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AAUUAUGHGHAUHG THE SURPRISE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THAT HE WAS MAKING PECAN PIIEEEESSS
#no one will get this reference#its extremely sad tho#massive shout out to anyone who gets this reference#other than you ginger#sweet tooth#sweet tooth netflix
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N*loth is literally prime NPD representation and that's just how it is. Dat's just how i feel . if iiiiiii hear anyhing ab him needing to be humbled or put in his place i'll just tear my hair out right here and match his look. not even trying to lift him up or defend him i'm just defending the mentally ill skajrim characters nobody wants to understand,
#text#literally sick to my stomach from people sayin that shit omfg#no i'm exaggerating but be serious#my sk*rim NPD trifecta is n*loth + s*ddgeir + m*raak#s*ddgeir is the one you all should be humbling cause he's just gay (derogatory)) and materialistic#i swear n*loth didn't do anythign to any of you people he doesn't even like fancy stuff even tho he has the bag#people see a smart bih with a rocket science degree and just wanna say she needs to be '' '' put in her place '' '''#my hyper sk*rim character rambling. .. but seriously tho...#i think 2 this site its: traumatized character = 'sad wet cat'#intimidating woman = 'MAMA DOM'#and character with blown out ego = 'actually pathetic'#like i'll start swinging idc#m*raak is a good personification of NPD cause he doesn't wanna believeee there's someone better than him in his 'skill'#notice how he's Always throwing shit on U for no reason#he's so mad. lols#the entire DB DLC is about m*raak's NPD and how it consumed him. very artistic..#but n*loth i find to be extremely realistic even in the little things#how his NPD isn't an escape from anything but just pillars of his existence#+how his ego doesn't help w/ not caring about wat others think about him.. he neeeeds that validation to feel good 2#but not to survive. his Ego can carry him on it's own#i'll defend n*loth's mental illnesses with my life idrc abt m*raak's diagnosis tho just cause he annoys me from the gameplay LMFAO BYE#if i sound crazy when i post shid likethis it's cause you don't LOVE sk*rim like i do.........rubbing my temples
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literally the only good thing i can say about hellava bust is that they are introducing the seven deadly sins in the same order as dantes divine comedy, like following the order of the 9 layers of hell from shallowest to deepest. only smart reference in the whole show
#everything thing else is ass tho#plus they ruined it by introducing lucifer in hasbithc hotel#kinda fascinated by that show ngl#it somehow fumbles the most basic of criticisms of evangelical and christian moralities#and still wants to say its sooooo edgy and transgressive#if youd saw the transgressive media i want youd hurl!!!!#it hardly engages with the themes of sin to rather make melodrama and paint abusive characters as poor lil sad boys#and worst of all#HOW IT LOOKS GIVES ME A HEADACHE#i literally play games that have extreme seizure warnings with drowning music#flashing neon colors and harsh contrasts#how can i take those better than that show#literally there are some shots i genuinely get lost caus ethe visual clarity is god awuful#id talk about the designs#but theyre just not for me#even tho i very much dislike how they look#i guess they are effective with theyre targetaudience#asmodeus is good tho. only good design i can think off.
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Hey! I saw this post of yours and I kinda (really) want to read your bkdk tgchk love square post thingy
please, I need- I WANT-
Darling, if not for the forces of mental illness and work I would have made so many charts and graphs that are actually clean and readable by now-
#srsly tho i rlly need to be motivated to make insane stuff more#even just drawing is hard for me to ever want to post#also this chart is rlly important to me#which is both good n bad#i'm putting my whole pussy into making this thing and if it doesnt do well i will be extremely sad#man...#I rlly appreciate u op for asking about it tho#its one of my most dear projects ive ever done#evelynpr bnha#evelynprask#bnha#mha#my hero academia
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#what do i like to do on my days off? my body hurts and im consumed by grief#and fear and contemplations on the nature of death#its not entirely bad tho. i have a morbid fascination with such things so its not like it makes me extremely anxious#its more like im staring directly into the void despite the madness it may bring#mayhaps its not healthy but all my favorite things make me sad. there is beauty to be found in sad things#but still the fear is creeping in as we near 2 weeks until the semester starts bc i dont kno if i can do it.#i just feel like ive broken something beyond repair and i dont kno if i can do this anymore. or is that just a story im telling myself?#thats less fun. it feels like im bracing for pain. its the same feeling i would get whe#when i was coming home from breaks of school. its the reason ive spent so much time crying on airplanes. everything still feels like such#a mess and im afraid#i just want to draw until my hand hurts#unrelated
