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i remembered i can do whatever i want with the power of editing so here's aromantic, asexual, and trans Nagoriyuki Guilty Gear icons.
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EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#edyn tidestrider#cw blood#EDYYYNNNN TTIDESTRIDERRR OHH HOW I LOVE HERRRR#THIS IS A PAGE FULLA REEAALLY OLD DOODLES AND REALLY REALLY OLD DOODELS AND NEW DOODLES. ENJOY.#ONLY CLEANED IT UP A BUNCH TTODAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY W IT WEEEEE#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? DOWN IN THE UNDERSEA. TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER WHENEVER THE ADULTS WOULD LET YOU#A KID WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY HER BROTHER WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY OR WHY HE KEEPS GETTING HURT#OR WHY THE ADULTS JUST KEEP LETTING IT HAPPEN. ITS FOR THE BEST? FATE OF THE WORLD AND ALL THAT? HEY WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE#HOW DO WE STOP IT. HOW DO I STOP IT. THERES PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING ON SOMETHING. ARITIFICIAL LEVIATHAN YOU SAY?#WE COULD BUILD A THING TO RIVAL THE GODS. WELL. SIGN ME UP. IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU#WHAT A FASCINATING THING SHE ACTUALLY SAID. 'IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU' HELLO?? EDYN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO TO HIM. OTHER THAN THE PROPHECY TRAINING. YOU CAN UNDO THAT? YOU CAN UNDO ALL THAT? HOW?? HELLO???#LIKE SURE I JUST SPOUTED MY THEORIES I THINK SHE WANTS TO KILL GOD BUT THATS JUSTA THEORY... A GA#WHAT IS EDYNS GOAL AND WHY CANT SHE TELL ANYONE OOUUUHHH EDYNNNN CMERE EDYNN CMERRE STOP WALKING AWAY CMERE. COME HERE.#fuuuuuck shes so mysteriousss what is she HIDING!!shes also so so so so angry i fucken know she is. shes so gentle and so sweet and timid#but she is ANGRY and shes SMART and clearly shes AMBITIOUS bc shes TALKING TO THE FUCKING BIG HEAD HONCHO O THE FUCKEN NNAAAVYYYYY#ALSO WHO IS NICHOLAS. IF THATS EVEN HIS REAL NAME. WHO DID YYYOU MEET EDYN. DO YOU HAVE A WISH TO BE GRANTED EDYN???#CHEWING ON THE BARS O MY CELL I NNNNEEEEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EDYN IM SO CURIOUS IMG ONNA KILL PEOPLE#i said once in another post 'the oath an eldest sister takes on is on par w that of a paladins-#-and sometimes upheld w the very same ferocity'. I REALLY LIKED THAT LINE.#pleeese... if u can hear me.. pls join me and draw edyn w unbridled plasmatic rage abt the way her brother was treated by the Elders#also pls draw her SCARY. I NEED HER TO BE SSCARY. PLEEASEE I NEED HER TO BE JUST AS VIOLENT AS GILLION BUT INA ICE COLD WAY#JUST AS VIOLENT JUST AS STRONG JUST AS MUCH OF AN AQUATIC MONSTER. im sure u see the vision.#ok i gotta go t bed now i got work in tha morning n i should nnot be stayin up this late. if u hav thoughts abt edyn pls scream abt em#okay byyyyeee goodniiigihhttttt
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Sunday morning sleeping in <3
#my art#glee#klaine#kurt hummel#blaine anderson#fanart#I almost didn’t wanna colour this one but I like the way it turned out#a good little lighting practice#honestly I have no clue if the light beam from the blinds is actually correct but iiii don’t care#you get the vibe#also I should really follow their example and catch some zs#its 4am what am I doinggg#thats what happens when you start a drawing at 11pm#smh#they are so soft thoughhh#I really missed them#and I’ve been wanting them as close as possible#also ive been loving the watercolour look lately#it actually makes me hate colouring a lot less haha#I can be messier#and it looks so softttt#and I like them soft <33#(well.. apart from like… ;)#okay I need to shut up and go to bed#good night and enjoy foks! <333
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Fighting the urge to watch the Challengers rn. But every line you draw of them is just?? So real?? And yummy?? Please ma’am can I have some more 🥺
YYYYYEEES OFC I WILL NEVER STOP WITH THE SOJOPLITTLE CHALLENGERS PROPAGANDA!!
