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This is the first time I've posted something generative on tumblr in almost six years.
#and it does#in a weird way#feel like coming home?#not in a purely positive way#its complicated of course#but its a type ofnaolidarity i think i sorely need
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yknowwww there is something... deeply uncomfortable about the way mel never speaks directly to viktor in the 'build hextech weapons' scene. she really only speaks to jayce. plenty of people have pointed this out already but like the one scene they actually share a meaningful interaction and she treats him like he's beneath her. all this after jayce has emphasized how important viktor is, that hextech is theirs, together. she unequivocally ices him out, there's no other way to interpret this scene. the way it's shot too - from viktor's perspective, looking up at her, as though to reinforce the same belief in him. like he doesn't even bother expecting respect from her - or anyone from the upper echelon of piltover. he's fully accustomed to being dehumanized by everyone around him at this point. sometimes even by jayce, despite the trust they clearly have in each other.
then of course after this scene is viktor experimenting on himself. it's pretty clear that he has internalized his own dehumanization. crazy.
#dont open these tags unless you want to read an essay im so serious#quick disclaimer i do properly ship jayvik as of s2e9 aha#sorry abt the like. spam. but yk this what rewatching an insanely detailed show with fresh eyes does to a mfer#arcane#.txt#i think mel and jayce (among others) both exhibit the same kind of casual classism#jayce somewhat more obviously with his whole 'the zaunites are dangerous' spiel#and mel more subtly. its in the way she shows very little concern for the plight of the undercity until yk. it explodes in her face#she's been on the council for a decade. has done little but rub elbows with the elites of piltover and amass her own fortune#pretty clear she hasn't so much as blinked at the horrific state of zaun. this makes her a very willing participant in its oppression fyi#and then of course her treatment of viktor#ive seen it pretty heavily debated and i don't really see any reason to deny or defend these actions of hers#likewise when jayce accosts viktor and reprimands him for going to the undercity or makes a hextech weapon there's no reason to excuse him#these are clear examples of classist behaviour and i dont think it does anybody any favours to ignore it#jayvik#<-tagged bc those who do not want to read criticism of or about mel will likely have it blocked#im not here to stir the pot thanks#there's also something a bit kooky about the idea of 2 privileged rich kids commiserating about the sad state of the undercity#meanwhile a literal resident of said undercity whose perspective they could REALLY use is dying in a lab using his own body to try and#cure a common zaunite ailment/disease#meanwhile they wont help until they feel piltover is 'safe' (aka has WMDs to use against any perceived threat aha....)#anyway#its all very complicated and i dont doubt that their intentions were good (...mostly) but the road to hell and all that#it just rly bothers me that viktor was like. right there. a wealth of insight into zaun. and neither jayce nor mel even bother engaging him
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Character question! TWST is an isekai, right? What was Tia doing before she got zapped into the setting?
If TWST is not an isekai and I'm mistaken, just ignore me 😂
TWST IS AN ISEKAI SO YOU’RE RIGHT, DW. It’s pretty much baked in that the viewer makes up who the MC is (not everyone does, but, I do) 🩷 Sry it took a minute (WEEKS) to answer. I was drawing things. Sometimes I don’t think I articulate with words well enough to explain myself nor to retain attention. I did not proofread and the text got wonky so excuse that.
Now what was Tia doing before being forced into the setting 🪷

Prior to being whisked into Twisted Wonderland, Tia was a normal person from New Orleans, yay! She lived with her **grandmama (but she doesn’t like being called that, she ain’t OLD m’kay?) and older brother (Not appearing in the following images.)
There’s a bit more background but I’ll stick with the most recent and basic stuff.
At the end of her school year, Tia got accepted into some kind of once in a lifetime apprenticeship program, where she and 4 other selected people, will shadow a world-famous chef in New York City. During the summer, she’s been cooking, reading, and doing part-time jobs nonstop in excess-preparation.

