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I think people don't understand what it does to someone to know you've never been wanted in your entire life lol
#like im sorry but if you have been in a relationship before u cant understand#hell even if u have had best friends lmao#and i know blah blah romantic relationships don't define us but be fr in this world as a girl/woman that aspect of your life#has been fused into our identity pretty strongly#not only identify but id say even existence#you are wanted therefore you are#so this feeling is more than just loneliness its a condition where u are always struggling to be corporeal#to occupy space#its an insane mind fuck
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Between "Hey girlie", "What are you, four dogs?" and slowly pirouetting in the middle of a conversation with her parents, Kristen has truly reached critical levels of unhinged this season. And it's only the third episode.
#i love love love her energy its so fucking insane#hey girlie lives in my mind rent free#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#fhjy#dimension 20#d20#kristen applebees#ally beardsley#mera speaks
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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i have one video i've been wanting to make about a certain splatoon lore topic so badly for some years now and i wanna do it soon. but every time i think about it i can feel myself going insane. there's so much i need to say. how do i structure this in a way that makes sense. does it even make sense at all. to me? god help me
#rassicas speaks#spoilers: yep its the water thing.#stares haggardly at mirror with my hands white knuckle gripping on the sides of the bathroom sink. splashes water in my face#i feel like ive cracked open a fucking conspiracy. ITS ALL CONNECTED ITS ALL FUCKING CONNECTEDDDDD I FEEL INSANE#stares at my corkboard with strings. punches wall#the water weakness is not as stupid and disjointed as everyone thinks and i have to prove it.#the disconnect between the west and JP in terms of acceptance of the water weakness lore is fucking insane#there's a video from a edutainment quiz youtuber in JP. not a splatuber mind you. that talks about osmosis and how it connects to inklings#the canon explanation mind you. this video has a million views!!!#a million fucking views!! its a video for casuals!! everyone knows inklings canonically die in water and the reason is related to osmosis!!#meanwhile if you bring up the concept of inklings dying in water on the western side with hopes to theorize according to canon lore#and i will. present the dev interview that outright confirms the reason is related to osmosis.#u know what happens. um actually they only die in fresh water! um no they dont die in water they just cant swim! DO U KNOW HOW INSANE I FEE#jp side has been speculating on how the osmosis thing actually works on inkling biology for years#and the english side cant even get over the hurdle that the water weakness is like. real undeniable canon#like i get that info is less accessible here. as i will prove. in my video eventually.#but holy fuck it makes me crazyyyyy when i actually do present stuff and ppl cover their ears anyway. this has happened a lot.
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Fed love from silver spoons, reasons to be grateful… 🥄ᯓ★
#your origin#theo wood#fiona frost#so. im losing my mind cuz these lyrics hits too close to home man.#THIS 🗣️ IS 🗣️ THEIR 🗣️ SONG 🗣️ YA 🗣️ HEAR🗣️#heavy on the mother & their differences part RJWGAGA#fav song after famine lane tho.#silver spoon freaking nepobaby gal facing a guy who has a famous father but neglected and yet.#these two individuals be having the most insane character conflict I ever made ‘cause if you see#theo freakin envy fiona-still a future event this post-but ITS FUCKING CRAZY#BUT THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME THEO ACTUALLY DOES NOT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL#uugh.#ts4#sims 4#simblr#my sims#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#maybe this considers a pre-valentine post no? kinda edgy whats wrong w me
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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was revisiting this little gem of a post..... first of all, why did tkachuk see a picture of mitch and steph and his first thought was to go to the comments and ask for AUSTON'S thoughts on the matter... second of all, flkjsihfujdksfjlkdsjflks.
#toronto maple leafs#mitch marner#auston matthews#matthew tkachuk#social media#like.....#1634#everyone sees one and thinks of the other INCLUDING ppl who know them both like case fucking closed man what#is that . insane behavior.#WHAT IS IT#im lsoing my mind#auston full blown going yikes like i know its in response to the corny caption but jsut. JUST.#dying to know the auston steph dynamic#1617
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i really do love the daniel x fake rashid dynamic just for how delicious the power dynamics are. the assumed age gap and servitude putting daniel in a position of power that he is not really in at all in dubai in a house of a vampire. but that same assumed dynamic giving “rashid” knowledge that daniel does not have as the personal assistant to a vampire, who is fed on by him, and as daniel assumes, he also sleeps with. Daniel is jealous of this proximity to louis but jealous of “rashid” himself as well, wondering how he tastes.
