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bunnieswithknives · 2 months ago

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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with

#fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fairly oddparents a new wish #hazel wells #fop hazel #fop dev #dev dimmadome #art #digital art #doodles #I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like #but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem #I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother #The idea that she has to be mature all the time #constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe #Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet #just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it #maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again #The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her #which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things #I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice #I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique #Maybe he will be in future seasons idk

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wifiwuxians · 1 month ago

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Pop Team Epic x MDZS

a small thing that came to me in a flash, done in a flash >:) i wish i could redraw the scene frame by frame, but my brain demands things be done immediately. still, i hope it makes someone chuckle at least! 💖

#xue yang #song lan #songxue #(mostly for filtering purposes tbh it is quite silly as always)#mdzs #my art #no hope for me if i keep needing to rush things. animation school will kick me out #STILL ... ADHD or whatever...#anyway. them! i love being goofy. i went to the ER today #and actually began to exhibit symptoms tm while working on this #so there was a small hospital break and then back to work #anyways enjoy! i havent drawn in a week #a few frames had to be cut out heartbreakingly enough #(one is the gif i shared... there was another super silly one)#(it looked super clunky and i didnt have energy to draw in betweens so the whole thing got cut)#tbh i find it kind of funny like that tho like the idea that it just devolves

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hollowsart · 2 months ago

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-cracks knuckles-

I don't have twitter and I've never drawn a Miku before in my life, but I adore that trend happening rn and wanna drop down my two cents, so let's go with the research to make a Hatsune Miku: but she is from my family (hard to explain, but it's absolutely Texan)

#ghostie mumbles #looking up some native american jewelry from the ones in my genealogy to be accurate and true #as well as merging it with some casual wear and subtle cowboy stuff.#culture stuff for me and my family is very lowkey and more in what you'd see as little details scattered around the house--#--and houses of my relatives. so this is gonna be a very tame Miku but it's gonna be a nice little depiction of my heritage n stuff #I am going to have at least 1 piece of jewelry that represents the native american tribe sin my genealogy which is..#tbh.. as close as I am with that side of me. I'm so far removed that my physical features are so subtle you'd have to look closely to see i #everything I know came from my grandma on my dad's side and the powwows we have gone to when I was younger before they all--#--kinda.. stopped happening and moved to the big one called 'red earth' which is out of state for me #I liked the small ones.. the smells. the food. the music. getting to see the regalia of dancers.. the beautiful art and jewelry and trinket #--and figures you could buy.. it was always so nice getting to go.#at least the state fair has some stalls dedicated to native american artists who craft and sell similar things #one thing they don't have tho is the fry bread. and now I really want some. :(#ANYWAYS Gonna mark down the jewelry and the tribe name next to it as I find it and get that noted before moving on with everything else #I wanna make her look cute and interesting. will also definitely be looking into hairstyles and clothing. taking inspo from my own family #all this just for a dumb miku drawing #I do my best to try and do research for my pieces!!!! mostly.

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melverie · 6 months ago

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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but #i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries #and it just made me miss it so much #+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore #like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that #but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too #so i'm kind of at a loss here #tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up #i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right #i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries #that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way #aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that #also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while #like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that #but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut #ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there #do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me #and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here #that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this #longing feeling to start again lol #hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows

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moe-broey · 1 year ago

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GIRL......................... suspension of disbelief I know but.

Obviously you can pick out a BUNCH of the dragons as that Is an ongoing trope (dragons aging differently than humans, so they can look younger than they "actually are") (also while I did try to avoid including them to make them more comparable to Nino, I think Flayn can fit in either category for the purposes of The Context -- esp cause her dragon blood is meant to be secret)

Not only do we have Heroes skewing younger (a lot fitting into another trope of What If There Was A Baby Sister) we also have Baby Banner. Where the whole point is they are baby.

LIKE....... maybe I'm speaking way too soon and maybe the whole point IS this will backfire LMFAO, but it IS absurd to be presented with her art (which, def still looks youthful!) and having her say yeah I can pass as a kidnapped child. Which COULD be true! But also what do you mean no one is going to know you're a part of the Heroes. Why is no one fighting her on this. Not even including the dragons there are like a handful of Heroes who fit into her exact vibe. Some even MORE baby than her.

