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#cw self harm mention#officially this is the longest ive gone without any sh since i started in like elementary school#its been over three months!#though i do think i might have relapsed earlier this week but the fires were keeping my mind busy enough to not think about sh#i actually hadn't thought about sh since the fires started until like earlier today#when i had been thinking about sh like everyday since i started trying to stop again#but overall i think im doing a lot better in this area!
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oooooooooough i love you i love you i love you!!!! hand in loving hand !!!!!!
#mine#cats#i was like losing it over th colouring yesterday like this SUCKS and then looked at it 2day n was like. anyway#ive been unstoppable since ive figured out how 2 do glowy things#me n my partner went ice skating this evening !! so so fun#i love how girls will just peacefully hang out in the centre ice doing spins n boys will fast and furious skate around at 100mph#like we dont need to be doing all that#as soon as i see a boy w hockey skates enter the ice i am now leaving the ice#anyway....i got a slightly dubious fantasy audiobook 2day we will....see...how it is#whenever i read a fantasy book written by a man my hackles are up i am scenting the air i am growling#have i finished assassins fate u ask.....no :3#its been sitting at 30% for like 4 months i cant bring myself 2 read more KJBDSSK#there is like so much book left. so much that can go wrong#i will finish it soon i prommy i prommy...n then listen 2 th tawny man audiobooks :3#ngl this fitz n fool trilogy isnt super doing it 4 me im not finding it as Invigorating for sm reason#still good !! but def my least fave of th three trilogies#anyway. i am going 2 bed
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mirage (3)
#ULTRAKILL#mirage#mirage ultrakill#DECT#caption is meant to be read like an inventory. you have three of her now. what will you do#finally drew her in the hat hakita gave her in his ultratober art. its been months and im still reeling over the fact he drew dect art LOL
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It's been incredibly difficult to hear from Palestinians in Gaza, not to mention center their experiences and platform their voices. Because ever since Hamas violently kicked the Palestinian government out of Gaza in 2007, it's denied Palestinians the right to free speech.
(Here's Palestinian human rights activist Hamza Howidy sarcastically wondering why Hamas isn't stopping the theft of humanitarian aid when it had the power to arrest him for a social media post within 4 hours.)
I'm working on a series of posts of Palestinians to platform. I came across this thread from someone who used Snapchat to talk to people in Gaza, so I thought I'd post it here in the meantime.
I've seen videos of Palestinians talking about not being able to evacuate because "Hamas has closed all the roads," a video of a Palestinian telling the IDF that Hamas has a car blocking the Salah-al-Din road (the evacuation route) and is pointing guns at people and telling them to turn around. But even as someone searching for Palestinian voices and looking for information about this, I hadn't heard that Hamas had been killing civilians trying to evacuate. (And probably reporting their deaths as part of the daily total.)
I mean, just the fact that the Gaza Strip is run as a separate country from the rest of Palestine is a huge barrier for Palestinians. It's hard to be accepted as a full member of the UN when your country functionally has two or three different governments.
(Confusingly, the PLO is considered the government of Palestine internationally. Abbas is the president of both PLO and the Palestinian Authority, so it sort of works as long as nobody has an election. But the fact that Palestinians have been denied an election for 18+ years, because Abbas keeps cancelling elections and Hamas is Hamas, is also a pretty big fucking problem.)
But it's also true that a huge number of the people in the Gaza Strip, while obviously having a big problem with the Israeli government, have at least as big of a problem with Hamas.
And for all of our decades of talk about Free Palestine, in the progressive movement, we pay shockingly little attention to that.
#you don't need rights#fuck hamas#free gaza#free palestine#free palestine from hamas#hamas is evil#no but seriously why the fuck are palestinian politics so confusing tho#ngl i didn't find out they have three (3) governments until a couple of months ago and i almost screeched#how the fuck is anyone supposed to have a functional country when its leaders are like you just need uhhhhh (checks notes) three times the g#"and also maybe like. we could throw a violent coup in there and then just like totally suppress everyone's political rights and oh yeah.#“zero times the elections. perfect!”#like seriously i have an entire unnecessarily long post in me just about how badly the palestinians have been fucked over by their leaders#pretty much ever since britain showed up#ANYWAY#wall of words
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Link Click really tricked me with their cool looking promo art having the main three in suits looking all spiffy.