then of course, the fact this is all a premise. Daniel is in no position of power at all, hes being played with, toyed with, all his private comments and desires are transparently observed by not one but two vampires that have the power of life and death over him.
but they ALLOW this, they allow daniel’s perceived power, his desire, putting themselves in a false submission to him as both an interviewee and a servant, letting him feel this power as a taste, but every time he gets comfortable in it, reminding him that its a game. wonderful truly
#much to be said like!!#when you trick your sub into thinking you’re a sub and making him dom you before going nope actually you were always our boy#i just loveee fics where daniel fucks fake rashid and is dommy about it because the insanity of it all. the horror 🎀🩷🙏#also fave thing in those fics where daniel’s thinking just obscene things about ‘rashid’ and is like ‘hope louis doesn’t read my mind’#like oh honey. you don’t even know the web you’re tangled in right now. the predator is pretending to be your prey#and just letting you begin to devour before it shows its teeth. longer and sharper than yours. literally#amc iwtv#iwtv#daniel molloy#devils minion#armand
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i believe that to some extent Andre knows he's fucked up and this headcanon is one of the hills I will die on in the farewell tape, Cal says that “you can’t cure somebody who has nothing wrong with them.”
Andre, on the other hand, admits they might be seen as hypocrites. he's not gonna back out, he still thinks it's the right thing for him to do, but he seems to acknowledge that people will not perceive it the same way. he tries to explain that no matter what it’ll look like, it’s not murder for the sake of murder - not in his eyes at least. there's a (sick and twisted) lesson hidden in this tragedy.
to some extent, Andre is aware of what’s going on with him, what exactly shaped him into who he is now. he sees the cause and effect of being bullied, of feeling rejected and alienated, and not being able to do anything about it because that's just who he is. he can kick and scream and shout but he will never change who he is at his core and this realization is crushing for a 17/18-year-old. this and all the implications of a missing sense of belonging.
he knows he’s messed up. he knows what would fix him and he’s convinced it’s out of his reach. he looks at other students and he thinks: it’ll never be me. and he's angry that they have something he will never have.
his awareness doesn't help though. if anything, it fuels his frustration. what adults know to be a temporary problem (high school) seemed like an insurmountable obstacle, the end of everything.
#dont mind me im just thinking how so many high school problems seem like the end of the world#and then you grow up and you're like 'ok that was some insane shit and I didn't deserve most of it'#and then you process it and heal and go on with your life because the world is too wide for you to dwell on all that stuff#alternatively you're shocked that you really let yourself wallow in sadness over shit that now just makes you laugh and seems so trivial#my point is that if he had decided to drop the zd plans and then graduated and grown up he could have been happy#he could have made it but he didn't give himself a chance#high school is not where your world ends#in fact it's barely even a beginning its a fucking prologue#and when people are so down that they can't grasp it - this is what leads to tragedies#zero day#zero day 2003#andre kriegman#cal gabriel
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really really stupid doodle
#art#digital art#fanart#procreate#doodle#mr mantis shrimp#dandadan#first time drawing the guy thats been plaguing my mind for months and its fucking this…#whateeveverrr#go my obscure and insanely specific reference
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Standing between creator and creation
#mepad ii#ii mepad#inanimate insanity 18#inanimate insanity#guys i cant fucking do it anymore oh my god how could they slsbaoqksnsksk#i am losing my MIND#i miss him#guh they put his first and last moments in the ep#they do this#i cant snaosn#WHYYYYYYYY#i am losing it#but that would imply thay i ever had it#i dont think i ever did#i saw the london showing so#for me its been over a month since he died#and i am still crying about it
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hold on i have an unhinged idea. au where the person Experiencing The Timeloop is a non-sif party member, but loop is still the same (ex-sif) as in canon. they want to help their time-looping friend of course, but they CANNOT bring themselves to actually talk to them out of grief, alienation, Knowing they'll be seen as a stranger by someone they love, and of course guilt for causing them to be the looperrrrr. you know who they CAN talk to and use as a proxy to help their friend, though? their cute little replacement understudy! siffrin doesn't remember the loops so they'd have to re-explain stuff and/or find the best ways to guide or manipulate him each time. and they'd also need to figure out a way to feed the information they do find through siffrin to the looperrr party member somehow without being too suspicious or giving themselves away because they can't can't can't talk to them. i'm sure everything would go so well and smoothly and normally 👍🏽 and definitely not actively cause more problems and suspicion towards a genuinely relatively clueless siffrin in a way that'll put them in a fun and new Torment Nexus every loop 👍🏽 trust.
