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Wanna know *more* about Skew-Ts
read on if so i guess. i have a test in forecasting today so this’ll help me study. i hope. please. meteorology is so hard.
last time i talked about all the lines so this time i’ll tell you how to figure stuff out from the lines.
so let’s talk about INVERSIONS.
As you get higher in the atmosphere the general expectation is that the temperature will decrease with altitude. The higher you go, the colder it gets. If you’ve ever been on a substantial hike you probably have experienced this, maybe.
INVERSIONS are when that isn’t the case, and they happen all the time pretty consistently. This is when temperature increases with height. These are also stable layers, but I’ll talk about stability eventually.
There are a few different kinds of inversions. Here’s a random example skew-t from this morning in Oklahoma
just in case: RED LINE IS THE TEMPERATURE CURVE, AND DASHED BLACK LINE IS DEW POINT HERE. these things aren’t standardized because fuck me i guess
wow look at all that data. From what I’ve already explained about inversions you can probably see a few of them. I don’t really know how much the temperature has to increase for it to be considered an inversion and it generally seems to depend on who you are talking to because science is way more subjective than you think it is and it’s weird.
So on pretty much EVERY SKEW-T GRAPH EVER at the bottom of the red line that is our temperature curve you will immediately see an inversion.
These are called Radiation Inversions and it’s because of ground heating. As it turns out what makes it feel warm outside is the surface of the earth radiating heat upwards, and this is the engine that drives a lot of our weather. Sun heats the earth’s surface via radiation and then the earth radiates heat. This is important and I will come back to it constantly.
Radiation Inversions are characterized by being located at basically ground level on a Skew-T, having light or calm winds (the definition of this depends on who you are talking to and I hate it), usually dry above it, yea.
Above our radiation inversion a little bit is another inversion! This is called a Subsidence Inversion and they look similar to Frontal Inversions which i bring up in the same paragraph because they’re similar and there’s also a Frontal Inversion right above the Subsidence Inversion in that skew-t.
Subsidence Inversions happen because air is sinking at an elevated level. They’re associated with mid-tropospheric ridges (high pressure in the middle of the troposphere). It’s generally very dry above this inversion, and the major difference between this and a Frontal Inversion is that Subsidence Inversions have no wind shift (that’s the wind changing directions).
So above that is a Frontal Inversion and you can tell because the wind direction goes from the north-east at the Subsidence Inversion and then to North and then to West and eventually South-west. This motion is called BACKING and is associated with a Cold Frontal Inversion (meaning there’s a cold front). There are also often cloud layers near these inversions.
Warm Frontal Inversions look similar, but the wind shifts in the opposing direction (clockwise, called Veering). These are frequently seen where there is severe weather about to or occurring (thunderstorms). Here’s one from Texas from this morning that’s a good example! You can see where the wind shifts drastically in a clockwise motion. Tbh this might not be the best example but I’m tired.
There’s also a lot of other nicknames for certain patterns of inversions.
The last major Inversion type is the Tropopause. This is when the temperature curve overall starts trending in the positive direction as seen in the KDRT sounding at 200hPa. That tells you where the Tropopause is.
Maybe I’ll explain atmospheric layers someday but it’s not what I’m studying rn so too bad.
So yea that’s inversions wahoo.