She was intending on transferring to a new school and live with her great aunt in NYC (grandmama’s sister), graduate, then get started in her career climbing up the ladder and eventually be able accomplish a long term dream of hers— opening her own restaurant.

Though, obviously, Tia has issues with being so laser focused on her goal she tends to neglect everything else in life. Like, y’know. Having friends, having fun, literally doing ANYTHING outside of working. Let alone sort out her own feelings or heck, even consider if this is truly something she wants to do. She’s pretty much convinced herself into it, and for the past year in particular she’s been more engrossed than ever.
Either way, things were going swimmingly by her standards. Tia was just SO CLOSE to getting a foot in the door and everything was about to go right for her— Almost there, even. Two weeks until she flies to NYC to start her new life and really get her dreams started!!

Well.
Till the black carraige showed up. Shit.
[EVENT NOT DEPICTED]
**EDIT as of Nov. 2024: Revising Tia’s Grandmomma to being her Aunt.
#cozy ask#ALWAYS WANTED TO SPOUT THIS!!!#tho answering this made me overhaul her old pre-twst life#so if anyone saw the old stuff it is no longer valid.#also this is less complicated.#DOES SHE HAVE DEAD PARENTS? But of COURSE! its not an MC in an isekai without it!!#Tia Dumarais#twstposting#sorry the speaking is shit i literally forgot all the good ways of wording by the time i reached the end lol
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i wonder if (Saint) Xelqua regresses sometimes without fully turning into the kid form.
Just suddenly more whiny, bratty, stomps his bird foot, generally just doesn’t want to deal with anything—well this is more of a tantrum isn’t it, but Grian manages to calm him down, pats his head without thinking and Xelqua leans into the touch slightly.
That’s something the kid form does, seeks out comfort from Grian specifically, not that the Saint would be aware of that fully, but he is subconsciously also doing it.
Grian suggests they go flying. They can play tag and chase each other around the sky.
#just thinking. i saw an age regress tag and remembered ah that’s basically what Xelqua does..#more complicated of course and actual body switching#but I wondered if it’s something he’d do without body switching#xelquas personality by default is pretty playful. Being a Watcher it’s not surprising.#kidxelqua#i dont usually talk abt actual age regression soryyyyy if this sounds odd#i was also just thinking abt how their dynamic doesn't change much between forms#its always brothers or papa and son hahahaha
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was joking to my girlfriend about a very elaborate scenario in which fugo would wear a shirt that reads "I taste as good as I look". The exact text is as follows
"A concept: fugo wearing a crop top that reads "I taste as good as I look" but it's laundry day (that's the only reason he's wearing it, it was a gag gift from Trish) and he looks like shit so it just looks like cannibalism deterrent" -Astro
I drew this to destress . Maybe I'll fix it up and make it into a proper drawing sometime. Not tonight tho
#pannacotta fugo#vento aureo#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#it's FGA if you squint so I'm tagging it#fugoposting#fugo's gay adventure#jjba part 5#I was gonna draw the giorno shirtless calendar into the background again#but explaining its presence in a random laundromat was too complicated#not that I think fugo is the sole owner of the shirtless giorno calendar#im sure its found itself many homes#lol#I like to imagine fugo only has it because they gave it to him I don't think he's brave enough to buy that on his own#or maybe he finds the concept weird and maybe violating but the boss is the boss and can do whatever he wants#only has it up in his office because he realized he didn't have any other calendars#and of course because . well.#I should draw him being like <giorno calendar we're really in it now>
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I wonder if it ever drove Rimmer mad that he couldn’t eat while he was a soft-light hologram.
Cus back in his childhood, he couldn’t have food unless he answered astro-navigation questions correctly. So I wonder if he went bonkers with insecurity because since he didn’t fix the drive plate correctly, he was then being punished with no food nearly permanently.
Yes, Rimmer can have hologram food, but is it the same? Plus we barely see him eat any food in soft-light mode except for one sandwich.