#fire emblem #feh #and that's not even factoring in charas like nyx (who's whole thing is she 'looks younger' than she is)#which. tbh. i personally never saw even in fates. like. that's just a short small woman. they do exist.#and adding to that are the other charas who read as short small women to me like celine (before i knew her in-game age is 17)#and eitri #and also youthful charas who are treated as younger yes but also as full fledged adults in their own right. like lissa #(treatment mostly comes from chrom tbh which is understandable LMFAO)#OH and that's not even looking at all the second gen/child units from awakening/fates/other games that include that #which i think is just genealogy and thracia??? i'm not familiar enough w those titles though #also like. in general. a lot of fe charas who have official ages are teens. nino is 15. i think ike was like 16 in por????#which like! still a kid! but also! idk even what the difference is. is it just that ones a sweet looking girl #and the other is a boy who was trained to kill for as long as he's been alive (very lovingly by the rare good dad in fe)#i mean. i guess that makes a difference.#OH MAN I COULD HAVE INCLUDED LYSITHEA INSTEAD OF FLAYN. ALSO fits the bill perfectly #VERONICA WAS 13 WHEN WE MET HER AND SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN CONSIDERED TO BE A CATEGORY 10 THREAT #SORRY i'm nitpicking like crazy LMFAOOOO but like. the people of askr should not be fazed by anything anymore.#and you would think whoever is causing problems like bandits or what have you. you'd think they'd adapt.#SANAKI. ALSO. WHO IS WHY WE KNOW VERONICA'S AGE ROUGHLY IN THE FIRST PLACE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#okay i swear i'm done now. good by forevwr 👍#fe nino

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Ok also so I got my eyebrow and nose piercings back in... march, I think? I was supposed to go back in to get the bars changed out some time ago but I never did. Largely bc my eyebrow piercing has Not been healing smoothly (keep accidently banging it and getting it caught on things so it doesn't wanna heal) but I think the long bar has been actively hindering my healing (making it easier to get caught on things) so I decided to change it out Myself. Bought some new smaller jewelry online and it got here today and

I'm not generally squeamish when it comes to my own body. Like pain, blood, whatever. Don't rly care.

That, though... that took some effort.

But I did it! Smaller jewelry to hopefully make healing a little smoother from here on out. I also got some new jewelry for my nose stud that'll get here tomorrow. That one at least won't be a huge deal, since the nose piercing has healed so much more smoothly, thankfully.

(Preemptive warning for Gross Details in the tags. Lol)

#speculation nation #for the eyebrow piercing it's like....#ok this is kinda gross hfkshfks but i think i. at one point when it got caught on something #i think i like. tugged the piercing. um. smaller #?#like the area of skin that the eyebrow piercing runs thru is. smaller. bc it literally tore some of the actual pierced skin.#hurt like a BITCH i'll fuckin tell you that lmfao. ive been a lot more careful since.#but thats another thing with why i wanted a smaller thing. the prior one was fucking Massive in there. way too much #but now i have smth smaller. thinner too. which i hope will help with healing.#downsizing while healing will reduce the amount of variation in jewelry i can stick in there #but tbh i think itd just be wiser to stick to small things anyways. with the thinner patch of skin there.#i dont WANT to rip my eyebrow piercing out. which that was part of what made changing it so hard hfkshfm #these new ones r like screw on ends. but the one before was a pin i had to pull out.#and Let Me Tell You. i was so fucking scared of accidentally ripping it out when trying to pull that bitch. holy shit.#i got it without ripping anything. it still hurt and it bled a good bit but i got it.#switched out the jewelry. which eugh that part was pretty rough too. like not to be gross but rootin around in ur own skin is. somethin #hfksfhksbfmd but it's done and i dont intend to change it until it's healed more. so hopefully it will be. easier then.#i actually took out my nose piercing.. yesterday? to try to switch out with a shorter back #didnt work bc it was thicker. had to put the old one back in. which THAT was harrowing but mostly bc it was so. fucking. hard to do #but the new nose jewelry i got is supposed to come with a thing that makes it easier to put the nose jewelry on #(the hard part is trying to put a flat back base in from the inside of the nose. cant see SHIT in there 😭)#man. facial piercings really arent for the squeamish. good thing im not scared of pain but it has even me like Eughhh #couldve been mitigated has i gone back to the piercer. but oh well. fuck it we ball 💪#ummm should i tag for this lol #gross/#😂

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prettylittlcresources · 4 months ago

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Quick post just to say I updated my gif rules!