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The way I see people say that Silco was just blatantly manipulating Jinx the whole time, but actually he genuinely believed a majority of the things he told her (he was heavily projecting as he saw himself in her as he went through something similar with Vander) when he tells Jinx everyone leaves or betrays us, its just us (or smth like that), he genuinely believes it, he's not just trying to keep Jinx close, he feels it's true after what happened with Vander & Vi and is projecting that onto Jinx, when he tells Jinx to let Powder die its because he also left his old self die, hes definitely not like the young Silco we see in flashbacks, after Vander tried to kill him he clearly changed and put who he was behind him for something new, for something stronger, he's far from perfect (obviously) and wasn't the healthiest option for Jinx but he really wasn't this master manipulator some make him out to be (when it came to Jinx)
#im not saying this man did no wrongs#because he did#but i will always be a silco sympathizer#yea he lost his way#yes he tried to kill vander and a bunch of kids#yes he is calculated and a plotter#but he cared and had a soft spot for jinx#he was more worried about building her up and keeping her close#he wanted her to do what he did#he just didn't see the harm it was causing#arcane silco#young silco#silco#jinx arcane#jinx#jinx and silco#found family angst#arcane vander#vi arcane#arcane#character study#stort of#i had to rant
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re-start ♡
#100 days of productivity#studyblr#study blog#study aesthetic#physics#study motivation#chemistry#mathematics#studying#productivityboost#study notes#chaotic academic aesthetic#chaotic academia#stem aesthetic#stem academia#stemblr#women in stem#stem student#stem#academic weapon#dark academic aesthetic#light academia#dark academia#academic validation#light acadamia aesthetic#im just a girl#girl blog#girlhood#it girl#personal rant
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the muddying up of language for the intent of inclusivity that only makes things worse has gotta be one of my biggest pet peeves ever just say what you mean and stop jumping through 20 hoops to say the same goddamn thing i'm gonna lose it
#this is a petty little rant brought on by my women's & gender studies prof this semester going#'19th century authors who identify as women-'#theyre all cis women too like. MY MAN..... JUST SAY WOMEN#i promise trans women are included in that when u just say women we dont need to add the whole#'women and people who identify as women' you sound ridiculous get out of my face#do we ever do this to men btw like have you ever heard anyone say 'men and people who identify as men' im killing you with a hammer#like are we gonna be discussing people who possibly identified as women but may have been considered transmasc today?#no???? then ENOUGH W THAT KIND OF WEIRD WORDING#lord it's so aggravating bc it's in the name of progressiveness but like does anyone realize how dehumanizing it is to trans women#and cis women too like again we dont do this to mennnnn oh my god#rant over im at peace now i just get evil during the semester bc everyone pisses me off every day
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GOD I LOVE SELF TITLED SO SO MUCCCHHHHHH IT DOESNT GET THE RECOGNITION IT DESERVES I SWEAR TO GOD
#sleep deprivation rant#its like 5am i slept around 3 hours#im studying but isle of flightless birds came on shuffle and i just had to come here#sorry guys see u ill report again some day#twenty one pilots#tøp#self titled#tyler joseph#josh dun
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"fixing" the panic attack scene to be more platonic ™
im extremely active on twt and have been noticing a sydcarmy tweet go viral multiple times a week (like w thousands of interactions its crazy), and its really great to see how much people love and see it for this ship. recently carmys panic attack scene went viral again, and naturally, some ppl gave their piece about how we are all dumb for interpreting it as romantic. that sydney represents his love for his job or his duty to the restaurant (*sigh*).
this scene imo, is the most concrete proof of this ship. i can excuse (not really) interpreting every interaction between them thus far as platonic but this scene....i just refuse. this is gonna be a long post, not analyzing the scene per se because i can't possibly say anything that hasn't already been said but more "fixing" the scene to fit the narrative of antis, and i hope in doing so really shows there's no other way to interpret this scene as other than romantic. again its gonna be a long post bc im just ranting and i think i will lose my mind if i dont type this out.
lets go.
so first off i like to think of this scene as an equation/experiment. simply a problem that needs to be solved.
problem/reason of panic = ...we will discuss this...
solution # 1 = claire -> failed
solution # 2 = sydney -> worked.
Problem/Reason
s02e09 opens up with carmy and claire finally consummating their relationship, with an interesting song choice might i add and carmy dissociating, looking sad, or broken (???) after. because many have said carmy pulling memories of sydney from his psyche to calm down have to do with work i always remember that, it really doesnt make any sense?
carmy is clearly having a panic attack due to him not being "fixed" as soon as he made it official with claire. he felt pressure from his family both currently and in the past to date claire because she is amazing and perfect. add mikey also being a part of that crowd, and carmy so desperately trying to connect with him when he cannot, is why i think he looks so despondent after that scene. i truly think he thought he would be a changed person after everything with claire and when that didn't happen he flipped...
we know this is the reason bc his panic attack starts with their sex scene and the lyric "I dont know" from strange currencies by REM.
