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How are you Beautiful?
your favorite sweater
you picked it up at a thrift store at some point. 100% wool, air dry only. it smells like old closets and dusty, far off places. comforting and warm, it's seen a fair few tears wiped away with the sleeves. one sleeve is fraying a bit on the hem, where some previous owner kneaded it between their fingers over and over. timeless and comforting
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Kindly Miquella... I see you've thrown away... Something you should not have... Under any circumstances.
#elden ring#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#elden ring fanart#miquella#st trina#finished the dlc...perchance... i am gamer?#i really liked miquella as a villain or rather his journey into becoming one#loved that as a player you follow his traces and slowly come to realize that he's losing sight of who he was and what he was striving for#how can you save others if you cannot save yourself? god that old guy at the cross was asking the real questions
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ouchie
#elphelt valentine#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#crow.gif#guilty gif#attacks#normals#2#dust#uhh i think those are all the tags. either way OUCHIE.#i need to do. what is it. i think its baikens 2d also. where she just falls over. it might be 2hs#faceplant. like its ok queen you got this#i like how el's 6hs also has her flop on the ground pathetically like in xrd
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🐻 butch bear (she/him) 🐻
#furry#butch#butch art#Sennen#finally after many years I have caved and created a fursona 💪 (kinda)#he's just supposed to be a cool guy lol#using her as something to strive to in vibes and fashion and unabashedly visibly butch irl#i'd give her tattoos but idk what i'd put lol
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Eimmet High...temmiE high. OMG!
Part 28 || First || Previous || Next
--Full Series--
Next update may take...much longer! I have finals and an internship and not to mention I have to draw- A LOT :')
#Golly!#this is a shorter update but I wanted it to be that way. We've been in the house for a while. It's time to change some scenery!!#Chara using their game narrator voice like “golly!” and “amazing!”#Eimmet high :)) i was really hoping to be able to reference Temmie Chang here. An integral part of UT/DR!! She's awesome!#WE ARE OFFICIALLY ON Day 2 BABY#yes- there is still a little everyman easter egg as well as some other things... ;)#I tried so many new and different things for these panels. I was a little nervous implementing them. But im having a lot of fun with it!#i try to put my own artistic enjoyment above all other things :) its what I strive for.#Angle's landing day! excited for the festivities!#Chara is feeling stabby :)#loved detailing Chara's hand in the last page. When I detail the hands- just know shits getting real#I'm really happy with how I was able to redraw Toriel here. She showed up in the second part and that was it for 2 years -w-#so even if she's not a major character- I wanted to give her some good screen time <3#I did not make the Darkworld “Mayor” just for that one joke....but dang did it fit perfectly.#these 4 pages took longer than I wanted. I got burnt out with school and then finals came!!! AND ALSO EMAILS q-q#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#chara#asriel#kris#susie#toriel#tw cursing#cw cursing
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Maybe it's the eternally distrustful loveless child in me but idk something about the way DC has been writing familial relationships in recent years rings so false to me. There's no room for the complex, nuanced, unnamed relationships Batman and Nightwing used to have, nothing like the warped mother-daughter-sister thing Barbara Gordon and Cass Cain had, nothing like Superboy's weird obsessive hero worship/bone-deep dread of his clone fathers or Max Mercury's weary undefined protectiveness of Bart or Wonder Woman's dogged loyalty to her little "sisters". Cause — for me, at least, I know I actively seek little moments of connection in stories; when I write or when I read it is to seek comfort. I think that's why DC has made this shift. Readers like me gravitated to those little warm moments, and DC noticed that we did without stopping to think about why.
But there's a point at which I notice diminishing returns of comfort from fluffy writing — it ceases to register as real. It's too good, too saccharine, too empty of any of the pain and frustration it takes to express genuine love for the other person. It's all hand-holding and no sweaty palms. It's so easy for someone to say they love you. It's so easy to see when it's all just words. And part of this is, yeah, bad writing; all that stuff about show not tell. They're trying to tell us these characters care about each other without giving us any real proof. but. idk. I need my love to be real. I need to feel the bones behind each embrace. I can't accept affection without struggling my way into it. Honestly I'd rather get a grim gritty Batman who forgets he HAS kids until they throw themselves into the line of fire than a milquetoast helicopter Batdad who tells his kids exactly what they mean to him without actively being in a state of bleeding out.
