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learning that sometimes a death makes u wanna treat everything with tenderness
#last month that death made me wanna go a bit feral#in april that death made me wanna connect#in march that death made me wanna disconnect#it's truly different every single time#(was folding clothes and found my gf's socks in amongst it and just handled them so so delicately. bring them back to her safe n sound.)#rip the other weirdo cousin - gonna miss u#first held by him when i was four days old#also sorry i'm basically absent here it will continue to happen#i'm doing ok tho despite The Everything - hope u all are too#me#ramble#death tw
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rangan donpa the second ... or something
#super danganronpa 2#goodbye despair#sdr2#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#i needa draw someone other than these two but they mean too much to me (i am gay)#nagito looks different every single time i draw him it makes me violent truly. lets kill him#my art
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Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????
If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3
#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭#originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au)#and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare)#and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS#no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend#it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep.#the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg#i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend#*weakly* i did it~#again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!!#i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself#i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process#tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny#thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹#hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today!#also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now)#now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Daniel on Ted’s Notebook | Testing Day 3 | pt.2
“[Lando] is normally pretty honest. So if he’s feeling a little down, maybe they expected to be a little quicker […] but for now, we’re hopefully a Q3 or top 10 car but to be much more than that, I think that’s probably getting too excited 😁😁😁”
#sorry to the dando or landan girlies you guys may need to block me#but the way this guy in 2022 was still recovering from Covid was fighting that orange bag of dicks car#all while his boss was busy talking about an exit clause in his contract in the press#and yet he still showed up being positive about the car while the other was being petulant to everybody who dared to ask him about the car#anyway the more I watch the different interviews of him talking about how they’re not at where people keep hyping them to be#with the biggest sneakiest smile every single time#the more I’m convinced he’s been asked to shut up and he’s acting like a kid who can’t lie to save his life#which truly makes you realise why Zak brown is shaking and convulsing so much#daniel ricciardo#testing 2024
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List of Things in the Back to the Future Musical That Have Made Me Cry (for one reason or another)
First off: if the title alone doesn’t imply it, this post will contain some spoilers for the minutiae of the Back to the Future musical! If that doesn’t bother you, cruise right on ahead, but if it does then you’d best hit the brakes here!
As of writing this, I have been lucky enough to see the BTTF musical three times (!!)—once on Broadway and twice on the North American tour. Each show has been different, with little quirks and interactions changing night to night, which makes it even more enjoyable to rewatch. There’s so much heart to this show, and so many moments that add to each character. Some things have moved me to tears, and others have made me laugh so hard I’ve actually cried. Below is a collection of moments that have had me tearing up, in no particular order or organizational format:
(Musical spoilers below the cut!!)
Doc talking about how people took advantage of him and actually getting choked up
Doc holding up the model car at the end of For the Dreamers, like it’s flying amongst the stars
Marty handing Doc the ‘thank you note’, and Doc being incredibly touched and going on for several moments about how kind of Marty it was to write him a thank you note (to the point of sounding teary) before pausing and his expression dropping when he realizes it’s actually future information
Doc’s side table getting destroyed (unintentionally) at the tail end of Future Boy, and Doc only noticing it about thirty seconds later and staring at it before howling “THAT’S AN ANTIQUE! THAT WAS MY GRANDMOTHER’S!”
and then “I know times are hard on dancers, but there’s no need to steal furniture!”
in the same show, following the table’s untimely demise, Doc waking up (after 21st Century) and being startled by Marty’s presence and responding with “oh, hey, Marty, I—I was confused ‘cause there was a table there” to roaring audience laughter (plus Marty’s follow up of “you can buy a new one when I leave”)
Doc hugging Marty in the square after Marty returns to 1985, and Marty beginning to cry, and Doc comforting him and gently patting his back and holding onto him for a few moments longer than usual
Doc and Marty tapping their microphones together during Back in Time like a microphone fist bump
Doc and the flyswatter. Truly the only valid reaction to watching your (new) friend be hit on by his mother, retching and slapping a flyswatter back and forth and then managing a “there’s a—a bug, I’ll get it—“ while you continue to smack the flyswatter back and forth, and eventually going “got it” because ya gotta at least pretend there’s continuity and you can catch a bug
The fire extinguisher flavors!
“Doc!” “Aah!” “Whoa, whoa—are you all right?” “What?” “Are you all right?” “Left?” “What??”
George waving goodbye to the bird
Doc waking up startled and immediately calling for his mother 😭
“Sirius is the brightest star in the night sky, why are we talking about astronomy??”