Challengers is a required watch if you want to understand my brain chemistry
And then they hate fuck behind a victorian dumpster <3
(yes jopson spits in tozers face)
(I kinda gave up on getting jopsons likeness with these but hey better luck next time)
#god i need to go to bed now#its not even late its just my shrimp posture and 10 hour screen time has been catching up with me#in german we say frag nicht mane ich bin zwischen den jahren#the time between the new and the old year is just lawless#15 hour screentime? sure whatever#im just rambling at this point#the terror#the terror amc#solomon tozer#thomas jopson#solittle#froggerart
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L'APPEL DU VIDE
okay so. jack! jack. what a collection of guys. the overlap between jack and the beanstalk and jack the giant killer, though. that sure is something! sometimes king arthur is there, which always takes me by surprise.
this. specifically. is an idea I've been kicking around. jack and the beanstalk is not a story I've ever enjoyed, as a kid it was probably my least favorite to read. as an adult, I was INTENSELY fascinated by reading j.g. ballard's the drowned giant. I think about it frequently, and somewhere during a re read of it, I ended up revisiting jack.
combining different versions of jack into one character is not a new concept, but it IS a fun one! the version I've been assembling together plays less with the fun elements of a jack story (and adjacent folklore stories), and focuses more on the potential for tragic elements with the addition of the usual grim and jagged narrative edges that I personally enjoy.
jack with the backstory of the devil and the three golden hairs, only jack doesn't find love, he's TIRED, all he wants to do is go home, but there isn't a home to go back to. what is the point of being born lucky if this is what it gets you? jack the giant killer, only he doesn't want to kill giants, jack who saw a body of a giant when he was a small child and cannot bring himself to do as a king commands. jack, who climbs up the beanstalk and stops halfway to look down. etc.
to go back to the drowned giant real quick, both to set the tone about jack seeing the body of a giant as a youth, and also because I've been haunted and obsessed with this excerpt of it ever since I read it:
J. G. Ballard, The Drowned Giant
anyway! this was originally like, a two illustration concept to get out of my system. however. I'm halfway through outlining a narrative. so. maybe it will also be several illustrations and also comic.
#original tag#generic medieval tag#WAHOO. alright.#i dont have any additional commentary in the tags. reading the drowned giant years ago Did Something To Me#and it connected with whatever it was that made me dislike the jack and the beanstalk narrative (i know what it is. its just not really#all that relevant to this post. also im tired. its time for bed)#through the power of Why Not. i will now. turn it into a story????#i think. its definitely been taking up a lot of space in my mind lately#the only thing stopping me from turning it into my Side Project to do when i need a break from doing Bad Governance edits#is that. ive run out of notebooks???? to start a new story in. and i am Old and i only outline stuff by hand#eventually i'll get to daiso and pick up some new ones and work on this for real. until then. im going to continue to write about it#in my personal journal where i dump all my thoughts and ideas into
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this picture isnt real its all happening in twilights head and she's listening ta this as she's having her bi horse fantasies
un blurred below the cut as well as the lineart with flats cuz i want ta show it off sue me
edit: ignore that the images changed slightly i noticed a shading error i missed and it was bothering me 💀
#mlp#twishy#fluttertwi#mlp fim#my little pony#my little pony friendship is magic#fluttershy#twilight sparkle#spacie scribbles#twilight narration voice: ''i have to go...'' id say ''its getting late and i need to put spike to bed''#fluttershy would yawn. a gentle cute noise befitting for such a cute pony before she would turn her head sleepily towards me#she would look at me with her big beautiful eyes and study me for a moment before saying in her sweet soft voice#''are you sure you dont want to stay the night? i would hate for something to happen for you on your walk back home...''#oh fluttershy...always looking out for her friends. such a caring and gentle soul. my heart would swell at the thought although#id hesitate....and in response fluttershy would get closer and gently push her muzzle against mine...#''please twilight...stay the night...''#my heart would be galloping out of my chest as the moon would gently glow through the window#the pale light highlighing all of fluttershy's delicate features#its as if luna herself planted the moon in this specific way...on this specific night... just for us....#spike‚ interrupting the daydream: twilight are you...narrating a self insert you wrote abt you and one of your best friends???#twilight: ....NO. BUT. DONT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS OKAY#spike: oookay! you got it. i wont tell a soul.#*he then tells everyone except fluttershy*#im crazy guys i swear#i just wrote fanfic abt twilight sparkle writing fanfic#she has a fanfic section of the library its all just her x fluttershy#good lord these horses.
