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Haven't drawn in ages not because of art block, always have ideas but more so this horrible weight of dissatisfaction like just hating everything I draw even if it's just sketches. It will shift eventually but godddd.
Maybe I need to just find a different creative outlet for the time being.
#also lack of time too#like i get the urge and I'm half way maybe through a drawing but thats me done for the night#and then do not pick it up because the interest has passed#its just not satisfying or fun#like i cant say ive made anything this year that im proud of#like i have gone into allot of detail with certain works but yeh idk rambiling now
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merry christmas @chlopieno! you requested something cozy, so I hope this fits the bill- c!dream drinking some cocoa out at technos place :)
thank you very much @dreblrsecretsanta for organizing this, it was tons of fun <3
#dreblrsecretsanta#c!dream#dreamwastaken#lynx draws#its ambiguous whether dream went in at any point or if he's just lurking! originally I almost gave the mug a crown design but decided not t#and I had to figure out how to do an aurora but it turned out surprising well! the lighting effects in general were very fun to do#love making things glow its so satisfying
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"who radicalized you" the magic of friendship and love
#mlp#weedposting#no fr though theyll make fun of you for saying it#but being kind and accepting of eachother is so much nicer and blissful#and they made it into a 'cringe' 'edgy' 'ironic' thing to call out how bad the world has become (e.g. “we live in a society”)#kill them with kindness is a real thing i do it always (IRL at least i joke back to anons sometimes)#and its so much more satisfying to be nice and see them get confused and frustrated at why they arent bothering you#plus youll just feel nicer if you arent mean to people. i fear that is common sense but people seem to be lacking that anymore
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Names, Marbles, and Fae-vors - More Lore on my Changeling Danny Au
In my last post I talked about the Infinite Realms and the three different planes existing inside it - the Long Far, Home to the Ancients and Celestial Beings. The Fey Wilds, Home of the Fey and other such Mythological Constructs. And the Ghost Zone, Home to the Mortal Spirits. - as well as three of the different ways beings inside the Infinite Realms can travel between planes; the Lake Portals, the Cave Tunnels, and the Starflare Currents. The Lake Portals and the Cave Tunnels don't have an official term for them yet, but I'll come up with something :).
In this post we'll be talking about some of the abilities of the fey! Specifically the things they're most popularly known for: their name stealing and etiquette thing.
For those who are not as well-versed in Fey Lore, or need a refresher, (and because I just want to yap infodump), one of the first rules you learn when interacting with the Fey is that you never, ever, say "thank you" or "I'm sorry" to them! Which is crazy, because they're really big on etiquette and being polite to each other, which is why one of their epithets is "the Good Neighbor/s". So why should you not say two phrases most commonly used when being polite to someone?
There are two big reasons for this, and the reason I'll be focusing on for this au is because, to the Fey, saying "Thank You" is acknowledgement of a debt that's owed to them. It turns the action or gift into something transactional, and results in a verbal contract that the receiver must then repay later down the line -- and whatever point in time, and with whatever the Fey they are indebted to sees fit. Whether that be food, valuables, or your firstborn child.
The other big reason is because some Fey just think it's rude, and view "thank you" as something that dilutes their act of kindness, and/or implies that they are there to serve you. One of the best summarizations I've seen for fey is that they're bros; they're doing this because they think you're friends -- or something similar to the sort. It's deeply insulting to do all these nice things for a friend, only for that friend to reveal that they don't view you the same way at all.
It's for similar reasons that you also shouldn't say, "I'm sorry" either, except instead of repaying a gift, you are now making reparations for a wrong you have done. A misdeed must be repaid in full, now how are you going to make it up to them? And also because well, I imagine that if saying "thank you" is seen as rude, "I'm sorry" is the exact same way because it dilutes the act.
If you're in a situation where you must say "thank you" or "i'm sorry" there are ways to get around it. "I'm grateful", "you're too kind", "I apologize", or "I feel regret" are just some examples I saw used.
NOW! How is this used in my Changeling AU? The Fey work by these same rules, the only difference is that I've added a physical aspect to it! If Fey are capable of stealing the abstract and turning the incorporeal corporeal, then lets run with it!
"Thank Yous" and "I'm Sorrys" are debts, and Fey can magically bound you into a verbal contract with that alone. However, it's not uncommon -- and actually pretty standard -- for Fey to weave the excess magic of that debt into something physical. They create these delicate-looking, iridescent threads that they then weave into their hair for decoration. And in some areas of the Fey Wilds, use it as a way to show off wealth and/or their own wit.
