#it's literally a blog post y'all

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

[bunnyboy-juice]

NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

[hatsbuckets]

RAHHH I NEED YOU ALL TO KNOW I'M WRITING A GHOSTxPRICE ANGRY PRICE GRR TURNS INTO SOFT SHOWER SCENE AND AHSDFJASDHGJ I'M BLUSHING AND CRYING.

[kindahoping4forever]

RyanFleming: One of my favorite raw clips ⚡

@ ashtonirwin // 2019 WWJ Tour // @ 5sos

(Originally posted to 5SOS' IG Story 24 December 2019)

[vesna-v-irkutske]

Bro your posts are like a news TV show that we watch daily, cool

Judging by what the crowd finds more interesting... If I'm a TV news channel, y'all like watching TikTok.

[coyoteclan]

Big TW for pet loss

Hey, clangen tumblr and those who just enjoy the silly cats on this blog. I know it's been a little bit of time since my last update, but unfortunately during the past few months, I have been caring for my closest friend, Comet.

She's been my best friend for 15 whole years, and on February 9th of 2024, I'm sad to say that she has passed. I won't lie when I say that this is one of the hardest posts I've ever made, but I want to continue this blog in her honor. Normally, I have a terrible habit of just letting projects like this slip by me and gather dust; however Comet was meant to play an integral part within the blog to immortalize her, and I refuse to let something meant just for her to go to waste.

I want to thank you all first of all for being such an amazing community. I've genuinely had so much joy come of this blog, and it pains me that I let it go stagnant for as long as I have. There are 568 of you now, which is so extremely wild to me; but I hope that from now on, you can all love Comet as much as I did, even if as a memory.

I hope to return to posting content both here and on my main, @mxssacre , but for now I still need time to grieve and come to terms with the loss of someone that was so incredibly intertwined with everything I've done since I was 9 years old.

Thank you for everything Comet, my heart, my soul, my love.

More of my favorite photos of her beneath the cut.

It's hard to choose favorites out of the thousands of photos I've taken of her over the years, but I hope these do her justice to show what an amazing being she was. I hope you're hunting your toy mice in the stars, Comet.

[deceit-and-knowledge]

ooc: REALLY random

But hyperfixation so bad I am genuinely debating adding a particular character/cookie due to a hc of mine

I'm not gonna say the characters name buttt I'll say a joke

Mr sand man man me a sand 😈

(idk lemme know if you 1. Know the character and 2. Want the character)

(wont be added until after smilk and pv are a happy couple tho)

[ladyofthecreeddraws]

Hey y'all, what part of "do not repost my art" is so fuckin hard to understand, hm?

[ticklepinions]

I promise you that you will not get arrested for changing your mind y'all. You can GROW and and rethink some of your past actions! Its normal, it happens. Easier said than done but you really don't need to publicly shame yourself for thinking a certain way. I get how internet culture has us overexplaining literally anything we do but you owe no one but yourself justification. It's okay to breathe and say yeah that probably wasn't a great way to think, change and move on 😭

Its so easy to go down the rabbit hole and turn a growing moment to a "I'm a horrible no good human being that deserves the worst things imaginable". Not saying that you're exempt from taking responsibility for your actions if they harmed other people but there are other ways of going about it that don't involve beating yourself up.

There's a post going around and I'm not gonna speak on it, but some people who really aren't the target audience are taking the brunt of it all and rethinking themselves as a human and I'm there like oh! That post really wasn't calling you out but okay! That's okay. We realized we need to change some things but it doesn't mean you're a terrible human. And these are literal sweethearts who keep to themselves panicking cause they thought they did something wrong. TRUST me the people that particular post is calling out is not about you. The fact that you're self reflecting is a huge sign you're not like that i promise you. Be kinder to yourselves y'all

[navree]

okay, i don't mean to bring up drama (i really don't want to 😓😓😓) but since you're one of the few non-crazy hotd-adjacent blogs i follow, i gotta ask...where did the whole #teamfeminism thing come from?

You're too sweet, thank you <3

It's basically what I call Team Black fans, because their whole justification for feeling morally superior is that they support Rhaenyra, the female claimant in the Dance. And yes, Rhaenyra's usurpation is steeped in misogyny, it is predicated on that favoritism towards male-dominated primogeniture in Westeros and the disbelief in the ability of a woman to rule at all, let alone her specifically, that's undeniable and a big part of the story as a whole and her arc specifically in the show. But it's hard for me to view fans supporting Rhaenyra for fictional queen as an inherently feminist act when that apparently also means absolutely no appreciation for any other female characters (they despise Alicent for having the audacity to be a forced child bride, and they clearly don't care about Laena at all) and uncritical support for Daemon the Rogue Literal Pedophile. And it's certainly not very Feminist to take your issues with fictional characters and start harassing actual real women, calling Olivia horrible names not just in general but also to her face, making fun of Phia Saban's looks under the guise of mocking Helaena (another female character they dislike because she's not Rhaenyra), being so nasty about the child actress playing Jaehaera that she had to be recast when her mom pulled her from production, saying vile shit about Sara Hess because you don't approve of her creative decisions, saying that Olivia was having an affair with Ryan Condal to get Alicent more screentime, and in general being incredibly nasty towards female Team Green/Alicent fans (and my personal favorite, implying that queer fans of Olivia Cooke aren't actually queer and just being performative, because what's more feminist than denying women's sexualities just to seem cool on Twitter dot com?). Like, pardon me but your feminism isn't really feminism, it's a performative activism where you claim that, because you support one female fictional character's claim to a fictional throne, you're a feminist and then proceed to be incredibly anti-feminist and misogynistic in your actual actions in your actual life against actual women.

