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The scandal unfolding at my work place has tea so hot you can’t even sip it.
#holy shit#its been a hell of week processing wtf has been going on#long story short and without giving out too much info#cause i gotta get some of this shit off my chest#an employee wasn't who they said they were#resigned all of a sudden#got the fuck out of dodge#and we're finding out that the sob wasn't properly vetted unlike the rest of us#because in this economy everyone is desperate#and understaffed#yet we got put through the fucking ringer just to get our measly pay and work#yet this guy waltzed right the fuck in#and was working with kids mind you#its a cluster fuck#the powers that be have been kinda sus#between that and flare ups ive been in the twilight zone#love you guys#stay safe at your jobs#and hopefully you're not unlucky like me where i cant gtfo cause there ain't better work available#if you find yourself in a position like this
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The new layout for pc is fucking shit and I hate it. Thankfully chrome still shows the old layout but Opera doesn't.
Quit trying to be fucking twitter, nobody wants tumblr to be fucking twitter, twitter is a shit site to begin with, annoying as fuck too.
#tumblr#quit fucking up my fucking layout#i hate the twitter lay out#its a cluster fuck#full of shit and more shit
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This woman is a BOSS! I highly recommend looking up her absolutely eviscerating people when she does her commitee questioning.
Also, if you have not been watching, we are currently on round 15 of the Republicans trying to pick a Speaker of the House in the House of Representatives.
FYI. The last time it took more than 1 ballot to elect a Speaker was 100 years ago.
It's gonna be a VERY long 2 years with them running the House. I'm sorry to the rest of the world in advance.
lol katie porter
#House of Representatives#politics#Democratic Party#Katie Porter#kevin mccarthy#republicans in ruin#its a cluster fuck#its horrifying and funny all at the same time#the speaker gave away the house#speaker of the house#what the fuck is happening#its day 5 of this
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Cluster B: *infighting about which of them needs traction on social media for education and destigmatization*
Cluster C: God they really don't even know we're here, do they.
Cluster A: Oh absolutely fucking not.
HPD: *walking into the room in pajamas* Wait are we doing a thing? I swear to god if they "forget" to tell me ONE MORE GOD DAMN TIME.
#and u knkw hpds pjs are the epitome of both comfy and cute#hi im a cluster b. othsr clhster bs lets not get defebsive and recognize that people at least have heard of our shit#even tho we still have work to do everywhere#THJS IS A FUCKING JOKE ITS SILLY OMFG#mental health#personality disorder#cluster a#cluster b#cluster c#avpd#ocpd#dpd#npd#aspd#hpd#bpd#stpd#szpd#ppd#actually mentally ill#neuro diversity#destigmatize pds#actually narcissistic
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eternal NPD paradox of "I wanna be the cool edgy loner" vs "if I actually do that there will be no one around to witness it and be intrigued by my mystery therefore defeating the purpose"
how am I supposed to thrive in these conditions. I should get to have both. as a treat.
#actually npd#actually narcissistic#actually cluster b#npd#narc posting#look i Know im a fucking stereotype idec atp#i just need people to be obsessed with me im so fucking low on supply rn and my sense of self + reality is starting to feel wobbly about it#also like. this is so hard to achieve for me anyway because i do not come off as “cool alt fuckboy” loner#i just come of as “weird autistic queer” loner#its fucking infuriating#actually maybe i dont. maybe i do. idfk. i have no idea how ppl perceive me and its deiving me up the wall
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sometimes it feels like egotypicals are gaslighting me because wtf do you mean its rude to be bored when the person you're talking to isn't being interesting anymore. that's a completely normal response what. we can all agree when things don't interest us specifically they get boring. why am I an "evil mean narcissist" for only caring about things that interest me.
