#so i just stew in my own misery and confusion and annoyance for 12hrs | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bostonbakeddeans · 11 months

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i think that being trapped in a room for 12 hours while various sitcoms play in the background without being allowed to question the premise of the shows should be classified as a hate crime actually

#my coworkers remembered that we have a TV and so the majority of the shifts ive had in the last few weeks #have had fucking sitcoms in the background #mostly friends #and im just so fucking sick of it. im tired of having to sit quietly for 12 hours and listen to fucking laugh tracks #and people be mean to each other #and im losing my ability to be curious about it which frustrates me #usually if media doesn't connect with me (which happens frequently; hello autism)#i can treat it as a learning exercise: what is the goal of this media? why might others find it appealing?#and more and more im like. i dont get it and i cant figure it out and its frustrating and i dont like it #and im tired of it!! i dont think its funny when people are just shitty perpetually!#do allistic people need the laugh track to cue them that something is funny??? what is the purpose of a laugh track!#i hate it i hate it i hate it #ugh!!!!#and i dont trust my coworkers to be able to answer me honestly/helpfully/non judgementally #if i ask why these shows are considered funny #so i just stew in my own misery and confusion and annoyance for 12hrs #i am a well marinated chunk of Autism

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