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A knight with a secret...

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omg we are both fucked in the head wanna make out

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self care is making your original content even if you think you’re the only one who likes it

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maybe if i imagine the character all my problems will be solved

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happy wip wednesday heres a snippet from something where Abner wants to be vulnerable but is weird about it, as usual

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Wings sprouted from their back, large and imposing, fluttering as they stretched out, then folded up against their back. Their silhouette grew, and grew, soon towering over Thatcher as he looked up at them, wide eyed with awe. Blue eyes still stared down at him, unblinking, but there were four of them now, all observing with an intensity as they watched him, taking note of every miniscule twitch in his expression. What was he thinking?

Their hair turned pure white, short and fluffy, swirling with soft waves, reminding Thatcher of clouds on a sunny day. His gaze traveled up further, finally being met with the most striking part of them of all: their broken horns, jagged and uneven, pitch black and sprouting from the depths of their thick hair.

Thatcher had seen their horns before, but hadn’t known the significance. Now, though, knowing Abaddon’s past…he looked at them sadly. Perhaps with a twinge of pity.

“My god…” Thatcher said quietly, his voice gentle, full of adoration as this creature boxed him in against the sheets, dark claws on either side of his head. His fingers brushed against their bicep, cautious in his hold, but needing to feel this new, alien form. 

“You’re so beautiful.”

Abaddon scoffed, squinting at him, still watching for any change on his face. No fear. He wasn't scared of them, only looking at them like they were a spectacle to admire. Why is he looking at me like that? Isn't he scared? Why isn't he scared? Doesn't he see me? Doesn't he see me?

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Nothing will dispell the "the curtains were just blue" myth faster than writing something yourself, because the amount of pretentious symbolism i am putting in my silly little fanfics is ridiculous. I mean SO much with these words, literally every single one of them. This fic has twenty five typos and zero correct uses of punctuation but if there's curtains you bet your ass I put thought into what colour they were.

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"comrade in arms" yeah i bet he was in your arms. every night. fruit

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she can shapeshift. she has no gender. she has superhuman strength. she is always covered in dirt. she's amazing at cooking and loves making homemade jam. she probably eats grass. she collects crystals. she has an enchanted dagger. she doesn't know how to communicate. she sprouts flowers in her hair when she's feeling strong emotions. she's the bestest girl in the world and everyone loves her.

I want to talk about Elfie sometimes but she has little to no lore

she was made on accident by the wizard. she popped out of the ground like a carrot. fully formed. she was isolated from humans for years until she randomly decided she wanted to start a farm in pelican town. she fell in love with Shane after first becoming his best friend. she has nature magic but is dogshit at it. she's happy go lucky and positive. she constantly feels lonely and like an outsider. she has a cat named Joja Cola (Joe). she's six feet tall. I love her so so so dearly.

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thatcher just wants to be a beautiful housewife

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It Lasts Forever and Then It's Over, Anne de Marcken

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I want to talk about Elfie sometimes but she has little to no lore

she was made on accident by the wizard. she popped out of the ground like a carrot. fully formed. she was isolated from humans for years until she randomly decided she wanted to start a farm in pelican town. she fell in love with Shane after first becoming his best friend. she has nature magic but is dogshit at it. she's happy go lucky and positive. she constantly feels lonely and like an outsider. she has a cat named Joja Cola (Joe). she's six feet tall. I love her so so so dearly.

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No selfship summary post. You'll have to collect my selfship lore like the Slenderman sketches

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Naomi and her beautiful he/theys

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I keep projecting things onto thatcher that I didn't even know was "projecting" so that's uh. interesting

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a young, starry eyed Abner settling on earth for the first time and their heart being drawn to a specific human. they've had relationships before, but always with a fellow angel, never a human... it's so new and so strange and so good and maybe it's messy because Abner doesn't understand humans yet but they're learning and they're so so so excited just to be here at all.

I wonder who Abner's first was. their first kiss, their first time being intimate. and I mean as a human, as I think angels have a different idea/way of intimacy than humans do. so I'm just thinking...

the first time they were sent to earth as a guardian angel. I bet they were scared, but excited, and overwhelmed with new feelings and situations. they were happy. I wonder who the first human was that caught their attention, who they laid with, who they opened themself up to. were there romantic feelings there? does Abner still think on them fondly? do they think of this human at all? was it a good time, was it awkward, was it new and exciting and did it open up Abner's eyes to a pleasure they'd never felt before as an angel? how different was it to their usual intimacy, being in a body so different from their true form? did they prefer it? do they currently prefer it?

having many feelings about this....much to think about...

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god, your worst warrior needs money

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I like thabner :)