#i still think its insanely funny that loop never once went behind sifs back to talk to the party#until they prolly saw sif actively losing their mind and doing a death march through the house in spectator mode#their ass is NOT fucking communcating!!!!!!! make it worse!!!! work hard at the sunk cost factory!!!#isat#in stars and time#loop isat#isat au#yeah im puttin all this shit in tags what of it#look at my post boy#another great post from me!#ventriloopist hats au#im so fucking smart thags a dope name. fuck yeah man
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Take a good look… with Gyo.
#togashi NOT fucking around with the new chapter omg#the way this was only the second most frightening thing I’ve seen today#the first of course being the insane nose dive in animation quality uzumaki took#ah well at least we have episode 1 ✨#but on topic I’m so glad hxh is back and that togashi is not just able to work again but to work at such a high level again 🥰#I don’t even mind Text x Text but like panels like this are why I hate when people say hxh should just finish out as a novel#the writing in hxh is solid but the way its art shifts around from sketchy and playful to detailed and horrifying is one of its many charms#and is something the anime adaptation actually really misses out on in the name of uniform character modeling#togashi’s versatility as an artist is so wonderful and is a huge part of why I also suggest reading hxh even if you’ve seen the anime#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxh spoilers#hunter x hunter spoilers#hxh 401#if I didn’t have work tomorrow I would’ve spent more time and effort redrawing the bits where there were bubbles#but you get this hasty edit instead lmao
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"mephisto pheles could've been a tumblr sexy man if blue exorcist was popular" <- doesn't know
#HE LITERALLY *WAS* ONE#AND AOEX *WAS* MASSIVELY POPULAR AT THE TIME. DURING THE PEAK TIME FOR TUMBLR SEXY MEN TOO#BUT FOR SOME REASON PPL LOST THEIR MEMORY AND FORGOT ABOUT HIM AND IT MAKES ME GO INSANE#LIKE I ONLY STARTED AOEX IN 2015 AND I FUCKING KNEW THIS BC THERES SO MUCH REMNANTS OF THAT ERA#idk what or who make the qualifications for tumblr sexy men but like PLEASE tell if u also remember ppl treating him as one#like fucking junkrat and waluigi are ''considered''tumblr sexy men but MEPHISTO WITH HIS TOPHAT & MORALLY GRAY DEMONIC PERSONALITY ISNT????#he was literally one of the FIRST. THE BLUEPRINT. SMH. these ppl dont know culture..#idk why im so mad i dont even like meph like that i think its just insane that ppl dont know this#being a long term aoex fan rlly feels like everyone else got MIB mind-wiped and ur the only one who remembers#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#aoex#.txt#mephisto pheles
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my friend was blind playing mouthwashing on my laptop yesterday right and when we got to the scenes with anya doing curly's psych eval he said this thing that just. completely. utterly blew my mind like. "oh are they trying to force a romance here" and my eyes just shot up so wide. i obv said no very much not and he said yea i suppose but it feels like it. and when we got to the protection kit flashback too, the "anything", my bro repeated it again and i just. gesticulated. in shock. bc it just so VIOLENTLY did NOT occur to me that there was even a whiff of that. which is. insane right? i grew up with freaky sci fi stories from the last midcentury and this is exactly the kinda storyline that would be there, adding onto jimmy's envy and all, too. but i guess my brain just blocked it off entirely, even during my first run, bc of just how. disgusting or simply wrong it would be i guess? to me at least.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#?? a little ig#if it is what writers had in mind writing those scenes its an insane fucking subversion i tell you what.
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me after seeing the most insane hazbin hotel leaks
i need heavy angst fics after this. give me alastor x reader but with these new revelations.
#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#what the fuck#i’m not okay#huh#WHAT#im going insane#its so bad#nooooo#my head huuuurts#it’s only monday#losing my mind#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my hyperfixation is back#alastor x reader
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