“Profanity not necessary.” “The hell it isn’t!”
Doc on the clock tower genuinely panicking and hyperventilating but giving it his all (look I don’t blame him for wailing I would not want to be up on a collapsing edge especially with a fear of heights!)
“Safety first, Marty, it’s so important, I always say that!” “When do you say that?” “I say it every time!” “Do you?” “Remember the time you burned your eyebrows off…”
“We’ll put the red one here like Rudolph—aw, he’s so cute!!”
The entire fire extinguisher bit. Every time. The perfect cut into yelling and the cut back into the same exact word. Gold.
Doc revealing the model, Marty complimenting it, and Doc putting a hand to his chest and then leaning his head against Marty’s, clearly incredibly touched
“you’ll be fine, you’ve had coke” *incredibly loud sniff*
Doc struggling with the projector screen, turning (with one arm still up) to see Lorraine, extending a leg and bowing with an “enchanté”
Doc’s German accent!! Truly a moment
Every *single* time there’s a “you mean the future” type joke, the note of suspense from the brass section and the double fourth wall break look by Marty and Doc out at the audience (especially when they look back at each other and then look out again, often multiple times)
“Brown.” “Strickland.” “It’s…been a long time.” “Not long enough. BYE!” *featuring Doc well and truly sprinting away*
#this truly is mostly about doc and marty’s friendship i cannot lie#back to the future the musical#bttf musical#bttf#back to the future#doc brown#marty mcfly#george mcfly#also there are absolutely other moments circulating in my brain but i tried to pare this down#i will say though. every single show has been different. it is a new experience each time#so none of these bits were ever repeated identically in any show#which i love because it’s like getting new content every time. it’s good soup!!#is it obvious yet that i adore this musical#the cast has started recognizing me at the stage door that’s how serious we’re getting dhfjfhdjjd#alyssa speaks
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unpopular opinion but i really miss those days when it was all about the music in taylor swift fandom
#time for a little rant because i feel like i need to get it off my chest rn#i feel so disconnected from this fandom lately#mostly because literally everything is about travis these days#like don't get me wrong i'm really happy that she's happy but#i just don't feel the need to talk about her relationship 24/7 like some of the swifties#and honestly it's all just too much#everything is about taylor and i'm not even excited anymore when i see new pictures of her#because it's just too much???#i truly love her with all my heart and i always will but even i am tired and i've been a swiftie for literally half of my life#why do people have to discuss every single detail about her love life#and who cares if she's going to be at the game again#let her live maybe#i'm sorry but it's just so annoying lately#this fandom is being too fucking loud and i'm tired and it's not even fun anymore#remember when the eras tour started? amazing times#we were talking about it all the time and discussing every single detail of the tour and the songs and all#now it's all about her new relationship guys it's not... like... WHY.#it makes me so sad because it used to be different#ugh#i might get hate for that but i don't care i just really needed to say that#taylor swift#ts#talking shit for the hell of it*
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sometimes i'm out there living my life in the real world and suddenly i find it so bizarre to remember normal people exist. i mean just completely average people, living their lives regularly. like. what do you MEAN your life hasn't been completely consumed by a gay ship that may or may not become canon from hit netflix tv show Stranger Things (2016).
