marinated chunk of Autism
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Constantly at war between
I am a writer. I love writing. Doesn’t matter what anyone says it’s what I am.
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I spelt ‘lost’ as ‘lossed’ and didn’t cop it and my horrendous spelling throughout the entire essay knocked me down from A to B it was quite literally my only fault I know grammar and I just can’t spell for shit
#Like I know my poor spelling is caused by#A. I didn’t go to an english primary school and wasn’t bothered#Most of the time to do the spelling practice - I just read a lot and know more words than I can spell#B. I prioritise fast typing over correct spelling so often I get to all the letters but not in the right order#And I frequently make mistakes in my typing because people aren’t taught it anymore#Its just ugh#sizzle rambles
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2/10/23
goal: 1000 / total: 821 / extra burned: 100 / net: 720 / weight: 94.5
disappointed in this. wouldve been less but i kinda blanked while eating goldfish and forgot to count them out bc i was too busy sorting them. oops. well its not that bad. i didnt end up getting to do my usual stuff so the day was very hard. i had planned to wait to eat till later or not at all but around 8pm i started feeling very ill and shakey so i decided to eat. unfortunate but whatever.
mad at myself for being hungry this morning since i had over 800 yesterday. my body is so pathetic. i fed it so much yesterday but even still.
#ugh. 821 thats so much i feel so bad#i know that ill still definitely lose weight if im eating that much daily but i feel pathetic for not going lower even when i wasnt#exercising. the main reason im able to maintain 97 and still eat 2000 a day is bc i exercise so much every day#my sedentary tdee is 1400 and i burn so much extra every day so it works out. i guess im lucky that my main coping mechanism that i use to#feel regulated and also happy (basically a hobby tbh) involves exercising. idk daydreams are more vivid when i skip around#makes me forget my body exists. and i do it so much that i burn a whole lot of calories#ugh. my body hurts rn. i should eat but idk what. should i go higher now and lower later or vice versa#im allowing myself to be ok with higher numbers today. nothing above 1100 but above 800 is ok#think its kinda silly that i always SAY my limit is 1000 but its actually not. but if i set my limit to anything less than im actually more#likely to meet it or go over. i more frequently get totals of 500 with this limit. i tell myself i can have a bigger meal later and then it#comes to bedtime and instead of eating i just go to bed. qhen its a lower amount i know i wont be able to eat anything larger so i am#doing way more counting of cals on everything to figure out what to eat later and it messes me up#and eating over 800 2 times a week isnt so bad. ill still lose weight. i feel bad tho. like im not disordered enough#but 800 is still a very small amount
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tumblr users learn how to read challenge
#of course this was about the literacy post#genuinely how do you look at someone going ugh x and another person going oh its because of y#and read that as them saying y is because of x?#like#this is the shit i hated on twitter#anyways that person was frequently reactionary about shit anyways so ez block tbh#yelling at the void
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ghfhsjajjs ugh
#i still really hate landlards#intentional misspelling to make this shit harder to index/find tbh im paranoid idk#something that didnt quite occur to me about this whole ''traveling'' thing is that i'd have to talk to them more frequently#bc hotels etc are stupid expensive and i smell scam off of 2/3 of the sublet posts I riffle through#and i really am not well about it#like throwing up aka actually nauseous#i get a call from one that im trying to rent from . bc they're trying to screen me & im not in that city yet#and eventually they straight up ask me 'how do i know you're good people?' and I was legit just confused like my brain short circuited#like why would fckn realtors care about that shit especially if i pay upfront. and answered something completely silly#bc i literally forgot that the 'right' answer would be 'we've got good rental history never missed a rent payment always on time'#AKA i fckn prioritize feeding fckn landlards bc if i didnt i'd get ratfucked in the future by this very thing you're doing right now thanks#maybe its an autism moment idk. i fckn hate phone calls esp w strangers bc i need to be 100% prepared for how it would go down#a script if you will & that one threw me in for a loop. AASDHASHSHDA UGH
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why does every chromebook update suck so bad
#and why the hell are they so frequent#i have to reboot my laptop like once a day thats the most annoying thing ever#and its not like the updates are any good either so !!!!!#ugh#cami.txt
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#this happens semi frequently but sometimes ill get too scared to sleep#its not existential#i get scared of the process of sleeping. like. no distractions just me and my thoughts.#Usually i try to push myself to a point of exhaustion where I can fall asleep instantaneously. no Thinking.#but a lot of the time i end up awake for 30 hours or more.#the longer i stay awake the worse the fear gets#hasnt happened on Lexapro bc i could fall asleep in seconds but now??? ugh#vile-wizard.txt
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i have to move out i have to transition i have to move out i have to transition i have to move out i h