Or the other explanation is that when Rimmer was alive since he’s not used to having food unless he’s actively hungry so he doesn’t eat at all. So when he died, there is no hunger therefore no excuse to eat really.
But even though he doesn’t need to eat himself, he bears in mind that others do. Like in Marooned when Rimmer listed out available foods for Lister to eat and told him to pace himself. Also in Tikka to Ride, when the crew had to set up camp for the night in Dallas and he told Kryten to get food (even though he did cook a dead man they found on the street).
Whenever Rimmer gets a body temporarily, the first thing he does is eat something. Maybe because of the pent up hunger over the years or something I dunno. So I think when he finally got a hard-light body, he probably thought his probation was released and was no longer getting punished.
The man probably has a complicated relationship with food all his life leading to eating disorders and such. But I don’t think we see him eat at all after becoming hard-light after Legion except for sipping tea and that’s it.
#red dwarf#arnold rimmer#dave lister#kryten#cat red dwarf#do you think he’s constantly hungry as a hologram since he’s dead and all#its another aspect in soft-light that he’s dead and can’t eat to feel human#course then adding on childhood trauma#it then doubles as something that will drive him near mad#and gazpacho soup probably adds onto his complicated relationship with food as well#he has a lifelong battle with food doesn’t he
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Okay one of my favorite things about dark heir is the way it gave me a story where the main character has a dark secret and in some ways things would be simpler if he just told his friends but, alas, he does not trust his friends, he thinks if he tells them, that they will turn on him … BUT HES RIGHT
This is a trope in a hundred thousand stories and I almost always hate it because miscommunication as a plot complication is frustrating and boring to me usually
But here???? HERE???? The whole time I was like, you know what Will, you are correct do not tell your friends yet actually. And you know it’s gonna come out eventually but the timing has gotta be just right. Have to wait long enough that they know you better and trust you and will stop themselves from just killing you immediately
But wait too long and Uh Oh you have been Lying To Your Friends For Months and now they trust you Less, for this has added to your sins
And then it comes out and Will was right they all turn on him 😭
Well. Almost.
#dark heir#dark heir spoilers#I’m still holding out hope for Violet#she is confused and upset right now and that is FAIR#and there was that line about how later she remembered that Will was the only one talking about the dark army#and James of course but that’s its own complicated variable#god this series has me writing original meta posts again I don’t think I’ve done that in years
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from The Autobiography of Mr. Spock by Una McCormack
#leonard mccoy#spock#the autobiography of mr. spock#una McCormack#I've been thinking of this excerpt a lot and couldn't find it in any of my screenshots#there's something that always gets me about someone getting angry on your behalf#about something that's so complicated you don't feel able to feel the anger yourself#but can take comfort in them feeling it on your behalf#also again. bones is literally always on his mind throughout this. his opinions and thoughts and jokes and takes#spock thinks about other crew members of course - this martial art made me think of sulu or this bluesky thinking was similar to kirk#but bones alone runs throughout it as him Self you know - like its not that something reminds spock of him#it's more like he's got his voice in his head#lending some evidence to leni's hc that the katra exchange didn't just go one way#spones
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"we need more morally complex mentally ill characters" yall couldnt even handle basil
#of course you can just not like a character for their character#basil as a character is extremely complicated and the damsel in distress trope is grating for a lot of peeps#but christ im so tired of omori fans calling him weird or evil or creepy bc of shit clearly related to his mental health#basil took sunny's fat ls for him and never said anything that speaks loads to how much he loves his friends#like yeah how he did it was beyond fucked up but its weird to me peeps choose not to forgive him but will happily forgive sunny and aubrey#both of whom did stuff that was just as fucked up if not more so in sunnys case