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me: ohhh maybe ill be able to leave early bc its the weekend then i can chill and do some extra studying ^7^
the new guy who is a little too eager to teach a student: 🤭
#NGL IM A LITTLE SAD BC THIS IS MY LAST DAY HERE AND I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOO#he wound up being one of my fave doctors to work with tbh idjdjsjs#hes just extremely talkative and me being low energy i was just aaaaaaa is too much#but hes honestly nice and very forward so maybe thats why it was easy to open up jfndndjdjs#but like we had such a nice conversation and it felt nice to hear some stuff ive been through from a senior :')#i think esp cuz of my wittle breakdown yesterday gjdjdjs but yeah#he also just said like 'oh thank god i have a student then i can actually focus on what im doing' so it was a win win fjdjdjs#he was cool.... joked around a lot which i was like ?! but genuinely very neat djfjdjs#im so sad tho since he usually works on a different site + im leaving to a different ward :(#but anyways.#oh he also just straight up went ITS SO ISOLATING WORKING IN HERE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A FRIEND#and im just sjdjsjdkskkssks bro...#anyways it was a very weird experience but he was cool jdjdjdd#too much energy tho i think im dying sjfnsjs#work logs#snow speaks
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I think Chloe Gong missed what could have been top tier drama/comedy with the fact that in As You Like It Phoebe thinks she fell in love with Ganymede (Rosalind disguised as a man) while Silvius is in love with her.
#foul lady fortune#chloe gong#foul heart huntsman#secret shanghai#silas wu#phoebe hong#rosalind lang#I'm both sad it didnt happen and extremely glad#its even better if you add the fact that phoebe fell in love with ganymede/rosalind because she was mean to her#she kept mistaking silvius' medaphors which was hilarious#i mean phoebe canonically has tried to steal orion's gfs before just saying#it would be top tier comedy but also agony#i feel like how she characterized phoebe as differently than as you like it (which is amazing) would not fit this tho#plus it's unneeded drama#and the fact that orion and rosalind#along with silas and phoebe if we are being correct to as you like it#will be endgame really does tarnish that idea#silas and phoebe is a good staying true to as you like it but changing it to be better version of silvius and phoebe for sure#but just imagine the drama#overall glad it didnt happen tho#imagine if this happens in foul heart Huntsman tho#i think id die of both pain and laughter
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wiki how do I stop spiraling about my life once every 2 weeks I'm getting sick of it
#personal#i just want to make things so bad#it hurts to even look at something anyones made bc im not doing it#i started so late and its still so hard. i got months without doing anything bc im just exhausted from daily life#if i spend more time with my girlfriends i feel like im closer to them but then i have no time for art#if im making something im spending less time with them#and i like my job so much. i really do. i even considered just saying fuck it and going into library sciences#but i still come home barely able or willing to talk sometimes. and i dont know how to fix that#and i feel so unfulfilled and extremely lonely even tho i have friends#but i can barely get myself to draw or write even when i have so many ideas#i feel so uncomfortable in my body and so tired of trying with therapists and doctors#all of it makes me so anxious i feel sick#so Frustrated i feel dizzy. and then i still cant do anything!!!!#i dont want to live here anymore i just want to be with everyone else. but everyone is moving away or planning to. us included#but no one in the same place. it makes me so sad#i dont know what to do or how to do it when i dont have motivation to do the bare minimum#maybe i just like torturing myself by thinking i can do the things i want instead of aceepting i cant. :/ cringes#for anyone that has somehow read this far ill be ok in like 20 minutes im just having a moment dw. im fine. will handle it like an adult#and not spend to much time thinking about this
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I've thought about making a small comic regarding my aroace spec experience, and how that went growing up...