#dysphoria kinda sorta starting Happening Semi Frequently last year#and now its been Happing Frequently the last few months#and i hate almost my entire wardrobe and almost my entire body and my dad + brother have been Political (aka Sexist)#so now im all fucked up about how my dad compared me crying to my brother crying bc Men Dont Cry Biologically By Nature#which i KNOW is stupid and wrong but also im definitely internalizing it#and its even worseeee bc im on my period rn and i KNOW if i do/say anything itll just be used to serve a point that Women Be Like That#usually i like my dad and brother but also sometimes theyre just. UGH.#theyre mostly fine and then they drop like the absolute worst take in the world out of nowhere and piss me off for a week#so now just everything sucks and im forcing myself to not be sad about it bc being sad makes me even More Dysphoric rn#I NEED TO TRANSITION!!!!!#cw vent#.txtii
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whyyyy are my bad tics back
#camera talks#fuck my head hurts :/ (hitting my head tic is quite literally the worst..)#and my hand hurts now too#like some of its fine. I can deal with the agressive snapping and stuff#but like could I stop injuring myself ugh#the bad ones were gone for a little while and like not reallly frequent#but this past week is 👎👎#I also feel really bad in general right now but ://#(I think I talked to too many people/did too much interaction and now I’m so tired)#okay. gonna go rest or smth
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I think I might have a sinus infection too. :(
#idk ive been thinking its just allergies bc its not like i feel terrible and/or feverish i just have a lot of congestion#that comes and goes#sometimes sneezing and itchiness BUT not nearly as frequent as the sneezing/stuffy nose/sinus pressure#and at first i was like. ok its not ACTUALLY true that green/yellow snot ALWAYS means infection#while clear means healthy and/or allergies#bc thats just the color your snot gets when you have a Lot of it#and sometimes when you have allergies it builds up and when u blow your nose!! a whole lot of green slime comes out!!#its only when its MOSTLY green rather than OCCASIONALLY green that you need to worry about an infection#not sure where i got this info. mom prob told me when i was younger something to this effect#well anyways . anytime i get a significant blow now its green so!#itd even explain the dental pain ive been having on and off lately#ugh#its been so long since ive had a sinus infection i dont even remember what you do for those
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I bring a "guy you can just ignore/talk over" vibe to the discord that my BPD really don't like
#(quoting that one meme format but too lazy to edit it myself)#anyways. ended up leaving a server bc it happened a second time there and twice was Enough#which ik out of context sounds bratty but in context? this happens to me all the gd time across many servers and im sick of it#idk if it's smth about ME or people just decide that in big group servers you can just chuck courtesy out the window or what#but it feels pointed after a while!#fsr it's when I ask questions for advice and or starter convos people do this the most - sometimes Immediately after my message#and they and everyone after Entirely ignores my message bc they took the spotlight with whatever#and I'm gonna be real. those times are usually me recognizing i need to interact more and Genuinely Trying To Engage#so to not only have the attempt ignored but also Entirely talked over really fucking sucks bc its like man what do you want me to do here?#stand on my head? cry for attention? perform a musical number?? how about mr. cellophane that sound good to you#just. ugh. I know it Has to be something I'm doing. anytime I talk about it other people are surprised it happens frequently#but idfk what I'm doing to provoke that response!! bc no ones fucking talking to me!!!!!#you see my issue here!!!!!#like am i too inactive? is it me being too sensitive and this is smth everyone does all the time? do i come off as too clingy or tryhard?#who knows! evidently everyone in the server but me#just. ugh.#ik leaving isnt right either but im sick of not understanding what im doing wrong and being ignored Hurts too much to tolerate#not without better understanding of the issue anyways#gripegripegripe#blablablah
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rough ~ sunghoon x reader
ଓ ⋆˙⊹ [ 성훈 ] ☆ thinking about how sunghoon comes across as the sweet, loving, perfect boyfriend out in public, but an absolute freak in bed. I mean absolutely fucking nasty.
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sunghoon x reader smut
dom hoon and sub reader. daddy kink, size kink, breeding, slight hints at cnc, slapping, choking, manhandling, slapping dacryphilia degrading, praise. hoonie is so mean n ruthless ugh this was just a super quick thought I has so I decided to write something about it, dont expect it to be good, not proof read.
sunghoon being the most perfect, loving boyfriend is such a yes. he takes you out to fancy restraunts, buys you new jewelry whenever you want, getting you sweet treats as frequently as possible. he spoils you completely rotten. of course he would, you're his little girl! he would hold your hand as he leads you through the mall while shopping, his arms holding your bags as you sip on the cute little drinks you like so much. he would lean into your ear and whisper about how cute you looked today, pressing a long, chaste kiss on your cheek, smirking to himself as your face heated up in the prettiest shade of pink.
you would think he was the sweetest person alive an hour ago, but that opinion was ripped out of your head the second he got you alone.