#you can see blue and yellow together and not think of anything?#you can listen to heroes by david bowie and not imagine two boys from the 80's kissing to it in an alternate dimension?#words and expressions like “flickergate” “lettergate” “birthdaygate” “churchgate” and etc are completely meaningless to you???#so you are telling me you have NOT in fact#spent countless hours of your life reading and watching every single piece of byler analysis you could get your hands on#and then ranting about it to everyone you know until they get sick of you???#and you most definitely didn't watch like 5 different movies simply because they were tangentially mentioned in said analyses??#you are genuinely saying your mental and emotional state does not depend on a fictional ship and whether it will become canon or not???????#YOU TRULY DON'T BURST OUT LAUGHING INSTANTLY AFTER SEEING SOMETHING THAT FAINTLY REMINDS YOU OF THE LOCAL VILLAGE WITH THREE WATERFALLS???#couldn't be me fr.#v rambles#my posts#byler#byler brainrot#byler nation#byler tumblr#byler endgame#how do people even live without having read a 325 slide byler proof presentation at least three times.#i've genuinely long forgotten what caring about stranger things a normal amount was like 😃
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I'm home from Metallica and I am SOBBING my eyes out. Dream concert, a show I waited my whole life to see... Wowza
#dont mind me#I'm just so emotional#one of my favorite bands of all time#and the band that truly kept me alive as a teenager...#seeing them feels surreal#it was such a fucking fantastic show!#and for it to have been a two concert weekend with two completely different setlists.#i saw every single song i wanted them to play save one i knew was a longshot anyway#I'm so 😭😭😭😭😭#i cannot get over this and i don't think i ever will#Metallica ily#James............. seeing you live i understand now.#i think you were the blueprint all along
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#TAGS TLDR YOU CAN NEVER TRULY GO HOME BUT DO YOU WANT TO?#writing a little for d&d and having feelings about this#it was really interesting jasper and i were working on some game mechanics and we kept getting stuck at weird parts and it developed into#this conversation where we realized we experience the world#in such fundamentally different ways. like specifically talking about how paranoia#manifests and stuff but even later in a broader sense like our experiences of time and everything is so different#and they'd be like 'well what if this is something that happened to lock' and id be like 'how could that be something that anyone would#experience' and they were like 'oh because i do'#(example here was my character not realizing he had been magically transported and filling in the blank with vague memories of travel but i#was like. are you not acutely aware of every single moment you are awake and in motion even if it is excruciatingly boring. and jasper#was like. 'oh...no. i could be transported from one place to another and if time passed i wouldnt even think about having traveled or not'#which was WILD to me but then we were like 'okay i guess this cannot be something that happened to lock' because i couldnt even fathom that#but like anyway idk we got weirdly deep dive-y about d&d stuff and personal lives and i had big feelings on it bc genuinely i feel like#there are facets and caverns in myself i have only ever touched in storytelling but particularly in this campaign#and i've joked a lot about Lock and other chars in this game being self inserts#but i mean it in a good way#like the ways we tell stories or experience a world we created together is going to be through an extension of ourselves etc#but it's interesting to me to consider the limitations that brings yknow? we all live by such vastly different sets of rules and#understandings#and im writing out some stuff now and im like. yknow.#lock can never truly go home. i can never truly go home. none of us can ever truly go home#home as shifting impermanence home as transience etc#2017 levi is back apparently but hes always been right
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Took a brief nap and now that I'm awake I'm once again thinking about how Tobias really never had anything to call his own because back "home" he owed nothing per se (it was all his parents') nor used many things beyond knives and two sets of clothes (even his room was bare empty spare for a blanket that he had to choose whether to sleep on or cover himself with) and when he arrived at Wammy's he was stripped of his former garments and received hand-me-down clothes that he too later handed down to the next generation (he no longer owns any of those), as well as a shared room that not only was partly his and partly Elijah's to begin with the entire time they lived there but that room is also no longer his nowadays either since he "graduated" the program and left the orphanage.
#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#Idk what made me think about this at 5 am but DAMN 😭 hashtag minimalism ✌️ (against his will)#Lowkey he's not a TRUE materialistic man bc of this so ig that's One good thing that came out of his lack of... everything#like yeah he owns TONS of things now. Multiple houses. Expensive clothes & cars & accessories. Whatever he wants he gets#but at the end of the day if they all vanished in a fire or smth? He wouldn't even blink abt it bc he doesn't Care#Everything he owns now serves the purpose of either a) keeping up appearances in front of others or b) being smth useful in his schemes#Does he have any sort of personal attachment to /any/ of his things? Nope! LMFAODSJADHSAJ#Ngl it's crazy to think abt how this guy who's shoving his wealth in everyone's face really dgaf about the wealth in question#The only reason he cares even minimally is bc most of the things he owns help him survive easier instead of having him on guard 24/7#which. I mean. he still IS on guard 24/7 but there's a difference btwn being on guard while living in the open where danger's everywhere#and being on guard while living in a house where you know you'll at least Hear the breakin first & have the time to prepare for what's next#He doesn't think abt this bc again. HE doesn't care. but to ME it's saddening how there's no home for this mf to ever go back to#His childhood house burnt down & no longer exists (<-he did that) and there's no place for him left at Wammy's anymore either#Bro's just going wherever doing whatever ✌️ a free soul or whatever they say abt those w no attachments to places nor people#His most prized possession rn is probably his phone bc he has TONS of insanely important contacts in there; but tbh even that#he can do without bc he made sure to memorize every single number he saved in there so he doesn't mind breaking the phone if need be#and beyond That just give him a weapon of any sort and he'll make do just fine. Hell don't even give him anything. He'll steal it LMAODSJDH#All this ^ also explains why he's so chill w sacrificing absolutely Whatever he has to. Oh he crashed his cars for a plan & they're now#beyond recovery? LOL. Oh he blew up one of his houses to fake his death again? LMAO. Dawg can you spare at least ONE fuck to give 😭#He truly dgaf about ANYTHING in the whole wide world beyond entertainment. And if he can get that w/o any of the above then he's chillin'#It's simply easier to find himself in funny situations/around amusing people if he owns the means to travel & grab their attention
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🧍♀️
#so one of the s.vt concerts for follow again is gonna be on their anniversary#and they're not gonna be in kr and soooooooo many people are upset about it#like kcarats are Mad mad about it#and i'm like. maybe i Am the asshole because i keep thinking is it really such a big issue#i thought maybe caratland was around those dates but it has always been on march#like i don't remember them actually doing something for the anniversary besides special videos#and lives. i'm still looking for stuff because i know that since 2020 things have been different#i get being upset and wishing it was in kr instead but someone literally wrote#''now that your dreams have come true. are we not longer in them"#and i'm like ?????????? because svt keeps doing sooo many things in kr like am i insane#am i really that much of a dick LMFAO because it's not like they're getting nothing also#idk man i'm just kinda baffled at this situation#i would understand it more if they did something special every year for their anniversary in kr#and suddenly they were like actually? we're changing it up#but they never have so that's why i'm very 🧍♀️#and everyone is complaining about jp having so many concerts. like yeah man it makes sense#they sell them out every single time of course the company is going to milk that#td#most likely LMFAO#also feel free to call me out i truly wanna have a conversation about it
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— 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐔𝐑𝐋 𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒.
T — 2085 ; ajr V — varud ; sigur ros R — rocket girl ; lemaitre feat. betty who N — numb little bug ; em beihold I — i talk too much ; november ultra N — nebraska ; oh wonder G — gallows ; katie garfield O — oh my god ; (g)i-dle U — uglykid ; hobo johnson feat. elohim T — the killing kind ; marianas trench
tagged by: @metrictita thank you vee!! <3<3<3
tagging: @futurefind @amalanexus @altrxisme @fangier @mellodiies @soulsballad @sozokami @avaere @never-surrender @espectres @violetueur @pontevoix @cauterisen and anyone who sees this who hasn't already done it!!
#i was trying to tag people vee didn't already asdfg but if you've already done this don't mind me :' )#and man was this actually hard to do bc i wanted to put a bunch of different songs down bc i love so many!!! how can i decide on only#a few to share!!!#and we got a nice lil mixed bag here but there's other genres that i listen to that didn't make it on here by pure chance asdfg#every single song on here i've listened to on repeat at some point though whether it was recently or not#and by repeat i mean a million times in a row ASDFG#anyway i hope y'all maybe find a new favorite tune to jam out to <3#btw i didn't put it on the list bc i've said this before#but my url is taken from turning out by ajr! that group's music gives me a lot of inspo tbh#i could truly ramble about music and character songs for ages if you let me :' )#get ready to ramble | ooc
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been going through the sumeru archon quest finally (met alhaitham)(my camera roll is just a hundred screenshots of his face)(I'm perfectly normal about him wym) and i think i get why people say comparing him to ratio isn't exactly correct but talking to him does feel like talking to ratio in a surprisingly uncanny way I can't even lie about that
#most of what i know about haitham atp is what i already knew before playing let's start with that#but from what i gathered the main difference with ratio is that ratio is so ambitious his goals cover innumerable galaxies#while haitham really onlt wants to be left alone to chill in peace#given that at least for ratio that's p much the core of his character I'd say it's normal to think they aren't all that similar#but the things they say......the way they interact with people.......the tone they use when talking even...........#if you ignore their life goals i feel like#at least for how much i know haitham now that is#the main difference between them is that maybe ratio is more caring than haitham#but maybe haitham is nicer than ratio#? does that make sense#haithams way of helping is nicer#but he doesn't care to help as much as ratio does#at the same time ratio is harsher with his words and actions than haitham is#but every single one of his actions is meant to care#haitham will sit and look at you and wait for you to find your own answers#which is Extremely ratio of him they both give super strong professor vibes#at more than one point he was like why are you asking when you know the answer#this is something ratio has said way more than once too#but maybe I feel like ratio asks to teach you how to think#and haitham asks because he'd prefer it if you didn't bother him#at the same time tho haitham will more easily hold your metaphorical hand when reaching a conclusion#while ratio will actively antagonize you just to make sure you're truly sure of what you're saying#it's the feeling they've been giving me#how do i say this#it's less their words and attitudes that are different since they match nearly perfectly#and more the intentions behind their words and attitudes#?#then again#I'm still investigating the hospital so this is just my initial understanding of haitham#maybe i got him completely wrong
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Oh not me avoiding a wildly popular piece of media that I’d probably actually like out of sheer spite.