#tbh it's mostly just rephrasing #one small thing added onto rule 7 because people are being weird again #and one new rule people might like since i've gotten dms asking if it's okay and YES! GO FOR IT! (rule 11 <3)#anyway if my internet doesn't die I'm attempting to upload a few packs and queue a few packs rn #i make zero promises though my internet yeets randomly multiple times a day. we are basically spinning a roulette wheel over here

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cerealmonster15 · 5 months ago

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i dont think i ever felt more annoyed at commercials than when those mean girls walmart ads were playing a few months ago or whenever that was

#i think it's mostly bc i thought mean girls was like. an okay movie. a fine movie? i think i liked it #but like. i saw it once. i have no nostalgia for it bc i saw it way later/not when it originally came out #and god the way people are so into it. i mean that is great like i dont wanna be a hater for people enjoying things #but me personally. i do not understand why it's a cult classic or whatever klsjfkdlsfj i hear people quote it all the time and im like. 🧍#so having those quotes i already dont care about re contextualized to try to sell me walmart. god. the worst experience jkfsdjfklJFDKLSJF #tbh maybe it woudlve been worse if i liked the movie but i saw comments saying those commercials were funny so WHATEVER #i feel like it's also the same w/like. vocaloid kfsjdflksjgh like i dont dislike it!! i enjoy some songs #but i never had a vocaloid phase when i was younger. i feel so very neutral about miku #ppl on the internet feel so strongly positive and again thats great and i objectively get it #ive been shown vocaloid songs and some are really catchy #but it is one of those instances where im like man. a level of hype i dont fully understand LOL #miku vocaloid stuff is at least endearing tho. i get.... tired... w/mean girls quotes......... ksljfsljfl #It's Always The Same Ones and i just dont think theyre very funny FKJLDSJFDKLSJF maybe i am a hater damn #jk i do think i liked the movie? god i dont remember i watched it like. i dont even know when. college at the earliest i think #but whatever thats just a case of people having different interests just cuz i didnt care about a thing doesnt man its bad other ppl like i #also tho i think bc the mean girls overquoted bits remind me of like. rae dunn ceramics LOL jkfskfjsekht #or like idk live laugh love stuff. yknow like. dont talk to me until ive had my coffee has same energy as on wednesdays we wear pink. to me #it's facebook wine mom humor.... bc it is people roughly my age that were/are really into it and they are now mom age i guess lwpfhewhfp #god i need to go to bed im tired and it's making me a cranky complainer about stuff that doesnt matter!!!!#went 2 my dash in a dif tab and immediately saw a miku post is she gonna get me for not having strong feelings about her #im sorry miku i just . i dont get it JKFLJDSKLFJKSLD #ur music is fun i just dont proportionately understand. i feel like im missing context w/this one girl maybe thats my bad idk #or maybe it's just i found u too late idk. i will jam to the bops tho #that endless/everlasting/whatever nights thing w/like the 4 alt storyline songs is soooo fun i love those #dont ask me the names of the ppl in them tho i dont fuckin know besides like. 3 of them. one is miku LOL #and those yellow twin kids. len and ren. or rin? len and rin? i dont remember and i dont care enough to look it up sorry small children #theres that blue haired guy that was in the one prsk route i played but i forgot his name again #i dont know if hes in those songs i was talkin about tho i only remember what he looks like in his youthful wonderland alt loll #i talk in the tags bc i get scared it feels safe in my burrow here underground #also im calling mean girls mid and saying i dont have miku hype so i feel like that does warrant going into hiding

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blujayonthewing · 6 months ago

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I spend a lot of time trying to figure out the best way to diffuse direct sunlight on a sketchbook for a guy who never even actually does any outdoor sketching anymore

