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this is what i imagine taylor swift was thinking of when she said 1830s without the racism
#decidedly didnt include orientalist paintings but did include a book of mormon bc i thought it was funny#so not really free of racism.#jordan talks#she wants to do her whole poet thing im assigning her some poetry readings from tennysons lady of shallott#its 2 am dont mind me#i just finished a 19th century (european) art history class can u tell#sorry it should be the revised frankenstein but hey. still existed then#imagine she said 1930s instead ……… Depression core with a capital D
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something simple to try to get out of art block (it didn't work)
#alek art#ninjago#zane julien#2024#i am very unhappy with this and sooo in order to feel better i am going to talk about him#system zane is very real to me. i always give him six main alters (but i do believe there is more lol)#systems cannot just pick and choose who front depending on the day i am very aware (i am a system) its more on the nose symbolism#the fifth one crossed out is the ice emperor. in canon he exists in zane's mind as an “alter ego” of sorts which is crazy to me#character has canon dissociative episodes... amnesia... and several different “personalities” / identities? sounds familiar idk#i talked a lot about this hc on my long ass zane hc post thanks for the ask btw npderzane#its not an au its just how i see him so just imagine every zane i draw as system zane. ill only specify it in the tags if its system related#that one post thats like. 'being a did system sucks which one of us poured instant coffee in the bathtub!' thats the average zane experience#he wakes up and everyones like “mannn zane you were going crazyyy on prime empire yesterday” and hes like ??? i did not play any video games#and then he looks at the calender and 6 months have passed. semi true story that happened to me#also alters having incredibly different food preferences is funny. zane doesnt eat anything ever vs boone who eats raw meat sometimes#zane having really weird characterization? and its very inconsistent / bad writing uhhh alek explanation is hes a system and nobody can mask#man its 1 pm :|#i hate this drawing so much i dont even want to look at it but it took time so ill post it#i also have another zane drawing in my drafts i should post. from like 2 months ago???
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Honestly the best way I can describe the 2nd season of Arcane is written by extremely competend writers who bit off way more than they could chew. Especially in that short of a timeframe.
It's possible that it was a higher up decision for future League shows, but the focus on the Black Rose & magic worldbuilding took away focus from the core cast and the narrative of 2 cities/sisters opposed to one another. They desperately needed at least 3 more episodes
The writers are competent, but they made some deliberate choices I don't like and pulled focus from things I believe they should've left in focus. It feels like the entire narrative of the show got changed between seasons, and maybe it was always the intention and I should rewatch the entire show front-to-back without a massive hiatus in-between them for me to get it, but from my current standing... It could've been more, and the things that they did focus on and give time to were really good. It's just that the show lost its priorities and primary narrative along the way
#why yes i am still upset about vi but there is other stuff to be found here too#sevika isha and jinx being established in act 1 and not being focused on for the rest of the show. specifically sevika just vanishing#i love mel but the black rose plotline came out of left-field and needed more time that this show could nooot afford.#if it deserved it at all. honestly the plot was just unsatisfying to me in general#the end product is banging but the way we got there was sort of tedious#i changed my mind. they should've SHORTENED the black rose storyline#i think vi's and powder's dad getting less than 0 acknowledgement was hilarious. go dude give us nothiiiing#dont get me started on vi.#dont get me started on caitlyn and vi.#they were one of those relationships playing into the piltover vs zaun narrative and just like that narrative their relationship was wooshe#or at least its built up. they are so unstable and needed more focus before becoming endgame in my humble opinion#but i also cant say where to fit that amongst everything else#actually scratch that. jayvik was the endgame of the show and it was a BIG surprise. but a welcome one#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#bear rambles
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hello, could i do a request? it's a bit self indulgent so i'll put some things and if you don't use all of them that's okay! i'd love a caregiver leon for a disabled regressor if possible. pink (or another pastels) puppy elements, a wheelchair, stim toys or care bear plushies - whichever of those interest you!
