#its how I feel
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"hey you doing alright?" no actually I'm thinking about Sarek again
#banger post#this ones been cooking in the drafts for a while#its how I feel#all the time#every time I think about Sarek I feel unending grief#people who hate Sarek DNI (this is a joke)#like dont get me wrong he's not a GREAT parent by any measure#he's a bad parent. we know this#but I feel. so much for him#tng's episodes “Sarek” and the first part of “Unification”? destructive#Tos' “Journey to Babel” as well#literally every episode with Sarek? destroyed#the second episode of TAS#any of the movies where he shows up#instantly im not okay#IDK IT JUST#it breaks me#star trek#star trek tos#tos#ambassador sarek#s'chn t'gai sarek#star trek sarek
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As much as I don't really like House...
I shall always be a House apologist.
#house apologist#house md#gregory house#my bad#its how i feel#i understand him#but i dont like him#im sorry#yeah i said it
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Call me out for being delulu but-
Maladaptive daydreaming has honestly saved my life ♡ like I've always had such a huge imagination as a kid to help me feel safe/sleep at night. Highschool it started to get a bit real💀 like all the fake relationships inside my head I would even replace my "friends" with different people now I just use it to fill that whole in my life, my highschool experience wasnt great and left me feeling lonely alot so I replay it out in my head differently and it makes me feel better 💓 I dont experience the tiredness or depression from it honestly maybe occasional sadness from my own mental health by when I slip into that daydream like scenario I feel safe, when I regress I feel safe. ♡
#my personal blog#my perspective#ventcore#venting#fypシ#confession#dollie#girlblog ♡#girlcore#my thots#pinkcore#softcore#kawaiicore#coquette community#non community agere#maladaptive daydreaming#coping#safety#coping mechanism#i love it#its how i feel#🥺#idk may have a problem?#follow#can anyone relate?#dms open#ask open#girl stuff#mine#🎀
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every time i animate something and show it off i want everyones reaction to be like what the fuck. okay. what the hell. you just did that?
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a crying doll
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Being a crippled cosplayer fucking sucks. I want to paint and sew and create and cosplay and have fun and do all of the things I enjoy doing but I'm tired.
And it hurts
So I live with my pintrest board of broken dreams and desires
#vent#i can stay crippled im reclaiming it#its how i feel#im crippled#cosplay#angry cripple#chronic pain#chronic illness
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"for god so loved the world he gave his only begotten son" god couldve given us 20 sons and sacrificed each of them. like nicki minaj.
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I don't know if it's the raging ADHD but attempting to write with anything but a very specific type of pen or pencil makes me want to cut off my hand
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me when the girlies keep all their buccal fat
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see this is why I wouldn't hate the alicole thing. IF we’d been given the moment where she finally broke completely. Where we saw her sense of duty destroyed because she’d tried so hard and everything was going to shit anyway. It was built up to in season 1 but we never got that. at most its lazily implied. It rly should have been the moment she went against viserys wishes and made aegon king, but instead they had it be all wishy washy and ambiguous, as if she just misunderstood him. I was alright with that at the time, but given the version of her we’re getting in season 2 (with the very core of her character changed in between seasons??) She definitely should have had a moment where she realised viserys doesn't give a single thought to her childrens safety and told him to go fuck himself. That would have made her character way more compelling and consistent going forward if this is the direction they wanted to go.
god people really don't get it do they. tying themselves in knots trying to understand alicent as if she's really that hard to get. she's angry because no one saved her. no matter how good she was, how hard she loved, how kindly she spoke, no one has ever tried to save her. she lives in a world where she is functionally incapable of saving herself, and yet surrounded by women with royal blood and the modicum of agency that affords them. like wouldnt you go a bit insane too? wouldn't you leave your kind nature to starve? wouldn't you sob over this injustice to your long lost love whilst pointing a dagger in her face?
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playing critically acclaimed award-winning open world action rpg elden ring but you look closer at me and while my face contains an expression of enjoyment you look at my chest and the comically oversized pin what says "I really wish i was playing another crab's treasure ng+ right now"
#my brain is fucked but like its real#its how i feel#elden ring is very cool though dont get it twisted but my friend showed me everhood#and its like#man what are we doing#crabgame
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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dont forget what happened to icarus
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#guhh cat#i like ford the most in this 1 .i struggled hard w fiddleford but thts OKAAAYYYY :thumbs up:#also idk if it translates well at all but i wanted to include stanleys brand.fresh off the press 📣#i do want to come back to this at some point and touch it up . future me w the future ability 2 execute this how i wanted hmmm#but im j happy to have smt i want to draw again LAWLL#gf art is incredibly embarrassing 4 me to post#like not even ab the show (which is awesome amazing legiterally da best) and i loveee lovee all the other art its like.#i feel like there is a magnifying glass looking in2 my soul.exposed. ths is how roly polies and armadillos feel
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but you can't keep holding on like this.
#you can put a disability metaphor in any legfndary draconic entity. many people dont know this#my art#comic#ouroboros#for tag filtering:#blood#its a blurry day forgive typos#for search results:#bite down or let go#here's the deal ouroboros#for qna:#yes you can get it tattooed i would appreciate a tip through ny kofi (pinned) and i would love to see if you feel comfortable sharing#yes its an original quote i do write sometimes#no its not cringe or bad if you blorbo tag or whatever. go nuts. if i didnt want people connecting w my work I wouldn't post it#yes you can quote it in your own art and I'd love to see that too#anyways i love you. we'll both get through this regardless of how it changes us okay? i love you.
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DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one
#i've been listening to icarus by bastille#and for some reason my brain fills in 'this is how it feels to take a fall' as 'this is how it feels to take off all your skin'#and like fuck man#and I KNOW that’s technically not a misheard lyric but my post my rules cope#anyway my line now#also probably phrased this poorly but its ok#im allowed to be incomprehensible#as a treat#and then fuckin#from we sink by of monsters and men#the original line was 'please look away dont look at me'#and i kept hearing it as 'please learn a way to look at me'#anyway#shoving this post in the queue but please be aware that i am writing it very late at night#q
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