#npd posting#actually cluster b#npd safe#crazy cus they think they're better because they pretend to care about shit they couldn't give a fuck about#but god forbid a narc pretends to be engaged then its manipulation#I hate egotypicals sometimes
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yeah all right I'm at s5e2 of this dumb firefighters show and look I'm sorry I haven't seen anything this intensely but unacknowledgedly gay without feeling the need to either no homo itself or engage with a very special episode subplot since, like... Due South. Or The Sentinel. It keeps using all the same tropes you see between the main love interests in an ensemble piece, just centered on two people who happen to be guys.
I'm weirdly convinced that this is a deliberate choice to probe the genre and play with the writing opportunities afforded by taking these really standard and familiar procedural tropes and storylines, and then mixing the genders willy nilly. After all, this show is... not subtle about making a habit of that throughout: it loooooooves to dig through familiar procedural subplots with gendered expectations and subversions. This is, in fact, the show that kicks its first arc off by exploring the possibilities for character decisions entailed by a loving, supportive marriage divorcing because one partner wants to come out as gay. It's a show that gives all its most traditionally masculine subplots to Athena, the most femme woman on the main cast! It really wouldn't be out of character for the show to move in that direction.
I'm not actually invested in canon Buck/Eddie per se— I've never needed that from my fandom time — but I'm fascinated by the storytelling opportunities afforded to it, and I'm keenly aware that writers rooms almost definitely include people in them now who have spent a significant time in fandom as participants, and who have thought deeply about the ways that gender can shape stories (particularly though the venue of always-a-gender! AUs). I'm also.... hm, how shall I put this...
That relationship is already textually queer. Wills have been modified involving custody and co-parenting agreements, okay, we are firmly in the territory of "immediate family" commitment levels. They could both be 1000% straight and cis and this would still be a relationship that queers normative expectations, particularly on men and especially on young men. I don't actually need it to do anything else to love it.
So I'm not coming from a place of wanting to see anything in particular in that respect, but I gotta say: it really feels to me that this show is playing with the ability to have its cake and eat it too in terms of the "will they/won't they" dynamic of the "main couple" in a television series: you can be as dramatic and iddy as you want, really dial up those emotional stakes, but at the same time your audience isn't huffing and whining that everything is so predictable because just by existing between two men you're subverting audience expectations.
It's really interesting. I'm enjoying myself a lot.
#9-1-1#it's also possible I'm insane because I've spent a solid week with my head jammed up a cluster supercomputer's ass#trying to wrap up this fucking project and squeeze some data out of it#and staring at still images of fat little potato mice in various poses trying to work out where the fuck the little shoulders are#but I think it's just a very soapy procedural doing some cool things with writing and gender within its genre#while also being very much a resident of that genre
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*not* my art!!
was a bit hesitant to post these cuz theyre so BLATANTLY THIRTSY 🥵 but IDGAF \(•-•)/ THEYRE BEAUTIFUL AND THEY DESERVE TO BE SEEN BY MORE THAN MINE OWN EYEBALLS
i mean just look at the details and the poses and the- THE HANDS AND THE AND AND AND *genuinely tweaking* yeah, so, anyway. Me showing off @yelloartt 's stuff again lol dont look at me dont look at me im just a creeture
#others art#michael tma#tma michael#michael distortion#the distortion#tma#tma fanart#the magnus archives#not my art#seriously his art is so fucking good it tastes like sour patch gummies#or those nerd cluster balls idk its fucking DELISH tho#self insert
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never give c!drm emphatizer ability to analyze c!tommy cause i just saw the worse cluster b and c!tommy analysis ever it makes me want to die.
#ignorelist#its literally just burger nothing where they demonize the shit out of ctommy what the FUCK ARE YOU ON#do you coorelate aspd as being horrible at your friend and being incapable of basic emphaty?#is that it?#then shut the fuck up BROTHER PLEASE#ohhh scary pshycopathy ohhhh#im so tired of cluster b being demonized#and ALL of the analysis of ctommy action is just so taken out of ALL the fucking context#it makes it seem everything he does was because he's a horrid human being incapable of basic emphathy#If you want to analyze cluster B how about you do it at least in a respectful fucking manner that doesnt seem to demonize anyone who fuckin#has it
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Whenever people are like 'my personality disoder does make me (read: excuses me for being) a bad person! It gives me all these mean irrational feelings and urges I wouldnt be bad without!' I'm like.