#as a little fun fact the Bi part of my sexuality was extremely easy to figure out snd come to terms with#but the aroace spec part of it wasnt... and was very painful and scary#i have an Oc named Leah that i placed this on her but her pov is on the bi part.... but...#i guess if i ever were to make something with my ocs. it would be good rep to show the struggles of the ace community too#seari talks#there is something very sad about being in love with love and feeling like you might never actually meet it#< used to be me. plus other more sad thoughts jsjsjsj#im happy where I am now tho... sometimes i wish i was more allo... but that would probably mean that id be a different person#not the seari that can give love to everyone who is open and isnt afraid to show affection...#and its not like im incapable of love. i am capable of feeling that type of attraction too! so... its okay
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getting spam ads for online jobs....its that bad out here
#pic of a guy with money shooting out of his laptop labeled part time jobs!!!#pic of a happy smiling mom with her baby labeled remote jobs!!!!#i dont need to make a million dollars part time but its sad that the ability to be working from home is to hard to find#its so in demand but everyone wants to force workers back into the office even tho it's proven less productive then cry abt a labor shortage#bc they seriously think miserable employees must be better somehow despite all the evidence to the contrary#there's so much competition for wfh jobs except for the awful ones unfortunately i have given up looking for now#someday i will run a home business and be my own boss but rn i just need steady work that doesn't make me want to die#but im extremely limited in where i can commute to as a new driver with poor vision and anxiety in a rural area w no public transportation#anyway getting scam ads for employment......its that bad#i cant believe employers want to boo hoo pretend online work is impossible when its been known for like twenty years that its better#then got proven en masse during lockdowns#🤡#this has been a shitpost
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so funny how the 2 big art ideas i have are both abt 2 lesbians eating eachother (literal)
#we love gorey girls here#i just have no idea how to compose them#also one of them would have partial nudity bc like... its important to the meanjnf n theme n stuff#one is kinda hot the other is just really sad if you think about it hard enough#already came up with a good caption for the sad one#itll probably be a few months b4 i draw them tho#not art#kibblemaniac#one is extremely toxic yuri so toxic it kills u the other is just really one sided#im cooking
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<- just drew the saddest motherfucking haruka and made herself upset >:'(
#im usually not great with conveying extreme emotion but i got an expression and body language im really satisfied with#and now im sad!!!!#i dont know if itll be ready tonight but i should be posting it soon#maybe ill keep working on tho it since its looking so good...#😭😭😭#rose rambles
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the way my heart sank . lol
#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious#but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her#and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree#so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call#and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated#and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad#and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so#confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not#want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should#but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐#which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening...#i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same#instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and#work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad.#like. im Afraid.#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow#idk what else i can do#i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first.#shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk#i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me#like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w#the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at#me for trying to help . idk#UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me
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I can't express to you how much I adore Weaver Márquez. The ghost in the static. A mystery not a puzzle. A person gone but still taking up space. A thing still leaving marks after it's gone.
#i love her i love her i love her#one of the very very very few characters i relate to across any media piece. i can only think of 4 that i relate to even a little#shes more unteathered to reality than i am but shes an odd person with bizarre niche extremely academic interests#who just drifts through places like a ghost. more memory than person#she makes me so sad but i guess everyone in kr0 is a tragedy#but weaver is like thr 2nd big anomaly u meet. standing in her farmhouse where a grave out front reads marquez even though as far as#Shannon knows its not a family member and her one last echo of impact on the world is seemingly to guide Shannon to a place where maybe she#can make somwthing better once the rain has washed everything away#uuuuuugh its such a beautiful gorgeous game that i love so so so much#as an Appalachian i feel it in my soul Even tho im not from Kentucky and i was lucky enough to grow up not in poverty the town where i went#to school was better than a mining town but still poor rural America#its just a game that changed my brain chemistry#kentucky route zero#krz#kr0
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Told my baby I was feeling dysphoric today so she called me her pretty-boy a bunch of times and used an eyebrow pencil to very carefully draw a mustache on me 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖
#she told me ill always be her pretty-boy no matter how i present even if its more fem than usual 😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖#even if its extremely fem#it was so sweet im emotional#i really love the idea of wearing a lil skirt and having her call me her pretty-boy. that sounds nice#this was all prompted by me putting makeup on for work and feeling very uncomfortable with how i looked after#which is the first time makeup has ever made me dysphoric#usually clothes do it. a lot of my girlier clothes are things i can only wear on very specific occasions#when my mood is right#otherwise putting them on makes me feel intensely uncomfortable#but makeup is usually fun bc i like putting colors and shapes on my face#today tho my brain said ''this is going to make you sad'' and then it did#after my girl drew on me she kept saying that i would look good with a lil baby t mustache 🙈#and she kept calling me handsome#i love her 😭#text#baby 💖
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wait "the friendship episode is the worst one” is the common dhmis opinion? that one actually ended up being my favorite sdklfsdlf
#tho i think thats bc warren is a really fun character to hate its like cathartic to me#mostly bc he does actually remind me of someone irl. like hes sad and pathetic but also extremely hateful#tho i understand why that also makes ppl hate the episode#personally my least favorite one was the job episode bc it made me wayyyy too anxious#and i thought it dragged on for longer than it needed so that was the one i was gonna skip on rewatch#still think its a really good episode it just isnt for me personally#my second favorite is probably death bc of the black comedy in it tho and the songs are better than they have the right to be#echoed voice
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