Ever heard of Fairy Hair? Yeah, same concept.
Debt Threads, as I am temporarily calling them, are thin and airy, and not that much thicker than gossamer. Since it's a debt that is intended to eventually be paid back, it's not practical -- nor is it seen as such -- to use the threads for anything more than temporary cosmetics. As a result, they're usually used for decorating the hair, but some crafty fey use their threads to decorate other appendages, or as form of makeup. Despite their dainty appearance, the threads are actually very sturdy and can only be unweaved by the Fey that created it.
You can, technically, take back your debt thread. However, the threads are made using excess magic of the debt, and not made of the magic of the debt itself, which is why it's so thin and airy. So if you do manage to get it, congrats! All you've got is some pretty string and a pissed off feyrie whose hair you probably just yanked out.
Danny's managed to accrue a few "debts" before he realizes he's a fey, mostly from his friends and sister -- although there are a few from his parents, and some from the other student body from when he was unknowingly and instinctually doing Fey Bullshit. As a result, he starts forcing Sam and Tucker and Jazz to stop thanking him for things, and typically makes them repay him through petty, menial stuff. Like getting him food, or buying him a small but relatively inexpensive trinket he's been eyeing for a while. Never usually anything super important - it's his own way of apologizing for indebting them to him in the first place.
As for his parents... well, he'll hold onto those debts for now. Having a way to magically get them off his back with no questions asked is a boon he's pretty willing to keep close to his chest, and no amount of persuasion will convince him otherwise. Sorry Jazz, Fey side wins out on this one. As for some of the students he's got, Danny manages to psych himself up and release some of them from their contracts without repayment -- even if it makes his bones itch.
AND NOW THE NAMES! You never give a Fey your name because they say everything literally. "Can I have your name?" is a literal question -- they are asking for your name, and thus ownership over you. The other thing is that Names have power, if a fey knows your Full Name they can make you do things for them -- however it goes both ways so you could do the same thing if you learn a Fey's name.
Knowing a Name and owning a Name are two different things, with owning a Name being, naturally, more dangerous as you are basically submitting yourself to permanent indentured servitude, among other things. Knowing a Name can be risky because it results in being more susceptible to fey charms, enchantments, and requests.
But! I digress! Just like how Thank Yous and I'm Sorrys can be turned into a physical object, so can Names! This is not obligatory, nor is it recommended to do often because unlike debt threads, these can be taken back, but it happens!
Names can be trapped in these little, colorful glass-like orbs -- marbles, they're marbles/pearls. They can be trapped in what are basically magic marbles, and just like debt threads, be used for decoration. They're more versatile though, and are used for different things since unlike debt threads, the pearls are meant to be permanent! They make beautiful jewelry, since the pearls come in various different colors depending on the person it once belonged to, and the intent behind its creation.
The marbles have a hard outer shell, with the cores having a fluid, shimmery appearance. Look up liquid core dice, and Name Marbles have a similar appearance, just more... ethereal, with different shades of the same color swirling inside. Not two pearls look the same, and even ones that have similar colors or appearances have subtle differences in them that are imperceptible to the mortal eye. Some pearls look like the deepest trenches of the ocean, blacks and dark blues swirling around each other as flecks of bioluminescence float inside. While others look like a lilac winter sunset, with hand-held purples bleeding into pink and gold.
Convincing Danny to return the Names he's gotten is harder than convincing him to absolve the debts. It takes a lot more psyching up on his part to actually do it, and more verbal coaxing and negotiating on his friends' part. Because on an instinctual fey level, those names are rightfully his. For all intents and purposes, he was given those names freely and without reservation, and so to be told that he has to return what were essentially gifts to him is... deeply distressing.
Lots of cognitive dissonance there. His human-raised brain and morals know why he needs to give them back, and he feels bad for owning them. But his new changeling-baby fey-brain is deeply upset at the prospect, and is a liittle bit stronger than the once-human part of him. He rapidly becomes overwhelmed when trying to convince himself to return the Names. He does, eventually, end up doing it, but he's unwillingly upset the whole time.