#trying to mentally work out the pragmatic logistics of a small white umbrella vs a collapsible diffuser vs a really big white sunhat #the main problem with the latter is that sunhats are mostly meant to. you know. fully Block the sun #trying to draw a subject in bright direct sunlight with your sketchbook in full hard shadow is also really hard and annoying :')#the OTHER problem with a hat is that what if the sun isn't coming from there 🤔#the thing about an umbrella or a diffuser is: okay where do I Put It. how do I set it in place #and theoretically the answer is 'on a tripod' or 'attached to your easel' but...#my approach to nature journalling and outdoor sketching is usually a lot more casual than a committed Plein Air Excursion?#like-- the ideal scenario is I go for a little nature walk because I like it and then what if I see a cool bug!!#WELL then I have my art stuff with me!#this is my preferred approach and has always served me well and only becomes a problem the more Stuff I want to have with me lol #I don't WANT to pack out an entire tripod or easel for the casual possibility of seeing a cool bug in bright direct sunlight #but I do want to conveniently have options for a variety of different scenarios if they happen to arise #I really just need a bag of holding in real life real fuckin bad tbh #about me

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ghost-bard · 2 years ago

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I know i talk bout angst a lot but i do genuinely hope that none of the albatrio dies i need them to be happy and have a happy ending eventually

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izzy-b-hands · 9 months ago

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Reason number idk to keep my shot day more consistent (tho tbf i had been doing really well on timing up until last week lmao):

Shot day being off means i get extra weepy over just. anything. everything. My brain looks at anything and goes 'oh yeah, that's like (horrible traumatic memory), you 'member that? Yeah, sure ya do! here's a recap of that particular time for ya too.'

and like??? I am not a fan of it today. i mean i never really am but, I have shit to do rn lmao (dishes and i keep having smutty ed/izzy and nathan/pickles ideas that refuse to actually flow on the page once i open a word doc.)

#text post #typing this up more as warning that i might be extra messy the next few days #there's an in person work thing this Friday im terrified of bc my transphobic supervisor is gonna b there and like #it's abt four hours counting travel time so i know I'll need the bathroom at least once while im there and he made a Big Deal of it b4 #and i just. am not looking forward to figuring out how to handle this in addition to it being So Many Ppl in One Small Room w/me #my brain deciding that anytime i have even a minor hormonal shift means weeping and constant memory reliving time is not helping that either #all the more reason to keep next week's shot on fucking time!!!!!#but. yeah. might be some sad lil text posts like this and reblogging a lot of my usual fixations to distract myself #but for now: dishes while i consider my ed cockwarming Izzy's strap idea &#my nathan panic proposes to pickles post apocalypse w/the ring he made for Abigail idea #that one is actually mostly written but. doesn't feel quite right yet #i do like the detail that nathan got it in pickles size & planned to resize it for Abigail #bc he didn't know her ring size but he has pickles' memorised along with all his other measurements tbh #so it just. fits right away and is revealed that they designed the ring as their shared dream engagement ring during a frienderbender #and 'whoever finds the right person first can use it with them' but oh. it was made for the right person all along. right there #a stitched up charles officiates while they're just. sitting in a pile of burning rubble aksndjfngn #anyway enough of this i must dishes and address the anxiety stomachache starting now that i thought abt the work thing 💀

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spaceratprodigy · 10 months ago

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right now tho I'm really fixated on rogue trader lmao I want to work on Ceciliana ✌😔

#her key details are there #I've been wanting to just keep playing more of the game tbh most of my ideas are small and simmering rn #I would love to play around more with her personality details and some of her past more for sure #biggest thing rn is wanting to play around with her design #I really dig her default drip for how I built her bc it's just so fitting but I might tweak some minor details #I mostly want to construct her face in more detail! see what direction I want to go with her!#her hair too tbh #my placeholder design for her was to just make my DOS2/Hero Quest character Agitha until I really Got To Know Ceciliana #and right now I think I might keep her white hair.. I really dig it.. might make it look a lil peppery.. not sure yet gotta doodle it out #style tho I'm really not sureeeee that's gonna be my biggest challenge to find out what I'm satisfied with 😩#I have an idea I wanna try but idk if it's gonna be satisfactory when I see it #IDK YET #I do have some doodle ideas tho lmao #I just want some silly drawings of her with abelard and argenta and pasqal #but probs won't get to them for a whileeeee #okay I just wanted to ramble and get some thangs out of my brain just thinkin out loud you know how it is #I'm excited abt new oc #I love when I get passionate abt something #bf is also very excited bc he loves warhammer and I've been listening to him talk abt it for like 10 years now #and he knows I've been interested in diving further in for a long time #so he is LOVING seeing me be this invested and talking abt Ceciliana #he is my biggest consultant on all the necessary details #rambling #ceciliana von valancius

