#its a no to venting to anyone i know irl

[moomoomooing]

also i swear i will post eventually but after that week of consistent posting i hit artblock and have been promptly sent into an annoying bout of probably depression and anxiety?

ill be back eventually, im just unusually tired ALL the time and busy

[cultofthepigeon]

its only today that i realized i do in fact imagine any writer at DC (or marvel for that matter) who is genuinely trying to write something good, as having to go on these sort of oceans eleven james bond esq espionage ass missions, to try to sneak the Good Writing past the execs and editorial teams

[hollowfacility]

Agh, I've been feeling kinda distant to people lately. It's probably my fault for not really reaching out, but I also kinda feel it online. Idk, im probably feeling like this because I havent slept lol. I feel really bad for needing validation and reminders that people like me, but it's easy to get just by doing simple things, which you would think means that people do like me, but it just feels fake and cheap, and I dont want to ask too much of people, so it feels like im caught between feeling like shit because I constantly need validation and feeling like im a fake friend because the things that get me validation are simple for me to do. Im not doing them just to get validation, but the fact that I get it makes it feel like im taking advantage of someone, when its just really that they like the things I do. Idk, ill probably delete this if I remember to

[princesshair]

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[knoproblem]

Maybe the fog’s here because I want it here.

Is that why I opened the windows?

Maybe I asked the fog to come…

-MAG170: Recollection

[tex-now]

This is why I don't make friends irl

[datapilled]

Some able-bodied people will think some disabilities are one specific experience and when someone is affected by that condition more than they think they call them hypochondriacs.

Like this disease has left me with permanent scarring, damaged tissues that no one is sure what will happen with, invasive procedures and will force me to go on a medication that puts me even more at risk for cancer - but sure, it's just a condition where I shit myself. Okay.

[jjcocker]

i thijn k i may or maynot Have a warped perception on adults

[nightfallsystem-moved]

u guys ever think about killing urself for everyone elses sake.

just so people wont have to go thru the annoyance of talking to me or the disgust of seeing my face so they can be happier by talking to their other friends instead of me so they dont have to deal with my actual fucking stupidity

[kollector-of-stims]

I CANT-

Just reorganized all my plushies and got into a SQUISHMALLOW PHASE and got together my ENTIRE COLLECTION AND CHANGED MY SLEEP AREA AND TOOK PICS-

THEN FOUND OUT THE COMPANY IS BAD IN WAYS I KNOW ARE BAD BUT DONT HAVE THE SPOONS TO LEARN ABOUT CAUSE I AVOID IRL ISSUES-

I guess me being into other plushies like Aurora and such is a better thing than I thought, but fr I JUST bought 2 new squishmallows EARLIER just to look on here for more wholesome stuff about them and then...

Well, guess cheaper alternatives and knock offs were the better option after all! My two knockoff bats make me happy knowing I didnt support jazwares! As for the official ones? Nah, not getting those irl anymore. So look at my collection now cause no more official ones from irl stores will join this group anymore~

Aurora is still my fave plushie brand 😁

[acasternaut]

i think i will maybe be single forever. but thats because i cant really imagine someone putting up with or even loving the things about me that i feel are annoying or abnormal. like.

oh yeah my boyfriend he only ever wants to watch one tv show and when we do watch it hes going to say the lines and talk through the whole episode about how he feels like the characters used to actually be friends and felt like more realistic bad people and not caricatures of themselves. he has talked about this exact topic every single other time we have watched this show. sometimes he'll show me youtube videos but he has to say all the words along with those too. what do i like about him? hes funny i guess

[tidal-chaos]

the online system community sucks so bad lmao

[davespwite]

,aaaa

[phagodyke]

every morning I'm like wow.. birdsong and sunshine.....hm.. u know what. maybe there is hope in the world. and everything will be ok :3 and every evening I'm like I Hope A Meteorite Crashes Through My Window While I Sleep Hitting Me On The Head And Killing Me Instantly. and I switch between these multiple times throughout the day and alsosometimes they happen the other way round and theres no sense or reason or order or pattern just the labyrinth forever. yeah I'm good why do u ask

[rainerghost]

Google didn't give me any answers to my question (womp womp) sooo...

Question.

What's it called when you start thinking a sentence but then you have to start over because you didn't "think it right"?

[sunshinereddie]

i hate that my brain does this bc even if i am mutuals with someone i am convinced that they still find me annoying and that i am bothering them............ so many mutuals i want to be closer friends with..... but even if they are nothing but nice to me my brain still tells me that no they actually dont want to be friends with you stop trying so hard..... sigh