#changeling danny au#danny fenton is not the ghost king#danny phantom au#danny fenton#danny phantom#fey danny fenton#changeling danny#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc#i think dpxdc would have a blast with fey danny so im including them akjldfh#Convincing danny to return the names is like convincing a toddler to give up a toy they really want. which really isn't that far off#considering danny's a baby fey during all this. you are literally taking what is technically a toy from a baby.#and danny's baby fey brain is throwing a tantrum as a result. 'mine mine mine!'. its a complicated situation because on one hand danny#*does* genuinely want to return the names. he feels incredibly gross owning people and guilty that he even has them in the first place#but at the same time he feels incredibly averse to even the idea that he has to give them back. it feels unfair. he was given those#names! those are HIS names! its as if someone just gave him a gift and then went 'oops nevermind give it back'! he's incredibly offended#especially over the fact that they just want him to *give* them back without anything in return? those are valuable! what is he getting#out of this? satisfaction? great cool except he doesn't feel satisfied! he just feels hurt and sad and frustrated and robbed. one of the#cons of being a fey. being a fey is all fun and games until it isn't because he was human for 14 years of his life and now he isnt anymore#and this is just one of the many reminders of his changed physiology.
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My friend, who is reading MTME for the first time, said that their favorites are Tarn and Overlord and I responded to that “Okay Cuppajj” and then after a second they went “TGE COOKIERUN FANARTIST?!?!”
I thought this was funny enough to share
LMAAAAOOOOOOO oh no… they don’t know about my mtmte days… they dont know abt my overlord and tarn art…
#those were the days#got a little sidetracked by au and oc stuff after a while but it was so fun#I REALLY owe them another drawing sometime because my art skills have deffo improved#someday I will return to tf…#well I dont think I ever left im just talking about posting art lmao#its just that cookie run is so easy and satisfying to draw lmao#fits w my art style more than geometric aa robots#but I digress#that is very funny LMAO#I like overlord and tarn and I think they should make out while killing each other 🫶🏽 universe saved
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everyone on reddit being like "not my dragon age!! this used to be a grimdark serious game with NO JOKES!"
#like sorry? its never been that#its always been a blend of dark and serious with lightheartedness. and this game seems the same way#the past few trailers have been much more grimdark so for this one to be a bit more lighthearted and fun... makes sense#everyone on reddit is a hater more at 10#at this point its just confirmation bias. like there's nothing that could satisfy them lmao
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(*^▽^*) HI HELLO... i wanted to get this done before the end of may but ummmm well things happen. so!!! i wanted to take a shot at mer!vani (i like to think of it as world form but honestly im also just a sucker for mermaids) hes supposed to be a viperfish!
#escuerel's art#kh#kingdom hearts#vanitas#kh vanitas#vanitas kh#ummmm <:)c i also realized the lure would look different only after i was almost done AND how viperfish use their lures isnt like that#but it was already drawn. + who cares + having fun + playing#i tend to lean toward simpler designs i feel like i couldve done more but im satisfied with it.#vanitas having a red color scheme makes it easy for him to be a deep sea fish because of how red works as a color its neat#also!!! i dont make references i am a big “i just wing it” person so this is new!!! so sorry <:3c#i also dont take references as strict guidelines if you think something would look better drawn some way go for it if u draw this!!
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When I'm not thinking about shit he'd do or say I am in fact still producing 20 other WIPs with his face.
WIP, obv
#I'm really starting to enjoy this weird watercolour-ish vibe whatever tf is going on#It kinda feels like carving linoleum#except theres no linoleum#and im not carving anything#except i kinda am cuz im just carving shit from shadows now#which is weird#cuz with my markers its usually the other way around#cuz theyre pretty transparent#but this is weird in a fun way#and oddly satisfying#combining my unapologetic joy of portraits with whatever tf this is is fun#i think its pretty obv already who that is#which sparks joy#also did u know he has a bald spot in his stubble?#now u do ur welcome#eitherway i can't sleep so might as well
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Tsukauchi : I hope All Might isn't doing anything dangerous.... He doesn't even have a quirk...
Meanwhile Toshinori :
Based on this post of @loadingbnha, it's so damn accurate and I have just been laughing about it since you posted it loading 🙏🏼🙏🏼
#LOADING UR IDEAS FUEL MEEEEEE#loadings yapping vs art block#I AM SO SATISFIED W THIS EHEHE#it was fun but toshis suit IS a pain to draw lmaooo#its just such a hilarious image#like tsukauchi sayin out loud in a quiet setting#“oh i hope hes alright...”#and then it immediately cuts to toshi being surrounded by enemies w only blood curdling screams being audible#and him laughing maniacally#its literally canon-#IT HAS HAPPENED KSJDKA#if u squit u can see stain back there!#hes gonna back him up ehshehhe#its like toshi is a teenager that runs away w his bf that tsukauchi (the parent) doesn't accept#🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼he never had a childhood let him do it now#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#toshinori yagi#akaguro chizome#all might#stain#stainmight#<- just tiny#doom slayer
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Orpheus and Eurydice Wangxian au based on this thread I wrote on twitter!!