this isn't to say that he isn't nervous or stressed about the soft open but its clear that he's not having a panic attack about work nor have we ever seen him have a work-related panic attack (correct me if I'm wrong). in s1 he has one or two due to him greiving his brother.
platonic fix: To make it about work I would have added scenes like when Carmy started that stove fire in braciole, his meltdown in review, some scenes of his horrible time at EMP, and him grieving his brother. i think these would represent his fear of failure, falling back into old toxic habits pertaining his career, the fear of fostering a toxic work environment like the ny chef and also the idea of "failing" mikey
but theres a reason why none of this occurs bc its not about his job or the opening of the bear. this is explicitly about his personal and romantic love life.
Solution # 1 : Claire
carmy proceeds to try and calm down by thinking of claire through literal rose-coloured glasses...
the music is distorted, he's thinking of his abusive family, he remembers every one pushing him to date claire bc shes a #goodthing.
again...this is not about his job and wouldnt make sense to think of sydneys place in his work life as a soultion to his clear personal problem....
platonic fix: in the story of carmys love life claire and sydney act as narrative foils. they have been compared and contrasted for all of s2. my platonic fix for this would be making the NY chef this first "solution" of a work-related panic attack. he represents a horrible time in his life but also represents a time when carmy was at the height of his career. when carmy gets locked in the walk in and has his monologue, its alluded to that he will revert back to that mind set in order to not let everyone down.
NY chef abused him for so long, it makes sense that carmys psyche would readily go back to his insults and the time he himself was an isolated 'psycho' bc it yielded results.
nothing is black and white and i DO think sydney represents a healthier approach to the toxic mess that is the culinary world and does represent that for carmy. if the show was invested in that, sydney and the NY chef could be overtly contrasted like sydney and claire have been.
BUT again this isnt about his job and dedication as a chef...thus why he tries to think of claire to solve his personal problem, and it fails.
Solution # 2: Sydney
LMFAOOO.
carmy then in a crazy plot twist starts thinking of his platonic work bestie sydney adamu....the love song dedicated by the show to his relationship with his girlfriend is then made clear highlighting some pretty damning lyrics about desire and love.....all platonic btw. yes you are dumb if you think otherwise (*wink*)
I actually have two platonic fixes for this...
platonic fix # 1: if we only wanted to focus on sydney as a person who calms carmy down because shes his work bestie who represents his responsibilty to the bear and the postive change they are trying effect in the culinary world, i would add scenes where they are...you know actually cooking???
i think its pretty crazy how the memories carmys immediately jump to are ones that have little to do with their jobs. when they first meet (would also like to note that when carmy first laid eyes on Sydney, he forgot she was there for a job, so this is his raw reaction to seeing a pretty girl lol) and when she comes back after she quit and their break up fight.
i would add their scenes in carmys kitchen (even tho this is extremely damning bc they were flirting DOWN - they don't make this easy at all). this represents their collaboration skills and the way they WORK and bounce ideas off of each other seamlessly. specifically the scene about him wanting to give her a star, representing his duty to her and the restaurant.
*and no shade to carmy but if his responsibility to the bear/syd as a co-worker was bothering him this much and calmed him down wouldn't he have just immediately called the fridge guy.....anyways*
platonic fix # 2 (the best one): if i was chris storer and joanna calo and i REALLY wanted to sell it that carmy isnt in love with sydney then i would put every single member of the OG beef crew + Nat to calm him down not just Sydney.
im talking to them laughing at family, carmy giving tina his chefs knife, richie in his new suit, carmys one on one w Marcus/trying his donut, nat telling carmy shes pregnant (signifing rebirth/wanting to rid all the toxic abuse from his family), carmy trying sydney risotto, and her face when he said it was tremendous etc etc...you get the gist
and honestly?
even as i type this out im tearing up a little bit bc that would have been really beautiful. carmy is changing. he can and is getting rid of old toxic habits from his family and the mess that is the culinary industry. things are changing for the better....that would be beautiful....IF his panic attack was about any of these things lol.