#idk don't listen to me i haven't read any comics closely since they killed alfred#but what i see in screenshots makes me. incredibly dissatisfied#maybe love is all about the striving!!!! maybe it's about the blood under your nails as you claw your way back to your beloved!!!!!#maybe it's hugging your dad and all you can think about is how stiff and unwieldy it is around the body armor and utility belts#y'know#and i DO enjoy wayne family adventures. it can be nice. but yeah i can tell that i would not endure it if that was all i had to read#dc#oli rambles
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drew these many moons ago in a frenzy. figured i’d fix them up at some point. did not get round to that lol. maybe one day! in the mean time behold my beloved ghosts<3
#i don’t know why pats dead and the rest arent(?) (maybe mary is? i. actually cannot remember what i was going for)#but yeah they’re like. not finished at all ik i had plans for more background bits and stuff#also wanted to make all the colours go together a bit more nicely and the wallpaper be the actual wallpaper colour#i strive for coherence! and yet and have no understanding of colour theory#why all my Actual art is line work and nothing else lol#i did also want to redraw pat and julian but i was going round in circles w it so they’re staying like that for now#anyways why i do i feel the need to slag off stuff i make!! i do not know#genuinely had a great time drawing these many months ago#maybe i have a hyperfixation fueled an all nighter again and finish them who knows#but also if i do i would kinda like to do some yonderland characters lol#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts fanart#six idiots#my fanart
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What happens to this empty place, waiting for my arrival...
Rook in my heart. You can read the monster list here @lustlovehart
[Alt under the cut]
This is the original version but God, I don’t see anything else and I didn’t want others to get hurt watching
Now here I put my thoughts as I drew him:
I think our beautiful creature doesn't really have a human anatomy, his limbs are long and with very little muscle covering. Their bones could click together if it fully manifested. Claws replacing part of the bony fingers and nails. You could feel the long ribs behind that thick sack
He doesn’t need beyond his big and cool gothic sack to cover his abnormal appearance, after all the is no more shadows and fog for everyone’s eyes
The darkness consumes you from the pores, in each puff of lungs, you could become one with him and he would be delighted
I feel that it is detached from all worldly, but I would keep a thing or two of those who most appreciate... like the feathers of Neige or a brooch of Vil
#You’re right that it’s not scary at first#but they should be#It would be fun if I was in the body of hunters with an rando identity and no one has discovered it yet. Silly but fun#The boggie man is not very known in my culture so I could not find stories or illustrations about it#only film references that only makes me think of that entity that hides in the cracks of the walls#Also imagine him with a very very dead color of skin and strives to make colors for his beloved reader feel comfortable#He is in my creepy top since not only his disturbing appearance very different from the other guys#I have no idea what he will be thinking#twst fanart#rook hunt#rook hunt x reader#twisted wonderland rook#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst headcanons#art#honneydraws ⊹⃬۫🍜̸᩠໋࣪꣹۫
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DAY 5 FRIEND GROUP
Freaks found shopping at Santorini, Greece (fallen prayer, engulfed lives)
#Paracelsus ain’t there#I’m still in the process of stylizing elphelt and testament sorry if they look weird#fanart#a.b.a guilty gear#elphelt valentine#elphelt guilty gear#testament guilty gear#a.b.a#guilty gear strive#guilty gear fanart#teehee#fanart challenge#the girlies r shopping!!!#also I don’t actually know if that’s santorini#it’s defo Greece cuz that’s what fallen prayer is based off of and that one hub area in sonic unleashed
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guess who I drew again
#small post but#I really wanted to post something so yea#aba guilty gear#paracelsus guilty gear#guilty gear aba#guilty gear#guilty gear fanart#guilty gear strive#guilty gear paracelsus#paracelsus#abacelsus#ALSO WHAT OVER 1000 NOTES#tysm :D
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Hello RvBGTBQ+ community
#i was possessed by my 2010 hyperfixation#rvb#red vs blue#oh god now all the tags let me mention this HC tho that Sarge has BLUE EYES but he wheres contacts but also it would make his color scheme#red white and blue 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 after he comes around to the blues I think he would embrace em#dexter grif#dick simmons#grimmons#sarge#leonard church#lavernius tucker#caboose#DOC#franklin delano donut#I just felt like sketching face HCs since this is like everything middle school me strived for in life#I KNOW THIS SEEMS OUT OF THE BLUE CAUSE IM LIKE A DR ARTIST NOW BUT IM HAVING A MOMENT REVISTING MY OLD FANDOMS IM HAVING FUN#also RVB fans lmk what you think about the HCs I have been going through all the tags recently AHHHH I LOVE TO SEE ANYONES INTERPRETATIONS#*adding a note too that my Tucker here is post sword/junior !#he totally just had dark hair and brown eyes but the whole ordeal mutated his dna a bit so now his wounds and eyes glow#I will absolutely draw him again I adore tucker JFJFHFHFHFH
