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writing down as many of my early childhood memories as i can on a google doc. it makes me feel productive and secure that i won't forget them . and it fulfills the deep seated Need To Write without actually being creative
#talkin#it's really really tough actually#bc my parents both had blogs. which i have read like books. so i sometimes can't tell if something is a real memory or a reconstruction#from reading the blogs#i'm trying to stick more to things attached to my feelings or that i remember in 1st person bc sometimes i remember the reconstructed ones#in 3rd person bc they're helped along by photos. but i suppose if i write something that was on the blog it's probably more accurate#i just want to keep it as much from my pov of the events and not how my mom interpreted them. i guess
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I see your (general) “Kakashi expects children to be half as smart as he was at that age” AU and raise you a “Kakashi thinks children are way dumber than they actually are” AU. His only in-person experiences with pre genin are himself, a year at the academy, and Naruto.
So he’s convinced that Iruka is some kind of god for wrangling 17 half-feral children (and Naruto) into real human beings who can read and write and use chopsticks and deadly weapons. Yes, clan children probably learn a bit before, but still.
Kakashi: can’t believe you taught them almost everything they know
Iruka: I didn’t??
Kakashi: I watched you turn 18 hellions into mostly functional members of society
Iruka: most of my kids were well behaved
Kakashi: they absolutely were not, I once saw baby Shino bite Chouji and Hinata took out Gai’s kneecaps because he stood still long enough for her to catch him
#dumb ideas#storm writes#kakairu#iruka tries to point out he only started teaching them when they were like 6-8#I’m actually having a really tough night and had to retype this three times#please have mercy if it isn’t as funny as I think#why is delete a draft/post always on the right#I have so many silly kakairu ideas I want to share#because I don’t think I’ll ever write them#how did this nonsense get 100 notes#you are too kind thank you uwu#200 notes#wow thank you#also like y’all have permission to write this yourselves if you want#it’s on my List but I got other stuff first
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Ah, childhood memories (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Gaster#Having such clear external-view memories of what happened when they were young would probably give Sans a lot of ammunition lol#Not that they'd know any different - their poor memories honestly :( - but having such clear memories in places would have to be weird#Most people have childhood amnesia to an extent! Tho it's hard to say when that would've applied to them anyway with their sped-up growth#Not to mention the trauma#And it's possible that doesn't apply to Monsters to begin with lol - but it's all a moot point anyway since these are their only memories!#It's sad to think of how much of themselves are missing forever since Gaster didn't experience them :(#This is what happens when you get behind on your work >:0#I really wonder what their lack of memories/restoration of memories would do for their like/dislike of certain things!#Like how Papyrus says that sitting with Sans in his lap makes a lot of sense as to why it was so familiar and comforting#But also that knowing makes it sad as well :( Knowing recolours their understanding and interpretation!#Knowing Why makes things make sense but does it actually Help? It's a tough question - certainly it hurts in the moment#The little things Gaster has infected for them and for himself ♥ Like taking notes! Like chess and sweets and spaghetti and lab coats#And dark sweaters and cigarette smoke and hugs and intelligence - how many pieces of all of them have A Feeling attached#How many more have A Memory - and even more than that A Memory Lost and unrecoverable ughhh ♥#But the little things they can hold on to hehe <3 Like pinging Gaster for what they all know and remember#Why does he even keep coming over if he knows the reception he'll get? Lol#Feels particularly self-loathing and goes to get bullied as penance pfft
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i've litchrally been going crazymode listening to Maintenence Phase, which is my current favorite podcast, and i highly highly recommend it if you like informative podcasts about debunking misinfo around the wellness/health/diet sphere. it's also just really fucking funny, Michael Hobbs and Aubrey Gordon are great hosts and i love their chemistry together. i'd say "if you're a fat person, you gotta listen to this shit" but honestly i don't even need to be that specific, i just think it's good listening in general. like actually, i think skinny people with or without fat friends would greatly benefit from hearing some of these episodes.
#it was actually recommended TO me by ANOTHER fat girl#so on that note I really like their ep covering Supersize Me#which. if you are in or anywhere around my age group. you were forced to watch this.#and Ozempic. which is a much newer / more current phenomenon#it can also AT TIMES be hard to listen to bc for them to debunk some anti-fat claim you do have to start out#by HEARING to the anti-fat claim before you get to the debunking. so like it's nothing we haven't ever heard before#but it can still be tough#in general though it is fast paced and funny so i can keep it pushing#but you just really come face to face with the whole thing of ohh right I forget this is how Fat Peopletm are viewed#sergle.txt#it is amazing though to hear about people who very literally blame all the world's problems on the existence of fat ppl like we're a Scourg
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William Gibson's writing is sooo cunty and stylish....