and to even look at this scene without this need for symmetry and we entertain the idea of carmy thinking about his job as a solution for his personal problem...carmy has said himself (s02e01) that this isnt fun for him. i dont think that means he hates cooking i kinda disagree with the ppl who think he isnt passionate about it. i just think currently its something that doesnt bring him joy but i do think its something hes starting to or at least could have started to enjoy if he just committed to working with syd...
conclusion
theres a lot of....delusion? denial? straight up bias? yes all of that, going on.
idk what is happening bc this show is really great at being subtle. but i dont know whats more in your face, dumbed down, even a toddler could understand, than this scene. if you dont come out of this understanding that carmy is falling in love/currently in love with Sydney...and i hate using this term..but you just arent media literate.
bonus: bc it makes me laugh and connects the purpose and solutions.
i think we need a Snyder Sydcarmy Cut™ of bolognese and omelette.
the start of the episode is when sydney and carmy fight over claires inclusion in the menu, and also when sydney randomly asks him to define his relationship with Claire. the episode would continue until we get to the table scene.
i think its WILD how as soon as Sydney asks him to define their relationship, carmy starts calling claire his girlfriend. then the show proceeds to insert sydney in their romantic montage, shows her tattoo about heartbreak and someone getting in the way of your relationship...THEN proceeds to have carmy compare these two women in his mind and only calms down after seeing Sydney.
i could talk about this scene for AGES. wheres the straitjacket....
#the bear#sydcarmy#carmen x sydney#sydney x carmy#carmen berzatto#sydney adamu#idk why i typed this out#its not even really meta im just crazy about them and even more crazier about defending them#also tired of seeing braindead takes#yea...#hope you enjoyed my rant#time to go study for this bio midterm#my rants#sydcarmy meta
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I'm trying a new art style, what y'all think? :3
(au belongs to @/sorascribbless!!! They're really cool, you should follow and support them! :D)
This is a wip btw....maybe, idk
#ranting in tags dont mind it-#AISGSJSIS#WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF-#ITS SO HARD TO RENDER IN MAGMA#welp#time to try and draw ragatha#*cries*#I HAVE EXAMS TOMORROW SKSBSJHS#I HAVEN'T STUDIED AND IM JUST DRAWING LIKE ITS NOTHING HELP#wip#w.i.p#work in progress#yay#guardian angel au#tadc gaurdian angel au#au#alternate universe#sammy's wips#the amazing digital circus#the amazing digital circus jax
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Lemme talk about Cait and her grief for a sec because that I keep telling myself that you're different - but you're not line goes hard and I'll tell you why:
So grief, as someone Who Knows, is as much about identity as it is about that feeling of loss, anger, defeat, hopelessness SADNESS and allllll that because fundamentally the very basis of who you are is made up a big part of who you are with - add to that the complexities of a mother/child and mother/DAUGHTER relationship and you're almost guaranteed a recipe for disaster once that basis violently gets torn apart.
So it's not so much about Caitlyn saying that Vi didn't change, it's about her recognizing that she herself DID and that's why they're parting ways now- I'm putting that mildly tbh but it's part of why she's going off the rails, leaving Vi when they need eachother now more than ever but that feeling, and I know that feeling- it creeps up on you when everything is feeling and looking different, just off somehow because it's YOU who's changed because of the insane traumatic impact but maybe you don't realize yet cause its early days so you feel disappointed and irritated by everyone around you and the closer they are, or the closer they get the more alienated and distanced you become because your grief has you in a chokehold but you can't put a mirror to it yet when it's so raw to find that it comes from YOU and you alone and lashing out, even when it feels righteous and good in the moment is ultimately going to destroy more than you can possibly imagine... yeah.
So Cait's next line it's her blood in your veins is raw af and gives the whole exchange a deeper meaning BUT it's the thing she didn't say that gets to me the most.
I keep telling myself that you're different, but you're not.
I am.
Cait is, she's the one who changed and if Ambessa hadn't gotten her hooks in her I still think we would've seen Caitlyn spiral regardless because that's what grief does, it's ugly and I fucking LOVE, love love that we're seeing it in a show as big as arcane with a character as liked and as good as Caitlyn because we're all one devastation, one horror and one heartbreak away of becoming exactly that, and that's okay, because we need to see that kind of character development too.
And remember, it isn't all bad- grief really does change with time so I'm sure Cait also gets her 'redeeming moment' at some point but even if she didn't I'd still love her cause I get it, I've been there, and recognizing it in the middle of my tragic lesbian otp breakup scene made me feel so fucking seen you guys have no idea. 🩷
#anyway im totally normal about my girl i just need ppl to chill with the hate if i see one more i cant support cait anymore bla bla post im#gonna start throwing rocks at ppl fr#arcane#caitlyn kiramman#arcane s2#caitvi#cause arguably this is abt the breakup scene innit#character study#rant rant#ninja writes meta at 2am#not me projecting in any way shape or form no ma'm
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Having a good art class for the first time in my life is such an insane feeling, all the other classes were just my teachers being incredibly mean, not actually teaching anything and making us do nonsensical assignments and now I have a teacher that actually takes note of the kind of art I’m into and gives me assignments based on things I enjoy and can improve? I made an oil painting of my current blorbo because this way I’d be drawing something I like and still trying a new medium and learning things? My first homework was making concept designs for my OC? My next assignment will be making a scrapbook-esque research about Julia Lepetit from drawfee? Is this even real
#lemon man talks#Little rant but I’m just so incredibly happy to be able to have this experience#Even if it’s just for 3 months#Our class is small so we each get individual attention and personalized assignments based on our skills and strengths#Since I’m a cartoonist and mostly draw people my teacher is focusing on that for me#My theme for this term is gonna be humans basically#I need to study body language and poses and behavior to translate into my art and characters#And well let’s just say#I’m really enjoying it#Despite being awfully tired and scared I won’t have the time to finish everything i want to do im having fun#I might have gone overboard on my sketch for the Julia pages but I’ll work on it during my free periods in between classes to do as much as#Possible too#It’s gonna be two pages#One about Julia/how she inspires my art#And one about the Eugene oil painting I did#Well kinda#I didn’t finish it
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i’m gonna sound stupid for saying this but i’m acc very upset that real life is keeping me away from being a loser here 😔
#suki rambles#i’m barely at home anymore with how much i spend time outside... and i just wanna sit down and WRITE#but as soon as i come home i’m just so exhausted from studying and travelling that i pushing out a 1k fic-#-which would normally be so easy for me feel so impossivble now#and now i just stare at my wips feeling disappointed in myself that i’m too tired to work on it#me staring at my vampire!kita fic 😔#me staring at my lemurian! rafayel fic 😔#the younger me could’ve stayed up and pulled an all nighter to finish a fic but now i just could NEVEERRRR#i need my 8 hours of sleep or i won’t function for a whole day#and i feel so horrible too that i’m so behind on replying to everyone 🥹#DTD TOO BRUH like i was so dedicated in updating every week but when im FINALLY at the last chapter thats when i get so busy ugh#like i don’t wanna be hard on myself bcos i have written a lot and also this is just a hobby but thats the thing!!#i feel like i’m so busy with adult things that i don’t have enough time for writing (which brings me joy) and i’m sad about it lol#big sigh.#tw: rant
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I'm re-watching Lego: Nexo Knights
And, they really did Jestro dirty.
They had him perform after Merlok(and I know Merlok set up a 'surprise attack' to test the Knights and show off a little but still man)
I to would be a nervous wreck if I had to perform after a literal sorcerer.
Jestro, is clearly hesitant about using the Book of Monsters(BoM), but because his self-esteem is so low, he's lured into it.
And whenever we see his story play out, the guys just, so sad, it's clear he isn't totally convinced this is what he wants, being evil, but the BoM picks at his insecurities, and words things on such a way Jestro just goes with it.
Like straight up, the BoM and Jestro have a toxic relationship, and it's all at Jestros' expense.
And don't get me started on his relationship with Clay, iwbzjsjsj
I love them
Clay just never giving up on his friend and always giving him the benefit of the doubt. And Jestro's main concern when the BoM was first trying convince him to summon a monster was Clay.
I can't, my sweet, sweet, boiz
Jestro deserves all the kindness and I could never hate him.
Same with Clay, Clay is the Dad/Mom friend we all need.
#lego nexo knights#lego#a rant#a rant i guess#nexo knights jestro#jestro#im a villan apologists but we been knew that lmao#then again my boi is more of a victim than a villain#look i get it no everyone sees it this way#and im all for horrible people just being horrible but if you phyco analyze its more than just -#'he became evil because we was laughed at'#it was a moment of weakness that led to a series of bad choices what were enabled by an evil entity#i will die on this hill because some tend to forget Jestro was hesitant at first and only committed under duress#he literally thought he would be in major trouble after what happened and being in Merloks study#was is a valid reason? no#but dear god don't act like you wouldn't do what he did and make someone who humiliated you get some thier own medicine#also why was the BoM in Merloks study for anyone to find? you would thing a wizard would hide that thing away#also being a jester isn't a free pass to be humiliated by literally anyone other then yourself#they are the og clowns and have a code of conduct damn it
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Anytime I replay DAI and I get to that first conversation with Vivienne back at Haven, I take a long inhale Everytime she asks what I think about doing with the mages.
Like I know my Inky has not thought about this too much. She just knows her clan, but I think about it constantly and no answer I am offered is good enough to assuage my long rant that I yell at the computer for like 8 straight minutes before I choose the Mages Should Be Free line and get the inevitable Vivienne Greatly Disapproves
I love Vivienne a lot, I do, even with the differing political views, but Jesus Christ girlie pop never ask me that question again because I will go off Every Single Time
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#vivienne de fer#vivienne dragon age#madame de fer#the rant includes major reformation of the circle#the templar order#and the chantry#at the very least for the circles to stay a thing#because i do think they could stay a thing if we just changed like 80%-90% of it#maybe smaller and more numerous circles that just act as boarding schools#kids can go home and actually see their parents#no more tranquils as the funding for the circle#fereldans are gonna have to pay tax dollars if they really think circles are the best way to go about mages#studies to see how long a templar can go without lyrium while still effectively using their abilities and not going through withdrawal#bc im pretty sure that the chantry makes it seem like Templars need a lot more lyrium than they actually do#so they can keep a leash on them#also maybe find alternatives to lyrium for templars#cuz i really fucking hate the idea of them having to take an addictive drug#im ranting in the tags i need to stop#and this is all just to keep the circles a thing btw#the easier solution of course being having mages be free
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something something.... in a similar vein of thought as to how crystal's mind eyes are supposed to represent her "being watched" (it was stated in an interview somewhere), what would the baby doll demon spider represent for edwin?
it took me a good while to figure out but i think it's Societal Pressure and Bullying. which is A Lot Lamer than it sounds but also,, think about it!! (a bit of a long read)
it makes laughing noises. Specifically children's laughter. It is made up of MULTIPLE doll heads and hands. It's like if an angry mob of children was a spider. And let's not forget about its nature -- If Edwin makes the slightest noise or the slightest utterance or makes a move, it chases him. It chases him relentlessly and is always there to eat him alive.
obviously the spider is terrifying in ways that also don't relate to bullying, but still kind of relate to the society around edwin. one of them being that it's made of dolls. they're fake. they're plastic. they're superficial. people tend to be so superficial to keep up appearances and ostracize anyone that doesn't.
it's also a spider. a doll spider. in a dollhouse. edwin is trapped in its web (the dollhouse). but also, he would be trapped in society's social obstacles and mazes for him if he were alive simply because he is Different from them. his true self is not one that society welcomes, accepts, nor tolerates. and they would hunt them down and hurt him any chance they get.
this also makes for some really poetic metaphors about him and his interactions in hell
i think one that's really sweet is when edwin says "I can't escape it... I can't." and charles replies "Yeah well, I'm here now." LIKE OH MY GODDDDDDD LIKE!! like think abt it. think of the implications and how it relates to the metaphor.
charles is there to FREE him from being quiet. he is free to run and to scream and to escape the web that he's in. that's so. they're everything to me.