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cooking up a ninjago arcane au rn and what if i was evil


#blabberpar#guys im so serious arcane au coming soon its overtaking my brain#WHO wants me to yap about this. btw.#kai vi lloyd jinx ekko nya jay jayce zane viktor skylor cait Uhhhh#morro sevika... or smth idk..#cole mel? i guess . wait it kinda makes sense#ambessa Would Not Be his mom though of course#pixal is sky#vander is garmmy Real#i Think wu might have to be Heimerdinger#silcos the overlord or smth idk HELP#ILL FLESH IT OUT TRUST...#oh to write a fic of this au or to make a comic...impossible to Choose...#singed is harumi but ITS VERY COMPLICATED#rumi morro cole and zane id have to Change the arcane counterparts lore a Bit for this au...#ok let me cook...#what if im evil and i make isha 2 characters and i make arin Be the isha in e6. What if i was evil as hell.#actually id haveto change heimerdinger a bit too if i wanna fit him as wu#Uhh idk#am i missing anyone#chem-barons is council of crystal king btw#wf would have to be her own char bruh
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more monochrome practice I suppose
#tumblr getting this version of this drawing bc i dont want to get in trouble for drawing them nakey#so its date night vibes instead of like eden vibes#i have such complicated feelings about this ship in part bc we havent really met lilith so dont know what shes about yet#but i know in my heart there was a time they loved each other so much and so this is that#honestly would love so much to get backstory on the eden crew and the happenings there even just like a flashback in an episode or somethin#but lowkey im on the 'hoping they get divorced but deeply care about one another and are a part of each others lives' train#bc thats kind of more interesting to me than them getting back together bc i think the crux of it is how much theyve changed and a part of#their relationship getting to the point where lilith disappeared maybe being them both trying to desperately to salvage it and in doing so#making it worse bc they felt like they ruined their lives to be together and so what was the point of it all if they weren't anymore?? but#like theyre immortal so of course theyre going to change and of course theres a chance that the relationship doesnt work even if they deepl#love one another and always will and i just like the closure of that and admitting they arent right for each other in that way anymore but#they still love and care about each other and will never lose that#this is rambling and doesnt make as much sense as when i was typing it on a different post i am wondering now if theres a limit on how many#tags i can put here bc im just yapping at this point whoops#anyway i need to buck up and actually finish/post that draft i have about my very long and complicated hazbin ship opinions#lucilith#hazbin hotel#lilith morningstar#lilith hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lilith#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lilith
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"Non paeniteo potitus."
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And, process !!
The jump btwn the second to last and last always surprise me whenever I make one of these because I always forget to take snapshots after I start painting. It's always like: oh yeah heres the lineart with some colors- BOOM fully finished✨️
What he's holding are the Austrian imperial scepter and orb, seen below:

I was going to draw the crown too but decided I don't hate myself that much(maybe some other day), and gave him a golden laurel crown, bcs I'm obsessed with that as a motif, and also its very remincient of the boy king statue that started this whole thing!
There's some symbolism of this, both intentionally but also just historically. I love that the orb represents that the monarch is holding the world in their hand, basically every old monarchy has one of those, and I think it's very cool for symbolism. But also bcs of that, I was forced to basically draw catholic fanart so, you win some you lose some. The star halo above him head is both to reference those religious statues with star crowns(I saw them a lot in Europe and they imprinted onto my brain), as well as: his four championships of course!
