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My shitpost about authors, meta, fandoms and all:
I don't like Rick Riordan. I think it's clear. No ‘Uncle’ Rick here. No ‘PJO better than HP’ because of JKR. Grow up. That's just too adult-ass people with their advantages and disadvantages. They are not the Devil himself, and certainly not a pedestal. Just fucking people.
I mean, Rick was the fucking pussy about the movies (now just look at his tv show and say in my fucking face this man has any right to hate these movies without even watching it), but because it was approved by a large part of the extremely hypocritical PJO fandom everyone were ok with it.
I've always didn't give a fuck about the authors and PJO and HP. I liked and disliked what they wrote, cause my feelings about their product are what I care about in the first place. The degree of toxicity of their fandoms is second. These are MY favorite sandboxes and I play in it.
Any opinion how I can't consume content for this sandbox in any form goes to fuck themselves. If you cannot separate the personality of the author from piece of art, you are can go from the fandom and never step back. Meanwhile I'll as always build my castles in the sandbox where percabeth is not the best ship, where I read Luke's interaction with other characters not with my ass, where I like hinny and romiona, where I think Snape is worse than James and still remain a part of these cursed fandoms.
#my shitposting#rr crit#jkr crit#anti pjo fandom#anti hp fandom#fandom bullshit#but with all of that JUST#pjo#hp#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#harry potter#no anti here#it's not ideal#it's far from ideal#but I LOVE my sandbox
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#revalink#revalink winter 2024#revalinkwinter2024#revalinkwinter#link#revali#cool safflina#maybe the time for an event was far from ideal#I'm sure people have a lot on their plate this month#botw#shield surfing
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LOUIS TOMLINSON Victorious Festival (August 23rd, 2024)
#for soni!#this is far from ideal but i couldnt find the better angle i had in mind lol hope u like it tho#louis tomlinson#louistomlinsonedit#tomlinsonedtis#dailytomlinson#hledit#1dsource#hljournal#hlcreators#gif*#lets pretend the colors on gif 2 and 3 are different on purpose and not because i forgot to save the first one before deleting the psd
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hi if you support trump get the fuck off my page btw!! 🫶
i dont want anyone bringing up any "we should be able to get along regardless of politics" bullshit. trump wants me and my friends stripped of our rights, exploited, and dead. full stop. so if you voted for him i don't want anything to do with you.
also, please stay safe tonight. even if youre in a really blue area like i am here in nyc, and especially if you live somewhere with a lot of red. riots aren't exactly unheard of. get home and stay home.
#this applies to non-americans too btw#dont think i dont care just cause you can't vote for him#gtfo with that shit#2024#presidential election#2024 presidential election#trump#kamala harris#kamala 2024#yes she is far from ideal but shes way better than HIM#america#politics#buzzing
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heavy, indeed, is the crown.
like jayce in s1, caitlyn is thrusted into a position of power but unlike him, she now holds absolute power.
and how does that saying go again?
absolute power corrupts absolutely.