So it's mostly just an irony/mockery thing from me, given that members of Team Feminism seem to be the most anti-feminist and in general anti-woman people in this entire family, except for when they decide they want Rhaenyra to win and say they like two character traits of her's (cuz it's not like they see Rhaenyra as a full character either, but shrug dot emoji).

[crossbackpoke-check]

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Does your boyfriend know you call him Asshole? 😂

He does now lmao

[the-writing-mobster]

Hey guys! This is gonna be a tough post but I just need somewhere to vent a bit, I've been through the ringer this past week. This is kind of a personal post too? So by all means scroll by if you don't want to read stuff about medical emergencies...

...

Kay. So... I had to take my mother to the ER due to complications with a recent surgery. Scary. Emotional. Exhausting.

Recovery for her will be a long and very difficult journey. Painful. She's doing better now and she gets stronger everyday but it's still a deep concern for me. I know the first week after she's released from the hospital will be extremely tough for everyone, especially her.

Personally, I've been really emotional. Crying on and off. Trying my best to be strong for her. So tired. So tired.

We were hit with a bombshell that she could have cancer, but the very next day were relieved to hear pathology reports showed the mass that'd been removed last week was benign, so that's def one less thing to worry about and a huge weight lifted off our shoulders....

All that being said — Honestly?

I could really use some kind words. Encouragement to help me get back into the right mindset to continue with art and writing. That's my safe space, you know?

Anyway, thank you all, and thank you to my wonderful mutuals who have been listening to me vent these past couple of days.

🫶🏻

[anti-dazai-blog]

additional context: the problem isn't that I don't wanna talk about the lab and government side of bsd, but rather the issue of connecting musicals to these guys

I was already crossing my own personal lines a bit by giving Fukuchi Harmony as his musical, which is very much a ww2/ 1940s Germany subject matter. And given the current state of the world, I really don't want people to come to my silly goofy posts and find me talking about 1930s/40s European politics.

the world is a scary place right now but the anti-dazai-blog should not be. so if that and other dark subject matter would make you uncomfortable, lemme know.

you're not required to subject yourself to heavy topics 24/7. The world is full of enough heavy things, let yourself have a place for light things too.

[rolandkaros]

Ranting this because Karo’s AO draw is just diabolical. She’s had the worst luck throughout her career—almost like fate’s been trying to push her out of tennis from the beginning. Like being a tiny kid, a late bloomer who missed out a junior career, a brutal growth spurt, then injury after injury. Her last FULL season played was in 2019... I know she said she doesn’t want to keep playing past 30, but these next few years are going to be so tough, and I just need her to win something. My biggest fear? That she never will again…

tbh i wasnt expecting a particularly good draw and i still think its actually better than it could have been...i also think we always think our own fav has the worst draw so no one is ever happy lol (especially for grand slams)

i think getting coco's quarter is unlucky, getting naomi/caro round 2 is unlucky, getting penko round 3 is unlucky. but i also think, genuinely, that naomi/caro/penko are all winnable matches and getting coco round 4 isn't nothing (i can't say that i expect or even want coco to flop before r4 but its always a possibility). not to mention, if by some chance she manages to get past coco, she's in aryna's half and not iga's, which is a HUGE boost. she'll probably have to play jess in the qf but i also think that's a winnable match for her. both cincinnati and uso were close matches and were still pretty early in karo's comeback, and those are the only two times they've played so i actually don't think its a great indicator of a bad match-up.

all that being said, the only thing that i think is *truly* bad about her draw is getting coco's quarter. but the truth is that best case scenario would be getting jasmine's quarter, which would have forced her to play iga instead of aryna in the semis...so like there's definitely a give and take. i don't think there's a perfect scenario really and i think no matter where she ended up i would have found things to complain about lol.

though i will say, naomi/caro as a first round match is wild. and the fact that she'll have to play one of them if she wins her first round match is definitely unlucky, i just don't think it's actually that bad of a match-up for her (i do believe she'll beat either of them if she plays well enough).

idk. i'm trying not to be too down about the draw because i really think it could have been worse. mostly just coco r4 that's a real bummer because i just don't see karo beating her and coco is in really good form so i can't see her flopping before then. but also important to remember that she isn't defending any points, so even if she only got to r4 and lost to coco, that'd still be 100% net positive points. so not a lot of pressure overall i think.

as for the rest...yeah. i know she was told by doctors when she was injured for ao22 that she might have to just quit the sport entirely, which i think about a lot...idk. i think it makes me appreciate a lot more the fact that she's still able to play, that she still wants to play. so i can stomach her not winning anything else as long as she spends the rest of her career healthy. but even that isn't a guarantee, or even likely...i always try to remind myself that winning is not about deserving but im also like. ugh. she deserves to win something. but sometimes that's just not how it goes. so idk. we'll see. i don't really believe in fate or destiny but if i did i would believe she's destined to win rather than lose.

[kakusu-shipping]

Teruteru's tag gets significantly shorter once you block all the RP Blogs and the Incorrect quotes and the submission blog who's only Teruteru posts are how much anons hate him and people who draw Teruteru "redesigns" where the only change is he's thin