#TL: 'I don't apologize for winning' 🤭🤭🤭#^ was gonna find some old latin quote to put but was like. oh yeah of course !!!#noy sure if its entirely correct. kinda wanted to email my hs latin teacher to ask but i finished this too late at night#anyways please dont let this flop SKDKLGLVLV#im really proud of it okah 😭😭😭 it was actually so much fun and enjoyable and nice etc dtc#i questioned to myself earlier abt why my chibi art always gets more notes than my detailed art#and i realized. like unless youve been following the lore of my blog. this isnt even recognizable as f1 fanart SJFKLVLV#but thats okay because its my niche brainrot au and i will do what i want >:)#the hair and the relics are def my proudest part of this#i mentioned before but i have trouble yknow translating irl stuff or complicated stuff into drawing#but all of this came really smoothly to me in a very unexpected way#god his hair is just sooooo its ssoooooooo!!!!!!!!! i wanna pet him 🥹#but i think it def helped that i kept posting the process on my close friends#and my two irl friends(as well as some friends on here! ty!!) encouraged me a lot abt it so :D#but anyways yep pls take my brainrot art 🙏🙏 it took me 13+ hours in the span of like 3 days basically#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#catie.art.#boy king au
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im about to fall for one of the classic gay blunders. see you on the other side 🫡
#spacie spoinks#I CANNOT HELP MY ATTRACTION TO WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#why did i ever think i was attracted to men. why did i ever do any of that.#its been obvious since i was like 12 that i never liked them romantically.#me: gets the ick thinking about having sex or being romantic with a man but when its a woman im 👀#me also: no see im biromantic. yeah. i just think men are so pretty :)#i do NOT!!!!#well‚ i can appreciate a man's beauty but i have no interest in dating one or sexing one#of course all of the other. aspec identities complicate things further. but you know.#i THINK ive got some sort of demiromantic demisexual thing goin on#perhaps.#only time will tell truly#tmi? maybe. but if you've been following me for awhile you know that i blab my mouth way too much and tell everyone my business!!!#dont worry guys when i have sex for the first time ill be sure ta give a play by play /j
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carnival kids
#my ocs#ocs#original characters#starsaints carnival#hero ssc#tuile ssc#mallow ssc#watts ssc#yao ssc#chantry ssc#these guys are all the mcs of a game i reeeeallly want to make....#the main plot is that theyre all strangers that meet in a magical purgatory carnival where theyre guided by ghosts of children like them#and they all have a different wish they have to fufill to escape the carnival#and they have to fufill that wish before they turn 13 on the stroke of midnight#of course its much more complicated than that but thats the gist#there are Many More characters#and lots of dead kids 😭#maybe ill post their refs soon#and maybe (definitely) this game will be real one day#its on the list of 'things zeno needs to make real'#along with ultimate excalibur and reassassination
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#The Atypical Family#I haven’t enjoyed/ been so moved by a drama in a very long time ❤️#just finished it I cried so much & SO hard haha#I was completely immersed and engaged from beginning to end which is rare (12 eps is a good length too)#I didn’t expect it to have so much depth and be so touching going into it I just wanted something different#mental illnesses complex interesting characters complicated -toxic- family relationships fantasy fated lovers found family...#well written and WONDERFULLY acted!!#the whole cast was amazing but the two leads were just outstanding wow#never saw either of them in big roles and now I’m a huge fan of both#Chun Woo Hee I’m so in love with you#I’m usually more touched by the female lead (actress/character) but the male lead actor was acting his ass off and made me SOB many times#his scenes with his daughter Ina oh I was a MESS and of course the lead couple scenes together <3#I also haven’t been that impressed by romance lately in shows but theirs was truly beautiful (and again: really well acted)#I could relate to parts of most characters: Dahae Donghee Gwiju Ina..#a poetic emotional rollercoaster and my favorite drama this year so far (by far)#now I want to carry on watching Queen of Tears (mainly for my Queen Kim Jiwon I’m her number one fan) and watch Lovely Runner too#but it will be hard to beat this one and I highly recommend it!!#deserved more love & attention#my mom loved it too it standed out to her and she watches ALL the kdramas lol#forgot to mention the magical OST I see you by the oh so great Lee Sora and her bewitching voice <3#I also haven’t been so moved by an ost in a long time it added so much to the atmosphere of the drama & really transported me into its worl#korean drama#2024#shots#cinematography#jang ki yong#cheon wo hee#Claudia Kim#park soyi
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So if Grey is Peach's support and Plum is Peach's logic what is she to them?
Strength, Heart. something like that. The sheer support and determination that woman carries for everyone besides herself is inhuman, she's a well of motivation if you can appeal to her softer nature.
#its more complicated than one singular thing of course#but you can narrow it down a bit i suppose#prof.peach#ooc
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