#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#arcane#arcane season two#arcane spoilers#spoilers#i just love this parallel though#seriously loving caitlyn's arc so far#from empathetic and youthful idealism to this#how low can you go caitlyn?#and i want to see her crumble from the weight of her actions#mine#kali rambles#not art
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seeing ppl on twitter’s takes about snowgrave kriselle makes me want to kill myself oh my godddd “its toxic” “regular kriselle better bc its healthier” DO YOU THINK I WANT TO SEE THEM MUSHY KISS AND BE LOVEY DOVEY AND HUG EACH OTHER??? NO!!! the APPEAL is that adding romantic connotations to their snowgrave relationship (which mind you very much already exists in canon) allow their relationship to become so much more interesting. do i think they’ll become truly endgame canon? do i think they’re in love with each other??? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! AND I DONT WANT THEM TO!!! the POINT is that it’s supposed to be dark and interesting and exploratory of their characters in relation to the deconstruction of autonomy in video games through gender roles and principles of knighthood and the idea of the “damsel in distress”. not to mention that “shipping” regular kriselle and snowgrave kriselle isnt mutually exclusive either. in fact i think understanding both allows you to analyse their relationship much more fully and deeply than without considering the other side. and besides, isnt the fucking point of shipping to explore character relationships??? why would you want to Ignore nuance and depth rather than focus on it???? are you unable to handle anything deeper or darker than like fucking cocomelon??? if you hate character analysis and dark themes in relationships you can head on back there or smth idfk oh my lord i cant fucking TAKE IT ANYMORE
#snowgrave#kriselle#rant#deltarune#this probably comes off as harsh lol#i was going to add its alright if you find snowgrave kriselle uncomfortable for personal reasons#but like sincerely if youre in the utdr fandom and you’ve seen the fucking geno route then i think you can handle this#and not only that but i feel like nowadays fandoms are purposefully trying to get away from darker subject matter and themes#while in the process airbrushing nuance and details in favour of shoving characters into tropes and boxes#all in the name of ‘person comfort’ and ‘preference’#and while i cant control what other people do or ship or whatever#i do think its a sign that we’re leaning far more into anti-intellectualism these days#and people are just completely unwilling to engage with things outside their comfort zone#its okay to have preferences! its fine if you think kriselle is bad!#but like if your only reasoning is that its unhealthy and toxic then idfk what to tell you man#please play/watch/read better media#relationships in media can be toxic and unhealthy and portrayed without romanticisation#kriselle is very much so!#my ideal version of them is that neither of them have feelings for each other at all#neither does the player have any for noelle#the romantic/marriage connotations are there as metaphor for the stripping of autonomy through a forced heterosexual lens#however if they somehow form some fucked up forced conditioning traumabond feelings for each other along the way which fucks things up even#more… now THATS fucking interesting#really gets you questioning the lines between the decisions you make and the ones they make of their own volition#suselle completely endgame though#i just like analysing kriselle more LOL
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#christian mansell#pepe marti#josep maria marti#my phrasing is far from ideal ignore that please#this is lovely 😭#oh no#I'm becoming a fan
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Let me assign you an affection language.
A Knife Called Grief You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything.You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.
[yoinked from iobartach]
#[inch resting]#ooc#dash game#[reminds me of a post I saw about Miguel's infidelity-- I can't find it anymore but basically it boiled down to#his betrayal of Gabriel and Xina being a sort of betrayal of himself. Now the OP was also trying to make sense of the comic's writing as it#also mischaracterized Xina (per their words)‚ but since Miguel knew Xina since they were young and she protected him from bullies‚ and#Miguel grew up shielding Gabriel from their parents‚ his betrayal and subsequent estrangement from them for someone new‚ someone his brothe#loved‚ and also apparently supported Alchemax whereas Xina was much quicker to criticize it‚ can be seen as Miguel trying to shove down the#vulnerable‚ hurt‚ HUMAN side of himself to make way for the idealized version he tries to protect as a corpo snob.#Which is an interesting viewpoint considering post-forcible-genome-splicing‚ comics!Miguel was also desperate to prove his humanity. He see#himself as an abomination‚ a freak. So how do we reconcile this with movie!Miguel‚ who we admittedly don't know much of his mental state#other than he is basically having The Worst Fucking Day Of His Life Constantly due to grief and leading hundreds of Peter Parkers?#I guess in my own characterization‚ Miguel is trying desperately to shut down that vulnerability‚ BE the inhuman juggernaut‚ the leader‚#but at the same time time‚ esp post-BTSV‚ is so ridden by his mistakes and sins and endless list of shortcomings‚ ALONG WITH the grief for#his daughter that he doesn't seem keen to heal from‚ that he's simultaneously trying to REconnect with that. Figure out what and who he is#outside of work‚ outside of Canon Events‚ outside of everything that Miles took and shook upside down. But that's difficult when#you're so determined to shut that down too‚ huh? Spider-Man can't do both. Not this time. Miguel is going to have to learn one day that he#needs to allow himself to FEEL human instead of constantly shutting it down or drowning it out. Maybe then he'll BE human again too.]#[🍻 if you read this far; I fear this was largely incoherent]