as for simon,, i cant really say what it WOULD mean like metaphorically... except for the part where simon asks "Do you think it has to be torture? Being the way we are?" and edwin's like "No. It does not. I'm going to get out of here, you should come with me." like edwin KNOWS its not a sin and he's trying to escape the society that rejects them
other than that though, i cant really think what that interaction would mean...
maybe im just wrong about the metaphor, maybe it's Not societal pressure. maybe it's not anything at all! maybe the curtains were just blue, and a giant spider made of doll heads is just a giant spider made of doll heads. who knows?
either way it is 1am where i am right now so if anyone sees this post and has any ideas, feel free to rb/comment, id love to see your take :D
(though: in a similar vein,,, charles died due to hypothermia and internal bleeding. hypothermia or the cold is usually associated with loneliness in most fiction - the way warmth is associated with company - and internal bleeding represents,.. well you can probably guess. leads you to wonder the kind of life charles lived.)
#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#character study#character analysis#literature analysis#dead boy detectives analysis#dbda#dead boy detectives agency#edwin paine#edwin payne character study#edwin payne study#edwin payne character analysis#can you tell i really want ppl to see this and hear their thoughts from the tags#edwin paine study#edwin paine character study#ok thats it i give up tagging LOL#but its really nice that edwin gave charles a bit of warmth in his final moments#thats really really sweet of them#that stupid lantern i hate it its gonna make me cry#charles gave him warmth when he thought it impossible to escape that demon too#they're just. they're just everything to me.#lantern got left behind because now it's a certainty that they will never leave each other and they are each others' warmth#ITS 1AM IM OVERANALYZING THIS HELP#i literally have to take a 1-hour drive tomorrow at 6am for my moving up ceremony i shouldn't be up this late#anyway#remi rants#remi rambles
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Got real tired real fast from seeing "they don't do romance" or "never been interested in dating" as a reason several different characters should win an ace character tournament... one legit said 'this guy's bisexual aromantic'
#a little ranting to procrastinate studying#aspec#like you guys have to know better!! its 2024 please do better!#like cmon#im just tired#you clearly think that character's aro so why are you saying ace!?
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im very normal about fuuta in general but i dont think im ever going to emotionally recover from his fire motif and what it represents for his character and how he reflects the greater theme of justice so that means i must rant about it
(more under the cut because this got longer than i expected whoopsies)
so anyway fire is pretty obviously supposed to be symbolic of his passion for justice right? that fire is all over the place in bring it on. he's wielding it to take down enemies, his signature weapon is a flaming sword. it's what he uses to lead the campaign against the people he's after, the people he's deemed in the wrong.
it's a fucking flaming sword, it's badass as hell!!!! it's what a hero of justice, a knight, would use!!!! it's cool as shit, it's his symbol of justice.
that's how he sees his justice in trial 1.
he's righteous, he wants so badly to believe he was a hero, he was doing it all for a good cause, for justice. his passion for justice was a tool he used to meet those ends, to be a hero, to wave it valiantly in the face of enemies.
the fire, however, is conspicuously absent once he's noticed the blood on his hands
interestingly, despite backdraft as a song title being much more related to his fire motif than bring it on, fire is actually surprisingly absent from the mv's visuals. fire, as in actual orange burning fire, doesn't show up much at all in backdraft except for when both fuuta and his victim begin turning to ashes, and a short bit near the end right after the last chorus when the spraycan explodes in fuuta's face. you know what the mv does show a lot of though?
smoke. and ash. the byproducts of a fire, the byproducts of fuuta's passion for justice.
bringing it back to firefighting for a moment: as many people have already pointed out, backdraft as a firefighting term refers to when a fire that has consumed all available oxygen suddenly explodes when more oxygen is made available, such as when a window or door breaks. the thing about fire hazards, though, is if the fire and the heat don't do someone in, usually it's the smoke. the smoke inhalation causes breathing difficulties and suffocation, making it even more difficult for a person to escape the fire.
in backdraft, instead of fire itself, what we're shown is these byproducts of a fire. the smoke is damaging to human health, and the ash shows that the fire has burned things up and caused destruction, in this case killing someone. all we're shown is the negative results of a fire, in sharp contrast to its badass, positive portrayal in bring it on.
hell, even fuuta himself starts turning to ashes and the spraycan explodes in his face, showing how even he is experiencing the negative results of a fire that has gotten out of his control, how even he has gotten burned by his passion for justice. or, is it es' desire for justice?
translation of fuuta's t2 vd by onigiriico
Me, too! I was like that, too! I also didn't think it'd turn out that way!
