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irrationalbalids · 2 days ago

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The trans people that are about to suffer

The poc

The women

The lgbtq

The Palestinians

The hundreds of thousands of millions of people who are going to die because Trump gets another 4 years, because now project 2025 might go through.

If you didn't vote for Harris

That's your fault

If we don't win this election

If you didn't vote for Harris

It's your fault

#itll be worse this time #if you're going 'well harris isnt perfect eother'#grow the fuck up #no shes not perfect #but she was far damn better than the other option #and now that you've decided your opinions matters more than prople lives #youve sentenced so many people to suffer #the cost of everything is going to go up #food is going to get more unsafe because of regulation cuts #were going to go back years #i hope he fucking dies

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youwerelikeanangel · 2 years ago

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#ive been in a maneskin lockdown for nearly a week now and starting friday itll be a hozier one #BC NEW MUSIC THIS WEEK I HOPE YALL KNOW I WILL BE INSUFFERABLE AND ANNYOING anyone who was around 4 years ago maybe you rmbr how i was #itll be worse this time #as soon as he releases tour dates i am ready to throw money at him like #i wanna go to all his concerts his music means SO MUCH to me i .#who will go to multiple concerts with me. bdfhjsbdhs janna will do defo one with me but like idk if they (or any of my closest friends)#are ready to travel for his concerts hjfsjdbhjfd im just gonna go to all the cities i have friends in bfjhbfdshfds GOD what have i become #anyways how is everyone what are you up to come chaatttt im feeling chatty xxxxxxxxxxx

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arinmoss · 7 months ago

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Abigail and Leah :3

#stardew valley #leah stardew valley #abigail stardew valley #sdv #fanart #sdv fanart #stardew valley fanart #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #kinda messy and quickish fanart #idk i want to draw but also idk lol idk how i feel about this but also knew if i spent anymore time itll probably end up looking worse some #how lmao

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huitandahalf · 9 months ago

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I know that we got plenty of options as to how everything with the Ender King is going to go down, but a thought that has not left my mind was the idea of the Ender King downing qPhil in some way and taking him away. Which means there would be a chat message for all to see :)

For example :)

#qsmp #qsmp philza #this could be better or worse depending on how many people qPhil tells about the whole mess (itll probably be 0 tbh)#cause if he tells no one #not even his kids #then it will be a gut punch #like pov you are chayanne and tallulah #you just lost your godfather in Tubbo #you may have just lost someone who really cares for you in Bad #and you gotta hold onto your dad right? if something was wrong he would have told you right? he promised to not keep secrets right?#and now hes gone without a word #was the Ender King that much of a threat that he could take your dad without any hint that it could happen? or were there just signs #that you missed. that you could have seen and stopped. you could have saved your dad but you didnt. why didnt you notice him change?#and to a lesser extent there is also the gut punch to fitmc #pov you are fitmc #phil promised to keep you updated on all the hallucination stuff and hasnt said anything to you about it in a long time #thats a good sign right? itd be bad if the Ender King was real and came to help phil anyway #he had some crying obsidian appear in his inventory? clearly the admins are messing with him it couldnt be anything #and now hes gone #and you find out that he was hiding things from you from his children #there were more messages more hallucinations #why didnt he tell you?#did he not trust you? hes right to do it but you thought he trusted you with this at the very least #and now #what do you do?#you dont even know where to start in looking for him #did he really trust you that little?

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

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gregorybacon · 1 year ago

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Thank you.

image in reference of this old post

#stress reliever drawing #my wrist has been doing better #it still hurts from time to time but i just want to draw so bad #sure itll make it worse but ive been going slow and steady with it #liked how this turned out #south park #sp #gregory of yardale #gregory south park #gregory sp #christophe south park #ze mole #christophe sp #south park fanart #christophe delorne #gregstophe #gregory x christophe

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mamawasatesttube · 6 months ago

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i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!

#rimi talks #shoutout to that one person who followed me from resi fandom and commented on one of my dc fics like ''pls update that resi fic''#also shoutout to all those tumblr posts about how theres nOthInG wOrSe than finding a GoOd FiC but its uNFiNIsHeD #i used to really like writing longfic but these days i kind of shy away from it bc it rly does get discouraging #like they say ''write for yourself'' and i do but i certainly dont share just for my own satisfaction yk???#anyways. i already have space fic and theres no need for me to start another fic. even if it would be fun.#ive also just been in a Mood about writing since yesterday and thats not helping matters 😔#but it feels like a stupid thing to be in A Mood about. idk. whatever jdlksk hopefully itll pass and ill be normal tomorrow :/#bc talking to duck earlier today we came up with a really fun mermay fic premise. but. writing? me? multichap again? lol. lmao even #like i would love to!!!!!! having two ongoing multichaps wouldnt kill me i like to pingpong between wips #but dealing with people whining about update times or telling me they refuse to read bc its a wip...... dunno if i can do that again fellas #okay. enough woes and whining. i guess i will go play a video game

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verflares · 4 months ago

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nothing more frustrating than playing New Video Game and/or digesting new media in general and you're like "mmmm this is kinda bad/boring. honestly." so out of curiosity you look up to see if anybody else feels this way but you are instead greeted with if you think anything about this is bad or boring you need to be put in front of a firing squad

#this is about final fantasy xiv dawntrail but im sure it has many many otherapplications. LOL #stormblood discourse 2.0 honestly. so funny too because its like the exact same problems with having great dungeons/trials/content #but the story is MIDDDDDDDD. doesnt even have zenos on screen to ham it up this time around. SAD #i dont think its a big deal honestly after having shb and endwalker in a row its not an easy streak to keep going at all #but seeing ppl pretend that the way this expac is trying to present Genuinely interesting worldbuilding isnt boring as hell #is like. hm. like guys its okay for something to just be Okay. if not worse. its normal even. cmon now #its just got some really good highs. but the lows are LOW. goodness gracious #i have more comprehensive thoughts that i shall probably save for later bcus while this is my main it is also a loz blog. so. LOL #but anyway. hope everyone is doing well. if i dont draw something today itll be ME who needs to go stand in front of a firing squad #personal.txt

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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moveslikekeithrichards · 1 year ago

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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost