#it's so awful I'M NAUSEOUS

[sovamurka]

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I'm horrified and devastated at the thought that Ekko will basically find Jinx at her absolute lowest point

it's such a sad and awful turn of events.

[dandyleyen]

Twitter post | Fellas, is it gay to hold hands in the bath and share your mana ?

[clowngremlin]

my need to always be wearing an overshirt (hawaiian or flannel) vs the fact that i am super prone to heat exhaustion.....fight!

[kahin]

yeah after reading thru a lot of this book (no i didnt read thru the whole thing) . yeah i can safely say a little life IS in fact just trauma porn. ppl who argue otherwise r kind of stupid bc the idea behind yanagihara writing it is "trauma that you can never recover from" but its . weird because like. people in jude's life DO care about him? he does get better at some point and then it was just. soooo cheap the way she killed off willem to force a plot point where wuh oh! see jude really can never get better because now he kills himself . are you crying yet. are you. are you. it says nothing deep the way the dialogue is written between harold and jude re: jude's self harming habits and even just some of the conversations between him and willem feel.... fanfic-esque. did i cry a bit at the ending? yeah i did. but it wasnt because i genuinely felt anything for the character i literally had enough. i'm sorry you can write a book regarding sexual abuse / drug use / whatever the fuck other heavy subject without beating your reader over the head with it. you can write a story where the main character does go through all that suffering without it feeling like misery shoved straight down your throat for 600+ pages. i feel so sick to my stomach in a way i haven't felt in years. do not read this book. final rating: 1/5.

[cedarspiced]

i feel like gregor fucking mendel.

[hishima]

sick with fear just because i have to go into town WHAT THE HELLLLL

[wolfchans]

I've been feeling awful since yesterday lmao 😭 it's like my body decided to give up on me and gave me the most awful migraines known to man

[shayminsh]

Bestieee it’s been a while but I saw your bowling post and gotta know who won

calamity struck and i had to cancel 🥲 but i told him that it's just a rain check and that ill win another time :3

[tartt9]

thinking about jamie's bisexuality tonight.

[cheekblush]

not having any friends is truly heartbreaking

[ionlycareaboutyou]

in hindsight developing disordered eating habits was probably a bad decision. groundbreaking discovery i know

[septembersghost]

I remember a kid when he was 5 or 6 whose parents were careful of the music their kids listened too. Their kid said some music made him feel really emotional. In a way it made me think how the news on TV would scare me at his age. Certain things - especially music- can strike a chord with our emotions. Kids may not fully understand- but they are very sensitive.

my mom was very careful about what media i experienced when i was little because i was such a sensitive child and unexpected things upset me greatly. i somewhat would confront this as a teenager/twenty-something, and i feel like i wrote about this recently, but who knows with my brain fog - i've recently looped back around to this in an unexpected way, where i'm just having a heightened sensitivity to things as i've gotten older, and am being extra cautious about what i expose myself to/what's in my head because it will creep up on me in a detrimental way. idk what precipitated this exactly (well, i DO a little bit), though i had a conversation about it with a friend who's been feeling the same. (besides, the news is still scary now!)

ANYWAY, rambling, but kids are intuitive and pick up on a lot more than they're often given credit for, and they feel things DEEPLY. plus we know how things that impact us in childhood can carry throughout our lives. just like childhood wonder is very particular and special because kids still have such a sense of belief, their emotions are a lot more raw and close to the surface than they sometimes are for us as adults after we've been trained at times to sublimate or disguise them, or to suspend disbelief and use analytical skills. kids are often quite unguarded, and whole understanding isn't necessary to feel something, but it can make that feel scarier or more overwhelming because we use understanding to frame and work through things. i don't think we should ever talk down to children and that we should treat them with respect and autonomy, but it definitely is necessary to protect them sometimes and to know when to draw boundaries. i'm glad my parents and grandparents did do that with me because they recognized my sensitive nature. i've always been so connected to music that it's caused me those chills/tears/big emotions, but the adults around me being circumspect on my behalf is part of why i love the things i still love now, because i was lucky to grow up exposed to that!

[slumbering-shadows]

I keep discovering all these awesome recipes that sound so cool and delicious but I am limited by a lack of cooking knowledge, a slim grocery budget and a stove that makes me ill and I think that's incredibly homophobic of the universe. Let me make chicken feta spinach burgers and potato salad. I am tired of microwaved food.

[faunabel]

is it weird i don’t like pizza that much??

idk if i’ve just never had good pizza or what. it’s always the sauce that gets me. why is it so sweet? why is it so acidic? it’s gross and i am sad.

[doctor-disc0]

Tbh I'm more afraid of being underweight than overweight because being underweight would probably mean that I had gone back to the period of time in my life in which I was so nauseous all the time that I couldn't eat, which only worsened my nausea. Those couple of months were some of the worst in my life. I could barely move. I could barely eat. I lost weight that, at the time, I didn't even have. My life was a living hell.

So yeah, even though I've gained weight, even though I no longer fit in some of my clothes, at least I'm not doing the opposite. At least I'm not constantly nauseous. At least I can eat and move. At least I'm not afraid I'm going to starve because eating makes me feel sick.

[snubbullls]

Time to return to work 😬👍