You and I are exactly the same breed! The only difference between us is the clothes we're wearing.
fuuta's justice and es' justice, it's all the same in his head now, he directly tells es that they're the same, that we're the same. it's all the same hunger for justice that ends up causing harm even if that wasn't the intention.
you know that saying that fire is a good servant but a bad master? i think that's pretty applicable to fuuta's situation. his passion for the pursuit of justice was great when it was still a tool, a sword he could wield, after all he did manage to shed light on some people's wrongs and bring them to justice. but once it exploded, when it became a backdraft that even he could no longer control, it did more damage than he intended.
it burned even him, it killed a middle schooler. and he recognizes that in backdraft. he only shows us the ways fire that becomes a hazard can go wrong.
translation of fuuta's t2 vd by onigiriico
What did I do? All I did was say that what's wrong is wrong! I was just going off at a bad person online!
I didn't think they would die! I just thought that wrong things are wrong, and that a crime is a crime! You get that, don't you? See? Aren't we the same?
it's just. fire is such a good metaphor for the message of fuuta's character and his arc. it's an amazing illustration of how dangerous it is when you feed a desire for justice too much, when you forget to put a boundary on how you handle that fire. eventually the fire spreads just like how passion for justice becomes zealotry, until more and more things fall under what you consider to be 'punishable' by your standards and goes out of control to hurt people that probably didn't deserve it. it's a warning to set proper boundaries on our own definition and desire for justice and what's 'right' so the good intentions doesn't spiral into harm. it's a reflection of our attitudes towards milgram as the audience responsible for their justice and forgiveness. it's amazing i love it i love fuuta's fire symbolism i love fuuta's character arc and i love milgram's writing so so so much
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#im sure someone has already gone through every point in this post before but i was having fuuta thoughts and they needed to go somewhere#this might be super disorganized this is essentially the first draft and i kinda just word vomited lol#anyways i love milgram i love picking it apart for its themes#tangentially i might do another whole thing comparing fuuta to kotoko but hm not sure if i can add much to that discussion#maybe after deep cover comes out#i actually really like kotoko for similar reasons to fuuta actually she's an interesting case study of a desire for justice that corrupts#anyways sorry this wasnt that deep an analysis or anything i mean i didnt even pull up images it's a glorified rant more than anything lol#hm might edit this post to add images tomorrow ill see if i remember
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Based on prev post but I really like morally dubious/unreliable narrator takes on Hanzo and Genji's characters. In fact the whole main Shimada family. I think it's quite boring to portray Sojiro as an evil tyrant to his core. And not a man who himself was most likely burdened by duty shame and guilt he puts his own sons through for the weird ancestral promise of glory and tradition, as well as upkeeping an entire ecosystem of a damn COMMUNITY!!!
I believe that man, as little as we get from him in canon, did have love for his sons and his wife to an extent. Whatever weird twisted way that might have manifested.
Another thing that slightly irks me are the depictions of the boy's mother being some sort of saint consistently in ff I read, it's also a bit boring as well. I can only imagine her and her husband's marriage was one of politics first, and whatever else came from it was a surprise add-on.
Wheres the morally grey depictions of her having some uncontrolled disdain for her kids even though she knows it is not their fault for existing, where the bitter young woman sad that her dreams were cut off because of her 'duties', where the woman who simply got hit with postpartum that never quite left her.
where the hell are the unreliable pov of each of the boys of their parents that are heavily skewed because of the way they grew up. But once they are grown adults they can piece the full thing together.
wheres that i want that please
#rant#overwatch#character study ig#hanzo shimada#genji shimada#sojiro shimada#i like ranting#and yappin#im not saying someone is evil for including these not very nuanced depictions just that its so overwhelming aha#ig i have to be the change in the tags I dwell in
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