#planning on finishing count zero today#i love the contrast between the 3 protagonists. itll cut back to Marly puttering around cyber paris hunting down artworks...yes girl#hes good at writing relatively varied female characters actually. im never sure how much Male Author writing to expect in a sci fi novel lo#Webber is really cool also....tough tobacco chewing merc lesbian mom who breeds dogs and fishes in her free time...
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thank you to augustasands on kofi for your donation! ❤️
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#thank you again!!!!!!!#avengers doodles#stevetony#avengers academy#ive been struggling w debilitating art block for literal years now its embarrassing#but im trying to make things anyway bc donations have actually saved me from really really tough spots lately#when you have literally no money & no call backs for this long of a time#any donation means the world no joke. ill never stop being grateful for the kindness of strangers here#sorry to get mushy or whateva im just really really thankful#ANYWAY#tony stark#iron man#avengers#steve rogers#captain america
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the fact that they made it illegal to make ads louder than programs on tv in 2010 but haven't updated it to apply the same regulation to streaming. who do i have to call.
#jack facts#like do they think we don't notice#i truly do hate it here#i really do think that we should get to a ''you ruined it for everyone'' threshhold with ads at this point tbh#circulating ads should be a need based allowance#below a certain nw you can circulate as many ads as you want provided they follow guidelines#then above a certain nw you get a quota. you can have x number of ads circulating at a time.#and i don't mean distinct different ads that can be put wherever. no. if you have an ad on youtube that counts as one#and if you put the SAME AD on a different platform or tv channel or at the fucking gas station pumps or on a billboard or ANYWHERE#each different instance of the ad counts as another ad in your quota!#& if you have like a 1min skippable + a 30sec unskippable v of the same ad on the same platform. that counts as two. FUCK you.#and then above another nw line. you cannot have ads at all. bye you don't need them they serve no purpose they are just annoyances.#also paying influencers to hawk your shit counts as ads! fuck you!! paid word of mouth is not actual wom that is also an ad! fuck you!!!#oh u want ppl to rec ur product & u don't have any ad spots left?? well sugar you better have a fucking good product then lol :) fuck you#also if a co breaks an ad reg that co and any co it owns/parents can never make another fucking ad ever again in its existence#AND if a ceo breaks an ad reg w one co then disbands it and makes a new co and breaks ad reg w that one#then the CEO or any co they have ANY % ownership or investment in can never make an ad ever again. FUCK you.#charities/nonprofits and sole proprietorships get one (1) appeal to a total ad ban#that's IT!! ENOUGH!!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ONE MORE THING. ''pay us not to see ads on our platform/app/other thing'' should also be illegal.#''pay us for basic ass functions'' illegal. pay to win. illegal. sale/product announcements in things that are not press. illegal.#creating an ad or listing for something that doesn't exist and only manufacturing it after it is purchased. illegal.#ads that are full screen when a user has not already selected full screen on a video player. illegal.#pop up ads. illegal.#ads with audio on a platform that doesn't. illegal. video ads on a platform that doesn't have video. illegal.#ads w epilepsy triggers. illegal everywhere forever always w out needing to be reported by consumers. cannot be circulated in the 1st place#ads w graphic violence or soundscapes that mimic it. see epilepsy triggers.#ads for things that are not actually consumer products. illegal.#anything else u want to circulate like an ad must go thru other regs to qualify as psa or edu. if it doesn't qualify tough shit get fucked.#[insert gif collage of people talking extensively while wildly gesturing for emphasis here]
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Scooby Doo, and Sonic Too!
A Sconic crossover I've been fiddling with for fun! My favorite designs are definitely Scooby and Velma. I was trying to really make the characters feel accurate to the Sonic style while still being recognizable, but they definitely need one or two redesigns to work. Still, I'm glad I did this! It was a cool exercise!
#fanart#scooby doo#scooby gang#shaggy rogers#velma dinkley#daphne blake#fred jones#tails the fox#amy rose#sth#miles prower#chao#sketches#character design#so the tough thing abt scooby characters is that their shape language and hair are very antithetical#to how sonic characters fur and bodies works#so I was trying to really capture the IDEA of Daphne's hair without making it look too much like actual hair#which was#agggh#shaggy I think I made look too chill??#like he's got a casual confidence that regular shaggy wouldn't usually use#also i wanted to include the blue in fred's design but it couldve been better#scooby not looking ''right'' was an active choice#if you compare scooby to literally every other dog in the series he's noticeably DIFFERENT to them#and i wanted to catch that energy#which is hard without his anatomy#also he doesnt have a nose its just a spot that implies a nose#sjadfbe im rambling
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Remember how I said I wanted to make Epic Mickey merchandise?
Well.