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Just keep getting back up (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Asgore#The thought of Gaster able to heal himself! Rather to only have himself to rely on in a world that lives to hurt him (and everyone else)#It's an interesting inversion that's for sure#Is it as satisfying if it's not the one who deserves the broken bones? The pain of rejection or of justice retribution punishment?#It's still the same face - and it's not like he's wholly innocent here either#And besides it's always fun to draw tears hee ♪#Get him just a bit disheveled aside from the broken bone - it's hard to imagine him in different clothes even after drawing him in the dress#Softer clothes would be so nice to hold Babybones with but even just dropping a shoulder off his coat or untying his bow tie - it's strange!#I do like the image of his flower crown shedding petals when he gets roughed up tho hehe - tossed around just a little too much!#Breaking his hand right down the middle - it'd be much easier with the holes in his hands as a weak point#All his bones could break easier than his hands before that but now-#It's weird to draw Asgore like that lol I dunno....Works well enough for utility but pffblt :P I always forget his pauldrons anyhow lol#Really rubbing it in that Gaster will be fiiiine he's sooooo special what with his ability to heal >:( Lol#It does make him a bit of a target - a regenerating punching bag? Ideal to see just how far you can push him#It was fun to draw with my green coloured pencil as well ahh <3 Healing magic always gives me a bit of the warm fuzzies#It was the original comic that made me fall in love with Handplates after all ♥ Pretty and feelings <3
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happy father's day i'm thinking about this outis line again
I always thought it was a bit out of pocket considering this isn't too long after the events of Canto III, even with how Outis was being harsher this Canto.
But I then I remembered that Outis' son is the same age as Sinclair.
Her son, who thinks that she died in the Smoke War (the in universe equivalent to the Trojan War as depicted in the Iliad and the Odyssey) because she hasn't been home in years. Her son who cannot cry out to her. And her son, who is currently in much the same position as Sinclair regarding his self-perception and ability to fight, as Telemachus refers to himself as "a weakling knowing nothing of valor" (Book 2 of the Odyssey, line number and exact wording depend on translation).
I think this line reflects more on Outis and her anxieties about her family thinking that she's dead, as well as a reference to Telemachus experiencing his own journey to manhood, much like Sinclair.
I think there's also things to be said for the parallels between Sinclair and Telemachus, even just the ones imagined by Outis. Hell's Chicken had her showing a very paternal worry over his diet (raise your hand if your dad has ever said you'll be short forever if you don't eat right). Overall, even though Sinclair and Telemachus only share the bones of a coming of age narrative, Outis is seeing connections there because she misses her family.
As with this one. Again, she's showing her hand more than she means to. Though she's talking to Dongrang, I think she's also talking to herself. Trying to reassure herself that home will always be waiting. Dongrang, however, decides not to return, but to pursue glory no matter who he hurts in the process. The Odyssey also contrasts the pursuit of glory with the desire to return home. Odysseus has to choose humility in order to return.
Outis has been keeping up a careful persona around us, but it's slipping. Her desire to return home is seeping through even as she tries to assert herself by clinging to the glory from a war that's long since ended.
#limbus company#outis lcb#outis makes me insane i need to bite something#outis is canto 11 going by release order... that's so far away#penelope and telemachus i need to think about them and see them#rotating them in my mind every day#and. i can't unpack homeric ideals of masculinity with how the odyssey treats telemachus' coming of age and#how that's going to influence outis' writing and how she treats sinclair. because that would take way too long#but y'know#that's another post. and that's also a post about gender. like. i can see the title now#Homeric Masculinity. Butchness. and The Meaning of Manhood: a Closer Look at Outis' Gender in Limbus Company#i title my shit like academic articles do not @ me#like. i know gender isn't really a factor in the city. but from a meta-textual level i think it's interesting and i'm a butch lesbian so#also this is a scheduled post. i am scheduling it for fathers day because i would not remember otherwise. so hi from the past
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The fact baby Padawan Anakin slept in front of Obi-Wan’s bedroom because he was scared to lose him like Qui-Gon and his momma and Obi-Wan STILL had the audacity to fake his death in front of Anakin
Obi-Wan Kenobi when I find you…
#star wars#the clone wars#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#I don’t hate obi wan#but dude was far from perfect and could be emotionally dumb at times#when anakin put people above ideals#Obi wan put ideals above people#but i digress
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and if i committed crimes bc of this blanket, what then.
its not done yet and it's killing me 😭 the vision I had for the border just doesn't seem to be working unfortunately. I do like the blue tho at least, so i can work with it, I'm just oof ugh grr.
#the blue is part of another 'perfect phasing' yarn that transitions from blue to whiteish to orange#abd IDEALLY i would have the orange be in the outer side of the border but if i keep trying to get that far#into the cake#then the border is going to end up super thick and i dont really want it to be super thick#bc it would detract from the dragonflies ive been agonizing over for the last month and a half#crochet#shh ac
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Someone totaled my car today and I do not like being in insurance limbo
#i did all the stuff i was supposed to but im gonna call my insurance again tonorrow just to double check#i had a green light and someone left turned into me like super late#like idk how they thought they could make that turn#but my airbags all went off and my hood was a mess so i think my car is fully toast#siiiigh#:(#i dont want to have to buy a new car......#i just moved out too so dealing with this + rent + living expenses is not ideal#i wish ppl knew how to fucking drive and i still had my car.#im trying to be zen and cool about this and just go well getting mad wont solve the problem but like#if people paid attention while they were driving then i wouldnt be out a car having to use a sick day tomorrow#and i wouldnt have to probably spend more than what i get from insurance on whatever my new car will cost#and i wouldnt be having to deal with insurance and getting rides places and hopefully getting a rental car#so maybe i can be a little mad for a while and get upset for myself for once#i just roll over and accept everything all the time and while intentional apathy has gotten me this far#maybe i shouldnt cling to it forever
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I fucking hate being employed this shit fucking sucks I wanna go home
#just had a meeting with my boss#I thought I was doing pretty good because I’m trying my best but she laid out my sins in front of me and told me to lock the fuck in#girl I AM locked in what do you want from me#I work two days a week sorry I’m not a fucking master at this#pretty much all I’ve learned is that I’m far too anxious for this job#the incident she laid out were either human error (which is fair) something due to my anxiety or something straight up did not happen?#like I had no recollection of some of the things she noted I swear to god I am being honest#and I can’t take even the lightest criticism so this was a nightmare for me#she said ‘I’m not in trouble’ but fuck it sure feels like it!#she made me feel like a burden and a failure which y’know… isn’t ideal#honestly all I can say is that I’m trying my best#I don’t love this job but I like the people here and also the job market is in shambles so it’s this or nothing#anyways I was holding back tears but I’m fine now#we are in hell
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out into the world.
#durarara#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#shizaya#a cheap imitation#i made a thing#chapter 47#actually sat down to colour correct these images a bit#and they look soooo much better#yay#also it wasn't intentional but the background colours sort of transitioning into each other with the scroll format#kinda cool#anywayyys#working with physical media is such a pain#for me#in particular#(foreboding)#let it be known that i got this camera like the weekend of making this#i didn't know how to use it at all#so the camera settings were far from ideal#colour correcting makes me feel better about them though :)#oh yeah btw#big inspo from @lunchbagmonster for this one#their demoncism promo poster#literally the whole pitch for this one in my mind was#i wanna do a fun craft jars thing for one of my marketings#i can make it work with this one#and i think i did#i like the interpretation in have in my mind for it
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ideal ship dynamic. if I ever do write Azula/Katara again it’s this energy or bust (x)
#rewatching early once upon a time & getting reinvested in swan queen is fully reminding me what my ideal ship dynamic is#like if they aren’t inches from killing each other or fucking & you can’t be sure which#then WHAT is even the point be so fr#azutara#by far my favorite Azutaras I’ve ever written is this fic it’s hardly even a competition#buffy au
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