Did you know you can choose not to act on your feelings
Maybe it gives you urges but it doesnt make you a bad person actually. Your choice to act on those urges does. And its always a choice. Asshole
#just like with everyone the fuck else#maybe you get bigger scarier feelings with personality disorders than the normal person so you have to fight harder#but everyone has cruel urges#and its always a choice#and there is no excuse to abuse people.#ever.#everyone who does it has a reason. you arent special#abuse#personality disorder#also way to perpetuate the stigma everyone who does this#you can be a dirt bag all you want but stop blaming your disorder its your choice. leave the rest of us out of it#npd#actually npd#actually bpd#bpd#ppl w other personality disorders do this too a lit but i dont feel comfortable tagging a community im not in#cluster b
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npd culture is feeling kinda uncomfortable everytime someone talks about emotional abuse because you just know someone is gonna mention ppl with npd for no reason
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#OH MOOD AS FUCK#no cause its so annoying that so many names for specific abusive behaviors are tied up in narc abuse shit#like i was trying to look into scapegoating in abusive family dynamics for my personal experience#and it just like wouldnt stop being like Narcissistic Families MIMIMIMIMI#its so fucking annoying#npd culture is#npd#actually narcissistic#actually npd#narcissistic personality disorder#cluster b#ableism tw
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Self proclaimed empaths on their way to "advocate for the mentally ill 🥺" by demonizing every cluster b personality disorder
#you tell them having a personality disorder doesnt inherently make someone more capable of abuse than someone without one#and they go fucking ballisitc! Assflash newshole! everyones capable of harming others! it came free with your being a person!#and oohh they just love flooding the NPD safe tag with as much hate as possible which is! Not normal behavior! What the fuck!#also when i say “self proclaimed empaths” i do NOT mean high empathy ppl! thats completely different!#we have fluctuating empathy so we'll go from completely without out it to overwhelmed by it at random#its just atjglejkwgk agifeli#be nice to people with personality disorders! we're people too! and more often than not we're victims of abuse!#graaah sorry just#got harrassed in a fucking emoji server on discord by some dickwad who noticed i had NPD in my intro like bro? Im here for funny cat emojis#wawawewa#npd#npd safe#cluster b safe#cluster b#empath
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when they ignore what you have to say but ramble on for hours about them and their stupid fucking interests while you are CLEARLY not listening. SHUT UP.
#read my body language stupid bitch#fuck you#i clearly don't care#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually borderline#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#actually mentally ill#aspd safe#bpd#cluster b safe#npd vent#actually npd#aspd things#aspd thoughts#actually aspd#npd safe#hpd safe#i WILL listen if you fucking just attempt to pretend to care about what i have to say#its an eye for an eye
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stay out of the psych ward during the holiday season challenge
#level: impossible if shit keeps going the way its going#bpd#cluster b#mentally fucked#borderline feels
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This heat is so bad I'm about to go to the hospital and say Imma kms just to be an an air-conditioned building for about 2 weeks.
#i wouldn't actually do this#bpd#actually bpd#its fucking hot#npd#actually npd#cluster b#cluster b safe#i hate summer#i feel like death
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Do narc abuse believers even hear themselves?
Why should anyone take narc abuse believers seriously when they go around accusing everyone of being abusers? Y'all need to just fucking stop.
#“its always people like you” you do not fucking know me??????? at all????????? shut the fuck up#i never even said i have npd and my account is empty#narcissistic abuse isn’t real#narcissistic abuse doesn’t exist#npd abuse isnt real#npd stigma#npd safe#narc abuse isn't real#actually npd#cluster b stigma#empath abuse is real
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