I may or may not be planning something…
(Just to be sure! I’m still deciding on a design for Mickey, so this may not be official :) )
#my art#mickey mouse#epic mickey#epic mickey rebrushed#sunny talks#still a WIP#anyway let me know if you wanna see more of this!#this is the only time where my line art is actually really neat#and it was tough haha!#also proudly here to say I love giving Mickey two different coloured eyes-#it just fits him so well
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii#unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written#i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon#i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing#nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand#in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him#fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too#somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him#hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with#and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego#and his Cool Tough Leader personality#hes not gonna give that up so easily#and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now#thats like a post canon Maybe to me#the only way ill accept it really
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was gonna say i'm not sure if i'm satisfied with how she looks but nvm she's gorgeous actually
#cc vs ingame but it's actually better in-game this time xdd#oc: ylva ingellvar#<- she's a crypt baby hehe#had a really tough time choosing between mourn watch and veil jumpers#but went w the watch because the name fit really well xd#dav#laya plays dav#only played thru the intro cinematic bc i got impatient and wanted to make a rook (and inky) xd#rest will have to wait!#but i'm excited to be finally able to use her (<- was originally a ttrpg character concept that never got used) :)
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Matthias: what's an extreme sport you've tried?
Jesper: doing my homework while the teacher is collecting the homework
#university was tough on him#can you really blame him though school is tough on all of us#yes you can blame him actually because he was out gambling#we loved him though#jesper fahey#matthias helvar#six of crows incorrect quotes#soc incorrect quotes#shadow and bone#six of crows#grishaverse#crooked kingdom#ruin and rising#siege and storm#shadow and bone season 2#shadow and bone season 3#shadow and bone season three#soc spinoff#six of crows spin off#leigh bardugo#wylan hendriks#wylan van eck#wesper#helnik#nina zenik#kanej#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#zoyalai#malina
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3 swifties who have all been on tumblr for 10+ years walk into a bar to play Taylor Swift trivia…of course we won first place and $100!!
@greenlight @haylewilliams 🫶🏼
#Tessa talks#this cured my depression#literally so much fun#the questions were actually decently tough#had us really thinking on a few#<3
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LMAO TO PAUL ADMITTING HE MADE CALLS TO OTHER TRAINER AND COACHES AND THEY KEPT TELLING HIM TO EASE INTO CAMP THIS YEAR BECAUSE THEY JUST WON THE CUP AND THESE GUYS ARE FATIGUED FROM A SHORT SUMMER ONLY FOR THE CATS DAY 1 OF TESTING TO IMMEDIATELY PROVE THAT WRONG BECAUSE THEY ACTUALLY TESTED A LOT HARDER THAN THEY WERE EXPECTED TO AND PAUL WENT WELP I GUESS IM RUNNING THE SAME HARD CAMP THIS YEAR AGAIN
#txt#CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP#paul actually about to show mercy for once and cats said UH UH#genuinely hilarious they brought this upon themselves whether they knew it or not#like actually#puts all the “camp is tough as i remember it maybe tougher actually” to perspective#they really fucked themselves over 😭😭😭
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This part has provided and honestly confirmed an insight that's been implied occasionally, but never openly stated as much as this moment.
Arcanists are less durable.
It's mentioned a handful of times how it's important for combat between arcanists to be quick and efficient. While they can be physically strong even beyond human standards, their limits are far shorter in comparison. They're far more prone to taking physical and mental damage quicker with their quick healing/recovery to make up for it, but not change just how fragile they are.
This is very insightful too as to why arcanists would be more inclined to fight using arcanum instead of physically as much as possible. Their arcanum gives them an upper hand where their physical stamina is lacking.
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 lore discussion#uluru games#arcanists are so mentally and physically weak like an actual mage in DnD y'all#i still think that spathodea jumped too conclusions on ezra's intentions and it's really rough to see how raw and real that is#for a topic about building friendships between two people with clearly problematic topic on oppression and prejudice hanging over them#they're just kids. and spathodea has the weight of keeping one of the few remaining arcane cultures alive on her shoulders#it's a lot of pressure and the fear of humans erasing or taking it must not feel good to her and that blinds her from ezra's kind intention#it's also tough to swallow seeing this is a really sensitive topic and an honestly well written expression to just how painful and awkward#it is because ezra needs to acknowledge just how bad it is and even if he's not participating in the system's oppression#he has to carry the weight of generations of it and take responsibility in order to make sure that change starts happening#they're kids. God they're fukin KIDS#i have many feelings about this man. this event is so good wtf
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#bvkazlendar#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#kazuhira miller#venom snake#revolver ocelot#vkaz#i actually dont know if venom had that knowledge already but i suddenly thought of him gifting japanese stuff to kaz bc nostalgia#like idk a giant plush or something really cute... and then i ended up in some 2nd hand shop w vintage toys and BOOM a red train toy#couldn't find out if it does indeed make noise but if not - this one does bc i say so#this is the toy btw - Vintage Tin Toy Train Mountain Express 3502 1950 (from Masudaya/Modern Toys / M-T)#this prompt was tough. and now i have to come up w something cooler for the birthday one. and the gift one. (...)
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