All for it to rip out my heart and stomp on it
#its a really sad show man#like everyone is put through the ringer#and they do NOT come out unscathed#people getting stabbed and killed left and right#this post has been trapped in my drafts for MONTHS#since like august or september#i was saving in until i finished what was out#but they really pulled the wool over my eyes#when I started the show I thought it was gonna be a silly little detective show with time traveling boy was i sorely mistaken#but their outfits do go so so hard#they are always serving looks#and goodness i need all three of their wardrobes#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#qiao ling#link click trio#link click
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I think the most baffling thing about the Tulpar as a vessel to me is the fact that the ship really did only have a one way communication system.
I know it was cheap but even the most basic of vessels regarding major transport would have some way, shape or form for outside communication. Not only that but there was absolutely no form of innate emergency signal to show they may have been offline or in trouble despite clearly having a system to dock credits if they went off course. It's another factor that really shows that bad situations are made to get worse by design. One person who is required to relay all information to the crew and make all the choices without feedback. No way to update or call for help in case of a dire situation. No way to inform of inner personal conflicts and acquire procedures accordingly.
It really is like they are all in some sort of fucked up solitary confinement. They have their own world with strict roles that are meaningless in the end, as long as the cargo makes it, it doesn't matter what happens on that ship to the company. They don't want to hear anything and will come to conclusions on what happened based on how much pay they can withhold from the workers. Even what they do send is short, sterile and corporate to the extent it was likely written and sent out with a command by some random unmanned computer in an office.
There's something to be said about how unfair it is to force absolute power and control onto one person when you as an entity could do so much more to offload it but I've said it many times before so I won't again.
#its just like idk i dont think Curly was a bad captain because we only have this scenerio and I certainly dont think a man like Swansea#would like him or have very little issues with him specifically if he was incompentent or too lienent in the past but I do think the stress#was making him worse and worse as being a present leader as it dawned on him how much he actually had to handle like I really think he#just wanted to do yknow normal captain pilot stuff and fly the ship and yknow the little stuff like make sure things run right and over tim#the constant stress and strain of having to make every major choice started to grate on him and freak him out cause they cant even fucking#eat unless he pulls out the scanner and starts cooking like he has to choose the meal likely or have a vote and i make that part of the#reason he seems so indecisive and inactive is the fact he has to make the choice all the time and he's hoping he can at least make the crew#feel a little more in control of themselves as people by staying out of affairs like the game or disputes because god he literally has to#choose for them all the time like thats a lot of responsibility monitering their sleep their breaks food consumption thats all on him like#it really should be another persons job entirely as thats almost like absoulte contrl over the lives of everyone else that PE forces onto#that title and its also crazy how everyone accepts it even if they dont like it like they broke the food machine open rather than get the#scanner they all waited two months before Jimmy appointed himself leader its so scary how conditioned they all are to the environemnt#cause that sort of mindset is sadly real where people just wait everyone just waited until it was getting real dire and then they still#followed Jimmy without too many complaints like i saw a fic or post where Anya acknowledges they all kinda just let Jimmy do what they want#because he became the captain and it was stupid on all their parts cause they could clearly see how bad he was and yet he was captain so#they just fell in line to their roles and thats a bigger point towards how PE treated them and the complacency capitalism brings to you#just like something that irks me because idk I know Curly is slow to act but he's not as like unopinionated as people make him out to be#like he does try to find solutions but they are still restricted at the end of the day by what PE provides them and I think his biggest c#crime is being in his own head too much and not giving Anya that emotional stability cause like idk man was he supposed to go to Home Depot#himself and install like padlocks? even if the let Anya sleep in medical after she pointed it out she was already pregnant at that point#like we arent seeing the inherent issue that no one not even Anya herself was thinking of the preventative measures because a)there was a#point nothing was happening that necessitated them b) it would've been the responsibility of PE to address them pre and post incident and c#there is only one person on the entire ship given the authority to do anything. You can not make multiple important choices in one instance#in such little time and Curly should not have had that total power like i think the most interesting thing in takes that really blame Curly#is that level of control they give him over the company. Like again i think about the three days we miss between the eval/party and the#convo/crash like i think people switch them around as if those scenes happen in succession when they are broken up and its heavily implied#Curly and Jimmy just havent been talking vs the depiction that she told him and for like three days Curly was just chummy despite the fact#Jimmy and him just had a blow out fight like the next time we assume they talk is during the crash sequence cause he honestly hangs#around Anya more which i think is really important because she trust Curly to defend her himself but not his judgement to give her somethin#to defend herself as she knows he believes her but also knows she's not seeing the danger the same and its heartbreaking and more