#wangxian#mdzs fanart#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan zhan#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#jessbye#egg#GODDD I GENUINELY HAD SO MUCH FUN DRAWING THIS??#ITS LIterally just . a quick silly painting but i enjoyed going ham w all the brushes and the editting#until i was satisfied w its vibes#anyways yeah this au has been eating my brain lately
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My favorite Romina Screenshots
Definitely one of my favorite bosses now, what a gorgeous design
#the amounts of tries it took until I took a moon picture I was satisfied with#its so much fun tho#turning off hud and just focusing on getting the one great shot#bug wife bug wife#I love her#romina saint of the bud#it was worth switching to nighttime every try at some point#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring dlc#elden ring#bideogame
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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Finished an AU piece that has been sitting on my desktop for the past 7 months!
#AU sauron and cyrusk cuz i just like drawing them no mater the universe#also my childhood was potc movies and it has a strange nostalgia attached#and AUs are just fun- ANYWAYS its at a point im satisfied me thinks#in fantasy cy gets to be a creature- in this one sauron gets to be#i posted the mermay thing way back#its the same AU#art#artwork#illustration#digital art#own characters#ocs#fantasy art#fantasy illustration#people can use it if they want idk i spent a lotta time on it so like should be used for something
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OFF With Humble Zacharies and A Molting Bad Batter
#off#off game#off zacharie#zacharie off#off the batter#bad batter#my art#fanart#Playing around with my Zach design again hehe#I feel like I'm getting *somewhat* satisfied with how I design Zacharie hehe#I'm still forever playing with him but for now this verison of him is really fun to sculp!!#I feel like I'm really giving him a solid his frog motif no matter the mask#As for The Batter piece: it's a concept of how I imagine he 'molts' into Bad Batter#With molting; nothing quite changes its simply the animal getting bigger and breaking free from its old shell#Batter as always been Badder; nothing truly changed. He's just bigger now/you can see him fully this way#I'm will forever workshopping but for now I really like how it turned out hehe
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I dont think that Trudy is a robot I think she's just like that™
#like beth has a history of just making some freaks (affectionate) so i trudys just having a TIME but shes fully human#she is the equal but opposite of ron in many ways#i just think its kinda less fun if trudys a robot knowingly or not but also its the 3rd episode so maybe itll be thematically satisfying#theyll make it good either way but i think having her just be a woman who is kinda weird and surrounded by messed up stuff is more fun#i have thoughts and cant express them properly#like i dont like the lobotomy theory because that seems insensitive and also i think good old fashioned brainwashing does what the robot#theory does but better and also it fits the call of cthulu genre better#i just think trudys such a fun character i could talk about her for HOURS#trudy trout#dndads#the peachyville horror
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so. uh. Wild Life finale huh
#wild life spoilers#life series spoilers#uhhhh okay wait i need to ramble a bit more here first to then get into the finale stuff#because. im putting my thoughts and spoilers in the tags#so fun fact i waited for 3 hours avoiding spoilers for Pearl’s pov to then find out it’s getting posted tmr#so. those were 3 insanity inducing hours#anyway. so uh. what the fuck was that#it was wild. ill give it that. it was wild and nothing else#the winner seemed fitting the final battle IS wild but. okay? i dont. what arcs actually got resolved here#that just didnt feel like a proper ending yknow??? i know its improv and all that and none of it is planned but. i can at least say that i#feel like the wild card mechanic as a whole was too intrusive for a life series gimmick#and as a result none of the established arcs/plots/relationships can get a somewhat satisfying conclusion. because oh wowie theres a fucking#snail chasing me again. oh theres vexes everywhere oh wow hey uh Gem i know we haven’t really come to any meaningful end to this fight we’ve#been having all season but can you help me with a trivia question. oh oopsies you died to a vex. oh well#so those are my. initial thoughts#Scott getting permakilled by a shot meant for Joel was awesome though 10/10#mcyt
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