no worries if you don't feel like doing it, i know it's a bit of a weird one! thank youuuuu
pink feminine caregiver re4 leon kennedy to a disabled puppy regressor moodboard 4 agere-buppy
I am soso sorry I tried to fit as many things as I could in while keeping it all neat and easy 2 look at 😓🫶
#buppy i am shaking you around so incredibly gently please never call ur request weird especially if its self indulgent#like genuinely!!! ur never weird for wanting something tailored 2 you!!! esp for your disability!!!! im shaking you around#goes for anyone reading this honestly!!! if you want something tailored to you/self-indulgent? please ask!!! i really dont mind!!!!#its making you happy and im happy making people happy!!! i am shakinf everyone around pls never think ur weird for wanting something for#your individual regression!!! its special to you for a reason and im all for indulging in it!!!#sfw agere#sfw interaction only#sfw blog#agere blog#sfw age regression#sfw littlespace#sfw regression#agere community#fandom agere#resident evil agere#age regression moodboard#agere moodboard#Harpy anons#resident evil 4#resident evil#caregiver leon kennedy#leon kennedy#re4 leon#resident evil leon#leon s kennedy#harpy caws#< because what i talked about in tags is important to me
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#why am i like this 😐#yay it didn't take me 2 years!🎉#its a but more simple but i dont mind#art#hetalia#hetalia nordics#aph nordics#aph norway#hws nordics#hws hetalia#hws norway#hws denmark#aph denmark#aph dennor#hws dennor#enjoy! til we meet again!!#procreate
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My brother in Christ, making Crowley absolutely and completely miserable is what God must feel like when she does the same to me
I honestly see the appeal. Keep popping, queen. Seeing your minions in pain is indeed the best past time
#crowley will only leave my hands drenched in blood and ichor#is it even fun if you dont make the demon watch the angel die at least once?#nah you cant be an angst writer in this fandom if youve never done that#go psychologicaly scar the snek man and assassinate the angel right now#good boy#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#anthony j crowley#aziracrow#its 2 am spencer has no idea what he is saying dont mind me
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Arcane s2 talk
Ignoring everything that happens in episode 3 except the kiss is my way of coping until next week. Then I can guarantee you my coping mechanism next week will just be being in love with Vi, call it delusional, I call it smart
#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane lol#vi arcane#vi#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane season 2 act 1#arcane season 2 spoilers#im not coping#but i have the gays#id also like to clarify because sometimes i feel a bit dodgy#yes i am a transmac but i also fit within the sort of non binary area kind of i just dont use the term non binary#id like to clarify that my personal experience with my attraction to women is not straight but very much queer#idk why i want to clear that up but like i know how much of an issue fetishisation is for the lgbtq community#and i just wanted to clear up that how i feel is very gay not just “ooh two women how hot”#like#you feel me?#okay this is being tagged with#remus rambles#because what was the relevance of that whole rant#im fairly certain no one was bothered in the first place but its put my mind at ease to get it out there
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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this
just. yeah. yeahh.
#qsmp#ordo theoritas#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#qsmp badboyhalo#i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free#also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol#it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out#it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something#and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again#anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn#dont mind me im just rambling#god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao
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It would be so fucking funny if Azriel just ends up permanently in Lunathion during the course of CC3. Like SJM saw all the ship war nonsense and just puts Azriel in Crescent timeout for the rest of the series.
#using the crossover for good#acotar#crescent city#azriel#dont mind me its 2 am and im cackling quietly to myself
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one of the oldest hcs i have is that karate joe has a little mole on the lower left side of his lip (his left, viewer's right)
not sure when or why i gained this hc, it's just kind of been a constant in how i draw him for as long as i can remember
for example:
well, i never really draw his mouth, so i suppose just the left of his chin
#rhythm heaven#rhythm tengoku#karate joe#guys that one drawing last week cursed me (/lhj)#i am now doomed to draw rh for the next month after punchtober prob kinda exhausted me of po#so i'd expect more of a mix of rh and po content for a bit#but damn i still got it! i can still draw at least 2 rh characters (as far as you know....)#but anyways ya i love hcing birthmarks and moles and freckles and other such “blemishes”#like all of the rh characters i've fixated on i've hced to have those sorts of marks except probably 2#i find them extremely charming#prob a reason why i got drawn to kaiser#hes like the only character i know (i dont know that many characters) who canonically has moles and its treated like. normal#like he just has them theyre not like gross or ugly or anything#i have a lots of marks and a couple moles on my body and i love all of them#i find them to be a bit of what makes me (and people in general) unique#do mind the tag ramble- apologies
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shes so shiny