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i don't think i'm ever getting over unreal unearth
#its been three months#hozier#unreal unearth#unreal unearth hozier#i am never getting over this#it has me in a chokehold#its so gorgeous and beautiful and i simply can't
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twirling my hair thinking abt the threads tht i have in my drafts tht have taken months to get to
#ooc.#tbd.#its what i do#its my ~ flavor ~#however i havent slept / have busted out a bunch of first drafts#ill straighten them up over the next few days methinks#it's been my first christmas in a long time w my brothers so i just havent really been prioritizing tumblr#they go home on the second then i should be going back to business as usual#it'll only take ONE month instead of three LMAO#i've also been like traveling this year which has made me put online things on the backburner#+ there were other things i was dealing w & still am#which im not sorry for but like this is just my rambling I want to write more than i have time to lmao#i did just start all of the epic starters / some memes#but my first drafts always rough so i dont post them right away#especially w no sleep in me who knows what tomorrow me will think of them LMAO
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#best sneaker footwear drops releases november 2024 week 4 nike adidas where to buy#Adidas#We’re rolling into the final days of November with a full head of steam#and the world’s biggest sneaker brands have one more round of drops set for us before we switch the calendar to the year’s final month. Nik#adidas#PUMA and more have everything from high-heat hoop shoes and altered takes on classics locked and loaded for this week#but before we dive in let’s take a look back at what went down over the last seven days first.#Nike had a wild week across all verticals#with two tenured collaborators#Stash and Hiroshi Fujiwara#teasing forthcoming projects (Air Max 95/Air Force 1 and Air Zoom Spiridon#respectively). Kobe Bryant got a tribute on two different Air Force 1 colorways — the “Home” and a black pair — that are set to release nex#while Travis Scott’s Jordan Jumpman Jack “Bright Cactus” had its official images revealed and several Nike/Jordan Brand sneakers debuted in#Not to be outdone#adidas made plenty of noise of their own. Olympic gold medalist Noah Lyles debuted a new Bad Bunny collab#while Jerry Lorenzo’s next Fear of God Athletics basketball shoes surfaced and the brand showed off a Foam Runner-indebted silhouette calle#with New Balance’s 993 having multiple moments in the spotlight thanks to the likes of JJJJound and Aimé Leon Dore#while OTTO 958 showed off its latest ASICS collab and stylist Veneda Carter continued her collaborative relationship with Timberland.#Now that you’re up to speed#check out what shoes are dropping this upcoming week and be sure to hit up HBX to shop styles that are available now.#Sporty & Rich x adidas SL72 “Sweden Pack”#Release Date: November 26#Release Price: $120 USD#Where to Buy: adidas#Why You Should Cop:Sporty & Rich announced its new collaboration with adidas Originals on the SL72 “Sweden Pack” last week — and it’s inspi#it’s been reworked with a retro aesthetic that pays homage to the athletic footwear designs of the 70s. adidas and S&R have used a selectio#using the colors to nod to Sweden’s national colors. Customary Three Stripe branding is applied to the lateral sides of the shoes#while further branding is applied to the tongues and heel counters to round things off.#Nike Air Max Waffle “Triple Black”#Release Price: $140 USD
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having a good day is so wild like what do you MEAN I'm not miserable and unmotivated and crushingly apathetic and absolutely exhausted brain fog just want to sleep???
#makes me realise oh. i am not well normally#whoops#i think. i think its side effects from the birth control which im supposed to give three months to stabilise#i do not think it was always this bad#the trouble with me is i cannot ever remember what it was like before#like ive never been good since i was about eleven#but i think this is a higher level of bad for me#worst thing is its still better than it was before#i could not continue having one week of every month be absolutely world consuming depression having to fight so hard to keep myself safe#that was just not continueable#so we tryin#cos yeah its shit and there's been periods where i can barely function#but ive been safe#and its not been all consuming#and its definitely got better so fingers crossed 🤞#the world doesn't hurt today and things are relatively easy#i dont get that very often and it's nice#ANYWAY pity party over lmao#many others have it so much worse#mine
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YEARNING!!! GO AWAY!!!!! PLEASE!!!!