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bucky-barnes-diaries · 2 years ago

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Some venting in the tags because sometimes it’s easier to vent into the void than talk to my therapist 🙂 Although I should probably make an appointment and bring this up with her. Don’t mind me being depressed for a minute 😂 Carry on with your whoring and other shenanigans

#I’m so deeply depressed that it’s not even funny anymore 🙂#Even with all the help I’m getting with therapy and how wonderful my parents are in letting me know that they’re here for me and will help #me no matter what I’m still so fucking depressed and bordering falling into a deep dark fucking hole 🙂#And I feel so guilty because with all this help and love? I surely shouldn’t be feeling like this?#It just fucking sucks and I literally just want to disappear into a fucking cabin in the woods away from all the bullshit #that’s making me so depressed and miserable.#This is kind of dark but I don’t want to live but at the same time I don’t want to die(?)#Idk I find pleasure and joy sometimes in the small things but at the same time I just don’t feel any real joy or light deep inside me.#It kind of feels fake? Forced maybe? This joy I sometimes get. Because I think I just feel empty mostly.#Like there is no real life in me or something. I always think I’m overreacting or being dramatic but this is literally how I feel.#I’ve been trying to suppress this for so long and act like everything fine but I don’t have the strength for that anymore tbh.#So idk? Am I actually depressed or just overreacting? I should probably be asking my therapist this and not the Tumblr void 😂#and I’m sending a little hug and strength out into the dark void of anyone needs it 🫂

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wornkindness · 1 year ago

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this is one of those things that deserves a much longer meta because it's been rattling around in my brain for ages. but there's a lot actually about tcw amelia struggles with, pretty much from the start. it only gets worse as the wars going on. she says nothing about it to anyone outside of a very select small group of people. one of them being her father. tbh she spends more time making sure everyone else is taken care of so they don't crumble under the weight of everything before at all looking to herself

#&. i just really like sharks okay : ooc #amelia takes self care and having hobbies that aren't at all involved with her work very seriously from the get go #which is why she never crashes and burns out #but it does weigh on her #and when i say i small group of people i mostly mean her father which that alone is also it's own meta tbh #and in some cases obi wan but he has enough to deal with so it's not very often #but it's a thing im open to plotting about #&. GENERAL #&. verse : star wars

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a-god-in-ruins-rises · 2 years ago

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so my family usually visits my aunt’s for thanksgiving. but we also like having our own thanksgiving dinner. so usually we buy an extra turkey and the weekend following thanksgiving we have a second thanksgiving dinner.

that’s what we’re doing today. so i’m over here sipping on eggnog (that i made), chopping onions for the stuffing, listening to christmas music, etc. the whole family is participating.

life is just so good, man.

#it's crazy tbh #if you had told 18 year old me that i would love spending time with my family so much #i would have scoffed at you #i used to hate my family and we had so many issues #but over the years we've all kinda mellowed out and reconciled #and despite our differences we mostly get along now #tonight we're gonna be watching some home videos of when me and my siblings were kids #as i've gotten older i've just learned to appreciate family more #seeing my parents age and my siblings drift apart as we each lived our own lives #really put things into perspective #can't sweat the small stuff #actually you should love the small stuff #every moment is just so precious to me now #i don't want to take anything for granted #i need to make an offering to the gods #i am just so grateful for everything

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danrifics · 1 year ago

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from now on this blog is multi fandom cos i honestly have too much going on to focus on 1 thing

#most of the fandoms i’m in are so small too so there’s not much point in staying with 1 thing #it’ll mostly be dnp ghost and zelda tho tbh #also i’m keeping danrifics for now cos even tho i kinda wanna change i literally always find myself back at danrifics so it just feels right

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