#maybe this is my True Toxic Trait but I just get really annoyed when all I hear is 'this thing is PERFECT it's EVERYTHING it's the only#TRULY high-quality media to EVER exist it is OBJECTIVELY better than literally EVERYTHING else it's the MOST IMPORTANT thing of ALL TIME'#like...again. not that you have to issue a disclaimer for media discussion of every single one of it's flaws before you earn the right to#talk about it. but if people keep holding something up as The Best Ever No Exceptions with literally no other commentary I just kind of...#get irritated to the point where I don't want to engage with the thing#I think in this case it's really...Objectively This Is The Best. I think that's what bothers me. because there IS no objective measurement#of art. it doesn't exist!! and that's okay!!!! just be honest!!!!!!!#'but mc13 what about your relationship to cxgf' well if you go back through my episode reviews you will see that I very much#acknowledged that some things could be done better and that it is not a perfect show because perfect media ALSO doesn't exist#and I've never said that it's the ONLY '''right''' way to present the themes it explores. there are a million different ways to do that#and it is the Greatest of All Time in MY OPINION. that's not going to be true of everyone!! and you can think something is the Best™#WITHOUT PUTTING DOWN OTHER PIECES OF MEDIA /ESPECIALLY/ ONES THAT ARE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME GENRE OR HAVE THE SAME FUNCTION??????#I'm also so tired of people saying 'it's good because it's gay™' like that tells me NOTHING#and like. the ideas/themes/concepts presented in this thing (from what I can tell) ARE present in other types of media and y'all REFUSE to#engage in those other things??? like you write them off and disparage them and basically unconditionally hate the things in them but#THIS time it's okay THIS is the exception and there is just NO awareness or critical thought there at all. it's the hypocrisy for me#In the Vents
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woke up to a bunch of emails including a formal phd acceptance, a scholarship application form, a detailed reading list from one supervisor and a plan to have an informal catchup meeting with the other. lmao
#:)#every time i think 'oh the administrative process will take a while i have time to chill' this exact thing happens#many such tasks lie before me...this is truly the era of Doing Things#but for real explain to me why every single application process that's meant to take upwards of one month is being cleared in 2-3 days#my only plan for today was to go to the shop and purchase ingredients for dinner tonight#and now i'll have to spend a while trawling libgen for copies of like 25 different texts#and get them read over the next couple weeks#all the time things are happening
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whats a kaeya ship you like? :D
Ooc; Hi there! Ehm... As much as I would love to provide a detailed answer, the truth is... I don't really know what to tell you. I'm mostly neutral on ships, you see? Kaeya is not a character that focuses on romance that much ( flirting is different, of course ), so he tends to not look at fellows from that specific angle. Plus, he is a... complex and difficult person to deal with, to say the least.
Kaeya is a character that requires a lot of investment and time in order to be shipped with, considering his background, personality, and views on affection/vulnerability in general. If I have to be honest, I'll say that my opinion on specific ships evolves and depends on Kaeya’s interactions with muses here! That is not to say some ships do not have more potential than others, they do ( due to canonic relationships and character dynamics ), but... yeah! I'm pretty open to exploring everything and anything.
As long as there is chemistry, I'm good to go!
#{{ clap clap for a boring answer. It is the truth though }}#{{ i'm not certain if every single person out there has enough patience/correct attitude to deal with his emotional baggage }}#{{ because if he is to be in a relationship; then... that will be something they will both have to deal with }}#{{ plus kaeya avoids close; deep connections like the plague. he craves them; but whether or not he acts on that wish is different }}#{{ like i've mentioned 'potential' a few times. I did a post on kaejean for example. I'm neutral on them; but I can see the potential }}#{{ another pairing that I had never considered before joining the tumblr community is chaeya. Like??? }}#{{ they're the type of characters that may get along & thrive in the midst of their own chaos & twisted realities; if it makes any sense }}#{{ plus I like their connection to the abyss; so I feel like that would be something interesting to explore. I mainly blame tumblr art }}#{{ like there is some top tier chaeya art out there that sent me to the stratosphere. i truly had never considered them as a ship before }}#{{ BUT YEAH TLDR; There are charas that have potential; but whether that potential materializes or not depends on Kaeya's interactions }}#【 out of cryo 】
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