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"Trying His Hardest."
#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#save rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#unpause rise of the tmnt#tmnt#my art#its so late....i need to go to bed 😴#doubt ill be able to 0-0#i feel that insomia in ma blood#vent arts#donnie is always my muse for vent#was thinking of the episode he gave his brothers the tech he made#that scene hit me when they knew why he made them#;A;#like my pun there? his hardest haaaaa ill walk myself off#rottmnt raph#whoop#mood tho#feel like i cant do anything right these days. wish it got easier
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hiiii.. 🙃🙃
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 edit#late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time#but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33
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🤍 the cure to all my ailments 🤍
#jinki art is BACK on this blog (back back back)#my drawing tablet was happy to come out of its drawer for a change#should I tag this as *not an edit*?#I've been toning down on the hyper-realism lately but I never know if it will confuse folks lol#anyway#I'm overwhelmed with excitement#he looks so goooooood#lee jinki#ThatGoodOldArtTag#onew#shinee#(I wish I'd had time to glaze and nightshade this but it was taking foreveeeer to download the resources and unzip and setup the#whole thing and I really need to go to bed cause these days I'm working like crazy and it's been stressful#so perhaps the next time I'll have more time to setup these softwares and make them work) *sigh*#shinee shenanigans
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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something something base serpent messmer trans allegory . repressing the most intense and basal version of yourself for the appeal of those whom you hold in the highest regard, for what you think is a greater good; discarding that facade in your darkest moment to embrace that inner calling, in all of its body-and-mind-altering, devastating, rapturous glory
#elden ring#messmer the impaler#base serpent messmer#its so late and i need to go to bed so bad but i keep thinking about this#am i real for this . can anyone hear me it's so dark in here
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.Your love is like gold.
#zevran arainai#dragon age origins#dao#hero of ferelden#cousland#andrastopher cousland#zevran x andrastopher#andrastopher x zevran#mxm#sketch#.i might not be able to choose a hawke but i will never give up on andrastopher.#.you cannae even pry him from my cold dead hands.#.its v late and i need to go to bed nightynight mwah.#.on a side note if ur reading this im thinking about doing sketch comms but its christmas so next year maybe MAYBE lmk if ur into it idk.
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sorry 2 anyone who follows me primarily for sonic/ultrakill/etc etc content who's only seeing bugs lately btw. 1) i'm really autism about them and 2) i've just been like. violently depressed recently. and my animals are my main motivation above all else to do literally anything ever so sharing them with people brings me a little joy
#dont want to get out of bed? well guess what your rats need cuddles or they'll explode#don't want to clean? too bad stagnant and unhygienic conditions are bad for centipedes#dont want to go outside? your tarantulas might like whatever sticks or rocks you find outside#you get the idea#txt#its just a Trauma Flashbacks time lately#i desperately need to go back to therapy rip
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Day 17 - Discovery
Downtime is great for exploration! And the best part of discovery is really just seeing new things, at least as far as Hound is concerned.
#roegadyn#hellsguard#roevember#roevemberxiv#ffxiv#towering hound#phex ocs#i forgot to adjust the lighting in the second but its late and i need to go to bed u-u
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anyone here think about the unproduced night vale tv pilot a couple times a week or is it just me
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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