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Hearing news that he’s confirmed romanceable (and described as intimate and sensual) got me so giddy I might just expire.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#this guy is so targeted at me just from design and what little we know of him in the written works#and I’m so mad cos I need him now#ahdidbd#lemme indulge im sorry it’s so rarely I ever get a romance with an older character who’s part of the main cast#it’s so damn rare#so I get stupidly hyper when it happens#my tastes are always stuck being npcs or unattainable cos they’re not usually conventionally attractive#so I’m so so glad for how unique they’re letting us strive for in this#grrrrr#it’s 1am in the morning how am I to sleep with this info#wtf BioWare
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2/3 of da way thru lots goin on with this guy also
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#have actually decided I will simply not go back and fix the grayscale mistakes I made and then spotted taking these caps#it is what it is. striving for perfect continuity with this design is futile. we practice radical acceptance (throws up in mouth a little b#the freckles also kinda make him look like he's blushing all the time... it kinda fits bc this little guy is so easily flustered#gods I like him so much. case in point Im drawing all this#only! six more panels to go!! this next stretch is gonna be Interesting. but the end is in sight!
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Part of the reason I find Wyll to be such a compelling character is that he is such a good person, but in what I think is a kinda unique way.
I've seen a few criticisms of how quickly Wyll seems to switch sides in his initial confrontation with Karlach; how fast he goes from convinced he must kill her to letting her live. For me though, this makes perfect sense.
The decision Wyll makes in that confrontation not actually whether or not to kill her; he has to decide whether or not Karlach is innocent, but once he's confirmed that, it's not a question.
He commits so quickly to Karlach because he doesn't have to choose whether or not to kill her in that moment; he already decided seven years ago.
Because at seventeen years old, he decided he would sacrifice anything for the safety of others.
At seventeen years old he decided that his own life, comfort and happiness was never worth the cost of someone else's.
And so at twenty-four, he learns the devil he's been chasing is a person, and a victim, and an innocent, and the decision is already made up.
Because Wyll Ravenguard at twenty-four is who he was at seventeen, and twenty, and ten.
And to me that's one of the coolest things about him.
There's a separate post I'd like to make about how Wyll never loses his childhood wonder of the world- and I think there's a very similar principle here. Wyll grew up hearing stories of knights who slay monsters and heros in shining armor, and he took those stories and loved them and held them close to his chest.
And then he's seventeen and a devil asked him if he wants to be a hero, and he's not an idiot; he understands the price of saviourhood so he says yes.
And so when he meets Karlach, it's never really a question of if he'll kill her. It's just a matter of him finding the courage.
Because he says "you don't know what you're asking of me" and he's absolutely right, we don't. But Wyll understands the cost; he's understood it for seven years. I'll bet anything that when Wyll Ravenguard made his pact with a devil to save tens of thousands of souls, he promised himself and his city and his father who wouldn't listen that he'd only ever use his pact to help and be good, and when it comes down to it, he sticks to his word.
Because above all, Wyll Ravenguard is a man who knows who his is and what he beliefs, and who sticks to his principles no matter what, and for me that's incredibly compelling.
#it's thinking about Wyll Ravenguard hours again#Sorry if this is a bit incoherent it felt rambling but like#Do you get it? Do you understand?#Wyll fucking commits#He knows who he is and what he believes and what hand he's been dealt and he sticks with it#It's about the commitment#There's another post I want to make about how fricking good Wyll's judgment is#The way he decides between man and monster is just so beautiful#But another day#The point is Wyll Ravenguard is a man who has thought deeply about who he is and what he believes and strives every day to fulfill it#I love you Wyll the haters could never separate me#wyll ravengard#wyll bg3#bg3 character analysis#the blade of Frontiers#Baldur's Gate 3#bg3 Wyll
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Whimsical Joyful Character but they face The Horrors and Evils of the world, which only results in them being more Joyful and Whimsical to be a light in a dark world.
#poyo#SplotoCore#what I strive to be in real life because my hope is real and my God is even more real#christian kirbo hours
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the world wasnt ready for hyper muscular nonbinary industrial goths but im not the world so i dont fucking care
#guilty gear#testament#testament guilty gear#guilty gear strive#what else do i even add to tags? i havent drawn gg fanart in like 2 years#mine#fgc
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