#this isn't what i'm supposed to do after a breakup. right.#its been three months laurie GET OVER ITTTTTT#there's no chance we're getting back together. but yet i yearn#thoughts in the void
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SO MANY PEOPLE SAW THAT TYPO AND THEY DIDNT SAY A WORDDD
#THAT FIC HAS BEEN POSTED FOR OVER FOUR MONTHS. NOBODY THAT READ IT SAID ANYTHING#I JUST FOUND IT BECAUSE I GOT FORCED TO READ IT#SHOE RACK. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE SHOE RACK NOT SHOW RACK :(#god. all my friends are dyslexic. i should not have trusted that they would catch everything#BUT I ASKED THREE OF THEM. JUST TO BE SURE. URGHHH WHATEVER ITS FIXED NOW#4+ months#its been up for 4+ months. THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR 4+ MONTHS. AND I READ THAT THING A MILLION TIMES BEFORE I PUBLISHED IT TOO#i am also at fault 😮���#IT WAS RIGHT AT THE FUCKING BEGINNING TOO. RIGHT. AT. THE. BEGINNING.#alright. ok. whatever its fine now its fixed
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So what are you gonna franchise are you gonna do after Yakuza? Like you did the DB
if i knew my contract liking rgg was expiring soon then id probably have something lined up but fuuck man i dont know. maybe theyll give me an extension to keep liking rgg until i find something else
#snap chats#fr tho i dont know WHAT LMAO ??? Like You Did The DB its been three years why we talking about db#the summit is literally next month why would i be thinkin of anythin BUT rgg rn#im cosplayin at a con next week ive got nothin but rgg on the mind#i dont plan to make somethin my main interest i just end up liking something. i like a lot of things really#its a dice roll whether i let it take over my brain for three years or not thats the difference
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“don’t know how long we stay there, just that we don’t leave until we’re ready, still flushed and a bit rumpled but with at least three months’ worth of lost kissing accounted for.”
(Painted Devils, Margaret Owen)
(emojis courtesy of mothcharm! @mothcharmshop)
#‘with at least three months’ worth of lost kissing accounted for.’ aaaAHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭#im f i n e im definitely not thinking about how its been well over three months since I’ve seen my partners 😭#(emoji credit to mothcharm!)#little thieves#painted devils#margaret owen#no one cares sage#sage reads
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i’m so sick of fucking rashes, what the hell kind of symptom even is this just, “hey, we’re going to make you itchy fucking everywhere for no reason and you can throw as many creams as you like at them but they’re not going to do shit 😜”
#i know skin issues is a pots thing but fucking hell im over it#im sick of being fucking itchy i hate it#last time i had a major flare like this i ended up using scissors and ended up accidentally cutting the shit out of my stomach#ive tried vitamin e cream eczema cream fungal cream lanolin and just a general moisturiser and they help for the very first application#but then after that does shit#its like the rash goes ‘ha! im gonna lull you into a false sense of relief just to fuck with ya!’#every time ive had a skin flare nothing i put on it does shit and after months it goes away on its own#but fuck if it isnt itchy and painful as shit in the meantime#ive moisturised more in the last three weeks than the entire year#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#eds#ehlers danlos syndrome
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once again I am weepy over the fake people in my head
#kasper yaps#UGH. UGH. THABNER#i just get emotional over their growth#i didnt really develop them until the past uhh... maybe 8 months idk how long its been#i had them for so many years and only recently sat down and made their story coherent#and its still being worked on and it'll change AGAIN im sure but wahhh#i love my goobers#sorry that i ignored u guys for uh... like 3 years or something. its ok they came back stronger#i need to put them in more Situations ive been domestic and tame with them but i cant help it!!! im soft and i love Love#even a dysfunctional love#three cheers for these weirdo freaks who rolled a dice and found each other#and theyre both worse for it. but thats love babey
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