"h-hoonie, slow a-ahngh please!" it took him less than a second after walking in through the front door, throwing your shopping bags to the side before pressing your front up against the nearest wall and hiking your little short skirt up over your ass.
his thrusts are ruthless as he pounds into you from behind, his hips snapping against your plush ass. his hands are holding you up against the wall and your legs dangle in the air. his pants aren't even pulled all the way down as they hug just below his thighs, your pink panties pulled to the side are now completely soaked as he fucks you through your orgasm.
you squirt all over the his dick and the wall in front of you. your juices dripping down your thighs and onto the floor as you thrash in your boyfriends hold, begging him to let you go.
"stay still you fucking brat" you don't listen to him, your legs still kicking out while his long dick kisses your cervix with every thrust.
"da-ddaddyy hurts, s-low please mmmh" he pulls you off the wall with a grunt, lifting you up in the air as he drags you to the couch, throwing you down onto the cushions. you land on your stomach with a soft 'hmph', and before you can turn around, you feel sunghoons hands force you onto your knees; your back arched with your ass in the air.
you go to look back at your boyfriend, but are quickly met with his hand tangling in your hair, forcing you face into the couch roughly. he gives you no time to think before his dick bullies its way back into your puffy cunt, instantly hitting your sweet spot as his balls slap against your swollen clit.
"shut the fuck up and stay down" his words are so mean :( but you feel your aching pussy throb when he speaks to you in such a way
his hips keep up a steady, quick pace as he fucks you. your screams being absorbed into the couch, your muffled cries only fuel him further, landing a harsh smack onto your ass, a bright red handprint being left on your perfect skin.
your walls squeeze him as he slaps you again, and again, and again. your legs begin to thrash around again, your hands coming up to grip the sides of the couch as you scream
"wan' cum, daddy please may I cum please please !-" he hears you, even though you're face is so deep into the cushions of the couch, soaking the material with your drool. it pisses him off. he grabs your pony tails on either side of your head and forces your head up, biting your ear lob harshly before speaking.
"did you not hear me? I said keep your damn mouth shut" he takes his cock out and flips you over on your back. you whine at the emptiness as he lifts your legs into the air, contorting your body so you fold in on yourself, your knees being pressed next to your head as he forces you into a mating press.
you shriek in pain, his dick finding its way inside you once more, bruising your gummy walls. you quiver at your boyfriends roughness, his delicate touch from earlier long gone as you're left with this monster.
your moans light a fire in the pit of sunghoons stomach. tears roll down your rosey cheeks, and sunghoon can't help but coo at you.
"dont cry sweetie, it'll be over soon, let daddy use your pathetic body just a lil more" you choke at his words, clenching around him when he speaks to you. knots form in your tummy, quickly beginning to unravel as fast as they came.
"daddy! cum please! wan' cum n-ngh fff' pl-please!" you're making such a mess, sunghoons assault on your cunt is so sloppy, and the sight of your ponytails becoming tangled and messy makes him throw your legs down.
His hand moves to your throat as he watches the outline of his dick disappear and then reappear with each thrust.
"oh my god, such a pretty little girl, so perfect and tiny. you like it when daddy abuses your tiny hole hmm?" he asks you and you nod, bringing your lower lip inbetween your teeth as you bite down hard enough to draw blood.
sunghoon retraces his hand from your throat and slaps you. your eyes fling open in shock as your lips quiver.
"you answer daddy when he asks you a question, understand slut?"
"yes daddy, I understand! love it when daddy uses my body, feels s' good !" you squeal, arching your back into the man above you, wrapping your arms around his neck, scratching his shoulders through his shirt.
"you wanna take my cum, sweet girl? stuff you so fucking full 'nd breed your tiny little pussy. oh fuck- good fucking god" sunghoons cock twitches, your cunt clamping down on him with insane grip.
"who owns this pussy, doll?" he slaps your clit, your juices leaping into the air, staining sunghoons shirt.
"daddy does !" you yelp, your orgasm approaching fast.
"such a good girl, cum for me baby, let yourself go all over me sweet thing" and so you do, creaming all around sunghoons length as you flutter around him like the pretties butterfly, souring right into sunghoons cage and being locked away from all eyes.
his pretty little baby ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა
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