dungeon meshi chapter #60
#SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#falin touden#dunmeshi#im reading this 2 heal my soul & mind rn u dont understandaskjfh kasdj#the next issue is literally number 97 & im a pussy i am NOT READING THAT#get the hell out of here...........#y do i like characters w/fire trauma#is this smth from my past or-#oh wait its definatly from my past TEEHEE#some1 save me AKJLSFGHHJAWGFJHAGSFA#falin i await 4 u 4ever#imagine if some1 told me this wasnt falin#i would cry actually#fakslhdlfjkdasjfag
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pov you walk into the precinct 41 break room and the heterosexual life partners are discussing a case
#ref is an always sunny screenshot LMFAO i just. needed to do this#harry du bois#jean vicquemare#i hesitate to tag this jeanharry because that's not quite what this is. even so.#jeanharry#kiwipost#my art#dont ask me quastion i am 2.#chester: ....why are you sitting on mullen like that#jean: not enough room on the couch. mind your fucking business#truly and genuinely they both are like why do you guys keep calling us gay. we're obviously het. wdym het guys dont do this#are they fucking? maybe. not important. theyre still het. and hate each other etc etc#sorryyy its rough i will never clean up art ever
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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3
#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists#chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it#i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim#like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations#but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know#like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness#and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty#and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete#and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better#but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard#and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel#one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing#but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping#so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands#but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing#fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht#but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time#SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach#sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)
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GUYSSSSSS
TOMORROW IS MY HUSBAND'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY
#ash rambles 💚#kissing in the van 💍#I'm gonna go to bed soon since its late and I'm on vacation rn and need to be up early#honestly I'm not the most stoked person in the world but hey being out is always awesome and i should appreciate it#BUT YEAH. MY HUSBAND. HIS BIRTHDAY. I AM SO EXCITED. I LOVE HIM. I'LL KISS HIM SOOOO MUCH!!!!! AND BAKE HIM A YUMMY TREAT!!!!#hes the loml!! it's been more than 2 and a half years and he makes me just as happy as he did the day we first kissed!!!!!!!!!!#he makes me soooo happy!!!#everyone wish k.yohei a happy birthday :D!#i love my husband more than i can describe in words#i know i dont always talk abt him#but thats because he's ALWAYS on my mind hehe! muah!!!!!
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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SatoSuguᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
Looking at the stars ✮
(Lives/afterlives)
From time to time, although not that often, Satoru and Suguru would go stargazing. They're too busy living out the best of their ( ), just being in each other's presence.
It's been far too long since they had this much peace, considering they were on opposing sides. But now, they finally have what they wanted, what they needed the most.
"It was lonely. You know that, right Suguru?"
"You gave me too much free will Satoru, of course I know. But I won't say I regretted my actions, knowing fully well it's too late."
He stated, looking at the stars.
"Don't blame yourself Satoru."
The time they spent talking, Gojo was looking at Geto, his eyes full of pain, regret, and guilt.
He turned to the sky, the comets and stars shimmering. The moon was especially pretty today.
"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?"
Gojo smiles, knowing Suguru knew what he meant.
"It truly is beautiful.."
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"Me too."
He finally looked at him in the eye.
࣪ ִֶָ☾.── .✦
✮⋆˙You can fill in the blanks with lives/afterlives. This is leaning towards more where they are already dead, living in the afterlife. But if you want to read it as if they are still alive, then go for it.
-Jღ
The ways in which you talk to me, "sugudu" have me wishing I were gone, "SAT OR OOO" - C's shenanigans..
#fluff#slightly sad#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#sugusato fluff#satosugu fluff#after life#jjk fluff#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#geto suguru#suguru geto#geto jjk#suguru jjk#gojo jjk#satoru jjk#fluff jjk#happy ending jjk (i think)#satosugu comfort#i know wanting them alive is like huge closure and coping for you but i think you should let them live out what they're souls wanted#please know that not everything will turn out what you wanted it to when gojo had a comeback#gege hates gojo so for gege to use satoru's body as a weapon again just really hits the pang in your heart#AT LEAST FOR ME OFCOURSE.#I know its for the plot but lowkey I read jjk so that i can cry#at this point the plot for me is just out of the question because i already read it like 4 times in the span of 2 weekends#mind you my weekend is only 2 days if not maybe 3#and you guys dont know me but i am a FAST reader. but i still take in plot dw lmao#anyways im yapping see you guys later🙆
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